Chapter 2 frigidity or love impotence

Zhang Xiaohui committed suicide.A newborn baby was left behind.And the baby was missing.The baby's father is more like an invisible shadow, floating in every good friend's heart and dream. Life goes on.With no clue to pursue, all the female companions had to temporarily give up the search for the baby.Keyi had to start preparing for the topic selection of the next issue of the magazine, and Chen Yu's two twin sons caught a cold at the same time, which made her anxious. Lu Yu returned to Dalian to manage the teahouse. Make your honeymoon's first stop at the beach. Originally, Li Jia planned to travel abroad, but in a hurry, Mi'er's passport and visa were too late to apply.And Mi'er said that you should spread out the various preferential conditions of marrying into a wealthy family and enjoy them slowly, and you can't use them up all at once. Then one day, when the enthusiasm for newlyweds disappears, there will be nothing to look forward to.She even set out a timetable for herself to enjoy life in meditation, including traveling around the world, repurchasing furniture and decoration, learning to drive expensive sports cars, hiring a private fashion designer, and setting aside special time for fitness and beauty, learning flower arranging or Ballroom dance and so on.If there is a theme of enjoying life every year, then at least ten years can be enjoyed. As for ten years later, maybe divorced, maybe there will be a new program, who cares, let's talk about it at that time.

On the plane, Mi'er patted the shoulder next to Lu Yu: "Can you change your seat, please?" She pointed to the empty seat next to Li Jia at the back, "My seat is over there." The fat man next door was reluctant to move, but he suddenly recognized Mi'er: "Aren't you the female star who made a flash marriage? What's your name?" "Ruan Mi'er." Mi'er didn't know whether to feel relieved to be recognized by the audience, or to be ashamed of being famous for her "flash marriage" instead of her works, so she smiled vaguely and said, "If you are willing to change seats with me , I can sign for you as a souvenir."

The fat man pushed forward: "Shall we take a photo together? I have a camera." Without any explanation, he took out a digital camera from his carry-on bag and handed it to Lu Yu, "Do me a favor, here, here, just one click." Lu Yu looked at Mi'er in embarrassment, and Mi'er indifferently turned her head towards the fat man, smiled and left a beautiful image. The fat man was very grateful, and while checking the photos in the camera, he said, "It's a great honor. This is the first time I've taken a photo with a big star. Sit down, sit down, and we'll talk later." After all, he moved.

Mi'er sat down and said mockingly: "I used to want to be famous every day, and I made a dozen movies, but they didn't come out; now I finally came out, and there are no movies to shoot." Lu Yu smiled and comforted: "It's not meaningless, it's more convenient to change seats." Seeing that Mi'er was still unhappy, she felt a little uneasy, "Are you really serious? Aren't you very open-minded?" Mi'er said, "It's not that. Although I don't want to part with the movie, I've already made up my mind and I'm thinking about it, but occasionally I take a few stills to remember."

Lu Yu suddenly felt relieved: "That's right, this is just like you. Then why is the newlywed so sad?" Mi'er sighed, hesitated to speak: "You know me, the best things in my life are two things: one is acting in movies; the other is having sex." Lu Yuxiao: "When you're married, you won't be able to act in a movie, but having sex is convenient and legal. Anytime, anywhere, your partner will bring their own, but you can't just change them." Mi'er gritted her teeth and said, "But he...is not good at this." "Which one is not good?" Lu Yu asked puzzled, but immediately understood, and was shocked, "He, is there a problem with that?"

"It's not a problem, it's just that I have no interest, a little...how should I put it? Sexual frigidity." "This is the disadvantage of flash marriage." Lu Yu sighed sympathetically, "How else can we say that trial marriage is reasonable. Sexless marriage is too inhumane." "Yes." Mi'er agreed, "There is indeed a saying that 'impotence' is called 'inhumane'." Lu Yu laughed: "This is a bit of an exaggeration. Didn't you say that he is just indifferent, not incompetent? It may be a psychological problem. He is too nervous. The more he wants to perform well, the less he can perform normally; Or he's still pure, and doesn't understand the benefits of this. You will slowly develop his true self. You should ask Keyi, she is also a flash marriage, and she has experience. "

Mi'er disdain: "What experience does she have? She is just talking on paper. I dare say that if there is a chaste and martyr among the four of us, it will definitely be her. I suspect that apart from her husband who is an associate professor at the university, she has no relationship with her. Other men have had sex. Even if the associate professor picks rice grains with a toothpick, she won't be surprised, thinking that men are born like that." Lu Yu laughed: "Then you can ask Chen Yu, don't look at her as a good wife and mother on the surface, she has no fewer love affairs than you."

Mi'er was even more disdainful: "Her? Talking to her is equivalent to announcing to the whole world. She is more like a media person than Keyi. Those little rich women in the capital like to inquire about privacy." Lu Yu laughed even more: "You are also a little rich woman and Mrs. Sanba. Let me tell you for Chen Yu: welcome to join the team of young women." Mi'er sighed: "When I think about it, I despair. Why did I lose my footing and become a young woman? In the future, I will no longer be able to tell people what happened to 'our girls'. It is a great loss. It's all Chen Yu, what do you say to me?" Li Jia has had countless gossips, and she is quite playful, but this is the first time she has proposed to someone. You know me, once you hear that rare goods are available, you will be moved immediately, otherwise you would not be so easy to get on the thief ship." Mi'er suddenly became unconfident , "Could it be because I'm not attractive enough? He is interested in other women, but he is indifferent to me alone. Is it because I am not as good as others?"

"How could it be? My dear, you are a sexy superwoman who combines beauty and wisdom, and is invincible to all men." Lu Yu comforted her, "If you were willing to sleep with the director, you would have been so popular long ago." "That's true." Mi'er became confident again, "Although I don't believe that everything is consistent, I will never treat sex as a commodity." Lu Yu asked: "I heard that Li Jia is still Keyi's boss?" "It's not a boss, it's just a shareholder. Keyi didn't lie to me, telling me that Li Jia has a lot of money. I found out later that Keyi's information was not accurate. What she said was only Li Jia's own assets , and the assets he can embezzle are at least three times more than that."

"There are many things in the world that are unsatisfactory. With so much money, it is already enough to offset his lack of testosterone default." Mi'er is not happy: "I told you such a big secret, you can't always say some ready-made words to deal with me, you have to give me advice, say a few words of warning to listen to the world. This is listening to other people's privacy reasonable remuneration to be paid." Lu Yu surrendered: "It's a good thing to come up with a couple of aphorisms at every turn, or you can find Chen Yu, she remembers a lot in her little book."

"But I just want to hear your opinion now." "Then listen carefully—there are two paths: one is to do everything possible to improve his 'sexual interest'; the other is to develop an underground relationship to compensate himself." "It sounds like the second road is easier to walk." Mi'er was silent for a while thoughtfully, and suddenly looked at Lu Yu as if waking up from a dream, "I'm afraid you took this road to harvest yin and replenish yang. Bar?" The two huddled together and laughed, Lu Yu glanced at the back seat, Li Jia was closing her eyes and resting her mind, when she suddenly remembered: "Could it be because he was too tired? You two were married in a flash, and in just a few days After going through so many thrilling events, can he not be tired? Maybe it’s because of tiredness that he lost his standard, it’s just a temporary phenomenon, don’t be nervous.” "That's right." Mi'er was a little uncertain, and she also sincerely hoped that Lu Yu's analysis was correct, so she encouraged herself and said, "He was sweet and glib on the day of his wedding, but when he woke up the next morning, he was a little bit It's not right, probably really tired. Maybe it will get better later." "Definitely." Lu Yu was very happy that he had successfully done a round of psychological counseling, and he spared no effort to flatter him, "It will get better and better. There will be bread, there will be sex, and everything will be there." The two women laughed together again. What a coincidence, Yue Keyi is currently planning a topic about "frigidity or incompetence in love", and convenes an editorial meeting to discuss the operation plan, and Chen Yu is invited to attend as a key author. A male editor said: "The largest Durex global sex survey in history shows that the average number of sexual partners in China is 19.3, which is much higher than the global average of 10.5. But the average number of Chinese people having sex every year The frequency of life is only 90 times, ranking the bottom 7 in the world, lower than the global average of 103 times. I plan to do another exclusive poll of this magazine based on the survey data, present the data to readers, and listen to their opinions. Record their reactions." The female editor Xiao Xiao disapproved: "It must be a big surprise, and then say some of my own opinions, which are completely imaginable and not interesting." The male editor retorted: "In addition to opinions, I will also interview some cases, and then find experts to analyze." Yu Yu continued to object: "But how can we prove that those cases are true? We are not a TV station, so it is difficult to show that sense of presence. And most people who disclose sexual privacy are unwilling to post photos, and readers will think that we are making up Made up." Obviously, both of them want to compete for the right to operate the topic.The main income of the editor comes from the editing fee, and the amount of the editing fee depends on the page. To win a planning topic means to have at least ten pages of editing fees, which symbolizes a new set of DIOR whitening series cosmetics, Or a season of gym fees. Chen Yu was very excited. This was the topic she was most interested in. In the battle between the two editors, she finally found a place to use her skills and gracefully folded her hands to speak: "I suggest finding a famous Contributing authors with surnames to debate and hold their own opinions will be more meaningful and sparking than ordinary interviews. And it’s just a collision of opinions, the two authors will definitely be willing to provide real photos.” Ke Yi nodded: "That's a good suggestion. The case can be mixed in their conversation, and let them narrate and discuss it in the form of a friend's story. The form is much more flexible. Then the woman's representative is naturally you. On behalf of the man, which author should we invite?" Yu suggested: "Let's find a nail. He likes to argue the most, and he is also a sex expert. His views must be brilliant." Ke Yi asked: "Isn't he a photojournalist? How did he become a sex expert?" Yu said: "He is interested in everything. The photos of celebrities he took for us and the interview scripts are all written by himself. Besides, our point of view is not to interview real experts, but to need a representative of the man, a slightly more ordinary person. It’s more appropriate and realistic, what do you think?” Looking at Keyi’s face, he quickly added, “If you still think fame is more important, you can ask Nail to interview a few more celebrities, add their views, and attach Photos, the form is more flexible and fancy." Without waiting for Keyi's answer, she obediently glanced at Keyi's cup and smiled, "Sister Yue, your cup is empty, I'll pour you some water, what do you want to drink? " "Coffee." Ke Yi said, then changed his mind and said, "Forget it, I have to make it fresh, it's too troublesome, just boiled water." Yu Yu said: "No trouble, it will be fine in a while." Chen Yu was amazed, leaned over to Keyi and whispered in Keyi's ear, "Your subordinates have a lot of insight." Ke Yi didn't want to whisper in front of the editor, so she didn't say yes or no, and proceeded to the next topic: "Then the paragraph of the dialogue between men and women is decided like this——Chen Yu is talking to Nail, and I will ask Yu to give you Nail's QQ number later. Talk to each other, sort it out, and hand it over to Chief Supervisor Yulai." Chen Yu praised: "Many, fast, good, and economical." Yu Yu, who came back with coffee, just heard this verse, and smiled triumphantly. Dalian.The white screens in the honeymoon suite were windless and automatic. Zhang Xiaohui stood in front of Li Jia and Ruan Mi'er's bed, looking sad, as if she was identifying the sleeping appearance of the two. Mi'er opened her eyes and said hello easily: "Hey, Huihui." But then she reacted, "Aren't you dead?" Xiaohui complained even more: "Yes, I am dead, and the dead should not disturb the lives of the living. But I want to say goodbye to you, and everyone will live on their own from now on. Sleep well, I'm leaving." Then, like a fading shot in a movie, she gradually disappeared behind the window screen. Mi'er yelled, woke up from the dream, and couldn't help sobbing.She felt as if she had driven Huihui away. The curtains were tightly closed, the white screens were drooping, and there was no sound. Li Jia was awakened, and asked sleepily, "What's wrong? Dreaming?" Mi'er nodded, choked with sobs: "I dreamed of Xiaohui, and she came to say goodbye to me." She bent her head into Li Jia's arms, hoping that he would hold her shoulder and comfort her softly. But obviously Li Jia didn't have this kind of tenderness, he just reluctantly said: "Think about it every day, dream at night. You think too much, go to bed early. You have to go swimming in Dalian Bay tomorrow." Then He turned over and fell asleep. But Mi'er couldn't sleep, and Mi'er, who couldn't sleep, hugged Li Jia's shoulders tightly, longing from the bottom of her heart for a passionate touch to drive away her fear and sadness.However, Li Jia's snoring sounded.Mi'er let go of her arms in disappointment, feeling deeply lonely. She began to suspect that Li Jia was not only frigid, but also incapable of love. Among the blue waves, Mi'er in a bikini swimsuit is exquisite and embellished, beautiful and magnificent.The eyes of many men and women follow her with different connotations, but Mi'er is calm, like a mermaid, pitching freely among the waves. Lu Yu admired: "Mi'er, your figure is so perfect. If I were the Dragon King, I would drag you down for a flash marriage." Mi'er said: "I don't know how the Dragon King's sexual ability is?" Lu Yu smiled: "I never heard that those tonics like to be called 'Sea Dragon Whip', 'Shenlong Liver' or something, that means dragon is synonymous with sex." After finishing speaking, I felt a little embarrassed, "Hey, I said You are on your honeymoon, what do you mean by pulling me all the time? It has become a super searchlight. It was originally agreed that after the welcome party last night, my task will be completed. Until you leave Dalian, don’t look for me again. Only then You've been bothering me all night." "You want to avoid me? There's no way." Mi'er smiled slyly, "To tell the truth, your party last night was very creative, and the refreshments were rich, no wonder your teahouse is full of customers. I have heard about it for a long time. Your teahouse is equivalent to a salon, and half of the guests are your admirers, and this time I really learned. The drunken man does not care about the tea, but the hostess of the teahouse, right?" Lu Yu did his part: "How can you do business without a unique skill? Just selling tea, I have already closed down. But we are only holding theme parties, not pornographic. ?” Mi'er was happy: "I appreciate your self-deprecating skills the most, and I don't like Chen Yu and the others pretending to be noble." When he mentioned his girlfriend, he suddenly remembered, "Let me tell you, I dreamed of Huihui last night. " "Really? What is she doing?" "She came to say goodbye to me." Mi'er said melancholy, "I woke up from crying, feeling terribly uncomfortable. I have a feeling that Huihui's death has something to do with me." "Don't think about it. It's because she just committed suicide on the eve of your wedding, which makes you feel unnecessary moral guilt. Besides, the emotions in dreams are usually exaggerated and enlarged, and the sadness and joy will be greater than in real life. Stronger." "This analysis seems to make sense." Mi'er pondered, "I probably acted too much. I usually can't tell the difference between joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. Everything I do is half-truth, but in my dream, I cry and laugh. Ah, it's all very real, more real than real, even my sexual desire is stronger in my dream than in reality." Lu Yu didn't want to talk more about this topic: "After all, the matter between the two of you still needs to be resolved by the two of you. You can't just train me with your mouth, you have to sing rivalry with him. Go, I'm dressed in a good outfit today, take a look Can sparks be sparked?" Mi'er was reminded: "Yes, I can't waste this new swimsuit I bought yesterday. I have to let him appreciate my figure and let him regain his glory. You can play by yourself." Before turning around, he looked at Lu again. Yu glanced at her and said as if giving a consolation prize, "Your figure is not bad either. If you swim in two ponds, maybe some fish will get the bait." Lu Yu laughed angrily: "Well, the Dragon King is yours, if you leave it to me, you will become a fish." "It's better than shrimp soldiers and crab generals." Mi'er also smiled, swimming towards Li Jia who was standing in the shallow water like a fish. Lu Yu only swam for a short while before a fish took the bait. It was a middle-aged man: "Miss, can I interrupt you for two minutes?" Lu Yu smiled warmly: "What's the matter?" "My surname is Tong, and I work for an entertainment company. To put it bluntly, it's a 'scout'. I'm sorry, but the business card is on the shore. I'll give it to you later." Lu Yu was somewhat excited that he was lucky enough to be spotted by a scout, and his smile became warmer and brighter. But what Mr. Tong said next made her unable to laugh: "The lady who was swimming with you just now, what is her name and what does she do, do you think she will be interested in acting?" "Why don't you just ask her?" "There is a man next to her. I have experience. Asking this kind of question in front of a male companion will often cause unnecessary misunderstandings." "She's already retired." Lu Yu said angrily, "If you're really an experienced scout, you shouldn't be targeting a movie star." Not long after the middle-aged man swam away in gray, another thin man approached: "Hello." "Hello." Lu Yu thought, what's wrong with this beach?When is the ballroom dance?It's still a round dance, the kind that keeps exchanging partners. The skinny man hummed and said, "Miss, I can see that you are a warm-hearted person. Can I ask the name of your friend in the red bikini just now?" Lu Yu wanted to hit someone: "I don't know what her name is, but she just got married a few days ago and came to Dalian for her honeymoon, and the man with her is her husband. What else do you want to know?" The third fish was a very handsome young man, eagerly said: "Miss, you swim really well, how about we have a lap?" Lu Yu said sharply: "You like competitions, so you should find someone who is the same size as you, the same age, and most importantly, the same gender, otherwise I won't count as a player if you win." The young man smiled: "I'm just looking for a gap to talk to, so don't expose me like that. I've been staring at you for a long time, and I've been thinking about what excuse I'm going to use to set up a fight as I watched the two of you lose the battle. I won't be beaten away by you with a stick." Lu Yu liked the young man's handsomeness and straightforwardness, and it was obvious that his target was himself and not Ruan Mi'er, so he stretched out his hand and said, "Okay, then you win, my name is Lu Yu." "My name is Wei Jianming. Are you here alone?" "No, I came with two friends of mine. They came to Dalian for their honeymoon. Didn't you say you kept staring at me for a long time?" "Ah, by the way, I saw you with a girl just now." The young man scratched his head, "I didn't pay much attention, is that the bride? Where's the groom?" "She just went to find a groom." Lu Yu was elated, Wei Jianming stared at him for a long time, but he didn't pay attention to Ruan Mi'er, this is really a person who knows the goods. Her affection for him suddenly rose.Although love is one's own choice, it is often influenced by others. While Lu Yu's charm was affirmed, Chen Yu's charm hit the rocks.She has always abided by the love-hunting code of "rabbits don't eat grass by the side of the nest, and don't play cheating in Beijing", but at the same time, she never misses the opportunity to flirt with anyone online. This is the best way to show her wit. One of the chief pleasures of life, almost an essential part of spiritual life. However, the Yuji photographer Naozi who was introduced by the editor and I discussed the topic of sex with him tit-for-tat, but from the beginning to the end, he was business-like and did not show any curiosity or aggressiveness outside the topic. Chen Yu was very frustrated, and didn't understand how a man could discuss sex with a woman in a passionate manner without having any wrong thoughts. If the two were face to face, it could be explained that this man had strong willpower, a sense of crisis, and fear of getting angry; But the two of them are obviously chatting online, even if they go too far, they won't cause any trouble, so how can he not be tempted at all? Unless the man is frigid, or incapable of love.Chen Yu thought fiercely. The next day, Chen Yu made an appointment with Keyi to meet at the western restaurant, and handed over the record of his conversation with Nail and his personal evaluation of Nail to Yue Keyi. Ke Yi disagrees: "Not liking online ambiguity does not necessarily mean frigidity, I don't like online flirting either." "That's because you are a celebrity, and you are afraid that others will publish your chat records to the public." Chen Yu exposed her, "You didn't know how coquettish you were before." This has a criminal record. When Ke Yi first published the book, she was still keen on hype, so she asked a few close friends to write book reviews online to applaud her. As a result, a netizen sang against her tune and posted a post about herself and Ke Yi. The abridged version of Yiyi's online chat to hint at his ambiguous relationship with Keyi.Since then, Keyi has been "bitten by a snake once, and afraid of online chatting for ten years". Except for video chats with a few trusted close friends, she rarely meets unknown netizens. Bringing up the past, Ke Yi smiled wryly: "I suggest you replace the word 'coquettish' with 'funny'." Chen Yu nodded: "That's right, where can we find such a funny and witty chat opponent? Either this man can't answer the conversation at all, or is he willing to give up a good opportunity to flirt and fight?" The waiter brought the menu, and Chen Yu ordered the filet mignon medium-rare, a fruit salad, and a glass of red wine. Keyi made fun of it: "You can just eat barbecue." She herself called it Sancheng. Chen Yu didn't take it seriously: "You are called Ru Mao drinking blood." Ke Yi smiled: "What Shi Xiangyun said is good, I'm cutting fishy meat right now, but wait a minute, but I'm very happy." "When did Shi Xiangyun say that?" "Lu Xue'an's Contest for Scene Poetry." It means that if you are a fan of Red Mansions, you can recite the plots of the first eighty chapters backwards. Chen Yu thought for a while, but still didn't remember such a passage in the book, but she didn't ask for a deep understanding. Her thoughts were still spinning in circles: "You said that Naizi is also a writer, and his words are also clever. Why are you pretending to be serious? I said this This servant is definitely dark in mind, he has some shady hidden disease, and he is afraid of showing his feet in the conversation, so he is very cautious and doesn't reveal it at all." "Are you a little serious? As for it, isn't it that you flirt with others and they reason with you? Why are you so angry?" "This is the first time I've met a guy who doesn't know what's good or bad." Chen Yu was really angry. Being snubbed by others is already a kind of failure, but being snubbed by someone who has never met is even more humiliating. It is simply a denigration and negation of her wit and wit. The steak was served, but Chen Yu didn't take a few bites, and couldn't help raising his knife and fork to continue to complain: "Some men just talk but don't do it, some men just don't talk about it, but there has never been a man who said something he was willing to do. When it happened, he didn’t even talk about it.” "I don't even understand what you're saying." Ke Yi looked at her friend with a headache, attacking his weakness, "Hey, it's not elegant." Chen Yu was reminded, put down the knife and fork, and lowered the volume, but still relentlessly denounced: "A man can have evil intentions but not evil spirits, but he can't lose evil intentions as well. A man without evil intentions is not a man at all." Ke Yi couldn't stand it any longer: "If you continue talking, the nail will become neither male nor female. Are you making a fuss over a molehill?" Before she finished speaking, she suddenly looked at Chen Yu's back and laughed, "Oh, the Chinese are still I really don’t want to talk about it, no, here it comes.” "Come here? Who's here?" Chen Yu turned his head and saw the editor Yu was accompanying a thin man into the restaurant, and suddenly understood, "You said that man is a nail?" "Yes. I've seen pictures of him." "The name is quite accurate. It really is a wire body with a screw cap on the head." At this time Xiaoyu also saw Keyi, said something to Nail quickly, and walked up to meet him quickly.Ke Yi also introduced Chen Yu and Nail. Nail simply said "It's a pleasure to meet you" to Chen Yu, but he was extremely enthusiastic towards Keyi, kept saying "I have admired you for a long time", and repeatedly praised how dedicated, smart and responsible Yu Yu is.He seemed to want to sit down and have lunch together, but Keyi didn't send out an invitation for a long time, so he had to walk away and said "keep in touch" repeatedly. Chen Yu watched coldly, and became more and more annoyed, because she felt that in Naizi's eyes, Keyi's charm index was obviously higher than her own, and even Xiao Yu was more attractive than herself. After Xiaoyu walked away, Chen Yu was distracted all the time, looking at their table secretly, criticizing: "Look at his flattering face, I can't wait to feed the food into Xiaoyu's mouth. This is the first time for this guy to eat Western food." ? Does he know that eating Western food is not a pleasure to help others?" Ke Yi said: "Eat western food and don't look around. What's wrong with you? Are you paying too much attention to this nail? If I didn't know you well, I would think you fell in love with him." "Cut." Chen Yu finally turned his head around, but he couldn't help looking over after a while, "Hey, look at how rustic his outfit is. He has long hair and a camouflage uniform, just like the It looks like a cat's ear hole is coming down, for fear that others will not know that he is Yuji." Ke Yi had to remind again: "Enough is enough. You lost your composure today. If you keep doing this, I'll call for the bill." Chen Yu resentfully said, "I just don't understand. Don't tell me I'm not as attractive as Yu? Why does he treat Yu as if he didn't see me?" "That's enough, you've already disgraced the noble lady enough today." Ke Yi criticized bluntly, and raised her hand to call the waiter to pay the bill. Chen Yu shut up in shame. But sitting in the taxi, Chen Yu was stimulated again.The reason is that Nail sent Keyi a text message, wanting to invite her to have dinner with her. Although Keyi replied "No time", Chen Yu still felt very uncomfortable, and kept nagging: "This guy is too arrogant. He only flattered Xiao Xiao at noon, and he was anxious to flirt with you at night. He Do you know what shame is? Is he excited? If you are too energetic, you can find a corner of the city wall to rub against, is there any need to be so excited?" Ke Yi didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Didn't you just say that he was frigid? How come the charge of kung fu was changed to sexual arousal again?" Chen Yu was angrily silent. The truth is: Nail is excited about every woman, but only indifferent to her.This was what made her most angry and humiliated. In the evening, Chen Yu turned on the computer and surfed the Internet. First, he browsed his own blog. Suddenly, he remembered something. He searched for the address of Nail's blog and opened it.I was reading Dingzi’s diary about today’s lunch. It clearly and ambiguously wrote about the meeting with the famous writer Yue Kehui in a certain western restaurant. It seems that he and Keyi had a private lunch , and not just meet in a western restaurant. Chen Yu suddenly understood that nails are a typical celebrity mentality. He worships celebrities, and thinks of having close contact with celebrities or at least media personalities or causing scandals anytime, anywhere, so as to make himself a celebrity; , it is very likely that he already regards himself as a celebrity, and regards everyone who is not a celebrity as someone who wants to be a celebrity like himself. This is the real reason why he is very careful not to leave any clues when he talks to Chen Yu.He is close to Yu because Yu is an editor, which can help him get closer to the goal of becoming a celebrity; and his motive for currying favor with Keyi is even more obvious, in order to make others regard him as a celebrity on an equal footing with Keyi. It turned out that it wasn't that he lost to Yu Yu in terms of charm, but that he was not as convenient as Yu Yu in terms of the nature of his work. Chen Yu was finally relieved. On the weekend morning, Yue Keyi sat on the plane from Beijing to Xi'an; Ruan Mier and Li Jia finished their honeymoon and sat on the plane back to Shanghai; Sleep late; Lu Yu got up from her own bed, she was not alone, the young man Wei Jianming who was salvaged from the sea was sleeping next to her. Lu Yu walked to the window in her nightgown and lit a cigarette while looking at the sea view in the distance. Wei Jianming came over, hugged her waist from behind, and praised passionately: "Honey, you are awesome, so cute, I really love you." Lu Yu immediately cleared things up: "Cuteness and love are two different things, please don't confuse them." Wei Jianming was puzzled: "Why are you so afraid of mentioning the word love? Don't you need it in bed? It doesn't seem like you are indifferent to men." Lu Yu blew a smoke ring out of the window, and said coldly: "Sexual frigidity and incapacity to love are two different things. My body needs it, but my heart is powerless. I will never fall in love with anyone again, because I have devoted all my life to love. Love is overdrawn." Two hours later, Keyi returned to his home in Xi'an. The windows in the house are bright and clean, the bedside vase is filled with newly bought roses, and the air smells of rose freshener.Ke Yi put down her luggage, turned around and gave her husband Professor Qian a passionate kiss, and kicked off her shoes by the way. Professor Qian hugged his wife, but looked at the pair of improperly placed shoes and frowned. "I'm exhausted." Ke Yi said and threw herself on the sofa, coquettishly, "Husband, can you make me a cup of coffee?" "Okay. But let me pack my luggage first, okay?" Professor Qian first stretched out his hand to straighten the pair of Gucci leather slippers, then picked up the Louis Vuitton luggage and walked into the bedroom, hung up the clothes one by one, put the toiletries in the bathroom, plugged in the plug of the bathroom heater, and even scented essential oils. He and the bubble bath were also prepared one by one, and when he came out after work, Keyi had already fallen asleep on the sofa. Mi'er returned to the villa in Shanghai, which was a wedding gift from Li Jia's parents.Mi'er liked the villa so much that she put down her luggage and ran into the garden without thinking about resting. The roses here are alive on the branches, which are much more atmospheric than Ke Yi's vase roses.Mi'er lay in the flowers and took a deep breath, only feeling that the sun was shining brightly, the fragrance of the flowers was alluring, and desire rose from the bottom of her heart. Li Jia came all the way to the garden: "Let me carry my bride into the bridal chamber." Mi'er was overjoyed, smiling like a flower: "I have another idea—why not use this garden as a bridal chamber?" She licked her lips gently, and looked at her new husband seductively, "The sunshine and the fragrance of flowers here are too sweet." Fascinated, I plan to take a celestial bath here." Li Jia was obviously stunned for a moment, as if thinking of something, suddenly said: "Then enjoy it, I'll take care of it, don't let the servants in, and take a look at what's for lunch." After saying that, she turned and walked away. Mi'er stood among the rose bushes, stunned.She was almost sure: Li Jia, definitely frigid. Ke Yi's lunch was eaten in a restaurant. Professor Qian endured it and couldn't help asking, "You seem to have added a lot of new clothes recently." "I didn't buy anything, just two pairs of shoes, a travel bag, and a few sets of clothes." "The ELLE you bought last time was brand new and you didn't use it a few times. Why did you buy another Louis Vuitton? It's expensive, right?" "There is a discount at Guomao. If there is a bargain, I will get sick." Ke Yi felt a little guilty, and deliberately used a joke to avoid the blame. He said, "Nothing happened at school recently, right?" "Freshmen have entered the school and have been busy for a while." "Oh, did any pretty girls wink at you?" "Old man, how can anyone take a second look at me?" Professor Qian laughed.He was modest. The thirty-eight-year-old Associate Professor Qian could be said to be personable, with a promising future, exactly the kind that female students admired most. Ke Yi also smiled: "The man has forty-one flowers, you still have two years left before you leave the flowers." "It's because my heart is getting old." Professor Qian said regretfully, "For some reason, I don't seem to feel it when I see a beautiful girl now. My heartbeat doesn't even speed up. This is the sign of premature aging." Keyi pointed out sharply: "That is to say, if you want to prove that you are still young and not old, you have to find a female student to have a heartbeat to regain your confidence, right?" Professor Qian quickly surrendered: "You are a writer and editor-in-chief, I can't say no to you." Ke Yi smiled triumphantly: "You can speak ancient Chinese to me." "Well, but women and villains are difficult to raise." But this time she didn't answer the call, she was thinking: Is Professor Qian really old?Is it normal to not be moved by a beautiful girl?Is this a gentleman's performance or a man's failure?Is he immune to beautiful girls, is he loyal to himself, or has he been tempered by married life to the point of being incapable of love? She decided to test the question in bed at night. In the evening, Chen Yu's husband, Director Ma, called back to say that he had an engagement and would not go home for dinner. 陈玉对着精心准备的烛光晚餐十分落寞，要知道，今天可是她与老公的结婚十三周年纪念日啊，她还特意叫两个孩子在爷爷奶奶家看完了电视再回来。 欧式的仿古挂钟敲了十点，玩偶男女弹出来对着陈玉鞠躬，然后开始跳舞。 陈玉呆呆地一直看着舞蹈结束，这才疲惫地站起身，慢慢地换去身上的真丝衬衫和蕾丝长裙，然后才收起桌子上自己去西藏旅游时淘来的银制烛台和嵌着红绿松石的玉瓷酒杯，仔细地揩抹干净，小心翼翼地一一收进柜子里。 柜子里摆满了风格各异的玩意儿，有些十年也不会拿出来用一次，但是陈玉喜欢，那都是她去各地旅游时淘来的，每一件都有故事。陈玉喜欢意外的故事，喜欢有秩序，喜欢独在异乡的时候可以狂野如风，而在自己的家里则永远静若处子，喜欢每样物事都精美细致，有它固定的位置。 就连桌上的菜肴也一样，摆放得美观整齐，直至慢慢冷却，一口未动。 夜已深，但可意毫无睡意，在完成了和风细雨的周末夫妻主题生活之后，她反而益发迷茫，推了推转身欲睡的钱教授，有些委屈地问：“我想跟你聊聊。” “说吧，什么事儿？” “我们是不是太一成不变了？” 钱教授转过身来，开玩笑说：“你什么意思？想换个男人？” “我们好像只有一种做爱方式，是不是太单调了？” “谁说只有一种？刚结婚的时候不是照着教材录相试过很多种吗？没什么意思。老夫老妻的，花样再多，主题不变，你还是你，我还是我，要想有新鲜感，除非换人。” 可意觉得这个讨论进入了死巷，她借鉴自己开选题会的经验，知道需要另找一条途径切入。 “老公，你对我还有什么不满的？” “没有不满，百分百满意。”钱教授警惕地说，“干嘛问这个？” “我是说，如果我可以改正一条你认为最不可爱的缺点，也许就会在你心目中蜕变成一个崭新的人，那你就会对我重新爱一次，至少，也是多爱一点。” “我不可能爱你更多了。因为我已经把全部的爱都给你了。”钱教授笑着，但是停了一会儿，又忍不住说，“你是不是说真的？我要是说出你的缺点，你能改得了吗？” 可意立刻像刺猬竖起浑身的刺一样，微带敌意地问：“什么缺点？” 钱教授毫无察觉，慢吞吞地说：“如果你能改变把东西乱放，还有乱花钱的毛病，我会很高兴的。” “我怎么乱花钱了？在北京做杂志，穿衣裳品味稍差点就会被人笑话的。” “可是品味并不单纯是穿衣吃饭吧？摆这些排场有什么意思？内涵难道不比外表更重要吗？我觉得穿着得体就是最高的品位。你看我，终年就这几套西装，没谁说我寒碜的。” “那不一样，你是大学老师，只要穿着得体就好，天天换衣服反而显得轻佻；可我是做媒体的，要是破衣烂衫会被人说三道四。” “谁让你破衣烂衫了？不过是让你少买几件。你那双古琦的皮拖鞋，得三四千一双吧？那种样子的皮拖鞋你已经有好几双了，犯得着再买一双吗？” “那不一样。那是今年的新款。以前的那几双款式已经不流行了。” “我看着都差不多。” "What do you know?" “我不懂，就你懂。不要以为出了两本书就成大学问家了，我好歹也是个大学副教授，怎么就什么都不懂了。” “这是两码事。我说的是时尚，不是学问。” “你就是赶时髦，浅薄，追慕虚荣。”钱教授一下子给妻子定了三条罪状。 可意火了：“我就赶时髦怎么了？我花的是自己的钱。” 钱教授也火了。他姓“钱”，可是最不能提的也是“钱”。 “你不就是比我多挣了俩钱儿吗？了不起了。用得着这么天天挂在嘴边吗？钱多怎么了？钱多就学问大？我钱挣得比你少，就什么都不懂，连发言权都没有了？”钱教授说着，很有气节地抱起被子，做出一副不屑跟“女子与小人”计较的态度，气乎乎搬到客厅去睡了。 可意呆呆地看着屋顶，想不明白自己一场关于性技巧的讨论怎么就上升到赚钱与学问的高度上去了。她有点怀念新婚时的自己与钱教授。 他们是闪婚。五年前，可意还是个藉藉无名的文学女青年，在大连一家出版社做制版，来西安旅游时认识了教古汉语的大学讲师钱先生，两人一见钟情。分手后天天打电话，有过通宵不眠的经历。有一天凌晨时钱先生说：“可意，我算过了，我们这个月的电话费早就超过从大连飞来西安的机票钱了。” 可意很缠绵地问：“你的意思是要我飞去西安看你吗？” 钱先生说：“我的意思我们应该永远不分开。” 这么着，可意就又飞到了西安，两个人迅速举行了婚礼，告别各自的单身生活。 新婚时，可意因为没了工作，两个人的生活很拮据，每天为柴米油盐算计，量入为出，掰斤擘两。而可意又是典型的才女脾气，顶不能为生活琐事烦心的，晚饭是自己做还是叫外卖对于她来说是天大的难题。于是只有夜以继日地写稿，一来补贴家用，二来也是逃避现实。终于，在出版第二本书后，她被北京《红颜》杂志高薪聘为执行主编。从此开始了夫妻两地分居的生活，迄今已经三年多了。 这三年里，他们只有在周末或节假日才能偶尔一聚，开始还会充满“金风玉露一相逢，便胜却人间无数”的浪漫激情，久而久之就成了习惯，成为生理周期的一部分。见与不见，爱与不爱，性与不性，都变得不再那么重要了，成为一件可有可无的事情，一个婚姻的标点符号，而且还不知道标在哪个断句中最合适。 可意望着床头柜上的玫瑰伤感地想：时间与金钱，都是婚姻的天敌，爱情和性欲在它们的面前，不堪一击而无能为力。