Chapter 28 Chapter Twenty Seven

I don't know since when, the contact between Shi Yan and Huang Hai has changed from writing letters to making phone calls. Of course, Huang Hai opened the connection, and Huang Hai also made calls, but why did the writing stop? It's a little unclear, maybe because I just made a phone call, and I have said everything I need to say, so I have nothing to write; it may also be because I just made a phone call, and if I write another letter, it seems too enthusiastic, So I won't write it. Huang Hai said that his long-distance calls were all made from the office of a friend of a friend, so he usually made calls at night after people got off work, probably when the office was empty and quiet.Maybe it's because it's a public phone number, so Huang Hai doesn't need to pay for it himself. It takes a long time for Huang Hai to make a call. Every time, Shi Yan finds an excuse to hang up when Shi Yan feels that the phone smells a bit stinky.

At first she thought it was because she had a bad smell in her mouth, she smelt the phone, and felt embarrassed, afraid that the caller would scold her in her heart, so she always tried to wipe the phone clean, and hurriedly rinsed it when she returned to the dormitory. Mouth brush your teeth.Later, she simply took precautions, and estimated that when Huang Hai called, she would rinse her mouth and brush her teeth carefully, but she was very worried that a troublemaker would find her flaws, so she connected her mouthwashing and teeth brushing with answering the phone, thinking that there was something wrong with her.

Later, she couldn't bear it any longer, and asked Yao Xiaoping quietly: "Yao, do you think I—do you have bad breath?" Yao Xiaoping leaned over and sniffed it seriously for a while, which made Shi Yan feel embarrassed.But Yao Xiaoping shook her head after inspecting it, and said, "No, why did you suddenly think of asking this? Do you have a date with Joyo?" "What nonsense are you talking about! I haven't seen him all this time—" "I thought you'd been seeing each other every day since—" "How could it be? He was so big--" "Isn't he angry because you refused to stay in school? I thought he would come to you in a hurry to persuade you to stay in school. I helped you pierce the window paper that time. Why haven't you ——connect with the relationship?”

Shi Yan was flustered by the question, and began to wonder why Zhuoyou didn't hear from him.But she couldn't figure it out, or she figured out a reason, but she didn't want to believe it. Yao Xiaoping urged: "Okay, after my identification, there is no bad breath, go!" "Where are you going?" "Of course I'm going on a date. If you're so concerned about bad breath, you must have an appointment with some boy. Then go quickly. It doesn't matter whether he's on the table or on the bench. Let's go over first—" "What are you panicking about? The old porter downstairs hasn't called yet—"

"Oh, waiting for the phone call? Ha, I have had this experience too, that is, talking for too long and the phone stinks. Don't worry, it's the same for everyone. If you spit too much, the phone will stink." Yao Xiaoping was curious. He asked anxiously, "Who are you waiting for? Is it your boyfriend from a prestigious school, Huang Hai?" Before Shi Yan could deny it, Yao Xiaoping said again: "It must be Huang Hai. He is chasing you, right? Are you hesitant? It's like a piece of chicken rib. There's nothing to eat, and you don't want to throw it away. But you have to think about it. If you are prepared to be with Excellence, then cut off Huang Hai as soon as possible, otherwise, let Excellence know that there will be good fruits for you."

These words made Shi Yan very uncomfortable, as if Zhuo Liang was personally threatening her, she retorted: "Who is Zhuo Liang to me? Why doesn't he give me good fruit when he finds out? "If you stay in school or not, it's in his hands. If he knows that you are still disconnected from that Huang Hailian, he will definitely make you unable to stay in school—" Shi Yan became even more angry. She hated this kind of bully the most, and she also hated others treating her as the kind of person who could betray her love just to stay in school.She said angrily: "The matter of my retention in school is in his hands? Don't brag about it for him. I never asked him to do it for me. Even if it is indeed in his hands, I am not afraid of him." , the big deal is not to stay in school, what else can he do to me?"

Yao Xiaoping clapped her hands: "Okay, you have backbone! But how much is backbone worth? For a person like Zhuoyue, it's useless not to use him. As long as you know how to guard against him, it doesn't matter if you use him. We can give him some money first. An impression that makes him feel that as long as he does us a favor, you will love him. When both of us have a firm foothold in the teacher's academy, it's not too late to turn against him—" Shi Yan didn't answer, thinking that you said it lightly, anyway, it's not you who betrayed your love.But she knows it's useless to tell Yao Xiaoping about it. Yao Xiaoping is not afraid of betraying her love, let alone you accusing her of betraying her love.She feels that living to the point where Yao Xiaoping is, life will be much less painful, because she has a deep understanding that people live in pain because they care too much about what others say.You must practice your face until the walls are thick, so that people can live a carefree life.

Yao Xiaoping warned: "But even if you are not afraid of annoying Zhuoyue, I don't think it is necessary for you to deal with your classmate surnamed Huang. It is a waste of time. He is far away from the emperor and can't help him with anything, so he will call. This kind of person who wants to tie you up is also very selfish. He also wants the horse to run well, and also wants the horse not to eat grass. what about?" "He also helped me think of a lot of ways in F City—" "Think of a way? I'm afraid I just close my eyes and think about it. Did he think of a way? He must have not thought of it, otherwise he would have sent you to City F, and you still need to stay in school?"

"F city is different from here, he is a foreigner, what can he do?" "Then why doesn't he just come here? If he really likes you, he can ask to be assigned to the teacher's academy, and he can also use his status as a prestigious school student to seek some benefits for you, such as asking the school to let you stay in school. By the way, you can use this to test him, to see if he is willing to come to City D, and to see how much you are in his heart—" This just hit Shi Yan's sore spot, and she said impatiently: "You don't understand our business, I think we should stop talking about it—"

Yao Xiaoping quickly stopped talking, just in time the old concierge was also calling Shi Yan to answer the phone, and finally ended the conversation before turning his face. But the bag in Shi Yan's heart was inflated again, the drum was very uncomfortable there, and it was inconvenient to talk about the distribution on the phone, and she didn't dare to really test Huang Hai, so she only talked to Huang Hai for a few words and said nothing. Find an excuse and hang up.But as soon as she went upstairs, the porter asked her to answer the phone again. She ran to find out that it was still Huang Hai. She asked impatiently, "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing, I just don't worry about you, I think you seem——like in a bad mood—" She thought, I'm in a bad mood because you provoked it, can't you even see this?But she didn't say that, she just said calmly: "I'm fine, but I'm a little busy with homework. If you have nothing else to do, then I'll hang up." Huang Hai hung up the phone knowingly, but quickly wrote a letter, which was very long and said a lot, all of which were comforting words and some important principles, telling her not to worry about the assignment, no matter what No matter where the score is, he can always pass the exam. He stayed in University A just to help her find out information about the postgraduate entrance examination, get information about the postgraduate entrance examination, and so on. Huang Hai's statement made her feel relieved a lot. At least when Yao Xiaoping asked about it later, she had a relatively good reason to explain.She didn't know what was going on with her, as if she had admitted that Huang Hai was her boyfriend, otherwise, how could she care whether Huang Hai liked her or not?Or girls are like this, for every boy in life, no matter whether they like it or not, and whether they will get together in the future, they will not let it go, and they must prove that others love themselves before giving up. For some reason, she recalled what Yao Xiaoping said to mock those who like to take advantage of small things: Even those who pick up big shit have to stick their fingers when they pass by.However, she felt that it was inappropriate to compare Huang Hai to a big dung, and it was not appropriate to compare herself to a person who loves to take advantage of small things, but for some reason, this metaphor kept wandering around, and she couldn't be driven away. After reading Huang Hai's letter, after thinking about it, he also wrote a long letter, which included everything about the graduation assignment during this period, including the tactical contest between Yao Xiaoping and Zhuoyue, described it, and sent it out. She could guess how Huang Hai would comment on Excellence without reading the reply letter, but she was really concerned about how Huang Hai would comment on Yao Xiaoping.She is a little confused now, feeling that Yao Xiaoping has too much influence on her life and thoughts, but she doesn't know how to deal with the friendship between her and Yao Xiaoping, it seems that it can't get rid of or develop. She once talked about Yao Xiaoping in the letter she wrote to her parents. She was relatively casual with her parents and dared to say anything, and her parents generally understood.But even though Yao Zhuo hadn't reached the point of fighting that time, her parents also saw the problem and warned her not to associate with people like Yao Xiaoping, saying that it would be no good to associate with people like Yao Xiaoping, even if Yao Xiaoping didn't step on you behind your back, it would be fine. It will make you tainted with the spirit of going public, especially this kind of two-footed approach, which is unreasonable no matter how you say it. It is unfair to others and yourself, and it is even more unfair to children. Since then, she has not dared to tell her parents these things, because she subconsciously knows that her parents' criticism of Yao Xiaoping can also be used on her. She just didn't tell her parents all about her inner activities. Parents will definitely criticize her and tell her not to deal with Huang Hai and Excellence. But starting from her own experience, she can better understand Yao Xiaoping's situation. Who would like to be in two boats?Isn't it all impossible?If one of the two boats is obviously bad and the other is broken, then who needs to take the risk of falling into the water and step on the two boats?It must have been because neither ship was good enough, but neither was broken enough, so I couldn't make up my mind which ship to get rid of. After going through this graduation assignment, she didn't have any resistance to Yao Xiaoping's "philistine" theories and practices, because she herself was looking for a way around, her parents were also looking for a way around, and everyone she knew was looking for a way around , not much better than Yao Xiaoping.Maybe all people are not much better than Yao Xiaoping. Those who don't look like "philistines" either because their lives are relatively smooth and don't need to be so "philistines"; That's all. In her reply letter, Huang Hai continued to criticize excellence as "absolutely not kind", which has almost become Huang Hai's language style. , What did you say, as long as you mention excellence, Huang Hai will give you this sentence.If Shi Yan asked him why he said that, he couldn't provide any evidence, he just said it was a feeling.On this point, Shi Yan felt that Zhuoyue was more "kind", because Zhuoyue never said that Huang Hai was "absolutely not kind". Once she brought up this question, which almost knocked Huang Hai down.Huang Hai thought for a long time before saying: "He didn't say I'm 'not a good person', that's because he knew I was a good person—" She was a little amused: "That at least shows that he looks at things more objectively—" In one sentence, Huang Hai only sighed: "Hey, you girls! I really don't know what to say about you, but I only see a face—" She didn't know if he also included his former girlfriends in this sentence, it probably did, otherwise there would be no need to say "you girls".She knew why he sent this emotion, because he just didn't have "a face".But because I don't have "a face", it seems too narrow-minded to deny those who have "a face", right? Huang Hai's evaluation of Yao Xiaoping was beyond her expectations. She thought that Huang Hai would definitely criticize Yao Xiaoping severely and tell her not to associate with Yao, but Huang Hai was very magnanimous to Yao Xiaoping, saying that Yao Xiaoping could fight on her own. It's not easy to get to this point, and he said that Yao Xiaoping didn't do anything utterly unconscionable. Huang Hai said: Don’t forget, it was Yao Xiaoping who came forward to ask Zhuoyue to help you, and the reason why Yao went to have such a face-to-face fight with Zhuoyue was after Yao heard that you decided not to stay in school because of her, maybe she would be more serious. Most of the time she did it for you, and even if she is only half for you, there is nothing to blame.There is nothing wrong with her benefiting herself without harming others, or even benefiting herself without harming others. As for Yao Xiaoping's two boats, Huang Hai said: "Emotional matters are difficult to explain clearly. If people don't reach that level, they may never be able to understand other people's feelings. We can only hope that we will never encounter such a situation." We can't really think that Yao Xiaoping doesn't care about rigor just because she said she doesn't care about rigor. Maybe it's because she cares too much, so she has to deceive herself. Otherwise, she doesn't care if she doesn't care. When the day comes when I really don’t care, I’m afraid I won’t even remember to mention it.” Shi Yan feels that these few sentences are a bit insinuating, and to put it nicely, they are universally applicable, because these few sentences seem to be applicable to her situation, and maybe they are also applicable to Huang Hai's situation. Regarding her staying in school, Huang Hai said this: Now whether you stay in school or not, it is no longer your problem alone, because Yao Xiaoping's staying in school is also entangled with yours. It was not caused by Yao Xiaoping, but by Excellence.In order for you to stay in the department, he tried to get Huang Yao Xiaoping to stay in school. This is very despicable and nasty.Yao Xiaoping rose up to resist, firstly because of her personality, facing this situation, she would definitely fight with her back, and also because she was afraid of affecting your stay in school, so you have to consider Yao Xiaoping's interests when making decisions now. In the end, Huang Hai made a statement, saying that no matter where Shi Yan got her marks, he hoped that she would not give up the postgraduate entrance examination, because this is the only way to rehabilitate her college entrance examination. internal injuries.Otherwise, no matter how superior her material life is in the future, and no matter how talented her husband is, she will never truly feel happy. These few words really shocked Shi Yan, don't look at Huang Hai who usually hums and is obsequious in front of her, he really knows her very well.She felt that Zhuo Liang would definitely not be able to say these few words, because when he met her, she was studying in the teacher's college. He didn't know her past, let alone the harm caused to her by the failure of the college entrance examination. It's just the material from the teacher's college, only Huang Hai, who has studied with her, really knows her talent and ideals. Later, when she talked about this with Yao Xiaoping, she thought that Yao Xiaoping would change her attitude towards Huang Hai this time and say something nice about him, but Yao Xiaoping's ears were not soft at all, and even after receiving Huang Hai's praise, she did not change her position: "Huang Hai can I have no doubts about understanding you on the college entrance examination, and this kind of understanding is not difficult. I didn't go to high school with you, so I can understand you. But I can understand -- so what? I can only use it To be a confidant, to be a husband is still--not qualified. His face will not become beautiful just because he understands you--" "But isn't understanding—important?" "I didn't say that understanding is not important. The problem is that if he can understand you in one thing, it doesn't mean that he can understand you in every aspect. Once it involves himself, people become confused and their understanding disappears. So What I said before has not changed at all: he will be particularly sensitive and self-esteem because of his facial defects. You have to listen to so many gossip outside, and don’t even think about venting in front of him when you get home. Unless you can completely Ignore his face, otherwise, I advise you not to marry him. Sooner or later he will be angry because you don't like his face, but his face—how can you make people like it?"