Chapter 13 Chapter Thirteen: The Lesser of Two Evils

Nie Dongyuan was in good spirits, but the combination of radiotherapy and chemotherapy made his face look very bad, his hair began to fall out, and he couldn't eat.He was very happy to see his son, and he was even happier when he saw his son with Shuqin: "Xiao Shu, why are you holding the thermos, and bring me something delicious?" "Aren't you a taboo? I didn't dare to bring you food for fear of being thrown out by the doctor. Nie Yucheng worked overtime, so I made some dumplings for him." "Girl, don't be too kind to that bastard. If you are too kind to him, he won't know how to flatter you. Next time you make dumplings, remember to give me half. The doctor said I can eat dumplings."

Shu Qin agreed with a smile.Nie Yucheng went out and said a few words to the doctor on duty, and then came back in to look at some pathological data of Nie Dongyuan.Nie Dongyuan said: "Don't look at it, your father will not die for a while. Besides, you are not from this department, what do you know!" "I still understand the general things." Nie Yucheng put the inspection report back to its original place and replied lightly. Nie Dongyuan lived in a VIP ward, which was very spacious and in good condition.The LCD TV hanging on the wall was broadcasting news, and it happened to be about the child who fell on the construction site in the afternoon, was sent to the hospital for seven or eight hours of surgery, and is now in the ICU.

Nie Dongyuan said: "Hey, isn't this your hospital? How did this parent take the child, and how did he bring the child to the construction site? It's really dangerous for such a thing to happen. I have to call the general manager of the real estate side. Our construction site Such a thing must never happen.” Nie Yusheng said: "The children of migrant workers have nowhere to go when they go to the city during the holidays. However, there is indeed a problem with the management of this construction site. Minors should not be allowed to enter, and they did not wear safety helmets. They fell off and injured many internal organs. There is also trauma, the entire surgery department has been busy working on this child all afternoon, in the part of the heart and chest that I did, a steel bar just pierced the heart, and a few millimeters further forward, it is estimated that he would die."

Nie Dongyuan frowned and said, "Then can this injury heal?" "It depends on luck. If you survive tonight, maybe the situation will be more optimistic." On TV, there was someone donating money to the parents of the child in the hospital. Nie Dongyuan remembered: "How much does this child need for medical expenses?" "I don't know. The ICU is so expensive. It depends on how long he will stay. Including the initial emergency surgery fee, it must be more than 200,000." "Go and tell the patient's parents, I will cover the cost, and you can rest assured to treat the child."

Nie Yusheng looked at his father in surprise. It's not that Nie Dongyuan doesn't do charity. Dongyuan Group has assisted in the construction of more than a dozen Hope Primary Schools in impoverished areas, and once took reporters to the mountainous areas of Southwest Guizhou for various charity activities.Nie Dongyuan's true attitude towards charity is dismissive. The reasons for his support for charity are very simple. One is the need for the company's image, and the other is that it can be deducted reasonably. "It's only now that I understand what money is and what life is." Nie Dongyuan seemed sad, "I don't know if I can live long enough to see my grandson, save someone's child's life, and accumulate some virtue."

Shu Qin quickly said: "Uncle, don't be pessimistic. In fact, experts have said that if conservative treatment is effective, it is normal to survive for another ten or eight years. Now that science is so advanced, there are many new drugs at home and abroad. In the next year, maybe there will be some new medicine, and it will be completely cured." Nie Dongyuan said: "I'm not urging you to get married." He sighed and said, "It's just that there are times in life, and there are always times in life. Don't force it. I used to always feel that I am different from others, even when I am old, I am not the same. I will be like those old fools. Only now do I know that I am really old, and my thoughts are still exactly the same as others. It is a great blessing that a person can live to old age, retire, and take care of his grandchildren at home."

Nie Yucheng couldn't stop talking: "Dad, stop thinking about it. Cooperate well with the treatment. Next week, there will be a board meeting." "That's right." Nie Dongyuan cheered up, "You should do these two things: one is to call the real estate manager Jiang and ask him to re-emphasize the construction site management regulations with Party B's construction unit; Call Secretary Zhang and ask him to come to the hospital and pay the child's medical expenses." Since he was ill, he occasionally asked Nie Yucheng to do some things, mostly small things like this, so Nie Yucheng said, "I don't have Mr. Jiang's phone number."

"Secretary Zhang has it, you call him first." Secretary Zhang is such a clever person. When he received a call from Nie Yusheng, he came to the hospital overnight and donated 100,000 yuan to the injured child on behalf of Nie Dongyuan. The charitable fund is responsible for reimbursement.The child's parents only need a thousand thanks. Nie Yucheng didn't want to see that kind of scene, so he avoided it a long time ago and never showed up. As for Nie Dongyuan, of course he would not show up. However, after Secretary Zhang finished this matter, he still went to Nie Dongyuan's ward to find Nie Yusheng, and handed him an address book: "This is the contact information of the bosses of all the companies under the group, as well as the senior and middle managers of the group headquarters. address book."

"Give me this for what?" "Mr. Nie is ill and lives in this hospital. Sometimes I'm not with him. If he needs to make a call or something, it will be more convenient for him to find you." "Okay." Nie Yucheng didn't take it seriously, and just accepted the address book. "Also, Mr. Nie said he wanted to call Mr. Jiang, don't forget." "I know." Nie Yucheng didn't think it was a big deal. He checked the time and it wasn't too late, so he called Mr. Jiang from Dongyuan Real Estate and conveyed Nie Dongyuan's intention.Mr. Jiang was very polite on the phone, and promised to hold an emergency meeting tomorrow to inform the branch companies across the country to work with Party B to urge the construction unit to check the construction site, standardize the system, and hold a safety month competition.After finishing his official business, he asked about Nie Dongyuan's condition as usual, comforted Nie Yucheng, and then hung up the phone.

When Nie Yucheng left the hospital, it was already time to turn off the lights in the ward.In the car, Shu Qin finally couldn't help laughing out loud.Nie Yucheng felt puzzled and asked, "What are you laughing at?" "I'm laughing, you are Sun Wukong, you can't turn the palm of Buddha Tathagata." "You mean my father?" "Yes." Shu Qin looked at him with a smile, "He told you to call, so you just call. Have you ever thought about what kind of identity you are calling?" "What else can he have, isn't it his son?" "I guess... that Mr. Jiang must be very polite to you."

"My father's subordinates have always been very polite to me." "Tonight is different. Don't you think he is very polite?" Nie Yucheng finally thought about it, and said: "I'm not being too polite, but he said that he would hold a safety competition month for the construction sites of various branches across the country, and asked me what I thought. I don't know anything about their business, so I don't know why If you want to ask my opinion, just say you can figure it out.” "My lord, my lord, everyone regards you as the successor to the chairman of the board. Of course, they will ask you for your opinion on his plan. You still let others figure it out. When you meet a boss like you, a professional manager People are also unlucky." "I just made a phone call for my father..." "Everyone treats you as the crown prince supervising the country, but you are still kept in the dark." "My father said he wouldn't force me to take over his job." "Then what do you plan to do with the entire Dongyuan Group? They are a listed company. It should not be said. If there is an emergency, uncle, all the shares will be inherited by you. What do you plan to do on that day? What are you going to do with all shareholders? Say, I don’t understand, and I don’t intend to take care of it, you can figure it out.” "Optimistically speaking, this situation will not happen for at least a few years." "So in the past few years, your father has to plan ahead and introduce you to a management position step by step. Nie Yucheng, accept your fate, who told you that you are an only child." "I'm not an only child, my father has another child, so I thought that I would never be able to forgive him." Shu Qin was taken aback, completely dumbstruck. "I never told you... In fact, I only told one other person besides you." Nie Yucheng's hand holding the steering wheel tightened unconsciously, as if what he was holding was not the steering wheel, but the throat of fate.On that typhoon night ten years ago, he left home in the torrential rain to find Tan Jing.At that time, he felt that he was abandoned by the whole world. A child who grew up in a single-parent family had an unusual sensitivity to the family and the love of his parents. This was why he subconsciously approached Tan Jing at first.Because she is also a single parent family. Tan Jing opened the door to see him, and he will never forget that look in his life.She pulled him into the room and wiped his hair with a towel. His clothes were all soaked, and he shivered from the cold.He asked: "Tan Jing, if I had nothing, would you still like me?" How did she answer back then, she said: "Even if you are a beggar on the street, I still like you!" Seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, the definition of love is still just liking.Tan Jing was younger than him, but she kept hugging him that day, hugging and coddling him like a child, but he had a high fever the next day, but she had to go back to school.She took a plate, filled it with some water, pinched a few beans and put them in the plate, and said to him with a smile, "I'll be back when the beans germinate." So many past events, the years spent together, happy memories and painful memories, are all in my mind, and I have never retired for a moment. For so many years, whenever he was alone, he always used to take a plate of clear water, put a few beans, put them on the window sill, and watch them slowly sprout and grow taller.The bean sprouts are white and fat at first, and then they will gradually turn green, and finally, they will grow thin and long. The sadness at first finally turned into an epiphany.Tan Jing will never come back, no matter how much he waits, no matter how much he looks forward to, no matter how long the bean sprouts grow.Even the beginning of this waiting is the beginning of a tragedy.Which bean can grow pods in a saucer of clear water?It will only grow into a bean sprout, and eventually it will wither slowly because it has no foundation and no nutrition.Just like the relationship between him and her, at the beginning of germination, it was such a simple longing, but it was destined to have no real result. Shu Qin didn't ask who else knew the secret, nor did she ask what kind of person Nie Dongyuan's other child was.She knew that what Nie Yucheng needed was not comfort or anything else, he just needed a secret outlet.When he learned of this, he must have been deeply hurt. Although he looked cold and aloof on the surface, he was actually a sensitive and weak person in his heart.He puts too much emphasis on love and family affection, and uses his affection too deeply, so he can't afford to hurt him at all. One injury often kills him. When he learned the truth in the past, he must have been very terrified and painful. Perhaps it was that ex-girlfriend who comforted him at that time.The only person he ever shared this secret with, the only person he ever trusted, with all his heart. It is also the only person he has never really let go of for so many years. Shu Qin suddenly felt that Nie Yucheng was very lucky. Some people will never meet the person who makes them unforgettable in their lifetime, and some people meet the person who makes them unforgettable, but in the end they drift away.Nie Yucheng is different. He shared everything in the deepest part of his heart with that person. He once loved someone wholeheartedly. Even if he was hurt in the end, he also had it. A period of time with no complaints or regrets. . Finally, when Nie Yucheng got out of the car, she said to Nie Yucheng who was silent all the way: "Don't blame your father, he didn't do anything wrong to you, but to another child." "I know." Nie Yucheng smiled infinitely sour, "It's already passed, in fact, it's quite easy to say it. After so many years, I'm finally willing to tell people about it." He had forgotten that he had actually said this to another person many years ago, but that was different.Shu Qin thought, he still regards her as a friend, more as a confidant.And that person is a part of his life.He never regarded that person as an outsider, so he never found it difficult to share these things with her. "Go to bed early and don't think too much." "Good night." "Good night." Shu Qin started the car and drove into the main road again. The lights of the buildings on both sides had also gradually faded away.The city began to fall asleep, and the neon lights in the downtown area were still flickering, but many people had already fallen asleep. The Wanjia lights were turned off one by one, and there were fewer cars on the road than during the day.Shu Qin turned on the radio, and a love song was playing on the radio, and a hoarse voice escaped: I never resisted your charm Although you never had a crush on me i always look at you with a smile My affection always overflows easily ... For the first time in my life, I let go of my reserve Let yourself fantasize about me and you you love me you love me to the end For the first time in my life, I let go of my reserve Believe that I can really love you deeply ... She finally couldn't bear it anymore, called Sheng Fangting and said, "Why did you lend money to Tan Jing?" He was probably in the ward, so the background sound was very quiet. He said: "Colleagues should help each other, and you know that she saved me." Shu Qin gritted her teeth and said, "Since when did you become such a kind-hearted person? Did you already know something? Why didn't you tell me?" "I just discovered that she seems to have an unusual relationship with Nie Yucheng." "Nie Yucheng doesn't look right at her. She must be Nie Yucheng's ex-girlfriend. I just tested it, but Nie Yucheng didn't say anything." "Shu Qin," Sheng Fangting said in a very calm tone, "don't get too involved. You will misunderstand me." "Didn't you never worry that I would fall in love with Nie Yucheng?" Shu Qin couldn't help but sneer, "Compared to him, you are really more like a devil!" Sheng Fangting smiled softly and said: "The devil and the devil will be together forever, you and I are the same person, I will never worry, you will fall in love with Nie Yucheng who is like an angel. So, please rest assured, I I won't have any other thoughts about Nie Yucheng's ex-girlfriend." Tan Jing didn't sleep well all night, and the family members who accompanied her in the ward all showed their own abilities. An old woman kindly told her that she could rent a recliner to sleep in, but it cost 80 yuan a night. She was not willing to spend that money, and used two The chairs were put together, half sitting and half lying down, confused for most of the night.The nurse would check on the monitoring equipment every two hours to check the oxygen and drips, and she couldn't sleep anymore. When it was dawn, she had just been dazed for a while, and the corridor outside became lively.In the morning when the shifts were handed over for rounds, all the doctors came. Today is Sunday, not the time for a big round of ward rounds, but Director Fang happened to have a special surgery yesterday, and he came here this morning to see the patient's postoperative condition as usual. Since he leads the team, the ward round team is of course mighty . The ward was originally a small place, but once so many doctors came in, it seemed that there were white coats everywhere.Director Fang looked at the patients one by one. When it was Sun Ping's turn, he asked some questions very carefully. Everyone was concerned. Everyone knew that Nie Yucheng must be unlucky today. Director Fang lost his temper on the operating table yesterday. Almost the entire department knew about it.During the rounds this morning, Director Fang personally asked all Nie Yucheng's patients.Sure enough, Director Fang didn't let go of a slightly scribbled Latin drug name in the doctor's order.From whether the prescription is written in a standard way to the safety of medical drugs, although he didn't mention Nie Yucheng's name, and didn't look at Nie Yucheng directly, everyone listened to the lecture with their heads down, and no one dared to interrupt Director Fang's endless chatter In the end, a deputy director of the department rescued him: "The patient in the seventh bed was put on a ventilator at four o'clock in the morning. Would you like to go over to see the doctor's order first, and you have a meeting at nine o'clock..." Even if Director Fang didn't give face to others, he had to give face to the deputy director, so he didn't say anything, put down the veneer clip, turned around and left, and the mighty army rushed out.Nie Yucheng walked at the back. He had already walked out of the ward, but suddenly he came back, picked up the veneer clip, took out a pen from his coat pocket, and carefully retrace the Latin word stroke by stroke. When he was wronged, he still pursed his lips childishly. His lips looked like a small ingot with slightly raised corners. Tan Jing stood far away to watch him change the doctor's order. In a crowd of people just now, she deliberately She didn't look at him, now he was alone, and she couldn't avoid it.There was a little carbon ink stain on his thumb. After writing, he looked for paper everywhere to wipe his hands, but he couldn't find it, so he hurried into the bathroom and washed his hands clean.The water was splashing, and he shook his hands when he came out, but his fingers were still wet, so he held the notebook under his arm. Someone in the corridor asked, "Where's Nie Yucheng? Quick, the director is looking for him!" He walked out quickly, he was thirty years old, his last stride was as agile as a young man of seventeen or eighteen, he didn't look frizzy, just childish.Tan Jing felt a little sad.When we parted and reunited, I never had the impression of meeting like this morning. Nie Yucheng this morning was like Nie Yucheng ten years ago, the boy who was silent on the surface but rebellious in his heart. The ward became quiet again, and Tan Jing was very upset. She sat down and looked at Sun Ping's face on the hospital bed. The child was breathing hard, his chest was heaving, and his lips were still purple.Tan Jing feels like a tree in a typhoon, which has been beaten by the wind and rain of fate for too long, and it is almost unable to support it. Even though there was a meeting at nine o'clock, Director Fang still spent half an hour in the office scolding Nie Yucheng after the house inspection.Everyone passed by the director's office with light hands and feet, lest they make any noise and make Director Fang angry.A few doctors didn't even dare to breathe outside, and buried their heads in writing the course of the disease. Even the head nurse who talked the most usually didn't say a word, as if she had put a Band-Aid on her mouth. "Do you know why I scolded you? What's going on with you recently? You're like a floating fish, dizzy! Don't think that you haven't made any big mistakes. I'll see if you go on like this, sooner or later something will happen. Tell yourself What is going on? What are you thinking about all day long? As doctors, we should think calmly and rationally at any time and any place. What happened to you yesterday? What special relationship does that Sun Ping have with you? They don’t even prescribe a penny for medicines not covered by medical insurance. Some medicines must be used. Do you have to understand? Are you saving money for the patient, or are you killing the patient?!” Nie Yucheng finally whispered: "I have nothing to do with him... It's just that their family conditions are not good..." "It's nothing special. You called to enter the special operating room?" Director Fang couldn't help roaring again, "I thought the sky was falling, you called me for help!" "I forgot you were doing surgery..." "Forgot?" Director Fang's voice raised another note, "You said you were not dizzy! Did you forget while standing on the operating table? Let me tell you, if you continue to be like this all day without knowing what you are thinking, you will always One day you will forget the hemostat in the patient's chest! Don't think that it is a trivial matter that you forget what you are doing, you have no medical ethics!" A trainee doctor outside the door came pushing an instrument. He wanted to raise his hand to knock on the door, but when he heard the last sentence through the door, he withdrew his hand in fright. He made a gesture of killing chickens and wiping his neck at him, and the intern doctor was so frightened that he quietly pushed the instrument away again. In the end, when it was time for Director Fang's meeting, he left resentfully. Before he walked out of the office, he said, "Reflect on yourself." Nie Yucheng bowed his head and walked out of the director's office. Among the doctors brought by Director Fang, the oldest one was surnamed Dong, who was usually the best at taking care of others.Nie Yucheng was young, and because Director Fang was particularly fond of him, the old director always regarded Nie Yucheng as a junior fellow student outside the staff, and never forgot that he had a double degree and was not a student of Director Fang.At this moment, comfort him: "Love is deep and responsibility is deep, and it would not be such an effort for him if it were someone else." "That's right." Another doctor Xiao Min pushed his glasses and said, "Brother Nie, don't be discouraged, the old demon loves you the most. He is Feng Qingyang and you are Linghu Chong. He hates iron but not steel!" "Old Demon is the nickname of Director Fang, and only a few disciples dare to make such a big move on Tai Sui's head and call him openly.Director Fang is the kind of master who is good at everything, as long as his work skills are good and his grades are good, he can spoil his students to heaven. "Xiao Min, your analogy is wrong. If the old demon is Feng Qingyang, Linghu Chong should also be the big brother, Old Dong! Look at the tone of Old Dong, how much like Linghu Chong. Just like Nie Yucheng's appearance that attracts women's liking, It's Yang Guo anyway, it shouldn't be Linghu Chong!" "Isn't Linghu Chong attractive to women? Why is Ren Yingying so desperate for him? Besides, how could Nie Yucheng be Yang Guo? If he were Yang Guo, wouldn't you and I become Quanzhen's disciples? I don't want to be with those bull-nosed Taoist priests." All the way..." "Why is Yang Guo a disciple of Quanzhen? Yang Guo should belong to the Ancient Tomb Sect! But the Ancient Tomb Sect is not very good...they are all psychopathic women..." A few people were joking around, the doctor of clinical medicine is suffering, and the doctor of clinical medicine under Director Fang is even more miserable.For other tutors, maybe you can turn a blind eye and close your eyes, and give gifts to find connections. If you are not good enough under Director Fang, you will never graduate.The homework is tight and there are many operations, so the doctors are having fun all day long.Normally, Nie Yucheng would feel relaxed after listening to their nonsense for a while, but today he was really depressed.Because Director Fang was right, recently he didn't know what he was thinking all day long, and made small mistakes frequently. If this continues, it may really lead to a catastrophe. Seeing him distracted, Xiao Min said sympathetically, "Senior Brother Nie, you were really fooled by the old demon..." "Xiao Nie is worried about family affairs." Old Dong interrupted Xiao Min and gave him a wink, "Don't worry too much, the two directors of Liver and Tumor came to find Lao Yao together that day. I have heard it all. Uncle’s condition is actually quite optimistic. If he is treated conservatively, there will be no problem in a few years.” "Thank you," Nie Yucheng finally smiled wryly, "Thank you everyone, I've really lost my mind recently." "Whoever encounters this kind of thing is not in a hurry." Old Dong patted him on the shoulder, "I will switch the night shift with you tomorrow night, and you will take my day shift. You are too tired recently and need to rest." "thanks." "Thank you, I almost cut the wrong blood vessel in the operation last week. Fortunately, you stopped it in time with your sharp eyesight and hands, otherwise the old demon would have to chop me up. Great kindness, I will take a day shift to replace it with you." , it’s a great deal.” Today Nie Yucheng still has surgery scheduled, so he ate alone in the cafeteria at noon, but met Wang Yuling who came to buy food.She found the wrong cafeteria, which is not open to the public. It is a doctor's cafeteria. When queuing up to buy meals, you have to swipe the meal card inside the hospital. Wang Yuling waited in line for a long time before she knew she had made a mistake. Just as she was about to leave, Nie Yucheng had already stood up and stood up for her. Bought two meals. "A serving of scrambled eggs with tomatoes." He said to the chef behind the window, then turned to ask Wang Yuling, "What do you eat?" "Shredded pork with celery." "There is also shredded pork with celery." Wang Yuling took a brand new lunch box and packed scrambled eggs with tomatoes. She ate the other shredded meat with celery in the cafeteria. She saw that there was an empty seat next to Nie Yucheng, so she sat down, causing the nurses around to whisper.Many people like to watch Nie Yucheng eat, but few nurses dare to sit opposite him.His aura is too strong, and when he sits there, he always looks like he rejects others.It seemed that what he was holding was not chopsticks for eating, but a lancet, and what he was facing was not a meal, but a patient on the operating table, with a serious and indifferent expression.So the nurses are nympho, but they seldom come over to sit at the same table with him.Wang Yuling didn't think so, but she thought that Nie Yucheng was a good person who bought food for her with a credit card, so she took out a handful of change and gave it to him: "Thank you, Doctor Nie." "you are welcome." Wang Yuling saw that he didn't take the stack of money, so she put it on the table.Doctors are very particular about how dirty the money is, Wang Yuling thought to herself, of course he doesn't want to pick it up with his hands while eating.While eating, she asked Nie Yucheng, "How did you know I wanted scrambled eggs with tomatoes?" "I saw you buying lunch yesterday." "Oh, yes!" Wang Yuling suddenly realized. Nie Yucheng lowered his head to eat, and hated himself secretly in his heart. He was scolded bloody by Director Fang in the morning, and he also made up his mind to reflect on himself, but when he saw Wang Yuling standing there in embarrassment, he immediately went over to help swipe his card.dizzy, dizzy!Now not only does he get dizzy when he sees Tan Jing, but he also gets dizzy when he sees someone related to her. How can it go on like this. But Wang Yuling mustered up her courage, and asked him, "Doctor Nie, I am Sun Ping, a patient in bed thirty-nine... Sun Ping's mother's friend, Sun Ping's illness... What is going on..." "It's best to have surgery as soon as possible." "How much does the surgery cost?" "One hundred thousand." Nie Yucheng carefully picked out the onion and ginger in the middle of the meatball soup, and said, "The patient's condition is unstable now, and the risk is high. Maybe he will be admitted to the ICU after surgery, and the cost is relatively high." Wang Yuling said: "I read the news today and said that it was the child who was sent to the hospital yesterday. A Mr. Nie donated 100,000 yuan and said that he was responsible for all the later expenses... The nurses said that this Mr. Nie is your father. , the chairman of Dongyuan Group. I know the situation of Sun Ping’s family, and they will never be able to afford hundreds of thousands of surgical fees..." Nie Yucheng put down his chopsticks and asked calmly, "What do you want to say?" "Doctor Nie, you are so kind, can you tell the hospital to help Sun Ping find a good person to donate money to save him... Or, tell Mr. Nie..." "The hospital is not a charity, and not everyone has donations. There are more than 200 patients in the Department of Cardiac Surgery, and there are more than a dozen children with heart disease in the Department of Pediatrics. Except for one charity organization that provides funding for congenital heart surgery for children with rural household registration , no other social organization has a donation plan. I'm sorry, Miss Wang, I can't help you." Wang Yuling said, "But that child yesterday..." "Yesterday, the child was willing to donate because of the influence of social news, and my father happened to see the news and was moved with compassion, so he was willing to donate. In a situation like Sun Ping, the hospital has nothing to do, and neither can I. I don't care. For my patients, I will ask my father to donate money, he is him, I am me." After a pause, he said, "Besides, I talked to Sun Ping's parents, there is a subsidized surgery plan of CM company, but It is necessary to use CM artificial blood vessels, but the patient’s parents have not agreed so far, so this plan has been shelved.” Wang Yuling didn't understand why Tan Jing didn't agree to the subsidized surgery plan, so she went to the ward to deliver food to Tan Jing, and asked about it, Tan Jing said: "The risk is too high, more than 50%." Only then did Wang Yuling understand that she didn't know what to say, she just watched Tan Jing poking the rice in the lunch box with her chopsticks.Wang Yuling sighed and said, "That Dr. Nie is really a good person. He bought this meal for me. He has such a rich father, but he has no airs at all. But when it comes to Chairman Nie's donation His face became stern, as if he was very unhappy. Hey, Tan Jing, how come our Sun Ping is not as lucky as someone else's child. When something happened to someone else's child, Dr. Nie's father donated 100,000 yuan, and said he would do his best. For the treatment, he covered all the medical expenses. Why can't we encounter such a thing..." Tan Jing lowered her head, and her fingers holding the chopsticks were trembling slightly. After a long time, she heard her own difficult voice, she said: "I did it myself, I can't live." "What are you talking about, Tan Jing." Wang Yuling didn't hear clearly at all, she said, "It's like a mosquito humming." "It's nothing." Tan Jing cheered up, "I have to go to Manager Sheng to have a look. Tomorrow is Monday, and the company will definitely have a lot of emails. I'll see if he needs my help first. You can look it over for me. mediocre." "it is good." "If Pingping wakes up, call my cell phone." "I know, I know." Tan Jing walked to the end of the corridor, where there was a public toilet, which was rarely used, because the conditions of the wards are now good, and each ward has its own toilet. The toilet in the corridor is rarely used except by medical staff. Someone comes in.When Tan Jing entered, there was no one there. She hid in the bathroom and cried heartily. How many tears do you need to relieve the oppressive pain in your heart?How many tears do you need to wash away your regrets about the past?She really felt that she had done something wrong. She was simply incapable of giving the child a good life, but she brought him into this world and made him suffer from the moment he was born. Until now, he is still unconscious in the ward.The disease did not kill her, and she gritted her teeth and endured the most difficult times, but now fate is about to knock her down. She couldn't take it any longer. When Nie Yucheng went into the bathroom, he vaguely heard someone crying next door. It was a woman's voice, and the crying was depressing and painful.People often cry in the hospital, especially in the middle of the night, when he dragged his tired body out of the emergency operating room and heard the sobs of family members, he often had an illusion in a trance, as if the crying woman was his talk quietly. Because Tan Jing cried with such a suppressed voice, she couldn't even cry loudly, she could only sob softly.It took him a long time to force himself to get rid of this wrong judgment, because every time he passed by a crying family member, he would force himself to take a look and see clearly that it was not Tanjing.This trick is very ruthless and very effective, allowing him to wake up immediately, and whenever anyone cries, he will want to take a look like obsessive-compulsive disorder.Nie Yucheng felt dizzy again, and Tan Jing's son became his patient, living in the ward outside the heart, so he didn't know what he was thinking all day long.He strode out of the bathroom, went back to the duty room, found the head nurse, pulled her aside, and said, "Find someone to go to the bathroom. There is a woman crying inside. I'm afraid something will happen." The head nurse is also afraid of accidents. There have been incidents of patients jumping off the building in the ward before, and the whole hospital was in a commotion. It was not a medical accident and it was restless for several months. Therefore, the hospital is the strictest in preventing such incidents. All the windows in the corridors of the inpatient wards are reinforced so that they can only be opened a small slit, and there are also iron fences outside the windows of the wards, which are said to be anti-theft nets, but in fact they are so high that thieves cannot climb up. So the head nurse heard what Nie Yucheng said and went to the bathroom in person.He came back after a while, sat across from Nie Yucheng's table, just shook his head and sighed.Nie Yucheng asked, "What's going on?" "Your patient, the parent of the child in bed thirty-nine, is hiding in the bathroom and crying alone. Seeing me go in, I quickly wiped my tears and pretended to be okay. It was really a crime. I was afraid that she would not think about it, so I persuaded her for a long time before coming back. " The parents of the thirty-nine beds... It took Nie Yucheng two seconds to realize who the head nurse was talking about, and he couldn't help being stunned. Many times when others cry, he is always worried that it is Tan Jing.But when Tan Jing was really crying across the wall, he couldn't hear it.What exactly did time steal away... to make the distance between them so far away, so strange... After a long while, he said, "Then where is she now?" "She said she was going to see a colleague who was also hospitalized in our hospital, and left. I watched the elevator she entered." The head nurse said, "It should be fine." Nie Yucheng knew that she should go to see Sheng Fangting, and his original emotions became complicated again. He walked to the window, the cardiac surgery ward was on the 30th floor, it was too high up here, from such a height, the pedestrians below were all one by one Little black dot, how can you tell which one is Tan Jing? He thought bitterly, maybe he could only be like this forever, standing at a far distance, unable to approach, and also unable to approach, facing one direction, expecting her to appear, but when she actually appeared, he might have already He couldn't recognize her, because the distance between him and her was too far away. While Sheng Fangting was answering the email, he heard familiar footsteps in the corridor.He could already distinguish Tan Jing's footsteps from those of doctors and nurses, because she stepped very lightly.The patient who shared the ward with him has been discharged, and now he lives here alone. When dealing with official business, he sends the nurse Xiao Feng to rest in the garden downstairs, so that the ward is quieter.He clicked send email, then closed the laptop, and Tan Jing really appeared at the door of the ward. She was not in a good mood, and there were dark circles under her eyes, but she smiled very hard: "Manager Sheng, what do you think today?" Sample?" "Very good. The doctor said that I can be discharged next week." Sheng Fangting asked, "How is Pingping? If you take good care of him, you don't need to come here. There is Xiao Feng here, and he is very careful." 提到孙平，谈静脸上那一抹强笑也没有了，她深深地皱起眉心：“平平还没有醒，医生说他太虚弱了，所以在昏睡。”她说，“其实我是想来跟您讨个主意，您的眼光见识都远高于我，我也没有什么亲戚朋友可以商量，所以想来问一问您。” “尽管说，我可以帮忙的一定帮忙。” 谈静迟疑了一会儿，问：“您有没有遇上过特别为难的事情？” “当然有，人生不会永远都是彩虹，所以人人都会遇上困难。” “那您有没有恨过一个人？特别特别地恨……因此做了一件，本来不应该去做的事情。” “我是一个普通人，有时候也会有恨，也做过不该做的事情。”盛方庭说，“其实每个人都会犯错，每个人也都有可能做本来不该做的事情，我们是凡人又不是圣人，做错了也没什么。” 谈静轻轻地叹了口气，低下头：“可是后果很严重。” “任何事情都没有我们想像得那么严重。”盛方庭说，“我刚刚到上海工作的时候，在工作上犯过一个特别特别严重的错误，导致整个亚太区的供货商，接到一份错误的报价单。我心想完蛋了，我一定会被公司开除，但事实上我立刻向我的上司汇报我的错误，一直层层向上甚至惊动了亚太区副总裁。最后公司决定给我一个机会，我在半个月内飞了十六个国家，去向所有供货商当面道歉并且签定新的供货合同。回到上海后，我还被扣掉了三个月的薪水，但是后来我拿到的价格非常的优秀，公司决定让我留下来。不久后我升职，因为我见过所有的供货商，而且后期的合作关系一直良好。所以天无绝人之路，你不要把错误想得太严重，也许塞翁失马，焉知非福。” 谈静怔怔地出神，其实盛方庭也没想到自己会把这件事讲给她听，也许今天的谈静太无助了，无助得让他觉得，自己一定要说点什么来鼓励她，也许她是真的被孩子的病压垮了。 谈静终于抬起头来，问：“如果有两个选择，一个选择会伤害到很多人，而另一个选择，也会伤害到很多人……” “中国有一句话，叫两害相权取其轻，职场上也是这样，哪个选择造成的损失少，就选择哪个。” 他刻意强调了职场，谈静又怔了一会儿，最后终于下定决心，说：“盛经理，谢谢您，我知道该怎么办了。” 盛方庭想了想，又说：“在做出重大决定之前，要郑重，争取考虑到所有可能发生的问题。而做出决定之后，哪怕结果并不理想，也不要后悔，因为已经尽力了。” “谢谢您，盛经理。” "You're welcome." “还有……从下周一开始，我想请一个礼拜的假……” 盛方庭知道她要在医院照顾孙平，于是说：“没关系，下周我还在医院，公司一定会安排你继续在医院照顾我，不用算请假，如果公司打电话来，我会协调。” 谈静十分感激：“谢谢您。” 谈静走后，盛方庭重新打开笔记本电脑，这个女人到底想问什么呢？他知道她已经做出了一个重大的决定，可是这个决定到底是什么呢？盛方庭看着窗外的斜阳出神，他对谈静的一切都开始好奇，尤其当他发现她与聂宇晟有关之后。其实她看上去很柔弱，可是骨子里却很执著，也很坚强。生活也许给她带来的是更多的磨难，但她似乎从来没有被打倒。只是这两天她看上去格外憔悴，似乎命运的重击已经让她摇摇欲坠。 盛方庭叹了口气，或许，这就是一个有孩子的女人，有孩子的女人从来是打不倒的，除非她们的孩子出了事。