Chapter 12 Chapter Twelve

Yue Ying is the best friend, she said: "I will help you, no matter what, I will definitely find a way to help you." In fact, we are at a loss. Regarding the future, I shook my head, unwilling to think about anything in the future. The discussion on the Internet has gradually subsided, and the hotter topic has replaced me and the Maybach. A certain international superstar was secretly photographed and is now the headline of every major BBS. Everyone is paying attention to the international superstar sunbathing in a bikini.Maybe in a few days, the things about me and Maybach will be gradually forgotten.

The last straw that crushed me disappeared within a few days. My bag is still on the bed, my phone has long been out of battery, I plugged in the charger to charge it, and when I turned it on, I found sixteen missed calls, one of which was about Yueying, and the other fifteen were all about Mo Shaoqian . Yueying said: "After you ran away that night, I thought about it and called you, but I found out that you didn't bring your mobile phone with you. Later, I went out to look for you, but I didn't find you." I didn't mean to blame her, her reaction at that time was completely reasonable, but when I saw a row of Mo Shaoqian's missed calls on the phone screen, I couldn't help feeling a chill in my heart, although I know I can't do much, and I have to go back to see him sooner or later.

Maybe he found something online and tried to contact me.I didn't want to touch anything with this person anymore, I put the phone aside like it was a poisonous snake, or something that scared me.I was afraid of him, deeply rooted. I didn't hide for too long, the phone rang soon after it was charged, and I saw Mo Shaoqian's name flashing on the screen, which made me feel desperately trapped.Yueying wanted to answer the phone for me, but she angrily snatched the phone away, but I finally snatched the phone back and locked myself in the bathroom. Yue Ying was so angry that she knocked on the door outside: "Don't pay attention to that bastard!"

I took a deep breath and finally pressed answer. Mo Shaoqian's voice was low and calm, as if nothing had happened: "Where are you?" "I'm back to school." "go home." "I don't want to see you." I was surprised at my courage, but I said it without hindrance, "I want to be quiet for a few days." He laughed back in anger, and his tone seemed strangely relaxed: "Really? You want me to come to pick you up at school in person?" He threatened me, and he threatened me again. I tried my best to suppress my breath: "Mr. Mo, I really don't want to see you."

"Very well," he said simply, "it seems that I really want to come in person." He always does what he says, I thought about it hastily, and finally backed down again: "Don't come, I'll see you." I think he must be very satisfied, maybe smiling on the other end of the phone: "I'll wait for you at home." I turned off the phone and walked out, Yueying looked at me bitterly, and I said to her, "I have no other choice." "I'm afraid of a P!" Yueying yelled, "What else can I say to that beast, I'll help you find a lawyer and sue him!"

I said indifferently: "Then my uncle will die." My tone was deliberately understated, but Yue Ying wanted to beat me up: "You are hopeless! You are not the Holy Mother, you can be saved." Who, can you take care of yourself?" I can't save anyone, and I can't control myself. Anyway, even Xiao Shan left me, I thought to myself, what else can I do? When I returned to the apartment, the housekeeper opened the door for me, took my coat as usual, and said, "Mr. Mo is in the sun room." I walked to the sun room. The heating in the room was too high, and the flowers bloomed more. The aroma of the plants was mixed with a thin layer of water vapor, which made people feel a little breathless.Mo Shaoqian was teasing Kawaii, he threw the bone out, Kawaii went to pick it up, he casually didn't even look at me: "Are you back?"

Cutie wagged her tail and barked at me, Mo Shaoqian then turned to look at me: "Why are you so unkempt, go take a shower." I stood there motionless, he reached out and stroked his lovely head, and said to me: "What are you doing here with the pestle, if you are willing to wash it, I will help you." I finally had to say: "Mr. Mo, I don't want to do this again." He raised his eyebrows, and his tone seemed to be still relaxed: "What don't you want?" "I'm sure you already know about the photos. I don't want to live this kind of suffering again. Please let me go."

I'm not begging him, I'm just stating my thoughts calmly, he finally smiled at me: "You go take a shower first, I don't like talking to dirty women. I knew that if I didn’t follow what he said, today’s conversation would not be able to continue. I turned around and went to the bathroom in my room to take a shower. I carefully locked the door of the bathroom. The water jet from the shower hit me, scalding my skin slightly. It hurts, I think about the content of the conversation with him later, maybe I can convince him, no, even if I can't convince him, I am determined not to continue like that.

When I came out of the shower, he was already waiting for me in the bedroom outside. He was sitting on my bed smoking a cigarette. The ashtray was placed on the bedside table. Watching him casually dust off the ash, I suddenly felt flustered and stood there refusing to move. He took out his cigarette casually, and sneered: "Look at you, I'm not a tiger." I retreated towards the door step by step, but he moved much faster than me. He rushed over and twisted me, throwing me on the bed.I struggled desperately, the wet hair stuck to my face, and it was so cold that I couldn't breathe. His whole body covered me, suppressing my struggle: "Where have you been these few days?"

"let me go!" "Didn't you always want me to feel disgusted? If you really want me to hate you, don't use this kind of trick of refusal!" I bent my legs and tried to kick him, but he nimbly dodged it. He nearly broke my arm, and my bathrobe was loosened by struggling, revealing a large piece of skin. His breathing was rough and heavy, and suddenly Rubbing the lower part of my neck vigorously, I lowered my head in pain, only to find that there were several bruises there, which I thought should be caused by Xiao Shan. . .But Xiao Shan and I have never done anything.And Mo Shaoqian had already bent down and bit me so hard that I almost screamed.He slowly closed his hand, gradually jammed my neck, and sprayed his breath on my face, with a contemptuous tone: "Don't think I don't know who you're with these few days, don't think I don't know why you suddenly act like that Sanzhen Jiulie, let me tell you, it's not that cheap!" His words whispered in my ears like a whisper, "Today I will kill you alive!"

"Mo Shaoqian!" I couldn't bear it anymore and was startled and angry, "Let me go!" I am no match for his strength.He has been stuck on my neck, his hand is tightly stuck to me, I can't push it away with both hands, his face has never been so hideous, there are blue veins on his forehead, and the sound of his teeth gnashing is really amazing. Horrible: "Sometimes I really want to tear you into pieces, or cut off your flesh bit by bit...but sometimes I feel like I'd just strangle you to death..." I gradually lost the strength to struggle, tears rolled down the corners of my eyes, onto the pillow, my wet hair was still sticking to my face, I was already on the verge of suffocation, I thought he would really strangle me, I I tried my best to push with both hands but couldn't move his hand. I finally gave up my resistance and lay there like a piece of wood. . . . . .I looked at the ceiling. I have paralyzed myself countless times in the past three years. I just have to bear with it and I just need to bear with it. Everything today, I just need to bear with it. I will never beg him to let me go. If you want to die, you can die. I don't want to live anyway. Just when I was about to suffocate, he finally let go of his hand. I opened my mouth and gasped like a dead fish. I couldn't breathe for a while, and then coughed violently.I coughed and curled up like a shrimp. He used to have heavy hands occasionally, but never like today, he really wanted to kill me.He reached out and grabbed my chin, and turned my face abruptly. I looked at him in horror. If he went berserk again, I might really have no way out. But he just looked at me, just like he had done so many times before, as if he was looking at a stranger, looking at me with such deep and strange eyes, it made me feel hairy, and I flinched and wanted to back away, But his fingertips were suddenly hard, and it hurt me a lot. In the end, he just smiled strangely: "Do you still know that you are afraid?" I'm afraid of him, I've always been afraid of him.I looked at him pleadingly, my throat was stuck in pain, my vocal cords were almost broken, and my struggling voice was hoarse: "Can you let me go?" He seemed to have calmed down a lot, and was no longer as angry as before. He looked at me coldly, as if looking at something disgusting, and his voice was even colder: "You owe me." He stood up and walked out, I finally felt hopeless, I jumped up and pulled him: "Mo Shaoqian, are you unreasonable? Even if I begged you to let my uncle go, I have been with you for three years, and I am about to graduate from university , I want to live a normal life, you are rich, powerful, have a wife, have a lover, you have everything, there are more women who are prettier than me, smarter than me, and more understanding than me, you can pick any one you want to be better than me... ..." He finally shook off my hand, his eyes were as sharp as a knife: "I never hit women, but don't force me." I finally became hysterical: "What on earth are you going to do? Do you have any humanity? At the beginning you raped me with drugs, and later forced me to be your lover. I endured it for three years. I have endured it for three years. I hope that one day You can feel free to let me go, my uncle deserves to die. But I never owe you anything, even if it is to repay the debt, I have enough..." He suddenly swung me away, even his voice changed: "Get lost!" I was hit by him against the bedside pillar, and my forehead happened to hit the edge of the flower. I was stunned by the pain, and my eyes went dark, so I almost passed out.I hugged the pillar, and my forehead was in hot pain. I had never seen him grow up so big. Normally, even if he got angry again, he would just look at me strangely, or sarcasm me a few words.Today he was so angry that his face was blue, and the vein on his forehead burst out again. I was afraid that he would jump over and strangle me again, but he didn't.He just looked at me with such disgusting eyes, like I was the thing he hated the most, but why didn't he let me go?Since he hates me so much, why doesn't he let me go? I was locked up in the bedroom by Mo Shaoqian for a whole day. In fact, I was covered with scars, all the bones in my body seemed to be broken, and I didn't have the energy to get up.The servant brought food to my room to eat, but I didn't move.In the evening, the housekeeper came to persuade me, and said through the door: "Even if you are angry with Mr. Mo, you still need to eat. Only after eating can you have the strength to quarrel with Mr. Mo." The housekeeper was still making witty remarks, he had never seen me talk back to Mo Shaoqian, so he regarded me as a canary and thought it would be good to coax me. I turned my face away to look at the window of the bedroom. If I jumped from such a high place, I would definitely smash my bones into pieces. Mo Shaoqian never came to my room again, I think he was planning to treat me coldly. Mo Shaoqian and I were in a stalemate for three whole days. During the three days, I was roughly in a kind of lethargy, waking up and waking up.I dreamed constantly, mostly of my parents.I was very young, they took my hand and took me to the riverside in spring, the riverside was full of golden rapeseed flowers, and the fragrance was everywhere, the warm wind blew my hair, and my father held camera, my mother teased me: "Xiaoxue smiles, smiles..." When I was a child, I giggled and rushed towards the splendid sea of ​​flowers. The flexibility of the plants carried the weight of my body, and the faces of my parents occupied my career. My father picked me up and carried me on his back, and my mother Followed behind, stroking my sweaty brow with warm fingers. We sang all the way home... I dreamed of Xiaoshan, he took me to the skating rink to skate, he took my hand, walked round and round, the cold wind was blowing on my face, which made my cheeks hurt slightly, but he pulled me Looking at me, I have been turning around in the ice rink, I feel very happy, there is a kind of happiness that is almost dizzy... I woke up and slept, and I woke up, and I probably finished all the dreams in this life, those sweet dreams that will never come again. Three days later, I was dizzy from hunger and lay motionless on the bed. Mo Shaoqian went upstairs to open the door and said to me, "You can go." I didn't know what he meant, so I kept my mouth shut. "You finally succeeded in making me completely lose my appetite for you." His words were almost sarcastic, "I'm not interested in your immortal appearance." "My uncle..." I muttered, judging the meaning of his words, he had already dragged me up with one hand, "Get out, I don't want to see you again." Is this his promise not to threaten me with uncle again? He looked at me that way, I couldn't understand, I never guessed what he meant.From his eyes, I see more contempt and disdain, I desperately want to get what I want, as long as a promise, a promise is fine. I looked at him half-believingly, and he bent down, with my contempt still in his eyes: "Don't worry, you really bore me, I don't want to waste time on you anymore." There was only disdain in his tone, but every word penetrated into my ears, it was like a voice from heaven.His movements were simple and rough, a far cry from his usual personable demeanor.Ever since I came back from T City, I have always felt that he has changed. Before, he played with me calmly, but now he is very impatient, and probably really has no interest in me. I was evicted from the apartment by him.I was still in my pajamas, but the door slammed shut behind me. Gradually I came to my senses and I was free.I will never use it here again.Even I couldn't believe it, Mo Shaoqian said he never wanted to see me again, I think this kind of person sticks to his word and he shouldn't regret it. But is it so easy? In the past three years, I have been looking forward to countless times. When it really came, I felt uneasy, is it true?