Chapter 5 Chapter 4 Crazy Body and Mind

The worry that Zhiyi kept in her heart lasted for more than a year. Finally, one day without any warning, she ushered in the first touch of red in her life. She stayed alone in the bathroom at home. It was a relief.After she came out, she sneaked her mother into the room and told her the secret.Wang Fan touched Zhiyi's soft hair and sighed, "You have all grown up." Yeah, girls are starting to grow up.Zhiyi feels that her body is changing and growing every day. Although the change is slow, she can feel it.She is like a seed hidden in the mud of a greenhouse for a winter, trying to germinate.She has grown a little taller, but what makes her even more embarrassed is that her chest is also sprouting, with a slight pain. Could this be the trace of growth?Zhiyi felt at a loss for such changes. Sometimes she looked at herself in the mirror, as if she was different from before, but when she looked carefully, it seemed that nothing had changed, and her brows and eyes were still faint, as hazy as through water mist.She begged her mother to buy her a school uniform that was one size bigger, in order to cover up her gradually protruding curves; she began to fall in love with those lingering novels and texts, picking out sad poems to memorize, and then plainly sentimental.Ji Ting's mother, Xu Shuyun, is an associate professor in the Chinese Department, specializing in Chinese classical language and literature. There is a whole wall of books at home. Zhiyi likes to go to Ji Ting's study, but for some reason, the more she grows up, when she sees Ji Ting, There is a kind of embarrassment where she doesn't know where to put her hands - she is obviously looking forward to growing up for him.At this time, Ji Ting was already a student in the graduating class of the third year of high school, and he was a big boy. Although he still took care of Zhiyi as he did when he was a child, he would not go to and from school together every day as before.So even if he noticed the change in the little girl, he didn't have the heart to delve into the reason behind it. He only knew that now that Zhiyi was in front of him, sometimes he was like a frightened little rabbit, asking her if she was worried, and she said no. He also smiled and let her go.

Every time she looks at Ji Ting's back, Zhi Yi secretly blames herself for being useless. Many times, when she looks at the goldfish swimming in the water alone, she always asks them: Why can't she be like Zhi An, like Zhi An? A wild sapling stretches out and grows wantonly.When Zhi An was fifteen years old, her height was over 163 centimeters. Although she was not the tallest girl in the class, both boys and girls seemed to look up when looking at her. She looked more and more like Zhi Yi. Unlike, the phoenix eyes are narrow and long, the cheekbones are slightly high, the bridge of the nose is pointed, and the lips are thin. The facial features are not particularly outstanding when viewed separately, but when combined, they are surprisingly radiant.Zhi'an's beauty is vivid and fierce, with a kind of unstoppable coldness. She has cut off her long hair since she was a child at this time, and she wears short and slightly messy hair. The facial features on her small face are more distinct and three-dimensional.She is tall and thin, and does not have the plump breasts and buttocks of traditional aesthetics, but no matter where she walks, she straightens her waist and lifts her chin slightly, because at this time she already knows that beauty itself is a girl and life. All the capital, and she deserved to have such a proud capital.

When Zhi An looks at people, he always likes to squint his beautiful long and narrow eyes, sizing up the people in front of him unscrupulously, with a lazy and fearless expression on his face.So even though she has excellent grades since she was a child, she is not a child who is pleasing to the adults, especially the elderly neighbors in the faculty dormitory area. They like to talk about Professor Gu's youngest daughter with disgust and regret after dinner.In their view, being so dazzling at such a young age, with a pair of eyes that seem to hook people's souls away, is a crime in itself, not to mention that the temper is even more presumptuous, which is completely a factor of instability.

Of course, it's fine to say such things behind the scenes. People around Zhi'an's temper have all seen it before. If people don't offend me, I won't offend others, but if they offend her, they will be punished. She is not afraid of anyone.In the past few years, Gu Weizhen and his wife have become more and more powerless with Zhi'an's control. She will not accept softness and rigidity, and will not buy anyone's account, and only do what she wants to do.Fortunately, she is a clear-headed child most of the time, knowing what is good for herself, so although she is not easy to restrain, she has grown up all the way, and she has made no mistakes. Regardless of willful behavior, Zhian has always been It is a child who is excellent in learning and does not have to worry about it.

Of course, the reason why the women comrades in the neighborhood hate her so much is not only her appearance and temper, but also because their half-grown sons and grandsons just like "little fairies".Most of the boys who played with Zhi An in the mud and water when they were young are now blushing idiots in front of her. Whenever he finds something good, he thinks all day how to get Zhi An to accept it. No one is more aware of her attractiveness in the eyes of boys than Zhian, but she doesn't think it is something that should be hidden and suppressed. She is happy to see the light of desire in boys' eyes, and she is stingy and makes good use of her Appeal.She doesn't get close to anyone, but everyone thinks that Zhi'an's estrangement from him is special.Occasionally, there will be boys she is particularly interested in, either arrogant, silent, or sweet and possessive. In short, the more difficult to approach, the more she likes to approach, and she must get it.Fifteen-year-old Gu Zhi'an is already like a kind of poison. He knows that he can't touch it, but some people drink doves to quench their thirst.

"Ji Ting, look who is here, it can't be looking for you." Ji Ting was slapped on the arm by the people around him, so he had to lift his head supported by his hands. It is also a kind of fate, since he transferred from the fifth grade of elementary school, junior high school, and high school, he was in the same class as Liu Jilin all the way.Many people, including his parents, find it difficult to understand how the gentle and quiet good student Ji Ting has always maintained a good friendship with Liu Jilin.Liu Jilin's father was originally a farmer in the suburbs near G University. When he was young, he made his fortune as a contractor.Liu Jilin is naturally lively and outgoing. He was a little mischievous since he was a child. He didn't get good grades and talked a lot.When he was in junior high school, he visited Ji Ting's house, and he was the loudest in the study and at the dinner table. Ji Peiwen and Xu Shuyun secretly frowned at the inadvertent "modal particles" with dirty words and unfunny jokes.The two didn't say anything at the time, but seeing that Ji Ting and Liu Jilin were still in the same class after high school, and often stayed together after school, their friendship was better than that of ordinary classmates, so they couldn't help feeling a little worried.For this reason, Ji Peiwen even went to talk to Ji Ting, just talking to him about Confucius's "three friends who benefit" and "three friends who lose". "'It's not as good as what I don't get along with, and whoever tires me', your mother taught you to recite these since childhood, you are a good child, you should know the hard work of your parents, young people, the direction must be correct, and the choice of friends is also the same. The essential."

Ji Ting, on the other hand, lowered his head and played with the pen in his hand—it was his habit since he was a child to wait until Ji Peiwen finished speaking before he spoke, "Dad, you are right, I understand what you mean." Ji Peiwen patted his son on the shoulder in satisfaction Standing up, I heard Ji Ting continue to say, "But, I also remember that my mother taught me that 'a gentleman respects the virtuous and tolerates others, but he is good but can't be reserved. I am a great virtuous person, why should I not tolerate it? If I am not a virtuous person, people will reject me, so how can I reject others?' What do you think?"

At that time, Ji Peiwen did not expect that his son would turn him into the army like this. He was born in science and engineering. After all, he was not as immersed in this field as his wife, so he was speechless for a while.Ji Ting looked up at him, and said again, "Dad, don't you think Confucius is very sad? He has no friends." Ji Peiwen couldn't help but look at his son again. Like a mother, fair and handsome, with a soft-spoken tone.Ji Peiwen felt that he didn't understand his grown-up son more and more, or did he never understand it? In short, Ji Ting still seldom tries to prove himself by disobeying adults like adolescent boys. Most of the time, he listens patiently to the teachings of adults, but only a few things he believes in will always stick to them.So despite his parents' criticisms, his friendship with Liu Jilin has continued. Although they can't be called confidants, they are people who can talk.In fact, he couldn't figure out why he made friends with someone like Liu Jilin, but he felt relaxed getting along with Liu Jilin.

Most of the time in the classroom, Ji Ting likes to maintain the posture of propping his head on one hand and playing with the pen in the other, looking at the book with his eyes, sometimes he is really reading, and sometimes his mind wanders.He is about to graduate from high school. Unlike many of his classmates, he is not nervous about the college entrance examination, but he has no expectations either.In addition to not worrying about his grades, it was more because he felt that it didn't matter what he got in the exam. The Department of Physics of G University is the dominant discipline of the school, which is at the leading level in China. Ji Peiwen is the doctoral supervisor in the department. He is the leading expert in condensed matter physics in the country. He presides over the department of condensed matter microstructure physics. In the National Key Laboratory, he planned long ago that his son would inherit his father's career and continue his academic expertise. Therefore, after graduating from high school, Ji Ting entered the Department of Physics of G University, continued his studies after graduation, and then became his father's academician. It is perfectly normal to be the most capable assistant and heir in the world. Ji Peiwen even thought that it is not impossible for Ji Ting to surpass him academically with his intelligence and temperament that is not easily disturbed by the outside world.Even Liu Jilin often joked that in front of Ji Ting is a scientific avenue leading to light.

Regarding physics, Ji Ting does not dislike it, knowing that his grades prove it, he also understands his father's achievements, and it is a good thing to become a respected scholar like his father.If he was destined to go down this road, why should he expect it?Sometimes he thought in his heart, if he suddenly fainted or suddenly fell ill on the day of the college entrance examination, would his life change?Maybe not, even if he takes a year of tutoring, he will still become a "glorious college student". He was rudely interrupted by Liu Jilin in such a state of mind, and he looked helplessly at the door of the classroom, and he greeted the morning sun.Zhi'an was standing at the door of their classroom with something in her hand. She was standing there casually, wearing a uniform school uniform, and the corners of the skirt were wrinkled. It's so vivid when it's crumpled.

"Beauty!" Liu Jilin whistled softly, and together with the boys and girls in the class looked up at the girl at the door, "Oh, Ji Ting, talk, did you come for me?" He anxiously patted Ji Ting gave it a hand. She came to him?Ji Ting was surprised. Although their family has a close relationship with the Gu family, everyone thought he and the two daughters of the Gu family were childhood sweethearts.In fact, since childhood, only Zhiyi has been close to him - but in the past two years, even Zhiyi has been weird.As for Zhi An, his closest contact with her was only in the year when he graduated from the third year of junior high school. He still remembered Zhi An's face stained by the setting sun at dusk, and the embarrassing ending at the end, but at that time he Really didn't think of the girl... He looked at her at the door, but her eyes didn't fall on him. "Chen Lang, are you still coming out?" She called out to a person in the classroom openly.Chen Lang——the boy she had called bowed his head and smiled, and ran to her side from his seat with a vigorous figure. Liu Jilin looked curiously at Zhi'an at the door and handed the things in his hand to Chen Lang. Chen Lang took it with a smile, and the two talked and laughed familiarly. He was about to make good use of his proud hearing. , Listening to what the two of them were talking about, unexpectedly a UFO bounced on his face, making him scream in fright.When he covered his face and picked up the "weapon" from the ground, it turned out to be the ballpoint pen that Ji Ting had been playing with before.He angrily slapped the pen in front of Ji Ting, saw Ji Ting's slightly apologetic smile, and when he turned to look at the door, Chen Lang had already walked back to the classroom, and Zhi An was no longer there.He was a little disappointed, wondering if he had missed some exciting scene, so he said to Ji Ting: "I thought Gu Zhi'an was here to find you, but I didn't expect it to be that guy, the two seem to be quite familiar." Ji Ting continued to play with his pen, eyelashes cast shadows in his eyes, "Why did she find me?" "Hey, aren't you childhood sweethearts?" Liu Jilin said strangely. "Nonsense, it's just that my dad has a very good relationship with their family." "Forget it, you and Gu Zhian's sister, what are your names... By the way, it's Gu Zhiyi, you two are very nice, you used to be together after school often." "It was when I was a child, she was not in good health, so I naturally have to take care of her more." Ji Ting said. Liu Jilin didn't dwell on this issue, he just smacked his lips and said, "To be honest, you don't know how to take advantage of opportunities. If my dad knows Gu Zhian's family that well, I'm sure..." "Affirm what?" Ji Ting smiled, "It's just a little girl, what's on your mind?" "A little girl? Hehe, when she grows into a big girl, she will be picked off like a flower. Didn't you see the way she was making out with Chen Lang just now?" Liu Jilin looked like a bystander. Ji Ting emphasized. Ji Ting still kept his head down and read the book: "It has nothing to do with us who she likes to be with." "Why doesn't it matter? Sigh... I still like Gu Zhi'an's tone." Liu Jilin held his chin and was fascinated. This time Ji Ting looked at him with a surprised expression, "You... like Zhi'an?" Liu Jilin pinched his chin and said with a smile: "Everyone has a love for beauty, but to be honest, a chick like Gu Zhi'an looks at it from a distance, and it's enough to be lustful. You can't get too close. Look at it up close. Looking at her eyes, I feel panicked. I just don't believe it, no one can take advantage of Chen Lang." "It's better not to talk so much about things that have nothing to do with you." Ji Ting said lightly, with his usual gentle and calm tone. Liu Jilin has always been displeased with Chen Lang, not because of any quarrel between them, probably because of the same-sex repulsion, Chen Lang, like Ji Ting, is a student of G University faculty, his father is the vice-principal of G University, and his mother is the school He has all the advantages that a boy of this age can hope for. He has a good family background, is tall and handsome, has good grades, and plays basketball well. More importantly, he has drawn since elementary school, and his works have been exhibited in this city many times. He won an award at the Youth Painting and Calligraphy Exhibition, so many people can understand his arrogance and aloofness, especially girls, who think it is called "cool".But Liu Jilin scoffed, and he often said to Ji Ting: "What is cool, he looks like that, I don't know if it's underwear or outer pants!" Ji Ting laughed every time he heard this. The boy is also eye-catching. If Chen Lang is a valuable oil painting, then Ji Ting is a piece of rice paper with a clear heart. It is white, flexible, and clear. Fascinated, but can't bear to write.Many people say that it is rare for a boy to have such a quiet and bookish air, without any powdery smell, which is the atmosphere of his family's scholarly family for several generations. Many girls in the class and grade like to compare Chen Lang and Ji Ting behind their backs, and each has its supporters. Ji Ting also heard about this from Liu Jilin, and just laughed.He doesn't dislike Chen Lang, because if there is a comparison, relatively speaking, he dislikes himself even more.