Chapter 15 Chapter 15 You can stay, I want 100,000

After drinking a can of beer, he didn't feel in a better mood, but even more upset.He threw the beer can into the trash can, walked back to the room to get the bathrobe, and planned to take another shower. When he opened the bathroom door, he saw a note under the plate of bean sprouts on the window sill .There were a few drops of water on the note, and I don't know if it was the rain coming in from the window or her tears. He looked at Tan Jing's beautiful handwriting, and there were only three words: "Sorry".It seems that she will always only say these three words to him, as if these three words also vaguely explain everything.

Nie Yucheng crumpled the note into a ball, opened it again after a while, and smoothed it out bit by bit carefully. He was wondering, in what mood did she write these three words?In other words, what motive did she use to write these three words? However, it was better than her writing "I love you", in which case he would feel worse than killing him. He didn't want to think too much, went into the study and found a book, and put the note in it. He was upset, and it took him a while to think that he hadn't visited Nie Dongyuan today, so he should call Secretary Zhang and ask about Nie Dongyuan's situation.Picking up the phone, I saw two missed calls, both of which were Shu Qin.He locked himself in his bedroom for several hours and didn't even hear his phone ring several times.

At this time, he was very unwilling to call Shu Qin. He felt that he was too shameless. He told Shu Qin just now that he would not have thoughts about other women, but he did such a thing behind her back.After hesitating for a while, he sent a text message to Shuqin, saying that he was resting and didn't hear the call, and asked her what's the matter. Shu Qin quickly replied that it was all right, she planned to go to the hospital at night, and asked if he was on day shift. He replied that he had changed shifts with his colleagues, and that he would be off today, and told Shu Qin not to go to the hospital, and it was not safe to be on the road because of thunderstorms.

Shu Qin replied "OK". Nie Yucheng called Secretary Zhang, asked Nie Dongyuan, and said that his treatment today was quite normal, and he didn't feel particularly uncomfortable.When Secretary Zhang heard that he was on vacation today, he also told him not to go to the hospital, saying that it was raining hard and there must be traffic jams on the road. Nie Yucheng looked at the rain outside, and sure enough, it was getting heavier and heavier. The bamboos in the hanging garden were so damaged by the wind and rain that they couldn't straighten up. Frown.Nie Yucheng felt that he was bewitched again, because he stretched out his hand, through the glass, and slowly traced along the edge of the bamboo leaf, very lightly, and slowly traced a circle, there was infinite infinity in his movements. Love is like gently caressing the brow of a lover in some void.It would be great if this could make her frown and smile slightly.

Tan Jing's eyebrows are like this, so when she frowned, he just felt distressed. He retracted his hand and stared blankly at the two bamboo leaves on the glass. Tan Jing, Tan Jing... What should he do with her? Tan Jing went back by subway, and when she got out of the subway, there was a heavy rain, and the water rushed down the steps of the subway exit, like a small waterfall.Tan Jing didn't bring an umbrella, and her shoes were completely soaked. When she walked to the subway exit, she was splashed in the face by Yudou, and her whole body was soaked.She waded through the water and walked onto the crosswalk. In the white rain, the cars had their headlights turned on, and they were struggling on the driveway. She didn't see a taxi or a bus.

It was three stops before arriving at the hospital. Tan Jing took shelter from the rain in front of the convenience store for a while. The door of the convenience store was open, and the air-conditioning inside was fully turned on. Gusts of cool wind blew on her back, blowing away the wet clothes. She had to stick to her body, making her shiver with cold.She had no choice but to change another place, to a bank next door to take shelter from the rain. The bank was overcrowded, and there were many people queuing up to get numbers. Because of the rain, there were many users who did not leave after finishing their business, so the central air conditioner was also turned on. There was a lot of voices, and there were bursts of air-conditioning.

When the rain subsided, Tan Jing went to the bus station. There were so many people on the bus that it was almost full, so crowded that she didn't even have a place to put her feet.But it doesn't matter if there are many people, when there are many people, her mind will be blank, the whole world is overcrowded, there are crowded people everywhere, and there are full umbrellas everywhere, so she doesn't have to think about things that she shouldn't think about. She did another wrong thing today, she knew it, but now she was too tired, she didn't have the strength to think about it.What Nie Yucheng would think of her, she wasn't sure, and didn't dare to think, after leaving a note, she left in a hurry, and she would never forget the way Nie Yucheng pushed her away, then looked at her. for a moment.His chin was bruised and his face was a bit deformed because of the injury, but in her eyes, Nie Yucheng was always the most handsome, no matter when, no matter where.Her figure was reflected in his eyes, he was like a child waking up from a dream, looking at her so helplessly and so desperately.

Finally, he rushed into the bedroom as if fleeing, and slammed the door behind him.When she heard the sound of locking, she felt her whole heart go cold.what did she doWhat the hell is she doing?Why did he kiss her?He kissed her because he felt sorry for her, but what about her?She actually wanted to take advantage of his pity.No, in fact, she knew that she just couldn't help it.It was so bitter, seven years had passed, and she hadn't stopped missing him for a moment, so when he kissed her, she lost even the last of her sanity. She slipped away quietly, like a thief. In fact, what happened today is more shameful than being a thief. Tan Jing, do you make mistakes once and again?

Isn't it enough for the hardships and retributions in the past seven years? She lowered her head and got off the bus, walking slowly into the hospital.Behind the majestic outpatient building, there are inpatient buildings lined up in a zigzag pattern. People come and go in a hurry, and the cold water drops from umbrellas are thrown on her arms, but now she doesn't feel it anymore.Now her body is colder than in the ice cellar, all the blood and all the temperature seem to have gone to another place, her mind is empty, her stomach is also empty, and she mechanically enters the elevator, putting all her weight on it. On the wall of the elevator.

Don't be naive, Tan Jing, seven years of lessons are enough, just pretend nothing happened.Your child is still in the hospital bed, waiting for surgery.Sun Zhijun was taken away by the police station again, and everything needed to be solved by her.She didn't have time to think about the past, she shouldn't have to think about the meaning of that kiss that happened a few hours ago, it was meaningless. Now she has to clean up the mess caused by Sun Zhijun, now she has to take care of the child's illness, and now, she wants to forget Nie Yucheng again. Wang Yuling was taken aback when she saw Tan Jing's appearance, and said, "It's raining so hard, why don't you hide and come back?"

Tan Jing smiled at her in a trance, Wang Yuling gave her a towel, and told her that Sun Ping woke up for a while in the afternoon, called his mother, and fell asleep again without seeing her.Tan Jing was full of guilt, but she knew that her hands were cold, so she dared not touch the child.Wang Yuling made two boiled water bottles and left them there. Now she poured hot water into the basin, and told her to go to the bathroom to clean up and change out the wet clothes. After entering the bathroom, Tan Jing looked at her face in the mirror, still swollen.Sun Zhijun's slap was so hard and precise that she was stunned.That slap also broke her heart.Although he treated her badly before, he never hit her. Even if he accidentally bumped into her when he was drunk, it was a purely unconscious action.She explained to Sun Zhijun the subsidy of CM Company for a long time, but he kept asking: "The risk is so high, why did you agree to the operation?" "If you drag it on, the child will die!" "Why don't you discuss it with me?" "Didn't I ask you to discuss it today? Besides, what's the use of discussing with you? Besides asking me for money, what else have you ever cared about?" Maybe it was this sentence that angered him, maybe it was because of another thing, when he suddenly leaned over to look at the card pasted on the bedside, which had the name of the attending doctor on it. Nie Yusheng. It clearly states the patient Sun Ping and the attending doctor Nie Yucheng. It is so rare that this name can meet with the same name and surname, even she couldn't convince herself that it was just a coincidence. He slapped her with his hands. "You operate on your child, where do you get the money to operate on your child?" She was stunned by the beating, the head nurse pulled her aside, and then Nie Yucheng came.She had never seen Nie Yucheng like that before, he was so enraged that he rushed forward and punched Sun Zhijun. He has never hit anyone before. In middle school, although Nie Yucheng was not a well-behaved student, he didn't bother to fight and make trouble.Especially after the reunion, she often felt that he was surprisingly calm. Maybe it was because of his professional status as a doctor, or maybe it was because he hadn't seen a big change in his temperament in seven years. So when Nie Yucheng punched that punch, she was not only stunned, but also heartbroken.The reason why Nie Yucheng beat Sun Zhijun was because she was beaten.She thought that his hatred for her had long since replaced everything, but why did he hate her so much? On that typhoon night, when he was heartbroken and rushed down the mountain, she was actually standing in the rain, crying loudly. Nie Yucheng, these three words, to her, the only meaning is the first person she has ever loved in this life, and also the one she loves the most. She cannot love. There were too many disintegrations in the middle, and she didn't even know how she finished those words.For a long time, she wanted to find Nie Yucheng, and she wanted to say, I'm sorry. The only thing she could say to him was these three words. She looked at herself in the mirror and said to herself, enough is enough. If lovesickness is a kind of debt, it has been repaid now, enough. She wrung out a hot towel and pressed it on her face, ordering herself to forget Nie Yucheng again. Wang Yuling waited for the rain to stop before leaving. When she left, Tan Jing already had a stuffy nose and a headache.Wang Yuling was worried, and Tan Jing said, "It's raining and cold, and it will definitely be fine tomorrow." When the lights were about to be turned off at night, Tan Jing felt weak all over. She went to the nurse's station and begged the nurse on duty to give her a thermometer. She took a measurement and it turned out to be thirty-nine degrees.The nurse on duty said: "Don't hold on, go to the emergency room immediately." "I just caught a cold..." "You can't stay in the ward even if you have a cold. You should go to the emergency room quickly. The patients in the ward are weak, so take precautions against infection." Tan Jing had no choice but to ask the nurse to take care of Sun Ping, and went downstairs to the emergency department in the outpatient building in front to make an appointment.The doctor inquired and diagnosed her with a cold due to wind-cold. Seeing that her fever was too high, she prescribed an intravenous drip for two days and said, "Today, I'll start with a bag of antipyretics, and tomorrow I'll give you another dose of antibiotics." Tan Jing went to get the medicine and hung up the water, it was almost midnight. There are not many people in the observation room, and those who are still in the outpatient clinic for infusion in the middle of the night are basically all kinds of emergencies.There was a child who was crying very hard, and the parents kept going around in circles with the medicine bag for the infusion. Tan Jing felt a splitting headache and didn't know what was going on with Sun Ping in the ward. She was unaccompanied in the middle of the night and had no one to count on to help her.Sun Zhijun was taken away by the police station. What she was most worried about was what would happen to Sun Ping's operation, and would the hospital agree to perform the operation?If it can't be done, can the child's illness be delayed? She had a high fever, was already weak, and had a severe headache. After closing her eyes for a while, she opened them again.The child in the observation room cried so much that he finally vomited milk. The parents panicked and held the child and called the doctor. After the child was taken away, the observation room became much quieter. Tan Jing closed her eyes and rested for a while, when suddenly a cool finger pressed on the back of her hand. After losing, the nurse was pulling out the needle for her.It turned out that she fell asleep for a while, but who called the nurse for her? Nie Yucheng was standing not far away. She pressed the Band-Aid on the back of her hand and needed to press it for a while to stop the bleeding.He came over to her and said, "I have something to tell you." In fact, there was nothing wrong, he just felt that she would not take care of him.In the evening, he received a call from the hospital to see an emergency department, but when he passed by the observation room, he saw her. Sitting alone in the observation room and getting an IV drip, even when he fell asleep, he was so tired.There was almost no blood on her lips, and she probably had a fever, so the corners of her lips were white and dry, and the potion in the bag was almost used up, but she didn't have any signs of waking up.If the needle is not pulled out, the blood will return, so he turned around and went to the duty room, and called the nurse. Tan Jing didn't know what he had to say to herself, but the observation room was not a place to talk.She pressed the Band-Aid for a while, then stood up.Nie Yucheng said, "Go to my car." There was no one in the parking lot, and the security guard on duty was taking a nap in the sentry box. There were not many cars here at night, and most of them belonged to doctors on night shift, so it seemed very empty and quiet.Nie Yucheng opened the car door for her. Most of the time, Xiao Jie can always reflect his background, good family education, and always remember the so-called demeanor. Nie Yucheng actually didn't think about what to say to Tan Jing, so after closing the car door, he was silent for a while before asking her, "Who sees the emergency room?" Tan Jing froze for a moment, then realized that he was asking who treated her just now, so she replied, "Doctor Zhang." There were too many doctors in the hospital, and he didn't know which one it was, so he asked again, "Where is the prescription?" Tan Jing handed him the crumpled medical record, and he looked at the diagnosis and prescribed medicine. She had a cold and a cold, and she must have caught the rain in the afternoon. He said: "Tomorrow, you should not go to the ward to accompany the bed, it will be contagious." "It's a cold and a cold..." "The hospital has rules." Tan Jing looked at his face quietly, his tone was still cold and blunt, she didn't know what to say, and suddenly heard him say: "Why?" "what why?" "There must be a reason why you said those things to me seven years ago, why?" Tan Jing took a slight breath, seven years later, what's the point of mentioning these again?She said: "I don't want to tell you. In fact, at that time, I hated you very much." "And now?" She repeated it blankly: "Now?" "Do you still hate me now?" Tan Jing subconsciously bit her lips. This question made her find it difficult to answer. She didn't know why he was asking so hard. Everything in the past had already passed, and there were too many people and things between them, so they couldn't go back. go, no? "A person once said to me, many times, hate is often because of love. Tan Jing, do you love me? Have you ever loved me?" Tan Jing didn't know what to say, the word "love" was already unfamiliar and extravagant to her.What qualifications does a person who is struggling with his destiny have to talk about love extravagantly? Her long silence made Nie Yucheng even more embarrassed, and he felt that he was humiliating himself again.Enough, why did this woman kiss him?Because he is her son's attending doctor?That's ridiculous! "Get out of the car." She looked at him in a little panic, his face was as calm as water, but his knuckles holding the steering wheel turned white, and he said again: "Get out of the car." Tan Jing got out of the car and watched him drive the car out of the parking lot. The speed of the car was very fast, and it stopped suddenly with a "crack" before it reached the lift lever of the exit. The sound of tires rubbing against the ground echoed in the quiet night The sound was particularly harsh, and woke up the dozing security guards in the sentry box.He glanced at the people in the car, and greeted Nie Yucheng through the car window: "Doctor Nie, are you working overtime again?" While speaking, he opened the lift lever.But Nie Yucheng, who has always been very polite to others, did not thank him as usual.As soon as the lifting lever was opened, the car rushed out of the parking lot like a flying arrow and disappeared into the night. The security guard scratched his head, planning to lie down and continue to sleep, but saw a person standing motionless in the middle of the parking lot under the streetlight.The light from the street lamp was not bright, and the security guard could only vaguely see that it was a woman, because she seemed to be wearing a skirt.Probably another doctor working overtime... The security guard yawned, there were too many emergency cases tonight. Tan Jing stood in the parking lot for a while. She was very worried. When Nie Yucheng drove away, he didn't even look at her. Because of this, she was very worried.In fact, he has not changed for so many years. When he is heartbroken, she can actually know.She was very worried that something would happen to Nie Yucheng, she even wanted to call him, but she hesitated when she found out her mobile phone and dialed his number. What position is there to make this call?Even that uncontrollable kiss was considered by him to have ulterior motives.Then let him think so, the past Tan Jing is dead, and she doesn't want to give herself a little hope. She had a fever because of a cold, and the nurse refused to let her go back to the ward, and standing in the parking lot was not an option, so she finally decided to go home.She needed sleep so much, she couldn't sleep well in the hospital for several days, and now she was sick and felt even more tired. Fortunately, there are overnight buses, but it is a little troublesome when changing buses. When we get outside the community, it is almost two o'clock in the morning.The shops on both sides of the narrow street are closed, only one Internet cafe is still open, and the snow-white lights are reflected on the ground. When she walked past, there was only her lonely shadow. The iron gate of the community has been locked, but people who come back late have a way, she tucked the corner of her skirt around her waist, and planned to climb up.As soon as she grabbed the iron fence and stepped on the first step, someone grabbed her hand, which made her almost scream in fright. Looking back, it turned out to be Nie Yucheng.With a gloomy face, he asked, "Are you planning to climb over?" Why is he here?His car was parked not far away, maybe he was here a long time ago, but she didn't pay attention. "Get in the car." He pulled her to the side of the car. She was staggered by his pull until she got to the side of the car. Only then did she notice that the side of the car was full of cigarette butts, at least a dozen of them.However, Nie Yucheng never smoked, he probably just parked his car here. She finally broke free from his hand: "Nie Yucheng, please let me go..." He paused for a moment, but he didn't let go. There was an almost mocking indifference in his tone: "You didn't let me go seven years ago, why should I let you go today?" Now he is not only full of hostility, but also moody.She was sleepy and tired, unable to resist his strength, and he pushed her into the back seat directly, rudely.He was like another person tonight, Tan Jing felt that Nie Yucheng after seven years was already another person, but tonight she saw the third Nie Yucheng.He looked as if he was drunk, but Tan Jing knew that he hadn't even touched a drop of alcohol, but he looked like he had lost his mind. He drove along the main road, and soon found a hotel, which looked quite high-end. He drove the car into the porch, and the doorman opened the door for them. Nie Yucheng got out of the car, and she followed in a daze. The car had already been opened by the people from the hotel. Let's go, he went straight to the front desk in the lobby, took out his ID card, and said he wanted a room with a big bed.The front desk of the hotel said with embarrassment that there are no more big bed rooms, only standard rooms and honeymoon suites. The location is good, the floor is very quiet…” Nie Yucheng said, "Then the honeymoon suite." The whole process was very quiet. Entering the elevator and entering the room, there were fruit plates and roses in the suite, and flower petals scattered on the bed. It was really a honeymoon suite.Immediately, the hotel brought up the car keys and said to park the car for them in the A16 parking lot on the second basement floor. Nie Yucheng took out a bill as a tip and closed the door. Tan Jing was still running a fever. He opened the closet and took out a bathrobe for her: "Go take a bath!" The bathtub was huge, but she was so sleepy that she couldn't help it. She hurriedly took a hot shower with the shower, and felt so comfortable that she was about to fall asleep. She came out wearing a bathrobe. Nie Yucheng was still sitting on the sofa, his silhouette was outlined by the floor lamp Come out, so familiar, yet so strange.She suddenly felt soft-hearted, almost guilty. Tan stood quietly in front of him, he quickly raised his head, and she said, "One hundred thousand." He never expected that she would say these two words, so he looked at her in confusion. "You know I need money, maybe you still... still like me. So, you can stay tonight if you want, I want 100,000." Nie Yucheng's face changed in an instant, and became bloodless. The bruise on his chin had not dissipated, and it was still a little swollen, which made his expression look weird. At that moment, Tan Jing really thought he would He jumped up and hit someone because his eyes were fierce, like a knife, as if he wanted to dig a transparent hole out of her body.But in the end he didn't do anything, he just gritted his teeth and said word by word: "Tan Jing, do you think that today, I will let you have whatever you want?" After saying this, he got up and slammed the door and walked into the elevator, only then did he feel that he was shaking.He had never felt so cold before. The wind from the air-conditioning outlet in the elevator was blowing. He took the elevator all the way to the underground garage. When he got in the car, he looked for the first-aid kit first. He opened the first-aid kit and held the thermometer before he realized what he was doing.He originally wanted to wait for Tan Jing to take a bath, and then he would come down and take the thermometer up to take her temperature to see if her fever had subsided.But what's the use of finding a thermometer now?What's the use? He pinched the thermometer hard in his hand, and the broken glass column was deeply embedded in his palm, blood and mercury fell all over the ground, and he didn't feel any pain.What he said at the end was a really ridiculous and pale cover-up.Why did she dare to ask him for money?It is because she clearly knows that even today, he will still let her have whatever she wants.She sold herself to him like a commodity. She asked for 30,000 last time, but this time she asked for 100,000.Even though there were ten thousand unavoidable things, even though she was really short of money, why was she so miserable, as if she was afraid that she still had a little bit of good memory, as if he was not enough to give up on her? He deeply regretted why he went to the place where she lived after a few circles in the street.Because she knew she had nowhere else to go, and she was sick.When he saw that she was going to climb the iron gate, how could he not be able to resist throwing away his cigarette butt and rushing up to grab the woman who had the audacity to do such a dangerous thing.Yes, he smoked, only recently, because it was so boring.He regretted why he brought her to the hotel, because he knew she had no place to sleep, and he regretted why he went to the room with her. He could have given her the room card and left. He just wanted her to take a hot bath, which would be helpful for reducing the fever. Help, he wanted to take his temperature before leaving.No matter what, he shouldn't have the slightest bit of pity in his heart, not even the last bit, because this woman would seize this chance and give him the cruelest blow. No matter what the reason was seven years ago, now he believes that at least one thing she said back then was true, that is, she never loved him.Even if she had treated each other a little bit sincerely back then, she wouldn't be so ruthless now that she would use all her past feelings as weapons and hurt him badly.The kiss in the afternoon was like a dream, he hated himself deeply, why would he expect even a little bit of hope?Why do you always delude yourself into thinking that she has a last resort?Why did I feel distressed when I saw her cry? Nie Yucheng, you are the stupidest fool in the world. How long will it take for you to wake up?