Chapter 13 Chapter 12 Doctors Can't Cure Sadness

Those who study medicine are most afraid of distractions, because every mistake may be fatal. Ji Ting is very aware of this, so he strives to be cautious again and again.However, nearly a year after he arrived in G City, there was still no news of her. During this period, he went home twice and talked with his family and Zhiyi on the phone. They chatted about the weather in the two places and their respective What happened around me, talking about interesting news on TV and books, but no one mentioned her, as if that person had completely disappeared from this world.Sometimes he even felt at a loss in hopelessness, did that person ever exist in this world, or, everything was just a dream he was fighting alone.He can wait, but there is no way to suppress the anxiety.Finally, this anxiety got him into trouble.

It was a weekend, and there were a lot of people seeing the doctor. Not long after work in the afternoon, Dr. Wu called him aside and showed him a prescription he had written.It was a prescription for a female patient with pancreatitis. Ji Ting looked at it carefully for a moment, and couldn't help but break out in cold sweat. None of his medications were correct, and they were all medicines for acute gastroenteritis.Doctor Wu, who has always been lenient towards others, also had a serious face, "Ji Ting, you have always been outstanding, but don't forget that a good doctor requires not only skills, but more importantly, concentration, because it is related to the patient's health. , can't tolerate the slightest mistake. I have always been at ease with you, but this time you really let me down. This mistake is not due to your professional knowledge, but obviously a low-level mistake made by distraction. Fortunately, you are not independent yet The right to prescribe, otherwise, if such a prescription is leaked out, something serious will happen. I will report this matter to Director Yuan, and we will also re-evaluate your internship results."

Ji Ting knew it was his fault, so he didn't argue. He lowered his eyelids and listened calmly to what Dr. Wu said to him. He couldn't avoid what should come. No matter what, it was his fault, and he had to bear it himself. . In the afternoon, their department held a meeting. During Professor Yuan's outing for the meeting, Dr. Wu was in charge of the work. Dr. Wu did not show favoritism, and brought this matter up in front of everyone. First, he analyzed the seriousness of the matter and the lessons learned , and then I also admitted that as Ji Ting's acting instructor, I had negligence and dereliction of duty, and finally asked for everyone's opinions on how to deal with this matter.Ji Ting is usually modest and gentle, and he has a good appearance. Doctors in Corey, male, female, young and old, all have a good impression of him, and his usual performance is obvious to all, so after Dr. Wu finished speaking, he was silent for a while.

"You can tell us what you think." Dr. Wu said lightly. "Let me say a few words." Everyone looked at the person who spoke, but no one thought that it was Mo Yuhua who had always been taciturn.Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay. In fact, due to the competitive relationship between her and Ji Ting, she was the last person to express her opinion at this time. However, she was the most direct witness of what happened in the morning. Who would let go of such an opportunity to severely defeat the opponent? Woolen cloth? "Xiao Mo? You have something to say." Doctor Wu was a little surprised, but he still waited for what she had to say.

Ji Ting sat there expressionless, as if he was out of the matter, and he was not surprised even when Mo Yuhua spoke. If it is interrupted, it will not only discredit Professor Qian, but he will also have to leave the city and return to his alma mater to continue his studies. Even if he has made up his mind to stay in City G after graduation, in that case, it will take a year at the earliest In the future, this year may cause him to miss many opportunities to reunite with her. He waited for Mo Yuhua's words, as if waiting for his sentence. "Today I was on duty at the same time as Ji Ting. According to the regulations, the prescription written by one of us must go through the hands of the other. That is to say, I have seen this prescription, but because of perfunctory At that time, I didn't check his mentality carefully, so I bear half of the responsibility for his incident, and I can't absolve myself of the responsibility if I want to punish him."

What she said surprised everyone, and there was a lot of whispering in the small conference room. Some people said that she was good-looking, but naturally others said that she was pretending to be noble and hypocritical.Dr. Wu looked at her for a long time, with an unpredictable expression, and finally sighed, and said, "Since this is the case, everyone still has to come to a conclusion." After some discussion, the other doctors in the department all advocated turning the major issue into a minor one. After all, this prescription did not flow outside the scope of the department, nor did it cause any serious consequences. There is no need to delay the future of the two young people. .Therefore, only two people were given serious warnings in Corey. Observe for a period of time first, and nothing more will be done. If there is another mistake, it will be reported to the courtyard immediately.

When the meeting was over, Ji Ting left with everyone, and occasionally a doctor who was familiar with Corey patted him on the shoulder and said a word or two of comfort, but he just smiled.Doctor Wu was the last to leave. When Ji Ting walked to the door, he heard him say to Mo Yuhua, "Xiao Mo, stay here for a while." In the evening, Ji Ting met Mo Yuhua head-on at the stairway of the dormitory. As usual, she smiled and nodded, and passed him by. Ji Ting did the same, but after she passed him, he still treated her He said, "Thank you, Xiao Mo." No matter what she was doing for, this time it was thanks to her, he knew it in his heart.

Mo Yuhua looked back at him, at the dark stairway, it was difficult to see the expression on her face, her voice was also faint, "Thank me? I think you made a mistake, I didn't mean to help you, I just said Tell the truth. And I have to tell you, I hate people who don’t focus on things the most, although, I also made this mistake this time.” "I'm also speaking the truth, that is, no matter whether it was intentional or unintentional, you still helped me in the end, and I should thank you. As for whether you accept it or not, I don't care." Ji Ting said. Mo Yuhua looked at him, "If you must tell me the truth, I will tell you another one. I am far more eager and need to stay than you think, but I disdain you to lose to me in this way , you won’t be so lucky next time.” Her tone was still blunt, but Ji Ting began to smile after she finished speaking, and he believed that she did too.

Ji Ting had to admit that he admired Mo Yuhua, a woman with an open-minded heart hidden under her boring appearance. If the same situation were changed, he thought he couldn't do what she did.From then on, although the two are still rivals in the open and in the dark, and work hard on their own, this does not prevent their relationship from slowly improving. They will discuss medical cases with each other, exchange each other's experiences and opinions, and occasionally go to the small canteen of the hospital together dine.As Professor Yuan said, Mo Yuhua is not very talented, but her acquired hard work and diligence can fully make up for this. Professionally, she has a stubborn determination to never stop until she solves the problem, and she can almost Putting all the girls' time shopping, dressing up, and making friends into work, this alone is enough to make people believe that she can be a good doctor.Even Ji Ting admits in his heart that if Mo Yuhua is the one who can stay in the end, he will be completely convinced; and Mo Yuhua has gradually changed his attitude towards Ji Ting who has a good background and enters the hospital by "relationship". A bad impression of a person who has everything, so nothing is upright.

Many colleagues in the hospital, especially in the departments, were amazed by their increasingly harmonious relationship, and would occasionally make fun of them. Neither of them was a person who cared about such things, and when they heard it, they just laughed it off.The relationship between people is very delicate, some people, you can appreciate him (her), but you will never fall in love with him (her). On this day, Ji Ting finished his ward rounds and was waiting to return to the lounge. When he passed the ward, he heard weeping coming from the half-closed door of Room 302. He had the impression that the patient in room 302 was a young girl suffering from appendicitis. She seemed to be from a good family. She lived alone in a single room and had just completed the operation in the morning.The operation was performed by Mo Yuhua. If he remembers correctly, the entire operation went smoothly, and it was a minimally invasive incision. Logically speaking, it would not be too painful. Normally, she would be discharged from the hospital in a few days. Where did such mournful cries come from?The doctor's instinct made him try to push open the closed door and look inside. It was indeed the girl, still wearing surgical gowns and crying on the hospital bed, and it seemed to be getting worse. Mo Yuhua in a white coat stood on the bed He seemed to be persuading something, but he only heard, "...I really can't say more about your private affairs, I can only tell you that if this continues, it will be bad for the recovery of the wound, I advise you to put your body first, and the rest Let's talk about it after we get out of the hospital."

Seeing Ji Ting push the door in, Mo Yuhua, as if he had been pardoned, still said to the girl, "You may not listen to what I say, but you should believe Doctor Ji's words, right?" After speaking, Ji Ting walked a few steps to the door. Beside him, with his back to the girl, he mouthed to Ji Ting with a headache: "Help me coax her!" In their department, Ji Ting's image and status in the hearts of female patients is unshakable, regardless of gender Young or old, no one would dislike a young male doctor with a good image and temperament, gentle personality and patience. Usually, when encountering difficult female patients, his colleagues would beg him to come out, as long as he stood there and used his unique softness The tone of voice is patient and enlightening, and the general problems can basically be solved easily, and those that cannot be solved can be temporarily appeased. So after comprehending Mo Yuhua's hint, Ji Ting immediately raised his eyebrows and made a questioning expression. Mo Yuhua continued to say in a low, inaudible voice: "I broke up with my boyfriend." It was difficult, but in the end he put on a smile and walked towards the hospital bed. After about ten minutes, he rubbed his forehead and returned to the lounge. Mo Yuhua had been waiting there, and when he saw him come back, he asked, "How is it? Have you persuaded him?" Ji Ting shook his head, "I don't know. Listening to her words shouldn't be so easy to solve, but I finally stopped crying and willing to take a good rest. We have fulfilled our duties as doctors." "That's right, thank you." Mo Yuhua handed him a glass of water. Ji Ting took the water and sat on the chair, "It's very pitiful, just after the operation, he was still lying in the hospital, and the boyfriend who was going to get married broke up when he said he wanted to break up." "Yeah, just now she was crying and asked me if there was something wrong with her. I really couldn't tell her. Some words are too cruel to say. In fact, if you don't love, you don't love. Even if you are good in every way, it is useless Yes." Mo Yuhua continued following his words, his expression a little sad for no reason. "I think she also understands this truth, but feelings cannot be tolerated by oneself, and it is precisely because of this that there are so many sad people." Ji Ting sipped his saliva lightly, "It's a pity that doctors can't cure sadness... ..." The two chatted for a few words, and each filled out their duty logs. Soon, a little nurse came in panicked, "Oh no, Dr. Mo, your patient in 302 just climbed onto the roof of the top floor and said he was going to go down." Jump! Go and have a look, the director and the dean have both gone." Mo Yuhua and Ji Ting exchanged a look of astonishment, and immediately rushed to the rooftop. The elevator kept pressing, and when they managed to climb from the 3rd floor to the 11th floor, the rooftop had been blocked by 110 who had heard the news. It was crowded with patients, family members, and medical staff who came to see the excitement, and they couldn't see what was going on inside.Barely struggling to squeeze into the edge of the blockade, he was stopped by the 110 personnel who maintained order. "I'm sorry, I'm the doctor in charge of this patient. She just had an operation this morning. I think I need to check on her condition." Mo Yuhua said to the staff on duty. She saw the person in charge on duty talking to the leaders of the courtyard who had already arrived, and then nodded, indicating that the two of them could go in. Mo Yuhua and Ji Ting walked to the center of the roof, and soon saw the girl. At this moment, she had crossed the protective fence and was standing at the edge of the roof. The wind from the top floor made her black hair flutter, and her white surgery The clothes also bulged under the action of the wind, and the whole person was on the verge of falling, which made the onlookers tremble with fear. "Miss Li, if you have something to say, don't do anything stupid." Mo Yuhua didn't dare to approach, fearing to frighten her, so he shouted at her from a distance. When the girl saw them, she burst into tears again, "Doctor Ji, you said that as long as I am willing to wait, I will surely get the happiness I want, but what did I wait for? He said he didn't love me, It is impossible for him to look back, you all lied to me!" As she spoke, her body leaned out more and more, Ji Ting couldn't help but sweat for her, and had to say, "Your happiness may not only be given by that person, why? Is it worth it for someone who doesn't love you?" "Is it worth it?" The girl laughed while crying, "So what if it's not worth it? Could it be that your love can be retracted freely, if you say you don't love it, you don't love it?" He really can't.For some reason, Ji Ting suddenly felt how powerless his persuasion was when he saw the girl who was going all out. "Tell them, let him come, I want him to tell me something in person... and her, even if I lose, I have to lose clearly." Mo Yuhua and Ji Ting understood what she meant, they turned back to the entrance of the rooftop, conveyed her meaning to the staff of 110, and then pushed through the crowd and left.They are not negotiating experts, as long as they see that her condition is not in danger for the time being, they are powerless to do anything else. They all went back to the consultation room at the same time. There were too many people waiting to watch the excitement, and there was no shortage of the two of them.It was only after get off work in the afternoon that the police car roared away, and the onlookers slowly dispersed back. It seemed that the incident had finally been resolved. Ji Ting changed his white coat, washed his hands, and followed the dispersed crowd to the outside of the hospital. Along the way, he heard people discussing the wonderful details just now. A woman said to another woman not far in front of him, "The world There are so many things going on, doctors, family members, policemen, cheating boyfriends, no one can persuade them, why do you suddenly want to die in the end?" Another woman sneered and said, "I heard that the man's new love also came in the end. She said it was her boyfriend's wishful thinking, and some people said that after the woman came, she said something,' said it three times. The ones who wanted to die but didn’t jump off are usually doing it out of intention, it’s strange to say that when she said that, the girl who jumped off the building fell down instead.” Ji Ting shook his head slightly in their smiles, love has always been a hurtful thing, only ruthless people can get away with it. He looked at the place where the sun was sinking, when it was dark, and when it was bright again, his day would pass again. He once said to the girl who tried to jump off the building that as long as he was willing to wait, he would definitely be able to wait for the happiness he wanted.But is it really possible?Even he didn't believe it himself. There were crowds of people leaving after the bustle. Through the afterglow of the setting sun, he saw a figure in the distance, tall and thin, but nothing special.Ji Ting stood there blankly for a few seconds, then ran quickly, desperately chasing after that figure, he didn't know how many people he pushed aside and how many shoulders he bumped into in his haste, and finally he looked around in a daze among the crowd, looking everywhere. It's human, but without her. He didn't believe it was a hallucination, the figure from behind had lingered countless times in his dreams, but he missed her again. The small square at the entrance of the hospital was not wide. Ji Ting stood there, the sky was already dark, and not far ahead was the famous seven-fork intersection in the city. He didn't know which direction she would leave.I have never hated the raging crowd so easily, and completely submerged a person in it. He stayed where he was, knowing that he had lost her, but he was still unwilling to leave. He only hoped that she would feel his search and waiting, and come back again.In fact, he knew it was impossible, there had never been a connection between them, otherwise why she had gone away that night, but he had no dreams all night, and he never even felt pain. He felt cold for a while, hot for a while, and he didn't need to wipe it with his hands, and he knew that there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, which slowly cooled on his skin after the desperate running stopped, it was cold. People acquainted with the hospital kept passing by, some of them asked, "Xiao Ji, why are you still here?" Some joked, "Ji Ting, wait for your girlfriend?" Some simply stood beside him in surprise "Doctor Ji..." He suppressed his impatience, smiled at them impeccably, and watched them leave.He is such a good boy. He has been like this since he was a child. Everyone likes to praise him. Only one person once crouched on his lap and asked word by word, "Ji Ting, are you so tired?" The street lamps came on one by one, and the people gradually became less and less. He walked slowly to a corner where the lights couldn't see, hugged himself, and squatted down.That's right, darkness is better than darkness, everything can be covered up, as if no one would notice, in such a backlit corner, Dr. Ji, a young man who is praised by everyone, crouches like a stray and bewildered little beast. A sharp female voice chanted suddenly: ...It is inevitable that we will meet each other on a narrow road in our lifetime, The palm of the hand suddenly grows entangled curves, Before being sensible, being in love is only a day later, What year changed your life... He was startled, and then remembered that it was his phone ringing, a song he heard from the little nurse in the injection room during a lunch break, and he liked it inexplicably, so the lively and attentive girl set it as the phone ringing for him . The song sang persistently until the end, and he pressed the answer button. A gentle female voice came from the other end of the phone, it was Zhiyi, and she said, "Brother Ji Ting, how are you? How's the weather over there?" It's a bit chilly here, if it's the same over there, don't forget to add some clothes when you go out." He pulled himself together and tried to talk to her in a pleasant voice, listening to her talk about her increasingly proficient Braille, about the goldfish she took good care of, and mentioning that she was almost hit by Liu Jilin's car once on the road Then, the fish tank in his hand fell to pieces. Although he later compensated her a lot, his heart still hurts... Ji Ting listened patiently, "Really, this is interesting." After all, Zhiyi is clever, and she still noticed something strange in him, "Are you busy? Did I bother you?" "No, I'm just waiting for an urgent minor operation. Zhiyi, I'll hang up first, and I'll call you when I'm free. Take care of yourself and say hello to your parents for me... Also, if you have a chance, get to know more Friends are a good thing." He hung up the phone and put his hands in his hands.You are right, I am so tired, Zhian, only you know.But where are you? As if he suddenly remembered something, he looked for the phonebook entries of his mobile phone one by one, but failed, and hurried back to the place where he lived, like a drifter picking up the last piece of driftwood in the ocean, he can't care so much. Chapter Thirteen If I have something to do, how can I keep looking for you? It was not until five days later that Ji Ting waited for Chen Lang who came as promised at a small tea house on the street near the hospital. The two greeted each other with smiles, and after they sat down, Ji Ting politely dismissed the tea art lady, washed the tea warmer by himself, poured a cup for Chen Lang, and made a gesture of invitation. Chen Lang smiled and took the cup, "You are just like our old man. You like this. No wonder he always praises you in front of me. I don't like this. Ji Ting, let's get straight to the point. I believe you will have an appointment within a few days." You missed me three times, it shouldn't be just to invite me to drink tea and exchange pleasantries." Ji Ting lowered his head to refill the water, "You are very busy, it is not easy to invite you." "I think you haven't looked for me in the past year because you know that you can't get what you want to know from me. After all, you are still a smart person." "I'm not smart, otherwise I wouldn't come here just for a word from you." "Are you blaming me?" "No, I am grateful to you, so please tell me the answer I want." Ji Ting looked up at him with a calm face. Chen Lang looked at Ji Ting with appraising eyes, and his tone was ridiculed with Ji Ting's familiarity, "Tell you, why? Give me a reason that can convince me!" "She has been away from home for two full years. Have you ever thought about how worried the family is? A girl is living alone outside, and I need to know if she is doing well." Ji Ting's voice contained a kind of forbearance. "You're lying! If someone really cared about her, she wouldn't be able to float outside by herself now." Chen Lang put down his cup, and simply spoke. He knew it, he really knew where she was, Ji Ting couldn't tell whether he was happy or sad. "Besides, her family hasn't spoken yet, so why do you inquire about her whereabouts? Her neighbors? Ha!" Chen Lang continued to sneer. Ji Ting took a deep breath, "It seems that my identity has nothing to do with your Excellency." "Of course it's related." Chen Lang raised his eyebrows, the hint and provocation in his expression couldn't be more obvious. Ji Ting finally couldn't bear it any longer, pushed away the tea tray and stood up, with a rare cold and impatient expression, "What exactly do you want?" Chen Lang sat on the seat and looked up at him leisurely, "I should ask you this question, Ji Ting, I am really disappointed that you are still like this." Why didn't he understand the meaning of Chen Lang's words, his face was still indifferent, but the tranquility and leisure in his eyes were no longer there, only the sound of his rapid breathing could be heard. Just when Chen Lang thought he would turn around and leave, he slowly sat back in his chair, biting his teeth unconsciously on his lower lip, "I beg you to tell me where she is? Really, I beg you, no For anything else, just because I love her..." Chen Lang didn't say anything, even after Ji Ting gritted his teeth and let go of his dignified "pleading", he just smiled and left. When people leave, the tea will naturally cool down. The next day when Ji Ting went to work, with a pale face on his face, even Mo Yuhua couldn't help asking, "Are you sick? Seeing you like this, even the cleaning aunt feels sorry for you." Ji Ting lowered his head to tidy up his things, and only smiled, "Is that so, I didn't sleep well last night." Mo Yuhua remembered seeing him in a daze in the small square a few days ago, and guessed some clues, but he didn't ask any more, and went about their own business. Just after finally sending away a middle-aged aunt who planned to treat chronic gastritis and trauma together, Ji Ting took out the mobile phone that vibrated just now from the pocket under the white coat, saw the name on it, and his heart skipped half a beat. It was Chen Lang, and there were only two extremely concise words in his text message: Zuo An. He finally let go.Ji Ting held the phone tightly in his hand, as if he wanted to find more clues behind those two words, but he still couldn't figure it out. He only knew the legendary left bank style of the Seine River in France, but this should not be What Chen Lang wanted to express. After thinking about it for a long time, he still asked his companion at the opposite table, "Yu Hua, do you know if there is a place in City G called Left Bank or is it related to Left Bank?" Mo Yuhua buried her head in writing while answering casually: "Zuoan, I know, it's a relatively famous entertainment city." After she answered, Ji Ting didn't respond for a long time, so she couldn't help raising her head to look at him, seeing him Dazed, he added, "Oh, you haven't been here for a long time, maybe you don't know this place, and the environment is not bad. If you are with friends, you can go to sit in the evening." "...Thank you." Ji Ting smiled at her, lowered his head and continued with the matter in hand. Chapter Thirteen If I have something to do, how can I keep looking for you? That afternoon, Corey had a major operation. Wu Jiang was the surgeon, and Ji Ting was his assistant. The operation lasted for three and a half hours, and it was already night after finishing all the finishing work.Ji Ting changed his clothes and hailed a car directly at the hospital gate. That should be a well-known place, maybe only a fool like him would have never heard of it, Ji Ting thought secretly.After he got into the car, he only said to the driver, "Trouble to the left bank", and the driver started the car without hesitation and took him through the bustling streets of the city.He vaguely remembered that after the car entered the city's famous central business district, it made a few turns and stopped in a quite secluded place. "Here we are," said the driver. This is the left bank?After Ji Ting got off the car, he felt a little confused. This entertainment city was not as noisy and crowded as he imagined, at least it looked quite quiet from the outside.Only the seven-story building looks old and not magnificent, and only the vehicles entering and exiting from the underground parking lot on one side can slightly see traces of public entertainment places.However, he knew in his heart that it was impossible to maintain such a secluded corner in such a prosperous area without considerable financial resources and background. He had heard from Mo Yuhua that the second floor of the left bank was a restaurant, the third floor was a KTV, and the fourth floor was a PUB. He didn't know where she would appear. When he stepped into the low-key and luxuriously decorated lobby, well-trained clients When he approached lightly and asked him which floor he wanted to go up to, he instinctively said, "Fourth floor, thank you." The moment the elevator opened on the fourth floor, there was a deafening boiling sound, and it was difficult for him to understand that the waiter who came up to him was bending over and asking him: "Hello, sir, is there anyone?" He tried his best not to frown, and gestured to show that he was alone. The waiter took him to the booth in the corner and quickly saluted and left. At first, he was not used to the music that shook his heartbeat frequency abnormally, the dim and flickering light and shadow like a magic field, and the ghostly figures around him. But soon his attention turned to constantly searching for the familiar shadow with his eyes.Chen Lang said that she was on the left bank, would she be a player or a staff member here?Obviously, it would be rather unwise to look for a person in such an environment, where everyone's face is blurred under that kind of lighting effect.Is she in it?Perhaps in his vicinity, his heart rate gradually seemed to be disturbed by the sound of music. Soon a waiter in a uniform came to him. On the tray was a glass of strangely colored liquid. The waiter put the glass of liquid on his table involuntarily, "Sir, your wine is here." Ji Ting was slightly stunned, shook his head and said, "Sorry, I think you made a mistake, I didn't order wine." His voice was not loud, and he was worried about whether the waiter could understand, but he saw her showing a big smile. It was a girl who looked less than twenty years old. She was not beautiful, but she had pleasant features and a smile. When there was a deep dimple on the right side, she bent down and got close to him, not minding his calm and retreating posture, and said in a volume that he could hear clearly: "Sir, everyone who comes to our place It is customary for every guest to order a glass of wine.” "That's it." Ji Ting didn't argue with her, and let her put the wine there. If so, he would just pay the bill if he didn't drink it.But after the waiter put down the wine, he stood up straight, but didn't leave, just stared at him with a smile.He felt a little strange, so he simply asked: "Do you need to pay the bill immediately?" Seeing her nodding vigorously, he immediately took out his wallet, "How much is it, please?" The young waiter held out two fingers, "200!" Ji Ting was taken aback for a moment, but he still resigned himself to paying the money.Unexpectedly, she didn't give up, and bent down to add another sentence: "200 for ladies, 250 for husband's words, 300 for middle-aged uncles, 50 for bald heads, 50 for those with small belly, and 100 for wretched eyes..." Ji Ting realized Realizing that she might not just come here to sell wine, I simply waited calmly for her to finish speaking at once, "If you are a handsome guy, you can get 50 off the original price, and you can get another 50 off if you are under 25 years old, and you can get 100 off if you have a good temperament. , no money!" He didn't know her intentions very well, so he just smiled, responding to all changes without change, but his eyes began to distance, "I'm sorry, I never drink, but thank you." "It's very rare to come here without drinking, so you must be looking for someone, right?" The girl looked at him interestingly. "Yes, how do you know?" Ji Ting was surprised. Chapter Thirteen If I have something to do, how can I keep looking for you? She laughed, "You came here for her too, don't be shy, there are too many people like this." When she was talking, she pointed her hand in one direction.Ji Ting followed the trend and saw that it was the bar in another corner.The bartender behind the bar has short hair and is thin. He is too familiar with that face. When he smiles, he is as bright as an angel, and when his eyes move, he is as tempting as a devil.She is resting on the bar with one hand at the moment, while the other hand is carelessly shaking the shaker in her hand. She has no expression on her face, her eyes are cold, as if she is ignoring the gazes of most single male customers, and occasionally there are a few regular customers People who looked like people sat on the bar and greeted her, but she just curled the corners of her lips lazily. The simple white oversized shirt seemed to have a fatal attraction on her body. From the moment he turned his head, Ji Ting's eyes never left.He heard the girl guess right and said: "I knew you came here for our safety." Ji Ting stared in that direction, with a suppressed emotion in his voice, "You're right." She didn't notice him.I don't know why, he was so eager, but at this moment, he didn't go forward, he just wanted to look at her in this corner, keep looking at her, his heart was empty, he couldn't think of anything. Occasionally, a familiar male guest offered her a cigarette, and she took it casually with her mouth. Immediately, there was someone who was kindly lighting the fire, and she held the lit cigarette obliquely to her mouth, and her smile in the smoke was breathtaking.Ji Ting hates people who smoke, especially women. In his opinion, it is a kind of torture to his body. At this moment, he only envies the reddish light, lingering on her lips half-blindly. "Okay, I won't bother you to enjoy the scenery. But handsome guy, I see that you are pleasing to the eye, good-natured, and unfamiliar, so I remind you that it's okay to have a look, and don't be close to others, otherwise you will suffer Oh!" The waiter said something next to him, cast a half-eyed wink, and walked away holding the tray. Ji Ting called another waiter and asked him to bring himself a glass of water.The lights suddenly went dark, and when it flickered again, the music had already changed its rhythm. Many people who were originally in their seats stood up and danced wildly to the music.Zhian still stayed at the bar, watching with a faint smile, and occasionally swaying his body casually with the rhythm.In fact, Zhi'an's appearance is cold and not gorgeous, but there is a kind of charm in his bones. This charm does not need to be ostentatious, but only in casual gestures.Standing here, she smiled slightly in this frantic and dim place, like an elf born in the dark night. Among the demons dancing wildly, Ji Ting, who was quietly sitting alone in a corner, seemed a bit prominent. He felt that Zhi An's gaze seemed to sweep across his direction inadvertently, stayed for a few seconds, and then swam away as if nothing had happened.He guessed that she saw him, maybe she didn't, no matter if she saw him or not, he couldn't sit still.He stood up and walked over to her through the dancing crowd. There was a bar between the two of them, he thought, at least he had to say something, how long had he waited and searched for this moment of reunion?But he didn't say anything, just stood at the bar, looked at her, and looked at her quietly, as if he had been gazing at her behind him since he was a child.He thought, in fact, she knew everything. There was only one reason for how many times he had surrendered so vulnerablely in front of her, and her reservedness and self-control were easily teased by her again and again. She was still half-supporting one hand on the bar, her eyes shifted, and soon turned indifferent again, she still looked at him with her head sideways, with a half-smile, a cigarette butt loosely biting her mouth.Ji Ting reached out to take off the cigarette butt, and said: "It's not good to smoke too much." She didn't care about it, and turned to the male DJ beside him, and the other party threw a cigarette over, she took it with one hand, and also Take it easy. "end……" "Would you like wine?" She interrupted him just as he opened his mouth, so he shook his head. "If you don't want wine, sit there." She pointed to his original seat with her finger. "No..." he said again. "It's not that I don't want it, that is, I want it. What to drink?" "I……" "Just say what you drink." She deliberately didn't give him a chance to speak, and he didn't get angry, he shut up in a good-tempered manner, and let her go with a little patience. The two remained in a silent stalemate until the young waitress walked up to Ji Ting again and said, "Handsome guy, there is a beautiful woman over there who wants to buy you a drink." "Sorry, I really don't drink." He declined lightly. Chapter Thirteen If I have something to do, how can I keep looking for you? "If you don't drink, go over and say hello. Anyway, she is a woman, and our lady boss rarely invites others to drink. Zhian, you are right." The girl insisted.Zhian shrugged, noncommittal. "Come on, let's say hello." Ji Ting glanced at Zhi An, helpless, and had no choice but to follow the tough waiter to a small table not far away.此刻音乐声暂缓，小桌上坐着一对年轻的男女，女的一身红裙，五官明媚，男的眉目桀骜俊朗，见纪廷有些无可奈何地被“请”了过来，那男的看了女的一眼，嗤笑，“饥渴呀，够丢脸的。”便将双手插在裤袋里走开。 被称为老板娘的年轻女子笑着举杯站起来，“我喜欢敬所有第一次到左岸来的帅哥一杯。”纪廷带着歉意，“那我真的很荣幸，只不过不好意思，我的酒量很差，所以滴酒不沾。很高兴认识你，我有点事，就不陪了……”他点头离开。隐约听到身后有人在说，“是有点像……” 他们说的是什么意思他无暇理会，因为他发现吧台里的酒保还在，却换成了一个高瘦的男生，止安早已不知去向。他离开不过是三五分钟的时间，她一定没有走远，他什么也没想就追了出去。左岸楼下，幽深僻静，刚才的喧腾仿若隔世，他徘徊张望，四处都不见他，路口也无人走动。纪廷迎上一个代客泊车返来的服务生，“后门在哪里？” 他沿着服务生指引的方向继续追过去，左岸的后门是条更为幽暗狭窄的巷子，连车子的往来也不见，他向前走了一段，找不到她的影踪，沮丧和烦躁就这样堵在心口，找不到一个可以宣泄的出口，更无人言说，他不知道该怎么办好。 远处亮起了刺眼的机动车夜灯，他听到一阵刺耳的引擎发动的声音，摩托车一向是这个城市极具特色的交通工具。等他意识过来的时候，才惊觉那辆车是朝他的位置直冲过来的，转瞬就到了他的面前，速度是慢了下来，但来势不减。他本能地往后退，他往后一步，那车子就咆哮着逼近一步，直到他感觉背部抵上了冰冷带点潮湿的墙，那车轮堪堪贴近他停了下来。G市夜晚的治安一向不好，他也听医院的同事说起过，没想到事情会发生在他上，他退无可退，短暂地闭上眼睛。 “你跟着我干嘛？” 他猛地睁开眼，正好看见她侧头摘下头盔的动作，顿时长吁一口气，半是微恼，半是纵容地看着破旧摩托车上的人。 “干嘛一声不吭就走？” 她讥笑，“我下班，凭什么要告诉你？怎么，怕了？要是真遇上打劫，你就这么任人宰割？” “如果是要钱，就随他去，何苦为身外物冒险？” “啧啧，我忘了，你的胆量永远比不上你的顾虑。” 他的背紧紧地贴在墙上，“你说得对，但我不能有事，如果我出了事，怎么继续找你？” 纪廷回到医院，半天的假并没有用完。越是乱到不可收拾的时候，他越近乎严苛地要求自己做好每一件事情，下午时候一个开腔的手术，他负责缝合的伤口，袁教授看了也不禁点头。 手术结束后，他站在洗手盆旁边，袖子已经卷起，龙头的水在哗哗地流，他却仿佛视而不见，搞清洁的阿姨走过，感到几分奇怪，问了一声，“纪医生，你没事吧。”他这才反应过来，把手放入水里。 “我没事。”他说。