Chapter 29 Chapter Twenty Eight

Although the department said that it would conduct a "comprehensive" investigation into Yao Xiaoping's problem, Shi Yan suspected that the department said it would carry out a "front" investigation rather than a "comprehensive" investigation, because the department head is from H City, and his accent is not at all. There is no "QU" sound, and "qian" and "quan" are not distinguished when speaking, "qian" is "qian", and "quan" is also "money". The reason she thinks this way is that the department has never asked her to investigate, how can she be regarded as an insider?Although it can't be regarded as the front-stage person of the incident, but the middle stage can be counted, right?The department didn't even find her to talk to her, so how could it be called a "comprehensive investigation"?It can only be "pre-investigation".

However, Yao Xiaoping still regards her as a key person, and has set up an offensive and defensive alliance. Whenever she has a chance, she will tell her: "Shi, now you are the key person who determines my future. My success and failure are all tied to you— -" The statement of "key person" made her feel a heavy burden on her shoulders, but the statement of "tie on you" made her feel funny, as if Yao Xiaoping's success and failure were tied to her belt, because this "Tie" reminded her of Yao Xiaoping's words when describing her husband: "I always want to tie me on his waistband".

Yao Xiaoping said: "As long as you don't confess me, they will have nothing to do with me, because strictness will definitely not admit it; Excellence has black hearts and black guts, but there is no black evidence—" "But I don't have black evidence either!" "I've told you everything, why don't you have black evidence? Anyway, only you and Zhuoyue know about my rigor, but you don't know as much about Zhuoyue. As long as you can stand it, the department will There's nothing I can do about it." "Don't worry," Shi Yan thought of the word "hold on", and asked worriedly, "What do you think they will—interrogate me? This is a new society, don't they dare to treat me——"

"Punishment is definitely not possible, but there are things in the world that are more severe than punishment—" "For example?" "For example, future, awareness, conscience, integrity, anyway, the Communist Party has a very good set of psychological tactics—" "Aren't you a Communist Party?" "It is precisely because I am the Communist Party that I know that the Communist Party is very powerful—" Shi Yan felt that the CCP's mind-boggling tricks were not very powerful, they only affected her future, but she was ready to go back to the "dongdongguai", what else could they do to her?Should she be punished?Thinking of the word "punishment", she was a little worried. If she was punished, her parents would be very sad. It's fine if she didn't get into a good university, and the whole punishment would be on her head. If she was punished by A major and B major , Then there is another point, at least it means that she was admitted to University A and University B. If the entire C Provincial Teachers College punishes them, how can they hold their heads up?

She asked worriedly: "Do you think they will give me a punishment?" "What are they punishing you for? They're not investigating you." "But if they think I'm not telling the truth, will they—" Yao Xiaoping said broadly: "Don't worry, you are not a party member, so how can they expel you from the party? Besides, you are not involved in a love triangle, even if everything about me is finally found out, You don’t have to be afraid, just insist on ‘I just don’t know’—” Shi Yan nodded, but her heart was still a little flustered. Yao Xiaoping explained: "This kind of thing needs to be full of confidence. First of all, you must think in your heart that there is nothing wrong with it. If you lack confidence, people will see it at a glance. If you cheat, you will be exposed. .To be honest, I don’t worry about anyone else, but you, because you can’t stand others’ bullying and deceit. If I ruin it this time, it will definitely be ruined by you—”

What she said made Shi Yan very depressed, why did Yao Xiaoping just think that she was a coward and a fool?Can the rigor withstand the bluffing and deceit of others?She still believes that Zhuoyou can stand it, because Zhuojiao himself is the kind of person who "wants to be deep in the rivers and lakes, so let him keep silent", but isn't rigor also a bit stupid?She pulled out rigor to accompany her: "How can you say that? Can rigor be so deceitful?" "He is the person involved, and the department might not ask him to investigate at all. Even if he did, even if he told us about the incident, it would be fine, because I can say that he was the one who failed to pursue me, so he beat me up—"

Shi Yan was speechless.She didn't know how Yao Xiaoping could be so calm. If it was her, she would be extremely depressed when she thought that her beloved would betray her.Just imagine, even the person you love the most betrays you at critical moments, so what is there to do in life?But she felt that Yao Xiaoping looked at the problem differently from her. Yao Xiaoping seemed to treat these things as technical problems, thinking about how to deal with them rigorously if they were exposed, and how to deal with them if they were not exposed, rather than feelings The upper body is not harmed.

She couldn't help asking: "If Yan Jing betrayed you, what would you do? Do you still-love him?" "I still have the mind to talk about these illusory things now? I just want to deal with this matter—" Yao Xiaoping was very busy during that time, and even Shi Yan was very busy, because Yao Xiaoping didn't want to go alone to meet Yan Jing, for fear of being seen by the people in the department, but she also needed to meet with Yan Jing, so she either sent Shi Yan to run errands or drag Go with Shi Yan.I don't know if it was Yao Xiaoping's influence on the strict side, or Yao Xiaoping's arrangement. They also brought a "oil bottle" every time, and sometimes several, and everyone gathered in a certain dormitory to play cards, and Yao Xiaoping and Yan Jing took the time to go to a certain room to discuss the matter of the investigation, which made Shi Yan suspect that someone in that room was being investigated by the department when he saw someone playing cards in a dormitory.

But Shi Yan felt that Yao Xiaoping's behavior was a bit of a cover-up. The more people who knew about it, the more potential witnesses there would be, and the greater the possibility of being investigated by the department.But Yao Xiaoping said it didn't matter, saying that the group of people in the department were simple-minded people who only knew that the affair happened in private, and didn't know that it could happen in broad daylight and in full view of everyone. Shi Yan reminded her twice, but she didn't bother to remind her later, firstly because nothing happened, and secondly because Yao Xiaoping couldn't listen to what she said.

Once, it may be a coincidence, the male and female coaches and lieutenants seemed to be matched in pairs. Yao Xiaoping took Shi Yan there as usual, while the rigorous side brought Excellence.Yao Xiaoping didn't make any fuss, but Shi Yan spent a lot of time trying to figure out Yao Zhuo's current diplomatic relations and policies. Is it because Yao Xiaoping and Zhuoyue have turned their battles into friendships, or is it because this foolish boy, Yan Jing, didn't know what to do and turned Yao Xiaoping's Here comes the sworn enemy. That time they met at Zhuo Liang's residence, the four of them exchanged some greetings, Yao Xiaoping and Yan Yan went to Zhuo Liang's bedroom to discuss the investigation, leaving only Shi Yan and Zhuo Liang staying in the living room.Shi Yan felt very uncomfortable, but Zhuo Liang seemed to be fine, sitting leisurely on the sofa watching TV, like a loyal old dog, quietly accompanying his master.

Shi Yan was very afraid of confronting people but not talking. She always felt that it was abnormal and embarrassing, so she took the initiative to strike up a conversation and said, "Ms. Zhuo—are those manuscripts finished?" She said this completely for the sake of striking up a conversation, and just wanted to break the silence, but Zhuoyou added the second half of the sentence that she didn't have at all, saying: "I have already contacted those people, and they will wait for you Helping with staying in school—" She knew that his answer was not an irrelevant question, because he said that he had to wait for the manuscript to be finished before he could deal with her retention in school. Now that he had done the matter of her retention in school, it meant that the manuscript was finished, and it was considered an answer to her question. question.But what he made up for the reading made her a little angry, because she didn't mean to ask about the detention at all when she asked like that, and he answered like this, it seemed that he thought she was asking about the manuscript on the surface, but she was actually asking about the detention. Does it mean she is fake? She stammered and explained, "How do you—so—understand my words? I'm just—asking about your manuscript—whether it's finished—I haven't—asking about retention—" He smiled inscrutablely: "I can't talk about the topics you didn't ask?" "You—" She couldn't think of any words to refute him. If she said she didn't ask him to help her with the detention, he would definitely say, "I can't do what you didn't ask me to do?" She was about to pull down and tell him he should respect her wishes, but she heard him say, "If I can't talk about things you didn't ask, then we're going to miss out on a lot—good stuff—" " This sentence shocked her. I don't know if she was shocked by the poetic meaning of this statement, or by the deep meaning hidden in the words, or the poetic meaning is the deep meaning?She was about to dare to ask "what a beautiful thing", when she heard him say, "I forgot this is from some poor poet's poor poem--" She knew that he was redeeming, and in order to redeem, he did not hesitate to say "crazy" twice in a sentence, which made her laugh and said with a smile, "Is it the poem of your crappy poet?" He honestly admitted: "Well, I was afraid you would laugh when I said it, so I pushed it to the poor poet—" She had never seen him so frank, and found that he was actually very cute when he was frank, but she remembered that he also said "frankly" that time, "It must be because I like you", and he was called "Your daughter" "Child" pulled her back, and felt that she couldn't be fooled by him. If she took what he just said seriously, he would probably say another dishonest sentence and put her into "you girls", making it appear that she was Passionate. But this time he didn't go back, but whispered: "Do you think I didn't respect your wishes on the issue of your staying in school?" She was a little at a loss when he asked her about the idea, and replied hastily: "It's not about respect or disrespect, but—" She really didn't know what other words she could use besides "respect", so she had to let This "but" hangs in the clouds for a long time. He said in a low voice but quickly: "Actually, I also know that it's not good to act like this, but I think you are now—affected by many factors, and cannot objectively measure the long-term value of staying in school. It has a strong—idealistic color—so—” He didn't finish the sentence, and he said it very theoretically, such as "objective measurement", "long-term value", "idealism", etc., she may not use it in spoken English in her whole life, whether she uses it in writing or not It was a problem, but she felt that she understood him and was moved, so she said softly, "I know—" "It's good to know—" Shi Yan originally wanted to ask about Yao Xiaoping's stay in school, but she was a little reluctant to break the current atmosphere. She didn't want to use mundane questions to spoil this idealistic conversation, and drove back a person who had finally shown his true colors in Lushan. Go inside his inscrutable shell. But Zhuo Zhuo himself turned to Yao Xiaoping's matter, and he pointed to the bedroom: "You may have listened to her and thought it was me——sabotaging her stay in school, but—" Seeing him struggling to talk about this matter, she knew that Yao Xiaoping had dragged him into a mud pit this time. Otherwise, a noble and upright intellectual like him might feel ashamed even talking about this kind of thing, let alone talk about it. Needless to say do this kind of thing.She comforted, "You don't need to say it, I never believed her words—" She saw Zhuozhuo looking at her gratefully, as if thanking her for saving his car, and thanking her for her understanding, she felt a little contemptuous of herself, why did she become so fake now?Obviously, at least 50% of the time, she believed Yao Xiaoping's words at least 50% of the time, but now speaking of it, it really seemed as if she had never believed it.It seems that it is quite easy for people to lie to themselves, as long as they have enough confidence as Yao Xiaoping said.But how did she remember that someone said that "the most difficult thing for a person is to lie to himself"?It seems that the man is very lack of confidence. The idealistic conversation that day basically ended there, and they chatted a little later, but it was very trivial. It gave her the feeling that the words of both of them came from their mouths, at most, from their heads, not from their heads. From the heart.She didn't know how to get back to the state of conversing with her heart just now, she tried several times, but Zhuo Liang couldn't keep up, so it was difficult for her to try again, and she would be pouring out her heart by herself. They walked back to the dormitory by themselves that day, because Yao Xiaoping said that it is not good for people to see her with Yan Jing, so they did not let them see her off.Walking on the road, Shi Yan asked: "Have you found out who told the secret?" "No, have you checked it out? Did Zhuoyue tell you today? Who did he say?" She was a little discouraged: "I didn't find out. I was asking you. I saw that rigor brought Excellence. I thought you——I already knew that he wasn't the one who informed—" "How would I know? Am I still investigating? What were you talking about in the living room just now? I can see that your face is full of silly expressions of falling in love—is it because Excellence has captured your heart?" ?” She didn't know who captured whose heart, and she didn't want to tell Yao Xiaoping about the "heart-to-heart dialogue" between her and Zhuoyue, for fear that Yao would mock them both unceremoniously.She turned the topic to Yao Xiaoping: "Did Zhuoyou help you stay in school?" "I don't know, anyway, I don't rely on him. My strict father is helping me contact the High School Attached to the Teachers College, and I will go there to give a trial lecture the day after tomorrow—" "Then you're ready to give up staying in?" "It's not that I gave up on staying, it's that Liu has abandoned me—" "Have you been notified by the department?" "Not yet, but a fool can guess it. Even if they don't find out that I have any problems, they will think it is a trouble to keep me. I will try to stay in City D first, and I will try to go to graduate school like you in the future. You What about the boyfriend from University A? Don’t blow him off, so that he can help us get review materials over there.”