Chapter 8 chapter eight

She suddenly remembered such an old-fashioned love philosophy: falling in love is easy but getting along is too difficult. After getting off the plane, she went straight to the hospital.Papa Sang was still in the intensive care unit with an oxygen tube inserted into his nose. Sang's mother said that when she was watching TV that day, Sang's father suddenly said that his head hurt, and then he fell into a coma.When I was sent to the hospital, the doctor said it was a brain stem hemorrhage, and if it wasn't for timely rescue, there would be no hope at all. It will take at least a week for Papa Sang to pass the critical period, and now it seems that he is recovering well, and he is sober and able to speak.Mama Sang is a very capable person, she manages everything by herself and is methodical.

The doctor said: "Fortunately, it was delivered in time. Otherwise, it would be a few minutes late." "Will there be sequelae?" Sang Wuyan asked. "If it is left or right brain hemorrhage, it may cause hemiplegia, but the patient suffered from brain stem hemorrhage, and his breathing stopped at that time. It is also the most serious case of cerebral hemorrhage, but he is also the luckiest. It seems that there is nothing so far. But it may happen again. , not so lucky. We met some patients who were old when they became ill, and there was no one around them, so it was often too late to send them.”

Sang Wuyan returned to the ward, looking at the temples of Sang's father who was sleeping soundly, it turned gray.She looks like her mother, with the same figure as her mother when she was young, small and energetic.But the hair is inherited from my father, and it is black and thick.In the past, when Dad played with her on his shoulders, she would pull out white hair for him when she saw it.However, when I went to high school and university, I found that there were more and more white hairs every time I went home, which could not be solved by pulling out one or two hairs. Dad was always loving, totally different from Mom.

Dad used to be the backbone of the unit and sent him to study abroad at public expense several times.He declined all of them, but he just couldn't bear to part with this daughter and this family.When she was a child, she didn't know much about it, so she just grabbed her father's clothes, wiped her tears and said, "Dad, don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go." "Yanyan, isn't there mother here?" Sang's father said. "I don't want my mother, I want my father. I want my father." The little Sang Wuyan cried. "Okay, okay. Dad won't go."

Later, when I grew up and started to take college entrance examinations, I realized how difficult this kind of opportunity is for a person. It was late at night, and Sang's mother insisted that Sang Wuyan go home; "I'll keep watch." "Mom, I'll watch it, you go back and rest." "Go, go, what do you know as a child? Hurry up and go home and sleep." "Mom—I'm really not a child anymore. I can do my best, and I can do this. I have a share in this family." I thought that Sang's mother would be annoyed after hearing these words, but her mother looked at her and asked quietly: "Your father needs to turn over every two hours, will you? The infusion will be infused until two or three o'clock at night, and each bag is fast. You have to call the nurse after losing. Are you sure you won’t doze off? Can you know how to use the potty under the bed? Maybe it’s not a lip service. Your only task is to visit your dad and make him feel happy when he sees you , Just have a thought. If it’s me lying here, you don’t have to come back, you can go to whoever you like. People raise children to guard against old age, we all have pensions, so you don’t need to raise them, just ask yourself in the future As long as you can support yourself."

"Mom—" Sang Wuyan had mist in his eyes. "I don't have the extra energy to be angry with you, and I don't want your dad to hear it inside. I've told you good and bad things, and if you talk too much, you think we are hindering your life. Your dad was lying in the intensive care unit that day. The first thing he said when he got angry was to talk about you, and he couldn't let you go. He blamed me for saying what I didn't care about you. Wuyan, he was going to die, and he still thought about you, but what about you? Parents' love is so worthless, just Should it be justified?" Mama Sang sighed.

Sang Wuyan sat in the taxi home, feeling unbearable pain in his heart.She checked the time, it was past midnight.Su Nianqin never called her, maybe she was still angry with her. He was three years older than her, but he was more childlike than she when he lost his temper. Because it was late at night, there were not many vehicles on the third ring road, so the taxi drove a little fast.Looking at the street scene passing by outside the car window, she remembered that at the age of dreaming, she had imagined that the person she loved would be tall and handsome. She wanted to love her, love her, pet her, tolerate everything about her, and never get angry with her. , as long as it is what she wants, even the moon will be picked off, perfect and not like ordinary people.

These principles were taught by Xu Qian, who was immersed in romance novels. But what about reality? The next day, Sang Wuyan went to the hospital early in the morning. Taking advantage of Sang's mother's absence, Sang's father took her hand: "Wuyan, I heard what you and your mother said yesterday." Sang Wuyan nodded unnaturally, and continued to peel the apple. "Your mother, I don't know her yet? She is hard-spoken and soft-hearted. In fact, she has figured it out a long time ago. She also told me that life is your own. When your daughter grows up, she will always fly away. You can't impose what she thinks is the right way. It is also correct for you. In the future, if you get married, you can come back to see us occasionally with your family. "

"I don't want it?" Sang Wuyan said, "Why come back to see you once in a while, I want to bother you every day. You can't wait to drive me away." Papa Sang laughed. During those one or two days, when she stayed close to her mother and took care of her father, Sang Wuyan gradually realized that people are getting old too.Whether it is parents or anyone else, they will gradually grow old without knowing it. Thinking of this, she suddenly felt as if she had a burden on her shoulders. Especially for their only children who have been cared for by two generations since they were young. While soaking in honey, they suddenly find that their parents who helped them hold up the sky are already old.

Walking to the garden of the hospital, she called Su Nianqin, but she didn't get through. Called again at night, still busy.Thinking of contacting Yu Xiaolu, after finding the number in the address book, Sang Wuyan gave up after thinking about it. When I was having dinner with Papa Sang in the hospital, I suddenly received a call from City A. Yu Xiaolu said anxiously: "Wuyan, come back, Nianqin's father is dying soon. I'm afraid that Nianqin won't be able to take it." "Xiaolu, don't rush and speak slowly, what's going on?" "Mr. Su found out that he had liver cancer a month ago. He had been treated conservatively, but it suddenly deteriorated yesterday. I was thinking about him... I was thinking about him..." Yu Xiaolu, who has always been methodical, also began to speak with sobs.

Sang Wuyan stood up from his seat so suddenly that he knocked over his own bowl, spilling the food inside, and the chopsticks fell to the ground. "What's up with him?" "He was sitting outside the door of the ward. He didn't eat or talk. He ignored anyone who said anything. The doctor gave him a sedative, but we don't know how to deal with him tomorrow morning. So, Wuyan, can you come back? Just go, I beg you." Sang Wuyan hesitated. Sang's father smiled, "Go if you have something to do, I'm fine." "But, Dad, I don't want to leave you." "Your father told you to go, so you go. Anyway, you are in the way here." Sang's mother said. "I...but..." "Don't be but, you can do whatever you want." Mother Sang continued, "You were not such an awkward child before." Sang's father said, "Your mother is so cruel to you, and you can say such good things." She had just shaved him in the morning, and her chin looked very energetic with a clean chin.Dad used to like to prick her tender cheeks with stubble as soon as he got home. "Wuyan," her father called to stop her, "be careful on the road." Sang Wuyan looked back.Papa Sang smiled at her, his wrinkles were wrinkled because of laughing.No one knows, this glance is farewell. Later, Sang Wuyan thought, if she hadn't left just because of Su Nianqin, the ending would have been different. Knowing that there was no flight, Sang Wuyan hurried to the high-speed station again. It was already dark at that time, and he happened to snatch the fastest bus bound for City A.The car will have to drive on the highway for eleven hours, and it will arrive tomorrow morning. The car is not a regular business car at the station.The air conditioner is broken and the windows are not open on the highway, and many people smoke, so the car is hot and smoky. Sang Wuyan didn't care about these at all, he just prayed in his heart not to delay. Su Nianqin, who was thousands of miles away, was lying on the hospital bed. His face, which was not exposed to the sun often, became even paler.He frowned tightly, as if in a dream, and his fingers tightly grabbed the white sheet.His breathing was even, rising and falling, and the medicine made him sleep soundly. The air conditioner in the ward was turned on very high, so Yu Xiaolu stepped forward to tuck him in the quilt.She thought: I hope Sang Wuyan can show up before he wakes up tomorrow, otherwise no one will have anything to do with him.Even a healthy person can't stand it without eating, drinking, or sleeping for two days, and he looks like a chronic suicide. Yu Xiaolu gently closed the door and returned to the intensive care sterile ward on the third floor. She saw Yu Weilan who never left Su Huaishan through the transparent glass of the intensive care unit.There is one more desperate person here, Yu Xiaolu thought. She knocked on the window. When Yu Weilan turned her head, Yu Xiaolu lifted the thermos and gestured to her. Yu Weilan walked out of the ward. "I made porridge." Yu Xiaolu opened the lid, wanting her to eat some. "Xiaolu, I don't want him to die." "He is the benefactor of our Yu family, and no one wants him to die." "No. I thought so once." Yu Xiaolu was surprised, "Sister?" "When Dad asked me to marry him." "For me, you have always been wronged." Yu Xiaolu lowered her face. "I told you once, I liked a boy once." "I seem to remember." "The child was a few years younger than me. He had just lost his mother and was very helpless. I really wanted to help him. So pity turned into a kind of faint liking." "I've never heard you mention that." "It was only later that I realized that I just regarded him as a shadow, but what I really love is Su Huaishan. Xiaolu..." "When brother-in-law wakes up, tell him that you have to close your eyes and take a nap now." She listened to Yu Weilan's memories absently, and let her rest on her shoulder. "Xiaolu, don't be as confused as my sister. I've been in love for a long time, and I haven't even figured out who is the shadow and who is the master." "Xiao Lu, do you think he will get better if I cut my lifespan in half?" "In the past, when my father was too poor to support us, he always thought that money was the best thing. But now that he has money, he can't do many things as he wants. Don't you think so?" "Xiaolu, your boyfriend must show it to my sister first..." Yu Xiaolu let her talk to herself, and finally waited until she fell asleep. Apart from being visually impaired and sometimes called weird neuroticism, Su Nianqin has attracted people's attention no matter in terms of description, temperament or family background.Sometimes even the disability that bothered him was the target of attention. He never went to the mall to buy clothes, which means he never went shopping.Every season is handled by Yu Xiaolu.Yu Xiaolu didn't have much time either, so she just sent it according to the size.The colors are nothing more than gray, white, and light blue. Even if he can't tell the colors and match them randomly, he can't make a big mistake when worn together.Every time the part-time worker at home cleans the house, he will sort the clean clothes in the order of white, gray, and light blue, and then from right to left, the colors will go from light to dark.Unless it was worn out, Su Nianqin would not mind even if the quilt turned white after washing. These are very comfortable and casual styles. When Sang Wuyan and Wang Lan were shopping, they had noticed the brand Su Nianqin was wearing.She has a very casual personality and usually doesn't pay much attention to these fashion magazines. Only after seeing them with her own eyes can she realize how eye-popping their prices are.And Su Nianqin's clothes came from this. She began to regret her actions such as wiping snot and tears on him.The last time he took his camel checkered handkerchief to wipe the table, Sang Wuyan prayed that it was just a commoner item worth two yuan. And Su Nianqin seems to be ignorant of the expensiveness of her outer skin. She asked Yu Xiaolu. Yu Xiaolu said: "Isn't it exciting to see him wear those clothes that are more attractive than the models in the promotional magazines? Besides," Yu Xiaolu laughed, "and he earns all that money, but he has no hobbies at all. No, what fun is there if you don't try your best to help him live a luxurious life." Sang Wuyan thought, no wonder Ye Li and the others said that he has an aristocratic air, so it turned out that he was piled up by luxury goods. She still finds it amusing to think about it. She changed her sitting position and felt that her legs were a little numb. When she bent down and rolled up the bottom of her jeans, she seemed to be a little swollen.It is indeed not easy to maintain a posture for a long time in a small space. A child in the back finally stopped crying, and a man snored again.The smell in the carriage was so bad that she couldn't bear it, and the clothes stuck to her body like a mucous membrane, already soaked by sweat, then dry, then wet again.She tried to open the car window a little, but she slammed it hard and opened a big gap.The howling air poured in, making her almost unable to breathe, and people's things in the back seat were also blown over, causing immediate complaints.Sang Wuyan hastily closed the window, leaving a little gap. She put her nose in front of this weak gap like finding a sweet spring, and breathed hungrily, enjoying the cool breeze.She didn't have time to take anything, except that she had enough money on her body.Sang Wuyan wanted to check the time, so he touched the watch.It was a mechanical watch for the blind, and you could open the cover to find out the time. She searched for a long time before buying one that was very similar to the one Su Nianqin was wearing.She took off his watch, put it on her hand, and gave the new watch to Su Nianqin. "Now your precious watch belongs to me." Sang Wuyan smiled and put it on his hand, the surface was very bright but the strap was already scratched. "Trade the old for the new, you earned it." Su Nianqin touched the old watch on Sang Wuyan's wrist with some nostalgia, "It's too awkward to wear on your hand." "Nowadays it's very fashionable for girls to wear men's watches, not to mention they still have such personality." Su Nianqin smiled slightly, "As long as you like it." Sang Wuyan rested his head on the backrest of the front seat while recalling, stretched out his wrist, pressed his face against the surface, as if he could feel Su Nianqin's body temperature.She has never been such a strong person, but for him, she seems to have to be strong. In the middle of the night, an alarm bell suddenly sounded from another intensive care unit. The medical staff hurriedly pushed the equipment and medicine over, and Yu Weilan was awakened. "Not brother-in-law." Yu Xiaolu said, taking a long breath. Yu Weilan stood up and looked at the man lying quietly on the bed from the window. His hair was a little gray, and his weak breathing turned into waves of white mist in the oxygen mask, and various instruments made their own small sounds. "When is it?" Yu Weilan rubbed her cheeks. "It's still early." Yu Xiaolu suddenly thought of the boiled eight-treasure porridge, which seemed to be edible even when it was cold.When it was served, no one ate it. She served some to Yu Weilan. Yu Weilan took it, saw another box, and asked, "Your brother-in-law can't eat, why do you make so much?" "I have a copy of the quilt." Yu Weilan was startled, "By the way, where is Nianqin?" "Sister, thank you for finally remembering that there is still someone like Su Nianqin in the world." Yu Xiaolu said, "For the past two days, you stayed inside, and he has been sitting here, and he couldn't even be persuaded to leave. He refused Go in and look, and refuse to leave." "I was so busy that I was dizzy and my mind was very confused. I couldn't take care of these things at all." Su Huaishan only had one son, Nian Que, and he almost never regarded himself as the heir of the Su family.The courage of the entire Su family fell on Yu Weilan's shoulders. "How is he?" "Not good," Yu Xiaolu said, "The quarrel between him and Ms. Sang that day already hit him hard, and the matter about his brother-in-law broke him even more." "He has always been that kind of person, with a cold exterior and a soft heart. In fact, he loves Huaishan very much." "It's like I always have trouble with you, but I still love you very much?" Yu Weilan patted her sister's head, "Don't be silly. Where is Nianqin, I'll go and see him." Seeing Su Nianqin's sleeping face, Yu Weilan's nose was a little sore. He lost a lot of weight, and the stubble of his beard came out, making him look deeper and gaunter. Probably because he didn't eat, the doctor was afraid that he might be exhausted, so he was on an IV drip. Yu Weilan sat by the bed, stroking his face, and murmured: "Nianqin, I remember the first time I saw you was at your mother's funeral, and my father was the driver of Huaishan, you were so young at that time, She is not as tall as Xiao Lu, and she is also so thin. When you fell to the ground, I wanted to help you, but you refused to..." When Su Nianqin woke up, the sky was already turning pale.He raised his hand and found a foreign object on his hand.So he roughly pulled the infusion needle, and blood rushed out of the wound, but he didn't seem to feel any pain at all. He was about to get out of bed when he suddenly felt that the quilt on the other side was a bit heavy, and heard a person breathing shallowly. "Wuyan?" He was a little unsure of his joy in his heart. She seemed to be very tired and still asleep, he carefully reached out to touch her hair, his fingertips trembled - it was Yu Weilan. Su Nianqin smiled wryly at the corner of her mouth: Sang Wuyan no longer wanted to have anything to do with him, how could she still imagine that she could suddenly appear in front of her like an angel and save herself. Su Nianqin didn't dare to move, for fear of disturbing Yu Weilan's good sleep, so she could only maintain the original posture. But she was still startled. She straightened the hair hanging down in front of her eyes, raised her head, "Nianqin." She felt a little embarrassed when she saw Su Nianqin who was awake. Su Nianqin lifted the quilt and got up from the bed.He was dressed together, so his clothes were very wrinkled after sleeping all night. He said, "Is he okay?" He didn't dare to sleep all the time, fearing that the man would no longer be alive when he woke up. "At least it didn't get worse. Xiaolu said you were in a hurry." Su Nianqin turned her face away to hide her worry. Yu Weilan walked into him, smoothed out the wrinkles on his clothes, and turned up his collar. "You've grown taller." Yu Weilan's hands were as soft as a mother's. "En." Su Nianqin was suddenly very quiet. "I used to often forget to turn over my collar." Yu Weilan smiled. "Who made me unable to see the mirror." "Mirrors are superfluous to you. People who are not good-looking often play in front of the mirror." "I haven't seen what I look like, so I don't know what I look like." "Sometimes people can also be mirrors. Don't you hear that the girls next to you will gasp when you pass by?" "Or I'm too ugly." "If you were ugly, Xiao Lu would never go out with you." "Is she so powerful?" Su Nianqin tilted her head. "Of course. She always only likes the ones that are eye-catching." Yu Weilan smiled, "I have heard your songs, and they are all very good. But the output is too small." "I don't spend a lot of money, and the house is also left by my mother, so I don't need to work hard day and night to make money." "But you will need to support a wife and many children in the future. They will not save as much as you. This creation also needs inspiration." "Then when I go to a school for the blind in the future, I have to ask the principal to pay my salary and buy five insurances and one housing fund for me." "Can consider it." Yu Xiaolu was about to bring things in, but when she saw the two alone, she backed out quietly.She originally thought that Su Nianqin would be furious after waking up because of the sedative that was forcibly injected yesterday.It seems that Yu Weilan calmed him down. "Nianqin," Yu Weilan's hand rested on his shoulder, "You haven't talked to me so calmly for a long time." "I feel much better." "He will get through it, because you are here, so you don't have to blame yourself for not loving yourself. No one is blaming you." "I didn't live up to my son's responsibilities until I saw his heart stop beating." "Nianqin," Yu Weilan called his name softly again, "Actually, both of us think he is more important. You love him more than me, and so do I." "En." Su Nianqin nodded. "When your father gets better, go to Miss Sang and come back and confess to her." "I'm not wrong, in their family's opinion, I'm tired..." Yu Weilan stopped her in the middle of her words, "Remember, Nianqin, never underestimate yourself." Then Yu Weilan hugged Su Nianqin gently.Although her movements were very gentle, it also surprised Su Nianqin, who didn't know where to put her hands. "Nian Que, this is the hug your stepmother wanted to give you, but it was ten years late." Yu Weilan closed her eyes and smiled, her smile was extraordinarily calm. Su Nianqin was taken aback for a moment before wrapping her arms around her. "I won't call you mother." Su Nianqin said in embarrassment. "I don't want to be that old either." Su Nianqin's back was facing the window, the morning sun came in through the curtains behind, the humidifier knocked out water mist one after another, and there was a rhythmic sound. Although Yu Weilan in her arms was haggard, she had a reassuring expression. Sang Wuyan, who was standing at the door, was stunned, looking at the two people hugging each other in the room.She had seen this woman before, the woman holding hands with Yu Xiaolu in the photo of Su Nianqin's quilt torn into pieces. Sang Wuyan raised his head and knocked on the door. Yu Weilan left Su Nianqin's embrace, looked at the door through Su Nianqin's shoulder, she saw Sang Wuyan from a distance, so she asked, "Miss Sang?" When Su Nianqin heard these three words, her body shook and she turned around slowly. "I..." Sang Wuyan was at a loss, "I...received a call from Xiaolu." Yu Weilan patted Su Nianqin on the back, "Talk carefully, I'll go out and have a look." Then they were left alone in the ward. "Didn't you say that you were tired of me, why did you come back?" Su Nianqin laughed at herself. "Xiaolu said that you don't eat or drink, and don't listen to anyone. Ask me to come and see." "Oh? Then you are really capable. How do you know that I will definitely listen to you?" "I..." Sang Wuyan bit her lip, unable to think of anything to refute him for a long time. She was very upset. Yeah, she's so self-righteous.She thought she was so different to Su Nianqin, the only princess who could conquer him. She had never seen Su Nianqin talking to herself with that gentle expression.She also didn't have the heart to study what kind of sweet words were muttering in their mouths. She thought he loved her, she had always thought so, that's why she was able to endure his nervousness again and again.She thought that only she could redeem Su Nianqin in pain.She had only been away for a few days before someone came to comfort him in her stead. The two stood in a section of the room, silent for a long time. "Have you finished reading?" Su Nianqin asked lightly. "Uh?" "After reading it, you can go." He said. Sang Wuyan was stunned at first, and then he couldn't help laughing at himself, pretending that she came here foolishly to save a man who didn't take you seriously, and then went in to humiliate herself. "What are you laughing at?" Su Nian was annoyed. "Nothing." After she answered, she turned around and left quickly. On the first floor, she bumped into an intern carrying something at the elevator entrance. The plate was overturned, and the pills scattered all over the floor. "Hey - how do you walk!" The young intern complained while picking up things.When he looked up, he realized that Sang Wuyan was in tears. "Don't cry, I didn't mean to scold you. It's all my fault, I didn't see you when I was walking." He explained hastily. Sang Wuyan squatted on the ground slowly, buried her head and burst into tears. At this time, the phone rang. Before she picked it up to check the incoming call, she still had a little hope in her heart, hoping that it was Su Nianqin who called. It turned out that Mama Sang called.She wiped away her tears, walked to the waiting chair at the door, took a deep breath for a long time and waited for her voice to return to normal before calling her mother back. "Wuyan, are you here?" Mama Sang asked with concern. "Just arrived." "Is his father all right?" "Don't worry about it, take good care of my dad. There are quite a lot of people in his family." Sang Wuyan easily perfunctory his mother and hung up the phone. "It was his luck that you didn't slap him." Cheng Yin sighed. "I've never slapped anyone before, so I can't slap anyone." Sang Wuyan said. "It's okay, just practice more and you'll be proficient in the future." "Get out!" In the evening, she went to eat Sichuan food alone, and unexpectedly met Nie Xi at the door. "This restaurant tastes the most authentic. I used to eat there a lot. Today I stopped by and thought of going in to eat a few dishes. I didn't expect to meet you." Nie Xi smiled. "I live in the neighborhood opposite." Sang Wuyan pointed. "Didn't you go back to your hometown?" "Well. There is something else, I rushed back again." "Did you find out about Su Nianqin and Yu Weilan?" The two sat together, seeing Sang Wuyan burying his head in his meal with a restless expression, Nie Xi asked. "Eh? Yu Weilan?" "Yu Xiaolu's sister." Nie Xi added. Hearing this sentence, Sang Wuyan remembered that Yu Xiaolu said that she and Su Nianqin grew up together, and there is another relationship, she is also the younger sister of Su Nianqin's stepmother. Stepmother's sister?Yu Xiaolu's sister? "His stepmother?" Sang Wuyan asked. "Yeah, it almost became a scandal on the front page of City A. Yu Weilan is the daughter of a servant of the Su family, and her family background is not good. But she got along well with this young master of the Su family. Although it is not to the point of discussing marriage, the two of them Being close to each other, anyone with a discerning eye can tell that Su Nianqin likes her at a glance. It's a pity that Yu Weilan married Su Huaishan later on." Sang Wuyan looked astonished, speechless in surprise. "how do you know." "Yu Weilan and I are classmates. At that time, she gave up her studies and married into a wealthy family. It was really a big news that caused a sensation in the whole school." She thought the love between them was indestructible, but now it seems that she is really self-indulgent.She plays this role every time, does this stupid thing every time. Sang Wuyan hardly knew how he had eaten and bid farewell to Nie Xi, and then bought several cans of beer in the supermarket while weeping.The cashier secretly glanced at her a few times, but she didn't mind at all. She sat on the rooftop of the top floor and took one sip after another. The phone vibrated in her handbag, and even the whole bag made a muffled sound of "woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo". Sang Wuyan squinted his drunken eyes and smiled wryly, but instead of answering the phone, he put the phone on the stool where the beer was placed. After a while, the phone started vibrating again.She picked it up to see that it was still Yu Xiaolu calling, so she put it back and let it continue to move.Finally, the mobile phone vibrated to the edge of the table, fell to the ground with a clatter, and rolled under the stool. She stared blankly at the night sky, thinking over and over of Nie Xi's last words in her mind. "Has anyone ever told you that your laughing voice is very similar to Yu Weilan's?" She finally understood that Su Nianqin's eccentricity was not only because of his being an orphan for seven years, or because of his visual impairment or his mother's early death, but because of Yu Weilan. Sang Wuyan drank until dawn, and he forgot how he crawled home and opened the door to sleep on the sofa.In the morning, I got up with a splitting headache and looked for my phone. After searching for a long time, I finally found that there were dozens of missed calls on the screen under the cool chair on the roof of the building, most of which were from Mama Sang. Sang Wuyan quickly dialed back, feeling an ominous premonition that she didn't even dare to think about. "Wuyan." It was actually Wei Hao who answered the phone. "Why are you here?" "My mother and I were notified to come here." "What notice? Where's my mother? Where's my father?" She asked in a trembling voice. Wei Hao paused, then said slowly: "Wuyan, listen to me carefully." "Where's my dad?" She was anxious, her wrist shaking violently. "Your father died in the middle of the night." That short sentence was like a sharp jagged sword, which pierced fiercely into Sang Wuyan's heart, and then slowly pulled out, with blood and her flesh on the blade. When she was in kindergarten, Mama Sang was transferred to other places to work for a while, so she had no time to take care of her.Especially when no one combs her hair in the morning, my mother wants to take her to cut it short.Unexpectedly, my father disagreed, saying that girls with long hair are cute.So he learned to braid his daughter, stupidly, for several days. Another time, the school organized students to watch the movie "Mom Loves Me Again". After watching it, Sang Wuyan liked to hum that song, but she was always tone deaf, and when she hummed it all changed her tune, she was laughed at by her classmates.After my father found out, he found the music score and came back to teach her to sing, over and over again.As a result, Mama Sang came back and saw that she shook her head: "It is said that you two sing in the same way. Come on, stop singing. Others will suffer." Her singing out of tune is all inherited from her father.Later, this song was changed by Sang Wuyan to "Only Dad is good in the world". How could such a father be willing to leave her so early. "You're talking nonsense!" she yelled into the phone, "Hao Zi, you are talking nonsense!" She dropped her mobile phone, picked up her handbag and went downstairs slowly, her eyes were blurred by tears, she could hardly see the road, and she waved when she saw a taxi. At this moment, it is officially the rush hour for work, and there are almost no empty cars.The more anxious she was, the more she couldn't hit it, and the more she couldn't hit it, the more anxious she was.After more than ten or twenty minutes passed, I gradually calmed down, and then I remembered that the street I came from was across, and there was a bus to the airport at the opposite intersection. So she wiped away her tears and walked back, just in time to see Yu Xiaolu coming out of the small building where she lived, and behind her was Su Nianqin with a blind stick. She instinctively wanted to bury her head and go around.Unexpectedly, Yu Xiaolu had already seen her and reminded Su Nianqin. "Isn't this Miss Sang?" Sang Wuyan watched Su Nianqin approaching slowly, at that moment her heart began to throb. "What a coincidence, Su Nianqin," she said. "It's not a coincidence, I came here specifically to find you." "Looking for me?" Sang Wuyan sneered, "What about Yu Weilan?" His face suddenly turned pale. "Su Nianqin, can I ask you a question?" When he didn't speak, she continued. "In this world is it Yu Weilan who is more important, or me?" She shook her head, and then said: "Or, I want to ask this: If Yu Weilan and I fall into the river together, we can only save one, who will you save?" In the past, when Xu Qian asked Wei Hao to choose this question, she only thought it was ridiculous when she heard it.She never expected that now she has become such a ridiculous woman. "Do you think it makes sense to ask such a stupid question?" He turned his face away. "Does it make sense? It seems that it really doesn't make sense." With tears in her eyes, she smiled desolately: "My mother is right, no matter how annoying things you do alone, you can't find regret medicine." If she hadn't come back to look for him, maybe her father would be fine; if she hadn't gotten drunk for him, she wouldn't have said the last word to her father. God must be punishing her somewhere, she didn't do a good daughter. For a man who didn't love her or cherish her, she gave up her father's love so easily. Sang Wuyan looked at his face, suddenly felt strange, and finally said lightly: "Nianqin, I don't want to see you again in my whole life, really."