Chapter 10 Ninety-Nine Years Old: Double Star Club

Bi Tao woke up from the dream. Beloved woke up from the dream. The dreams of the past life and the present life overlap at this moment, and the dream is within the dream. I don't know whether it is Zhuang Zhou in the butterfly's dream or the butterfly in Zhuang's dream. Bitao is Xinai, and Xinai is Bitao. The name has changed, but the heart has not changed; and in the past and present, Lu Kefan has always been called Lu Kefan, and the name has not changed, but he is a different person. In the previous life, Kefan was elegant, calm, upright, and polite; but in this life, Kefan is frivolous, impetuous, arrogant, pretentious and not dedicated to emotions.

However, falling in love with someone is never the result of comparison and choice, and there is no reason to speak of it. Xinai let out a sigh, and looked out the porthole at the dense clouds.The plane was quite turbulent, no wonder it made her dream about being on a boat.After two years in the United States, this was the first time she returned to China, and she couldn't help being a little excited. True love finally decides to go abroad to study abroad, in fact, to fulfill one of her wishes: she has a poetic spirit in her stomach, and she wants to live a female student's addiction, and she is an international student.In this way, he won't lose to Lu Kefan's elevator girlfriend in his previous life, right?

When she first arrived in the United States, the manager who received her was worried that this delicate girl who seemed to have stepped out of a pre-Raphaelite oil painting would not be used to the rough American accommodation.However, Xinai was unexpectedly easy-going, and kept saying: "I like group life. I like the way my classmates talk. Eating a piece of fruit is better than Renoir or Van Gogh." She has never tried group living.To travel around the world, in just over thirty years, you have to try your best to experience a colorful life. In school, she studies harder than anyone else, entertains after class, participates in fellow countrymen's associations more actively than anyone else, does not refuse foreigners to date, does as the Romans do, speaks Chinese with Chinese, and speaks foreign language with foreigners. welcome.

Naturally, she is also under the personal care of angels and devils in both black and white. On the night of her nineteenth birthday, Beloved calls a meeting of angels and demons. "Is it true that I only have thirteen years left in this world? Is there really no discussion?" The devil immediately looked at the angel and laughed. Xinai was puzzled: "Hey, I'm asking you something, why are you just laughing?" "I said that greed is the nature of human beings." The devil said triumphantly, "so human nature is closer to us by nature. It is a lie invented by smart people to fool fools, but it is stupid. People still recite it as the truth."

The beloved party understood the reason for his smirk, and couldn't help being angry: "Want to live a few more years, isn't it considered greedy?" The halo above the angel's head was flickering, and he said slowly: "Many people's lives are unsatisfactory, and they feel that life is worse than death, and they wish to return to the Lord as soon as possible. When you couldn't speak for the first fifteen years, you also complained about the long time; now you just got it." Desiring more for a little benefit is indeed greed." Lovely and curious: "Do you have an account book, record my words and deeds every day, score points every day, add, subtract, multiply and divide?" She suddenly wondered, "Is there any reward and punishment regulations, such as doing a good deed every day to increase my life ten years? Didn’t you say that saving one’s life is better than building a seven-level pagoda? Immortals also have discussions, right?”

The angel stared blankly: "I didn't expect you to be so talkative when you opened your mouth? You are cuter in the first fifteen years." Xinai just felt that the tone was so familiar. Thinking about it, it turned out that Li Yuanzheng had also expressed similar emotions.Based on this calculation, Li Yuanzheng is much closer to the angel than himself, and he can probably ascend to heaven after death. Beloved grinned. "Then can you roughly reveal my luck in the next ten years? Will I become more famous? How much progress is there in my painting, and where can I go? Also, I am with Kefan, what is the final result? "

"You have so many problems. You said you were not greedy?" the angel teased her, "Besides, you used to only want love, but now you want success, fame and fortune, and a long way to go. What does that mean?" Xinai sulked: "You only talk about me, not yourself, and your demeanor and tone are not honest, and you are becoming less and less like an angel. Have you been partnering with the devil for a long time, and those who are close to ink are black?" The angel had never thought about this before, and couldn't help being taken aback when he heard this.The devil laughed.

Xinai was even more annoyed, and said sarcastically: "Hmph, the second general, you are in the same boat." The angel was embarrassed, and changed his tone: "Life is less than a hundred years old, and I often worry about a thousand years old. Beloved, you have already gained a lot." This is the truth, beloved can not help silent. In this conversation, one fairy, one ghost, and one person fought with each other, evenly matched, and no one got any benefit. However, there is no result either. A meeting that is too democratic usually does not reach a conclusion. At the same time, Kefan's career is also developing day by day.No matter how he behaves, he is already a person who has appeared on the screen after all. With experience, it is easy to communicate with others, and it is easy to talk to colleagues.The really good book can't wait for a while, and the little characters with a few lines of dialogue answer the notifications every now and then, but they seem familiar.And because he is good at getting close to the heroine, rumors of a sister-brother affair with a popular actress in Hong Kong spread, and he became the new favorite of the media, greatly increasing the chances of exposure.

Xinai found a photo of Kefan and the female celebrity embracing each other on the Internet, saddened, and made a long-distance trip across the ocean to seek proof. Kefan has no shame and is confident: "Do you believe what the reporter says? When did you become so unsuspecting? My career has just started, and you don't support it. Instead, you bother me with these things!" My beloved apologized.Kefan just couldn't listen, so he simply said: "I've just started my career, so it's inconvenient for me to fall in love, so let's break up." The strange thing is that upon hearing this sentence, Xinai only felt a "boom" in his heart, very shocked, but not sad.Maybe she knows that this day is inevitable sooner or later, and it is better to be late than to be early; maybe she gradually understands that Lukefan is not Lukefan, and loving him is worse than loving herself; Happy thing.

As always, she learns painting, socializes, attends dance parties, calls home regularly to report on recent developments, and exchanges news with Li Yuanzheng through emails.Life is short, she just wants to be a complete true love peacefully, as for whether to go to heaven or hell after death, what should a person do when he is dead?Anyway, being able to live two lifetimes is already more profitable than others, so it's better to live a lifetime with peace of mind. This night, my beloved came back from the Halloween ball, and when I entered the room, I saw a halo in the dark.She was not panicked, and greeted her as if seeing an old friend: "Hey, you're here."

The high-backed chair swung around, and it was indeed an angel arriving. He looked at the true love with heavy makeup and fine clothes, and said disapprovingly: "You have become worldly." "I'm just an ordinary person." Xinai threw the handbag on the bed and turned on the light. "Your brother didn't come with you?" "Today is his holiday, and we are having a carnival at this time." Xinai smiled and comforted him: "Your holiday is coming soon, then it's your turn to rest, he is on duty." "That's right." The angel stood up solemnly, "One year has passed so quickly." "Would you like me to help you celebrate together?" Xinai couldn't help asking the inside story, "You won't forget my share when you give out gifts, right? I have received special attention from you, can you disclose the contents of the gift in advance?" She didn't expect the angel to answer her.Surprisingly, however, the angel was willing to reveal the secret this time. "At that time, you will have an adventure. But it's up to you whether you want to control it or not." He urged earnestly, "Don't be happy if you gain it, and don't be sad if you lose it. If you lose a horse, you know it's not a blessing. If you gain a horse, you know it's not a disaster." My beloved was a little moved, but didn't care about the content of the gift. "Your love is my most precious gift." She said it sincerely. The angel was silent for a moment.On this Halloween night, this devil's carnival day, the angel's loneliest moment, he gets comfort from a mortal's words, which is also the most precious gift an angel receives. True Love never thought that the gift would be an invitation to audition from Hollywood. The fundamental event itself is already like a legendary Hollywood movie - there is a private visit by a great director, who goes to a college dance party on Halloween to experience life and get inspiration. The camera captures the scene of the beloved dancing.It happened that there was a film in hand that needed a lot of oriental faces, so he immediately searched for them and asked his assistant to contact the school to find them. In addition to the shock of love, I know it well.The entertainment industry has always been a place where dragons and snakes mingle and immortals meet. It is both peach blossom and doom, both luck and disaster.No wonder the angel reminded her to "don't be happy when you get something, and don't be sad if you lose it".Xinai understands that this is only the first step, things are far more than that, and the road ahead must be even more tortuous and bizarre. The day of the audition was neither too early nor too late, and it happened to be Christmas on December 24th.The true love with makeup stunned the well-informed Hollywood cameramen. The blue eyes could hardly move, and they kept saying: "Angel face, devil figure, it turns out that it is an oriental." Angel face, devil figure.True love, but isn't it the joint masterpiece of angels and devils? Walking alone, the time is very easy. My beloved took on three films in two years, from supporting roles to second leading actress. Although she is not yet qualified for an Oscar, her big eyes full of soul are already well-known to everyone. Even the elderly who don't care about film and television gossip know: "That oriental girl with big black eyes..." People try to imitate her clothes, follow her every move, take her style as the characteristic of taste, and take her likes and dislikes as the fashion benchmark. Che Xing sighed. Her studies were forced to stop, and it was no longer possible for True Love to be an ordinary foreign student with a plain face, so she could only enter the entertainment circle with all her strength.Because of the high starting point, he suddenly became an international superstar. This time he returned to China to promote the release of the new film. Standing at the Capital Airport, hearing the long-heard local accent, the feeling of returning home is very clear. When the car passed the Beijing Hotel, I saw that the magnolia trees all along the street were in bloom, and the big snow-white flowers were proudly bowing their heads on the branches. , attracted true love and couldn't help but hang a bright smile on his lips for a long time and couldn't let go.No matter what kind of scenery is in a foreign country, it can be regarded as nothing, and the real glory is to be able to show off the glory of relatives and friends. Her vanity is bulging, and her cheeks are rosy and blush, as if they can shine. Mr. Zhen and his wife came to Beijing early in the morning, booked a hotel and waited to be reunited with their daughter.The family of three went to the hotel to celebrate their reunion. It was just a family banquet, but the reporters were well informed, so they packed the entire box, turning the meal into a small press conference.The owner of the hotel came out to greet her in person, and at first dared to ask his beloved to sign. Seeing her amiable attitude, he further asked for a group photo. Mother Zhen looked at all this in a trance, almost in a dream. The starry daughter in front of her was far from the silent and withdrawn little girl more than ten years ago. She was not the same person at all.She was confused and kept muttering: "How did you become a Hollywood actress all of a sudden? It's not true. It is said that it is difficult for Chinese actresses to compete for half of the roles in Hollywood, but you can do it at your fingertips." " Lovely smile: "And it's still the kind that doesn't need to take off your clothes." The reporters clapped their hands together and laughed.They are no strangers to true love names.Although it was three years ago that the talented painter who spoke suddenly, the heat wave had not really subsided at that time, and this lady who was good at making explosive news grabbed the headlines again and became an international star. I really don’t know what magic weapon she has. You can always surprise people. For this type of question, Xinai has a ready-made answer: "I have always been protected by angels, and even the devil has favored me." It was obviously the truth, but the reporters were puzzled: "Do you mean that you are very lucky?" "It can be understood in this way - all success in the world is inseparable from the word luck." Xinai smiled, "Of course, all failures can also be attributed to these two words, it is the best excuse for human beings." There was another uproar.The reporters had to be convinced that what this girl possesses is not only beauty and luck, but also wisdom and soul. Such a lovely girl deserves success. There was a reporter who had interviewed Xinai in the past, and suddenly the old story came up again: "I remember two years ago when I went to the house to take pictures, I met a young man who you said was your sweetheart, how are you getting along now? ?” True Love was slightly startled, and was about to answer, when suddenly, just like two years ago, a voice came in, out of the crowd: "We are still the same, loving each other." Lu Kefan was once again an uninvited guest. After two years of separation, he seems to have matured a lot. There is a slight beard on his chin, the lines on his face are gradually becoming clearer, and he has a star look in his gestures. He is much calmer than two years ago, or in other words, his acting skills are much better. He came over and took his beloved's hand and shook it firmly, stared affectionately, and said with a sob: "I miss you so much." Xinai can't judge whether all this is Kefan's true feelings or just acting on the occasion, she only knows that she enjoys it very much. The spotlight kept flickering at the two of them, and my beloved sighed secretly, why, he was willing to take the initiative to see her only when she was at her most brilliant.She suddenly understood why she gave up her studies and accepted the contract to enter the entertainment circle without hesitation. It turned out that it was for this day, to surpass Lu Kefan in his field, to gain the upper hand over him, to force him to look up, and to pursue herself again . There has never been a moment like this moment that made her see the relationship between Kefan and her more clearly, that is to "use" - only when she is very useful, Kefan will approach her and stay by her side . Is Lu Kefan like this worth her wanting, is he worth her love? Beloved's words and deeds cannot be controlled by thoughts, she took out a small photo from her handbag and handed it to Kefan, and said involuntarily, "I miss you more." That was a group photo of her and Kefan. Two years ago at Zhen's house, the reporters took pictures of her and Kefan when they were doing interviews. There were two group photos of her and Kefan, both of which were taken by reporters in public. Everyone was in an uproar, excited for this dramatic meeting. She loves herself but doesn't know whether it's a sigh or a joy, falling in love with Lu Kefan is her destiny, unless he doesn't love her and doesn't want her, otherwise, she can't let her decide. She had no choice but to surrender and be willing to be used by Lu Kefan to do the best publicity for him.She faced the reporter, and Wan Tong swore in front of the pastor, clearly and word for word: "He is my only love in this life, and he will never change until death." The headline of the entertainment section that day was an enlarged photo of True Love and Lu Kefan. Lu Kefan's film became popular before it became popular, and he finally succeeded in gaining the attention of the media and people in the circle by taking advantage of the scandal.The most important thing is that Xinai made it clear when answering reporters' questions: For Lu Kefan, she does not deny that she will return to China at any time to develop, if there is a suitable film contract, she hopes to co-star with Kefan. This is undoubtedly a hint to all domestic directors: if Lu Kefan is willing to play the male lead, it is possible to invite a true love to play the female lead.Regardless of how well the film is shot, the cooperation between these two people is enough to attract the audience's attention. The promotional work can be said to be twice the result with half the effort, so why not do it? In an instant, like snowflakes flew towards Lu Kefan, the success he got was higher and more complete than what he had expected.The most important thing is that Xin'ai's cooperation with him far exceeds his own planning. At this time, Xin'ai has more experience in dealing with the media than him, and his diplomatic skills are ten times better than his. However, Lu Kefan's strength is that he has never felt inferior. Since he was a child, he has regarded his beloved as his little follower. No matter how brilliant she is today, he still thinks that he has reason to be entitled to come and go with her. And in fact, he did. Even up to this moment, he still had no intention of being devoted to his beloved. "I thank you for helping me, I promise you, no matter what time you are, you are the first place in my heart that cannot be replaced, OK?" He thought this was already the biggest concession.As for single-mindedness, it is an unimaginable thing, even if you promise to do it, you can't do it. "You don't want me to lie to you, do you? Then, why make me make an oath against my heart?" He was eloquent and confident, "It is impossible for a person to fall in love with only one person in his life. It is all written by novelists to deceive people. When you are an actor, you don't just play one role in one movie all your life, do you? But you will Have your favorite character. Just like me, the person I love the most in my life must be you." He finally said the word "love".He finally admits that the person he loves the most in his life is none other than her. The beloved was immediately moved, contented, and didn't think about anything else. Everything is worth it—a past life that was let down, a natural dumbness, and many silent sacrifices.At this moment, in Kefan's promise of love, everything is worth it. The angel said: Don't be happy when you get it, don't be sad when you lose it.The real words of wisdom are not necessarily used for profit, and the same is true for emotional gains and losses. What's more, in fact, she didn't meet Kefan many times. Most of the time, she still lives in the United States, or flies around the world to shoot movies.But as long as he can go back to China, Kefan will always try to find time to accompany her, put her first, and never make fun of other actresses in front of her, and even refuse to answer the phone.When both of them had a schedule, they made an appointment to travel around the world.Sometimes they don't go anywhere, they hide in a remote island and disappear for three or two days, following the example of Yang Guo and Xiaolongnv. This period is undoubtedly the happiest time in the life of true love. Sometimes Kefan will fly to the United States to accompany her. Besides eating, drinking and having fun, he often has requests: "Isn't it that you have a party of your own recently, can I be your dance partner?" Xinai knew that he wanted to take this opportunity to get to know more people, so he persuaded him seriously: "It's the first time to show up as a FANS, and it will be difficult to turn around in the future." Seeing that Kefan's face darkened, he hurriedly made amends, "I have already told my manager, He promised to contact you for an audition within two days; and a certain director also promised to have dinner with him another day." "Really?" Kefan was very happy, hugging his beloved, "I really love you." Is it her who loves, or the opportunities she can provide? Xinai doesn't want to pursue it, as long as this word of love is said by Kefan himself, she will be elated. For her, love doesn't care about how much she gets, but whether she has the opportunity to give. Besides, she already got what she wanted. He said he loves her, he finally gave her roses, went skiing in the Alps with her, or went to the hot springs in Nagoya, Japan, held her hand firmly in the "Hanaburo", stared at her eyes, mouth to mouth Say the sweetest love words in the world. Whether acting or not, beloved is already very content.