Chapter 154 Wan Guqin strings with the same sound

The autumn colors are getting thicker, the jackdaws are crying cold, Zijin City looks a little cold and desolate in the rustling leaves, and my Yueyang Palace is also a little more desolate.Although many flowers are still blooming red and many trees are evergreen all year round, this autumn smell permeates the whole city, with a lingering richness and desertedness. People are really contradictory. When you are tired of a place and want to leave strongly, you will feel a little bit of reluctance at a certain moment.This kind of feeling happened to me. I always thought that I was a decisive woman, but I had more feelings and unspeakable entanglements than anyone else.I don't know, is it me or are they fickle?

Sitting in the Qiushui Pavilion, watching the red candles flicker, and the cold moon hanging on the treetops outside the window, the Qiushui Pavilion has carried too many memories in recent years.Me and Chun Yi, me and Wu Fei, me and Xie Ronghua, and even me and Chu Yu.Hugging each other for warmth, playing the piano and listening to rhymes, cooking tea and talking, playing chess and gossiping, so much happiness happened in this small warm pavilion.Now, do I really want to leave completely and never come back? Looking at the strings on the piano table that have not been wiped for a long time, they are covered with dust, and the moonlight falls on the strings, reflecting a trace of cold rhyme.I sat down by the piano table, played softly under the exquisiteness of the moonlight, and sang softly: "The carved eaves and bamboo shadows reflect the empty corridor, the west wind is dark and the moon is cool. A willow on the Shuanghua Pond, the love is like your own." Dance with neon clothes..." Just a few words, but with a profound charm, I have endless resentment in my heart.It is said that eventful autumn, does autumn really make people have more feelings?

"Tune out the rhyme of the four seasons of frost, and the strings of the ancient qin have the same tone." Only this sentence came from behind in a low voice.If it weren't for the woman's voice, I would almost have thought it was Chunyi. In the past, he always came to my Yueyang Palace when the moon was rising. Several times it was me playing the piano or looking at the moon by the window sill. I turned my head and saw Xie Ronghua looking at me with a smile, and couldn't help asking: "Sister, it's so late, why are you here at my Yueyang Palace, what's the matter?"

Xie Ronghua smiled slightly: "Looking at the moon with curved eyebrows, I can't feel sleepy anymore. I remembered my sister, so I came to see you." I hurriedly got up, took her hand, and said with a smile: "Sister, you are welcome, you only need to think of me from now on, even though I am here, I sleep very late every night. These years, because I have always been haunted by nightmares, I don't care about you." I'm used to sleeping." After saying this, I remembered that I would eventually leave Yueyang Palace, and at that time, would she feel more sentimental when she came to look for me?

We sat down at the table, and Hong Jian hurriedly handed over fragrant tea and a few plates of snacks. I looked at Xie Ronghua, looking for me at such a late night, I thought there must be something in my heart, so I asked: "Sister, tell me, what can't be arranged, see if I can help." Xie Ronghua held my hand and smiled gently: "Sister, there are many things entangled in my heart, and I can't say what it is. I am a little uneasy and a little hesitant. As long as I chat with my sister casually, I can relieve my worries." "Is it related to him?" I seem to be very sensitive. The man I'm talking about is the man Xie Ronghua cares about, the imperial physician He Muhan.

Xie Ronghua smiled lightly: "He and I will be like this for the rest of our lives, so we are used to it, but when we think about it occasionally, there will still be a little pain, but it is very light, very light, so light that there is no trace." I nodded slightly: "Well, I understand, it's just that he is an infatuated man, and he has been with you silently all the time. In this life, being with you like this is also happiness, isn't it?" "Yes, so I'm very satisfied and have no complaints. Just being with me like this is also a kind of happiness." Xie Ronghua had a calm expression, she was a woman who would not have too many disturbances, and she had long been used to this kind of life.

I took a sip of tea, it was Jasmine Phoenix Eye, very faint, and the fragrance lingered in my lips.He said in a low voice: "By the way, sister, in a few days, I will leave here and go out for a while." Xie Ronghua was not surprised, but asked softly: "Sister, do you want to go to Cuimei Temple?" "Maybe, I just want to go out for a walk. After a long time, I feel depressed." I replied lightly, not wanting her to know too much, after all, she knew nothing about my life experience. Xie Ronghua looked at me and said softly: "Sister, even though I don't know what happened to you, I can feel that you have been unhappy for so long. Maybe it's because you have regained your sight, and the emperor also Blind in both eyes, maybe something else, in short, I know what happened to you, I can feel it." I thought in my heart, worthy of being a confidant, I can feel something.

I said softly: "It's true that I'm a little unhappy, so I plan to go out of the palace for a walk." "Sister, I won't ask if I don't tell you. Although you are now a queen, I still feel that we are as close as before. I also hope that you will go out of the palace to relax. After you come back, we will still live like this." Xie Ronghua said calmly, I can't refuse, and I can't bear to say no. Only one reply: "Okay." "By the way, sister, I heard from them that the former empress who lives in Jingxin Garden has become stupid." Xie Ronghua said suddenly.

I looked at her in surprise: "Where did the news come from?" Xie Ronghua replied: "There is one thing that cannot be hidden in this harem. Although Jingxinyuan can be regarded as a cold palace, the guards and maids there can still come out and take action. When they come out, they will bring news about it." "After the splendor passed, she was downcast and lived in the Jingxin Garden. I thought the queen would devote herself to Buddha, practice Zen and enlighten the Tao. She should live a peaceful and indifferent life. But she still couldn't let it go, that's why she became stupid. "Speaking of this, I felt a little sad, because all of this was caused by me. Without me, she would continue to be her queen. She might have some private fights with Concubine Yun and Concubine Wu, but it would not in this way.

Xie Ronghua sighed: "How many people can really let go, let alone someone who has been so brilliant. If it's always been mediocre, it's fine. Like me, I don't know the taste of that kind of glory in my whole life, so I don't know what it means to be brilliant. There will be no feeling of despair.” "Sister, maybe I'm cold-hearted. When I heard the news, I didn't feel the slightest. When I decided to get on the back seat, I didn't feel any more about these things. So, even Wu Concubine's death, I won't be in so much pain, I don't know if I say this, do you understand?" I looked at Xie Ronghua, and said each word slowly.

Xie Ronghua smiled lightly: "Ruthless still seems passionate, passionate but also ruthless, sister, in fact, you and I both understand in our hearts what it is for." I looked out of the window, the night was getting darker, and the cool breeze was getting stronger, so I said: "Sister, the night is very deep, you can stay in my Yueyang Palace tonight." Xie Ronghua also looked out of the window, and said softly: "It's okay, Xiao Kouzi and Xiao Zhazi from my palace are here with them, with their escort, it's okay, my sister can rest early." "Then go back earlier, it's too late, I don't worry." I looked at her with concern. "Okay, let's go back now, chat with my sister for a while, and feel much more comfortable. Remember to tell me when my sister leaves, and I will come to see her off, and remember to go early and return early." I smiled and said, "I haven't left yet, my sister thinks that I'm back." "Because I can't bear it, so you must come back." Xie Ronghua looked at her, and in her eyes, I felt her deep understanding of me.Many words are understood without words. I nodded slightly, implying that I would come back, and I was also reluctant to part with her. Looking at the back of her leaving, I also have an indescribable reluctance. If I don't want to see her again in this life, will I not worry about it?And Chun Yi, who is blind, can I really let him go?What is the reason for his short life? Can I really ignore it?Chunzhen, although I have mixed feelings with him, I can't forget him.Am I still frowning like this? In the early morning of the next day, I dressed up in front of the mirror, had breakfast, and walked to Shanglin Garden with the red note.For some reason, I wanted to come out for a walk, look at the staggered pavilions, and feel the scattered scenery of fallen leaves and branches. Walking aimlessly on secluded paths, crossing stone bridges, and climbing stone steps, I don't know where to go.I couldn't help asking Hong Jian: "Hong Jian, do you know where Jing Xin Yuan is going?" "What, Miss, are you going to Jingxin Garden?" Hong Jian looked at me with surprised eyes. One sentence seems to wake up the dreamer, yes, what am I going to Jingxinyuan for?Could it be because Xie Ronghua's words reminded me of going to see the Queen?Could it be that I was moved with compassion and wanted to see how foolish she was? Looking at Hong Jian, I shook my head lightly: "I'm not going, I'm just asking." She looked at me with disbelieving eyes, and replied lightly: "Oh, I don't know how to go." "Well, forget it, let's walk around." I lifted the wicker that blocked my eyes and continued walking.I couldn't help asking myself, did I come out today just for the empress?Definitely not, I just want to take a walk, because I am leaving this Zijin City, whether it is temporarily leaving or leaving forever, I want to say goodbye to this place. Standing on the stone bridge, watching the duckweed count, the remnants of the lotus, there is a lonely wooden boat tied under the willow tree, the birds fly through the forest, and the fallen leaves are scattered all over the ground. Walking through the shadows of flowers, leaves, and branches, and passing the rockery pavilion, I realized that I had reached the place where the swing fell. I saw the vines hanging on the frame, and the orchids were fragrant. I don’t know who re-tied the scattered swing frame. Shake gently.And I no longer have the courage to sit on it, not because I have no courage, but because I have lost that state of mind, the romantic state of mind that dances with the wind. Suddenly I heard the ethereal flute sound, floating melodiously from far and near, and I suddenly remembered that this is the place where Chunzhen and I met for the first time.That time, I regarded him as Chun Yi, the handsome young man I met in Miyuedu, and the little things I connected with him afterwards seemed like yesterday. I know he is here, maybe like me, came here inadvertently, thinking about it in my heart, maybe it is nothing. When I look back, he has passed through the shadows of flowers, branches and trees. He is tall and tall, playing a jade flute horizontally. He is graceful and intoxicating.I am so familiar with this man, I can find the shadow of Chunyi in him, and I can also find a detached elegance.He didn't belong to this imperial palace at all, but he was born into an emperor's family, so he had too many constraints. He walked towards me slowly, getting closer, getting closer...