Chapter 10 Proposal

"I know I have no talent, I'm not handsome, I have a mediocre career, and I have an ordinary family background, but at least I won't make you cry." This is Cheng Zhifang's declaration of courtship, which is simply remarkable and powerful. In fact, he is too modest, now Cheng Zhifang is a famous doctor, his career is flourishing, his family background is clean, and he has no worries. However, it was he who took the initiative to fall in love with Tianchi. When a person falls in love with another person, he will inexplicably feel inferior, feel short of breath, and belittle himself for no reason.

"Tianchi, every time I see you cry, my heart hurts. I think: let me take care of you. If I'm with you, I won't make you cry." However, he forgot—women will be grateful to those men who treat them well, but the ones they will love and never forget are always those men who make them cry the most. Cheng Zhifang is a psychiatrist in vain, and he talks all kinds of things on weekdays. When it's his turn, he still talks to himself like any blind boy who falls in love. But Tianchi once loved deeply, and knows the pain of unrequited love for someone.She also witnessed Pei Linglong's image of a female warrior who never hesitated to protect her marriage, ranging from coquettish and coquettish, to fighting to the death, retreating with cakes, advancing with knives, dazzled by eighteen martial arts, and feeling chills before the challenge.

Perhaps, it is such a person who can be happy.I am really not that material. Ji Tianchi was covered in scars, he didn't want to fight, just like a snail whose tentacles were burnt, he wished to find a shell to hide in quickly, so that he would never come out to experience wind and rain again for the rest of his life. Since Cheng Zhifang is willing to take her in and give her a ready-made shell, that would be great. "It seems that every time I look back sadly, you will always be behind me, Zhifang, if I don't see you again, won't I be blind?" Tianchi was still crying.

If you haven't loved someone deeply, you don't know the happiness of being loved.Tianchi had loved her before, her love for Wu Zhou, which was completely selfless and dedicated to him, accompanied her through her entire youth and youth.Now she finally remembered all that.Remembering the purple lipstick, remembering the past with slender waist and long hair, remembering her vow to replace him with her body, remembering his wedding and leaving, remembering the tears and sadness of countless stormy nights... ...She used to believe that no one in this world loved another as much as she loved Wu Zhou.But what about Cheng Zhifang?Isn't what Cheng Zhifang did for her also unparalleled in the world?He also waited for her for two whole years.

"Zhi Fang, you know that I once loved another person, you know that I was married and divorced, I am not a good wife, and I am not a normal person. I have many shortcomings, but I have no ability. Fang, do you still want me?" "Yes. Of course." Cheng Zhifang embraced Tianchi ecstatically, embracing his beloved Tianchi with all his heart, and said in his heart, Tianchi, Tianchi, you finally woke up, you know that I love you and wait for you these few years Is it bitter?If I hugged a stone, I would have already warmed it; if I was waiting for a piece of solid ice, I would have already melted her.Tianchi, oh Tianchi, I thought you were really a bottomless and never-melting ice pool on the Tianshan Mountains, but it turns out that you can finally be opened by my sincerity.

"The party".She was finally willing to speak his name directly.side.I didn't expect that it was just such an ordinary word, it was just my name, and I didn't feel much when it was pronounced ten or eight times a day, but when it was spoken by my beloved, it was so gentle and touching. Cheng Zhifang raised his head and looked at the blue sky above his head gratefully, wise God, after all, you have heard my declaration of love, so you are finally willing to give me Tianchi, right? Under the same sky, at the same time, Wu Zhou was also looking at the sky, and said to Lu Yue with emotion: "You said the two of us, who is more sorry for Tianchi?"

"Of course it's me." Lu Yue rushed to say, "You didn't do anything wrong. I married such a good wife but didn't cherish it, causing her to pass out for two years. I'm really sorry for her." "No. It should be me. When I heard that she became a vegetable after the divorce, I really wanted to kill you. But then I thought, what qualifications do I have? Tianchi took care of me for a whole year, but when I woke up , and held a wedding with Linglong. I am really sorry for her. I often think, if I had married Tianchi back then, maybe all this would not have happened."

"You didn't know when you did that. What's wrong with you? I did it on my own, and I was sorry for her. " "I'm even more sorry for her..." The two big men argued over and over again about who was more sorry for Tianchi, and they gradually became slurred. In the end, it was Lu Yue who said: "It doesn't matter who is more sorry for Tianchi, you or me, but the person who loves Tianchi the most is neither The two of us, but Lao Cheng. So, let's give up and let Lao Cheng take good care of Tianchi for the rest of his life." That day, Tianchi asked her: What is the relationship between us and the sea?

What's the relationship? They used to build their love nest by the sea. During the heyday of their love, they would walk hand in hand on the beach every evening. However, the first quarrel between him and her was also at the seaside. He accused her of being cruel to Wu Zhou. His love was as deep as the sea, but she refused to explain, and answered him with a thin back; in order to retaliate, or just find a wayward reason for himself, he began to continue preparing for the wedding as if nothing had happened, while growing up in the hotel with great fanfare. He rented a suite to live with the model; he didn't even want to hide this kind of betrayal from her. Right at the beach, he challenged her confidently: "You have your brother Wu Zhou, and I have my supermodel. Let's talk about it." It's even. As long as you don't pay attention, you can still be a good couple."

——How could he be so shameless at the beginning?What is wrong with him? Today, Lu Yue finally understood the real reason why Tianchi fell into the sea - not just because of the heavy work pressure, not just the trance after extreme exhaustion, but fundamentally, she was unwilling to live again.At the moment she walked into the sea, subconsciously, she had already decided to forget, forget him, forget marriage, and forget love! That being the case, he can only fulfill her, withdraw from her life completely, and leave her a new space to accommodate new happiness. He said: "I have been classmates with Lao Cheng for many years. I know his character very well. He is an honest and good person. No matter what, it is better to give Tianchi to him than to watch her marry someone else."

Wu Zhou was not so easy to give up, he said with reservations: "I have to wait for Tianchi's own reply, if she is still willing to accept me, then I will go for it. Unless she chooses Cheng Zhifang, I promise to stay away from her." Far……" "You can fight Pei Linglong?" Lu Yue reminded him, "Can you see Linglong using a knife for you?" "You know everything?" Wu Zhou gulped down the wine in his glass depressedly.He has already promised Linglong to leave Dalian as soon as possible. No matter how unwilling he is to leave Tianchi, now is not a good time to negotiate. ". He is a man who can't watch the woman he loves get hurt, and he can't watch the woman who loves him get hurt.He is clear about Linglong's personality, and he is very clear about rewards and punishments: if he obeys her, he will be rewarded, and the way is not humane;Those who follow me may not prosper, and those who go against me will definitely perish—she may not be steadfast if she falls in love with someone, but she must have the copyright, otherwise she dares to do anything. At that time, I am afraid that Tianchi will be hurt even more Heavy. This reminded Wu Zhou that the reason why Lu Yue agreed to divorce Tianchi was not because of his change of heart, or because of the female model's promise about pregnancy, but because he could not turn back after failing Tianchi once, because he didn't know What kind of methods will the female model with all kinds of treasures use to deal with him and his family.Tianchi's personality of preferring to be broken but not to be perfect has erected an insurmountable barrier for herself and others, blocking herself and rejecting those who love her, but opening the door of death to the enemy alone. Feeling sorry for each other and eager to talk to each other, he found Lu Yue, and the two big men had no time to find a tavern, so they started drinking at a roadside stall.They were all handsome and unrestrained in their prime, but they lost their souls because of a woman, and they were very depraved. They couldn't help but feel sorry for themselves, and were forced to bless Lao Cheng: Maybe a person as boring and innocent as Cheng Zhifang would be Tianchi's ideal partner. Wu Zhou asked Lu Yue: "Why did she fall in love with you back then?" He seemed unwilling to believe that Tianchi would fall in love with other people after him. Lu Yue answered calmly, "Because I can make her laugh." Wu Zhou sighed: "But I can only make her cry." The two men sighed together, and said again: "It's better to be old." At least, he won't hurt her. However, Wu Zhou did not give up, and finally found another day to visit Tianchi at the magazine office. Walking to the door, he hesitated again, feeling reckless, and just sat down in the opposite cafe, waiting quietly for Tianchi to get off work.Chen'er once said that when he was in college, Tianchi often waited at the gate of the factory when he was off work. Now, is he repaying this love debt? He and Tianchi always repeat each other's path like this, but after all, there is no moment of interlacing? Divorcing Linglong is destined to be an arduous and protracted battle. Although he has decided to try again after returning to England, but now, can he predict what kind of result he will give Tianchi?What's more, even if he is willing to promise her, and she is willing to continue to wait for him, does he have the heart to let her continue to wait? Impulsively, he walked in front of everyone that day and told Tianchi loudly that he would make up for all her injuries.However, what he did was just another trauma to Tianchi.How much more harm would he do to her? He stared at the gate of the magazine in a daze. Every girl who walks out of that door may be Tianchi. Every girl who walks out of that door is like Tianchi. Every girl that came out of that door terrified him. However, when Ji Tianchi really walked out of the door, he recognized her at a glance. He recognized at once that she was not like any woman who had come out of that door before her.She is Ji Tianchi, who walks so calmly and proudly, but is born with a cold and melancholy.Melancholy, but not heavy; elegant, but not frivolous. Her expression is clear, her steps are graceful, and as her figure becomes clear step by step, all the high-rise buildings and traffic in front of her suddenly disappear, only her figure permeates the sky and the earth, so public that it is everywhere, it is shocking to him . Wu Zhou waited for Tianchi for so long, but when he saw her, he suddenly lost the courage to summon her. The words in it flashed across my mind: "In the next life, I would like to still be a daughter, as gentle as snow, but as cold as snow, still with black long hair and white clothes, so that you can easily recognize me in the crowd. In the next life, I hope you will still be a boy, still so handsome and so calm, but please stop rushing to marry other girls, and look at me carefully..." He never thought that love would be like this.Only when you love someone very much, will your heart be moved, frightened, and heartbroken when you see her shadow. It was Tianchi who taught him how to love, but he couldn't love her in the end. He, can't love her. Wu Zhou closed his eyes. This strong man finally shed precious tears.He once thought of pursuing Tianchi's love at all costs, and no matter what, he had to fall in love with her sincerely once before the earth was destroyed.However, he can sacrifice himself to fight for love regardless of the price, can he also ignore the price Tianchi will pay for it?God knows if he insists on going his own way, what methods will Pei Linglong use to make a big disturbance in the Heavenly Palace?Tianchi can't bear another turmoil in the sea of ​​love. If something unexpected happens, should he watch Tianchi fall into eternal sleep again? Unless he can guarantee that he will bring her happiness, otherwise, there is no reason to hurt her again.One cannot step into the same river twice, so how can one commit the same mistake in the name of love? "In the next life, I will be reincarnated as a human being with a mission. From the moment I was born, I was doomed to pursue your whereabouts through wind and rain, and to play a song with you even when I broke my heartstrings. In the next life, you can forget a lot, Tang poetry, Song Ci, Yuan Qu Qingwen, but please don’t forget my name, on the days when the snow is blowing, please call softly and guide me in a direction..." He watched Tianchi's back gradually drifting away, oh, we are going back, London is either raining or fogging all day long, and there are very few sunny days like this.No more sunny days, no more Ji Tianchi. Her light dress fluttered slightly in the late spring wind, carrying a fragrance of flowers.It was clear that she was walking away step by step, but in his eyes, he felt that she was approaching him step by step. In this life, they finally missed her.From now on, he will have to get used to living without her and never live for her again.His life contract in this life was signed to Linglong, and he has no way to change it. Tianchi, Tianchi, Wu Zhou shouted in his heart: We only have mutual future lives!I just hope that if there is an afterlife, let me never miss you again. On the weekend, Pei Linglong and her husband Wu Zhou were on board the plane bound for England, and she finally "snatched" him back. Regardless of whether the means are desirable or not, she has won after all.Maybe all the wives in the world should follow her as an example. Wu Zhou did not say goodbye to Tianchi.It was pointless for them to meet again. Tianchi didn't ask about Wu Zhou either, she decided to forget about it. Some people describe the replay of the past as a movie film, but Tianchi's memory is always a fragmented comic book, with pictures one page after another, and one frame after another.It has never been really coherent, and now, I would rather burn it to ashes, burn it into smoke, and disappear with the wind. Abandon sad things and cherish the people in front of you. The people in front of him included Chen'er, Xu Feng, and Cheng Zhifang. This day is Chen'er's birthday, Xu Feng ordered a cake early, and he and Walnut put up the candles one by one.Chen'er counted those candles and sighed: "Are there so many? It must be inserted wrongly." "It must be inserted wrongly." Tianchi smiled, "Let me count, one, two, three...eighteen, that's enough, the rest are extra." Everyone laughed together, cutting the cake first, and then unwrapping the presents.Xu Feng's most expensive is a diamond watch; Cheng Zhifang's most practical is the latest MMS mobile phone with camera function; Tianchi's is the most mysterious, and he said: "This gift is too big, and I have already asked someone to send it directly to the government." Come on, you will see it when you get home." Even walnuts are given as a gift, which is a handmade wind chime hanging on the car. Chen'er smiled brightly: "I like opening presents the most. The happiest thing in life is receiving presents. If there are presents to receive, I wish I could celebrate my birthday every day." First, I fiddled with my phone and started shooting. Xu Feng shared the cake with a plate, and did not forget to pass the biggest piece to the walnut, and said with a smile: "I know you didn't get the cake that day, and I have been thinking about it, so I will make it up to you today." Walnut's face immediately turned red, so bright that it was like a peach blossom in full bloom, even the thick rouge couldn't cover it.Since she learned how to make up with Tianchi, the first thing she does when she wakes up every day is to apply makeup. Because she is not familiar with gestures and because she really loves it, she often has to work for an hour or two before giving up.Chen'er once complained to Tianchi: "It was you who taught her to be bad." Tianchi retorted: "It is human nature to love beauty. It should be said that I inspired her to pursue beauty." All the cosmetics I don’t need are given to Walnut. However, in recent days, Walnut's attitude towards Chen'er has been a bit strange. She blushes when she sees her, and refuses all her good intentions with a defensive tone, and there is inexplicable resentment in her eyes and tone, I don't know if it is resentment Chen'er still blames herself.Chen'er said: "It's getting more and more awkward." She didn't take it to heart. At this moment, Chen'er frantically pressed the shutter on the walnut, and joked casually: "You love beauty so much, aren't you afraid that you will become fat if you eat too much cake?" Walnut's eyes showed that resentful look again, and he quietly took the cake plate and walked to a corner, refusing to respond.Chen'er was embarrassed, and wanted to go to comfort her, but Xu Feng pulled her away, and said with a smile: "Let her be spared, let her enjoy that piece of cake." Everyone laughed, and Chen'er turned to Cheng Zhifang: "Old Cheng, I'm going on a business trip to Kunming tomorrow, so you have to take good care of Sister Ji for me. When I come back, I want to check if there is a hair missing, but you are asking. " "Decree." Since Tianchi finally accepted his courtship, Lao Cheng is much more lively than before, with a pleasant smile and flattering words, "Miss Lu has a smooth journey, a successful career, instant success, a lot of money, constant peach blossoms, fly together like wings ..." Xu Feng stared angrily, "Old Cheng, what nonsense are you talking about?" Walnut suddenly turned back, and asked reluctantly, "Brother Xu, do you want to go together too?" "No, I'm the only one who will go by myself. Your big brother Xu will stay in Dalian well and buy you a cake to eat." Chen'er teased, "I will remember your big brother Xu like this, huh?" Walnut couldn't take it anymore, her eye circles were red and swollen, and she was about to shed tears.Xu Feng was so bored, he blamed Chen'er and said: "If you play this kind of joke with a little girl, you won't be afraid to frighten her." Chen'er was also embarrassed, and hastily changed the subject, explaining in a serious manner: "It's a big deal, I have to go over there to keep an eye on it, and I have to design a prototype on the spot before I can sign the contract. It will take ten and a half days to come back. It was originally Xu Feng's job." I went there with me, and they said it was all honeymoon, but the fashion festival is coming up, and the company has to have someone in charge to stay behind to facilitate contact, so I had to change guns." Tianchi blamed himself: "Because of me, you and Xiaofeng even canceled your honeymoon trip. It's a pity that now I'm awake, but I can't help at all. Otherwise, I can manage the company for you and give you back your honeymoon." Chen'er smiled: "That's not easy. When you are on honeymoon with the old man, you will pay an extra travel expense, and even invite Xu Feng and I together. Let's go together as a foursome. I'm afraid that you will bother me and hide away." Too late." This time even Cheng Zhifang laughed, and he agreed: "That's no problem, just a word." He wished that the prophecy would come true. Xu Feng couldn't help winking at him. Tianchi had other thoughts, he pulled Chen'er to the balcony and asked quietly: "Who will go to Kunming with you?" "How good." Chen'er simply replied, "Tomorrow night's train." Tianchi's heart moved, and he suddenly understood, no wonder Chen'er is so talkative today, because she has so many thoughts in her mind that she dare not even face it, and she can only cover it up with excessive excitement. "Why don't you take the plane and take the train so much trouble?" Chen'er replied: "Only by train is it more like a long journey, like a trip." Tianchi smiled: "It's really like an elopement." Chen'er blushed, turned her head and did not speak.At this time when the sun is setting, it is the time when Huoshaoyun is burning most happily and dazzlingly. All the buildings are covered with a layer of warm and transparent candy yellow. At this time, the fragrance of summer flowers seems to be doing their best to keep the sunshine , extraordinarily fragrant.Chen'er likes to watch the sunset the most. Whenever the sun sets, she will feel inexplicably anxious and melancholy, and want to cry.The sunset glow reflected on her face, which was charming and charming, and there was an indescribable sadness in words. This made Tianchi secretly worried, she had an ominous premonition, after returning from Kunming, Chen'er might not be the Chen'er of today, and Xu Feng might not be the Xu Feng of today either.When I and Cheng Zhifang finally made it to this day, Chen'er and Xu Feng, a young couple who have gone through all kinds of ups and downs, is it going to turn from sunny to cloudy? The train track stretched straight and stretched as far as the eye could see, Chen'er greedily stretched her head out of the window, her long hair fluttering in the wind, her joyful expression was like a primary school student going on a spring outing.He Hao couldn't help asking: "Do you rarely come out to play?" "No. I used to travel a lot." "When was it?" "Before Sister Ji's accident." Chen'er was still looking out the window, "At that time we often traveled together and were inseparable. My brother nicknamed us 'Cappuccino' and said that wherever we went, we would sell them as a set." "Cappuccino?" He Hao was very surprised, "Then do you belong to the coffee part or the milk froth part?" Chen'er didn't answer this question, her eyes looked into the distance, as if looking into the distant past.At this time, she suddenly showed vicissitudes of life and maturity, more than ten years older than herself. He Hao looked at her fascinatedly, as if admiring a narcissus from the other side. "The so-called Yi people are on the side of the water", isn't this the case?There was a little tenderness in his heart, and he sang softly: "I want to secretly look at her, just like admiring a vase of flowers..." The train turned a corner at this moment, and rumbled forward again. Chen'er turned her head and asked He Hao, "What was your nickname before?" He Hao grinned: "Are you asking whether it was in middle school or college?" "Do you have many nicknames?" "It's not a problem to make up a complete collection of nicknames." "Tell me a few words and listen." "When I was in elementary school, my mother called me 'Big Head'. In middle school, I started to grow tall and crazy. At that time, police movies were just popular, and my classmates named me 'Tiaozi'. In college, I was the most handsome nickname. It was called 'Prince'. There are many more about the 'prodigal son', but most of them are indecent, so I won't tell you." "Prince, prodigal son." Chen'er laughed, "You must be very popular with girls in college." How buoyant.Not only in college, but as early as high school, there have been girls who have taken the initiative to throw themselves into their arms, somewhat spoiling him, and gradually not knowing how to appreciate the true virtues of the opposite sex.Later, he entered "Snow Neon", and finally met his opponent. When he saw Chen'er for the first time, he was shocked: there is such a young and beautiful female boss! I remember that at that time he was stepping up to learn Japanese and preparing to go abroad while raising tuition fees everywhere. Relying on his flexible mind and proficiency, with the purpose of not staying here and having a place to stay, he did not hide his true thoughts and refused to sign a long-term contract with the company. contract, only agreed to do short-term work.Chen'er snorted, and said disdainfully, "If you want to study abroad, you don't want to go to Japan. What kind of future is there in that kind of sub-cultural country?" It really surprised him. This female manager who looks soft and smooth on the surface is actually unique. , See edges and corners.At that very minute, he decided to submit his application for studying abroad to a German institution of higher learning—Chen'er hated Japanese fascism deeply, but he might not have any prejudice against Germany, the ancestor of the Nazis. Later, I stayed in "Snow Neon" all the way down, and looked at the female boss's behavior with cold eyes, and I was even more admirable. This woman is not only good-looking and capable, but the most rare thing is that she has a chivalrous heart, and she doesn't complain. Swallowing silently by herself, men are not as good as her.It is said that there is no true friendship between women, but Chen'er can dedicate her youth to Ji Tianchi.But she is not a strong woman in the usual sense, she has a long charm in her gestures, her strong personality often reveals a little helpless weakness, and she compares with all the old women and young girls around her.Everyone else is idle flowers and weeds, but she is the only one who stands out, and it is impossible not to fall in love with her. But before today, He Hao didn't think anything wrong with Chen'er, far from the level of ambiguity, not even a close friend, but a little envy between friends and colleagues.However, sitting face to face on the same train at this time, her long hair was blown on his face by the wind, and she couldn't help but be a little imaginative, and blushed for no reason. "We can travel on weekends when we are not busy. When we arrive in Kunming, we have to go to Dali and Lijiang. We can go to Cangshan Erhai Lake, Jade Dragon Snow Mountain, Lijiang Old Town, and by the way, there are other shooting spots..." He was enthusiastic suggested. Chen'er was a little surprised: "Have you been to Kunming before?" "No, but I read a lot of information before I came here. I can probably act as a half-guide tour." So he had done enough homework for this "tour", Chen'er felt a little warm, a little itchy, and a little yearning.She encouraged him: "Let's talk about the scenery of Kunming again." Outside the window, the sky was getting dark little by little, and the train was struggling to chase the setting sun, and finally had to watch it catch the last sliver of light.