Chapter 11 Twenty-Three Years Old: The Year of China in America

Before the Spring Festival, Zhen's couple completed the formalities and flew to New York to reunite with their daughter to celebrate the Chinese New Year. Xinai personally drove to the airport to greet her. When she saw her parents, she threw herself into her arms and wept with joy.Mother Zhen and her daughter haven't seen each other for two years, and she couldn't help crying. She hugged her daughter's shoulder tightly and said, "I have some good news to tell you. Kefan will come to the United States to see you in two days at most." "Really?" Heart looked up.

Mr. Zhen nodded with a smile: "Of course it is true. If he hadn't released a new film and was going to attend a press conference, he would have planned to come with us." Lovely nods her head and smiles. In the past few years, she and Kefan get together less often and get along with each other in a low-key manner.Kefan is very satisfied with this situation, and believes that in this way of peaceful coexistence, both parties have room for development, and love is just the icing on the cake of their careers, the best life adjustment, and it is more suitable for freshness; Since it was Kefan's choice, she had no choice but to cooperate.In any case, it was better than the previous life, when it was really difficult to meet him, it was like heaven and earth.

They never had the chance to cooperate in filming, but Lu Kefan continued to make film appointments because of this, and finally became the number one actor.After three or two films, his acting skills have been recognized, and he no longer needs to use his girlfriend's fame to get ahead.However, she still frequently provokes gossip, and frequently spreads rumors of dating female celebrities in order to increase her exposure. At this time, beloved has obtained the right of permanent residence in the United States, has become an officially contracted actor in Hollywood, bought a Lamborghini for transportation, is full of style, and owns an apartment, which is considered a person with a small fortune.Regardless of reputation or capital, she is still higher than Lu Kefan, so in the short term, she is not afraid of Kefan's change of heart.

However, using such a method to maintain the relationship would go against the original intention. True love is very helpless.She longs for the company of day and night, love without desire, but she chooses the wrong partner, the more she gets, the farther she is from true love. Back at the apartment, Xinai made a long-distance call to China and contacted Kefan to confirm the meeting date.Lu Kefan seemed to be entangled in everything, and he just said in a hurry: "I said I would go, I will go, just wait for me." Without waiting for his beloved to answer, he hung up the phone. Mother Zhen watched her daughter hustle and bustle for a while before dialing the phone, and hung up after less than three sentences. She was very unhappy and complained: "There are so many good boys in the world, why just hang on to him? According to me, I My daughter can see that he was cultivated in his previous life, so she should crawl upside down to thank you, and put on airs upside down."

Cultivated in previous lives.Aren't they the grievances and grievances cultivated in the previous life?My beloved laughed, but stopped talking. There is eternal hunger and thirst in her eyes, her smile is silent, her whole face is full of soul, and her beauty is almost unreal.However, in her most beautiful scenery, the people she loves, come and go, always refuse to stop for her. Just like a flower blooming, I am afraid that it will be too late to be picked up by the one I love, so I thank myself. The time for true love is not long, hardly longer than the time for a flower to bloom.Her heart was full of boundless fear, a kind of sadness that was too late.And he didn't dare to let Kefan know, for fear that it would backfire and make him stay away from her faster.Instead, I have to sue my parents: "Kefan won't be late for no reason, the entertainment industry is beyond his control. He will come tomorrow, so don't blame him."

Mother Zhen was even angrier: "Who is impatient to blame him? It's not worth talking to him. You have to be whipped to relieve your anger when you were a child." Gu Zi patrolled upstairs and downstairs, especially picky about the unreasonable kitchen, and complained about the lack of utensils. He said, "The place is so big, there is nothing you want, and the refrigerator is still full, so it's not for people to eat." Zhang Luo wanted to make dumplings for her daughter to improve her diet. My beloved hurriedly grabbed my mother: "You just got off the plane, so you are not too tired. Take a bath and sleep, have a good time for a few days, and then it will not be too late to be a mother. I have been thinking about your fried noodles and barbecue Ribs are ready, you can stay at ease, I make a recipe every day and beg you to cook it slowly, and then don’t scold me for being greedy again. The bath water has already been prepared, bath salt essence is put in, and aroma lamps are lit. The racks are there, you pick the one you like and listen to it.”

Mother Zhen laughed: "You think I'm like you, taking a bath is more ostentatious than going out to fuck." The mother and daughter chattered, and the assistant Alice had already helped the Zhen couple arrange their luggage, and asked them one by one if they had any special requests, and promised to prepare them immediately.Although the Zhen family is used to babysitting, Mr. Zhen's hotel is not small, but they have never seen such efficiency, and they are very moved when they see it. Alice is a native of the country. She is not beautiful, but she has a sharp outline and strong muscles. She has an invincible charm of youth. She can stay up for days and nights and still be energetic.Moreover, she does not have the bad habit of smoking marijuana and coffee in the United States. When talking to others, she also knows to spit out the chewing gum first.This is deeply favored by the Zhen couple.

The next day, there was an announcement from the beloved, and Alice was sent by her parents to act as a driver and tour guide, shopping and eating, and coaxing the two elders to be very happy.In the evening, My Love came to join her parents after work. When arranging the show, she found that her mother was very awkward. She was not interested in watching operas or visiting jewelry stores. She only wanted to go sightseeing in Chinatown.At first, Xinai thought that her mother was not used to listening to foreign languages ​​and wanted to find a place with her own people to feel kind, but later she realized that was not the case.Wherever the old lady goes, there are a lot of comments. She specializes in praise and criticism of other people's achievements to flatter herself. .

Xinai is secretly amused, knowing that before she was born, when her father entered the cowshed, her mother suffered a little bit. Now that she is blessed with old age and full of ambition, can she not find a chance to remember the bitterness and think about the sweetness?So I deliberately told my mother some news about the failure of foreigners in the United States, making her sigh more and more. After hustle and bustle all the way, when I returned to my residence, I was so tired. Alice brewed black coffee to refresh her beloved, and secretly asked: "You have a successful career and a family reunion. You are the kind of true favored child. You have everything you need. Why don't you seem happy?"

Everything?If you are hesitant, maybe you should be content. Those lawyers, doctors, architects and scientists don’t know how many years it takes to gain a foothold, and I have already made a name for myself in just two decades.However, even if you win the whole world, but never get what you want most, you will still be poor. Lovely sighs: "Everything I get is not what I most desire." "What do you desire?" Alice asked, suddenly blessed, "Marriage?" "perhaps." "That's not easy. As long as you nod your head, ten or eight wealthy businessmen will immediately rush over and coerce you to register in Las Vegas."

Xinai smiled sadly: "Maybe, I just hope to have someone who truly loves each other, who can ignore everything, drop everything and follow me to Las Vegas." "Then you don't want to get married, but you want to fall in love." Alice said, "you can't force it, because you don't want to be loved by others, but who you want to fall in love with." My beloved laughed again: "Alice, there is a saying in China that is 'Three thousand weak waters, I only take one scoop to drink', and it also says 'A gentleman chooses the good but is stubborn', do you understand?" "I understood at the time. What you meant was: I only love Lu alone." My beloved nods. Alice was not convinced: "What's so good about him? It's worth your effort." "He never lied to me," said Beloved. "I've known him almost from the moment I opened my eyes. It doesn't take that long to accept another person." "I bet he is definitely not alone in China right now." Beloved also knows that Lu Kefan is not the kind of person who will defend himself like a jade for love, but she has no choice, she loves him ten thousand times deeper than he loves her, so she can only be in the position of being beaten forever, when he ignores her, she Then she fends for herself; when he beckons, she immediately rushes forward wagging her tail. She sighed and asked the assistant, "What are your plans for tomorrow?" "There is a charity performance that requires you to sing a song, and there is a ribbon-cutting for the opening of a certain hotel." Alice finished the report in one breath, slightly apologetic, "It's all trivial matters. But there are things that have been done and nothing to do. There will be a TV interview at that time. , as well as live broadcasts, we have to try to be more on camera.” Beloved with experience.No matter how sensational it was at the time, the audience will forget you if you disappear for three or two days.In those days when she held the title of genius painter, she thought that she was so popular that she could almost receive a lifetime achievement award.But otherwise, the family has not calmed down from the excitement, the media has already picked up new hot characters, and the newcomers in the metropolis are doing everything they can, and even the most legendary stories are only lively for three days.If you want to enjoy fame and fortune in the long run, you have to stir up news every day. She turned on the computer and browsed the entertainment page of the Chinese website, and suddenly a piece of mobile news came into view: Lu Kefan was photographed going in and out of the hotel with the heroine during the filming of the ancient costume martial arts film, and this has been confirmed to be true. Also personally admitted to the reporter the fact of falling in love... Alice saw it behind her, and cried out "Oops".Lovely but silent, reach out and hold down the mouse and click on the upper right corner to close the webpage... In the blink of an eye, it was New Year's Eve, and Xinai drove out early in the morning to buy flowers and candies, and came back, decorating the living room with a combination of Chinese and Western styles, magnificent.After waiting and waiting, waiting and waiting, finally hearing the doorbell ding-dong, my beloved jumped up and rushed to open the door, but couldn't help but stand in front of the door. The smiling person holding flowers and gifts was not Lu Kefan, but Li Yuanzheng. "Yuanzheng, why are you here? How did you find this place?" "If you want to see someone, there will always be a way to find it." Yuanzheng was very excited, seeing his sweetheart again after so many years made him almost tremble, "My dear, you are more beautiful than I remembered." At this time, Mother Zhen had already heard the sound and came out. She thought about it for a while before she regained her composure, and she couldn't help smiling: "It's an expedition, come in quickly." She has always had a special affection for this honest and kind-hearted young man, compared to Lu Kefan, she would rather Li Yuanzheng be her son-in-law. It turned out that Li Yuanzheng was admitted to Harvard, and this time he came to the United States to study abroad.He smiled and said to his beloved: "I came to study abroad seven years later than you, as if I came a generation later out of thin air." Xinai didn't think it was ridiculous, seven years was nothing, she already had half a century more life experience than him. But she still praised Yuanzheng: "What's the difference? I was admitted without an exam. It's completely lucky. You got in with your real skills and down-to-earth." This New Year's Eve, Li Yuanzheng will accompany Zhen's family of three to spend together. They went to Chinatown to watch the fireworks. There are not a few Chinese in the United States. The atmosphere of the Spring Festival is not worse than that in China. On the gaudy decorated round stage, there are oriental women wearing wigs singing and dancing. The plump lights pour down unromantically from the top of the head, drenching her whole body, and the body in the tulle dress The details are completely visible, like a beauty coming out of the bath-this image is not without ambiguous beauty, but her singing, her big movements of shaking her head and hips completely destroy this beauty, she looks like A drowned poodle frantically shakes its hair dry. Onlookers of all skin colors whistled maliciously, interspersed with one or two strange laughs or indistinct calls of intimacy. She is the kind of person called "Baby" by countless irrelevant people, so She can't be the treasure in anyone's palm.But she doesn't seem to be embarrassed by this, she shows her sexiness without hesitation, and is ready to exchange her naked body for naked benefits at any time-there is nothing more naked and exciting than banknotes in this world.For most people, the meaning of banknotes is equivalent to truth, which is unquestionable and worth fighting for for a lifetime. Mother Zhen looked at her, and couldn't help but turn her head to glance at her daughter secretly. They are also visitors from a foreign land, and they are also in the Mood for Love. However, the situation of the two girls is heaven and earth, and Mother Zhen can't help being proud: It is said that all mothers in the world think their daughter is the most precious thing in the world. , is unparalleled in the world, but the one who can really be called these eight characters is really her own daughter. Lovely looked at the Chinese girl on the stage, but she was not without emotion. She used to have a time when she had such a waist for a living, and she was not ashamed of it, and she was content with it.At that time, she never paid attention to what dignity and reserve were. What she wanted to learn was to play hard to get, to make an inch of it. It was only after meeting the young master that he realized his regret. Reuniting with the young master in the elevator of the department store, Ren Bitao was hit by a thunderbolt in the clear sky, suddenly felt ashamed of himself, and re-examined his life.In the filthy environment, she felt a desire to wash herself clean, a little bit every day, until she became a clean person again.Then, when she sees him next time, maybe she will have the courage to call out, have the courage to walk up to him, and say to him: "Young Master, I finally found you." She tried to be clean and self-respecting, pretending to be sick to plead for mercy from Daban Jin, and resisting all the men who coveted her apartment keys; The young master met again; she even began to secretly pay attention to the recruitment column of the newspaper, calculated her meager savings, and planned to escape anonymously... But fate forbids her.A "dancing movement" in full swing pushed her further into the abyss. ——The rebellion of dancers in Shanghai, which is recorded in the annals of history, was planned by Taipan Jin. If you say that Jin Dapan is a well-known figure in the social circles of Shanghai Beach, he is a well-known figure with golden hairpins piercing the clouds, colorful sleeves making rain, and he has been in and out of Fengyuechang since he was fifteen, and he has become a famous courtesan in high society at the age of eighteen , Twenty-five this year, still in its prime and in the ascendant, but at the beginning of the year, I suddenly washed my hands and returned to the big class, instead of jumping into the fire pit myself, I changed to watching from the sidelines. She has good skills, she doesn't use the skills on the waist, but she is good at the skills of the mouth. I don't know how many good people's daughters are persuaded to go to sea.Colleagues in the dance hall joked: saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda.How many temples is worth demolishing people's innocence?Counting the girls abducted by Taipan Jin, let alone the gods and Buddhas in the entire Shanghai Beach have to move—why?There is no place to stand. There are many theories about Jin Taipan's collection of mountains, but there are two most popular ones. One is that a high-ranking official secretly entrusted her to be a child. Although she was never married, she also put a lot of money on her, and she was really supported.After spending money, they naturally don't want her to come out to serve others, but because they can't give her a title, they don't prohibit her from staying in the ballroom to make a living; Another theory is more or less vicious, saying that Taipan Jin did it out of necessity—she had some kind of unspeakable strange disease, and it was impossible for her to turn her hands around again, so naturally she had to talk about it on paper.This statement is not groundless, there is evidence. One is Taipan Jin's laziness.The first thing you need to do as a dancer is to stand, and you won't feel tired if you stand on nine-inch high heels for nine hours.But Taipan Jin wanted to stop after taking two steps, and sat down after standing for a while. After sitting for a while, she simply said to lie down and sleep; One foot stands well, the other foot is mostly dragged on the ground, and the body leans wherever it is close, as if standing still; With her chin resting on her arm, Haitangchun almost fell asleep.If you look at it in the past, it has a kind of style, but how can a person be so lazy, how can he parry a real sword? Evidence 2 is Taipan Jin's greed.In order to maintain their figure, Miss Wu eats strictly; however, since Taipan Jin retired, his interest in "eating" has swelled, and he is almost morbidly picky.What's rare is that she doesn't get fat from eating, so she has the courage to eat more and more.The porridge has to be boiled for a whole day and night before it is willing to drink. The side dishes for the porridge are even more exquisite. Rely on the soup to hang the taste.The soup is steamed with ham, leg meat, chicken, and longan. After simmering to get the soup, all the bottom ingredients are lost. And because Taipan is from Nanjing, there is a popular legend in her hometown: the fox is a close relative of the pumpkin, and whenever it is hunted to nowhere, it will jump on the pumpkin vine and form a melon.Of course, no one has ever seen the melons produced by foxes, but Jin Taipan has loved pumpkin cups since then, and likes to cook everything as pumpkin pulp.Her home is full of fresh pumpkins all year round. If it is not the pumpkin harvest season, she has to find a way to buy those high-priced pumpkins raised in the greenhouse, which are more expensive than foreign cans from across the ocean. , because a whole pumpkin is a meal. The money Taipan Jin spends on "eating" cannot be satisfied even if she is married to a high-ranking official and a small person, not to mention that the legendary backer is not accurate; How to serve yourself?This is like those old demons in "Liao Zhai" who manipulate female ghost foxes to suck the blood of scholars to replenish their vitality. Many pink skeletons were destroyed in her hands, but they nourished her face like spring flowers, and she would never grow old. of. Ren Bitao is the most obedient and capable blue-eyed vixen under her command at the moment.Although Bitao looks a bit blunt and thoughtless, like a fox dozing under a pumpkin vine waiting for the full moon, she is by no means stupid or clumsy; Not a deep child, but there is a kind of charm in her figure and gait, as if her feet do not touch the ground when she walks, but a fox walking in the snow; especially when she is dancing, it is simply a performance, the dance floor, it is Her natural stage. Taipan Jin knew that he had dug up a real cash cow, but this little fox had been a bit rebellious recently.The Taipan was secretly angry, but he was busy with parades and parties, and before he had time to think of a way to deal with her, the "Dancing Girls Riot" broke out. On that day, the dance hall industry held an "anti-ban dance" conference. After the publicity and propaganda, they united multiple dance halls to launch a parade of thousands of dancers.Hundreds of prostitutes paraded through the city, that was really a grand occasion in Shanghai.Some of them were dressed in plain clothes, and some were dressed up in heavy makeup, for such a grand occasion, they must not be ashamed in front of the colleagues and the audience.This is a big scene for people to watch and for people to watch, and you have to fight for style no matter what. They walked and shouted all the way, and wherever they went, the crowd followed, and more and more gathered, just like the reserve team of dancing girls.Children screamed loudly and ran back and forth at the fringes of the line; women poked their heads out of attic windows and looked at these women who lived in a completely different environment from them; Laughing and following, and commenting with relish, asking a certain dancer to serve in a certain dance hall, planning whether to hang her arms afterwards; the dancers also know the thoughts of passers-by, and they perform more passionately. It is easy to find such an excuse for justice, and to walk in the sun to do something that looks like a grand event, so I am particularly enthusiastic and hardworking. Bitao was among them.Holding a small flag and shouting slogans, she walked among the crowd, completely ignorant of what she was doing and why she was doing it.But Taipan Jin led the team, so she had no choice but to follow.She followed the crowd, and suddenly felt that the situation was a bit familiar—how much does the chaos in front of her look like the one at the pier?Later, she roughly guessed the cause of the riot at the pier from people's sporadic discussions. It was said that someone had engaged in an assassination—it was related to the Treaty of Potsdam.It's politics again, she has never understood it, but she has to be affected by politics. Ever since she reunited with the young master, she often had the dream of looking for someone on the boat. She searched all night and all night, sweating and crying, but she never found it. I can't find it in my dreams, let alone during the day. The same cannot be found in this crowded and raging parade. The parade has already reached the gate of the Social Bureau.The police rushed out and waved sticks at the dancing girls. Some dancing girls were knocked down, but more dancing girls became more noisy. The angry dancing girls rushed towards the military police like crazy, tearing, biting, Kicking, howling, and the crowd cheering and applauding for them, they were more excited than Chinese New Year.The well-trained military and police were helpless in the face of the aggressive dancers and retreated steadily.The dancers rushed into the Social Bureau, smashed all the glass, smashed all the lamps, pulled down the telephone wires, tore documents everywhere, even the statue of Chiang Kai-shek was trampled down, and they stomped their feet hard, Spit a little more... Bitao was caught among the crowd, she didn't care about smashing and destroying, she just looked for the shadow of Taipan Jin.Taipan seemed to have been kidnapped during a confrontation with a policeman just now, so she didn't see the truth, but she couldn't be found now anyway.Bi Tao squeezed back and forth in the crowd, full of anxiety and panic. She was afraid of losing Taipan Jin, the guide. Most importantly, at this moment, she had already regarded Taipan Jin as the young master, and couldn't tell who was who. , but just bent on finding her. However, she couldn't find it even after the crowd dispersed and the lights came on.She knew that Taipan Jin must have been arrested, and the next thing to do was to find out where she was, and then ask someone with status to release her on bail. She thought this was not a difficult task, but after making countless phone calls, she found that no one was willing to help her.They perfunctory her, evasive, ambiguous, and in the end, without exception, expressing their helplessness.Even President Li, who has always taken care of her, refused to agree to her. But after all, President Li is not sympathetic, hinting at her insinuatingly, and pointing her to the only way to go - to go to police chief Wu Tong... My beloved closes his eyes and doesn't want to think about it. Her whole life as Xingren'er or Ren Bitao was full of insults and filth, but the part with Wu Tong was the dirtiest of filth, the most humiliating of humiliation, a stain that could not be washed away with blood. Thankfully it's all over.In this life, she is glorious and admired by thousands of people. She has avenged all revenge and all hatred has been pacified. However, when memories flashed, she still couldn't feel at ease. The pain that remains deep in the memory is a scar that has scabbed before it heals. The surface is as smooth as a barn, but the inside is still bleeding.Only when she truly loves herself can she understand that under her glorious surface, there is still a lingering Ren Bitao buried. Li Yuanzheng has been paying attention to her face, and seeing her slumped expression, he hastily asked with concern: "Are you tired?" "Maybe the lights are too flashing, making me a little dizzy." Xinai evaded, "Eating is eating, and listening to music is listening to music. I'm most afraid of being caught by a tiger or poodle." Mother Zhen heard it and took the opportunity to say: "Anyway, I've already eaten. If you feel noisy, why don't you ask Yuan Zheng to go out with you for a walk. I really like these. If you see more, you can go back and brag." Mr. Zhen also laughed: "This wine is not bad, I have to ask for another bottle, you won't be reluctant to let Dad drink it." Xinai thought about it and said, "That's fine." Li Yuanzheng brought her a coat and scarf earlier, and the two walked out of the hotel side by side. However, the streets are just as noisy, with the sounds of cars and people everywhere, children holding fluorescent lights and screaming and running to chase, clowns handing out balloon leaflets along the street, beggars looking for couples in pairs to strike up a conversation, drunks helping each other. Vomiting while looking at the billboard, the tattooed girl was stripping in the street, and the police came to stop her, and she and the police started a cat-and-mouse chase, stripping herself while running.Li Yuanzheng was amazed and murmured, "This one is even more worthless than the one on stage just now." But Xinai said: "Not necessarily, she entertains herself, at least not for money, at least she really likes to do it." "The one on the stage just now seemed to be very comfortable." Yuan Zheng said, "Is this the Ukiyo-e of the metropolis?" "A small part. There's heaven and hell all over the world, it doesn't matter what you want to see." At this time, the girl ran close to Xinai and Yuanzheng, thinking that they were too slow to dodge, so she pushed hard and disappeared in an instant.The policeman chased after him and said "I'm sorry" before continuing to chase, very embarrassed. Li Yuanzheng smiled instead of anger: "You are right, the girl is playing, but the police are doing things. It is easier to be chased than the chaser." Lovely walked to a fountain and sat down, looking at the sky in a silent trance.Yuan Zheng sat down beside her, and said softly: "I know you're not happy all night." "Not necessarily." Xinai said lightly, "I've been abroad for so long, it's rare to have a family reunion today, and I have a good friend like you who traveled thousands of miles to see me. Life is like this, and it would be too greedy to say that you are unhappy." "But neither of us is the person you most want to see most." "I think he must be very busy." Xinai said, "Since he said he would come, but he couldn't come, he must be very embarrassed." "Busy or not is entirely a matter of personal values." Li Yuanzheng finally said in anger: "Lu Kefan has always had other girlfriends." I thought I would wake up the dreamer with a single word, but my beloved replied: "I also have another boyfriend." What surprised him was Yuan Zheng himself. "what?" "Yuanzheng, I'm not the little white rabbit you imagined. How can a person in Hollywood not know how to have fun in time? I treat him as Kefan treats me. Maybe I treat him better than he does." He treated me much better, but anyway, I was not idle during the days when he betrayed me." Xinai gently held Yuan Zheng's hand, "However, I don't want to use you as a backup." The words have been made very clear.She would never accept him, and if she would, it would not be because she fell in love with him, but as a substitute.Li Yuanzheng only felt a basin of cold water poured over his head, and his whole body was cold and vigilant. He asked desperately: "What if I would rather be the back? Be one of the men in your life?" "Then I won't agree." Xinai became more and more frank, "Players are everywhere, and there is only one good friend, so I am not willing to waste it." Li Yuanzheng became more and more desperate, almost struggling: "Are there only two kinds of relationships to choose from, friends and playmates?" Xinai looked up at him in embarrassment, as if asking: "So what do you want to do?" But what she asked was: "Yuan Zheng, do you know what love is?" "Of course I know." There was a sentence in Yuan Zheng's heart that he didn't say, my feelings for you are called love.But he didn't dare, in front of the eloquent true love, he always had a little hesitation, and he didn't dare to make mistakes. Sometimes, he really missed Zhen Xin'ai, who was speechless in the past, how comfortable and calm he was in front of her at that time. Perhaps, he never really recognized his beloved.At that time, Beloved stared intently at him with her big eyes that could talk, listening to what he had to say with all her troubles in her heart.But today, my beloved's eyes are looking at the sky, looking at the invisible other side of the ocean, and speaking to myself: "The feeling of loving someone is something that even I can't control. I don't care about gains and losses, and I don't think about the future. It's even worth it. I will not think about unworthy problems. Because love is love, there is no reason, no explanation, and no other feelings can replace it.” No one else can replace it. Li Yuanzheng knew that this was the answer his beloved gave him.He has no chance.Beloved didn't intend to give any chance at all.True love has identified Lu Kefan, no matter whether he is a lover or a prodigal son, an angel or a devil, she loves him. He said woodenly: "My dear, don't mind what I just said, I was joking." But there was no smile on his face.His face was more serious than ever. Beloved knew he wasn't joking.He loves her.He really loves her.Bi Kefan's love for her was ten times deeper.But so what?What she loves is Kefan, who is a hundred times deeper and a thousand times deeper.Even if all the jewels in the world are in front of her, they can't buy her love for Kefan.Even if all the men in the world stand in a team and let her choose, it will not be as good as her Kefan. No one can replace Kefan.Except for Lu Kefan, she can no longer see everyone in her eyes. Even if she can see their love, she can't see their kindness; even if she can see their kindness, she can't repay them with the same kindness. Her heart only belongs to Lu Kefan, only to Lu Kefan. She knew that this time, she really lost her friend Li Yuanzheng.Yuanzheng has never left her for so many years, because he always holds a glimmer of hope, thinking that he will at least become Lu Kefan's substitute. Kefan will not shine forever. When he is on the back of the moon, when there is no light, maybe the eyes of true love There will be moments ignoring him and lingering on himself.However, he now knows that even though Lu Kefan is heinous, in the eyes of true love, he is still perfect.Even if I can wait until the lunar eclipse, I can't wait for my true love to change my mind.He will eventually turn around and leave the past behind to find his new life. True love is very helpless.She will watch Li Yuanzheng's back and send him on a journey, or in other words, send her youth all the way...