Chapter 14 Chapter Fourteen There is a kind of love, the more you struggle, the deeper it gets

After Tan Jing returned to the ward, she found the duty room.Nie Yucheng was talking to a doctor. She was standing at the door of the duty room, and it seemed that the courage she had accumulated so easily was about to fade away.Fortunately, when Nie Yucheng looked up and saw her, there was a hint of timidity in her voice: "Doctor Nie, I want to talk to you." Another doctor knew that she was a family member of the patient, so he took his things and went out.Nie Yucheng was as cold and polite as he was to all the patient's family members: "Please sit down." Talking about sitting down, she wringed her fingers habitually. Whenever she was worried, she would have this subconscious little movement.Now she has thin calluses on the pads of her fingers, her nails are bumpy and dull, and there are barbs beside them.This is a sign of lack of vitamins and malnutrition... Nie Yucheng forced himself to look away from her fingers, and asked in a businesslike manner, "What's the matter?"

"I want to apply for a subsidy from CM Company, and I want to operate on my child as soon as possible." Nie Yucheng was slightly taken aback. He concealedly opened a file at hand, but his eyes fell on a certain empty point: "Have you considered it? You are very aware of the risks of surgery." "I've thought about it." Tan Jingxin paused, "I don't have the money for a routine operation, and I won't be able to raise money for a routine operation in the short term. Just apply for a project subsidy. I can't afford it now that my child is like this."

Nie Yucheng finally took a look at her. There were tears in her eyes, and his face was reflected in her pupils very clearly.Since the reunion, his chest has been pressed like a big rock, and he can't breathe.At first he just hated, hated why this woman had been living a life that had nothing to do with him for so many years.Later, the hatred gradually dissipated, and all that remained was powerlessness, a sense of powerlessness towards myself. Tan Jing didn't seem to want to make eye contact with him, she lowered her head, and the moment she lowered her head, Nie Yucheng saw the silver strands flickering on the top of her hair, and there was a striking white hair in it.She even had white hair.

He stared blankly at the white hair, Tan Jing was three years younger than him, she was only twenty-seven years old, and she actually had white hair. A twenty-seven-year-old woman may still be acting like a baby with her boyfriend, and a twenty-seven-year-old woman may still be shopping with her girlfriends and shopping for new clothes and luxury goods... He looked at the white hair and felt sad for a while, but in the end he didn't say anything.He found the application form from a pile of materials on the table, and said, "You fill out the form, and the final signature must be your fingerprint."

Tan Jing took the form, her fingers were trembling, and Nie Yucheng was about to withdraw her hand, when suddenly she saw a large tear falling on the form, the tear fell on the paper, and quickly moistened, like a tear A sad little flower.This was the second time in just two days that she cried.No, the third time, this afternoon, she hid in the bathroom and cried alone. Nie Yucheng felt a little breathless, for a moment, he almost wanted to reach out and wipe away the tears on her face.But he didn't do anything, he couldn't do anything, he let go of the form with his fingers, as if he had been burned suddenly.Tan Jing looked up at him, her face was full of tears, she asked: "Dr. Nie, I want to ask you one last question, if... If you were a doctor, would you recommend this operation?"

The corners of his mouth moved slightly, but in the end he forced himself to answer with professional calmness and reason: "According to the current condition of the disease and your financial situation, I suggest you accept the subsidy and have surgery as soon as possible." Tan Jing's head lowered little by little, until it couldn't be lowered any lower.Her voice was small, like the embers of a fire in the cold wind, almost inaudible, and what she said was: "Thank you." Tan Jing took the form, got up and walked out, her footsteps were so heavy that she almost staggered, her back was slightly bent, as if she was carrying an invisible burden that she couldn't bear, Nie Yucheng suddenly felt that she might His hair turned white overnight, just like in a martial arts novel.For some reason, he wanted to catch up and tell Tan Jing, don't do this operation, it is more risky than conventional surgery, you should find a way to raise money.

But she couldn't raise money, and he knew very well that even Sun Ping's hospitalization fee was paid for by someone else.Why did Sheng Fangting pay for her?Sun Ping was hospitalized, shouldn't it be the child's father trying to raise money?Tan Jing was always more complicated than he imagined. Why did Sheng Fangting, her boss, pay tens of thousands of yuan for Sun Ping's hospitalization deposit? Maybe she should be happy when she chooses the subsidy plan. If she chooses the traditional surgery plan, maybe that Sheng Fangting will generously spend 100,000 yuan to perform surgery for Sun Ping.What kind of magical power does she have that makes a man dizzy when he sees her?

Unable to control himself, Nie Yucheng pulled out Sun Ping's medical records and threw them on the table. Tan Jing didn't complete the form until before she got off work, but she didn't send it back by herself, but asked Wang Yuling to bring it to the doctor's duty room.Wang Yuling handed the form to Nie Yucheng and asked, "Dr. Nie, when can I have surgery?" "Hurry up, next Wednesday or Thursday." "Oh." Nie Yucheng put the form into a data box and planned to leave work.At this moment, the phone rang, and it was Shu Qin's voice, she asked, "Is Uncle feeling better?"

"I haven't bothered to see him today." "Exactly. I'm almost at the gate of the hospital. I'll go there with you. Today I made soup and sent it to my uncle, so that he won't say that I'm too kind to you. " "it is good." "Nie Yucheng, why do you sound unhappy?" "It's nothing." He said evasively, "I'm too tired." "Just came out of the operating room again? Dr. Nie, you can't go on like this. You're not an iron man, so don't push yourself too hard." "I know." "I won't tell you anymore. I'm in the hospital parking lot. Come here quickly."

Nie Yucheng went to the parking lot to pick up Shuqin, took the thermos from her hand, and walked with his head bowed in silence.When Shu Qin talked to him, he was also absent-minded.Shu Qin said, "What happened to you today?" "Nothing, just tired." "I don't usually see you so tired when I'm tired, do I?" He found an excuse: "I was scolded by the director today, don't mention it in front of my father, otherwise he will talk about how much money he can earn in the hospital, and he will always be scolded." "Why did the director scold you? Did you make a mistake on the operating table?"

"No, you don't understand anything about work." Shu Qin said with a smile: "It seems that girlfriends are not treated as well as bosom friends. You used to be willing to tell me everything, but now I ask you a few more words, and you will be annoyed." Nie Yucheng didn't answer, he just walked silently.Shu Qin thought to herself that it seemed that the director had really scolded her severely. Normally, when she joked with him like this, he would usually justify that there was no such thing, but today he didn't even seem to want to say anything, and was listless. He went to Nie Dongyuan's ward, but was in vain.It turned out that the child who fell off the construction site passed the dangerous period and woke up.Nie Dongyuan went to the ICU, saying he was going to see the doll who was destined to die. Nie Yucheng and Shu Qin waited in the ward for a while before Nie Dongyuan came back. Although he was supported by Secretary Zhang, he was in great spirits, and his face turned ruddy a lot: "Xiao Shu, are you here? You really should go and see that child with Nie Yucheng, he is so strong, he doesn't have the strength to speak yet, but he has woken up Now, whatever the nurse said, he would blink to express it, blinking once means yes, blinking twice means no, what a good boy!" Nie Yucheng said: "Tomorrow there will be a big house round on Monday, I will go over and have a look." Nie Dongyuan glanced at him and said, "What's the matter, it looks like an eggplant beaten by Shuang." "It's nothing, I'm too tired." "Take a rest when you're tired. There's no hospital like yours that works day and night and performs surgeries! It's simply squeezing the remaining labor force!" "Dad, your employees often work overtime. Take Secretary Zhang as an example. He is not on call 24 hours a day, and he is still working overtime." Secretary Zhang quickly said, "I've actually already left work. I just came to see Mr. Nie. It doesn't count as overtime." Nie Dongyuan narrowed his eyes, and took another look at his son: "You are so angry, who messed with you?" "nothing." "Fart!" Nie Dongyuan raised his eyebrows, "You were born by me, I don't know what you're thinking about? Say, did you quarrel with your colleagues, or did your leader scold you?" Shu Qin smiled and made a relief: "Uncle is really powerful, he knows everything, and today the director scolded him. You see, you can't hide anything from you." Going over to open the thermos, "I made you a stewed black-bone chicken soup with cordyceps. It’s hot, drink a bowl while it’s hot, it won’t taste good when it’s cold.” There is a kitchen in the VIP ward, after Nie Dongyuan moved in, Aunt Qin came to deliver meals every day, and some dishes were heated directly in the kitchen, so pots and pans , as soon as the kitchen utensils were complete, Shu Qin went into the kitchen and took a soup bowl and spoon, and then came out to serve the soup. Nie Dongyuan didn't say anything in front of Shuqin, took the soup bowl, tasted the soup, and praised Shuqin's skill.Then he said: "Nie Yucheng is a picky eater, and I was worried that he would starve himself to death one day, but when he met you, he was lucky to be able to cook like this, so he won't starve to death." Shu Qin just smiled, and gave Nie Yucheng a bowl of soup: "Drink some, too. I have stewed a lot. This soup cannot be reheated. I will stew it again tomorrow." "I'm not hungry." Before Shu Qin could speak, Nie Dongyuan said, "Don't give him a drink, you have no conscience, white-eyed wolf, he will bite whoever treats him well." Shu Qin smiled, and on the way back, she said to Nie Yucheng: "It's okay to coax the old man a little bit, after all, he's sick." "Sorry, I'm so tired today." Shu Qin said, "You don't seem to be tired, but you seem to have something on your mind." "One thing, I don't know if I'm doing the right thing or doing it wrong." "tell me the story." Nie Yucheng remained silent, how would he tell outsiders about all the things between himself and Tan Jing?Those things in the past were like a needle piercing the tip of his heart. It hurt when he moved, and it still hurt if he didn't move.He knew that his thoughts were wrong, Shu Qin should not be regarded as an outsider, he had made up his mind to end everything and start his own life again, but by accident, Tan Jing always appeared in his vision. "If Mark doesn't love you, he actually lied to you in the past, would you hate him?" Shu Qin thought for a while, and said: "It depends on whether I love him or not. Most of the time, hate is often because of love. If I don't love him, of course I don't hate him." She took a look at Nie Yucheng, "Why? Lah? Your ex-girlfriend? Isn't she married?" "Yes, she is married." Nie Yucheng said, "Don't worry, I have basic morals. When I'm with you, I won't have any thoughts about other women." "It doesn't matter whether you have ideas or not. What matters is whether you have confidence in our relationship to the future." Nie Yucheng pursed his lips slightly: "I will work hard." Shu Qin smiled, and changed the subject: "My aunt said that she wants you to have a meal. Since you rescued me from the blind date last time, she has been talking about letting you go to eat at home when she is free. I recommend I’ve been here several times, so I’m sorry to bother you. But now that we’re officially dating, I’d like to have a meal, isn’t it okay?” "Next weekend." "Okay, okay. But what about your schedule, will you have an important operation on the weekend and you can't leave?" Nie Yucheng immediately thought of Tan Jing's application form. If everything goes well, Sun Ping might have an operation on Wednesday or Thursday. He said, "There should be nothing to do on the weekend." "Then I'll tell my aunt and ask her to prepare in advance." After the big rounds at work on Monday, there will be a regular meeting as usual.Director Fang will use this time to briefly explain the work schedule for the next week, listen to everyone's reports by the way, and adjust the plan for the week.When it was Nie Yucheng's turn, he said, "Thirty-nine-bed Sun Ping applied for a subsidy from CM Company. When do you think this surgery is scheduled?" Because it is the first case, so be very cautious. Director Fang said: "A minister had a heart bypass on Thursday, let's do it this Tuesday." Nie Yucheng was stunned for a moment, and Director Fang said: "The time is a bit rushed, but the child's condition, the sooner the operation the better. Inform the department to prepare for the operation. Also, the conversation with the family must be in place, and the content of the conversation must be certain." Family members are required to sign and agree." "OK." "Also, for minors' operations, we must insist that the guardians, that is, the parents of the children, be present to sign the consent form for the operation. Don't cause trouble like brain surgery." There was an incident in the brain surgery department last year. A juvenile patient was undergoing gamma knife surgery for a brain tumor. The patient's mother signed a consent form for the operation. As a result, the patient's prognosis was not good after the operation, and the patient's father went to the hospital to make a fuss.Originally, the patient’s parents were divorced, and the child was awarded to the mother, so the mother signed the consent form for the operation, but the patient’s father was originally a scoundrel, and he said that he did not know and did not agree, and that the hospital performed the operation on the child without consent, and he wanted compensation All lost.Although Yu Qing and Li Hospital had no responsibility whatsoever, but after being harassed for three or four days, the rascal blocked the door with dozens of people every day, and even the ambulance was not allowed in. In the end, the hospital had no choice but to save money and avoid disaster Negotiations reduced or exempted medical expenses of 20,000 yuan.The dean was so angry that he slapped the table and cursed, saying that this kind of medical disturbance was blatant blackmail.Repeatedly emphasized that pediatric surgery must be strictly performed, and emphasized that all guardians should be present, so as not to take advantage of such loopholes. While Director Fang was busy, Nie Yucheng also knew what he meant. The risk is high, so of course we should take precautions before it happens.So after the meeting, he went to the ward and said to Tan Jing: "Sun Ping is scheduled for surgery on this Tuesday, which is tomorrow. From today onwards, don't feed the child, the nurse will explain the precautions before the operation. And , ask your husband to come to the hospital, talk before the operation, and the consent form for the operation, both of you need to be present at the same time." Tan Jing was stunned for a moment, then asked in a whisper: "Isn't it okay if he doesn't come... He's very busy with work..." "What job is more important than a child's operation?" Nie Yucheng couldn't help but increase his tone, "According to the procedure, he must be present." Tan Jing lowered her head habitually, Nie Yucheng couldn't see her expression clearly, but could only see the tip of her slightly frowning brows. She was always in such a sad state.He thought that her husband must not be very considerate. The simplest expression is that Sun Ping has been hospitalized for several days. Her husband has never visited the child, let alone accompanied the bed. Even Wang Yuling who comes to deliver meals every day . Tan Jing didn't sleep well for several nights, and she was exhausted at this time, she said meekly: "Okay, I will notify him to come." Nie Yucheng didn't say anything, and walked straight out of the ward. He was already reluctant to stay in front of Tan Jing, let alone talk to her.He seems to have pushed himself into a dead end, with a high wall above his head, and he hurts himself no matter what he touches. Monday was very busy, because Sun Ping's operation was scheduled on Tuesday, so the department transferred him to the day shift.For this operation, Director Fang also held a special meeting, and finally decided that Director Fang would perform the operation himself, with Nie Yucheng as the assistant.After all, this is the first operation of a new technological innovation, and success or failure is critical. CM company also attached great importance to this matter, and specially sent a person to be in charge of coordination, and discussed all technical issues with the surgical team conscientiously. When he was about to leave work in the evening, Director Fang was still thinking about this matter, and asked Nie Yucheng, "Have we talked before the operation? Why haven't you signed the consent form for the operation?" "I have notified the family, but Sun Ping's father hasn't come yet..." Before Nie Yucheng finished speaking, a nurse rushed in in a panic and called, "Director! Go and have a look! The family members of the patients in bed 39 are fighting?" Nie Yucheng was taken aback, and Director Fang asked, "What's going on?" "I don't know. The couple were arguing. The more they quarreled, the head nurse went over to try to persuade them, but the couple started fighting..." Before the nurse finished speaking, Nie Yucheng had already rushed out of the office.He rushed downstairs to the ward and saw a crowd of people in the corridor from a distance, including patients and family members. He heard the head nurse screaming, "Why are you beating people?" "I'll hit it, can you control it?" A hoarse voice was heard from a distance, showing arrogance and unreasonableness. "The doctor is here!" I don't know who yelled, and some patients knew Nie Yucheng, so they quickly moved out of the way, and Nie Yucheng saw a man, who looked like a hunchback, with a red face, and he could smell the smell of alcohol and sweat from afar.And Tan Jing stood aside, and the head nurse stood in front of Tan Jing like a hen guarding her chicks.Nie Yucheng glanced over and saw that half of Tan Jing's cheek was swollen, he was anxious and angry, and asked, "Who are you? Why do you hit someone?" "I'm her husband! Which fucking onion are you? I beat my wife, can you control me?" Nie Yucheng didn't even think about it, he had already punched him out with his fist. The man was too drunk and unresponsive, and he didn't even dodge, so he was hit hard on the face by his punch, and his nose bleeds immediately.The people around all exclaimed, and the head nurse was also frightened, and the other doctors who rushed over rushed to pull Nie Yucheng: "Doctor Nie! You have something to say!" Nie Yucheng was held back by someone, but still kicked out, causing Sun Zhijun to stagger. Sun Zhijun yelled and rushed forward to fight back: "How dare you fucking hit me? I'll beat you to death!" Everyone huddled up, pulling and persuading, Nie Yucheng was dragged away by several colleagues, three or four people couldn't hold him back, and finally Dr. Dong hugged his waist, Xiao Min and several other male colleagues together Pulling and lifting, he was lifted abruptly to the side.Sun Zhijun was dragged by a group of people, unable to exert himself, he could only curse: "You fucking beat someone! I want to sue you! What kind of hospital are you? How dare you beat someone! I want to sue you!" Nie Yucheng was furious. Dr. Dong saw that the veins on his forehead were bulging, and he was afraid that he would charge up again, so he hugged his waist tightly and yelled, "Don't be impulsive! Xiao Nie, don't be impulsive! That's a drunk, you There's no need to go all out with him! Security guards! Security guards! Security guards..." Just as the commotion was raging, security finally arrived, and Director Fang also arrived. Looking at the scene like a pot of porridge, he couldn't help but angrily said, "What's going on?" "Your hospital dares to beat people! I want to sue you! I want to sue you at the Health Bureau!" "Who hit someone?" Director Fang raised his voice and asked again, "Who hit someone?" No one dared to speak, and Nie Yucheng's face was still flushed, it was because he had exerted too much force just now, which made him lose his strength.Old Dong said: "Director, this family member is drunk and making trouble in the ward..." "I know he was drunk and making trouble." Director Fang looked sternly, "He said that our hospital beat people, who beat them?" "Me!" Nie Yucheng was furious, shook off Old Dong's hand, stood up straight, "I hit him!" "Nie Yucheng! I'm not finished with you!" Sun Zhijun suddenly broke free from other people's hands, and like an angry lion, he slammed into Nie Yucheng's chest and hit his chin with the top of his head, and blood flowed suddenly.The onlookers exclaimed, and the security guards swarmed up to hold Sun Zhijun down. Director Fang became even angrier: "What are they doing for food? Call the police! Call the police!" Nie Yucheng bit his tongue with his teeth, and his mouth was bleeding, so painful that he couldn't even speak.Old Dong helped him to the nurse's station for disinfection, rinsed his mouth with normal saline, carefully checked that the wound on his tongue was not big and did not need sutures, and then complained: "Xiao Nie, what do you care about with that kind of person? You can tell it is a Scoundrel, this is good, I took a life-threatening blow, but luckily I didn't bite off the tip of my tongue, otherwise you wouldn't be permanently disabled?" Everyone in the department knew that something had happened, and several people came to comfort Nie Yucheng. After a while, the police also came. They came to record a statement. Sun Zhijun had already been taken away. The security department reported to the police that someone was drunk and made trouble, so the police came very quickly. .Director Fang was protecting his weaknesses. Before Nie Yucheng could say anything, he frowned and said to the policeman, "Look, our doctor has been beaten up like this, and he can't even speak. Wait until his tongue injury heals, and call him again." Let's cooperate with the investigation." Sun Zhijun had a record of fighting last time, but the police left without saying anything. After everyone left, Director Fang gave Nie Yucheng a look and said, "How can you beat someone?" "He was the one who beat the patient's family first." Nie Yucheng slurred his speech, "He caused trouble in the ward." "Then your name is security!" Director Fang said, "Can you beat him? Look at you now, meddling in your own business, and you got punched." He gave Nie Yucheng another look and said, "No matter what You shouldn’t do anything. When the police asked you today, the people next to you said that you were self-defense. Is that called self-defense? You were the one who punched that surnamed Sun first.” Nie Yucheng remained silent. Seeing Tan Jing's swollen cheek, he felt his blood rushing up, and without thinking about it, he swung his fist.Originally, he hated fighting and making trouble the most. He thought it was a barbaric and stupid behavior, but when Tan Jing was beaten, he was so angry that he lost all reason and only resentment. "Don't go to work, go home and rest, looking at you like this is really annoying to me." Director Fang continued to be angry, "It's really getting better and better, fighting with the patient's family in the ward, Nie Yucheng, this kind of thing You can do it!" Nie Yucheng didn't dare to argue, so he could only say vaguely: "I have an operation scheduled this afternoon..." Director Fang was furious, and slapped the table: "I'll do the surgery for you, get out of here! You'll get angry just looking at it! Go home and get some sleep, and think about your recent behavior! Put your mind full of ignorance Clear your mind and come back to work! Let me tell you, if you continue to look like this on the operating table tomorrow, I will hand you over to the hospital office! Whatever they want to do with you!" Nie Yucheng was kicked out of the office in dejection. Old Dong comforted him: "The director loves you very much. You are injured, so I want you to go back and rest for a day." He knew it too, but he couldn't express the sadness in his heart. He wanted to go to the ward to see Tan Jing, but he didn't have the courage.That glimpse in the crowd, seeing her swollen cheeks, already made him lose his mind. How could she marry such a person?At the beginning of the reunion, he wished that she would be unhappy, but when he really saw her struggling in the hardships of life, he felt a contradictory sense of powerlessness. He left the office wearing a mask and went all the way downstairs. No one noticed his strangeness. All the doctors in the hospital were wearing masks.He walked to the parking lot to find his car. The car was very hot, and the cab was very hot. He opened the windows and turned on the air conditioner to the maximum. He felt a chill, and suddenly he punched the steering wheel hard, causing the horn to beep loudly, and the security guard in the parking lot was startled to look back.He covered his face with his hands and forced himself to calm down before closing the windows and driving home. After returning home, he found that his jaw was swollen. He opened the refrigerator and took an ice pack and applied it for half an hour. Then he took a shower and threw himself into the bed. He sleeps very deeply. Over the past few years, he has been working in the clinic, tossing and falling during the day and night shifts, which has allowed him to develop a good habit of falling asleep on the bed. Today he sleeps very deeply, and he doesn't know why. Not even a dream.It took him a long time to hear the phone, and he grabbed it in a daze and said "Hello". Tan Jing's voice was like in a dream, distant and unreal.She asked, "Doctor Nie, can we meet and chat for a while?" The wound on his tongue was still aching, reminding him that this was not a dream, he sat up, collected himself, and said, "I'm going to work tomorrow, if you have anything to say, come to my office tomorrow." "I have something urgent..." She pleaded in her tone, "It won't take long..." He struggled for a while, and finally said: "I'm at home now, I don't want to go out." "I'll go to your house, will you? I'll go as soon as I've finished, and it won't keep you long." Although Tan Jing is weak, but when she persists, she has a kind of indomitable spirit of not giving up until she reaches her goal.Nie Yucheng knew her temper, and because his tongue hurt so badly, he was too lazy to talk, so he coldly dropped two words: "Whatever." Tan Jing asked for the address and came over soon.Nie Yucheng got up, took a shower again, and changed his clothes again, when he heard the doorbell ring. He opened the door, Tan Jing looked at him a little helplessly, his jaw became more swollen after sleeping, so he took another bag of ice and applied it.But Nie Yucheng didn't look at her at all, he pressed the ice bag with one hand, and gave her a pair of slippers with the other hand, Tan Jing said "thank you" softly, looking at the pair of women's slippers, he was stunned for a while seconds. Only then did Nie Yucheng realize that he was holding Shu Qin's slippers. She often comes here, so he put a pair of slippers here.But he didn't want to explain to Tan Jing, and felt that there was nothing to explain, after all, Shu Qin was his girlfriend now. Tan Jing put on her slippers and walked to the living room with her head down. Nie Yucheng sat on the sofa and asked, "What's the matter with you?" "I'm here to make an apology to you..." Tan Jing stood there with her head down, looking like she was apologetic, "Sun Zhijun is drunk, don't be as knowledgeable as him..." He never expected her to say such a sentence, his jaw seemed to hurt even more, and he said, "I don't need your apology." "Sorry……" "You don't have to tell me you're sorry!" Tan Jing has never seen Nie Yucheng like this before. He is like a violent lion, holding an ice pack with one hand and resting the other on the sofa, clenched into fists, as if he will jump up and hit someone again in the next second like.His gloomy eyes gave her an inexplicable panic, but he immediately looked away and said, "If that's why you came here, you can leave." Tan Jing was silent for a moment, and said with some difficulty: "Please—help... I know Sun Zhijun is wrong, but now he is taken away by the police. He was detained by the public security for fighting before. If he is arrested again this time detention……" Nie Yucheng felt the drops of water from the outside of the ice pack slide down his chin to his neck, and then down his neck to his collar. The cold drops rolled down to his chest. He wanted to throw away the ice pack and stand up. Growling, he wants to question, he wants to throw things.But in the end he didn't do anything, he just sneered and asked, "Tan Jing, that's why you came here?" Her head lowered little by little, her voice was inaudible, but he heard clearly, she said "I'm sorry", it seemed that in front of him, she had nothing else to say except these three words Say. He suddenly stood up and grabbed her arm, and dragged her into the room. Tan Jing struggled for a while at first, but quickly and obediently let him drag her into the bathroom.He slammed her in front of the sink: "Look, look in the mirror yourself, look at your face! You were beaten like this by him, and you came to plead for him, what are you thinking? ? Tan Jing, how do you...how can you..." He really doesn't want to hurt her with words, and she has had enough today, and now she is like a frightened dove, terrified but docile, she turned her head away in self-deception, refusing to look at her red and swollen face in the mirror, he stretched out his hand Turning her face around forcibly, touching her swollen and painful place, she frowned in pain. At some point, his lips had already landed on her tightly furrowed eyebrows, so warm, so tender, so hesitantly surprised and loving.Her body trembled suddenly, as if frightened by the kiss, she turned around to run, but Nie Yucheng had already grabbed her and kissed her lips hard. How long should there be misses, how long should there be longings? After seven years, time has become an insurmountable river. They watched each other on the other side across the turbulent river of fate, and they walked farther and farther.It is a poison that cannot be quit, and it is a pain that cannot be let go. After seven years of embracing this woman again, Nie Yucheng truly knows that there is a kind of love that will not change because of time, and there is a kind of love that will struggle more and more deeply. Tan Jing was crying, she reached out and groped for the red rope on the back of his neck, the last year they were together was his birth year, she wove a red rope and tied it around his neck, and he was not allowed to take it off.He said that I will never take it off in my life, unless you wait until you are thirty-six years old and you make another one for me.Now the red rope has faded, the original gorgeous cinnabar color has faded into a light brown powder, but the rope in her heart has always been firmly there, tied to her heart and all her concerns.The man she once loved with her entire youth, after so many years, when he hugged her tightly again, when he kissed her deeply again, she knew that the original love in her heart had not faded at all. Her Nie Yucheng, at this moment, was like the boy who came on the fallen flowers more than ten years ago, splitting the barrier of time and space again, kissing her again, as if all the past happened again, as if they had never been separated , like the part of my life that fits me best, like the half of my soul that was lost at the beginning, has been found again. That made her sad, she cried so much that she couldn't lift her head, he held her in the small space, like coaxing a child, not knowing how to hold her.She clutched at the knot of the red string at the back of his neck and just wailed.Over the years, she has been wronged so much, she has suffered so much over the years, and everything, she has never thought about meeting Nie Yucheng again. Many times she lied to herself that Nie Yucheng would never come back, even if he came back, he would have hated herself to the bone.After cutting off the last trace of luck in her heart, she would feel better on the contrary.But fate will not let her go, no matter how hard she struggles, she will only sink deeper and deeper, and will only bind herself tighter and tighter. Enough is enough, is it enough for now?Everything she has suffered, even if there is retribution for what happened back then, then it will be retribution on her.She has worked hard for so long, enough is enough!She cried and raised her face to kiss Nie Yucheng, kissed his bruised chin, kissed the corner of his mouth, kissed his eyes... She used to miss him so much, how much she missed this face, even in a dream, he It has never been so clear. Just let her pamper herself for a while, let her indulge in it for a while, even if it is to drink poison to quench her thirst, she will not hesitate. At the moment when he was most confused and fascinated, the wind blew the venetian blinds and hit the edge of the window sill, just hitting the plate of bean sprouts raised in clear water. With a "pop", Nie Yucheng suddenly woke up, and Tan Jing also Looking up, he saw the plate of bean sprouts and the sadness that could not be erased from his eyes.Since when did he also get used to having a dish of beans on the windowsill?Waiting for the beans to germinate slowly, but the person who was waiting will never come back.Nie Yucheng's eyes shifted from the plate of bean sprouts to Tan Jing's face again, she was still staring at him blankly, the wound on his chin was aching, it was Sun Zhijun who hit him, Tan Jing was married, she married someone else up.Even if the beans sprouted, even if the beans sprouted inch by inch, she would never come back. He rushed into his bedroom and locked the door with a "bang", as if the outside of the house was not a quiet conversation but a scourge.He leaned against the door and closed his eyes sadly. Seven years had changed everything.He had already lost her long ago, and now, he could never get her back.The kiss just now caused all the past to overwhelm him, engulfing him, engulfing him, he was almost desperate. It rained at dusk, with thunder and lightning, Nie Yucheng sat there, looking out the window, the curtains were not drawn, the wind blew the bamboo outside swaying, raindrops splashed in along the half-open window, and a small patch of water was already wet on the floor. . He didn't get up to close the window, it was quiet outside, Tan Jing didn't know when he had left, he opened the door, walked out, there seemed to be her fragrance around him, Nie Yucheng felt ashamed, such a shameful thing happened like this up. When he hugged Tan Jing in the bathroom, seven years of bitterly suppressed lovesickness washed away the embankment of reason like a flood, Tan Jing did not reject him, she even kissed him back on her own initiative, a beautiful memory It has become a kind of torture at this moment, he did something wrong, Tan Jing is married now, has a husband and a child, how can he do this? He opened the refrigerator, found a can of cold beer, drank most of the bottle in one go, and then sat on the sofa in a daze. Tan Jing acted as if he had never been here before, there was no trace in the house, it was as if he had a dream, but the dream was too real.The sound of the rain outside was soft, beating on the anti-corrosion wood floor of the hanging garden, and the floor-to-ceiling gauze in the living room was blown up by the wind. The thin gauze was like her kiss in a dream, confused and unreal. Nie Yucheng felt that his whole body was in a mess, he supported his hot forehead with his hands, what should he do now? He will go to work tomorrow, he will have surgery tomorrow, and he will even see Tan Jing in the ward tomorrow. How can this woman do this?Just like that, he left without making a sound, as if nothing had happened.What is she here for?Oh yes, she came to ask herself not to pursue Sun Zhijun's beating.But now, Nie Yucheng felt that things were more complicated.