Chapter 30 Chapter Twenty Nine

This time, Shi Yan was smarter and didn't tell Yao Xiaoping or Huang Hai about the "heart talk" between her and Zhuoyue. She knew that the two of them were natural enemies like ladybugs and aphids.She learned this metaphor from elementary school general knowledge class. Now she has forgotten who is good and who is bad, ladybug and aphid, and only remembers that they are natural enemies.If Huang Hai and Yao Xiaoping, the two giants—ladybugs or aphids—know that she has a young love bud in her heart, they will definitely smear Joyoung and analyze his motives in a bad direction. It's different from pouring a few ladles of manure on the tender buds in her heart.

Speaking of manure, she remembered a sentence she learned in general knowledge class: A crop is a flower, and it depends entirely on the fertilizer.But this does not mean that her metaphor just now is wrong. If the seedling of love has grown quite strong, then the big dung can be in charge.But in this situation, Ai Ya has just shown her tip. If she is poured dung all over her head, wouldn't she be destroyed in the bud? Although in order to protect the buds of love in her heart, she held back and didn't tell the two - ladybug or aphids, but Zhuo Liang didn't seem to want to water the buds in her heart. There was no contact.Zhuo Liang didn't come to contact her, she definitely wouldn't take the initiative to contact Zhuo Liang, and Yao Xiaoping didn't engage in any couple dates anymore, many times even Shi Yan didn't call her, just slipped out alone, I don't know Is it because the white terror has been lifted, or has the strict relationship entered a stage where outsiders are not welcome.

Shi Yan felt a little bit abandoned by others. Don't look at the time when Yao Xiaoping always dragged her up, she had a lot of complaints in her heart, but when Yao Xiaoping really didn't come to bother her, she felt very lonely again. Wanting to talk to someone about the buds in my heart is like a young man who has just learned how to grow crops and is eager to ask an experienced farmer for help. He wants to know whether the buds in his heart have any hope of growing into a strong crop. But Yao Xiaoping didn't seem to be in the mood to ask about Shi Yan at all during that time. She even asked about her and Zhuoyue on the way back that time, and then she didn't mention it again. She only reported her own news there, and the department investigated today. Who, who will be investigated by the department tomorrow, what is the result of the investigation, etc. The report is very on the sidelines, very calm, it sounds like it is talking about other people's affairs, and it seems that the head of the special case team knows the investigation process like the palm of his hand.

Every time Yao Xiaoping finished her report, she always added a sentence: "Shi, it's your turn next, you must hold on, my future depends on you—" In the end, the department didn't come to Shi Yan to investigate. She wrote the lie in her heart several times in vain, and rehearsed the scene of "being tried" several times in vain in her mind.If I use that energy on the right path, I am afraid that even if I don't win the National Creation Award, I should still be admitted to the Beijing Film Academy. Finally, one day, Yao Xiaoping came to report to her the results of the "previous investigation" in the department: "Shi, my problem has been clarified. I have nothing to do with Yan Jing. It's all the nonsense of the complainant, without evidence. Department I've done a full investigation, and I'm clean."

Yao Xiaoping's face was full of joy after her grievance was redressed, as if she herself hadn't been able to figure out whether she and Yan Jing were "okay" or "nothing".Seeing Yao Xiaoping's face full of sincere gratitude for the department's investigation, Shi Yan somehow remembered a shop that made pennants outside the school gate, and felt that if Yao Xiaoping hadn't been stingy with a few dollars, she would definitely order a big pennant for the department Li, wrote: "Never let a bad person go, and never wrong a good person." She could completely imagine Yao Xiaoping's attitude and expression when she was being interrogated in the department. She must be sincere and innocent. Deep down, he believed that he had never done anything, so with enough confidence, it would be considered good if he didn't blow the lie detector over.

This made Shi Yan admire Yao Xiaoping from the bottom up. If she hadn't considered that she would never need these skills for the rest of her life, she would have bowed to Yao's sect and applied to be Yao Xiaoping's closed disciple. Yao Xiaoping does not seem to be the kind of person who only cares about herself and does not care about others. She is only "worrying about the future world".Yao Xiaoping finished her own business, and started to care about Shi Yan's affairs: "I've settled the matter of going to the attached middle school, how about you? How about your staying in the department? Do you want me to talk to Zhuoyue?"

Shi Yan hurriedly stopped: "Forget it, forget it, if you want to talk about it, I can say it myself—" "Then you remember to say it, otherwise, if you don't keep it, I will feel that I got you in trouble—" Shi Yan said to look for Zhuoyue, but in fact, she couldn't take this face, and she couldn't open the mouth.She felt that he had already said that he helped her find those people last time, which meant that he was doing this and it was effective.If she still ran to find him, wouldn't it be a rent-demanding debt?At least they don't believe in other people's abilities.

But she still wanted to go to him, not to ask him about staying behind, but simply to talk to him, because the seedling in her heart was dying of thirst and urgently needed him to water it.She really wanted to hear him express his feelings, and she thought that scene was very moving, because Zhuo Liang is not the kind of person who expresses his feelings easily, and he can defeat other people's ten points by expressing a little, and he always expresses and covers up a sentence, it is really A very funny thing, which makes her feel very cute. Later, Yao Xiaoping asked about staying in school several times, but Shi Yan was still too embarrassed to take the initiative to find Zhuoyou.But one day, Yao Xiaoping found her very urgently, and said, "It's over! What happened? I heard that kid Li Shu stayed—"

Shi Yan didn't realize the relationship between this matter and herself at first, so she quickly comforted her and said, "Don't be sad about this matter, haven't you already decided to go to the attached middle school?" "Of course I decided to go to the attached middle school, I'm talking about you!" "Me? What's wrong with me?" "You still don't know what's wrong with you? Isn't your excellence helping you with the retention? Why did that kid Li Shu jump out from the slanting thorn and snatch him away?" "Excellence is helping me with the retention? I thought—but—"

"But what? I told you to go to Zhuoyue, but if you don't go, it's over. I didn't keep it, and you didn't keep it. It's cheaper for that boy Li Shu—" Shi Yan instinctively wanted to defend herself, but she couldn't figure out how to defend herself. Maybe she was really to blame. If she had gone to find Excellence earlier, maybe Li Shu would not have been kept in the department.But she didn't want to do self-criticism either, so she stammered, "But—maybe the department has long—" Yao Xiaoping suddenly stood there without moving. She didn't say a word, and she didn't go on the road. She stood there like a clay sculpture and wood carving, staring at something nearby.Shi Yan followed Yao Xiaoping's line of sight and saw nothing but a pile of rubbish.She asked puzzledly, "What's the matter? Is there gold in the garbage dump?"

Yao Xiaoping raised a finger and made a gesture to stop her from speaking, with a look of steaming hot on her face, as if there were so many customers that the biscuits in her oven had to be sold while baking: "Wait a minute, Let me think about it - I think this matter - Zhuoyue is playing tricks in it again - otherwise - why didn't he keep you in the department?" Shi Yan remembered an idiom: If you want to commit a crime, there is no reason to worry about it.She was a little conflicted and said, "Why does this have something to do with Excellence again?" "Why can't we have anything to do with it? This proves that the matter between me and Jing Jing was indeed stabbed into the department by him, with the purpose of getting me away—" Shi Yan was really convinced by Yao Xiaoping's far-fetched idea, snorted, and said, "What does this have to do with Excellence? It can only show that Li Shu—had played tricks in the dark—why don't you suspect that it was Li Shu who reported to the department about your relationship with him?" something serious?" "Li Shu may have evil intentions and courage, but he has no evidence of fraud, because he doesn't know about me and rigorous—" "Didn't you say that the department also said that the person who made the report had no evidence?" "But at least he knows that he is rigorous—" Yao Xiaoping said plausibly, "I can say with certainty that the whole thing is manipulated by Excellence. He tried every means to get me away for your sake—" "But the department didn't keep me, but kept Li Shu. Why don't you believe that Excellence has nothing to do with this matter?" "Only a fool like you would think this way. Zhuoyou is ten times more cunning than you, and of course he is far behind me. I made it clear to him that time, and he knew that if he really kept you in the department Now, he will be hit by me, and his conspiracy will be exposed, so he won't do this—" This seems to be getting worse and worse. Previously, it was just that Zhuozhuo had sabotaged Yao Xiaoping’s affairs in order to keep her in the department. Now it seems that he has become more cunning and ruthless, and Zhuozhuo even sacrificed her in order to clean himself up. future.But she didn't know how to refute Yao Xiaoping, she just felt uncomfortable, as if Yao Xiaoping was stomping on the tender seedling in her heart. Yao Xiaoping may not have seen the tender seedling in her heart at all, or if she saw it, she just regarded it as a weed, and continued to step on it: "This excellence is worse than I imagined, at least ten times worse. I knew it was like this , I shouldn’t have withdrawn from the competition, I should have stayed in the department and let him be exposed—” Seeing Yao Xiaoping going back to her own affairs, Shi Yan felt less uncomfortable. After all, Yao Xiaoping was just planning for herself.Yao Xiaoping herself made a mistake in judgment on the issue of staying in the department, thinking that it was Joyo who was playing tricks inside, so she evacuated automatically, but Li Shu took advantage of it, so she felt unhappy.It is understandable to be unhappy, but talking nonsense without finding the right target, and blaming Excellence is not so realistic. Yao Xiaoping said: "This time I was played by that kid Zhuo Zhuo, and he killed three birds with one stone. Damn, it's really small and not a gentleman, and non-toxic is not a husband. My loss is that I am too gentleman-" Shi Yan only felt goose bumps, and Yao Xiaoping was still complaining that she was too gentleman?I'm afraid it's the "gentleman on the beam", right?Her lord smiled disregarding the villain, and said: "It's a good thing I didn't go to Zhuoyue, otherwise, it would have added pressure to him in vain. It is very likely that he already knew that the help was not going to work, otherwise why didn't he come to him during this time?" What about the message?" A tenderness surged in her heart, knowing that for a person like him who is very concerned about face, if he said to help but failed, he must feel very uncomfortable. No wonder he didn't come to her during this period of time. How is he doing well? Looking for her?Could it be that he came here to apologize and say that he was incompetent, so it didn't help?She kind of wanted to say to him: Don't feel bad, it's not that you write academic articles, and if you don't publish them, it can be said that your level is limited. Isn't this obviously a matter of the network?Is it okay to network is a scandal?Don’t those of us who don’t have a connection at all live a good life? She decided to go to Zhuo Zhuo. In the past, because he was helping her, it was difficult for her to go to him, for fear that he would think she was using him.But it's different now, it has been proved that his help is useless, she has no interest in going to him, she just cares about him, so just take it as a way to thank him for helping her.She said in a tone that was not negotiable: "I think I should go and talk to him, what do you think?" Yao Xiaoping didn't nod or shake her head, she just asked, "What are you talking about?" "Talk—I don't know what to talk about, just play it by ear—" "What's the trick? What are you doing? Don't let him coax you into bed by his tricks—" Shi Yan felt that Yao Xiaoping was getting more and more disgusted as she talked more and more, so she stretched her face by an inch and said, "I'm talking serious to you, you're always joking—" "Am I kidding you? I'm also talking serious. If you ran to him with gratitude in your heart and admiration on your face, he must have seen it at a glance, so he didn't take advantage of the situation." , make yourself more upright and more pitiful, and let you be fooled by him? This excellence, I can say that I have seen through his shit intestines. If you don’t believe me, I can put my words here: Wait for you to tell When he was staying with Li Shu, if he didn’t pretend to be innocent and innocent, I would hang up my Yao word upside down—” "Why does it have to be fake? Can't it be real?" Yao Xiaoping sighed: "That's why a third-rate liar like Zhuo Yue can still thrive, that is, there are too many people in the world who are as stupid as you, and there are too few people with sharp eyes like me—" Shi Yan said stubbornly: "I don't understand why everyone should be like you - always think of people in a bad way - I think this way of looking at people - is not good -" "Am I 'always'? Did I think the worst about you? Which one of my analysis of excellence is incorrect? If you can find one, I'll put my Yaozi-" "Hang upside down—" Yao Xiaoping smiled "Puchi": "Even you have learned it? It seems that I hang upside down a little too many times. But it's a pity that you only learned one 'hanging upside down', and you didn't learn my way of thinking. There is no way for this. Yes, some people are born with insight into human nature, and some people are born to be deceived. Didn’t you, Huang Hai, also say that excellence is ‘not a good kind’? It means that I look at excellence in this way, and it’s not an exclusive statement—” Now that it's come to this point, Shi Yan feels that there is no tender seedling to cherish, so she decides to tell Huang Hai about it, to see what kind of shit he has to splash.Before making the phone call, she said in her heart: If Huang Hai didn't say anything bad about Excellence this time, then I'll forgive him for the bad things he said before; That shows that he is too prejudiced, remember to avoid contacting him in the future.