Chapter 11 ghost master

The tea is gone, the peony is in bloom, and the fragrance is so vivid. Tianchi was walking on the way home from get off work, feeling unbelievably restless.She didn't want to go home, and didn't know where else to go, so she simply took a walk to Cheng Zhifang's clinic to pick him up from get off work.Now that she is his fiancée, she has to learn to adapt to her new identity. When the nurse saw the future lady boss arriving, she didn't dare to neglect, she greeted her with tea and poured water, and then directly invited her to the inner suite to rest.This lounge is only separated from the inner room by a glass wall, so you can clearly see Cheng Zhifang's work.

Old Cheng turned his back to him, and facing him was a young lady with a beautiful face and a miserable expression, who was talking to Old Cheng.It was clearly separated by a glass wall, but Tianchi heard the young lady's words clearly: her name is Xia Nian'er, she is a ballet dancer, and she lives with the newspaper reporter Su Xiangru. Her neighbor committed suicide by jumping off a building not long ago, but her soul No rest, return to the original house every night and turn on the computer to continue writing... Tianchi was startled, and suddenly woke up: No, it wasn't that she heard Nian'er's narration, but that her heart received such a story, and felt the existence and sorrow of the wronged soul Su Xiangru.

Fang thought of all this, and suddenly found that there was a young woman next to him at some point, who was looking inside the glass wall with him, with a sad face. Tianchi thought it was another patient who came to see the doctor, so he nodded and said, "Hello." "Hello." The woman responded, and then asked Tianchi, "Should I stop disturbing her?" "Who?" Tianchi was puzzled. "Her, Nian'er." The woman pointed to the beautiful girl in the wall and said, "Nian'er and I have the same love as sisters, but now I just trouble her. I'm really sorry for her, but I have nowhere else to go."

In the blink of an eye, Tianchi understood: this is the reporter Su Xiangru who jumped to his death.No, it should be said that it is fragrant like a soul! She actually saw a ghost! She looked at the woman in front of her, delicate and elegant, with a very familiar hesitation and confusion in her expression.However, a ghost is a ghost, she is much paler and weaker than ordinary people, and there is an undisguised greenness on her face. Tianchi is not a woman who makes a fuss, and the strange impression in her mind has been around for a long time. Now she just turned the memory into an image. What are you going to do?"

"I don't know either." Xiangru's confused expression appeared on his face again, like a lost deer, and he murmured, "I just feel that there are many things to do, but I can't remember what to do. I don't know why I am here. I only know Nian'er, so I have to follow her everywhere." Tianchi looked at the woman in the wall, and saw that although she was beautiful, she also had a faint greenness, and she was thanks to the ghost who lived with her.Guiyuan has no intention of hurting people, but he has no choice but to see a different way and bring disaster to the fish in the pond.

Tianchi didn't know if he felt more sympathy for the ghost in front of him or the man inside the wall, so he had to ask again: "Do you have any unfulfilled wishes?" "A book." Xiang Ruhun murmured, "I made an appointment with Nian'er to write a book called "Liu Fang Eternal", rewrite and design images based on the stories of a hundred ancient beauties, and then Nian'er They performed it, hired people to shoot it, and published it as a book.” "That's a good idea." Tianchi said, "Can you give me an example?" "For example, the woman with a peach blossom face in Cui Hu's poem, she was beautiful because she missed it, and became his unforgettable and eternal memory. But what will happen if he finds her? If it is a peach blossom, I don't know where to go, but the human face remains the same. What will happen when leaning against the door? Do you feel that it is still the same place, but the tree is not the same tree, and the person is not the same person, and even the memory has been uprooted?" The ghost talked eloquently, talking about When she was working, she was no longer the confused and bewildered image just now, but articulate and clear thinking, completely no different from a stranger.

Tianchi was overwhelmed: "What a good article! If you want, maybe you can live with me. I work in a magazine, maybe I can help you get the article to publish." One person and one ghost talked very happily, and they hit it off.At this time, Cheng Zhifang opened the door to send Miss Xia out. When he saw Tianchi, he was slightly taken aback: "You were talking outside just now? I thought it was a nurse." He didn't see Xiangru. Tianchi hesitated for a moment, and decided not to tell him about his ghosts for the time being, lest the psychiatrist treat him as a patient again.Talking with Xiangru, when I saw Nian'er, I couldn't help being inexplicably close, and I took the initiative to extend my hand to her: "Hello, Miss Xia."

"How do you know my surname is Xia?" Xia Nian'er was shocked. Tianchi's mind was turned around, and he didn't stop doing one thing, and simply said: "I have seen your dance performance, and it was Xiangru who gave me the ticket. She used to tell me about you." "Are you Xiangru's friend? But she didn't tell me about you." Xia Nian'er immediately smiled sincerely, "I should have known you earlier. Next time there is a performance, I will give you tickets myself." "This is my fiancée Ji Tianchi." Old Cheng Meizi introduced, and said to himself, "We will get married soon."

"Congratulations. This is the perfect match between a man and a woman." This Miss Xia is quite talkative, more tactful and talkative than her girlfriend who is a reporter.She held Cheng Zhifang's and Tianchi's hands and talked for a long time before leaving. Wherever she passed, there was a delicate fragrance, like a wind of attachment. "A beauty is a beauty." Tianchi admired, and then scolded Lao Cheng, "When did I promise to marry you?" Cheng Zhifang looked around and said to him, "Do you really know her, or do you know her friend's soul?"

Tianchi was a little surprised. He didn't expect the dull old Cheng to be so clever when he encountered an inspiration problem, but he admired him very much. He nodded and said, "When I saw her from the outside, I remembered many things. That Miss Su Xiangru was my best friend." Friends." Still not going to tell the whole story. It's one thing to have extraterrestrial memories, it's another to see ghosts with your own eyes.She finally agreed to date Lao Cheng, but their relationship was always more than friendship than love, more like buddies than lovers.Tianchi doesn't intend to be Lao Cheng's experiment anymore, he is eager to improve the relationship between the two, make it more normal, and enjoy the love taste of ordinary people.She purposely asked with a straight face, "Is that beauty treating you warmly? It's not like a patient treats a doctor."

"Oh?" Cheng Zhifang didn't expect that someone as serious and quiet as Tianchi would be jealous, so he didn't know how to react for a while. Tianchi was even more coquettish: "If you can't answer within three seconds, answering later will be a lie." "what?" "Push it three times and block it four times, and you still say you have a ghost in your heart?" Old Cheng called for help: "The interrogator is not so sharp, it is hotter than chili water." "Then don't you hurry up and recruit from the truth?" "Yes yes yes." Cheng Zhifang said honestly, "Miss Xia longs to become famous overnight, so I promise to introduce her to a first-class photographer and take beautiful stills for her." "Who? Which top-notch photographer?" "Lu Yue." It was Tianchi's turn to be tongue-tied. Lao Cheng has already changed the subject in time: "Why don't you resign and become my assistant, and if you encounter a mysterious miscellaneous disease, you don't need to ask questions, just take a look and you'll see the truth." "I don't want to work with you. It will only quarrel more. You can see Xu Feng and Chen'er." After Tianchi finished speaking, he suddenly realized that this was tantamount to acquiescing that he was going to marry him. . Old Cheng chuckled, scratching his ears and cheeks, he was so happy that he didn't know what to do. After a few days, Tianchi really printed out the manuscript and handed it to the editor-in-chief. The editor-in-chief was overjoyed: "The writing is brilliant, it's a stroke of genius." Tianchi laughed, it wasn't a "god", but a "ghost"! The editor-in-chief asked again: "Only this one? It should be a series." Tianchi was in the middle of his heart, and said enthusiastically: "The author hopes to open a column, and suggests that real people will play the characters in the article, and it will be made into a blockbuster costume for illustration." The editor-in-chief was even happier, and said casually: "You have vision, and you are good at planning and communicating with authors. You are too talented to be an art editor. Why don't you come to the editorial department." One word decides the world. When Tianchi came back from get off work, the first thing he did was to announce the good news to Cheng Zhifang, just like reporting homework every day when he first recovered. Lao Cheng was very relieved, and said, "This is great. A girl who sits in an office and deals with words, who is gentle and noble, is the most suitable for you." Tianchi is also very fortunate.Since she was a student, she has loved writing and writing, and has studied art design for so many years. She can design the layout by herself.In less than a month, it has already become an official editor. Old Cheng was relieved, but also worried: "You work with talented scholars and beautiful ladies all day long. Those authors are all eloquent and affectionate, so they won't pursue you?" Tianchi smiled: "Magazine writers are mainly girls, you can relax." Lao Cheng only felt that his luck was surprisingly good.Tianchi has returned to his white clothes, and his hair is growing day by day. He is truly healed and reborn as a human being.He leaned back on the sofa, changed to a more comfortable posture, flipped through the magazine she brought back, and added a footnote: "This Su Xiangru is really the noble person you hit." If he knew that Xiangru was a ghost, he would never have said that. After seeing her in the clinic, Xiang Ruhun privately visited Tianchi every night, sent her a newly completed manuscript, and discussed with her the stories of ancient and modern ladies. such as: "Beauties in ancient times really loved their hair. Hongfu combed her hair facing the window on a snowy night, and attracted the lone ranger and bearded man; Sister Li Gui and Pan Jinlian competed for favor, so Ximenqing tricked her into plucking her hair on the soles of her shoes." Jia Lian was stealing, a strand of hair was found by Ping'er, and he snatched it back and tucked it in his boot... It's a black hair for success, and black hair for failure." "It is not only Wu Sangui who is angry at the crown, but also Lu Bu and Dong Zhuo. The concept of beauty is always associated with 'disaster' or 'bad life'. The former is like Yuhuan and Diaochan, while the latter is like Xishi and Zhaojun .People like to describe beautiful women with beautiful faces and beautiful appearances, but Concubine Yang and Diao Chan are even better, calling them 'shame flowers' and 'closed moon'—such beauty, no wonder it is a disaster, and it is not in vain." "Poppy is the name of a flower, the name of a song, and even the name of a person. A beauty who died for a hero. However, if the beauty does not die, there will probably be no legends for future generations. In this way, her greatest The achievement is not her beauty, but her death." ... All kinds of eclectic arguments often make Tianchi acclaimed.She sincerely admires Su Xiangru's unique creativity, and sympathizes with her misfortune, but she dare not ask the whole story of her death in detail - when ghosts who don't know that they are dead travel around the world, they are like sleepwalkers, and they are most afraid of encountering ghosts. If you drink it right away, you will often be shocked and distracted, and the consequences will be disastrous. At this time, she roughly understood that it was those souls: Yuhuan, Diaochan, Xi Shi, Zhaojun, Yu Meiren... Those souls who lived forever under the sea had something to say, and it was they who asked Xiangru to come back to speak for them. The power behind Xiangru supports Xiangru's soul, asking her to fulfill their wish, and she is helping Xiangru fulfill her wish.Obligatory. For Xiangru's sake, Tianchi specially went to the song and dance troupe to do an interview, and wrote a character draft for Xia Nian'er. There were no beautiful words in the article, but it had a unique style, and the punchline was ghostwritten by Xiangru: "Dancers firmly believe that dance is above all a form of witchcraft, with some kind of extraordinary power. Nian'er is a dancer. She loves dancing, and loves the appearance of herself flying in dance clothes. When she practices dancing alone, she often falls in love with her own image in the mirror. However, once she takes the stage, she is immediately obliterated. All the crowds are dancing. She is 23 years old. At the age of 23, unable to jump out of the head, it is tantamount to announcing that a dancer has terminal cancer. But Nian'er is not worried, she knows that as long as she sticks to what she loves and dances for this love, one day she will stand out. " When the editor-in-chief was reading the manuscript, he specially circled this paragraph with a red pen and commented: "Good sentence. Send it." In the eyes of the editors, the word "Fa" is more auspicious than the "Fu" written backwards in the New Year. The illustrations are taken by Lu Yue, and they are really beautiful.Xia Nian'er made a special trip to buy cakes and fruits to thank Cheng Zhifang and Tianchi, and said, "One of you introduced the photographer for me, and the other wrote an interview to make me famous. It's really a blessing for me to know you two noble people." Cheng Zhifang laughed and said: "Then you have to remember, you will become a big name in the future, and you should say the same when facing reporters, don't be like those little stars who keep silent about things like psychologists and cosmetic doctors, and turn your face Don't admit it." Seeing a look of embarrassment on Nian'er's face, he couldn't help laughing again, "I'm right? Don't you know that psychiatrists keep clients' information confidential?" Nian'er didn't agree: "Even if you are a psychiatrist and know how to attack and read minds, you don't need to expose people all the time." Afraid that Tianchi would be left out in the cold, he hurriedly changed the subject and said, "Miss Ji, the one you wrote for me This interview is really beautiful, I am so praised, especially the part about the dancers and dance clothes, every word is like the writing style of my good friend Xiangru." Cheng Zhifang also said: "The hero sees the same thing, and I also think that the text is the most beautiful." Everyone can distinguish pearls from fish eyes, so Tianchi really doesn't know whether to be happy or feel inferior.Asking himself that his literary talent is incomparable to Xiangru's, and knowing that Xiangru's soul will not stay in the world forever, he seized all the time to ask her for advice. Xiangru is confused about other things, but writing is the only thing, but she is very organized, and she speaks clearly: "Although there are a lot of articles copied in the world, the levels of copying are also different. The key is that the spirit is similar to the shape, and the shape is similar to the sentence. You must learn to apply it flexibly, and you cannot copy the original text." He also said: "When writing about people, I am most afraid of being without characteristics, and when writing about scenes, I am most afraid of being without emotions. People without characteristics are stupid, and scenes without emotions are dead things." "Although it is necessary to express emotions, long-winded speeches are almost useless. No matter how painful the feeling is, it must be expressed through actions. The most critical thing is the way of expression. It is best not to be one-sided in character creation. Like a long TV series, women throw things when they are angry. , the man beat the big tree in anger, opened his mouth like God, why why why..." It made Tianchi laugh.When Xiangru speaks, every word is truly precious, and every sentence is golden and jade. Tianchi's brilliance in her new position is shown day by day. After traveling for half a lifetime, she only found out that her most suitable job is to be an editor. It can be seen that after waking up from the dream, she was not able to continue to be a manager of a plate-making company. The experience is just helping Chen'er. "Snow Neon" should be established by her, and then transferred to Chen'er, everything will be determined.Because I was a monk halfway, I had to study hard to make up for my mistakes with diligence, and spent almost all my time on reading and writing manuscripts. Cheng Zhifang was a little disappointed, and complained to Tianchi: "I just work so hard because of my illness, and I don't know how to combine work and rest." Tianchi smiled: "I've been sleeping for two full years, shouldn't I work hard to catch up?" One day, Tianchi went to visit the filming site and saw Lu Yue's directing arrangements for lighting up, moving positions, changing costumes, and changing sets, and suddenly felt that the scene was infinitely familiar.Although she has learned her past stories from Chen'er, she still has no impression of Lu Yue's claws in her memory.For some reason, she still couldn't think of him, but every time she saw him, she felt heartache. She was familiar with this feeling of heartache. Xia Nian'er, Feng Guanxiapei, was pretending to be a classical beauty, and there was an indescribable elegance in her gestures. Looking back and smiling, she suddenly saw Tianchi, and hurriedly greeted her with a smile on her face: "Miss Ji, yes You. Didn't Dr. Cheng come with you?" Lu Yue put down his camera and walked over, but he didn't dare to go forward. Instead, Tianchi took the initiative to say hello: "Lu Yue, hello." "Tianchi..." Lu Yue looked at his ex-wife with mixed feelings. Every time he saw her, he had to work very hard to restrain the urge to embrace her.He once disappointed her, saddened her, and hurt her so much, but now, she no longer remembers her.No matter the love or hurt he gave her, they were all discarded and no longer treasured. If he could start over with her, he would give everything in exchange.But he had lost her, lost her forever and ever.When they got married, Cheng Zhifang was his best man; in the near future, is he going to change places with old Cheng and watch him marry his beloved away?He had already promised to bless them, not only to Lao Cheng, but also to himself.However, when Tian Chi stood in front of him face to face, he couldn't help being nostalgic, eager, hesitant, and even instinctively nervous about her appearance from the standpoint of a husband. I only heard Tianchi ask: "Is Nian'er very photogenic?" "She is indeed very expressive." Lu Yue replied casually, "But don't worry, I will never..." Halfway through the sentence, I realized that the relationship with Tianchi is not what it used to be, and there is no need to explain anything to her , even if he is willing to explain, she may not be willing to listen. However, Nian'er had already grasped this sentence, and teasingly asked, "Nothing?" Lu Yue couldn't speak, his face was ashamed with embarrassment, and while cursing himself incoherently in his heart, he made up for it with a smile: "I invite the two ladies to dinner, is that okay?" Nian'er agreed immediately.Tianchi had nothing to do with it. Anyway, they wanted to discuss the next step of cooperation, so they nodded.As if he had found a treasure, Lu Yue's voice changed with excitement. He immediately packed up the equipment and sets, and called to reserve a seat. Sitting down in the restaurant, Lu Yue knew exactly what Tianchi liked to eat, and he knew how to provide topics, so he had a wonderful meal. During the dinner, while Lu Yue was walking away, Nian'er quietly asked Tianchi: "You guys didn't just know each other before, right?" Tianchi didn't want to talk too much, so he intentionally changed the topic: "How did Xiangru die? Why did he jump off the building?" Nian'er's complexion immediately darkened, and she said sadly: "Her story is really like a novel. Xiangru is a person who looks chic and lively on the surface, but in fact she is the most conservative. She is very traditional. She has a The childhood sweethearts who have been talking for more than ten years, but the two treat each other with courtesy and insist on getting married before living together. It was originally agreed that we would get married this year, but Xiangru had an accident during an interview in a foreign place..." "What accident?" "She missed the train coming back, so she took a passing car, and there were two men in the car..." Tianchi suddenly trembled, she had already guessed the truth of this story, but she was so unwilling to believe it.Su Xiang appeared in front of her like a pure and pure image, such a truly talented woman who does not eat the fireworks of the world, should bear the dirtiest and most unbearable torture in the world. Is it really like what Zhong Miaoyu said in the verdict--the more superior people are, the more jealous they are , the same suspicion of living a clean world? Nian'er carefully wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and continued: "If you want me to say that rape is not a big deal today, it's all a matter of being hit by a car and causing minor injuries. Turn over and get up and be a normal person, right?" But Xiangru was too upright and cared too much, so she went to report the case and insisted on arresting the two murderers; unexpectedly, the matter was reported in the newspaper and her boyfriend found out, not only did not sympathize with her, but also accused her of She, said that she made her lose face and wanted to break up with her. Xiangru is a reporter herself, but was besieged by the media circle like this, and her boyfriend didn't understand, so she couldn't think about it for a while, so she jumped off the building..." Poor gold and jade quality, eventually sinking into the mud. Tianchi sighs infinitely, and is a soul betrayed by love, no wonder he can communicate with her.She has almost touched Xiangru's tears before she was alive, what a sweet and beautiful soul, she is like a hero in life, and a ghost in death. She swore to herself in her heart: she must help Xiangru fulfill her unfulfilled wish, no matter the cost. That night, Cheng Zhifang lost his temper with Tianchi for the first time in his life.His face was flushed and his forehead was covered with sweat. He was not the gentle and calm psychiatrist in the past. "Tianchi, you are already my fiancée, can you stop being estranged from your ex-husband?" "I didn't..." Tianchi stared blankly, but immediately calmed down, "I promise you, I won't see him again, okay?" This docile attitude made Cheng Zhifang angry like a broken arrow that was sent out but couldn't find the target, and suddenly fell to the ground halfway, with no fighting spirit.However, he didn't feel relaxed, instead he felt an inexplicable loss, as if he hoped that Tianchi would not give in so easily, and would rather have a big fight. Cheng Zhifang is a psychiatrist, although those who can heal do not heal themselves, but the cause and symptoms are clear: Tianchi is so rational and peaceful because he has no love.He loves her, that's why he's so angry; she doesn't love him, that's why he's tolerant. For lovers who are in love, quarreling is not only the seasoning of love, but also a kind of passive communication, but Tianchi refuses to give him this opportunity to communicate. When a person falls in love with another person, he will often feel wronged; however, she, she is so generous, calm, and aboveboard, it is not because she indulges him, but on the contrary, because she does not love him enough. Cheng Zhifang wanted to hate himself, hated himself for being so sober, he couldn't even deceive himself and others; he also hated himself for being ordinary after all, just like everyone else, always looking around, never being satisfied. ——Before this, he never thought that he would be dissatisfied. He has been waiting for Tianchi for so long, and has been secretly in love with her for so long. He has always thought that if one day he can get Tianchi, he will be satisfied and have nothing else to ask for.But now he realizes that he was wrong, he fell in love with Tianchi, because he once watched Tianchi's love - Tianchi's love for Wu Zhou, his love for Lu Yue, let him know how respectable and lovely Tianchi is, And how lucky and rare to be loved by such a woman. However, has he got his wish now?Did he get Tianchi's love? It seems to be, and it seems not to be. After waking up, Tianchi became more rational, sober, normal, and brilliant in writing day by day, but she seemed to have lost her love alone.Her love did not wake up with her mind, she promised to accept his love, but did not dedicate hers, or in other words, she simply forgot what love is and how to love someone. Her love has been paid in advance, given to Wu Zhou, given to Lu Yue, and never left to others. Lao Cheng can't forget the appearance of Tianchi when he was in a coma - two years have passed, but the appearance of Tianchi's sleep is still vivid in his memory, with dense needles and threads like centipede feet sewn on his bald scalp, people understand life better than ever It's just a stinky skin that can be torn apart and then stitched together at any time. At this time, Cheng Zhifang finally knew what they took when they opened Tianchi's head - the doctor is the other hand of God.God gave back Tianchi's life with doctor Yu's hand, but detained her love. What Cheng Zhifang got was only the body of Tianchi, and he had lost the body of love. Where should he go to find Tianchi's love?