Chapter 5 Chapter 2: The first hickey you are my first love

Then, Zhiwei, my dearest Zhiwei, if you feel scared walking on an unfamiliar road, then please turn your head and look at me.If you will be happy by that person's side, I also sincerely bless you.Whether it is you, whether it is Fan Lu, no matter what our ending is, I hope you can be happy. forever. God testifies. ——Excerpt from Su Banxia's Quotations The fields are always empty.The smell of the wind fills the tips of my hair. The traces of rain contain the breath of kisses. Is there such a place where I can forget you. Is there such a place where I can remember you again. Your voice, your smile, your fingertips, your beauty, your warmth, your enchantment.

In the farthest place from summer, some people say that there is the end of the world, and everything returns to pure white except for the first memory. There is no wind, and the surroundings are very peaceful and calm, only the orange-yellow blood red of the setting sun is slowly moving, passing, and gliding overhead.The sky is a hazy yellow color, flowing softly into the heart, no clouds, no clouds anywhere. There are no pedestrians on the street. Occasionally, one or two students will be seen coming out of the school gate. They wear high myopia glasses, and their rigid and pale facial expressions can only be described by the only word that comes to mind. who -

"Good boy". Su Banxia sat on the railing at the school gate, staring at everything in front of her, holding her own schoolbag and Zhiwei's white NIKE schoolbag in her arms. Under her uniform, there was a pure but old white skirt, which was dyed a beautiful blush by the setting sun. Su Banxia seemed to have been waiting for a long time, but she still didn't see Zhiwei appearing.However, she had an inexplicable intuition that Zhiwei would definitely come back, and would definitely stand there smiling at her. So Su Banxia protected Zhiwei's schoolbag and continued to sit on the railing.

Like a child sitting on the sidelines, just for her smile. The prosperity of the breeze is like silk wrapped around the skin surface of the neck, Su Banxia's fingers covered with black nail polish are tightly holding Zhiwei's white NIKE schoolbag, and her fingertips turn white due to the force. She raised her eyes to look around from time to time, but found that the figure she expected was not there, and then lowered her head again with dim eyes. The wind is broken. The setting sun fills the air. The warm golden light quietly spreads in every corner of the world. Extend, spread, surge.

Su Banxia pursed her lips, and slowly took out the phone from her pocket. Turning on the screen, the green luminous light immediately condensed on the face. Her fingers hesitated for a moment, and finally pressed the "short message" button, and then typed a string of words—— "Where did you go? I'll be waiting for you at the gate of the school, and your schoolbag. See you soon." Quickly press "Send", the recipient is Zhiwei. She closed the phone with a "snap", stood up and walked back and forth at the school gate.The windows of the guard room were closed tightly, and the surroundings were lifeless. It seemed that she was the only one left in this world.

Su Banxia turned on her phone many times, but she still didn't see any reply emails, a faint sense of uneasiness and disappointment welled up in her heart. Quietly, she raised her head, the rays of the setting sun refracted in the sky projected into Su Banxia's sight, the quiet and empty pupils were like glass beads without emotion, scattered and dark black. Inexplicably, the empty loneliness gushed out of her chest, followed by desolate loneliness one after another. It was clearly the brilliant colors of summer, but Su Banxia still felt as cold as winter all over her body. When Su Banxia straightened up, a boy stood in front of her. Less than one meter away, Su Banxia felt her body startled slightly.

"Hey, wait for someone?" In the halo of the setting sun, the boy's face was completely flat and completely strange. Su Banxia didn't answer, nor paid attention to it, turned her head to look at the empty street, and didn't speak. "Borrow some money, beauty." The light spots of the setting sun danced on the hair and cheeks, forming beautiful hazy spots one by one, which were too unclear. Su Banxia's fingers holding Zhiwei's white NIKE schoolbag are getting tighter and tighter, black nail polish is pouring between her fingers like quicksand. "I don't have any money." Su Banxia stood indifferently in front of him, her tone raised very stubbornly, not at all like the tone she should have when encountering a robbery.

"Holding a Nike schoolbag and saying you don't have any money? Who would believe it?" The boy stood aside, put the gold-edged lighter back into his pocket, glanced at the white Nike schoolbag in Su Banxia's hand, and frowned. A disapproving and indifferent expression. "I have no money." Su Banxia stubbornly repeated the same words, the boy with wide-eyed eyes widened, "Really, I have no money." "Really?" The boy lowered his head, his tone didn't fluctuate, he walked up to Su Banxia, ​​raised his hand to pull out the NIKE schoolbag from her arms, "Okay, I got it, since you have no money , there must be money in it..."

Su Banxia frowned, stubbornly avoided the boy's fingers, tightly hugged the white NIKE schoolbag in her arms, stepped back several steps, and bit her lips vigilantly. "Then baby that thing?" The boy deliberately took a few steps forward. Su Banxia didn't speak, but kept backing away, backing away. "say something!" "Don't come here." Su Banxia frowned tightly, her voice trembling slightly. Actually speaking. At that time, Su Banxia was indeed a little scared, a little frightened, and had the urge to run away. If you can't protect this white NIKE schoolbag, it's like proving that you can't protect Zhiwei. The feeling is exactly the same.

So, Su Banxia just stood there feeling a little at a loss, there seemed to be rustling noises around, a figure suddenly ran over from behind, flashed in front of her eyes, before she had time to see clearly, a waving fist It hit the face of the boy opposite, and then there was a "plop" sound of falling to the ground, and suddenly, Su Banxia's ears were filled with buzzing noises. It's like certain flowers only bloom in summer. It's like people always like to imagine that the sight is full of beautiful scenes. It's just that in the end all the good things at first turned into withered powder.

It will still be trampled on, it will still be forgotten, as if it has never been better. ——In that case, would you still like those? ——In that case, will you still remember those? Everything seems to have returned to calm. The sunset gradually began to sink, and a silver bicycle stood lonely beside the wall outside the school.The street lamp flickered weakly, and in the residual sunset light, the light of the street lamp illuminated such a small area. Also on the railing at the school gate, there were only two figures sitting there. boys and girls. Su Banxia lowered her head, subconsciously only saw the trousers of his uniform, and looked sideways at his face.Exquisite contours, perfect facial features, one small part can be clearly seen at a time, eyebrows, eyes, and corners of the mouth, as if reviewing some beautiful pictures. In the halo of the setting sun, Su Banxia has been planning for a long time to open her mouth to say "thank you", but somehow she feels that these two words are difficult to say. Once she says it, she seems to be no different from an ordinary girl, a little full There is a taste of hypocrisy. Thinking of this, she frowned slightly in displeasure. Just as he was thinking, the boy sitting less than half a meter away from him suddenly opened his mouth—— "Then, you girl, why don't you go home at this time?" There was subtle reproach in his tone. Su Banxia frowned slightly, hugged the white NIKE schoolbag tightly, and faced him: "I'm waiting for someone." The boy raised his head slightly, half of his face was illuminated by the residual light of the setting sun, smooth and warm, with a neat tie on the clean white uniform, glanced at the familiar white NIKE schoolbag in her arms, and asked tentatively: "Waiting for Zhiwei?" Su Banxia was stunned, and raised her eyes, "Do you know Zhiwei?" In his memory, the boy riding a bicycle who walked with Zhiwei this morning seemed to emerge. Oh, so, plus this time, does it count as the second meeting with him? "Well, it's considered acquaintance. Speaking of which, she and I are still neighbors." He smiled slightly and scratched his nose habitually. "Oh." Su Banxia responded softly. I see. "I think it's better not to wait for her. If you encounter a robber again, you won't be as lucky as before. I can help you bring your schoolbag to her." "No, I want to give it to her myself." The boy didn't nod or shake his head, but quietly held his curvaceous chin, looked at Su Banxia with a half-smile, and kindly suggested, "Then, how about I wait with you?" Su Banxia looked at him, turned her face away, said nothing, her white legs were gently swinging back and forth unconsciously. "I'll take it as your acquiescence!" The boy's clear eyes curled up beautifully, as soft and graceful as the morning mist, and the corners of his delicate mouth lifted up lightly. In the setting sun, his smile seemed a little transparent. There was a faint smell of camphor tree coming from his body. Suddenly, his eyes seemed to be stung by some strong light. Su Banxia looked around and saw the shining necklace on the boy's neck, stacked with layers of rings Together, the feeling of being disconnected. "What's your name?" Su Banxia seemed to be much calmer, and her tone was no longer like a hedgehog, but unexpectedly soft. "Fan Lu." The boy smiled and answered without thinking, and then suddenly seemed to think of something, his expression changed slightly, the corner of his mouth twitched forcefully, and he said, "... Mo... Fan Lu." "...What a strange name." Su Banxia muttered in a low voice. "What about you?" He didn't feel displeased, but turned his head to ask her very gently. "Hmm..." There seemed to be a pause, then she finally looked at the boy and spoke slowly. "—Su Banxia." It's a warmer and nicer name than I imagined.Mo Fanlu thought and couldn't help smiling. Walk forward a few meters, and then turn around to look at the two figures on the railing of the school gate.Probably because I haven't seen Mo Fanlu's smile so real for a long time, Sang Ran couldn't help but twitched the corner of her mouth slightly, suddenly the muscles around her lips were painfully pulled by the smile, she couldn't help grinning, raised her hand, Sang Ran used The back of his hand scraped the bruise around the corner of his mouth, and he frowned suddenly. He let out a breath, and his voice was low: "Tsk, you really hit me, chasing girls is really hard enough——" The truth of the matter is this. When Sang Ran and Mo Fanlu walked out of the school together and saw Su Banxia sitting on the railing alone, Mo Fanlu proudly announced to Sang Ran that it was his new goal, even though Sang Ran heard He has said the words "new goal" no less than a hundred times.Under Mo Fanlu's sincere begging, Sang Ran agreed to accompany him in a "hero saving the beauty" scene, but the premise is that "real action" is not allowed, and Sang Ran's "true identity" is not allowed to be revealed. , That's why Sang Ran agreed to him to play the role of "robber" so that his "hero" could make his debut at the right time.What I didn't expect was that the other party was too involved in the drama, which caused Sang Ran to die. For Sang Ran who "relys on his face to make a living", this is really a very depressing thing. Isn't there a saying that women are like clothes, and brothers are like brothers and sisters?It's a pity that Mo Fanlu would rather have a piece of clothing than siblings. But forget it— Who made Mo Fanlu that kid be someone to worry about since he was a child!It's rare that he would be so interested in a girl instead of holding a "playful" attitude. Maybe, that's a good thing, but it's not necessarily a good thing.Sang Ran lowered her eyes, smiled a little lonely, and then the wind blew into the endless black pupils. The phone in his pocket vibrated. Turning to the orange screen, it was a text message from Lu Chuanzi. "—Sang Ran, it's a waste to pick up that stupid woman to the bar, she can't find it here at all!" Sang Ran closed the phone.Raising her head to look near the streetlight not far away, Zhiwei was standing under the dim streetlight at a loss, like an abandoned and lost child. Her expression came into Sang Ran's sight in the dim light of the street lamp. —Stupid woman. --waste. Such words inexplicably pricked Sang Ran's senses. The wind at dusk is warm, but it hurts when it blows on the face. It seems that something blurs the eyes, and the distance is as long as a century. Looking at Zhiwei standing there like that, a certain corner of Sang Ran's chest seemed to be trampled hard. ——Where do you like Lu Chuanzi? Sang Ran let out a long breath, as if she was sighing for Zhiwei, but also for herself. Maybe you will never know that the light spot in your heart that you think is the smallest is all bright in my world. If you squint your eyes and smile slightly at me, it doesn't matter even if the world turns upside down and collapses in the next second. The street lamp shone weakly, and there still seemed to be faint, thin, fragmented blushes in the distance, and the night that was dyed inch by inch gradually lowered on Zhiwei's shoulders and the top of her head. Zhiwei raised her head and looked at the gradually darkening sky, then lowered her eyes to look at the hands of the transparent watch on her left wrist—— "Five twenty-five". Quietly, Zhiwei squeezed the phone even more tightly, and her fingertips felt a little painful.She had been waiting here for about two hours, but she did not see the so-called Lu Chuanzi who said she would wait for her to appear. ——However, she couldn't turn around and walk away, because she always felt that Lu Chuanzi would appear the second she left. What if he couldn't find her at that time? Slowly, there were small footsteps echoing in her ears from far to near, and then she heard a voice beside her saying: "Hey--" Zhiwei's eyes lit up immediately, and she raised her head hastily, but when she saw the other person's face, the light in her eyes quickly dimmed, she just smiled slightly and said, "Sang Ran, why is it you? " It turned out that it wasn't the person I had been waiting for!It was that person's good friend, Sang Ran who Zhiwei had met several times. On Sang Ran's heroic face, he couldn't see the expression clearly because of the backlight, but when he saw the excited light in Zhiwei's eyes dissipate, his fingers visibly trembled in the dark. "Why are you still waiting?" There was some reproach in the tone, and the brows were obviously frowned. Zhiwei was taken aback for a moment, but she didn't answer, she raised her head to look at Sang Ran, but smiled slightly helplessly. The silent time slowly passed by, the boy and the girl stood face to face like that, neither spoke to each other. It wasn't until half an hour later, after a distance as long as a century, that Sang Ran raised her head and found that her throat was a little choked, so she said hoarsely to Zhiwei: "Come with me, I'll take you there find him." Zhiwei was slightly stunned for a moment, then quickly realized, nodded, then followed Sang Ran into the corner alley without saying anything. The sound of the wind gently caressed the corners of his eyes. Smudge by smudge, forming a colorless and endless transparent sadness. Sang Ran walked in front, in such a dark narrow alley, he seemed to be able to clearly feel Zhi Wei's rhythmic footsteps behind him. There was a crackling sound, a slight sound, but it hit a place in his heart that even he couldn't feel it. Slap. pat... Pat—— Faintly, he began to feel uneasy, his heart contracted bit by bit, as long as he thought of the place he was going to take her into, the person he saw, the corner of his mouth felt bitter. The inexplicable panic seemed to be deliberately pushing her into an abyss, as if he was an unforgivable accomplice, as if he was helping the evildoer. The light of dusk quickly disappeared overhead. The twilight is all in one. The noise in the bar sounded from such a close distance, as if the surging tide was beating against the icy rocks fiercely. Such a noisy sound passed through the air and poured straight into the depths of Zhiwei's eardrums. He raised his head and saw the bright red bar in front of him, with the name of the bar "waiting" written crookedly in flashing neon lights. It's here, it's such a remote place, no wonder she couldn't find it after searching for it for a long time. "Come in." It was Sang Ran's inherently indifferent voice. "Well, okay." Zhiwei responded softly. However, what Zhiwei didn't expect was that Sang Ran thoughtfully opened the door of the bar for her, and followed her in cautiously after she walked in. There was a feeling in my heart that I was so moved that I wanted to cry. It's just that "he" is not "he", there is always a gap. The deafening noise in the bar swept through Zhiwei's heart, the dazzling spherical lights were flickering on and off above her head, and the pungent smell of tobacco and alcohol came to her nostrils, confusing her nerves.On the stage, a gaudy girl in a short red skirt is twisting and singing: Who am I Angel, whose model are you, dear dear, let you and I cooperate well, let you and I choose slowly, you are happy and I am happy, you are a model I am Chanel Chanel Chanel Chanel Chanel Chanel... The scarlet light pierced Zhiwei's eyes. In seventeen years, she can guarantee that this is the first time she has come to this kind of occasion.She was a little overwhelmed by the sight in front of her, she opened her eyes like a cat, her heart was beating violently, as if she had done something bad. Nervously and fearfully, she shuttled through the crowd, looking for a certain figure cautiously. A certain—a figure she had been following all along. And Sang Ran was following her, unable to look away, just quietly watching her slender back. A drunken boy slammed into Zhiwei's shoulder. With a heartbeat that suddenly became intense and chaotic, Sang Ran, who had no time to think, rushed forward quickly, quickly shielding Zhiwei behind her, pushed away the drunken and foul-mouthed boy, and suddenly grabbed her by the waist. Hands, tightly held in the palm of his own. "follow me." Zhiwei couldn't see his expression, but was held in a daze by his cold fingers, holding, holding... The book says that people with cold fingers are very kind. The kindness that would rather hurt oneself than hurt others. Yeah? Are those words describing Sang Ran? Zhiwei lowered her eyes until her eyes found his face in the flickering light, and an unstoppable look of surprise appeared on the corners of her lips. Suddenly—— She gently shook off Sang Ran's hand, showing a joyful expression, and ran in his direction. It's just that she didn't see the inexplicable loss in the corner of Sang Ran's eyes, and she will never be able to see it. On the dark red sofa reflected by the light, Lu Chuanzi and several other people nestled lazily there. Strong displeasure flashed in his eyes, and he said something to a curly-haired girl beside him irritably, but was soon overwhelmed by the music in the bar. The night was dark. The bright and snowy moonlight shone indistinctly from the glass. Scattered, refracted, coldness falling all over the ground. Lu Chuanzi raised her head impatiently, her dyed blond hair flowed in her eyes like floating clouds, and a cigarette butt that had been snuffed out was held between her smooth white fingers, which was the smell of BLACK DEVIL cigarettes.On his delicate lips, under the illumination of the dark red light, there is a crystal lip stud that seems to be able to stab the retina. His long and narrow eyes narrowed slightly, and soon, he found the innocent Zhiwei running towards him. As a result, a playful and unruly mysterious smile flashed across his eyes as dark as an abyss. Deep and shallow all over the corners of the mouth. He quickly pressed the cigarette butt between his pale fingers into the ashtray on the coffee table, pressed it again and again, then he got up from the sofa, and when Zhiwei walked into him, he lightly wrapped his arms around her shoulders, ignoring Zhiwei Surprised and shy, but whispered in her ear: "Little Gardenia, did you bring the money?" ——Small Gardenia. This name is full of sweetness and warmth. She didn't know why he called her like that, but she admitted that when he called her like that, there was indeed a little sweetness in her heart slowly rippling. Even every cell is full of happiness. It turns out that happiness can be so simple sometimes. Zhiwei shrank back slightly, and nodded shyly. Just as she took out the five pink hundred-yuan notes from the pocket of her uniform, Lu Chuanzi snatched them away without hesitation. Then, he turned his head and slammed the money on the pretty face of the curly-haired girl on the sofa. There was a soft sound of "哗啦哗啦——". Five pink hundred-yuan bills fluttered down one after another, all scattered on the fair-haired girl's fair legs. Zhiwei was stunned, didn't he use the money in a hurry?Why give it to someone else? She looked at Lu Chuanzi suspiciously, but his disdainful tone sounded in her ear, which filled the depths of her eardrum like an echo. "Go and kill me now, do you hear me?" "Why is it only five hundred, it's not enough." "Didn't I tell you that you can find a way to solve the rest of the money yourself. I don't have any. It's really annoying. Don't come to me again. We don't owe each other any more. Do you understand?" "What are you doing, Lu Chuanzi, what do you think of me?" "You are talking nonsense, please go and do it quickly, there is so much nonsense, don't bother me, okay?" "Lu Chuanzi, why do you..." "To tell you the truth, you are no longer useful to me. If you are more sensible, you can go away quickly. In this way, you understand?" That's the conversation. Lu Chuanzi roared with disgust on his face, and then, Zhiwei saw the curly-haired girl tremblingly clutching the five hundred yuan, grabbing a glass of beer from the coffee table and pouring it on Lu Chuanzi. , she cried and yelled: "Lu Chuanzi, you are not human!" Then she stomped on her red high-heeled shoes and ran out of the bar mournfully. Zhiwei couldn't help exclaiming softly. "Damn you bitch, you dare to pour beer on me." Lu Chuanzi frowned, suppressing the anger bursting out of her heart, and angrily wiped her beer-soaked face with her hand and muttered in a low voice. Zhiwei didn't hear what he was cursing, but anxiously found a snow-white handkerchief from the pocket of her skirt, tiptoed, and hurriedly wiped the beer off his face. Drops of viscous alcohol dripped from the tips of his yellow hair. Patter and roll all over the ground, then splash and shatter, shatter. "Forget it, go away, I'll do it myself." Apparently, he still hadn't calmed down, his tone was so harsh that Zhiwei's fingers couldn't help shaking violently. No one had ever spoken to her so loudly in her memory. She immediately drooped the corners of her mouth, standing there a little at a loss. Noticing Zhiwei's subtle expression change, Lu Chuanzi hastily bent her eyes, and calmed down with a slow tone: "Xiao Zhihua, are you angry? I'm sorry, you should know that I am not losing my temper with you. If you are angry, I will cry." Zhiwei's face blushed quickly, she bit her lip and shook her head, quickly changed the subject, and asked him: "Well...well, what did you ask that girl to do with the money just now?" He seemed to be taken aback for a moment, looking at her shy and beautiful eyebrows, and gently pulling the delicate lip line into a smile, there was an indescribable ambiguous feeling in that smile. He raised his hand slowly, rubbed Zhiwei's soft hair, the corner of his mouth raised evilly: "Well, you don't understand, that kind of thing." "That kind of thing?" Zhiwei blinked her big eyes and asked again, "What kind of thing is it?" "Hehe, anyway, it's something you'll never understand, you know?" He approached her with a hazy tone like ripples. It spread around her ears round and round without leaving any redundant traces. It was as if giving her a dream with the smell of poppies. ——You won't understand, you will never understand that kind of thing, because we live in different worlds from beginning to end.So, you really don't understand. Sang Ran just stood in the corner like that, staring at him and her figure quietly, he stared at Zhiwei's flawless smile like a baby, he stared at Lu Chuanzi's hidden eyes, and in Sang Ran's chest, , that place he didn't know was like crawling into a tiny bug. Wriggling non-stop, so the heart was mercilessly eroded and bitten. An inexplicable dull pain hit his whole body. ——Then, the idiot mood of being in love can blind all the truth. In the dark street, only the street lamps are shining dimly, which can only illuminate a small area, and the shadows are stretched very long, as if they can extend to far, far away. unknown place. Where there are no routes and no maps. The summer night is quiet and peaceful, and the warm night wind will blow off the new green leaves, fluttering among the lights, until they fall to the cold and hard ground and merge into the seemingly endless darkness. Walking out of the bar, under the street lamp, white petals occasionally fell from the sky and floated into Zhiwei's hair. Lu Chuanzi raised his hand, and gently licked the petals caught in her hair, seductively seduce him Looking at Zhiwei's eyes from the delicate corner of his mouth, there are dazzling crystal light spots dancing on his lips. "Thank you for helping me again, little Zhihua." "You don't need to thank me, I'm already very happy if I can help you." Zhiwei smiled sweetly, her cheeks flushed. "Little Zhihua, you are really a good girl." He smiled at her. She couldn't help but blushed and lowered her head. In front of him, she always showed uncontrollable clumsiness. Even being praised by him like this, she would feel her heart was about to explode with excitement. "Ah, it's already this time, I have to go now, I'm sorry, I can't send you back, see you next time, okay?" Although a little disappointed, Zhiwei still nodded obediently, like an obedient child. "OK." Lu Chuanzi chuckled, suddenly bent down, brought her face closer to Zhiwei, and kissed her fair and crystal clear left cheek like a dragonfly. Warm and moist lips. Rhinestone lip studs that slightly tingle the nerves of the face. The ends of his fine hair slid quietly across the side of his face. What came to his face was Lu Chuanzi's unique cologne smell. At that moment, Zhiwei's mind suddenly went blank. She stretched out her hand to cover her kissed left cheek, raised her head, and looked at Lu Chuanzi standing in front of her with wide-open eyes. His eyes contained colors and emotions that she would never understand. She didn't have time to react, she didn't have time to think, she just felt that she kept falling into a heaven full of rose petals, the sweet fragrance filled all her senses, her face was hot, and her heart was beating so violently. If dad is the exception, then he must be the first boy to kiss her. It must also be the first boy she is willing to be kissed by him. --yes. —she would. ——She is willing to give everything for him, and she is also willing to accept everything from him. ——She is willing, really willing, even if she is doomed, even if she is willing to die. "My dear little gardenia, I'm leaving, bye." Zhiwei raised her head and looked at him who caressed her lips, looked at him who turned around and only left his back to her, looked at him who gradually disappeared into the night, quietly, Zhiwei pursed the corners of her mouth, and couldn't help showing happiness nice smile. "Well, goodbye and good night." The summer night wind blows quietly, wrapping around her, brushing her soft long hair. Behind her, in a place she didn't see and won't see, under another streetlight not far away, Ke Jiang stood there without making a sound. He looked at the girl's slender and pure white back from a distance, and his slightly angry eyes fell on her quietly.He recalled everything that happened in front of his eyes just now, and unknowingly, he tightened his fingers. He has been standing there. He has been standing there. always there. He saw traces of him kissing her. He saw her sweet smile on him. Then, Ke Jiang frowned, took out her mobile phone, and pressed Su Banxia's number. After hearing the other party say "Hello", he opened his mouth stiffly and said: "Don't wait any longer, she won't go back, you ask why? Well, I saw her dating another boy. Yes, I didn't talk nonsense, it's really a date, Ban Xia, let's face it, She left you on a date with another guy." ——Then, do you believe it? ——In the world, there really is something called love at first sight. ——So, when I see you with other boys, I will feel inexplicably angry, then, I think, I already...I must have fallen in love with you at first sight! "... Ha, the person who needs to recognize the facts should be me." After a long time, Ke Jiang stood under the street lamp and whispered. In an instant, the voice was blown away by the summer night breeze in the cool air, and disappeared without a trace. About a while later. When she walked to the door of the house, Zhiwei finally found that her hands were empty, oh, God, she even forgot to take her schoolbag back from school. So how is she going to get home?It will definitely arouse the suspicion of parents. When she looked up worriedly, she saw Mo Fanlu sitting on the steps in front of her house. Zhiwei was surprised, and the question "Why are you sitting in front of my house" appeared in her eyes. "Little Zhiwei, you really didn't come back so late. What are you playing so happily that you can even forget the time?" Mo Fanlu chuckled, stood up, and said nothing when he mentioned something on the ground Throw it to Zhiwei. Zhiwei was startled, and instinctively stretched out her hand to catch it, and the thing fell heavily into her embrace. She lowered her head and opened her eyes wide to see that it was her Nike schoolbag. So, she breathed a sigh of relief. But, soon, she realized something, raised her head hastily, blinked her eyes and asked Mo Fanlu, "Mo Fanlu, why are you holding my schoolbag?" Weird, isn't it? Mo Fanlu said nothing, just shrugged his shoulders disapprovingly, put his hands in his pockets, walked straight past Zhiwei, and walked to the door of his own house next door without saying a word. Zhiwei couldn't help twisting her slender and beautiful brows, and pursed her mouth, she chased after her with her schoolbag in her arms, and grabbed Mo Fanlu by the corner of her clothes: "You can't leave, you haven't answered my question yet. " There is a moonlight passing gently overhead. Large swaths of clouds were blown away by the wind in the black night. It's like torn cotton wool. Hearing this, Mo Fanlu turned around and looked at Zhiwei who was full of doubts. After thinking for a while, he suddenly decided to play tricks on her, "Isn't this simple? Of course it's because Su Banxia and I are together. The reason for being together." Su, Ban, Xia. That's right, Zhiwei was sure that she heard it right, because it was a name she was extremely familiar with, and he had deliberately accentuated the pronunciation with ill intentions. So Zhiwei became even more impatient, she opened her eyes and opened her mouth wide, this expression completely satisfied the other party's intention to tease her. "You...why do you know Banxia?" Some were angry, some couldn't believe it. "Are you only allowed to know each other, but not me?" "I didn't mean that, don't twist it, I just..." "Just what?" "I……" "It's just because I'm pretending to be a 'good boy' on purpose, so you think my character is good or bad, and because of that, you don't want me to get close to her, am I right?" Zhiwei suddenly became speechless, and lowered her head in embarrassment. Mo Fanlu looked at her, and suddenly smiled ambiguously, a smile that she couldn't figure out: "Then, leave her to go on a date with other boys, and let her wait for so long with someone's schoolbag alone." Do you have the qualifications to judge my character as good or bad?" She was completely guessed, Zhiwei could only show the expression of "Why do you know this", but she drooped the corners of her mouth because she felt guilty, and found her balance again. It was as if she herself had been found to have done something unforgivable. ——Is it unforgivable that she went to see Lu Chuanzi? "These...these have nothing to do with you." After a long time, Zhiwei said unconvinced. Mo Fanlu smiled: "It's really ruthless, how can you say that it has nothing to do with me? In the near future, we may become very related." Before Zhiwei could reply, she heard Mo Fanlu's deep and gentle voice above her head. "Because, I have already fallen in love with your classmate Su Banxia." Stunned for no reason, Zhiwei raised her head, and Mo Fanlu's chiseled face was outlined very clearly in her line of sight, more of a firm expression, even her eyes were serious like never before. ——You said, do you like pinellia? --yes. ——Liar, flowers like you... No, no, I mean, you don't know each other at all, how could it be... There is no reason at all. ——Do I have to find a reason before I can like her? 或者，你来给我找一个理由吧，直到能够让你接受为止的理由。 已经凉掉了的饭菜，被热了又热。栀薇刚刚拿钥匙打开家门，母亲便又紧张又担心地将最后一盘热好的菜端上餐桌，跑过来询问不停： “薇薇啊，你怎么这么晚才回来？发生什么事情了？妈都急死了，你知不知道啊？” 栀薇只好不自然地微笑，咬了咬嘴唇找出了一个比较合适的借口，“对不起，妈，学校突然临时补课，我来不及通知你和爸，所以……” 母亲停顿了一下，然后静静地点了点头，完全相信了自己乖巧听话的女儿。 “哦，原来是这样啊，我就说嘛，下次要记得打电话回来通知我们一声哦，快来快来，薇薇，你一定饿了吧？快来吃饭，凉的话妈再去帮你热。” 栀薇全身绷着的弦终于得以松懈，轻轻拍了拍胸口，应了一声“好”便走向了餐桌，拿起碗筷。 如果，母亲知道自己欺骗了她的话，一定会伤心吧！ 一定会伤心的，一定会。 所以，必须撒谎，不能实话实说。 夜色凝重。 晚饭过后，栀薇走进房间，向母亲和父亲道过“晚安”之后反手锁上了门，走到窗前“刷拉”一声将天蓝色的窗帘紧紧拉上。 “真是无法想象，莫樊律那样的人也会去喜欢别人，而且对方还是半夏，他不是很不检点的吗……”栀薇自言自语地轻轻呼出一口气，她张开双臂躺到了床上，睁着眼睛看向天花板上面的日光灯，拿起手边的手机，翻开查看。 蓝色的夜光屏幕照亮了她的脸，竟发现了一条未读信息。 打开来，是苏半夏发过来的短信。 “——你去哪里了？我在学校门口等你回来，还有你的书包，不见不散。” 不见不散。 栀薇迅速地从床上坐了起来，不安的情绪扩散到了她的全身，她急忙拿过手机，想要按下“回复键”，可是，很快她又想到了明天可以再见面的。 对，明天再向她说明一切就可以了。 Is not it? 这样想着，栀薇松下了紧张的肩膀，然后，抬起白皙的手指，微微顿了顿，最终，还是按下了红色的“关机”按钮。 手机的屏幕，顿时黑了下来，一片昏暗。 ——那个时候，我还不曾察觉，也不曾知道，半夏曾经受到过的打击与伤害，足够可以让她去放弃整个世界。 ——即使如此，她却依然选择信任我。 ——可是，我却仍旧让她感到不安。 ——我并不会奢望她能够原谅，只是想要再次见她一面而已。 ——我想莫樊律也肯定是如此。 这样的世界，只会让我们那么的恨，也同样那么的爱。 那家叫做“等待”酒吧的东边，靠近河岸的东边的某个地方。 湿淋淋的水汽在泛着绿色光芒的河岸上微微泛起，徐徐地带起一层鱼鳞般扩散开来的涟漪，转眼便散去，转眼又凝聚。 墙壁发黄的阁楼呈现在河岸的不远处，老式的屋子，起伏有些凹凸不平的印记，就像是被染上了时光的简历，看不到原来的色彩。 路川紫将手指中的烟头扔到了地面上，然后踩灭。 抬起头，他走进了黑暗的阁楼楼道里面，用力地跺脚之后，声控灯才终于懒散地闪烁起了昏昏黄黄的光亮。 一步两步地踩在木制的阶梯上面，仿佛随时有一种可以踩空下去的错觉。 就在他掏出了口袋中的钥匙，快要走到自己家门口的时候，忽然一个身影从他的身后跳了出来，还没等他来得及反应，那个身影就迅速地从身后环住了他的腰，紧紧地抱住了他，让他着实地吓了一跳。 不过，就算不回过头看，他也能够感觉得到，那手指的力度，一定是女生。 或者，也是“女人”。 知道他家住址的地方，那一定就能够证明，是他认识的“妹妹”，要么就是“姐姐”。 于是，他仰了仰头，靠向身后的人，轻声笑起来： “好了，亲爱的，别闹了。” “呵呵，猜猜我是谁。”嬉笑着的好听声音，仿佛唱歌一般的动听，果然是女孩子。 只是，这个声音，在一瞬间就牵扯动了路川紫心中的某块土地。 密密麻麻的小痛楚混杂着小喜悦，然后便是小惊讶与小欣喜，他禁不住喉咙哽咽一下，猛地转过身，在望向身后女生的脸庞的时候，精致的脸孔上流露出的是更多的宠溺与笑意。 淡淡地，似乎可以透出真诚色彩的笑意。 “诺……乔？”他开口轻唤。 面前站立着的人儿，拖着大大的红色行李箱，女孩犹如天使一般的美丽，卷曲的褐色长发柔软地散在白皙的肩膀上，花瓣一般红润的嘴唇鲜艳欲滴，她弯着那双漂亮幽黑的大眼睛深深地望着路川紫，抿起嘴角甜甜地笑起来，“I am back，my dear川紫。”然后，她踮起脚，张开双臂轻轻环住了路川紫的脖颈，不由分说地吻住了他。 那一瞬间，他微微有些怔住，看着她如同蝴蝶翅膀一样滑过自己脸庞的睫毛，他慢慢地抬起手，疼爱地抚上了她长长的鬈发。 暗黄的灯光忽明忽灭，狭窄潮湿的楼道里面，他和她安静地拥吻着。 如同一对久违的恋人。 轻微而又缠绵的喘息声。 ——如果世界可以颠倒过来。 ——如果我和你只是盛开在这个世界上的两朵普通的花儿，我们是不是，就不会那么寂寞？ 多想再次看一场夏日里的雨。 多想再次和你站在操场上被雨淋湿。 多想再次和你在雨中平分两只耳机。 多想再次和你手牵住手听着同样的音乐。 咿呀呀的歌，啊呀呀地唱，宝石蓝的苍穹在头顶上旋转不停。 雨滴流淌过眼角。 那是最完美的回忆。 让我们再次侧耳倾听。 ——The last love song——