Chapter 4 privacy

When Chen Yu repeated how pure her love was for the third time, Ruan Mi'er became impatient and contradicted: "If you really feel that you are pure and spotless, messed up, and like a heroine, then just let me tell you about your affairs in Guilin." Tell your husband verbatim. If you dare to do that, I will obey you and give you a chastity archway." Chen Yu couldn't bear it any longer: "My standard of purity in love is different from yours. As long as you love each other sincerely, and you can be passionate and polite, it is pure love. Whether it can be made public or not is two different things. Don't hide the matter between her and Wei Jianming, could it be that they are pure love?"

Lu Yu smiled: "Don't count me in, of course I am not. I don't want a chastity archway. In ancient times, I should be soaked in a pig cage." Mi'er said: "Don't rush to judge yourself. Going to bed or not going to bed is just a matter of laughing at a hundred steps." Chen Yu was in a hurry: "It's not the same thing at all. Let's put it this way, we often say that first love is pure, and that's because most first love has nothing to do with sex." Lu Yu summed it up: "Old Chen means: Love is what doesn't go to bed, and adultery is what goes to bed."

Chen Yu was still dissatisfied: "Don't say adultery is so ugly?" Lu Yu thought about it: "Self-love, this word is more neutral." Chen Yu said, "It's better to call it privacy." Yue Keyi, who is most sensitive to the meaning and nature of words, has not spoken today. She is thinking: What is it that neither sleeps nor discloses to the public?Both she and Excellence made no secret of their affection for each other and their desire for further communication, but they were ashamed to speak up even in front of each other, let alone be open to others.Is this stoic and timid emotion love?Or is this strong and fearful desire adultery?

Chen Yu first noticed Ke Yi's anomaly, and shouted: "Great writer, aren't you going to make a concluding speech today?" Ke Yi froze for a moment, wanted to say something, but stopped, paused, and said, "Do you still remember the quiz I played with you the night before Mier's wedding?" "The one who knocked on the door in the middle of the night." Mi'er remembered first, "You haven't given the answer yet. Someone knocked on the door just after the selection. We guessed who it was for a long time, and it turned out to be the limited-time delivery and the hotel attendant."

Everyone remembered, and at the same time, they also remembered the content of the express delivery—Xiaohui's last letter. Everyone was silent, Lu Yu cheered up and said, "The female neighbor knocked on the door in a panic in the middle of the night and asked: What happened? I still remember that I chose her boyfriend to fight with her, and she came to ask for help." Ke Yi said: "People who choose this kind of answer have a strong sense of insecurity in their subconscious minds, and they are keen on life-and-death love, but they can't let their love last forever, and they always inadvertently create countless things for themselves and their lovers. Accidents and pain..."

Mi'er quickly said: "SM tends to." Lu Yu smiled indifferently: "There is no basis." Mi'er then asked, "Mine, what about mine? I chose Haunted." Keyi's answer: "Full of romantic imagination, I often fall in love with love itself first, create a love model for myself in my ideal, and then seek and shape the person I love according to this model. Once the ideal and reality conflict, they will Very unhappy. 50/50 chance of success and failure in relationship." Mi'er didn't believe it anymore: "It sounds like Lu Yu and I are upside down."

Although Chen Yu never believed it, she couldn't help being curious: "I think someone in her family may be suffering from a sudden illness, and she came to ask for help." Ke Yi said: "The person who chooses this answer likes to think in the worst direction of everything, subconsciously has a very low self-esteem, and cannot enjoy sincere love because of distrust of her partner. However, because of this, her love success index is very low. low, but the cheating index is the highest." Both Mi'er and Lu Yu laughed, and Chen Yu quit: "You made it up and deliberately framed me."

Lu Yu said: "Let me give you a psychological test question. This question has been verified by psychologists, and the accuracy rate is more than 80%." Mi'er was very interested: "Then tell me quickly." Lu Yu said: "A woman saw a handsome man at a relative's funeral. She was so moved and fell in love at first sight. When she got home, she took a knife and stabbed her sister to death." Chen Yu asked: "And then?" "It's over." Mi'er was dissatisfied: "What's the end?" "The story is over, now please guess, why did this woman do this?"

Ke Yi guessed first: "Because her sister is that man's girlfriend." Lu Yu said: "A typical novelist's speech." Mi'er said: "Her sister also fell in love with this man and wanted to rob her." Lu Yu said, "The answer is similar to Keyi's." Chen Yu tried hard to think what people can't say: "That man has a grudge against her sister, and she wants to eliminate the harm for him." Lu Yu smiled: "Actually, there is no answer to this question. It only tests a person's criminal consciousness. Therefore, your answers can all be correct."

The three girlfriends quit: "What? Why is there no standard answer? Are you messing with us?" Lu Yu said: "Of course not. It doesn't matter what the answer is, as long as it's reasonable. But psychologists once investigated this question in prisons, and found that the answers of the murderers were surprisingly consistent, that is, they all thought that the woman killed themselves. My younger sister wanted to see that man again, because this man met at a relative's funeral, so she wanted to organize another funeral as soon as possible." Girlfriends exclaimed: "My God."

Lu Yu went on to say: "People who choose this answer have a very low value for life, thus exposing potential criminal possibilities. So to be precise, this is not a psychological test question, but a diagnostic test of criminal awareness. " Li Jia walked into the screen at this time, that is, into Mi'er's study, and greeted with a smile: "Honey." Chen Yu and others responded loudly: "Honey." Then they laughed wantonly. Li Jia was taken aback, only to find out that his wife was chatting via video, so he waved at the camera: "Hello." Lu Yu and others replied in unison again: "Good night." They turned off the video at the same time. Li Jia said to Mi'er: "Your friends are really knowledgeable and interesting." Mi'er also turned off the computer, turned her head and smiled coquettishly: "It's because I have good eyesight, no matter whether I choose friends or husband, they are all first-class." "What were you talking about just now?" "Playing a mind game with you, a woman saw a man at a funeral and fell in love with him, so she came home and killed her sister and asked: why did she do that?" Li Jia thought about it: "Probably because she wants to hold another funeral so that she can see that man again." Mi'er was taken aback.Li Jia asked again: "You guys stay up most of the night, just talking about this?" "No, we're talking about love and adultery." Li Jia was startled again: "What?" Mi'er went a step further: "There is also going to bed and getting out of bed." Li Jia couldn't help laughing: "Are women also talking so sexually?" "Of course not. It's the man who is porn, and the woman is porn." "Okay, did your discussion come to fruition?" "They think that love does not go to bed, and what goes to bed is called adultery." "Then what is marriage?" "Legal adultery." Mi'er laughed. Li Jia hugged Mi'er tenderly in his arms: "Do you know what I admire most about you? You dare to say anything, and your words are amazing." "Won't it scare you away?" "I was so scared that I ran away to marry you and go home. I was afraid that I would be robbed by others if I came too late." "One second to answer my greatest strengths." "Dare to act." Mi'er smiled slyly: "People say that what is lacking can be made up for. Do you mean that you are a person who is particularly afraid to take responsibility?" "Me?" Li Jia pointed to his nose in surprise, "Don't I dare to take it?" Mi'er almost put her whole body on Li Jia, teasing him: "How much can I take?" "All of you." Li Jia fully understood his wife's intentions, and hugged Mi'er horizontally... This evening, Mi'er was very satisfied, because she not only confirmed that her husband was not indifferent, but also had extraordinary skills.But what puzzled her was why his sexual desire was so high and low, and his whereabouts were erratic. She didn't know when his next peak would come, and what caused him to be so depressed. But no matter what, she spent the best night since her marriage, even more full of passion for adventure and joy of reunion than the wedding night.That feeling is like finding the treasure chest that I accidentally lost, but I don't know where the key to the box is. But it doesn't matter, she comforted herself: anyway, this box is her own, she is willing to find the key to open it slowly, or simply split it with an ax, it's up to her own pleasure.There is plenty of time, what is the hurry. Ke Yi did not hide the truth from her old classmate Lu Yu, because she had already changed five sets of clothes in the first three days in Dalian, and she kept complaining about not having enough shoes.Before the fashion festival ended, I couldn't wait to ask Lu Yu to go shopping with her. Lu Yu reminded her: "You are too flamboyant, which is not in line with your usual style. Sometimes a dress that is too ostentatious is equivalent to the meowing of the cat under the window." Ke Yi does not admit it: "I have always had a clothes fetish." "But you have always had a plan, and you know when enough is enough. When a woman pays special attention to dressing up and always feels that she doesn't have a suitable dress, it's because she thinks she has found a suitable person; at the same time, when a person suddenly indulges in a certain desire , that's because she is suppressing another desire of her own." "You've been talking more and more like a psychiatrist lately." "That's right, I'm applying for a psychology course." Ke Yi was surprised: "Aren't you studying accounting?" "That one has already graduated, and I have obtained an accountant certificate." "Really? This is great." Ke Yi was even more surprised, "Why didn't I hear you mention it?" "Why mention it?" "That's what a lot of people are striving for. It's a big deal. It means you have another career possibility." "I like to run a teahouse, and I don't plan to change my career. After studying accounting, I can be my own cashier, finance, manage money better and evade taxes." Lu Yu smiled, "But if I can add a service to the teahouse, I can open a teahouse. It’s also good to have psychotherapy in private rooms.” "You are really a vocational student. How many certificates do you think you have obtained?" "You are a clothes lover, and I am a document collector." Lu Yu smiled, "From a psychological point of view, we are all people with psychological defects." Yue Keyi lowered her head to think seriously about Lu Yu's words, and at the same time wondered if she could use this proposition as the emotional theme of the next issue of the magazine. The two of them were sitting in the Haagen-Dazs store in Shangri-La, because Lu Yu said that Haagen-Dazs has been open in Dalian for a long time, but she has never found a person to share with herself, so she can only sigh. "Do you know? If I want to find someone to drink with me, there will be a lot of them; for tea, I can choose one that suits my eyes; for coffee, I can find a lover; but for Haagen-Dazs..." Lu Yu sighed In one breath, "No one eats Haagen-Dazs with me." Ke Yi put her hand on Lu Yu's: "I understand that sweet ice cream will always make people sad, and the secret joy and faint worry will melt at any time. It belongs to the part of childhood and expresses people's return to basics. wish, so you don’t want to mix a little bit of forcedness and pretense, don’t you?” Lu Yu smiled bitterly: "Your words are more like a psychiatrist than mine." "I just know you." "Don't say that, others will think we are lesbians." Lu Yu said, but grabbed Keyi's hand and pressed it gently on his face. At that moment, Keyi felt Lu Yu's unspeakable loneliness more clearly than ever before.She couldn't help thinking again: Where is Lu Yu's husband?Is she really married? Ke Yi and Lu Yu are college classmates, and they talk about everything.However, Lu Yu's marriage has always been a taboo for them to talk. No, Lu Yu didn't refuse to answer any questions from her girlfriends about her husband, but her attitude was roundabout and dismissive, as if she was saying "what's the point of asking" or "what do you want to know?"As a result, the more she behaved, the more the female companions wanted to know, but the more difficult it was for them to speak.So the replies they got were limited to such a confusing answer as "my husband is abroad". The girlfriends have also interrogated Keyi in private, but what Keyi knows is only: Lu Yu once fell in love with a man named Tong Gang, and half a year after Keyi married in Xi'an, he suddenly announced their marriage. It seems that there was no invitation. How many guests, because even Keyi learned about it after the fact, and at the same time got the news that Tong Gang had gone abroad.In other words, Keyi had never met Tong Gang, had never attended Lu Yu's wedding, and even though she had exchanged pleasantries with Lu Yu's family over the years, she had never heard them talk about Tong Gang.Tong Gang seemed to only exist in Lu Yu's conversation, and there was no other information other than his name and his status as a student studying abroad. Like all women, Keyi has a strong curiosity, but this is not worth her respect and understanding for her friends.She knows that the premise of maintaining friendship is: not to inquire about privacy, not to do things that the other party does not like.Therefore, she will never ask the question "Didn't Tong Gang eat Haagen-Dazs with you?" at this moment. Under the same circumstances, if it were Mi'er, she would definitely say unceremoniously: "Tell Tong Gang, even if it's just to eat Haagen-Dazs with you, I have to fly back here." If it was Chen Yu , would triumphantly list in which cities he had eaten with all kinds of people, but Yue Keyi would only gently hold Lu Yu's hand without saying a word. She knows that a friend's privacy is like a heavily guarded castle, not only can't break the door, even if a friend opens the door to invite you to visit, you have to think twice - because what you see may be what you don't want Seeing it will even make you run, and the door of friends will be closed forever behind you.And if you stay in the castle and keep secrets for your friends as loyally as if you are looking after a house, you will become a prisoner of the castle from then on, you can get in but not get out, even if you can share a key with your friends, In and out of the castle freely, then once the castle is stolen, you become the biggest suspect. People who know too many secrets never end well. At this moment, Lu Yu told Keyi a new secret: "Yesterday, a regular customer of the teahouse told me that Mr. Gu's parents went to Beijing not long ago, and when they came back, they held a child in their arms." "Child?" Ke Yi snapped, "Boys and girls?" "Boy." Lu Yu said with certainty. "Will it..." Ke Yi didn't go on, but Lu Yu understood. "I'm also wondering if it's Huihui's child. I asked you out today, just to discuss it with you. What should we do?" "You can hold your breath. You sat for a long time before you said it." Ke Yi was in a state of confusion, with ten thousand thoughts swirling in her head, "How can we prove that the child is Huihui's? If so If so, what should we do? Huihui and Mr. Gu...Mr. Gu forced Huihui to commit suicide...We saved that child, and Huihui entrusted him to us...Should we call the police?" "Don't worry, you have to figure it out before you talk about it. It's a pity that it's too late to know the news. If I knew it earlier, I should have invited the old man to the tea party for rewarding the big red robe that day." Lu Yu said regretfully, "But it's not too late now. , I have already thought about it. I will call their family another day and say that a batch of new tea has come to the store. I will ask the old man if he wants it. If he says yes, we will deliver it to him and see for ourselves. Child, ask about his birthday, if the birthday is correct, it probably won't be wrong." Thinking of seeing Huihui's orphan, she shuddered and her eyes wet. When walking out of Haagen-Dazs, Lu Yu suddenly pulled Yue Keyi and hid behind the revolving door, then flashed in and out very quickly. Ke Yi was puzzled: "What's wrong?" "It's Wei Jianming." Lu Yu's face was very ugly. Ke Yi turned her head and took a hard look at the two people who had just entered, "Who is that woman next to her?" "Who knows? Probably the person he just went on a blind date with." Ke Yi turned around, looked at Lu Yu twice again, and laughed. Lu Yu was annoyed by the laughter: "Are you crazy?" Ke Yi said: "You yourself are studying psychology, you should know what happened." They both respect their friends' privacy very much, but at the same time they are merciless in exposing their friends' secret emotions. When Keyi found out that Lu Yu didn't care as much about Wei Jianming as she had shown, she suddenly felt as if she had evened out, and felt inexplicably relieved.On the way home, when she passed a clothing store, she couldn't help but bent in and bought two skirts for herself. In the evening, when Chen Yu was browsing the Internet, he discovered an explosive piece of news: Yue Keyi, the editor-in-chief of "The Beauty", laundered money and crazily embezzled the author's blood and sweat.The subtitle of the banner keeps flashing, sincerely trying to attract everyone's attention. Chen Yu was taken aback, and hastily clicked on the webpage, where an article titled "Writers Unite, Condemn the Red Face" was published in the form of an online news release. The magazine is in the process of financial reorganization, and it is discovered that the editor-in-chief Yue Keyi has tampered with the manuscript fee bill, taking the author's hard work as his own.Yue Keyi has now fled with all the money, and his whereabouts are unknown.The signature is the nail. Obviously, Keyi's dispute with the boss over the advance payment of the manuscript fee was exploited and expanded infinitely, and Keyi's timely business trip became evidence of a guilty conscience.lie!Big lie!But a lie repeated a thousand times can become the truth.And because lies are often more irritating than the truth, people would rather believe lies. Chen Yu kept dragging the mouse down, and there were actually a lot of followers, except for a few readers who expressed doubts about whether Yue Keyi, a well-known writer with a good reputation, would be so open-minded about money, and gently advised the poster to investigate clearly before speaking. In addition, most of them followed suit, jumping out and yelling at the deteriorating world and the ugliness of human nature, but never thought about whether their own words and deeds were promoting this ugliness. Looking at those comments full of swear words, Chen Yu was in a state of confusion. He didn't know whether he should tell Keyi right away, or whether he should come forward to clarify for Keyi.In the post, there was a sentence "Yue Keyi also has today" pierced into her heart like a needle, the piercing was precise and painful. She has experienced Nail's behavior before. Obviously, this is a person who can use any means to become famous. His purpose of doing this is nothing more than to make himself famous and associate the name of "Talk" with "Yue Keyi".He used a lot of pen and ink to introduce himself in the manuscript, listing in detail which works he had published in "Red Beauty", and how high the quality of these works was, and how far-reaching their impact was, but his hard-earned money was taken away by Yue Ke Yi used the method of falsifying accounts to launder money and made a large amount of deductions, filling his own pockets. For some reason, while Chen Yu was indignant about Keyi, he also felt faintly happy, and even gloated a little.Because she is Yue Keyi, Yue Keyi who is always correct, well-written, and respected by everyone.Her downfall means that readers don't really love and protect her as they thought. Her reputation is sometimes more fragile than a starlet, and she may have nothing at any time, even worse than an ordinary person. "Yue Keyi also has today." Chen Yu decided to let Keyi know about it right away, but don't tell her by herself, because she was afraid that she would not be able to help showing a cold tone.So she called Lu Yu. "Lu Yu, is it with you?" "She has gone back to her parents' house. She has been busy interviewing at the clothing festival these days, so I haven't seen her for two days." Lu Yu asked, "Why didn't you call her when you were looking for her?" "Just now I saw a post on the Internet. Someone exposed the fact that Keyi resigned for the advance payment last time. Now it is spreading all over the Internet that Keyi embezzled public funds." Chen Yu said worriedly, "I told her that she was afraid She is sad, and she can't be there to comfort her. Go and accompany her quickly, and persuade her well. " Lu Yu said nonchalantly: "There is no truth to the things on the Internet? Just ignore it." Chen Yu was in a hurry: "You run a teahouse, and you think that things on the Internet are nothing. But Keyi is in the media, and there is no distinction between online and offline. If you stir up online, Keyi's reputation in the periodical circle will be ruined." gone." "How could it be? Anyone with a little common sense can figure it out. Ke Yi is not the boss, but an executive editor. She wants to fill her own pockets. Is finances just idle?" Chen Yujian and Lu Yu couldn't understand what they were saying, and they were inexplicably irritable. After thinking about it, they had to call Ruan Mi'er again. "Mi'er, something happened unexpectedly." "What?" Mi'er was taken aback, and the first thing that popped up in her mind was Huihui's name. "Quickly look online, some people say she is corrupt." "Keep? Corruption?" Mi'er didn't understand what Chen Yu was talking about, "Where did she get corrupted?" "It's about the advance payment last time. Now everyone outside knows that she has left the magazine and absconded with the money." "It's only two thousand yuan, is it worth absconding with money? Keyi is only going to Dalian on business." Mi'er was furious, "You send me the website, I will stay up all night tonight, and I will fight with the three armies, which one? Grandson talking nonsense like that? I'll kill him online right now." Chen Yu posted the address on Mi'er QQ, put down the phone in satisfaction and went to rest.She knew that with Mi'er's fiery temper and loud-speaking style, Keyi would know everything right away. When Mi'er was having a spat on the Internet, Keyi was sitting on the beach staring at the sea in a daze.In fact, she knew the news earlier than Chen Yu, and it was Zhuo Liang who told her. In the evening, Zhuo Zhuo suddenly called Ke Yi and said that he wanted to ask her to go to the beach together.The setting sun boiled over the sea, and the rays of light were shining. It was originally a very pleasing scenery, but Zhuo Liang handed her a stack of papers in a very unsightly manner. Keyi originally thought it was a design drawing, but when she opened it, she discovered that it was a downloaded and printed news page.She just glanced at the title, and then she was stunned. She felt a slight chill on her back, as if a snake was crawling, and kept spitting out letters. Corruption, money laundering, embezzling the author's blood and sweat, disappearing from the world, absconding with money... All those malicious exaggerations burned her eyes, and Keyi felt that there was a blind spot in front of her eyes, the sound of the tide was faint, and she was in the In the middle of the sea, with no shore in sight.She has long experienced and understood the intrigues in Vanity Fair, but human nature is so humble and vile, it is still beyond her imagination. Ke Yi was too sad to speak. "I killed you." Zhuoyou said first, "I think you should sue. I am willing to pay the attorney's fees and testify in court." "Why do you want to do this?" "In the final analysis, this incident was caused by me. If it weren't for my two thousand yuan advance payment, there would never be such a big misunderstanding." "It's not a misunderstanding." Ke Yi said coldly. Joyoung was confused by her calmness: "What?" "I said this is not a misunderstanding, but a well-planned farce." Ke Yi said soberly, "Someone has been waiting for an opportunity to make news, even if there is no advance payment of two thousand yuan, they will find another Therefore, this matter has nothing to do with you, and you don’t have to feel guilty or responsible to me. On the contrary, I should say sorry to you and bring you into this trouble.” "Why do I feel as if I sold you a knife and hurt your hand, but you praised it and said: This knife is really sharp." Excellence felt even more sorry, Keyi's unruffled and quick thinking surprised him and how unfamiliar her polite tone was.He stuttered and asked, "Who are you talking about 'they'?" "It's Nail and my editor Yu." Ke Yi sighed, and the shadow of Yu appeared in front of her eyes, the smiling girl who always sweetly called her "Sister Yue" and graciously helped her make coffee.She remembered how she ran into Yu at the door when she slammed the door of the president's office that day, what kind of ecstasy and excitement was written on Yu's face.It's not hard to imagine how Yu Yu actively told Nail about this, and how the two decided they had finally found a chance to become famous, and began to closely direct the whole farce. "I just didn't expect that such a crappy script could attract so many crazy audiences." Ke Yi flipped through the pile of comments and said, "They can't even wait for the next issue of the magazine to come out to see if I'm real. Left." Excellence spread his hands: "People never fall into trouble because they don't distinguish between good and evil, but because they like evil and abandon good." "That's really good. If Chen Yu was here, he would definitely take out a small notebook and record it." "Who is Chen Yu?" "A friend of mine." Keyi began to introduce Chen Yuqi to him in a casual manner, "Next time you go to Beijing, I will find an opportunity to introduce you to each other." Zhuo Liang was not sure whether his ramblings were a form of pretending to be calm or intentional alienation. He tentatively asked, "Am I too busy? I shouldn't have told you about this, it will affect your mood." "If you don't tell me, I will know sooner or later, and the mood will only get worse. The person who tells me now is you, not someone else, and at least the damage can be reduced by half." Ke Yi joked, "You are a band-aid." "Band-aid?" Zhuozhuo smiled wryly: "Selling knives and band-aids at the same time, this business will not lose money." The more Keyi joked, the more uncertain she was. He admired a woman's calmness and strength, but he didn't want She was too relaxed and sober, as if he was not a person who could be trusted and relied on, so she was unwilling to show her emotions in front of him.On the way here, he originally imagined how angry and sad Keyi would be when he saw this document, and it was precisely because of this that he decided to come and tell her in person, so that he could comfort her at any time. Calming a woman's emotions is a rather tricky chore, and he's willing to do it not just because he has a crush on her, but because he feels responsible for it—if it wasn't for his Mr. Gu accused Keyi of having unclear accounts; if he hadn’t invited Keyi to Dalian after the incident, creating the illusion that Keyi had left the magazine, such a big thing wouldn’t have happened.He was fully mentally prepared to meet Ke Yi's sadness and anger, but secretly prayed that her venting process could be a little shorter, and that she would not lose her composure to the point of damaging her image. However, her performance was completely beyond his imagination.This makes Zhuoyou feel weightless, as if punching the air hard.At this moment, he watched her talking and laughing happily, but he would rather have her cry on his shoulder like an ordinary woman with no opinion. Zhuoyou said with some frustration: "In addition to the dagger and the Band-Aid, I hope I can sell you one more thing." Funny smile: "What is it?" "A secret tree like the one in "In the Mood for Love" allows you to tell all the things you don't want to tell others to the tree hole, and then seal it up." "It's useless, the shepherd boy will pull off the leaves and make a flute to play." Keyi's cell phone rang, she answered, and said, "I just found out...of course it's not true...yes, you are my friend, of course you trust me...I don't want to confront you online , no one wants to believe it, but it will make the villain even more excited...Thank you for calling, goodbye." She hung up the phone, and said helplessly to Zhuoyou: "Look, the shepherd boy has already blown the air so that the whole world knows about it." "what do you know?" "The king has deceiving ears." Zhuo Liang was defeated, he thought desperately: This woman's sense of humor is really invulnerable. In fact, as soon as I got home that day, Keyi cried, crying very hurt, then took two sleeping pills, turned off the computer, and unplugged the phone before going to sleep. Since she treasured her feathers, she has always been a bit of a mental cleanliness freak, and she values ​​her reputation more than her life. This is the reason why she immediately resigned as soon as she felt suspected by her boss.However, now, the opponent just took advantage of this point to directly attack her weakness, aiming at the Achilles' heel and succeeding. In the short distance from the beach to her home, she has answered countless calls and repeated the same words to her so-called friends.People inquired curiously under the guise of caring, and they all wanted to know if Yue Keyi would lose his voice in the face of the blow.For these question marks, she neither wants to explain more, nor can she acquiesce in sin. She just feels that she is sinking deeper and deeper in the sea, and gradually sinks to the top. Perhaps, the heaviest damage is not from the enemy's attack, but precisely from the concern of these "friends". Keyi felt like she was swimming in the sea all night, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get to the shore.No one can help her, and she is unwilling to call for help, because struggling will only make her sink faster.Faced with all kinds of voices and expressions from the outside world, she had no choice but to close herself. For Keyi, emotions are her private castle, and she doesn't want anyone to go in and see her full of holes. The Internet incident ended Keyi’s trip to Dalian ahead of schedule. Gu Jianbo urgently summoned Keyi to return to Xi’an immediately. He said: “It is impossible for us to go online and scold netizens. Only when you come back to work at the magazine office immediately can the rumors go unnoticed. break." Although this statement is a bit cold-blooded, it is also true.This was not the time to be angry, whether it was to maintain the image of herself or the magazine, Yue Keyi had no choice but to accept the order and return immediately.She no longer even has the freedom to resign, because doing so would be tantamount to admitting the crime of corruption. Strictly speaking, the original perpetrator of this Internet incident was the boss Gu Jianbo, but now, he has become the biggest beneficiary. Before boarding the plane, Keyi made a phone call with Lu Yu, and said with a heavy heart: "I have no time to meet Mr. Gu's parents with you on the plane tonight. I have to leave it to you to deal with Huihui's matter." Lu Yu said: "I'll play it by ear. But have you thought it through? It's a matter of privacy. If that child is really Huihui's, shall we expose Mr. Gu's secret? He is your boss." "Kill without mercy." Ke Yi said through gritted teeth.If Gu Jianbo is really the father of the child, then he is the real culprit who killed Huihui.He cannot stay out of everything and benefit from both sides. Lu Yu heard the anger in Keyi's tone: "You don't want to go back to work?" "I no longer respect Gu Jianbo. If I lose the last trace of respect for my boss, it will be difficult to work together." "Indeed." Lu Yushen felt that Keyi was not worth it, and letting a workaholic work for an unworthy boss was like casting a pearl in secret.She sighed: "Working with a disrespectful boss is like sharing a bed with a husband you don't love. You have to compromise." Ke Yi smiled instead of anger: "This metaphor is too disgusting, but it is also quite vivid." At noon the next day, Lu Yu couldn't wait to make a phone call, so he took two tubes of new tea carefully packed and went to visit the Gu family. The old man suffers from intermittent senile amnesia, and the old lady is a very cautious and suspicious housewife. When she saw Lu Yu, she was a little surprised: "Oh, why are you here? You didn't call beforehand." "Yes, the old man ordered two tubes of tea, but he never came to pick them up, so I brought them over." Lu Yu made it clear that he felt a little guilty about bullying the old man because he had a bad memory, and said with a smile, "New tea doesn't taste good after a long time. " "Really?" The old lady turned her head and asked her husband, "You ordered two tubes of tea? Why didn't I know?" "I forgot." As the old man said, he staggered to the window and said thoughtfully, "It's windy." Lu Yu asked sympathetically, "Is the old man a little confused these two days?" "It's not the same as usual, sometimes sober and sometimes confused. No, I forgot to order tea anytime, and you have to deliver it yourself." The old lady sighed, thanked Lu Yu, invited her to sit down, and put down the tea Table tea set, said with a smile, "Since you are here, I will not be polite, you should try the tea." Lu Yu didn't refuse: "Then I'll turn back to the customers." Boiling water and pouring teapots and cups, Avalokitesvara on the sedan chair, rewashing her beauty, high mountains and flowing water, spring breeze blowing, Guan Gong patrolling the city, Han Xin ordering troops, Fenghuang three nods... respect Tea, turn a cup, smell the fragrance, drink tea. "The tea ceremony has always been full of seven points, and it is human nature to leave three points." The old lady sighed contentedly, "It is the same cup of tea, but what you brew is different from others." The old man took a sip of tea and seemed to understand a little: "Xiao Lu is here, is the 'Da Bin Ru Yi' pot I asked you to order last time ready?" "I just called Yixing yesterday and said that it has been cooked. In two days, when the rest of the pots are ready, they will be delivered together." Lu Yu smiled, pretending to be surprised, "Hey, why are there small pots? A baby crying? Is it your grandson?" The old lady didn't answer, she stood up and walked into the room to pick up the baby and coax her.Lu Yu was about to take the opportunity to follow in, but the old lady closed the door gently. Lu Yu stopped in embarrassment, and while the old lady was not in front of him, he secretly asked the old man: "How old is the child?" "Milk baby, it's a little one." Lu Yu further asked: "When is your birthday?" The old man thought for a while: "I forgot." He turned his head to look out the window, and said again, "It's windy, I have to send Wen Jing home." “文静是谁？” “是新来的女同学。”老爷子眯起眼睛呵呵笑，仿佛一直看到记忆的深处，“她上个月才转来我们班上的。” 陆雨明白过来，老爷子的神思此刻正在他的学生时代遨游。对待患失忆症的人就和梦游的人一样，不能唤醒他，只能顺着他的思路说：“你要送文静回家吗？” “是啊，文静最害怕刮风了。”老爷子的声音里充满了无限的柔情，“每次刮风，大家都争着送她回家，她却只肯让我送，因为我家离她最近。其实我是骗她的，我家离她家足有三站路。我每次送完她回家，都要绕很远的路再回自己家。可是她一直不知道，到最后也不知道……” 老爷子的声音低下去，他有些迷茫地问：“文静去哪里了？她今天是自己回家的吗？有没有人送她？” 陆雨只觉荡气回肠，莫名的感动。老年人深埋的情感宛如陈年普洱，苦涩而醇浓。 古老太太哄睡了孩子走出来，提醒丈夫：“该吃药了。”将两粒药一杯水体贴地递到丈夫手里。 老人听话地服了药，一边往卧室里走去一边又嘀嘀咕咕：“有没有人送文静回家呀？起风了，她会害怕的。” 陆雨目送老人的背影消失在门后，感慨着：“其实只要老爷子活得开心就好，不一定非要太清醒。每个人都有不愿意面对的现实，我有时候早晨醒来，也以为自己还是女大学生，才不愿意去想茶楼的生意呢。” 古老太太叹息：“那我倒宁愿他以为自己是刚刚结婚的那会儿。那时候他对我才体贴呢。我哪里会想到，做了恩爱夫妻五十年，到他病了以后才发现，他心里一直记着的都是别人。” 陆雨大惊：“文静不是您的名字吗？您说过您和老爷子是中学同学的。” “没错，我，他，文静，都是同班同学。不过，他喜欢文静的事儿，我却一直不知道。我们那时候不像你们现在这么嘴上没把门儿的，什么情绪都写在脸上大喊大叫。那时候的人心深着呢，像我喜欢他那么多年，也一直都没有说出来，直等到一起下放到同一个知青点，我们才一点点儿挑明的。” “那是您的初恋吧？” 老太太苦笑：“是我的，却不是他的。本来我以为自己是他的第一个对象，我们之间从来没有过第三者，也没有任何秘密。可是前年他突然中风，救活过来后就有点不清不楚，时好时坏的，一刮风就念叨着要送文静回家，我这才知道，他心里面最重的人不是我，从来都不是我……” 古老太太哽咽了，那么大岁数的人，说起几十年前的情爱纠缠，竟然也有如此强烈的怨愤。 陆雨没想到，自己的这次登门拜访，未能解开孩子的身世之谜，却无意中知道了古老先生夫妇的隐私。 她有些感慨，每个人的心底都藏着多少不为人知的秘密啊，如果所有的隐私都大白于天下，不知要有多少人为之伤心、震惊、失落、无奈。 事实上，并不是所有的测试都有标准答案，也并不是所有的秘密都应该公之于众。 她忽然想：倘若那孩子真是慧慧的，而古建波就是孩子的父亲，那么他现在领养了孩子，负起父亲的责任，不正是最好的结局吗？何必要将一切大白于天下，逼当事人揭开疮疤，向不相干的人解释求恕呢？“从来茶道七分满，留下三分是人情”，何苦去得太尽？而且，张晓慧已经死了，她没有在遗书上提及孩子父亲的名字，正是为了保护那个她曾经爱过的人，如果她们现在穷追不舍，岂不是违背了慧慧的初衷？ 晚上，陆雨给可意打了个电话，说：“我去过古老爷子家了，那个孩子已经三岁，和慧慧没关系的。”