Chapter 7 Chapter VII

"If he can't find a matching liver, he won't survive this winter." Su Nianqin was depressed on the sofa alone, thinking of what Dr. Xu said.It seems that all love and hatred will suddenly become weak in the face of death. The man's cruelty even made him think that he was an orphan without father, mother and surname before he was seven years old. Until his mother found him in tears. The mother only said: "You were separated from us when you were very young. Mom has been looking for you for many years." After he understood the warmth and coldness of human relationships, he realized that it was just that man who deliberately abandoned him.

The mother explained embarrassingly: "At that time, it was just that your father had a hard time supporting the family, and the family conditions were too poor to support you." Su Nianqin sneered. He knew how a blind man could be his Su Huaishan's son. If Su Huaishan didn't end up with this bloodline, this man probably wouldn't even look at him. But now, he is going to die. He didn't hate this so-called father enough, how could he die. Su Nianqin didn't turn on the light, and was alone in the darkness. It was late at night, but Wuyan hadn't come back yet.

Apart from working overtime for special interviews on the radio station, she rarely came home late. The two things were intertwined and disturbed. Although Su Nianqin tried her best to maintain an upright sitting posture, she had never felt so uneasy in her heart. Yu Xiaolu said Wuyan seemed to know something. He couldn't find the right time to tell Wuyan, and it could even be said that he didn't dare to tell Wuyan. How to tell her? Say, "Actually, I've been keeping some things from you." Or say: "The family was not rich at the time, and seeing that I was blind, I was afraid that it would be a burden and embarrassment, so they threw me away."

Still, "After my mother died, my father married three more times. The current wife is still a friend of my age." The disability of the eyes has already made him feel inferior enough in Wuyanmian. That day he and Yu Xiaolu passed by and came back from the airport expressway. "Huh? Isn't that Miss Sang?" Xiaolu asked, "The person along the way looks like her mother." So, he couldn't wait to dial Wuyan's phone. The other end said very coldly, "I'll call you later." Then, he waited for two full hours, unable to do anything. He finally made up his mind to call her again, but he didn't answer.

Later, when Xiaolu came down, she had no choice but to prepare to meet someone, and then added, "It can't be her mother this afternoon, the old man asked to see you." Hearing this, he seemed to feel a little happy. Unexpectedly, Su Yan didn't mention it later.I finally couldn't help asking her, but Wuyan said: "It's Cheng Yin." He was evasive. Whenever Wu Yan lied, she would deliberately act like a spoiled child in front of him to cover it up. At that time, his heart was a little empty. Suddenly, he heard Wuyan taking out a key outside the door. He stood up suddenly, but felt that something was wrong, so he sat down hastily.

"Where have you been?" he asked straight away. "I saw Cheng Yin coming." "Why did you ask Xiaolu about my affairs?" He said the second sentence, describing it as more annoyed. Su Nianqin discovered for the first time that he was the one who sued the villains first, but he didn't know if those villains were as guilty as he was. Wu Yan did not talk back to her, quietly. "I don't tell you because I have my own reasons. If you want to know why don't you just ask me." He was afraid of asking him, so he could only pretend to be indifferent and get angry on purpose.

"I..." She suddenly felt aggrieved. She stood at the door, squatted down and hugged her knees, and buried her head deeply, like an ostrich, all the usual eloquence, boldness and weirdness were completely gone. Su Nianqin sensed something was wrong and stood up, "Wuyan?" His tone was still stiff. She ignored him. "Wuyan." He started to worry, and when he came, he was the first to touch Wuyan's head. Then sat down on the carpet with her. Sorry, I'm a selfish man.Su Nianqin apologized in her heart. As soon as I said it, it turned into, "Don't go home so late in the future."

Wuyan still ignored him. Wu Yan didn't make a sound, like a hermit crab that got into the fort. Su Nianqin was at a loss beside her. Su Nianqin didn't know if she was crying, but she didn't dare to think about it, but the more she thought about it, the more her heart ached. He paused, "I'll take you back to Su's house tomorrow." These words almost exhausted all his courage. But without thinking Wuyan suddenly raised his head, "No!" Su Nianqin was startled. "why?" "Why? You asked me why?" Sang Wuyan jumped up, "Su Nianqin, who am I, why do you care where I go, why do you want me to go to your house?"

"Who do you say you are to me!" Su Nianqin sullenly. "A bed warmer who has no right to know you!" Sang Wuyan did not want to be outdone, "You said you grew up in an orphanage, so I really foolishly thought you were an orphan, and I mourned for you in order to be sad. Isn’t it? It’s very interesting, isn’t it. You think you are rich and pretend not to let me know, it’s funny, isn’t it? I don’t care about stinky money and the Su family!” Su Nianqin closed her eyes for a moment, "If you don't want to go, that's fine." Standing up, she said coldly.

"Su Nianqin!" Sang Wuyan became even angrier, "Can you stop being so overbearing!" "You are the one who asks people, and you are the one who doesn't go. How can you say that I am overbearing." Su Nianqin turned her back to her, and her tone returned to the sarcasm he used to speak in the past. "You!" Sang Wuyan couldn't say anything to him, stomped his feet angrily, and slammed the door out. Why did Su Nianqin look like this. She was already distressed enough, it was obvious that Su Nianqin was wrong, and he still lost his temper at herself without any explanation or comfort.She wasn't really angry with him, she just felt a little uncomfortable, why didn't she tell her this.That's why I made a little temper with him, and just hoped that he would be coaxed gently, or even softened up.But why is he always like that.

When Sang Wuyan thought of this, he wanted to raise his arms and shout again. "Su Nianqin, you idiot! Idiot!" He never considers other people's feelings when he speaks, and looks like he is number one in the world. I don't ask other people's opinions when I do things, and I never use sentence patterns like "Is it good?"It is completely a direct instruction and cannot be changed. She fled in a hurry and forgot to bring her handbag.The wallet and keys are all inside.After running out, he couldn't go back so shamelessly, so he had to walk back to Cheng Yin's place for more than an hour. She fumbled for the key under the carpet at the door. "You were kicked out by Young Master Su?" Cheng Yin asked. "Cheng Yin, don't make fun of me." Sang Wuyan was lying on the sofa with big characters, like a defeated kitten. "Remember what I told you before, if you decide to love, you have to love to the end, otherwise both of you will be hurt." "He hurt me first." "What happened to him?" "I haven't argued with him yet, but he questioned me first, with such a bad tone." Cheng Yin was silent for a while, "As far as I know, he has always had this problem, and you didn't really mind it before." "I……" "That's because you used to look at it from the standpoint of a strong person. You thought you had an advantage over his disability, so you didn't mind. But now Su Nianqin has suddenly transformed from an orphan to the eldest son of a rich family. Young master, you have low self-esteem. Low self-esteem makes people sensitive, this is what you often say. " "Is that so?" "Why not. Maybe he will call you soon." "My phone is also in my handbag." Sang Wuyan sighed. "That's good, your ears are clean." Cheng Yin blew her bangs, "It's just a good time to punish Su Nianqin who dared to lose his temper with our young lady of the Sang family, so that he will be worried enough tonight. Why don't we worship together again? A Buddha, cursing him that he can’t eat, can’t sleep at night, gets stuck in food, chokes to death when drinking, and drowns in water when taking a bath, how about that?” "He will be really worried." Sang Wuyan felt a little soft-hearted when he heard Cheng Yin say that. "Then you contact him yourself." Cheng Yin said as she was about to throw the phone to her. "No! I'm not angry yet." Sang Wuyan quickly hid her head under the pillow. But after all, her anger was not as good as Su Nianqin's. That night Su Nianqin was going to chase her out, but when she reached the entrance, she knocked in a hurry, tripped and fell to the ground, and smashed the vase on the shoe cabinet. The glass shattered to the ground, water spilled all over the ground, and his arm cut his skin when he rubbed it. Yu Xiaolu heard the sound and ran down to help him, but Su Nianqin was angered: "Leave me alone!" He turned back from the porch and turned on the piano, and suddenly played "Radesky March" violently, regardless of whether it was one or two in the morning. Neighbors were disturbed by him and turned on their lights one after another. If it wasn't for Yu Xiaolu and the property's security guards to make amends one by one, I'm afraid they would all go to the police. After the situation subsided, Yu Xiaolu stared at Su Nianqin's back in front of the piano and said, "Actually, I envy Miss Sang." "You, me, and my sister grew up together. You have always treated everyone so proudly and coldly. I always thought it was your nature. I only knew it when I saw Miss Sang, no. She can make you angry , joy, depression, just a frown and a smile can subvert your emotions. I even..." Yu Xiaolu rubbed her forehead and smiled helplessly, "I even envy her for making you so angry." Su Nianqin paused, then said lightly, "I'm tired." "Don't you need to go out and find her?" "No need to." He went back to his room and closed the door. Su Nianqin is a typical dead duck with a hard mouth.After closing the door, I stood there for less than half a while.He took out the phone, and when he connected, he heard the ringing echo in the living room.He followed the ringtone and found Sang Wuyan's handbag, cell phone, keys, wallet, ID card... everything was inside. Su Nianqin's face suddenly changed. "Nianqin, what's the matter?" Yu Xiaolu had heard the phone ringing upstairs. "I must find her." Volvo drove out of the compound. "Are you sure that with such a long distance, she can walk to where Cheng Yin is?" Yu Xiaolu looked at the sidewalks on both sides while turning the steering wheel. Su Nianqin didn't speak, but leaned her elbows on the car window and propped her chin, and quickly searched for a place where Sang Wuyan could go in her mind. Yu Xiaolu glanced at him and said, "Nianqin, don't worry. The law and order in this area is not bad." "I didn't take good care of her." Su Nianqin said after a while. "You said that no one in this world needs to be taken care of by others." "There is no difference." "Then she didn't take good care of you. If she knew you would be so anxious, she shouldn't be so willful. It's already early morning." Yu Xiaolu looked at her watch. "Xiao Lu," Su Nianqin turned her head and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you, but I can get out of the car and look for her alone." "Nianqin, you clearly know that I don't mean it." Yu Xiaolu sighed. The car stopped at the red light at the intersection. "what?" "What?" Su Nianqin lowered her arms and turned her head to ask. "That person's back looks like Miss Sang." The girl was crossing the road, looking tired, she turned to the side, and it was indeed Sang Wuyan. "It's her." When the red light stopped, Yu Xiaolu pulled back. "Don't call her." Su Nianqin said suddenly, "Just follow her." So, Sang Wuyan was in front and the car was behind, keeping a distance of about one hundred meters between the two.The car was put in low gear, and it took 20 minutes to dawdle before following Sang Wuyan back to the previous residence.Then watch her go upstairs. "The light is on." Yu Xiaolu said. She shouldn't be alone, didn't Cheng Yin turn on the light?Yu Xiaolu was puzzled but didn't think much about it. It was only when Su Nianqin took a shower that she realized that the wound on her arm was aching.The fish tank was originally on the piano stand, but I don't know who didn't know it, so it was placed randomly on the shoe cabinet.After thinking about it, who else could there be besides Sang Wuyan? It is her nature to mess things up. She didn't want to go back with him, Su Nianqin was frustrated, everything was as he expected. He is not good enough for her. I was woken up by the bell in the morning, and it took me a long time to pick it up. "Wuyan, I remember you were defending today..." Su Nianqin suddenly sat up from the quilt when she heard the voice on the other end of the phone. "Nothing?" Mama Sang asked. "It's not... Auntie... it's..." Su Nianqin felt a little stuttering for the first time in her life. Mother Sang was startled when she heard the male voice. "Mr. Su?" Mama Sang sorted out her thoughts. "It's me. Auntie." He tried to answer in a tone that wasn't just waking up from sleep. "To bother you. What about Wuyan?" "She left the phone with me yesterday. She's probably at school now." Su Nianqin emphasized the word yesterday, and Ti Sang didn't hide anything. "Oh." Mama Sang seemed greatly relieved. "Mr. Su." "Auntie, please tell me." Mama Sang was very polite, which made Su Nianqin feel that the future was not good. "You know, because of some of your reasons, Wuyan's father and I don't agree with your relationship. I don't know if you understand the feelings of being a parent. I have personally been to City A about this. Wuyan and I had a big fight. Although Her temper has been spoiled by us, but she has never talked to me like this. She is my daughter, she insists on being with you, and she does not hesitate to fall out with me. Now we have nothing to do with her, so we have to let her .” Su Nianqin's expression gradually condensed, he didn't know anything about these things. "Wuyan has been the treasure of our family since she was a child. It is the meat that fell from my body. Her father and I have worked hard for most of our lives, just to let her not suffer, not to be tired, and to find a suitable person to live her life. Now she is doing it for you. You sacrificed everything we arranged for her, so I hope you treat her well." "I see." Su Nianqin put down the phone and remained silent for a long time. In Sang Wuyan's world, the biggest worries are nothing more than too hot in summer, too cold in winter, and her mother's nagging. If I put it ideally, the world is not peaceful enough. But this was only before Su Nianqin broke into her field of vision. Cheng Yin's words are convincing, except for one thing: she said that Su Nianqin would be worried, but now after three days, this man still doesn't want to repent, and he hasn't appeared in front of her in any form. Sang Wuyan was furious. She went to the office and suddenly saw Wu Wei holding a book. Ye Li teased: "My god, Wu said that you are so literate that you actually read classics." Wu Wei shook his head: "Tsk tsk tsk, look at what kind of society this is. Those who look at playboys are admired, and those who look at master works are despised." Ye Li poked Sang Wuyan: "Look at how awesome he is. Sang Wuyan, come on." She knew that only Sang Wuyan could deal with him.But he didn't expect Sang Wuyan to flatter Wu Zhi and say, "Angkor, can you lend me your book for a few days?" "What are you doing?" Wu Zhi nervously covered Ai Shu. "Let me see." Actually, she is not watching.She suddenly remembered that last time, Su Nianqin went to order the Braille version of this book, but it was not available.There are very few types of Braille books.She wanted her to read it for him and record it. Recording something is very simple in this kind of place, especially with Wu Wei's help. But the book is too long. Wu Wei asked: "You are not going to do volunteer work somewhere, are you? For the blind?" This sentence reminded Sang Wuyan that the recording could be used by many people.So she made up her mind and even found some children's books.This matter consumed almost all of her free time, and even weakened her resentment and longing for Su Nianqin. She was standing in the recording studio when Nie Xi happened to come in. "For a person who aspires to be an anchor, the voice is very important, so don't overuse it." Nie Xi left after speaking, leaving behind a glass of water. The fourth day, the fifth day... Su Nianqin still didn't show up, and Sang Wuyan almost went crazy.Neither side wants to compromise with the other first. Wu Zhi courteously asks Sang Wuyan to go to the movies. Sang Wuyan refused decisively.When I looked up, I don't know when a leaflet was pasted on the wall. A western buffet restaurant just opened near the radio station.Sang Wuyan touched the small amount of change in her trouser pocket and wanted to swallow, but she borrowed the money from Ye Li. Seeing that Sang Wuyan couldn't look away, Wu Zhi took the opportunity to say, "I heard that this restaurant tastes pretty good, may I invite you to try it tonight?" Sang Wuyan looked at Wu Wei for a long time, and said with a kind of superficial smile: "No, I prefer to eat in the cafeteria." Then he left with a bitter face against his will. Sang Wuyan muttered: The colorful world outside is so beautiful, Su Nianqin, if you don't come, I will climb the wall. In the afternoon, Ye Li happily returned to the studio as if she had picked up a treasure. Recently, they and Nie Xi were in charge of a star series of public service advertisements in Taiwan, which were inserted in talk shows. "Guess who's coming this afternoon." Ye Li laughed. "Bruce Lee." In order to take care of Ye Li's emotions, Sang Wuyan said weakly while lying on the table. This didn't affect Ye Li's interest in the slightest, and she said with joy, "It's Yijin." What? !Sang Wuyan almost choked on his own saliva. "Really?" Wang Lan looked up. "Sister Xi said it. Because it's a public service advertisement, his manager has long agreed. Previously, he had made an appointment to record somewhere else. Originally, he only needed to say a word, but in the morning, the manager suddenly called and said that Yi Jin would like to come to our recording studio in person. Lie down." Ye Li explained eloquently. "We can see him again." Ye Li's eyes lit up. "Don't look at the camera with you." Wang Lan teased. "He's reserved like a nobleman." Reserve his size!Sang Wuyan retorted in his heart. When Su Nianqin and Yu Xiaolu appeared at the door of the studio, all the staff lined up to welcome them.Sang Wuyan hid behind the crowd and saw Su Nianqin: he was clean-shaven, his clothes were neat, and he was in good spirits.Sang Wuyan was angry. Aren't all men very poor after the person he loves on TV is gone? How could he live a better life. Su Nianqin seemed to be a different person, treating others kindly and cordially. "My surname is Su." He was so kind that he reported his surname. Seeing Sang Wuyan behind, Yu Xiaolu wanted to pronounce it, but was stopped gently by Su Nianqin. Now Sang Wuyan understood, where did he come to take the blame and plead guilty? It was clearly a demonstration! "Sang Wuyan, why are you sticking around? Quickly pour water for Mr. Su and the others." The director shouted. The advertisement only needs a short sentence from Su Nianqin, and it will be done quickly. Besides, Su Nianqin has always been very efficient in handling affairs.But it still needs to be re-arranged, please Su Nianqin wait a while outside the recording room. Su Nianqin sat on the chair, everyone was busy with their own affairs, and it was unknown when only the two of them were left.Sang Wuyan realized at this moment that the paper bag that Su Nianqin had been holding was her handbag, and it contained all her belongings. Sang Wuyan seemed to suddenly feel that his stomach, which had been malnourished for several days, was clamoring, and a big meal was beckoning. Su Nianqin had a relaxed expression on her face, neither looking in her direction nor intending to talk to her or take the initiative to return her things.He is waiting easily. You ignore me, why should I take the initiative to talk to you, no way!Sang Wuyan snorted and left the studio. As soon as he reached the threshold, he met Wu Zhi coming over. "Wuyan—" Wu Wei called her to stop. She happened to meet this disaster person at this juncture. "Do you really want to eat in the cafeteria tonight?" Sang Wuyan tried his best to move his body into the corridor, hoping that Su Nianqin's hearing would be more sluggish. "It's really not nutritious. Why don't we go to dinner together and catch a movie." Wu Zhi chased after him. Sang Wuyan groaned secretly, hoping that he would leave quickly, otherwise Su Nianqin might rush out to kill someone. kill! ?Sang Wuyan changed his mind and thought again, anyway, instead of killing me, he wants to anger me, why can't I be angry with him. So he said: "The taste of that western food is really good?" "It should be good, because I haven't been there either." Wu Zhi laughed honestly. "Any beef you can eat?" "certainly." "After watching the movie, it's inconvenient for me to go home." Sang Wuyan blinked. "I'll send you off." "Then you are in luck, you know the coffee my roommate makes..." "Sang Wuyan!" Before she could finish speaking, she was interrupted roughly by Su Nianqin. Sang Wuyan turned around and saw Su Nianqin with an angry face. Su Nianqin pinched her wrist, "Come back with me!" "I can't do it!" Regardless of her refutation, Su Nianqin took Sang Wuyan's arm and walked away. Although she walked very slowly, the strong restraint did not allow Sang Wuyan to resist. "Mr. Su." Wu Zhi ran to the front and politely persuaded him, completely clueless. He blocked Su Nianqin's way, and his tone was still polite, "Mr. Su, please speak carefully. Is there something wrong with Wuyan just now? I will apologize on her behalf." This person has a weird temper and all the staff must not slack off, so he is still a little bit psychologically prepared. Sang Wuyan thought, this Wu Wei is still reliable. Su Nianqin became even angrier when she heard him say nothing. "Are you lovers?" "No." Wu Wei denied embarrassingly. "That means you can't control it." "Why?" "Because she, Sang Wuyan, is my Su Nianqin's woman!" Su Nianqin said sincerely with a livid face. On the way home, Sang Wuyan kept laughing in the back seat.Su Nianqin's quilted face was slightly red, still as tense as ice, and her lips were tightly pressed.Yu Xiaolu couldn't help laughing while driving. "Little Su, you are so cute!" Sang Wuyan gave him a big hug.Su Nianqin looked a little uncomfortable.After a while, Sang Wuyan imitated his tone and repeated the scene just now, saying, "She is my Su Nianqin's woman." Then he made a cool pose. "Shut up!" Su Nianqin finally couldn't take it anymore. Sang Wuyan raised his eyebrows, "Do you dare to tell me to shut up? You dare to tell your woman to shut up? Su Nianqin, are you tired of living? See me use my unique skills to make you want to live or die. "As he spoke, he stretched out his fingers to poke Su Nianqin's armpit. At the beginning he was still able to pretend to be serious and said, "Don't make trouble!" In the end, he was dragged into the water by Sang Wuyan regardless of the torture, and began to resist, and the stiff expression on his face was no longer there.Yu Xiaolu was driving in front, smiling knowingly.She finally understood why this girl was so different in his world. She is the pistachio in Su Nianqin's gloomy life. In the middle of the quarrel, Sang Wuyan stopped suddenly, as if he was thinking about something very important. "What's the matter?" Su Nianqin touched Sang Wuyan's forehead and sweated from laughter.Why do you still sweat so much when the air conditioner is blowing, what can you do in the scorching heat, he thought. "The picture on the poster." "Yep?" "That beef looks really appetizing." When they got home, Su Nianqin returned the phone to Sang Wuyan. "Your mother called." Sang Wuyan was nervous, "What did she say?" "Ask about your defense." "that's it?" "What else is there?" Su Nianqin asked deliberately. "Nothing." Sang Wuyan was relieved. The tightening and shrinking of her tone and mood did not escape Su Nianqin's ears at all. after a few days. "Wuyan," Su Nianqin couldn't help asking, "Do you have anything to tell me?" "no." Sang Wuyan felt strange, and suddenly thought of something and confessed, "Your precious piano, I was impatient to play yesterday, so I kicked it hard. Can you guess that too?" Su Nianqin didn't speak after hearing this, but just smiled, but her eyes were dimmed in the smile. "And!" Sang Wuyan suddenly remembered something. "and also?" "Here you are." Sang Wuyan touched an MP3 player and brought it out. "I bought this MP3 in the first place." Su Nianqin touched it, and it was brought to her home with flowers and Buddhas... "No," Sang Wuyan rubbed the tip of his nose, "There is something for you recorded in it." Then he chuckled. In the blink of an eye, it was the end of June, the day when Sang Wuyan graduated. On the day of conferring degrees, the two were walking in the school, and Su Nianqin attracted the eyes of the girls passing by. She learned from Yu Xiaolu that Su Nianqin actually gets nervous when he goes to a crowded place, because there are too many people, the light and shadow are too diffuse, and the smell is too strong, so he will be confused and at a loss.So she has been holding his arm every step of the way.Even without a blind stick, he can do very well. She showed him the school where he had stayed for four years. In front of the lotus pond, Sang Wuyan said, "This is Cheng Yin and I's favorite place." "Where's Cheng Yin? I really want to know her." "I don't know, it was there before you came." Later, I met a group of classmates, and everyone exchanged a few words and asked where they were going. One of them, Li Lulu, sighed to Sang Wuyan, "It's great that your mother and you are looking for a job, and it's a national school. Now middle schools pay special attention to psychological education. Why did you give up for no reason?" Sang Wuyan didn't want to talk about this topic, so he smiled, "I want to make a decision later, and I'm not willing to work in the radio station now." Seeing Su Nianqin, Li Lulu said, "It's because I can't bear the person next to me." Sang Wuyan immediately introduced Su Nianqin to them.Su Nianqin smiled and greeted them kindly, which greatly relieved Sang Wuyan.No one pretended to be weird when they noticed Su Nianqin's visual impairment.Some of them even asked playfully: "How did Sang Wuyan get such a good husband-in-law?" Sang Wuyan took a look at Su Nianqin, and smiled, "Thicken your face by three feet first, and then beg for nothing if you don't achieve your goal." "Pfft." Everyone laughed together. On the contrary, Su Nianqin was embarrassed by her. At this time, Sang's mother called, and those classmates dispersed because of their own affairs. "Well, Mom. There are pictures." "Dad, I'm talking to him." "A business trip again?" "No, there is also..." Sang Wuyan paused, "There is also Su Nianqin." In the evening, Yu Xiaolu went out on a date, Su Nianqin read a book, and Sang Wuyan lay on Su Nianqin's lap, reading comics and playing music. "Reading like this is not good for your eyes," Su Nianqin said. "I'm not reading a book, I'm reading comics." Sang Wuyan argued. "What comic?" "It's suspenseful," Sang Wuyan suddenly became interested, "I'll tell you." The manga is about Kindaichi in Liujiao Village.In a village built like a six-pointed star, there is a mummy hidden under the cellar of each family, which is related to a shocking secret many years ago. When it comes to the fact that no mummified corpse is strangely missing a part, Sang Wuyan curled up and asked, "Is there a basement in this house?" "have no idea." "Where's the attic?" "I seldom go up, so I don't know much about it." "Then what else do you know?" Sang Wuyan was slightly annoyed. "I know that there are only the two of us in this house now, but there is noise from the next door." Su Nianqin said in accordance with the plot of the story.He suddenly found that he seemed to have turned bad, and was influenced by someone. "But you can't see a figure flashing past the window." Sang Wuyan found the atmosphere very enjoyable and added. "That's because it was meant for you to see." "You should turn off the music and tell ghost stories to have an atmosphere." "There are still lights?" "Of course." Sang Wuyan was already a little guilty, but he answered forcefully. "It's all right, let's not talk about this." Su Nian smiled, it's not fun to really scare her. Suddenly—the music and lights suddenly stopped working. The two were silent for a while. "Su Nianqin, what did you do?" Sang Wuyan asked, his voice trembling. "I didn't move an inch, and the light didn't have a remote control." "Really?" Sang Wuyan tightened his clothes, sitting up and shrinking into his arms while talking. "real." "I want to scream." "My eardrums are sensitive, it's best to wait until I go out." Su Nianqin said deliberately. "Don't let me here!" Sang Wuyan's hand stuck to him like an octopus. "It's a power outage." Su Nianqin kissed the bangs on her forehead. "how do you know?" "The refrigerator didn't ring, and the air conditioner stopped. As long as it is a normal person, it can be inferred." "Do you dare to say that I am abnormal?" "There are no ghosts in this world." "But if there are more people who believe in it, it will become a ghost." She falsified famous quotes. "Stop watching those books and movies." "Why can't I watch?" She was serious with him. "You're timid. We should say something else to divert your attention. What does it seem to be called in your psychology? Empathy?" "It seems that you can't be a good psychiatrist. You shouldn't tell me before you start treatment." "Why give up your major." "Just graduating from a bachelor's degree, the superficial knowledge I have learned is not enough to do psychological research." Sang Wuyan didn't want to continue this topic, just happened to come across the book that Su Nianqin put aside to hug her, "Are you still reading your celebrity?" Biography? What time is it?" Last time, this almost made her nose crooked. Su Nianqin opened the watch cover and touched the dial, "Nine eleven." "You really treasure your watch," Sang Wuyan always thought so, and she said again: "How about the gift I gave you last time?" "Not bad. It's rare that you have this kind of patience." "You finally discovered my strengths." Sang Wuyan was complacent and no longer afraid at all. "You still have many advantages." Su Nianqin felt that her method of empathy was completely effective. "For example?" Sang Wuyan became interested. "For example, it feels good to kiss here." He said holding her lips. "What do you want to do?" "Do what our species can do after lights out." "But it's a power outage right now." It's not going to sleep and turn off the lights. Su Nianqin lowered her voice and said, "Congratulations, you have recovered your logical deduction." When the call came, Su Nianqin felt a little regretful. If the world has been so dark, he can be a normal person. "Wuyan, let's get married." Su Nianqin said suddenly. "Huh?" Sang Wuyan was surprised. "Think about it first, you don't need to answer me right away." Su Nianqin said quickly again, as if she was afraid of the answer from Sang Wuyan's mouth. In midsummer, Su Nianqin finally said that she would take Sang Wuyan home again. "Really willing?" Su Nianqin wanted to be sure. "Really." Sang Wuyan said. This time Sang Wuyan didn't dare to disobey him again, and cautiously agreed. "What should I wear tomorrow?" "Do you want to buy new clothes after get off work? It seems that none of my t-shirts are on the table." "Does the hair need to be trimmed, will it be messy?" "What should I call them?" ... Sang Wuyan chirped and tossed and tossed for a long time, as if he was under a lot of pressure. Su Nianqin smiled, "Just be casual, just have a meal, why be nervous? I am the one who wants to be with you." Sang Wuyan frowned, "They are your family, very important blood relatives, if they really don't like me, you will be very embarrassed, so I want to please them." Su Nianqin was slightly taken aback, then patted her head, her thoughts wandering. "Yeah - I'm going to be late for work." Sang Wuyan looked at the clock, didn't dare to delay any longer, and rushed out with his bag and shoes. At noon, she and Wang Lan went to eat seafood ramen.In a small Japanese restaurant, I met a colleague who used to be with her father. "Uncle Zhao." Sang Wuyan greeted first. "Wuyan?" He was a little happy to see Sang Wuyan. "Have you all moved here?" "Yes, I heard that you stay here to work. Is your father's illness better?" "My father's illness? When?" Sang Wuyan was suspicious. "I went back last month and just took a look at him. It was a cerebral hemorrhage. I heard that the situation was very dangerous at that time?" Sang Wuyan was shocked. "Wang Lan, I don't want to eat anymore." Sang Wuyan said goodbye and walked out of the restaurant. Wang Lan chased her out, touched her cold hand and said, "Maybe something is wrong, you should confirm it." Sang Wuyan nodded in disbelief. No one answered the landline at home, and then it was Sang's mother's cell phone. "Hey?" "Mother." "Wuyan, I received your photo, it's very good." Sang's mother's tone was different. "Where's Dad?" "He's on a business trip." "Mom, why did you keep it from me?" Sang Wuyan asked. Mother Sang was a little surprised, she was silent for a moment: "Wuyan, how do you know?" "Why don't you tell me?" "You have your own affairs. Your father said that he didn't want to force you to go home because of his health. Besides, the most dangerous time has passed, and it was too late to inform you at that time." "Mom—" Sang Wuyan wept on the street, "Do you not need me anymore? Is it because I am self-willed that you are going to start punishing me? You don't want to care about me anymore, and you don't want me to know your news .” "Nothing..." "We just don't want to hold you back. You're going to fly away when you grow up." Sang Wuyan hung up the phone and said to Wang Lan, "Lanlan, ask for leave for me, I'm going." "Back to where?" "Home." "But you didn't say that you promised to visit his father tomorrow." "My dad is more important." In the taxi, Sang Wuyan wondered if she was really wrong. It was Yu Weilan who rang the doorbell. Su Nianqin was a little surprised, "Xiaolu went out." "I didn't come to find her." Yu Weilan smiled. "Would you like me to come in and have a seat?" Su Nianqin turned sideways stiffly to let her in. "I heard that you are taking your girlfriend back tomorrow." "yes." "Your father was able to sit up and eat by himself after receiving your call today. It shows how happy he is." There was a sneer on the corner of Su Nianqin's mouth. "You're still so stubborn." "No. I'm not stubborn about certain things." "Nianqin," Yu Weilan habitually sat next to Su Nianqin, and put her hand on his palm, "It must be a relief if Mrs. Su is alive." After many years, she still called Su Nianqin's mother that way. "You are the current Mrs. Su." Su Nianqin teased, retracting her hands. Regarding Su Nianqin's sarcasm, Yu Weilan didn't take it as disobedience, and said kindly: "I'm very happy for you too." Su Nianqin suddenly sulked, "Of course you are the happiest one. Because you don't have to worry about it anymore. This man who bored you and abandoned him can finally use his love to bind others, and won't hurt you anymore." It's hard to entangle! Madam Su, you don't have to be so affectionate, your stepson has never loved you in his life!" Yu Weilan's face was pale, and it took a long time for her to recover, "After so many years, you finally said these words. It can be seen that you really like Miss Sang." "Whether I like her or not has nothing to do with you." "Tomorrow, the family will have a peaceful meal, so as not to make Miss Sang laugh. I'm leaving, and I'm going to read the quilt." As soon as Yu Weilan got into the car and closed the car door, she saw a short-haired girl looking for keys in her handbag at the door of Su Nianqin's house. She couldn't figure it out after a long time, so she had to ring the doorbell. She must be Sang Wuyan, a small and exquisite southern girl.She rolled up the window, leaned back on the seat wearily, and let the driver drive. Sang Wuyan was a little anxious, she didn't bring the key, she hoped that Su Nianqin didn't go out.想着又按了下门铃。 “你够了！余微澜！”她一边见门开，一边听见苏念衾的咆哮。 她看到满目怒容的苏念衾，怔了怔，“我忘记带钥匙了。” 然后没有理会苏念衾的尴尬，急忙奔回屋子收拾行李。 “你干吗？”苏念衾察觉异样。 “收拾东西。”她说，“给你父亲说抱歉，明天我去不了了。” 苏念衾紧紧扣住她的手腕，“去哪儿？” “回家……。”她不知道要怎么给他解释。桑无焉觉得他很莫名其妙，手腕想要挣脱，却被抓得更痛。 苏念衾的怒气更加凝聚。为什么每回只要他说要带她回苏家，她就会逃走。这次居然是回家，回到一个让他找不到的地方。 她后悔了？爱上他这个瞎子后悔了？还是等到这一天了么？ “我爸爸他身体……”桑无焉忍着痛，却不知道如何解释。 “我知道！”苏念衾粗暴地打断她。“我不过是个耽误你前尘的瞎子！他们看不起我，认为我没出息，认为我要拖累你。如今还要耍手段要你回去！” “苏念衾！”桑无焉瞪着他，“你不能诋毁他们。” “这样的鄙视，在我苏念衾眼里，屁都不值！”苏念衾的怒火越燃越旺。 “苏念衾，你不要无理取闹好不好。放开我！” “除非你不走。”苏念衾没有焦距的双眼满是阴霾。 “我必须回去。” “我让你必须留下！” “你办不到！” 苏念衾第二次听到这话气到极点，不禁将另一只手里捏着的手机扔出去。手机到墙上，反弹回来正好砸中床头的相框。夹的照片是俩人在桑无焉的学校的合影。 两件东西一同落到地上。地毯很厚，所以只发出一声闷响。 沉默之后。 苏念衾开口说：“除非你想永远不再回来。”接着放开桑无焉的手。 “苏念衾如果你还愿意的话，我们可以立刻去登记结婚。”桑无焉有些无奈地说出这话后颓然地坐到床上，动了动几乎被他捏断的右腕。 “我这瞎子不需要你们的怜悯。”苏念衾讽刺。 桑无焉抬起头来凝视了他许久，之后拿起行李离开。 程茵说：“我一直以为你们很相爱。” “我也这么以为着。” “他一向脾气不好，你也知道。” “为什么要偏偏对我最坏？” “也许因为他最爱你。” "real?" 程茵没有回答，但是桑无焉心里已经默默地跟自己说：是真的，桑无焉，你可以怀疑这地球是扁是方，也不能否认苏念衾的感情。 桑无焉想：是不是我真的错了。 她有些后悔。 上次吵架复合之后，好不容易挨到他们俩独处的时间，苏念衾便迫不及待地俯下头狠狠地吻住她，拥紧她的手臂范围越收越小，仿佛要让自己成为他身体的一个部分。那是一个有一个世纪那么长的吻，桑无焉从未见过苏念衾那么惊慌不安，以至于他差点让她窒息。 许久之后，苏念衾才不舍地放开桑无焉的唇，将脸埋进她的颈窝，深深地吸了一口她的气息，说：“无焉，你知道我的恐惧吗？” 桑无焉缓缓把手指插在他的发间，心疼地无比，“我不是回来了么。”脑子里那些原本想来揶揄他或者质问他的话在此刻却通通说不出口。 后来余小璐说；“桑小姐，你能回来真好。” 余小璐一直对她礼貌而疏远，但是那一句话，桑无焉感觉到了她的真心。 “小璐，你愿意的话可以叫我无焉。” “无焉。”余小璐试着喊了一次，微微一笑，唇齿在揣摩这两个字的时候突然想起什么说：“无焉，你很喜欢吃牙签牛肉？” "Yes." “都短街的雷记牛肉？” 桑无焉笑：“我不太挑，但是那家的味道确实是世间美味让我垂涎。”她又问：“你怎么知道？” 余小璐露出一副原来如此的神情，“那天，我因为路过碰巧买了些，苏念衾刚从外面回屋，一闻到香味就笑，'无焉，你看你喜欢的……'话说到一半才恍然想起你根本不在。” “他这几天整夜整夜地坐在沙发上发愣。那副失魂落魄的表情真是让人难受。” 桑无焉听到余小璐的话，背过身去，眼眶一片水雾。 她去机场的路上，觉得自己太冲动，还是应该对苏念衾解释一下，可是拨了号码话到嘴边，却又踌躇起来，最后还是发了个短信给余小璐，“小璐，我爸爸病危了，我回家去一趟，请你转告他。” 到B城的航班不是很多，最近的一趟也是晚上七点半。她的银行卡里除了生活费没有多少多余的钱。家里肯定没有经历和时间临时汇过来。 桑无焉站在银行的柜员机前呆了：她没有那么多钱买机票。 得出这个结论以后，桑无焉很无奈，看了眼那边挂的时钟，跟魏昊打了电话。半个小时后，魏昊拿着钱赶到机场，替桑无焉买票。 离检票还有五个小时，魏昊陪着桑无焉在咖啡厅休息。 “你别着急，桑叔叔情况已经稳定了，我刚才打了个电话跟我爸，他也正往医院赶呢。他也是出差才回来，都没听人说，也就没告诉我。”魏昊说。 桑无焉眼睛没有焦距地点点头。 魏昊待魏昊点了饮料以后，服务生又拿酒水单问桑无焉：“请问你要点什么呢？” 问了两遍，也不见桑无焉回答。 第三遍的时候，服务生的表情已经有些僵硬，便换了种方式问：“要不要来杯柠檬汁呢？” “就来奶茶吧。你不吃酸的。”魏昊说，“无焉？” “好。”桑无焉回过神来点头。 “加冰不要珍珠。”魏昊替她补充，“对不对？” “是。”桑无焉勉强笑笑，“你还记得。” “怎么不记得。你小时候喝奶茶，经常只喝水，用吸管吸了以后，剩半杯干的珍珠给我吃。”魏昊哭笑不得。 她从小不吃酸的，又老买冰糖葫芦，啃了面上那层糖，剩下的山楂一般都扔给魏昊吃。 回忆起这事，两个人都笑了，笑到一半似乎都想起过去的那些不快又同时收声，有些尴尬。 桑无焉调头，她在没钱买机票的情况下，第一个想到求助的人居然是魏昊。想到这里，不自觉地感到一些凄凉。 也许连她喜欢吃辣还是吃甜，喜欢柠檬还是草莓，喜欢饭前喝汤还是饭后喝汤，苏念衾一个也不知道。 而心里的另一个声音又在说；不是这样的。你刚和他吵架，现在又舔着脸朝他要钱，肯定做不到，所以才没想到他的。 可是，她和魏昊不也是冰冻期么？ “我和许茜过几天也就回去了，到时候去探望你爸。” “我听许茜说，你们都签的老家的单位？” “是啊。我俩都是独子，不回去不合适。反正老家也有机会，就决定回去了。” “我也是独子，却没想过这些。比起来我算挺不孝的。”桑无焉自嘲。 “那不一样，许茜爸爸都六十多了，她妈又是那么一个情况。你爸妈多年轻，又都是退休了不愁保障的工作，老了也有国家养着。他们家的人都是干一天才有一天吃的，什么保障都没有。” 桑无焉看着魏昊的脸说：“我突然明白为什么我妈总说你是个好女婿了。” 听到她倏地来这么一句，魏昊顿时红了脸。 “其实……你很喜欢许茜吧？” 魏昊说：“是的。我准备毕业一年的时候，就跟她求婚。” “为什么要一年？” “那个时候，我已经有独立的经济能力了，要是家里反对我也可以养她。” “她可不需要你养。”桑无焉笑了笑，想起去年年底学校开招聘会，许茜横冲直闯的模样。 魏昊傻笑。 “既然还有一年才求婚，干嘛这么早给我讲？” “我想得到你的肯定。”魏昊突然严肃地说。 “昊子，我给你讲个故事。”奶茶端上来，桑无焉深深地吸了一口。“一个小女孩有个洋娃娃。这个洋娃娃从小陪着她一起长大。可是，后来某一天，娃娃居然跟着别的人走了。女孩伤心的要死，她才突然发现，原来自己最心爱的东西居然就这么被人抢走了，伤心地要死。她一个人哭了很久，不知道该怎么办。明明很伤心，可是要装着什么事也没发生。她就这么难过着，然后做了很多荒唐的事情。” “我明白。”魏昊说。 “你还不明白。我没有做好比喻，但是你和许茜同时都是我心爱的东西，她是个最好的朋友，你是我最亲的哥哥。就是那么一天，你们忽然都被挖去一半，太突然了，我很难接受。” 魏昊站起来，走到桑无焉面前，俯下身去抱了抱她，“无焉。”他终于等到她想明白的这一天了。 “你知道我是这种心情，还陪着我胡闹。”甚至真让她以为自己真从许茜那里夺回他了。 “那不是胡闹，我当时觉得要是这样能让你心里好受点，做什么都无所谓。我确实没有第一个告诉你关于我和许茜的事，确实是我不对。” 桑无焉破涕为笑，“你要是喜欢她，为什么要第一个告诉我，你应该第一个告诉她。” “你永远都和她一样重要。” “别哄我了，肯定有高低的。不可能一个人心中有两个永远一样的位置。” 魏昊想了想，慎重地说：“好像是她重要些。” “得了得了，”桑无焉推开他，“真是这样，你也别说这么直接啊。” 过了一会儿，桑无焉看着窗外刚降落的飞机说：“其实，我也是在喜欢上另外一个人以后才想明白的。什么是依恋，什么是爱，两种东西忽而很相似，忽而又完全不同。” 到晚上上飞机之前，苏念衾一直没有再来电话。登机的时候，桑无焉看着屏幕，静静地按了关机按钮。