Chapter 6 Chapter 5 Who else will love me?

The time after school is always the busiest on campus. Ji Ting followed the bustling students out of the teaching area of ​​the attached high school. The further he walked home, the fewer people around him. Liu Jilin also went back to his home outside the school.Ji Ting walked alone on the bluestone path leading to his house, and there were familiar people around him from time to time. He didn't want to go home so soon. The advantage of living in a university is that there will always be a large area of ​​luxurious green land and open space, no matter what you want You can go shopping. He went to the place where the staff dormitory area is adjacent to the back mountain, and unexpectedly ran into Zhiyi who was also returning home from school. Zhiyi was carrying a schoolbag and walking with her head bowed. I don’t know why she was wearing that school uniform. It looks extra wide, making her even smaller.She is not as dazzling as Zhi'an, she is like a little daisy, which makes people feel distressed.Ji Ting stood there with a smile, watching her slowly approach without realizing it, and then called her, "Zhiyi."

Zhiyi raised her head to look at him: "Ji Ting...brother...you just finished school too?" Her face was red again, and there was a pitiful look on her palm-sized face, Ji Ting couldn't help but a little amused, "What are you doing looking at the ground, are you not afraid of bumping into someone?" "Yeah... no no... no..." She probably didn't know what she wanted to say, she almost bit her own tongue, looked at Ji Ting and smiled, and she smiled embarrassedly.The wind blew over, and some of the strands of hair tied behind her head were scattered and brushed against her face, itching, she stretched out her hand to flick it, but those few strands of thin hair were disobedient, flung it away, and again Wrap back.Ji Ting lowered his head and gently wrapped the lock of hair behind her ears for her. Her ears were small and thin, somewhat transparent, and strangely red.

His hand was very cold, and he inadvertently touched her burning ears, like ice burning coals, she couldn't help but slightly trembled, and tilted her head awkwardly, "Are you still going home?" "It's still early, I walk around and read for a long time, and my eyes are a little uncomfortable." Ji Ting said with a smile. "Oh," Zhiyi nodded, "Then I'll go home first, and you should go back earlier." Ji Ting watched her wave his hand at him, ran away in a little panic, and laughed again.Zhiyi has also grown up, she is no longer the little girl who used to cling to him all the time, he doesn't understand why she seems to be getting more and more distant from him, the girl's mind is always unpredictable, when she first met her , the scene of her crying in secret seems to be still in front of her eyes. He once promised to protect her all the time. Maybe, she doesn't need his constant protection. One day there will be someone around her who really protects her.

He was walking aimlessly, and it was rare to have such a cool breeze in the early summer evening, which made the gloom in his heart gradually fade away, and then he heard the sound of clothes flapping branches and leaves in the bushes in front of him. After walking a few steps forward, I saw two figures approaching. Ji Ting is not surprised, there are many couples like this in the back of the campus, and he wanted to walk away, but he suddenly remembered that there was a time when he was a child, he used to be with Zhi An, taking pleasure in spoiling other people's good deeds as a prank, and he couldn't help but It's a little funny.Playing heartily, he glanced in that direction, and found that the two people were actually wearing the school uniform of the attached high school... The back of one of them was indescribably familiar to him.

Ji Ting later thought about how long he had watched it, maybe it was only a few seconds, maybe it was longer.The wind blew past, blowing the branches around him to his face, causing a slight pain, more painful than he imagined.However, this kind of pain woke him up. Among the two people in front of him, one was his sister, and he had the right and obligation to interrupt them. He coughed lightly, and saw the two people who were embracing each other separate as he wished. Zhi'an was still leaning half of her body on Chen Lang's body, she didn't have the slightest nervousness and shyness of being caught, she squinted her eyes slightly, looking at Ji Ting with interest.

She is still a child, how can she do this?how can? ! "What a coincidence, Ji Ting, you also came here for a walk." Chen Lang's face still had a red tide, but he still raised his chin to greet Ji Ting, "I'm sorry to disturb you, but can you let go of my sister?" Ji Ting's face was expressionless, he was thinking, maybe Liu Jilin was right, Chen Lang is really a let down People who people hate, if only he could become Liu Jilin at this moment. In that case, he could have enough vicious words and use them all on the person in front of him without any scruples.

"Sister?" Chen Lang looked at Zhi'an with a questioning look. Zhi An tilted his head noncommittally, left Chen Lang's body, and said to Ji Ting, "How is it, brother Ji Ting?" She had never called him that before, at this moment she tilted her head slightly to look at him, and smiled sweetly, making Ji Ting in a trance for a moment, such a smile, such a title, how many times did she expect it? "Then, your elder brother came here specially to care about your younger sister?" Chen Lang smiled at Ji Ting. Ji Ting's attitude is still gentle, but his voice is cold, "I'm afraid Vice President Chen will come here for a walk occasionally, and take care of Mr. Chen by the way."

Chen Lang sneered, "Use my father to scare me?" However, there was no hesitation in his expression. "You go back first, remember to bring me the paint I want." Zhi'an looked at Chen Lang and smiled. Now that she said so, Chen Lang didn't insist, "Okay, I'll find you then." When he walked past Ji Ting, he said "Excuse me", Ji Ting smiled slightly at him, but his body Without moving an inch, the two boys brushed past each other, their shoulders hurting each other. After Chen Lang walked away, Ji Ting didn't speak anymore, he stood at the same spot, silently looking at Zhi'an, he wanted to hear what she had to say.But Zhian grabbed the schoolbag she threw on the grass earlier, and stuffed it into Ji Ting's hand, "Let's go." She grabbed him as if nothing had happened, and walked ahead.

Ji Ting carried her schoolbag on his shoulder and followed her for a while, then he said, "Zhi An, don't you think you should tell me what happened just now?" She stopped suddenly and turned around, Ji Ting couldn't dodge it, the two bumped into each other head-on, he was afraid that she would fall, so he reached out to hold her waist, she was very thin, her waist was so slender that he felt he could hold her in his arms.Zhian looked up at him from a close distance, those eyes made him tremble, he bounced his hand back like an electric shock, and put his back behind his back.

She still leaned close to him, with a provocative look, "Need me to describe the details?" He bit his lower lip, with one hand behind his back tightly, not allowing himself to avoid her eyes, silent for a while, and he gave an answer that surprised even Zhi An. He said, "Well, yes!" She should know that he was actually a child who couldn't stand being provoked since he was a child, especially when she provoked him. Zhi An smiled, many people love her half-hearted smile, but Ji Ting likes her smile now, like an innocent child. "The specific details are... I asked him to borrow a paint. In fact, painting is very interesting. Why didn't I know it before." She looked at him and said.

Ji Ting laughed at himself, "I'm not a fool, do I need to hug like that if I borrow paint?" "What's wrong with that?" She seemed to ask seriously. "How old are you? Do you know what those boys are thinking?" "But I like someone to hold me, and I need someone to love me." "Many people love you, but they don't necessarily need this form of expression." Ji Ting earnestly said. "Who, who else?" She asked uncharacteristically. "What who?" Ji Ting was puzzled for a moment. Zhian raised the corner of his mouth: "You said that many people love me, who are many people, and who loves me? Tell me!" Ji Ting lowered his head, he could feel her breathing, his heart was in turmoil, and an answer was about to come out, the palms behind his back were sticky, he moved a little, only then did he realize how tightly he was gripping. He took a step back and pulled a few inches away from her, "At least Zhiyi loves you." Zhi An began to narrow his eyes slightly again, looking at him deeply. He turned away. "It's one thing for others to love you. Girls, you must also know how to love yourself. You can save many things for later. For example, with Chen Lang, he is not bad, but you are too young." "Nonsense!" She took another step forward. "Maybe you don't care about being known by Uncle Gu, but if they really know, you won't be happier than now." Ji Ting pretended not to feel her approach. "What do you want to tell them?" "Tell them what I've seen and I'm not going to embellish it." "Really?" Zhi'an's tone rose strangely, and then he felt his hands behind his back were quickly grasped and landed on a soft place, where there were warm ups and downs. Her movements were too fast, and his hands were still clenched, but he still felt her heartbeat, or did the heartbeat that was so violent that he was about to break free from his body came from him?Plop, plop... as if there was only this rhythm in the world, and the vibration was so strong that later, when he recalled this lightning-like moment, he only remembered the deafening heartbeat and the sweaty palms in a blank space. "Don't worry about my business, otherwise I will tell Uncle Ji the truth about me, and likewise, I won't add oil and vinegar." Of course, Ji Ting did not disclose the "facts he saw" to anyone. Zhi'an successfully made that afternoon his secret, a secret that he did not dare to reveal. Opening it weakly, then holding back emptyly, he felt infinitely disappointed, he feared that one day he would forget even the temperature of that moment. In such a state of disappointment, Ji Ting ended his high school career. He walked into the examination room of the college entrance examination with such a calm face. The teachers said that he was psychologically stable. No one knew that under such calm, he was so upset numb.He is like an examination machine, those question types and formulas are instinctively memorized, and they are written out after they are inserted.After finishing the test paper, he sat quietly on the table, looking at the test paper with his eyes, but there was only the heartbeat of that day in his ears. She leaned close to him and asked stubbornly: Who loves me, who loves me... After the results of the college entrance examination came out, although he was not as good as his parents expected, he still passed the key line of the year by more than 30 points. He listed G University as his first choice according to his parents' wishes, but he did not fill in the Department of Physics. The director of the Admissions Office personally approached Ji Peiwen to discuss whether it should be corrected through some means. Ji Peiwen hesitated for a long time, and said, "Forget it, let him go." Then he had difficulty falling asleep for several nights in a row , sighed and sighed on the bed, and even his wife Xu Shuyun suffered from insomnia.He didn't understand that his son obviously inherited his talent in physics. Since childhood, this course has been surprisingly excellent, and he has never heard him mention that he doesn't like this major, but when the college entrance examination scores came out, only The score of physics just passed the standard mark, but his wish was unconstrained, but he just didn't fill in the physics department. Before the people from the admissions office found him, he actually had a face-to-face conversation with Ji Ting. He asked Ji Ting if he had any thoughts in his heart. Child's play.Ji Ting only said that he had no idea.Ji Peiwen asked again, what if Dad wants you to study physics?He replied that it would not matter if his choice was revised, it was just a repetition, and he would have to fill it out next year. Ji Ting is such a person, he doesn't argue with you, especially the elders, if you insist, he just refuses to cooperate.There is something soft and tough in his character, not strong, but it is helpless to persist. "Study medicine? Didn't he say before that he hates such a bloody profession the most? Have you ever heard him mention that he wants to practice medicine in the future?" Ji Peiwen asked his wife. "Never." Xu Shuyun shook her head, "Well, fortunately, although our school's medical school is not as good as your department, it's not bad, so don't push the child into a hurry." Things have come to this, and Ji Peiwen has no better choice than to agree. In this way, Ji Ting has become a freshman in the medical school of G University. From high school to university, the only difference for him is that he has changed from the campus of the attached high school to the medical school. Two small buildings in the East Campus. During this period, Zhi Yi and Zhi An also successfully graduated from junior high school. Zhi An got good grades in the senior high school entrance examination. She applied to No. 5 Middle School and was admitted smoothly. It can be predicted that she is like a wild horse running away from home to live in school.Zhiyi didn't do well in the exam. Her score was still ten points short of the high school entrance score of the attached high school, but because she was a student of a teacher, she had no problem entering high school. Before the start of the university, Ji Ting met Chen Lang once. At that time, he had already heard that Chen Lang was admitted to a key college in the east. "Congratulations on being admitted to a good school." Ji Ting said to him. Chen Lang smiled indifferently, "Should I also congratulate you, you got a high score in G University, and it's not bad to stay here as you wish." Ji Ting seemed to have never heard of it, and when Chen Lang walked past him, he asked: "Where did you go, what did Zhi An say?" He knew that Zhi An and Chen Lang had always been very close, and the two People often walk together with painting tools on their backs.She said that she needs someone to love her, and of course she would want Chen Lang to be by her side. "Zhi'an?" Chen Lang showed his trademark mocking smile, "I thought you would know better than me, of course she wouldn't say anything, because she doesn't need anyone." When Ji Ting was lost in thought, he added, "Maybe you are not special, brother Ji Ting." Chen Lang left for a long time, Ji Ting still stayed at the original place, he remembered Zhi An's pranks when she was a child, she always snatched other people's favorite toys, and then discarded them, forgetting about them completely.Maybe when she grew up, she just changed the toy, and nothing else was different.How can he be special, she just likes this kind of game, and he is not even a perfect game object, so she is always so lukewarm to him, even if she enrolls in the fifth middle school, he is the last one knows.He asked himself that he was a very ordinary person, his world was too pale and dull, and he would never be able to keep up with her splendor, even so, he still didn't want to be a toy. In Zhi'an's world, it seems that with Chen Lang's departure, the existence of this person has been completely erased, and there is no shortage of people around her to fill this void at any time.But when Chen Lang left, a hobby she started with him continued, and graffiti became her favorite thing.Seeing that she spends more time on painting, her parents naturally have fewer chances of getting into trouble, so of course they wish for it. Ji Peiwen, who has always loved her, paid a lot of money to provide her with a complete set of painting tools and materials.She lived on campus from the beginning of high school, and only came home on weekends, and sometimes she might not come back on weekends. If she came back, she would definitely carry her set of equipment on her back, so Ji Peiwen discussed with her old friend, and it would be okay for her to keep drawing by herself. It's rare for her to like this method, so why not ask a lecturer from the Art Academy to tutor her seriously.Gu Weizhen discussed with Wang Fan and agreed.They entrusted someone to find an old professor of modern art in the Art Department, who tutored Zhi An for a day every weekend. This time, Zhi An had no objection and came back obediently every week. She rarely focused on one thing for such a long time, even Her parents finally believed that she really liked painting. This kind of tutoring lasted for nearly a month, and finally the old professor found Gu Weizhen helplessly, and the first thing he said was: "Old Gu, I don't think there is any need to continue this tutoring, Ling Qianjin should hire another Gao Ming." "Although Gu Weizhen was mentally prepared, he was still taken aback, and hurriedly asked the reason. It turned out that the old professor insisted on teaching from the theory, aiming to let her lay a solid foundation and at least cultivate a certain aesthetic awareness. Second, Zhi An showed great disdain for his theory. Once the two of them disagreed, the old professor was naturally stubborn. Impatiently, she opened her mouth and said, "Your theory is fart!" The old man taught countless students, but he had never seen such an arrogant student, so he resigned his teacher immediately in a rage. For this sake, Gu Weizhen also felt that he would not have the face to try to persuade him to stay, so he had to apologize repeatedly, and when he returned, he angrily reprimanded Zhi An, Zhi An showed no sign of repentance, he only sneered and said: "I'm sorry. Calling him fart is not a lie, he said so much nonsense, but he couldn't come up with a piece of work that convinced me." Gu Weizhen was so angry that he scolded her for being so crazy at such a young age, she simply didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth.She was still not afraid of death and replied with one sentence, "That old guy's age may not be proportional to his level, his mind is full of pedantry, and his age is useless." Seeing that Gu Weizhen's raised hand was about to fall, Zhiyi, who had been silent all this time, ignored her mother's stop, pulled Zhi'an away, and said to her father: "Dad, we don't know how to paint, and what Zhi'an said may not mean nothing." reason." "Painting is one thing, being a human being is another thing. I just don't want her to be so arrogant as a girl." Zhiyi's intervention calmed down the angry Gu Weizhen, and put down her raised hand.Hearing Zhi'an Youzi sneered, he pointed to his little daughter's nose and said, "Go back to school, it's best not to let me see you if it's okay, and to save me from being angry." On the way back to school, Zhi An sent her to take the bus.While waiting for the bus, she said to her younger sister, "Why do you bother confronting your elders head-on? It won't do you any good if Dad gets angry like this." Zhi An looked at the future direction of the bus for a long time before saying, "I just want to make him so angry."