Chapter 12 Chapter Eleven He Will Find Her Someday

Ji Ting was born in September, which is still a season of scorching sun in the south, his birthday is exactly two months away from Zhi Yi, so it should be very close to the date of "that person"'s birth - I can't explain why, Ji Ting doesn't I would like to think of her, all the memories about her are like a picture with dim and ambiguous colors, but they cannot be erased from my mind, just like she clearly has no promise to him, but he always has resentment for her leaving, Can't let go. He doesn't like birthdays. He is a premature baby, and the day he was born is his mother's good day. Similarly, he will not forget that a birthday party two years ago has become a huge turning point in his life.In the past, on this day, his parents had to celebrate his birthday, and it was just a family meal together. However, this time, just the day before his 23rd birthday, he took the initiative to mention to his parents, "Today I I called Uncle Gu's family and asked their family to come over for dinner tomorrow." Ji Peiwen was a little surprised, but he didn't say anything, just discussing with his wife about preparing the next day's dinner.

The dinner atmosphere on the second day was quite pleasant, and the guests and hosts had a good time.Ji Peiwen and Gu Weizhen still had a few drinks, and the topic gradually became more and more open. Naturally, there were endless topics about women between Wang Fan and Xu Shuyun.Ji Ting didn't drink, he knew from a long time ago that he was incapable of drinking, so he simply didn't drink at all, but this night, his face was slightly red from drunkenness, although he didn't talk much, his eyes were bright Surprisingly.He has always been a person whose mood swings are not obvious, and most of the time his expression is just a kind of indifferent gentleness, so even the invisible Zhiyi seems to be sensitively aware of his words. His unusual mood.

"Zhiyi, eat some fish." Xu Shuyun gently put the food into Zhiyi's bowl, "You can eat at ease, Aunt Xu has picked out the fishbone for you." "Oh, thank you, Aunt Xu." Zhiyi, who had been buried in her meal, raised her head and smiled in the direction Xu Shuyun spoke. Ji Ting took out the fish from Zhiyi's bowl again, "Mom, Zhiyi doesn't like to eat this." Xu Shuyun smiled, "Look, I really don't know, this child Zhiyi is too honest, if she doesn't like to eat, just tell Aunt Xu, what's the matter?" "Your family Ji Ting is still careful." Wang Fan also said with a smile, "If he didn't say it, I almost forgot it as a mother." She turned her head and smiled at Gu Weizhen, "Tell me, if we have such a son , that would be great." Gu Weizhen nodded with a smile.

"Our two families are like a family. What's wrong with treating him as your son?" Xu Shuyun said. Wang Fan nodded repeatedly, "That's true, maybe, everyone will really be a family in the future." Her words made several people laugh, and two red clouds floated on Zhiyi's face.In Ji Peiwen's smile, there was an imperceptible trace of embarrassment. He looked at Ji Ting and saw that he just smiled noncommittally, neither agreeing nor refuting, so he couldn't say anything more. The meal was about to be finished, Ji Ting put down his chopsticks, and said casually, "By the way, Dad, Mom, I almost forgot to tell you something. Professor Qian talked to me a few days ago, and now our college has A place for an internship at the Affiliated Hospital of G University for one and a half years. They plan to give me the place. Professor Qian also said that the opportunity is very rare. It is a place in China that has advantages in terms of academics and equipment. If the internship performance is good If it is good, maybe there is a possibility to stay after graduation, and I don’t think we should give up, what do you think?”

After he said that, he fell into silence. Although City G and their city are located in the same southern border, they are still separated by nearly ten hours' drive. In addition, the internship schedule for medical students is always tight. If he goes like this , it means that there will be a long period of time away from home, and if you stay there after graduation, it will be even more distant. He seldom left his parents to live alone since he was a child. They never thought that he would leave this city. Of course, the parents felt reluctant, especially Xu Shuyun. Her son was her heart and soul. How could she rest assured that he was alone outside.But his son is already so old, and he is also a person with a stable personality and is not easy to make mistakes. Besides, as he said, the opportunity is rare and it is related to his future, so there is really no good reason to give up.More importantly, over the years, she and her husband have gradually discovered that although her son's personality seems to be gentle and uncontroversial, in fact, once he has decided on something, it is difficult to change easily, just like now, he politely and respectfully Ask for their opinions, but they know very well that he has already made up his mind about this matter.

Xu Shuyun didn't know what to say, but felt a little unacceptable, and felt inexplicably sad, so she could only look at her husband for help, but Ji Peiwen's face was thoughtful and silent. The smiles on the faces of Gu Weizhen and Wang Fan on the side are also a little stiff at the moment, Zhiyi's head is lowered, and her expression cannot be seen, but Wang Fan doesn't understand what she is thinking at the moment.She wanted to say something, but she held back after all.For some reason, the atmosphere of laughter and laughter at the beginning was swept away. "Have you thought it through?" At this moment, Ji Peiwen, who had been silent all this time, spoke.

Ji Ting looked at his father calmly, "Yes, if you don't object, after all, after I leave, there will only be you and mother left in the family." "Since this is the case, that's fine... If you go there, you have to live up to it." Unexpectedly, it was much easier for Ji Peiwen to accept this matter than Ji Ting thought. "You... oh!" Xu Shuyun opened her mouth anxiously to her husband, but in the end she was helpless, looking at her son, her eyes were slightly red, "Even if you go, you don't have to leave right away, do you?" "If it goes well, it will probably be next month."

"So fast?" Xu Shuyun found it even more difficult to accept. "Mom, don't be like this." Looking at his mother, Ji Ting smiled, with some apology, "It's not like I've gone to the ends of the earth and gone forever, and G City is not very far away, what can I do?" You can come back at any time, don’t you often go to the school over there for business trips and exchanges, and it’s easy to see me in the past.” "Ji Ting, do you really want to go?" It was Wang Fan who spoke. Ji Ting seemed not surprised by her question, "Yes, Aunt Wang, but in the future, I won't be able to take care of Zhiyi as often as now."

Wang Fan hesitated to speak, but finally said: "We can take care of Zhiyi, but when you go..." But Ji Ting looked at Zhi Yi, with an affectionate smile as usual, "Zhi Yi, I'm here, if you have a boyfriend when you come back, you must introduce him to brother Ji Ting." "did you mean……" "Mom!" Zhi Yi interrupted her mother, raised her head, and said to Ji Ting with a smile, "Brother Ji Ting, if you go there, you must take care of yourself when you are alone." She smiled brightly, but Everyone can see the flickering water in his eyes. After the meal, Wang Fan and Xu Shuyun were talking about something in the kitchen. Gu Weizhen and Ji Peiwen were playing chess as usual, but both of them were a little absent-minded. After eating Ji Peiwen's son, Gu Weizhen cleared his throat and said, "Peiwen! , Wang Fan has a straight temper, and she speaks recklessly, so don't laugh at her."

Ji Peiwen smiled bitterly, "Where are you talking, we still say this? Actually, I understand what you mean, and I thought that I might be married to you. According to the relationship between our two families, this is of course the best. things, but children grow up, they have their own ideas, this kind of thing, as parents, it is inconvenient for us to intervene too much." "It's true." Gu Weizhen sighed, "Ji Ting is good at everything, especially Zhiyi. I believe you can see that silly child Zhiyi. It was a good thing that happened naturally, I didn't expect that Ji Ting... the children and grandchildren have their own blessings, and now, it can only be said to let nature take its course."

Ji Ting was sitting at the desk in his room, he knew that what he said on the dining table would definitely cause ripples, this was expected, he subconsciously stroked his most beloved thing in his hand, thinking of half a month A chance encounter between the former self and Chen Lang. The two exchanged light greetings, with lukewarm polite words, and then Ji Ting apologized slightly and said that there was still something to do, so he bid farewell first.After he said goodbye, Chen Lang looked at him with a faint smile, "Ji Ting, you are still the same, you don't want to ask who I met over there?" He didn't ask, just walked away with a smile, only he knew that after that seemingly unintentional words, his heart fell into boiling water.He didn't expect Chen Lang to provoke him in this way. He always thought that he hid it well, but it turned out not to be the case. With his back to the door, he heard light and slow footsteps, "Zhiyi..." He turned his head, got up and helped her, let her sit on the chair he had just sat on, and he sat on the chair. On the edge of the bed, "Is there something wrong, Zhiyi?" "It's okay, I thought you'd be leaving soon, and I want to hurry up and talk to you again." She smiled playfully. Ji Ting rubbed her hair, "When I'm not around, take good care of yourself." "Since I was a child, it seems that I have always been in a role that needs to be taken care of. I really want to see what the outside world is like. Brother Ji Ting, do you know that I envy Zhi'an, and I also envy you." Her The hand unconsciously touched something on the table, like a piece of thick paper, with a slightly concave and convex touch and dense traces of repair. "A painting?" she asked casually. "Yes, a painting." The moment he walked out of the G city airport, Ji Ting stopped, as if feeling the oncoming southern metropolis.Human feeling is really an extremely delicate thing. Although it is a completely strange place, it can become full of a familiar and ambiguous atmosphere because of the existence of a certain person or a certain period of time in the past. He closed his eyes briefly, breathed in the damp air unique to this coastal city, smiled imperceptibly, and then waved for a car.It's not that he didn't think of his mother's reluctance and his father's earnestness when he saw him off at the airport. Of course, there was also Zhiyi's tears in his smile, just like the moment he waved his hand at that time, he didn't dare to look back, he couldn't look back. The process of reporting to the Affiliated Hospital of G City Medical University was quite smooth. After the procedures were completed, the hospital temporarily assigned him to the general surgery department and arranged a single room for him in a postgraduate dormitory not far away.Although the place is small, it has all the basic facilities. Ji Ting is a very easy-going person, so he feels that everything is fine. There are two interns in general surgery including Ji Ting. The other is a girl named Mo. It is said that she is a student of G City Medical University. She has registered a week earlier than Ji Ting. Wu Jiang, who is well-known in the field.Wu Jiang also graduated from the University of Medical Sciences in G City in his early years, and later returned to the United States to obtain a doctorate. He is the backbone of the hospital's young generation of doctors. He has excellent professional skills and is also very funny and easy-going. It is very lucky to be his student; of course , as a high-achieving student strongly recommended by Ji Ting's alma mater School of Medicine, the hospital also treats Ji Ting very preferentially. His instructor is Professor Yuan, the current director of general surgery.Professor Yuan has always been friends with Ji Ting's mentor, Professor Qian, and he naturally takes good care of Ji Ting. On the one hand, he has to take care of the administrative affairs of the department, and there are countless academic exchange meetings and important outpatient tasks. Naturally, it is difficult to take care of Ji Ting at the same time, so Ji Ting needs to use more energy to explore by himself. and learn from other doctors.Fortunately, Dr. Wu took good care of his disciple while taking good care of him. Therefore, strictly speaking, Ji Ting, like that girl, studied under Wu Jiang. When Ji Ting first came into contact with the girl named Mo Yuhua, she only thought she was a quiet and introverted girl, neither beautiful nor ugly, she could see that she worked hard, she always did more than she said, and didn't like to be with others Communication, even in the same department as Ji Ting, and living in the same dormitory building, we don’t see each other when we look up, except for necessary work communication, we usually meet only for a quick smile and never say a word.Regarding this, Ji Ting doesn't take it seriously. Although he has always handled interpersonal relationships properly, in fact, he has a mentality of letting nature take its course when dealing with most people and things.Moreover, he understands very well that with the facilities and conditions of the hospital, basically every intern is eager to be officially signed after the end of the internship period, but in fact the number of places that can be left is extremely limited, so to some extent It can be said that Mo Yuhua and him are in a position of mutual competition, and it is normal to have an indifferent relationship. In order to stay after graduation, Professor Yuan once specifically approached Ji Ting, he said: "Sometimes we discuss among the old guys in the hospital, and we also think so--among this year's batch of interns, the two best One happens to be in our general school. Ji Ting, you and Xiao Mo are indeed very good, but you also know that not all the best students can be signed every year. I don’t need to say more about the meaning of it. Therefore, you and Mo Yuhua may not be able to stay at the same time. I feel very sorry for this, but I am also helpless. Mo Yuhua is a student of our school, and you are strongly recommended by Lao Qian. For you, I am absolutely equal emotionally, to be honest, she is not as good as you in terms of aptitude, and you are not as good as her in terms of hard work." Professor Yuan's words were earnest, and Ji Ting pondered for a while. He asked, "Professor, is it because I don't work hard enough?" "No, you worked hard and you were rigorous enough, but you didn't really put your mind into it, and that's your biggest problem." Professor Yuan is wise after all, Ji Ting thought, maybe the professor is right.For many things, he just habitually does his best, but he doesn't necessarily like it, so when his brain is doing a thing calmly and perfectly, his heart is withdrawn.On the contrary, often the more he likes something, the more he can't do it well, and the more he loves, the less he knows how to face her. For him, it's good to be able to sign in the end, but if he can't sign, he doesn't force it. He doesn't want to bleed for a spot, and there will always be a hospital that can accommodate him.In this city, there are far more important things than staying in this nationally renowned hospital. He felt that he was actually a very stupid person. No matter how high-sounding and natural his reasons for leaving home and coming to this city were, in fact, only he understood that he made such a decision hastily and came here desperately for the sake of Chen Lang's endlessly suggestive words, and a fact he stubbornly believed. This city is so big, full of feasting and prosperity, how easy it is to overwhelm a person.where is she?How should he find her?He had no answers and was completely clueless.Maybe Chen Lang knew about it, but Ji Ting knew that he would not tell him, and he would not be so stupid as to beg him, he had his own deep pride.That evening, he remembered Chen Lang's provocative smile in his heart. Perhaps, he hated that self-righteous person far more than Liu Jilin. Except for being on duty and resting, he spent most of his time wandering around in every corner of the city. It was ridiculously stupid to search for a drop in the ocean, and he wasn't even sure if she really lived here.But he had to do this, because he was too afraid to wait where he was. In the past two years, he felt like an isolated island in the ocean, standing there hopelessly, watching for something that he might never be able to wait for. The sea was cold and calm, Slowly engulfing him, devouring him, inch by inch... He was suffocating in it, but the sky couldn't catch even the most distant shadow. He has to find her!As long as she is here, he will find her one day!If you can't do it for a month, it will be a year, and if you can't do it for a year, it will be a lifetime. If you are destined to not find it, then it is good to be in the same city under the sky and breathe the same air as her.In the dream, he met her many times in a strange place, and he only had one sentence to ask her, what kind of demon had cast him to make him love her so much.