Chapter 6 Chapter 4 Greed

"When I was with him, I had a bad temper. I lost my temper and complained when something went wrong. Now that I think about it, the two years he was with me were pitiful. I rushed out the door in the middle of the night, just because of some trivial things that I can’t think of now. I regret it, really, these years, my intestines have been regretful. I think my mother has a saying that makes sense. Feelings, big things see the truth. If it were me now, my ending with him might be different." Xin Chao was wearing sportswear, leaning against the wall of the changing room, speaking with a moving expression.

In a lost love, right and wrong are no longer important, what I regret is that we left so hastily. "I met the right person at the wrong time." Xin Chao smiled at me, "Xiao Wei, you too." I threw the towel to her, "You are luckier than me, at least you once had one." "It is precisely because I have owned and seen his goodness that I regret it after losing it. To be honest, I would rather not have seen his goodness than to be so obsessed with it now, just like there is a lyric, I once Owning you makes me sad when I think about it." Everyone has a set of theories. Standing in their own position, they will always feel that their life is the most difficult.

I've had this feeling too. I once also thought that if I hadn't met him, maybe I wouldn't have so many worries, maybe I could still be the ignorant girl who didn't know what love was before. Just thinking about it, if that's the case, I don't want to. "I used to boast that I was going to find him, but the reality is very ironic. I seem to have lost the courage to stand in front of him." Xin Chao curled his lips and looked at me, "This world is like this. There are not so many choices, and there are not so many reasons. It's just inexplicable, and it naturally walks into its rules. You and I are the biggest. Fool, live in the past, this is what a fool would do, which smart person doesn't live in the present?"

"Didn't you say you were going to be on TV?" But she saw her head tilted to one side, "There is no need for that." I already knew the answer in my heart. "I registered a blog, no photos, no words, just to read his blog in a grand manner, anyway, he would only think that I was an insignificant stranger, a passer-by. There was no sign, on Christmas Day, I saw He wrote four words with a punctuation: I am married. I stared at the full stop all afternoon. This full stop is really... drawn in my heart." I was speechless, and I couldn't say a word of comfort, just like the full stop that Xin Chao said, it came too suddenly, but it seemed inevitable.

Xin Chao patted me on the shoulder, "Let's not talk about this anymore, the more you talk about it, the more confused you will be. Let's just treat it as if there is no relationship. He is already someone else's husband. I shouldn't treat him as an object even if I am sexually obsessed." After a while, she took my hand and walked quickly, with the corners of her mouth raised, "Go, go to class." Her emotions have always been fluctuating, but happiness is always the majority, as she always said: "No matter how difficult things are, they are just painful for a while."

If only she could actually do that. We walked to the third floor, Coach Yu stood on the stairs and blocked Xin Chao, "You are late, I have been waiting for you for a long time." Xin Chao tilted his head and smiled, "I'll bring my friend over to try a private lesson, Xiao Yu, you can arrange a coach." I went up to say hello, and Coach Yu asked me, "Sister Jiang, do you want a female coach or a male coach?" "It's good to have a female coach." After Coach Yu left, Xin Chao grabbed my arm and giggled for a while, "Oh my god, I laughed so hard, I would tremble when he called me Sister Chao, but now I'm calling you Sister Jiang, I'm about to die. "

"Okay, just have fun, don't grin your mouth." The beautiful female coach came out and got to know each other for a while. Xin Chao and I took private lessons separately. Xin Chao patted my arm and said, "Practice your arms and legs well, who said we leftover girls don't have spring, If you work hard on your waist, you won’t worry about not being able to get married, use more energy, and try to throw those pasts on Mars.” "Okay, okay, I'll take a lesson first, I'm too tired to talk and think about it, you should work hard." We encouraged each other, and when we had something on our minds, sitting in a boat was better than wading through a muddy river alone with our trousers rolled up.

Facts have proved that this private lesson did not knock me down. Not only did the female coach have a sweet smile, but she also taught with a soft heart. I was still alive and kicking after the class. I couldn't get through it, and taught me while wiping my sweat, "Did you not practice well? Look, you don't have any reflections on your forehead, so you can deal with me by making jokes." "No, maybe I'm in good health, unlike your kidney deficiency, which makes you sweat profusely when you move." Xin Chao choked on the water he drank, "Sister Jiang, can you stop being so murderous with your tongue?"

The treadmill is on the fourth floor. When the two of us went in for a run, there was no one in the room, only the TV on the treadmill was buzzing. Xin Chao gave me a sinister smile, "Look at how sincere this gym is, seeing you coming today , people scattered like birds and beasts.” "Are you complimenting me as a treat, or are you calling me scary?" "You know." Xin Chao nodded at me, picked up the remote control to turn on the TV on the treadmill, and muttered in his mouth: "It's the winter vacation, and all the Pleasant Goat Sun Wukong ladies have jumped out, as if they had made an appointment every year. Well, I'd better watch Shooting the Condors."

"They're all classics." As soon as I finished speaking, Xin Chao objected, "Wrong, let me tell you, these classic dramas are not good at all, they will only bring out the false emptiness of our current TV drama industry, and after so many years of so-called novelties, I still can't play that The old ones. Besides, the reason why classics become classics is not only because of the story, but the biggest charm is that it arouses everyone's taste of chasing memories." "The smell of memories..." Xin Chao started to run, the sound of footsteps muffled in the empty room, he looked at me while running, "Hey, let's run, why are you so dazed?"

I let out an "oh", turned on the button, and started jogging slowly. My troubles come from the fact that I have smelled too many memories, those things have already passed, but I linger on them, knowing that they are moons in the water, but I have to touch them again and again. Xin Chao's unintentional words reminded me that the word "recall" can make you happy at least, but sink you at worst. I shouldn't have. The sound of footsteps echoed in my ears, and I clearly heard my own panting, it should be the same as before, just pretend that I didn't meet him this time.I silently brainwashed myself over and over again in my heart. Who would have thought that I thought I couldn't forget it, but I could let it go, but because I only looked at him from a distance that day, it brought back all my past thoughts, everything. Many people in the company are busy asking people to buy train tickets. The phone in the office keeps ringing every day. I don’t know if it’s a call from a scalper or a business visit. desktop. Some colleagues want to take advantage of the Chinese New Year to go abroad for honeymoon and shopping, and some colleagues complain that the tickets are hard to buy and the scalpers are too wicked. The world has always been severely polarized, and the proud people live an enviable good life No matter how miserable people are, they have to face reality. Chinese New Year is no longer a pleasant thing for the body and mind. When I was young, I smiled like a flower, but when I grow up, I don’t have the energy to pretend to be a flower. People who have been busy for a year come back from all directions to get together, but they are no longer the birds that flew out from here. In the past, everyone was happy and heartless, but now they are all busy showing how prosperous they are outside, for fear Falling behind others, being compared by others and losing others.As expected, the word "comparison" is everywhere in the world of adults, and when the Spring Festival comes, at the dinner table, while eating melon seeds, and walking in the streets, the trend of comparison is instigated extremely violently. I don’t know how many phobias there are in this huge city. I only know that many people no longer like to celebrate the New Year. Except for the big fish and meat on the dinner table and the Spring Festival Gala, everyone seems to be unable to find anything similar to when they were young. . But my mother still treats me like a child, calling me every day with gongs and drums to urge me to buy a ticket, and let me buy two fashionable clothes in Beijing to show off in front of relatives during the Chinese New Year, just like when I was a child Looking forward to the stars and looking forward to the moon, I love the Chinese New Year. In fact, I don’t need her to remind me. I bought the ticket and go back every year on a soft sleeper, because my dad will always use his trump card. The old man has already bought the return plane ticket in advance. He is diligent and thrifty. How could I dare not go home because I am frugal, even if my mother yells that I will go back to blind date this Chinese New Year, I have to bite the bullet and go home. Su Xiaoou went home early, and the closer to the end of the year, the more difficult it is to buy a ticket. The advantage of being a freelancer is that you can freely decide your own itinerary. Of course, Su Xiaoou, who is careful about his budget, is not willing to be robbed by scalpers. On the train to Harbin, before leaving, he went to the barber shop to cut off his long hair, shaved his beard, and took out his earwax. I think Su Xiaoou has finally made progress. On the way home, his rich and tangy artistic atmosphere shocked the simple folks. As soon as he entered the village, the villagers covered their noses like birds and beasts, and the bold only dared to wait and see from a distance. Even his father saw him entering the house. I didn't recognize him at first glance, but turned around calmly and went to the back room to get a one-dollar steel coin for him. When I handed it to him, Su Xiaoou, who was wide-eyed, was overjoyed to see the money, and took it with both hands devoutly. As a result, his father said something shocking and crying, "Why didn't you prepare a broken bowl?" Su Xiaoou knew that he was regarded as a disciple of the Beggar Gang by his biological father. Su Xiaoou was severely beaten by his father that time, probably he Dad was also furious, he didn't recognize his own son, he couldn't let go of his old face, so he picked up the dick and slapped it hard.This time, Su Xiaoou was treated like a dog by the hair stylist, and he should be treated like a superstar when he returned home. The villagers went to the village entrance to welcome this great and clean manga artist in tears. It needs to be well groomed, even the dog's hair is dyed in various colors now, not to mention Su Xiaoou's noble artist's hair. Su Xiaoou searched for a barber shop in the streets, but he had to drag me to give him courage. The unbearable past quickly replayed in my mind. I knew that something was wrong, but I was powerless to stop Su Xiaoou from crying and making trouble. The shrew who hanged herself made a move, and reluctantly raised the small white flag.When we came to the depths of the dilapidated alley after a long journey, the neon lights at the entrance of the barber shop flickered feebly, and I felt powerless in my heart. I was encouraged by Su Xiaoou again from a long distance away, and I didn’t smell the danger. The breath-taking hair stylist warmly welcomed us. Su Xiaoou communicated with the hair stylist about his new hairstyle with a lot of opinions. Seeing the meticulous expression shocked the inexperienced hair stylist, this posture does not look like he is here for a haircut, people who don't know may think that Su Xiaoou is a scientist who studies Shenqi. The yellow-haired hair stylist went into battle with trembling hands. Su Xiaoou asked for a massage and dry cleaning, and the hair stylist quickly followed suit. During the haircut and nose hair trimming, Su Xiaoou gave full play to the right to speak, and the hair stylist nodded attentively while working. Suan, after everything was over, Su Xiaoou showed a satisfied and rich expression, the hair stylist finally heaved a sigh of relief, and sitting on the sofa, I knew that everything was far from that simple. The old face cut off 5 yuan with the hair stylist, and pointed at my position and said brazenly: "Little brother, I didn't bring any money, my girlfriend only brought 10 yuan, 10 yuan is so good, it's perfect, it's better than There are many top 15. It's almost Chinese New Year, I'm here to promote your business, and you can give me a discount." After saying this, Su Xiaoou stared deeply at the poor hairdresser with eyes that he thought were more gloomy than Tony Leung. I clearly saw the pupils of the hair stylist dimmed, completely shot by Su Xiaoou's cruel eyes, dying to give up the dying struggle, even the nostrils opened and closed in grief, almost biting a mouthful of white teeth, and nodded numbly, " It's... alright." "Give me 10 yuan." The shameless Su Xiaoou grabbed my small bag, took out the crumpled 10 yuan he had prepared in advance, and handed it to the hair stylist. "Thank you, I'll come again next time." Bandits, hooligans, plague gods, robbers, perverts... I guess the hair stylist must have these words running very fast in his mind. Su Xiaoou patted his ass and left, only missing a toothpick or dog's tail grass in his mouth. As an accomplice, I was pushed out the door by the rude Su Xiaoou with my head down, away from the humiliating and sad eyes of the hair stylist. Sure enough, the disease of stinginess is the most incurable disease in the world, it penetrates deep into the bone marrow and corrodes the soul, and every time I have to be pulled by Su Xiaoou, a cheapskate, as a backing, I have struggled many times but still can't get rid of this embarrassing Destiny, a deep sense of powerlessness and sadness welled up in my heart. But Su Xiaoou seemed to have picked up a huge bargain, showing off in front of me bouncingly, "How about it, washing, cutting and blowing, plus picking out ears, trimming nose hair, shaving and massage is only worth 10 yuan, right?" I looked back at the barber shop's simple and heartbreaking name "Convenience Hair Salon", and felt chills for the sincere, honest and selfless boss. The price is so low that it is hard to find in the whole of Beijing, and I will meet a scum like Su Xiaoou , the most important thing is that I was used as an accomplice, the cold wind was howling in the winter, I lowered my strong head at the dilapidated small intersection, and I was extremely ashamed, and asked Su Xiaoou: "When will you be able to change your bad habits? Do you know that you are greedy for petty gains and suffer big losses, and you are ashamed to say that you will come again next time, and the next time the hairdresser may cut you into a bald man, how crazy will you be then?" Su Xiaoou is very self-aware, "He dares, if he is bald, I will claim at least five hundred yuan. I, Su Xiaoou, am not a fuel-efficient lamp. I have a thick skin." "You forgot the last time you went to the buffet. You almost ate and rolled in pain in the corridor of the hospital. You hugged the doctor's thigh and cried for father and mother. After eating the buffet for 39 yuan, the doctor spent hundreds of dollars. Also When I was in college, you always went to other people’s houses to eat and drink. The most annoying thing is that when I asked you to wholesale a box of instant noodles for me, you actually bought me a box of instant noodles online for a few dollars. Box of counterfeit and shoddy products, Master Kong is labeled as Shuaifu Kang, can you eat the noodles, the noodles are all swollen out of the mouth of the bowl, and the seasoning is so salty, will you drag me after you die yourself?" Su Xiaoou muttered, but I heard clearly, only two words, "Yes." "Su Xiaoou, if cheapness is a trend, congratulations, you have reached the cutting edge of the times. If being a bitch is your greatest pursuit in life, congratulations again, you are already invincible." Su Xiaoou looked indifferent, spreading his arms and shrugging his shoulders, "It's an honor to be a slut, the more slutty you are these days, the more you can get ahead, the thicker your skin is, the more capable you are of great things, just wait and see, I, Su Xiaoou, will definitely be a slut as soon as I come out , who will fight for the top, I will definitely be the most virtuous and artistic manga master in China in the future. Jiang Wei, I am not talking about you, if you are half as thick-skinned as me, you might have married your first love long ago. You can’t sleep all night thinking about it.” When it was over, he patted me on the shoulder earnestly, "If I were you, I would either give up, or make a last-ditch effort. At such an age, playing flirtatious and reserved is the most waste of time." I nestled on the sofa, thinking about Su Xiaoou’s words that day, in Xin Chao’s words, although Su Xiaoou is cunning, rascal, stingy, farting, bragging, lazy, and sloppy, the words written in the published comic book are extremely sharp, It's a world of difference from the people I usually see. last ditch... I felt like a fire was lit in my heart, not too big, but it made me fidgety and toss and turn on the sofa, when Xin Chao called, "Xiao Wei, my mother asked you if you will go home during the Chinese New Year." , come to our house to celebrate the New Year if you don’t go home.” "I... want to go home. Xin Chao, tell me, should I give it a try, or... try my luck?" Xin Chao raised his voice on the other end of the phone, "Say, you're going to confess to him!" My ears were buzzing by Xin Chao's voice, "I know I'm too naive, after all, everyone's life trajectory has been different, I... just feel that I can only dream but can't do anything, it's very uncomfortable." "Xiao Wei, don't wait until that person doesn't belong to you and then regret it. It's really late then, and I'm the negative example. Unspeakable love, it was in school days, and now everyone is an adult, even if he doesn't accept it You can still be friends with your confession. After all, he knows that there is an old classmate who has always liked him. It is not a bad thing for him, right? Secret love, in my opinion, is a kind of obsession. If you don’t want to break it, you will break it, or you will pursue it bravely.” Xin Chao and Su Xiaoou almost said the same thing. After I hung up the phone, I couldn't sit still on the sofa. I walked into the room and opened the drawer. The picture album was heavy in my hands, but my heart felt ethereal, as if being burned by the fire. Turned into smoke and dust, the white drawing paper in the album is the only connection between me and him. I lifted the white paper up, my eyes were so close, and the dim light shined through the back of the paper, I seemed to see the color of that period of youth, although it was far away. Does he live alone like me, or... The closer you get, the more you lose your confidence. I remembered the scene where he was talking to that beautiful girl in the green coat at the airport. I couldn't help but rubbed my hair. I just lay on the table like this, flicking my fingers on the picture album. I don't know anything about his current situation. All that was known, long ago about him, was nothing but clichés already known.Has he returned to China to settle down, or just came back to participate in some activities, whether he is single, I will definitely meet him when I go home... I don't know at all. My head hurt a little from thinking about it, so I just lay down on the bed and stuffed my face under the quilt. Forget it, one step is one step, what can I do if I am here alone, I have been peaceful for so many years, but it was broken by an accidental reunion. Once a person has greed, he will find trouble for himself. I didn't have any expectations at first, but under the instigation of friends around me, I could no longer have peace of mind. I remembered Xin Chao's philosophical words, "I found that many people are better than Yugong Niu. They move mountains to clear the way. It's better for us to move the mountains to block ourselves." The more I want to do, the more I am hesitant to move forward, and then I have to find a lot of reasons for myself. There are roads everywhere in the world, and if there are too many roads blocked, there will be no roads. Xin Chao regretted repeatedly compromising on his so-called self-esteem and missing out on true love. I watched helplessly, feeling sorry for her in my heart. Have I forgotten that I am even better than her? Let's try, if a road has never been traveled, how can we know whether it is a dead end or a broad road. I forced myself to stop guessing. I don't know when I fell asleep, and I didn't have any dreams all night. After I went to the company for breakfast, the office seats were half empty. At this time, some people have already arrived home. Chatting like a bird, Mr. Li had no choice but to close his eyes. "Xiao Yang, where are you going to spend your honeymoon with your family?" "Mauritius, my husband has prepared everything. I heard that there is French romance, British elegance, and bubbling beauty. Mauritius is really a good place." Wu Ran, who was asking the question, was silent, and Xin Chao interjected: "Xiao Wu, you must be envious and jealous." Wu Ran plucked her hair irritably, turned her head and looked at Xin Chao nervously, "When I heard about Mauritius, I felt terrified, I hate it, don't mention Mauritius to me, my mother went there before and gave it to someone else. Four years of clothing, like going to jail, I have a shadow in my heart." Xin Chao stuck out his tongue at me, "See, no matter how good the place is, it can't be an ugly memory." "Hey, you have to work hard, holding happiness in your hands is the most affordable, Xiao Wei, I will always be your strongest backing!" Wu Ran and Xiao Yang, two gossip girls, their ears perked up, they quickly turned their faces to me, and yelled at me, "Xiao Wei has a date?" "Xiao Wei, who is your date? Do you have a house? Is it a hardcover house within the Fourth Ring Road?" "Handsome or not, hurry up and show us. Don't worry, we'll take a sneak peek to prevent him from being pressured." Xin Chao rolled his eyes at the two of them, "A superficial woman." I rolled Xin Chao's eyes even more, "A woman with a big mouth." "The horoscope hasn't been written yet." Wu Ran and Xiao Yang looked at me with bored faces, "Oh, our passion has been burned in vain again." Wu Ran, who was thinking about getting rich by being a matchmaker all day long, asked Xin Chao: "Xin Chao, you have such a beautiful name, and you look like a flower, and you can say that you can't be left behind. , Tell my sister, what kind of one do you want to find, I have a lot of good ones here." I mourn in silence for those men. They were a group of lively and charming men, but they were born into what Wu Ran said was good. Xin Chao didn't take it seriously, and started talking nonsense, "Okay, me, the conditions are not high. I have a house and a car. The house can get the second and third ring roads. It must be luxuriously decorated, and the lowest-grade car must be a Land Rover. Drive it Old domineering, academic qualifications, Peking University and Tsinghua University, at least Cambridge and Harvard, appearance, Gu Tianle's type is enough, the most important thing is that both parents should die, so that I won't be criticized by the old man and old lady in the future educate." Wu Ran and Xiao Yang laughed and laughed, "You, why don't you just go home and pick up the dead body, it's a good thing you can talk about such a condition of mutual anger." Xin Chao compromised, "Then nothing will be lost, as long as you have money." Xiao Yang advised Xin Chao in a soft voice, "Don't worry about it, money is in your eyes. To find a man, you have to find a good character. Earn money slowly in the future." Wu Ran sneered at the side, "Cut, it's because your husband is rich, so you pretend to be so open-minded. A full man doesn't know a hungry man. You have the guts to be like me, squeezing the bus through the roadside stalls every day." try?" Xin Chao followed suit, "Xiao Yang, I know what you mean. I understand everything. Money can buy a house, but not a home. It can buy marriage, but it can't buy love. Money is not everything, but the source of pain. Then In this way, give me your money and Sister Wu, and let the two of us bear this great pain for you!" Wu Ran also followed suit, making a look of generosity and resignation to death, Xiao Yangjiao snorted: "You bad guys, I won't play with you anymore." After speaking, she twisted her waist and went to make her Japanese coffee. The married lady really couldn't understand the bitterness of the unmarried grassroots. Someone talked on MSN, and I saw it was Lin Zhenzhen, my old friend from junior high school, now the mother of a 4-year-old girl, she sent a bouquet of flowers, "Xiao Wei, I miss you so much, when will you be home? My family, Nini, misses you too." "I'll be back the day after tomorrow. I'll buy a present for Nini." Lin Zhenzhen sent a happy butt twisting GIF. I also sent a funny picture in the past, the corners of my mouth raised unconsciously. If I say that the happiest thing for me when I go home, it should be to be able to hug the round little meat ball Nini. I think of the one I bought for her last year. The watermelon hat is so cute to wear, I hugged her and kissed her all over the face to drool. Lin Zhenzhen didn't know if she was being harassed by Nini again, and it took her a long time to reply, "Guess who I saw recently?" After talking with Xin Chao, I came back to my senses, looked at the computer screen, and couldn't help but think of Jiang Zimo's figure in my mind. I shook my head again, maybe not, and replied four words, "I can't guess." "Let me remind you, it's your high school classmate, and he's a famous genius." They already knew each other well, "I just know how to cheat." However, Lin Zhenzhen was obviously going to push the trick to the end, and hurriedly logged off after typing a series of words, "Nini is going out to play with the children, so I'll log off first, see you later." This Lin Zhenzhen... After get off work, Xin Chao insisted on taking me to her house to eat dumplings. Xin Chao’s mother is a very fashionable aunt, and her father is also very fashionable. I remember the first time I entered her house, I was dressed in red and purple by my uncle and aunt. Shocked, she is simply a trend-setter of the times, no wonder Xin Chao was given such a name, and she is full of anticipation. During the meal, Xin Chao's mother talked about the major events in Xin Chao's life. Xin Chao's father was more direct. Xin Chao and I said fiercely, "Why don't you two bachelors be together." The dumpling I picked up fell on the table shamelessly on the spot, but Xin Chao's father buried his head and just ate the dumplings, as if the words just now were from outside the world, and even Xin Chao didn't After realizing it, he rushed to me and asked, "What did the old man say just now?" Xin Chao's mother was so angry that her teeth were chattering, but she still forced a smile to support the messy scene, patted the back of my hand, and said to Xin Chao: "Don't care what your father said, he is demented. gone." The muscles on my face trembled for a while, but I saw Xin Chao's father stuffing dumplings into his mouth as if he didn't hear it, and said to himself: "It's so delicious." Maybe it's because I have been tortured by Su Xiaoou for a long time, and I have developed extraordinary psychological endurance, so after a while I got used to this weird atmosphere, and the clouds became calm. "How is your little grandson from Aunt Liu's family? Last time you two met, I didn't hear you come back and say." I remembered Xin Chao’s description of Xiaosun that day, “He has the face of a reckless man, but his expression is full of femininity, and his face is full of beards. I can’t hide his womanliness. I really think it’s very important to chat with him.” There is a visual impact. I also brought a photo with me and gave it to me. When I saw it, I almost didn’t put my eyes on it. The armpit hair was so black that it was splashed with ink. May I ask him to take pictures without always holding his armpit? It’s too embarrassing. , It’s like making a pornographic film!” "His orchid fingers are too vigorous. I'm afraid that when he talks excitedly in the future, he will poke my eyes blind." When Xin Chao said this, Xin Chao's mother continued to look calm, "Then, your grandma introduced it to the client. How is Liu Zhi?" "Liu Zhi? Just that small-eyed fat man, my grandma is too entrusted to me. I'm going to marry this kind of person. I will have a child with such small eyes. People think that this child has never opened his eyes to see it since he was a child." Over the world, if it looks like that, Mom, I’ll tell you directly, put his photo in your computer, and your computer won’t need to be anti-virus, Trojan horses won’t dare to attack if they see it.” Xin Chao's mother said a lot more, but Xin Chao was unmoved, responding one by one with a tongue like a lotus, Xin Chao's mother retreated steadily, and finally broke into an army, putting all her hopes on me, "Xiao Wei You are a good boy, please pay more attention to my Chaochao, my Chaochao depends entirely on you." I felt like my poor little body was being weighed down. When Xin Chao and I were lying on the bed chatting, Xin Chao told me the truth, "It's not that the people I introduced are really bad, I just don't feel it, don't I feel that I can marry those good conditions that my mother said? I Marriage is a person, not a bunch of conditions for marriage. The men nowadays are really miserable. Every part is looked at by a magnifying glass. No wonder you can’t marry a wife. If you look right, I will marry that person even if you are poor. If you don’t like him, it’s a big deal that you can play around the world alone!” I thought of a lot of conditions my mother had set for my future son-in-law, and my scalp was numb, "I know you are lying about the conditions you said in the office today, but the conditions my mother bragged to you are also bad. I don’t want to go anywhere. I know I’m a dog’s tail grass, but I still insist on inserting me into expensive porcelain.” Xin Chao continued to analyze, "As long as the girl's conditions are not bad, the family is considered solid, and she has a high eye for picking people. As for my eldest cousin, she didn't get married until she was 32. Her mother still hopes to find an honest person who will hurt her." A person with a decent appearance, graduated from a prestigious university, and preferably from a scholarly family. The man’s parents must be reasonable and knowledgeable. The material conditions at the time of marriage are at least a house and a car. The most important thing is that the future son-in-law must honor the woman’s parents. I have lofty ideals for the future. After marriage, I have to formulate a career development plan every year. Let alone a man, I am a woman. After hearing this, I want to become a monk and end the world. I really think my daughter is Snow White. Such a stepmother’s request, It’s really like highway robbery. Why would a man like her fall in love with her? It’s all right now, time waits for no one when you get older, and the family is starting to get anxious, and the requirements are slightly lowered, that’s it, I also feel like I have been wronged by the sky. Last time I went to her house, my cousin always liked to pout her mouth, but recently it has become even more so. She can hang an oil bottle, and she is worried about her. Some men, I can’t even tell you, I’m just an idiot, and I still have to marry a meat bun. If I want to be good-looking, I have to be virtuous and virtuous at the very least. But, having said that, nowadays people don’t talk about feelings when they talk about anything, men and women are all arrogant, it’s hard to make do with it.” I couldn't help sighing, "A lot of people just take themselves too seriously, only to realize that the more they live, the less important they become." Xin Chao turned his face to me, and the corners of his mouth were raised, "That's why I especially hope that you will succeed this time. Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva and Buddha will definitely bless you. I will go to Guanghua Temple to help you burn incense and worship Buddha during the Chinese New Year." "Think about the person you liked when you were so young, for so many years, if you can be together, what a pure and beautiful thing, I can't do it, of course I hope you can do it, so that I can also be happy .” There was a burst of warmth in my heart, and I patted Xin Chao's face, "If it doesn't work out, let's forget it together." Xin Chao hit me on the head, "Fuck, I don't want to be if you want to, I don't want to be a lesbian. I also want to have a beautiful baby." "Let's adopt one together." I pretended to spread my fingers and attacked Xin Chao's big breasts. Xin Chao screamed and cursed: "Jiang Wei, you pervert, if you don't want to learn, you have to learn from Su Xiaoou!" There was giggles in the room. It was quiet outside. We hid in a quilt, hunched our knees, put our hands under our cheeks, and chatted comfortably. Xin Chao asked me, "What kind of person is he?" "Very silent, doesn't like to talk much, and doesn't like to laugh, but the way she smiles is very pretty, like...the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming." "This kind of boy should be very popular." "He is popular, probably because he has a high IQ, and he has always been number one." "Then this kind of boy is incredible. He must be a famous man. You didn't dare to confess your love to him at that time. Is it because of inferiority?" I smiled, "Inferiority is certain, the distance between us is not the slightest..." Xin Chao also seems to be caught up in the memories of the school, "School, there are only two kinds of boys who are the most popular, one is handsome and has good academic performance. It’s just a man of influence, which is a bit out of reach. The other type is a ruffian-type handsome guy with poor grades and can be mixed up, this kind is unruly, which fits the pattern of men who are not bad and women who don’t love them.” I asked her, "Then what type was your first love?" Xin Chao's eyes slowly burst into a halo, "He, he should be one of the two types, not that extreme. He is gentle and gentle. After getting to know him, I found that he was actually a naughty little boy. At that time, I also had There are many competitors, and there are many girls who wrote love letters to him and stacked thousands of paper cranes, I seem to have chased him without much effort." Xin Chao thought of something, and suddenly asked me: "Sister, don't tell me that you like him because of his good grades, you won't be so rigid?" I looked at Xin Chao's wide-open eyes and smiled, "Do you believe it? If love requires conditions, then the first time I saw him, I didn't know what kind of person he was, his personality, grades, and family background." , I don’t know anything about it. It’s just that from the first time I saw him, I felt that the world seemed to be different.” Everything has changed since seeing him. Only then did I realize that in this world, there was still such a him who could never be forgotten just by looking at him.