Chapter 3 why fell in love with him who is married

Lu Yu returned to Dalian, Mi Er returned to Shanghai, and Ke Yi returned to Beijing.However, Chen Yu decided to fly away from Beijing to quietly commemorate her thirteenth wedding anniversary with a new trip.On the eve of departure, four good friends chatted online. Chen Yu asked everyone: "I suddenly remembered something: Do you still remember, who among us knew Huihui first?" Everyone didn't react for a while. Chen Yu put it more clearly: "Do you remember how Huihui joined us?" Mi'er remembered first: "She did an interview about me. There are quite a few reporters interviewing me, but she is the most special one, so we became friends later, and then I met you through her."

Ke Yi said: "No, I arranged for her to interview you. Before that, she was a sideline entertainment reporter of our magazine. After she interviewed you, she has been full of praise for you, saying that you are not like an ordinary starlet, She has personality and connotation, and is the kind of person who can be friends. So, I know her before you, and I know you before her, but it's because of her that I become friends with you." Chen Yu also said: "That's right, I met her at your magazine office. Once she went to submit a manuscript, and I also submitted a manuscript. You introduced us for us, and then the three of us had lunch together. That's how we became friends."

Ke Yiquan remembered: "I remember that Lu Yu introduced me to Huihui." Lu Yu was not sure: "Really? I can't remember clearly. How do I feel that you introduced me to her when I came to Beijing to take the MBA exam?" "That's not the case." Keyi said, "The first time you called and said that there was a girl who liked to write and wrote something, and hoped that I would read it and criticize and correct it. I said then let her Come to me directly. That's how we got to know each other." Lu Yu has a little impression, but is not sure: "It seems to be the case. Anyway, many people know that you and I are old classmates, know your name, and ask me to get to know you. Please read the manuscript. There are so many, I really can’t remember who this Huihui entrusted to find me.”

Mi'er said: "Then you should charge a fee. You will be charged a certain amount of RMB for each successful introduction. If there is an article published, you will be charged a certain amount. Maybe you will make a small fortune." Everyone laughed.Chen Yu spread his hands: "It's still a mess. Where did this Xiaohui come from? Who knows the details?" Keyi sorted out her ideas one by one: "Name: Zhang Xiaohui; Gender: Female; Age: 26 years old; Occupation: Freelancer; Home address: Floating in Beijing, origin unknown; Family members: None; Social relations: None."

Mi'er said: "The whole headless case. How about even our beloved police officers are helpless? If we can solve the case, we can set up a private detective." Chen Yu was unwilling to give up easily. She continued to analyze and raised new doubts: "Huihui's writing is of the nature of gambling, which is similar to mine, and her income is not much higher. Then where does her living expenses in Beijing come from? Who provided the money for wearing famous brands and eating Western food? There must be an account behind her, maybe it is the father of the child, who is that man?"

Ke Yi said: "There are three situations in which a man only falls in love but does not get married, and even refuses to reveal his true identity: 1. He is married; 2. He is in a high position; 3. He has another love." Lu Yu nodded: "Among them, the first situation is the most common. This is how unmarried girls fall in love with married men." Chen Yu didn't understand: "Why do you think so many girls insist on falling in love with married men? It is said that when a man is married, his advantage is automatically cut in half, and he should be inferior to unmarried handsome guys. But now this world is full of evil. Very, there are so many brainless girls who know that there are tigers in the mountains, and they prefer to go to the mountains."

Mi'er said: "It's easy to understand. Married men have experience and mature charm, and most of them have more status and wealth than unmarried men. It's like between green fruit and ripe fruit, people prefer to choose ripe fruit. And unmarried men are like green peppers, which look fresh, but are too troublesome to store, and they will turn yellow, dry, and rot if they are not careful; " Lu Yu disagreed: "The reason why Ah Xiangpo's spicy sauce is so delicious is that Ah Xiangpo has worked hard for more than ten years or even decades to make it little by little. You took a bite and said it was delicious and spicy, but this spicy sauce is delicious. Originally, it has nothing to do with you; if you are really envious, you should cook the sauce yourself. If you can’t cook spicy sauce, at least you can cook chili oil, apple cider vinegar, mustard juice, hot pot ingredients... whatever, in short, you can grow melons Melon, if you grow beans, you will get beans, and if you are envious of fish in the abyss, it is better to retreat and make a net, why do you want to eat for nothing if you don’t plant or reap?”

Chen Yu applauded vigorously: "Well said. Wait, say it again, speak slowly, and let me write it down." While typing, he said, "I don't like to listen to what those stupid women say" His wife doesn't understand his stupid words. They are all poisoned by men and are obsessed with ghosts. His wife doesn't understand him, and she has been with him for so many years. She doesn't know as much as you? If he tells you this, he is enough. He's not a man anymore. Didn't you say that you fell in love with his maturity and tolerance? Then why didn't he tolerate his wife? Instead, he came to you to find tolerance? It's really contradictory."

Lu Yu went on to say: "Marital life is the most intimate communication that can be achieved between people. It is not only a union of soul and flesh, but also a complete relationship of giving and receiving. He does not recognize this relationship and instead To establish a new relationship is actually an act of self-deception, how can there be good results?" Keyi also used the editor-in-chief's tone to make a concluding speech: "The most important thing is that if he doesn't love his wife, he has already been branded with marriage. He is her classroom, and she is his battlefield. After the fight between gunpowder and flames, the two became captives to each other, handed over their innocent past, and walked into the concentration camp together. Do you think it is reasonable to go to other cities to attack other cities, and use the rich combat experience she has trained to go into battle again in an attempt to enclose and gallop in other people's territories?"

Chen Yu's fingers flew like flying, and she shouted: "Hey, slow down, I can't even remember." Mi'er laughed: "Why are you all chasing me? I'm not in love with a married man. Our Li Jia is getting married for the first time." Chen Yu didn't care, and said to himself: "There is an even more disgusting kind of man, who is tired of the little girl, and pretends to be a gentleman at the same time, saying that seeing you like this makes me feel bad, I think we are like this. It's unfair to you, I can't let you love me ten and I only love you seven, or, you get married, then we'll be even..."

Lu Yu rushed to say: "Yes, yes, there are more classics - I don't love my wife, but I can't give up my son. For the sake of my son, I can't divorce. I will take good care of you every day I am with you , but if one day you meet a good boy, I will congratulate you on your new marriage..." Ke Yi also said: "And there's more—meeting is a kind of unavoidable fate, I also think it's not good for you, but there's no way, I like you very much since we met, when I know you like me too I fell into it when…” Lu Yu rushed over to take it: "I don't want to, but you treat me like this, even a heart of stone is tempted, so now I, hey, I'm really sorry for you..." Ke Yi also snatched the words with a smile: "I don't know when love came, but it has already come, we have to face it, let us think about it, how can we not hurt everyone..." Lu Yu laughed so hard that he couldn't breathe, but he still wanted to talk: "I am so lucky to have met you, and so unfortunate to have met you too late. In this world, I am not the first man to be loved by two women." , but why am I in such pain..." The four female companions almost collapsed from laughter, and even Chen Yu laughed too hard to record. Mi'er said: "This is the difference between a man and a boy. You can talk. They are a group of battle-tested people who have the ability to write a letter of resignation like a courtship letter. They sold you and you still help How about some money. Before everything starts, they have reserved the way for themselves. What is called step by step, what is called just right, what is called living within one's means, and the whole set of martial arts is proficient. In fact, it is not easy to do it when you think about it Woolen cloth." Lu Yu said: "That's why he pretended to be considerate of the other party and mobilize girls to marry. It's too hypocritical. In fact, it's just to escape responsibility and conscience to leave a way for himself." Chen Yu sighed: "Actually, when you think about it, these tricks are not new at all. It's obvious that they deceive three-year-old children, but there are so many ignorant girls who like to be fooled." Mi'er said: "How about saying that a woman's IQ is equal to zero in love?" "They fell for it because they wanted to be fooled," Lu Yu said. Chen Yu said: "Your sentence is a bit confusing, can you explain it clearly and let me write it down." Lu Yu thought about it seriously, and said: "Every woman has a different degree of tragic complex, Lin Daiyu's, Juliet's, or Anna Karenina's. This kind of personality traits that seek tragic beauty leads girls Asking for trouble. To put it harshly, it is a self-abuse tendency. When meeting an unmarried boy, because he knows that he is possible and has a future, he unconsciously becomes reserved and considers picky. , hesitated..." Keyi went on to say: "But a married man, from the day he met him, knew that he didn't belong to him, it was impossible, and before he really fell in love, he was already defeated by that sense of despair, and was defeated by the story. I was defeated by my tragic spirit, defeated by my own pity and helplessness, so I fell into a bitter love and couldn't extricate myself. I no longer had the energy and leisure to think whether this man was worthy of my love. Because all the time and The strength is all used to think of ways and means, to snatch and snatch from the arms of the other party's wife, every minute, every second, every little bit, every trace, regardless of the fact that even if I get it, it is just some leftovers. Regardless of time and tenderness, it is retail after wholesale, secondary processing." Chen Yu remembered being very satisfied, and kept nodding her head and said, "Classic. You mean—they fell in love with love itself?" Lu Yu said: "It's falling in love with the tragedy itself. Falling in love with the married status of a married man. Falling in love with the impossibility of love. Falling in love with your own tears and heartache." Mi'er laughed: "Why have we all become love experts today?" Ke Yi made a concluding speech: "Marriage is a big gamble. Marrying anyone can win or lose, but falling in love with a married man is a gamble that must be lost, because you have already expressed your position before the start. If you show your hole cards, even if you win, there is a limit." Chen Yu memorized the last sentence, stopped and asked Keyi: "How about I make a plan for you "Why You Prefer to Fall in Love with a Married Man"?" You can think carefully. At twelve o'clock in the night, Keyi was suddenly woken up by the phone ringing. It was Lu Yu, who immediately said, "I remembered." Keyi was drowsy, impatiently: "What do you remember?" Lu Yu said: "I remembered who Zhang Xiaohui introduced him to. It was your boss, Mr. Gu." "What?" Ke Yi suddenly woke up, "Who are you talking about?" "It's Mr. Gu Jianbo." Lu Yu said with certainty, "Mr. Gu's parents are in Dalian, and they are regular customers of my teahouse. Once he accompanied his parents to drink tea, and when we chatted, he knew that you and I were classmates. A few days later, when his parents came back, they mentioned Xiaohui to me and asked me to introduce you. I also asked at the time, since Mr. Gu is the owner of the magazine, wouldn’t it be more convenient for him to arrange directly? His parents said, this is the right time. It's Mr. Gu's meaning, if he arranges an author for you, he will feel like he is using power to overwhelm others, which will make you disgusted." "Did he say that?" Can imagine, this is really Gu Jianbo's tone. Lu Yu said: "That's right, I laughed at that time, saying that you, the editor-in-chief, are better than the boss, and the boss depends on your face when doing things. But because I had never met Huihui before that, even on the phone I didn’t pass one, so I forgot about it afterwards.” Ke Yi suddenly felt a headache, as if there were thousands of thoughts popping up in her head, but none of them came out, and she couldn't figure it out.Mr. Gu knew Zhang Xiaohui, and he helped her introduce and arrange so carefully, which shows that the relationship is not ordinary.Zhang Xiaohui was alone and living in Beijing. She obviously had no job, so why did she come to Beijing instead of going anywhere?Could her underground lover be Mr. Gu?Could it be that Mr. Gu is the father of the child? Obviously, what she thought of, Lu Yu also thought of.Lu Yu said: "Mr. Gu is married. He has money, status and ability, but he has no sincerity, no courage and no freedom. He took Huihui to Beijing, gave her food and shelter but didn't give her a title. She was her secret lover. Huihui was pregnant, and Gu Jianbo asked her to abort the child, but Huihui refused, so they broke up—do you think my analysis is correct?" "Gu Jianbo's various conditions do meet all the conditions we guessed today." Keyi shivered, feeling extremely confused, "But why did Huihui commit suicide?" "Maybe Huihui originally planned to be a single mother by herself, so she hid in a planned way, even we refused to see her, because she was afraid that we would persuade her to kill the child. But after the child was born, Gu Jianbo didn't even face her. Not revealing, which made Huihui feel desperate. According to psychology, most pregnant women will suffer from postpartum depression after giving birth, and maybe Huihui is also like this, and because she is lonely and has no one to comfort her, the situation is more serious than ordinary people. Discharged from the hospital In the end, her despair reached its peak, and she got into a dead end and couldn't get out. As for suicide..." Lu Yu's narration was as if she saw it with her own eyes. Following her narration, the mystery of Zhang Xiaohui's life experience as an orphan gradually surfaced. Keyi felt as if she had seen a tunnel, which was the only way to the secret. , but she stood at the entrance and became afraid, not knowing what kind of changes the final revelation of this secret would bring to herself and the entire magazine. If her boss is the real culprit who killed her friend, will she continue to serve in "The Beauty"?How should she avenge her friend?What's more, how should she find the missing child?Should Gu Jianbo be taken as the first gap to open the secret? Without waiting for Keyi to go to Mr. Gu to insinuate, Gu Jianbo first rang the gong to Keyi. This morning, Mr. Gu called Keyi into his president's office, and asked straight to the point: "The accountant said that your manuscript fee was overrun this month, what's going on?" Keyi explained: "I prepaid the planning fee for the next theme show. The Dalian Fashion Festival is coming soon. We have contacted several projects and need to pay 2,000 yuan in advance for transportation and entertainment expenses. After the manuscript is published, it will be deducted from the manuscript fee. That's it." "It's not so good, is it?" Gu Jianbo said angrily, "Everyone knows that you are from Dalian. Dalian is your natal family. Who knows who took the advance payment? You said that it was deducted from the manuscript fee, but it was deducted from the author. Yet?" Ke Yi became angry: "You mean that I embezzled the manuscript fee myself?" "I didn't say that." Gu Jianbo didn't want to really annoy Yue Keyi, he pointed at her working hard for him, and calmly said, "It's just the financial statement, it's against the rules, it's a gossip. I just remind you to make the bill clearer when you reimburse." "There's no need to report. I'll pay the money myself." Ke Yi couldn't bear the doubts of others, and complained, "By the way, I resigned. This month's salary was given to the magazine." After finishing speaking, Keyi turned around and opened the door and walked out, almost bumping into Yu who was standing outside the door.Yu Yu was about to explain in embarrassment, but Keyi no longer wanted to listen, and waved her hands irritably and left. Yu Yu looked at Ke Yi's back and smiled surreptitiously. Keyi returned to her residence, sulked, and then called Professor Qian to complain: "I decided to resign, but Gu Jianbo even suspected that I was embezzling manuscript fees." "Don't be impulsive." Professor Qian was in a hurry, "Your job is hard-won, and why should we give them so cheap? If you really want to resign, you have to ask them to compensate for the loss." Ke Yi didn't want to hear this, and said angrily: "I can't accept this kind of insult. I paid the advance payment myself, and I don't want this month's salary." "That won't work. That's too much of a disadvantage. Two thousand yuan is not a small amount, and it's almost enough to catch up with my one-month class fee. Listen to me, you have to go tomorrow, and you have to explain it clearly to him. It should be you Not a single penny less.” Professor Qian is like a strategic commander, making decisions thousands of miles away. Ke Yi was annoyed, so she said in a temper: "You really deserve to be named Qian." Hang up the phone. She decides to ask her girlfriends online for help, and coincidentally, they are all online.After hearing about Ke Yi's misfortune, the girlfriends expressed their opinions. Lu Yu said: "If a waiter in my teahouse is so angry at me and resigns, I will be very happy. I hope that she will go as far as possible. Professor Qian is right, you are too cheap Gu Jianbo. Why make yourself suffer? You have to get the money back." Ke Yi was not happy: "Is my self-esteem not worth that little money?" Lu Yu said: "Even if you want to defend your own dignity, you have to recover your own value, and you can't do a loss-making business. Otherwise, your self-esteem will not only be worthless, but also lose money." Mi'er said: "The world is as black as crows. As a boss, even if you throw money in his face, he will not regard your dignity more than money because of it. In their eyes, you are taking his If you don’t want wages, he won’t feel guilty, because he thinks the money is his, and you don’t want it for nothing.” Ke Yi retorted: "But if I care about that little money with him, doesn't that mean I admit that I am a money-hungry person? That means I admit that I am indeed suspected of corruption. At least there is a potential possibility of corruption." Chen Yu guessed what she meant and said, "That's right, we don't lack that little money. If you don't do it, you won't do it. If the boss doesn't beat the west, can you still be a beggar if you leave the magazine? But, if you resign , Will you leave Beijing? Then I will be on the order. Besides, do I still want to contribute to "The Beauty" in the future?" Ke Yi's plan hadn't reached such a long-term, and suddenly she was involved in such an important question as to whether to leave Beijing, which made her unable to answer for a while, and her heart became more and more troubled. Chen Yu felt that Chen Yu was almost adding fuel to the fire, so she replied: "Why did I leave Beijing? He is not the only magazine in Beijing. Are you worried that I will leave Beijing or that there will be no place to submit articles? Work is my livelihood, and it is only a late-night snack for you. I will hardly be able to eat here, you Still thinking about your cup of coffee money." Seeing that it was not right to say anything, everyone felt that Keyi was a bit difficult to serve, so they couldn't help being silent for a while. After a while, Mi'er asked Chen Yu: "Aren't you in Guilin now? Why don't you visit the mountains and rivers? Why are you surfing the Internet?" Chen Yu said: "My digital camera is full of photos. I came to the Internet cafe to post the photos on my blog first, so I can take another photo later. Hey, let me tell you, I have an affair again." Lu Yu hurriedly asked: "Who? Tell me in detail." Ke Yi said: "I wish you a happy Aventure." Turn off QQ casually.She was troubled in her heart, but she was not in the mood to discuss any affair with her girlfriends. She suddenly felt: Friendship is actually a luxury that is icing on the cake, and it can only be enjoyed when the weather is calm. At 4:30 p.m., the office director of the magazine called: "Editor Yue, why are you still angry? The boss asked me to tell you that the accountant has already called the author in Dalian to verify the situation, and just need to make a copy of the manuscript fee bill to explain the situation." That's fine. He definitely didn't mean to doubt you, it's because you care too much. You still come to work as usual tomorrow, right?" "I won't come." Ke Yi's anger still persisted, "Please tell the boss that it is not enough for him to set up finances, at least he has to set up an ICAC to check the accounts at any time." The Dalian author is Zhuo Zhuo, an image consultant for a color studio.After he heard about this from the accountant, he immediately called Keyi: "Miss Yue, I'm really sorry, how can I let you take the blame? Do you want me to call your boss and explain to him? one time?" Ke Yi lazily said: "Forget it, there's no need for that, anyway, I've already resigned, so he can think whatever he likes." Excellence felt even more sorry: "Resign? Why is it so serious? No, I can't let you suffer this kind of injustice." Ke Yi was very touched: "Thank you, Mr. Zhuo, I am already very happy to hear you say that. But there is really no need to bother, and I didn't resign just because of this matter. I have been a magazine for so long. Tired. Besides, the boss asked the director of the office to explain to me that he didn’t mean that, and whether it’s true or not, I’ve done enough drama anyway, so I don’t need to pester me any more.” In fact, there is another reason that can’t be said: last night, she thought all night about whether Gu Jianbo was the real culprit who killed Huihui, which made her feel restless when facing the boss, wishing to stay away from right and wrong place.And the advance payment was like a fuse, which gave her an excuse to escape from the fire scene, thus escaping the trap of conscience reproach. However, Zhuoyue disagreed: "Even if you really quit, you can't leave such a shadow. Your boss is too deceitful. Just ask the office director to explain a few words? He should apologize to you face to face." "So old..." Keyi sighed, "Forget it." But no matter what, this was already the happiest voice after the incident. However, Zhuoyue insisted on defending Keyi. He felt that since this matter was related to him, he should take responsibility for Keyi. One day later, Zhuo Zhuo fell from the sky, suddenly appeared in the office of the president of "Red Beauty" magazine, had a long face-to-face conversation with Gu Jianbo, and offered to refund the advance payment of 2,000 yuan.Gu Jianbo was a little embarrassed, repeatedly expressing that this matter was purely a misunderstanding, thanking Excellence for his support and help to the magazine, and sending a special car to invite Keyi to welcome Excellence. Ke Yi originally didn't want to meet Gu Jianbo again, but seeing Zhuo Zhuo couldn't justify it, so she had to reluctantly come. When the two met each other from a distance, their eyes lit up at the same time.Ke Yi thinks that Excellence is like the male protagonist who came out of her novel, tall, handsome, old-fashioned, and unrestrained; while Excellence feels that she has been engaged in color work for so many years and has seen countless people. Her bohemian dress matches her natural temperament very well, and her blue shirt and purple gauze scarf in autumn and winter make her look soft and energetic. It was supposed to be an awkward meal, but because Yue Keyi and Zhuoyue's affection for each other was escalating every minute, they were not lonely. However, Keyi never said from the beginning to the end that she was willing to return to the magazine to continue working. Until the end of the banquet, Gu Jianbo suddenly said: "I have a suggestion, I hope you might as well fly to Dalian yourself, one is to participate in the fashion festival, and the other is to go back to your mother's house to visit relatives, let's talk about such a big plan, It’s also more secure for you to preside over it yourself.” Ke Yi was taken aback, Zhuo Zhuo immediately invited: "Yes. Your journal entrusted me with the coordination of this plan. Although I will try my best, I am afraid that I will not be able to do what I want. It would be great if Editor-in-Chief Yue would personally guide me." Under the huge temptation of going back to Dalian to visit relatives and colleagues with Zhuoyou, Keyi nodded involuntarily and agreed, which meant that she also agreed to withdraw her resignation application at the same time. Chen Yu has never regretted being married as much as now.That night, she flew alone to Guilin and checked into the Xiangjiang Hotel, the tallest building in the area.After completing the formalities, we left the hotel and went to visit the nearest scenic spot - Elephant Trunk Hill. Elephant Trunk Hill, also known as Lover's Island, is worthy of the name. There are couples of couples embracing and kissing each other along the road.Chen Yu walked past them, deliberately making a lot of noise, but the pair of kissing fish didn't even have time to breathe, so naturally they wouldn't look up at her. Chen Yu felt lonely.The loneliness in a foreign land is even more profound. After wandering for two hours, she had an idea.Back at the hotel, I called the travel agency and booked a three-day "one plus one" service (one tour guide is responsible for one tourist), specifying that I wanted a young man, and by the way, booked a return ticket three days later.She has already decided how to enjoy this Guilin tour. At eight o'clock the next morning, the hero of the affair appeared. As expected, he was a handsome young man with a smile as bright as the sun after the rain: "My name is Long Dongdong, and I am your tour guide. Let me serve you. Our itinerary is 'three mountains, two caves and one river', I hope you will be satisfied." Chen Yu smiled charmingly, put her hand into his arm casually, and said with deep meaning: "I will definitely be very satisfied." Long Dongdong froze for a moment, his face flushed, and after a while, he quietly let go of his arms. Chen Yu was a little surprised, this is a very conservative big boy, which is far from the tour guide she imagined.But her interest was heightened by it, and she was determined to seduce him. The three mountains are Elephant Trunk Mountain, Diecai Mountain and Fubo Mountain.Chen Yu had already been to Elephant Trunk Hill the night before, so he temporarily changed this scenic spot to Guanyan. On the way, she told Long Dongdong about her trip to Lover's Island, and asked with a smile, "Are all of you Guilin people so passionate when you fall in love?" Long Dongdong said: "This is the result of being Sinicized. In fact, Guilin people are very particular about their love affairs. There are four main ethnic groups in Guilin, Zhuang, Dong, Yao, and Miao. The Zhuang people's courtship methods are folk songs, throwing hydrangea, movies, etc. Have you seen "Third Sister Liu"? The girls of the Yao nationality live in the embroidery building. The young man runs to climb the stairs of whichever girl he likes. If the girl likes it, open the window and let him in. He splashed it down. The Dong people are the weirdest, they call it 'sitting girl', and the man sits in the arms of the girl and falls in love." Chen Yu laughed, and asked him winkingly, "Which clan are you from?" He was a little coy: "It's the Miao nationality. Our custom is to step on the foot. When you see someone who has a good eye, you will step forward and step on him. If the other person still steps on it, it means that you accept love." Chen Yu smiled more coquettishly, "Is that so?" By the way, he stepped on him. The young man's face flushed a little, he paused, and avoided talking about the landscape of Guilin. Chen Yu's heart moved, and he couldn't help thinking: He is so young.Boys who blush are rare animals. Guanyan is also known as "the first hole in Asia" and has complete facilities.There are three kinds of transportation in the cave alone: ​​small trains, boats, and direct elevators.It takes more than an hour to complete the tour.Along the way, Long Dongdong kept reminding Chen Yu to be careful about bumping heads or twisting feet at every turn, arranging rides or getting on a boat, advising how to use the lights on the boat, and holding Chen Yu's hands tightly to prevent her from falling into the water . Holding Chen Yu's hand in the big boy's hand, he felt that he had never felt so relaxed and at ease in this life.She thought of her high-ranking husband. He also gave her a lot of help and care, but he was never careful with the money. Whenever there were difficulties, such as parents getting sick or a son entering the nursery, he would just take out a stack of banknotes and say, "Use it to open the way." Go", or make a phone call and order his subordinates to deal with it on his behalf, but he will never be willing to let her lean on his shoulder, and he doesn't want to know how much she longs for his affection and a little romance.He always laughed at her pettinesses, and thought it a great favor to allow her to travel regularly.They always look like a loving couple in front of people, but in private, he has rarely given her tender caress. Chen Yu sighed softly, leaning his head on Long Dongdong's shoulder.Long Dongdong didn't move, but stopped talking. When I got off the boat, I suddenly heard a loud noise in the cave, as if there were thousands of troops galloping above my head.Long Dongdong introduced: "There is a waterfall in front, and the source of water is above our heads." "What? Will there be a waterfall in the cave?" Chen Yu couldn't help but run like a child.The sound of the water was getting louder and louder, suddenly, turning around a hole, the eyes suddenly opened up, and a white line gushed down in front of it, smashing a huge canyon at the landing point, flying beads and jade, the momentum is extremely spectacular!It erupted from a huge cave, and I don't know where it came from. After it landed, it merged into a river, which was the water of the culvert that the boat passed by just now. Looking at the waterfall from a distance across the canyon, even holding his breath, Chen Yu exclaimed: "It's so clear, so isolated from the world! Facing it, I really can forget all my troubles!" Long Dongdong asked: "Do people like you have troubles?" Chen Yu was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't help but smile wryly, a person like me?What kind of person?Rich and beautiful, free and casual?She turned her head and looked at him deeply, not knowing where to start. Long Dongdong was uncomfortable being watched, and for some reason, suddenly took a step forward, took off his windbreaker and put it on Chen Yu's shoulders.Shocked, Chen Yu gently tugged at the collar of the windbreaker, thinking sweetly: This is the first time he has taken the initiative to express his affection to me. The next day is a tour of the Li River.The cruise ship is very new, divided into upper and lower floors, the lower deck is for tourists to see the mountains and rivers; the lower deck is for guest seats, and the tablecloths and cushions are quite neat. The water of the Lijiang River is as clear as fat, with an indescribable real thickness, as if it can be squeezed and rounded in the palm of the hand at any time, making a jasper pendant to hang on the chest.Long Dongdong stood on the deck and pointed out the mountains and rivers. Those strange peaks and beautiful rocks all had vivid names, such as Bat Mountain, Wangfu Stone, boy worshiping Guanyin, Zhang Guolao riding a donkey backwards... It looked like they were just rocks, and it was completely unclear which one was Longtou Mountain, which one was Bijia Peak, which five peaks Wuzhi Mountain referred to, and which cave entrance Moon Mountain was. Dongdong stared in disbelief: "I've never seen such a stupid woman!" Chen Yu simply gave up and raged: "Originally, I see mountains as mountains and water as water. There is no such thing as a nine-horse painting of mountains. They are simply stones. And that husband-watching stone, how can there be such a fat beauty? Do you look at Zheng Shaoqiu when you are fat? Well, it may be a Dong woman, and a fatter one is more suitable for a 'sitting girl'." Dongdong shook his head even more: "I've never seen such a messy woman!" Chen Yu laughed and fell into his arms.Long Dongdong retreated instinctively, Chen Yu couldn't look up to his smile, and said wildly: "It doesn't matter whether he is a mountain or a river, Dongdong, let me dance for you." Without waiting to stop him, he kicked off his shoes and spun on the top of the moving boat When you get up, although it is out of order, it opens and closes wide, bathed in the wind of the Lijiang River, and the skirt is gradually filled by the wind, like a colorful flag. Long Dongdong couldn't help feeling: "It's so beautiful, I've never seen such a beautiful woman!" Abandoned Boat Landing is a street in Yangshuo, a shopping resort, famous for selling various earthen rituals. Shopping for bargains is Chen Yu's greatest joy in life. In less than ten minutes, he has found a lot of treasures, such as nostalgic silk-wrapped silver bracelets, embroidered sachets, hand-painted oiled paper umbrellas, and purses studded with beads. When they harvested a lot, they finally put a scarlet silk beaulieu nightgown on their upper body, and just swaggered through the market all the way, which was a spectacle and attracted the attention of passers-by. Long Dongdong couldn't help laughing: "I've never seen such a crazy woman!" He kept pressing the shutter, which was the photos that appeared on Chen Yu's blog later.In the photo, Chen Yu was stumbling around, it was because she was laughing too hard. Chen Yu felt that he had never had such happiness in his life.Time in a foreign land is like waking up and sleepwalking, getting drunk before drinking, and even the wind is filled with a slightly drunken fragrance.Everything is not true, right?Those brilliant, bright, clear, and beautiful things belong to dreams.Everything in front of me was stolen, not the truth of the matter."I'm so happy, so shamefully happy, so unreal. I want to fly!" she said. Long Dongdong came over suddenly and said loudly: "Then fly." He picked her up suddenly and spun her around.The surrounding scenery suddenly became blurred, and everything disappeared.Oh, such joy! Chen Yu said to Dongdong: "My heart is about to jump out. What about you?" Long Dongdong remained silent.Chen Yu lowered her head and leaned against his chest, she couldn't help laughing: "Your heart is beating very fast too." He blushed suddenly, gently pushed away, and took a step back.After a while, he said softly, "You are such a stunner!" That night, Chen Yu suffered from insomnia.While half dreaming and half awake, there was only that voice in my ear repeatedly: "You, you are such a stunner!" stunner!No one has ever praised her like this, no one has made her so crazy, so free, so unrestrained.The hotel bed was very soft and firm, but she always felt that she was still dancing and spinning on the Li River.It seems that the whole person is floating in the air, so light and rich.She was a little scared, but couldn't help but rejoice.She thought of her husband, how long had he not set his eyes on her seriously, how long had he not praised her sincerely? On the third day, it was the last day in Guilin. Chen Yu seized the last opportunity and invited Dongdong to come to the hotel. Long Dongdong had already walked downstairs, but asked hesitantly: "Are you married?" Chen Yu was stunned, she had never felt so embarrassing as a young woman flirting.她知道如果承认已婚就会失去龙冬冬，可是她又不愿意对他撒谎。她只有沉默。 龙冬冬明白了，说：“那我就不上去了。要不，我们去附近走走吧。你不是说上次去象鼻山没玩好吗？要不我陪你再去一次吧。” 陈玉也不舍得这么快就分手，当然没有异议。 她再次来到了情人岛，岛上情侣如云，旖旎如画。有小贩上前兜售鲜花，龙冬冬选了一对玉兰，替陈玉簪在襟上，玉兰的幽香在静夜中浮泛，若有若无，是不可告人的快乐与悲伤，隐秘而且依稀。 陈玉幽幽地想，在别人眼中，他们也是一对深深相爱的金童玉女吧？她有些不甘心地问：“如果我年轻十年，你会追求我吗？” “当然！”冬冬不假思索地回答，“不用十年，五年足矣。”停一下又说，“再退一步，只要你未婚便行。”他笑着，可是眼睛渐渐严肃，“或者，离婚。” 陈玉又一次愣了。她知道自己是不会离婚的，更不会让一个大男孩给自己的双胞胎做父亲。她要的只是一场艳遇，而不是另一场婚姻。 在桃花溪畔，龙冬冬站住了，终于说：“那么，就在这里分手吧。” 陈玉不语。 龙冬冬嗫嚅地问：“我，可以同你吻别吗？” 陈玉一惊抬头，心中无限感动，深知他问这句话的艰难。她知道这孩子是认真了。“但是，你要答应我一个条件。”她长叹一口气，终于忍心地一字一句：“在我离开桂林之后，不要再以任何方式同我联络。” 龙冬冬先是一愣，接着也就了然，相视许久，终于点头，忽然走前一步，提起脚，轻轻踩在陈玉的脚上。 陈玉心中大痛，再也忍不住，扑进他的怀中，泪水扑簌簌落了下来。 那一晚，他们终究不曾相吻。 回北京的飞机上，陈玉泪水涟涟，悲伤地想：如果她未婚的话，会嫁给龙冬冬吗？ The answer is no.但是，她一定会跟龙冬冬展开惊心动魄的一次热恋。 她忍不住又想，如果是她的三位女友遇到这种情况，会怎么样呢？岳可意大概不会有什么非份之想，她太在乎身份与分寸，生怕传出绯闻，永远是只敢想不敢说，说出来也不敢做；阮咪儿是绝对要痛爱一场的，她以恋爱为毕生追求，才不会放过任何一个遭遇激情的机会；至于陆雨，那很难说，她从来没把自己当成已婚的人，婚姻于她非但不是枷锁，反而成了放荡不羁后顾无忧的通行证。 这样想着，陈玉便不甘心起来，甚至有点愤愤不平，人的一生中不会两次踏入同一条河流，更不可能遇到两次同样珍贵的恋爱机会，她今后大概是不会再去桂林的了，就是去也未必会再见龙冬冬，就是见了也再找不回同样的感觉，因为龙冬冬可能已经不是龙冬冬了，他不会永远那么单纯、热情、深沉地等着她的。 陈玉为自己没有开花的爱情哀悼，感觉自己的某一部分已经留在了桂林，再也找不回来…… 与此同时，岳可意正与卓越坐在北京开往大连的火车上，热烈地讨论着关于服装节花絮的采集与拍摄。他们两人的观点惊人地一致，几乎每当有人提出某种建议，另一个人就立刻可以领略并把它细化，从而又引发出更新的灵感。他们对彼此的比喻心领神会，并将隐藏的幽默感尽情发挥，在为对方的口才便给感到赞叹的同时，也对自己的妙语如珠深觉惊讶。 对话的乐趣有时候可以超越任何一种具体的感官享受，因为它是不断深化并迅速升华的，会使人有如喝酒一样感到醺然欲醉，而头脑又比任何时候更加清醒。那种纯精神上的愉悦难以言喻，而在事情发生着的同时，他们自己也明白这快乐的不可重复性，因此对瞬间的珍惜更使他们将这快乐夸大了十倍。 当两个人唱和的韵律严丝合缝到了密不透风之际，便自动转入了高潮之后的潜流暗涌——谈话的内容不可避免地从纯观点的议论转换为各自经历的叙述，而这分明孕育着另一种更加刺激更加危险的可能性，即情感的攀升。两个人都心照不宣并激动万分地期待着，期待着另一个谈话高潮的来临。 可是他们的潮水在未及交汇时便提早分流了——婚姻便是他们各自不可逾越的分水岭。他们谁都不愿意率先提起自己的家庭，可又都知道他们分明不是自由而独立的，他们各自背后都拖着拉拉杂杂的一大家子人。 这是一个崇尚证件的时代，当他们讨论时尚时，各自手持的是自己的大学文凭和艺术作品；而当他们叙述经历时，拿的却是户籍本儿与结婚证。 火车转了一个弯，隆隆地向前开去；话题转了一个弯儿，却再也进行不下去了。 陆雨的新茶会主题是品味“大红袍”。 茶水免费，因为无价。但是来宾需要预办明年的金卡，成为茶楼的金卡会员，即八千八百元办卡，可以在一年内消费一万两千元。 真正的茶人都知道，“大红袍”为茶中极品，生长于武夷山天心岩，统共四棵半茶树，年产量只有一斤左右，每两茶叶的拍卖价高达十万元以上。平常茶馆里所喝的“大红袍”，不过是从那四株本树上嫁接出来的第二代或是第三代，正宗的“大红袍”，普通人别说喝，就是见也没见过。因此茶会的条件虽然苛刻，却仍然趋之者众，不但要有钱，还得有名望有地位，并且是真正的茶道中人，才可以有幸参与今天的盛会——而陆雨茶会之所以久负盛名，这也是一个重要原因：并不是有钱就可以成为座上宾。 茶叶是一位茶楼的熟客送的，真正的京中名流，因为欣赏陆雨茶楼的品位而特别属意于她。他曾经将陆雨的茶会比作古时名妓鱼玄机的诗会，虽然寓意里不无轻薄之意，却也不掩倾慕之情。 而陆雨向来是对所有的恭维不求甚解而照单全收的，她的理论是：每件事都有正负两面，每句话都有正反两听，每个心思都有明暗两种，所谓意识与潜意识。既然如此，何必计较？正是大智若愚，难得糊涂。 可意和卓越也参加了这次茶会。可意早已习惯了陆雨的做派，只是顾自品茶；卓越却是初次参加这种沙龙茶会，对陆雨的交际手腕十分赞叹，悄悄对可意说：“她竟然可以同时照应十几个人而不冷落任何一个，应酬得水泄不通又不显得过分热闹，简直好像设计图里常说的那句：疏可跑马，密不透风。” 可意笑：“有人喝了酒会写诗，有人喝了酒会做画，颠张狂素也都靠酒，可是陆雨，只要手中有茶，就可以把自身魅力发挥到淋漓尽致。古人形容美女'人淡如菊'，我说陆雨却是'人淡如茶'，有山有水有乾坤。” 卓越正想答话，恰好陆雨应酬了一圈客人转回头对可意说：“你呀，真是有福之人不用忙。我经营了这么多年茶楼，这也是第一次见到正宗的大红袍，你早不来晚不来，偏偏这时候来了大连，简直是打劫。” 可意笑：“你有这么风光的一个PARTY，如果不能让朋友见证，也应该很无趣吧？而且高朋满座，经商的从政的都有，铜臭冲淡了茶香，说什么也得有我这么一个卖字为生的清贫文人增添几分书倦气是不是？不然也太缺典了。我这么卖力助兴，当然应该分一杯茶慰问自己。” 陆雨失笑：“你好算清贫文人？我们私下里都把你的电脑叫做印钞机呢，每次看你打印新稿，就仿佛看见钞票哗啦啦流出来。” 卓越有些过意不去：“无功不受禄，不如我照规矩买一张金卡吧。” “不要。”陆雨一口回绝，“我是把你当成可意的朋友来邀请的，如果逼你买卡，就成敲竹杠了，倒好像我和可意窜通了来坑你。敲你竹杠不要紧，可是陷朋友于不义就过分了。” 卓越肃然起敬：“女孩子能这样讲义气又有原则的，真是不容易。我今天算是见识了，这比喝到大红袍还难能可贵。” 陆雨笑：“能拍马屁这样肉麻而又不着痕迹的也算难能可贵了。” 可意越发大笑：“两位的应酬功夫都够瞧的了，堪称以茶会友，半斤八两，英雄惜英雄。” 晚上，陈玉急不可待地上网与女友们交流旅游心得。 咪儿直奔主题地问：“你们上了吗？上了没有？” “没有。”陈玉斩钉截铁，“连接吻都没有。” 咪儿泄气：“那算什么艳遇？” 陈玉不理她，兴致勃勃地隆重推荐：“你们都应该去享受一次'一加一'服务，且不管有没有艳遇，单是那种不用自己操心的感觉就已经值回票价。试想想，如果可以将自己的一生视做一次长途旅游，这样放心地交付给一个陌生的导游，然后由他安排指引，再不必费心思量，斤斤计较，那有多么轻松。” 咪儿却仍然在纠缠情与欲的问题：“你说他已经爱上了你，那为什么不跟你上床呢？如果我爱上一个人，就一定要跟他上床。更何况，很多时候我是跟一个人上床后，才真正爱上他的。” 可意这天晚上住在陆雨家，用陆雨的电脑上网，两个人看得一起笑起来。 陈玉说：“这才更能体现出他是真正爱上了我。因为爱得认真，才不愿意轻易用性来将爱情物质化。” 咪儿笑：“你是说，爱得认真是性冷淡的理由？” 陈玉有些生气了，她很在乎这次纯美的恋爱体验：“这和是不是性冷淡无关。这是情与欲的问题。他对我的是情，不是欲。” “你是说他对你只有情爱却没有欲望？”咪儿故作天真不解状，“你没有吸引力吗？” “当然不是。”陈玉有点气急败坏，“你弱智还是怎么着？” 可意和陆雨又笑。 可意劝和：“好了，别逗她了，咱老陈难得装一回嫩。” 陈玉不领情：“什么叫装嫩啊？我大学刚毕业就结婚了，统共也没谈过几次恋爱，本来就嫩着嘛。” 咪儿继续逗她：“对，你是圣女贞德行不行？两个孩子他妈的圣女贞德。” 陈玉恫吓：“你再这么说，我砸电脑了。” “砸吧，反正是你们家电脑。”咪儿虽然这么说，却也不再逗她了，改了话题问，“陆雨，可意在大连没什么风流韵事吧？” 陆雨笑：“她刚到，还没来得及发展。” 咪儿说：“那这水平太次了。跟咱老陈简直不是一个级别。卓越是多好的一个现成人选呀。陆雨是PARTY高手，什么八分钟约会、黑暗约会，光替别人忙活了，就不能帮可意演一出茶为媒？” 可意说：“我结婚了，他也结婚了。我们两个要是有什么绯闻，那可不是一段艳遇，而关乎两个家庭的幸福。我可不想玩火自焚。” 咪儿笑：“别看可意表面上没行动，心里面已经把整个过程都进行完了，连后果都想到了。” 陆雨也说：“这就是可意的最大问题所在，她老是口头上喊着好想谈恋爱，可是总在事情开始之前已经像写小说拟大纲似地一直想到结尾了，那又怎么可能开始一场恋爱呢？整个晚上，光看见她和卓越斗口才了，要知道：当一个男人欣赏女人头脑的时候，就会失去了对她身体的渴望。有时候欣赏反而是爱慕最大的敌人。” 咪儿做恍然大悟状：“难怪你在派对上总是卖弄口才和幽默感，又说自己是'卖艺不卖身'，原来是想搜罗男人的欣赏而拒绝他们的爱慕啊。” 可意总结说：“情人关系最重要的就是适可而止。最美的分手，也就是陈玉和小导游这种了。” 陈玉很抒情地说：“我也觉得这次和以往不同。那种感觉，好想化成一条蛇，在漓江里游了去。我真不想回到北京来。不光是想和他在一起，而是他让漓江变成了我梦里的桃花源，我想留在那儿，永不回头。” “那就不是桃花源，成槐花国了。”可意说，“小心南柯一梦，双胞胎老矣。” 陆雨问：“如果没有双胞胎，你肯为他离婚吗？” “不会。”陈玉很痛快地回答，“他经济基础太差了。而所谓上层建筑的精神享受，是建筑在经济基础之上的。” 陆雨说：“你太现实了。如果我爱上一个人，不管他是穷还是富，是已婚还是未婚，只要他肯为我放弃一切，我就会选择爱他。” 咪儿说：“那个魏剑名不是挺爱你的吗？为什么你只肯与他有性无爱呢？” 陆雨说：“他的爱并不纯粹。他一直在相亲。” 这是女友们都没想到的，一起惊叫：“什么？” 陆雨平静地说：“这有什么可大惊小怪的。他未婚，而我已婚。我又没打算为他离婚。他当然有结婚的自由。他一直都有结婚的打算，所以要做结婚的准备，这天经地义，没什么大不了的。” 陈玉故意拱火：“可是他一边口口声声说爱你，一边马不停蹄地相亲，这爱就太廉价了。” 陆雨说：“反正他的爱是我不要的，管他廉价不廉价，我弃人取，各取所需。什么时候他真结婚了，我们的关系就结束。没准儿不等他结婚，我已经厌倦他了呢。” 陈玉立刻便改了观点，很没立场地说：“那倒也是，反正享用过了，就不算吃亏。” 可意不能接受这种观点：“没有爱，也可以肌肤相亲吗？” 咪儿反驳：“没亲情还能相濡以沫呢。别少见多怪了。你的思想比老陈还保守。”她转过来问陈玉，“如果那个导游跟你联系，你会同他做情人吗？” “那……大概也不会吧。”这也是陈玉一直在想的问题，她不大确定地说，“他是未婚男孩，而我是已婚少妇，保持情人关系好像很不公平，甚至不道德。婚姻好比我脸上的红字，已经是不可能洗掉的了。” 女友们都沉默了，因为她们也都有那样一个红字。