Chapter 155 At this time the scenery is familiar

The sound of the flute is intoxicating, I looked at the man in front of me, and suddenly wanted to cherish it.Chunzhen and Chunyi look so similar, but they are really different. When I face them, I always get confused.I still don't understand why the person who is stupid for me is Chun Yi, who has the air of an emperor, and not the romantic prince in front of me?Maybe everyone expresses it differently. Furthermore, I am Chunyi's concubine, not Chunzhen's concubine, and now I am Chunyi's queen. Chunzhen sees me as just an illusory dream. He put down his jade flute, approached me, and smiled at me: "Where do we never meet in life, we meet again."

I smiled slightly: "I am not surprised to meet you here, my lord, you are also not surprised at all, right? Because, in this place, as long as you wait, you and I will meet again sooner or later." Yes." I suddenly remembered that he seemed to be here intentionally waiting for me, and every time he said it was a chance encounter, in fact, many times, it was intentional.Together with me today, I also came here intentionally or unintentionally, so what is my reason? Looking at Pinghu from a distance, Chunzhen asked in a low voice, "I feel like this scenery is familiar."

"Yes, the scenery is like this every year. The difference is the people and the changing world." I sighed slightly, looking at the lonely withered lotus in the lake, and remembered the poem "leave the remnant lotus to listen to the sound of rain", such an artistic conception , suitable for the eyebrows of the past, sitting alone in the Yueyang Palace, spending the ordinary fleeting years, and living comfortably.Now I am less impetuous and less in this state of mind. He looked at it tenderly: "You have lost a lot of weight these days." I raised my eyebrows and smiled: "Really? I don't feel it, but I feel a lot more impetuous."

"But your appearance is always so indifferent and chaste, no one can give you the slightest wave. Will you be moved? Will you be really moved for someone?" He looked at me and asked in a low voice. It seems that I have heard it somewhere, Chun Yi said it, but the words expressed are not like this.He also always thought there was frustration in my presence because of my indifference. I smiled coldly: "My lord, you want a person who is so indifferent, what do you use to get excited?" Before, I was so indifferent, but now I am tired of everything, I think, I want to escape because of my boredom.

He looked at me and suddenly said: "Temperature determines everything, it's really not wrong, and it's also because of my temperament that it restrains everything about me." "No, you are doing very well now." I thought of him taking care of the government for Chunyi and governing the country together in the past few months, and felt that he had an extra responsibility. Chunzhen shook his head and smiled slightly: "This is helpless, but to be honest, I did this a lot because of you. You don't have to believe it, but I still said it." I looked at Chunzhen's serious face, and couldn't help but reply: "I believe, I always believe." In fact, I have never believed in anyone, and I have never been willing to distort other people's thinking.

"Such an innocent woman should be happy, so we all want you to be happy, even if you have to pay the price." Chunzhen murmured, who is he so-called us? Is it him, Chunyi, and Chuyu? ? I proudly said: "Happiness has a price to pay, and I am still reluctant to give anything in exchange for that so-called happiness, so I would rather let happiness sit there and be covered in dust." He stood with his hands behind his back, holding a jade flute, and a green jade pendant hung from the jade flute, tied with a purple silk thread. Such a scene is always fascinating.It's a pity that I have only been drunk, but I have never been fascinated. He is right, will I be moved?Who am I really excited about?I will, I will be moved, but only for a short moment, after that, there will be no more.

He looked at me with appreciation and speculation, and asked in a low voice: "Are you leaving?" I came back to my senses in surprise, looked at him, and asked pretendingly puzzled, "Leave?" He nodded slightly: "Yes, your eyes tell me that you want to leave." "My eyes? What eyes?" I still pretended to ask him, but I couldn't help but marvel at this man's observation ability. He is so keen. He must have sensed something from me. "Yes, your eyes show your nostalgia for this place, a kind of nostalgia that wants to leave. Only when you want to leave will you show such eyes." He explained.

I smiled disapprovingly: "My lord is thoughtful and considerate of me. Yes, I want to leave." I didn't hide anything, and told him without hesitation, because I told Chunyi before that I wanted to leave. Go to Cuimei Temple for a short stay. "If I go out of the palace to relax, I'm very happy, but if I don't come back, I don't want to." Chunzhen spoke bluntly, maybe he also felt that there was no need to hide anything from me. I just smiled lightly: "Does the lord still think that I can leave Zijin City completely? In your eyes, am I so free and easy?"

Chunzhen smiled and said: "Yes, Shen Meiwan has always been free and easy. Even if you are the Queen of Daqi now, you can still do it. Before you didn't leave, it was because you were worried and couldn't bear it. But now, you know that you No matter what you do, you can’t do anything too much.” I smiled coldly: "My lord was joking. Knowing my life experience, I should restrain myself, because this crime can make the emperor kill me at any time. If someone knows this secret, I don't think the emperor will be able to protect me no matter how hard he tries." .” With a serious expression, Chunzhen nodded and said, "Yes, I made a thousand mistakes before, and I can protect you a thousand times. If this matter is spread, I'm afraid I have enough energy to protect you if I want to protect you again."

I raised my eyebrows and looked at him proudly: "I know, but I'm not afraid. Since I want to sit where I am today, I feel relieved." "I know, you have nothing to fear." "Yes, I have nothing to fear. Therefore, today, I don't need to say goodbye to you. I come and go as I wish. I already know the cause and effect." I said lightly, feeling relieved. "You know, I won't keep you, and I can't keep you." I smiled: "Yes, I can't keep it. Many things are in vain. You understand all of this better than anyone else, so why would you keep me?" Saying this, I remembered the time in Mingyue Villa and Huaxu with him. The conversations in the illusion, the bits and pieces of the past, every time seems like yesterday.At the beginning, he said that my beauty was a disaster for the country. I knew his heart for me, but we were all rational and kept this distance.Then let this rationality last forever.

He seemed to understand what I was thinking, he was silent, but kept looking at me, trying to keep this short time, which only belonged to me and him. "I'm back to Yueyang Palace." I tightened my white cloak, and then I felt a little cold, the bleakness of autumn, the coolness of autumn. He didn't say anything, just watched me leave, sometimes, thousands of words can't be worth a look. When he was about to arrive at Yueyang Palace, he met Xiao Xuanzi head-on. "Little Xuanzi has met the empress." He bowed and saluted. I nodded slightly: "Well, Xiao Xuanzi, why is it so hasty?" Xiao Xuanzi bowed and replied: "Your Majesty, the slave just happened to be going to the Yueyang Palace. The Emperor said that he hadn't seen you for a few days to go to the Hall of Mental Cultivation. He missed you, so he specially asked the servant to come over and invite the Empress to go." I was thinking in my heart that I hadn't been to the Hall of Mental Cultivation for several days, first to see Chun Yi, and second, to say goodbye to him.So he waved to Xiao Xuanzi and said, "Let's go, we'll go directly to the Hall of Mental Cultivation." The Hall of Mental Cultivation is not far from Yueyang Palace. The autumn wind is bleak and the fallen leaves are flying along the way. It takes only a short walk to arrive. Chun Yi stood by the window, his figure seemed to be much thinner than before, he could only hear him coughing slightly, could it be that he hadn't recovered from the wind and cold last time, couldn't bear it, stepped forward and saluted: "The concubine has seen the emperor, all blessings to the emperor." Chunyi turned around and said in a low voice, "Meier is here." I raised my eyebrows and looked at him, my face was a little pale and haggard, and I couldn't help asking: "Is the emperor's health still not getting better? Is it the cold from the last infection?" Chunyi smiled slightly and said: "It's nothing serious, the imperial doctor has diagnosed and treated it, and it will be fine after taking a few doses of medicine. It's because of the weather, Mei'er, you should pay more attention to your body." I tightened the bright yellow windbreaker for him, and said softly: "If you are sick, don't stand in the wind, you should lie down and rest more, have you taken the medicine?" He shook his head slightly: "I haven't drunk yet." I said to Xiaoxuanzi, "Go and bring medicine to the emperor." Holding the medicine bowl, Chunyi was lying on the chair, I fed him with my own hands, looking at his blank eyes, I couldn't help feeling sentimental in my heart.Although he is not such an all-powerful emperor, he still has the demeanor of a king, but now he feels lonely and fragile. Looking at his slightly frowning brows, I asked softly, "Is it very bitter?" He smiled and said, "It's not bitter. With Mei'er feeding me in person, how could it be bitter?" In my mind, the scene of him feeding me soup and medicine when I was sick, I remember that he tasted the medicine himself before feeding me, as a person The king loves his concubine so much, it has to be said that he is a man who values ​​affection. After drinking the medicine, Chunyi looked at me and asked, "When is Mei'er planning to go to Cuimei Nunnery?" I was startled, why he, like Chunzhen, can feel what I think, is it because they are too familiar with each other.I looked at him who was sick, and only replied in a low voice: "It will take a few more days, when the emperor recovers, the concubine will go." Chunyi coughed softly: "I'm fine, Mei'er doesn't have to worry about me, choose an auspicious day to go, it's better to go early and return early, the weather is getting colder, I don't feel at ease when you are outside. Remember to bring more Let me go, I can take good care of you." "Your Majesty, you know, my concubines don't like to be lively when they go out, not to mention going to Cuimei Nunnery, which is a clean place. It is good for my concubines to go with only red paper. Qiuxi stays here to be ordered by nobleman Shan. The nunnery doesn’t need anyone’s care, it’s clean and comfortable.” I held Chunyi’s hand, and the expression on his face was slightly touched. Chunyi nodded: "When you go, I will order someone to escort you. When you come back, I will send someone to pick you up. How about this?" "Okay, the emperor will arrange these things. By the way, the emperor, after the concubine leaves, I will let nobleman Shan take care of you. She is thoughtful and has a very good relationship with the concubine. Let her take care of the emperor, and the concubine can rest assured." I said to Chunyi, in fact, I really think so in my heart. "Okay." I didn't expect Chun Yi to answer so frankly and simply, maybe he understood what I was thinking, and all of this was for my happiness and peace of mind.Maybe he, like Chunzhen, sensed that I might stay here for a long time, or I might not come back.But he won't ask, won't tell, and won't order me with imperial edicts. He is so straightforward, I should be calm, but for some reason, my heart is at a loss.Looking at his dull eyes, my eyes became foggy, looking at him, it became more and more blurred. I told myself that I still have to leave, how long it takes depends on my heart. Chun Yi, I can't give you more goodness, I'm sorry. Sorry.