Chapter 31 Chapter Thirty

I don't know if it's because she didn't want to have a falling out with Huang Hai subconsciously, but when Shi Yan told him about Li Shu's stay on the phone, she didn't mention either Zhuoyou or Yao Xiaoping.If you don't mention Excellence, you're afraid you'll irritate Huang Hai and make him throw the shit out of him again; if you don't mention Yao Xiaoping, you're afraid you'll remind Huang Hai and make him follow suit. She felt that Huang Hai didn't like Excellence so much, mainly because he was jealous, and he jumped at the mention of Excellence, but there was no theoretical basis, let alone factual basis.Yao Xiaoping was different. Although she distorted the facts every time, at least she still distorted some facts.If Yao Xiaoping's distorted facts were added to Huang Hai's jealousy, it would be a good show.

So she downplayed it as much as possible, only talked about Li Shu's staying in the family, and repeatedly stated that she didn't want to stay in the family for a long time, and she was ready to go back to "Dongdongguai", and her parents had already helped her implement it. Yes, as long as she has worked for two years, the school will let her take the postgraduate entrance examination. Unexpectedly, Huang Hai, a thin mud that can't support the wall, once heard the news of Li Shu's stay, he poured manure on Excellence, and the concentration and odor of the manure were exactly the same as Yao Xiaoping's: "I think this is because of Excellence. Mischief, he originally wanted to drive Yao Xiaoping away so that you could stay with him, but Yao Xiaoping exposed his trick in person that time, so he had no choice but to change his plan—"

She didn't expect Huang Hai to live up to her expectations so much, and said angrily: "Why do you speak exactly like Yao Xiaoping? Can't you have your own opinion?" "Yao Xiaoping thinks so too? That means—it makes sense—" "As long as what Yao Xiaoping said makes sense?" "I didn't mean that, I meant—" Huang Hai didn't seem to know how to round up his words. "Why do you always look down on everyone?" "Us? Who are you talking about?" "You and Yao Xiaoping." Since Huang Hai was so unbearable, Shi Yan had nothing to hide, and shook out all the dung that Yao Xiaoping spilled.

After Huang Hai finished listening, he didn't seem to dare to agree with Yao Xiaoping publicly, but he still defended himself and said: "I didn't see everyone as bad, I was just talking about excellence—" This justification was exactly the same as Yao Xiaoping's, and it really made her so angry that she almost suspected that Huang Hai and Yao Xiaoping had passed their anger a long time ago.She hated iron and said: "I deliberately didn't mention Zhuoyou's name today, and I also deliberately didn't tell you what Yao Xiaoping said, just to see who you are-who-I didn't expect you-or so -"

She didn't continue, because she didn't know what words to use, but Huang Hai asked seriously: "I didn't expect what's wrong with me?" Seeing that he seemed to be talking harshly, she thought she didn't dare to speak out, so she said bluntly: "I didn't expect you to be so - despicable -" She spoke very irrationally and confidently, the last word "despicable" was at least several decibels lower than the previous one, and she almost swallowed it.But Huang Hai must have heard it, and said a little angrily: "I'm despicable? I really don't know who is despicable!"

"You call me mean?" "I didn't say you were despicable, I said excellence. He thought everything was done perfectly, but he was just a third-rate liar as Yao Xiaoping said. Sitting there waiting for him to cheat—” She felt that Huang Hai was pointing directly at her, and said dissatisfiedly, "If you want to say that you understand psychology, just say that you understand psychology. Why use others as stepping stones?" Huang Hai was obviously puzzled by Monk Zhang Er, and it took him a long time to say, "Who did I use as a stepping stone?" "You know it yourself!"

The second monk of the Yellow Sea must have grown into the eighth monk. Not to mention he couldn't figure it out, he couldn't even touch his feet. —Why are you so angry?" She thought, you don't even know why I'm angry, I think your psychology is in vain.She said angrily, "Do you think I can't understand what you're saying? Don't think of yourself as being too smart, thinking that you're great after being admitted to University A—" Huang Hai stopped talking, so did Shi Yan, and said in her heart, I'll give you three minutes, if you still don't talk, don't blame me for hanging up.

She didn't know how many minutes had passed before she heard Huang Hai say softly: "Shi Yan'er, I don't want to say anything more, because you are now--fascinated by him, you can't listen to Yao Xiaoping's words, you can't listen to mine. The more you listen, the more disgusted you become. Would you talk to your parents? See what they think? They are all people with life experience, and they must be more accurate than—we judge people—" She thought, don't pull my parents out, no matter what my parents think of Excellence, they will never agree to you being their son-in-law.In fact, she hasn't talked about Zhuo Liang with her parents, because she has nothing to do with Zhuo Liang, but she lied and said: "My parents are not like you - think of people in a bad way -"

There was a bit of panic in Huang Hai's words: "Have you talked to your parents about you——about your relationship with Excellence?" She didn't dare to lie too concretely, so she had no choice but to keep silent. Huang Hai seemed to see that she was lying: "I don't believe that your parents would-can't see that Zhuo Liang is a despicable person-maybe you didn't tell them-in too much detail-" "How I talk to my parents is my business, but my parents will never think of everyone as bad as you—" Huang Hai was silent again, she didn't give him three minutes this time, and immediately said: "You have nothing to say? Then I hung up the phone—"

Huang Hai shouted: "Don't hang up—" but he didn't say anything. She said again: "You have nothing to say, I hung up the phone, I still have a lot of things to do-" Huang Hai seemed to be panicked by her, and quickly said: "Shi Yan'er, I really don't know what to say, there is only one sentence: love is like a college entrance examination, getting into a bad school doesn't mean you are not good enough, sometimes it's just bad luck Good—but I’m somewhat—still a little bit responsible—” She was stunned, she didn't know why he got involved in the college entrance examination, but she could tell, whether he was saying that she didn't go well in the college entrance examination or she had to blame herself, because she missed the exam because she was not careful.For so many years, she always thought that he was the only one who could understand her in the college entrance examination, not to sympathize with her, but to understand her.Unexpectedly, he is no different from other people, and still feels that she deserves what she deserves.Then he seemed to understand her so much all these years, he could only pretend.

She said coldly: "I said you were despicable just now, and I am still regretting it, but now it seems that there is nothing to regret, because you are—really despicable——!" This time, she said the word "despicable" with the same high pitch, even she herself felt like two sharp swords piercing Huang Hai's heart. But she didn't hear a "plop", it seemed that Huang Hai was not stabbed down by her two swords, and was still standing there.She heard him say in a helpless tone: "Shi Yan'er, I can't do anything anymore, you can handle your own affairs, no matter what, I will - bless you - happiness -" After he said this very cliché, he hung up the phone. When she heard the sound of disconnection from the phone, she regretted that she didn't hang up the phone before him. After that, Huang Hai didn't call or write any more letters.She didn't expect such a result. She had imagined many kinds of results in advance. Some Huang Hai got angry and dropped the phone and ran away, and some got angry and dropped the phone and ran away. There were even two people who resolved their past suspicions and reached a mutual understanding. , but I just didn't expect this to be the case.The worst outcome she ever thought of was that Huang Hai would continue to pour shit on Excellence, and she would no longer maintain such frequent phone contact with him, which proves that she will go back to "Dongdongguai" soon, and will never talk to Excellence again. If there is anything to do with it, the Yellow Sea has nothing to do with it. But she never thought that Huang Hai would completely disappear from her life. She always thought that he would love her without fighting back.Looking back on the process of making the phone call that day, she felt that she was a little too imposing that day.When Huang Hai threw Zhuoyou's dung in the past, although she was not happy, she sometimes criticized him, but she never said that Huang Hai was mean, nor did she lose her temper that much.She doesn't know what's wrong with her, maybe it's because Li Shuliu's family has washed away Joyoung, which means that Joyce isn't playing tricks in the middle, but Huang Hai is still throwing shit on Joyce, it's too much, that's why she is so arrogant. She knew that the word "despicable" hurt Huang Hai, and she also knew that Huang Hai was not enough to be "despicable". One call came and I said "sorry, I shouldn't call you mean" but he didn't rush to call and never called again, which means he was really angry, which made her very upset. sad. Yao Xiaoping seemed to have noticed something, and asked with concern: "What's the matter? I think you've been out of your wits for the past few days, did you have a conflict with Excellence?" "What conflict with him? Have you ever seen him—" Yao Xiaoping was very surprised: "Haven't seen it yet? Then what happened to your stay in school? You're almost graduating, and you haven't settled down on your stay in school? It's your own business, how can you be so indifferent Heart?" She was annoying, but she didn't know what it was, she seemed to be annoying whomever she saw.She said a little bluntly: "Since you know it's my own business, why are you meddling in so much business?" "It seems that there is really a conflict, and I took all my anger on my head." Yao Xiaoping was not angry, and said earnestly, "Conflicts are conflicts, but don't delay your stay in school because of conflicts. Now Don’t be so serious with him, but don’t let him take advantage of you, keep him within a certain distance, and let him work diligently to help you get things done. When everything is done, you want to Get angry with him as you like—” Shi Yan really didn't know who Yao Xiaoping took her for, and said angrily: "Don't be smart, I didn't have any conflicts with Zhuoyou at all—" "Oh? That's good. Who else is there? Huang Hai? Are you having a conflict with Huang Hai?" Shi Yan was full of grievances and had no place to complain, now that she finally had a place to pour out her bitterness, she reported the phone dispute with Huang Hai to Yao Xiaoping with all her money. Yao Xiaoping said comfortingly: "You said that he is despicable too much. Anyone who hears it will be angry, but don't take it as a bad thing. Maybe it is good for him and you. If you don't say something, he will grow old." It's because you have hope, and you can't really fall in love with him, so why bother? It's not only unfair to Huang Hai, but also bad for yourself—" Shi Yan didn't expect that Yao Xiaoping would teach her not to be in two boats, what a joke in the world! Who in this world would teach her "don't be in two boats", she would accept it, except This Yao Xiaoping, who is on two boats by herself, is considered polite if she didn’t teach Yao Xiaoping a lesson, yet Yao Xiaoping even came to teach her a lesson! She said very rudely: “I didn’t step on two boats, because who the two of them are? They're not my boyfriend, you're just two-footed, you have a husband, and you're still pestering him to be strict—" Yao Xiaoping laughed loudly: "Have you always wanted to say this sentence?" She was confused by Yao Xiaoping's smile: "Which sentence?" "That means I'm on two boats?" She was a little embarrassed: "Aren't you on two boats?" "I'm on two boats, and I won't be angry if you say it, but you can't say that I'm pestering him, because it's not me pestering him, but I love him, and he loves me too. I have a husband, But I never loved my husband, he didn't love me, or he didn't love anyone, he didn't understand love, he only knew how to use his father's power to chase young and beautiful female teachers. He married me because I He is more beautiful than all the female teachers in that school. He married me, so he has a lot of face there. If there is a prettier one in the school now, he will definitely go after that one. But Huang Hai is different from my husband. I really like you-" Yao Xiaoping seemed to regret it when she said this, and quickly corrected, "I still say the same thing, unless you don't care about Huang Hai's face at all, otherwise, you won't be happy with him—" But Shi Yan clung to that sentence: "Do you think he really likes me? Then why hasn't he called me these days?" "Since he didn't call, it means that he still doesn't like you more than he likes himself. After all, self-esteem has the upper hand—" Shi Yan could already feel that Yao Xiaoping was trying to take back what she had said, and she didn't pursue it anymore. Maybe it was true what Yao Xiaoping said. Although Huang Hai shouldn't be said to be mean, but since she had already said it, there was no need to regret it. It's useless to regret, I can only think about it from the good side, maybe this is really good for Huang Hai, it can make him completely despair of her and start a new relationship. But she was a little suspicious that Huang Hai would have a new relationship. Even someone who knew him so well couldn't overcome his face, so which other girl could overcome it?How can a marriage be happy without getting over that face?To be his lover, you have to listen to other people's gossip outside, and you have to look at that face when you get home, and maybe you have to listen to the complaints from that mouth on that face. In those days, I am afraid that no amount of love will be worn away. . She comforted herself and felt much better. She no longer felt guilty for calling Huang Hai "mean", and no longer regretted Huang Hai's escape. Instead, she had a sense of nobility and pride in saving herself and others.