Chapter 6 Chapter Six

On the day Yu Xiaolu came back, she was a little surprised to see the intimacy between Sang Wuyan and Su Nianqin, but quickly calmed down again. As for the relationship with Yu Xiaolu, Su Nianqin said that she is the younger sister of a relative, she has no place to go so she stays here so she can take care of herself. Sang Wuyan was surprised that someone like Su Nianqin could admit to his face that others were taking care of him. "I'll take care of you in the future." Sang Wuyan said while holding Su Nianqin's arm. Later she thought, since she is the sister of a relative, she is also a relative, why not just say she is a cousin, sister, niece, niece or something like that.

Her thoughts are not too complicated, and she will forget this doubt after a long time. During that time, "The Phantom of the Louvre" was shown in the cinema, and in order to avoid Su Nianqin's discomfort, they bought a couple's box.The seat there allows Sang Wuyan to put his head in Su Nianqin's neck, and gently describe the plot to him while watching the picture. "Then he walked into the Egyptian Pavilion and hid in a corner, waiting for the mummy to appear. At this time, the black shadow appeared again, the mummy..." Sang Wuyan said with a pale face, so scared that he dared not look any more, and turned his face Hiding in Su Nianqin's clothes.

"What should I do? It's scary." Like an earthworm, she tried her best to penetrate into his arms. "Then we won't watch it." Su Nianqin said. "The more scared I am, the more I want to see it." Sang Wuyan cried. Su Nianqin laughed.Let her sit on your lap. Sang Wuyan was so nervous about the plot of the movie that she couldn't help herself, and completely forgot to describe the picture.Su Nianqin could only see the light and shadow flickering on the movie screen right in front of her from time to time. The more afraid you are, the more you want to see it - this sentence reminded him of the feeling of love.

These are like opium, he thought. On the way back, at the subway station, it was just past six o'clock when the crowds were the most turbulent. When the subway came, she held Su Nianqin's hand in front to avoid the crowds, waiting to get on the train at last.At this time, a few people who came rushing over in a hurry, knocked them away at once, then squeezed Sang Wuyan into the crowd and was taken into the car. When she walked back, she saw that the door was closed. She didn't know if Su Nianqin had also gotten into the car, and she didn't dare to call his name loudly in the car, for fear of embarrassing him, she looked around.She is not tall and needs to lift her toes to search back and forth.

Left, right, seat. No-- Her heart began to worry. Su Nianqin must still be staying at the station, he is rarely alone in this kind of public place, and there are so many people, and he is so stubborn that he would definitely not ask for help. If he had known, he would have asked Yu Xiaolu to drive here.I don't know if he knows the way or if he will meet bad guys, and his mobile phone is in his backpack. The more she thought about it, the more anxious she became, and tears rolled in her eyes. As soon as the subway stopped, she immediately got off and sat back on the other side of the road.

There were far fewer people in the car on the return journey. She stood at the door, and outside was a dark tunnel that spread all the way.It seemed like a century before the subway saw the light outside again.The horn in the carriage announced the name of the station, and then stopped slowly. Through the glass of the window, she saw Su Nianqin standing there from a distance. It was the place where they staggered, motionless. He is very tall and straight, and he is very handsome, so it seems that he can be found at a glance without a particularly eye-catching sign. Sang Wuyan ran forward, rushed over, and hugged his waist.

He said lightly: "So fast!" It seemed that he was still waiting for the opportunity to be proud of himself. "I was scared to death." Su Nianqin patted her head, "There is nothing to worry about. I got lost somewhere, and I will wait there until you come back." Sang Wuyan worked with Yuanyuan on the news team at the radio station, and was soon transferred back to Nie Xi's studio.Wu Wei said, "Sister Xi told the director that she forced you to come back." "why?" Wu Wei thought for a while, "It could be for any reason, but it's definitely not because of your ability to work." Then he looked at Sang Wuyan with contempt.

Sang Wuyan feigned anger, "Xiao Mian! Believe it or not, I will strangle you to death?" "Die under the peony flower, I'm a ghost and I'm a romantic." Wu Wei sticks out his tongue and pretends to be a ghost. While the two were playing, Nie Xi walked in and said coldly: "Sang Wuyan, I didn't call you here to flirt with my people. You have to sort out the materials I gave you just now. Come out, I'll use it tomorrow." "Oh." Sang Wuyan bowed his head, and started working without saying a word. Tomorrow, the one who will be interviewed by Nie Xi in the live broadcast room is a new young writer Qing Feng. After his works became popular on the Internet, he immediately swept the entire publishing industry. In less than half a year, he became a big name and attracted much attention.Nie Xi is very rigorous in his work, and he must do his homework every time.Now Sang Wuyan is going to help Nie Xi sort out Qingfeng's personal information, as well as his work style, general introduction, character characteristics of representative works, online evaluation, and publisher evaluation.

In the past, it was Ye Li and Wang Lan who did this. Sang Wuyan was about to call them, but Nie Xi stopped them: "They have other things to do. You've been here for almost half a year, it's not a small matter. Yes?" His tone was sarcasm.She was a completely different person from the sister Xi whom Li Sang had never known on weekdays. After Nie Xi left, Ye Li asked softly, "Sang Wuyan, did you offend her?" "No." Sang Wuyan wondered, "You told the director to let me come back, I haven't met her for a long time." "A ghost?" Ye Li shook her head.

Sang Wuyan looked at the pile of tall documents, feeling rather baffled. In the evening, Sang Wuyan worked overtime until very late.She is a science student, so she is not very interested in this kind of stuff, what fiction, history, martial arts, fantasy made her confused.After finally getting out of it, I made a rough outline of Qingfeng's personal work journey, and then combined some real personal situations and readers' comments to get out the general content of the interview. When she went downstairs, she opened her handbag and wanted to call Su Nianqin, only to find that her phone was out of battery.When she entered the house, the phone rang.

It wasn't Su Nianqin, it was Mama Sang. "Wuyan, why aren't you here so late?" "Terry is working overtime." "Come back sooner, the law and order is so chaotic now, it's not safe for a girl to walk at night..." Mama Sang started the machine-gun family education, and it ended with difficulty. As soon as she hung up the phone, the bell rang again. "Did you go there so late?" Su Nianqin asked this time, "The phone doesn't work either." "Work overtime." She continued to explain. "I originally asked you to come over for dinner." "Dinner? Did you cook it?" She had lingering fears about his ability to cook. Su Nianqin heard the truth, remembering the day he kindly cooked eggs to supplement her nutrition, she asked him in disgust if he would kill someone by eating them. He couldn't help feeling a little angry, "Sang Wuyan, you..." Sang Wuyan hastily changed his words and said: "Those who line up and want to cook for a while, they have to have a regiment without a teacher. So quickly forget what I said last time." "Stop playing tricks." Sang Wuyan chuckled. Just like you and me, the two talked on the phone for a long time.Until she hung up the line, Sang Wuyan still had a sweet smile on her lips.In fact, he is also quite talkative. Early the next morning, Sang Wuyan went to the radio station and handed things over to Nie Xi.Nie Xi glanced at it lightly, and said, "No. The angle of view and starting point are not good." Then he pointed out a bunch of shortcomings with the manuscript, and ordered Sang Wuyan to continue to fix it. For lunch, Sang Wuyan took two casual bites and continued to work hard.When I gave Nie Xi more, she was using the computer and said without even looking at it, "Put it there." In the evening, Sang Wuyan was outside the studio to watch the recording of the show, and the director was still putting on commercials, so he asked the two people inside to prepare. Ye Li suddenly grabbed Sang Wuyan mysteriously, and whispered, "Nie Xi asked Wang Lan to prepare the information on Qingfeng last week. She doesn't need you at all." Wang Lan next to him nodded: "Yes. I'm just busy with this, and you didn't ask me. I also come during the day, and I just heard from Lili." "Are you a villain?" Ye Li asked. Sang Wuyan was surprised for a long time and didn't speak. He turned his head and looked through the glass at Nie Xi who was smiling at Qingfeng, feeling very complicated.Nie Xi was not such a woman in the first place, she was magnanimous, patient, she didn't put on airs at all, and she was kind to others. Is it because she didn't do well enough before? Did she unintentionally make Nie Xi unhappy? Is it because she lacks this kind of training in the first place? In the past, Li Lulu said: "Sang Wuyan, if you leave school and leave the protection of your parents, you will be nothing." Due to various reasons, she and Su Nianqin did not always stick together, and sometimes they did not even see each other for two or three days. The place where the two met most was Su Nianqin's home. She likes to lie beside her and watch Su Nianqin play the piano.It is a very enjoyable visual sense to see his fingers sliding over the keys, either soothing and gentle or passionate and arrogant. It was hard for her to imagine that he really grew up in the orphanage, how the teachers and aunts in the orphanage taught him so well. "When did you start learning the piano?" "Six years old." "Are you eager to learn?" "It's not easy to learn." "Are they treating you well?" Sang Wuyan asked suddenly, "I mean those aunts who take care of you." Su Nianqin said very calmly: "It's not good or bad. Taking care of orphans is their essential job, not out of love or any other feelings. Of course, they will have children they prefer. And, Sometimes I can’t even remember those things.” "why?" "I only stayed until I was six." "why?" He stopped and said lightly, "I don't want to continue this topic." Sang Wuyan was slightly taken aback, is it so unbearable to look back? At this time, Sang Wuyan's cell phone rang. "Wuyan, why aren't you home?" It was Mama Sang. Sang Wuyan took a look at Su Nianqin, and walked out of the house with his mother hesitantly. "At the end of the month, you come back. I contacted a middle school with your dad. Although they booked new recruits in November last year, they can add an indicator now." "mom--" "Bring your resume and those certificates. You should prepare yourself first, and other schools still have to interview." Sang Wuyan sighed, "I won't discuss this issue with you now, go back and talk about it." "What's inconvenient? You're not an underground party, and you've been sneaking around lately." Mama Sang hung up the phone muttering. Sang Wuyan took a look, he was definitely an underground party.If the family knew about her and Su Nianqin's affair, it would definitely be endless. When she went back to the room, Su Nianqin asked, "Whose phone number?" "My mother, tell me about work." "En." He didn't bother to ask Sang Wuyan about college and internship, and sometimes Sang Wuyan even suspected that he didn't know which school she went to. In the afternoon, the weather suddenly cleared up.The sun sprinkled gold all over the ground in the yard, which was very attractive.Sang Wuyan took Su Nianqin to the park. The weather is good, and there are not a few people who come to bask in the sun. Sang Wuyan was lying on the lawn, with his head resting on Su Nianqin's lap.He sat leaning against a tree trunk, his eyes half asleep, and he listened to the radio with earbuds in his ears. From time to time, I stroke Sang Wuyan's hair. Her hair is thin and dense, and it feels very smooth. In addition, she has short hair, which is fluffy and feels like cat hair. Thinking of the word "cat hair", Su Nianqin couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, and her eyelashes moved slightly. "Why are you smirking?" Sang Wuyan asked.She was lying on her back, so she could see his expression from below. She is the only one in this world who can call this kind of laughter a smirk. "Telling a joke." He unplugged his earplugs. "What channel do you listen to?" She found that if he didn't read books or play the piano, the way to pass the time was either listening to TV news or the radio. "A storyteller." "Why don't you listen?" "It's always advertising." "Do you listen to our station?" "Occasionally." He raised his face with his eyes open, facing the direction of the sun. "Can you see the light?" "Weak." "Can it be cured?" There are too many mysteries and unknowns in him, which makes her want to know. "It can't be cured." He said lightly, "There is a problem with the optic central nervous system, congenital." His tone was unusually flat, but Sang Wuyan still caught the faint pain that flashed across his face. "Did you bring a book to read?" Sang Wuyan changed the subject. "Well. What?" "I'll help you read what books you want to read in the future, it will save you trouble." Su Nianqian thought for a while, then handed the book to her: "Read it." "...This book won't work, and I don't understand Braille." At this time, a singing voice came from not far away, and it happened to be singing the song "Tianming Slightly Blue".Sang Wuyan frowned, "The lyrics are mixed up, this sentence is in the second paragraph." Su Nianqin raised her eyebrows: "You will too?" "Of course." Sang Wuyan raised his head, "Shall I sing it to you?" "Don't!" Su Nianqin said hastily, "Don't." "You despise me? Do you think I can't sing well?" Su Nianqin didn't speak, obviously because she didn't want to hurt her. Sang Wuyan became anxious: "Let me tell you, Su Nianqin, people say that I have a good voice, otherwise they wouldn't choose me as the broadcaster." "I have reservations about this." Sang Wuyan went back to the school dormitory to pick up things, and met Xu Qian on the way.Xu Qian called her to stop. "I heard you're dating." "Yeah, you can finally rest assured." Sang Wuyan said embarrassingly. "We found a job in City B together with Wei Hao, signed the contract, and will go back in June." "Congratulations." Xu Qian shook her head: "Sang Wuyan, when will you grow up?" "It's not good to be like this. Otherwise, I don't know how you could have kept your eyes on me for so many years." Sang Wuyan said, "I won't forgive you." "You..." Xu Qian smiled bitterly. "The most important thing to be a friend is to be honest. Why do you lie to me?" The next day, in Su Nianqin's arms, Sang Wuyanyi recounted the experience of meeting Xu Qian yesterday.She can't hide her words, and she has to report any movement in time, otherwise she will feel uncomfortable. "If you deceive me about something, I won't forgive you." Sang Wuyan said bitterly. Su Nianqin's hand was stroking her hair, but when she heard this, she froze slightly. As soon as Sang Wuyan came back from Su Nianqin's place, Cheng Yin said, "Your mother called again and told you to call back." "Oh." Sang Wuyan suddenly looked like a deflated ball, his expression immediately darkened. "You should tell your mother well, it's for your own good after all." "But they don't have the right to decide my future. What I want to do, whether to continue my studies, are all my own choices." While talking, the phone rang again.Cheng Yin made a look of "I must be looking for you": "You should just follow, or I will go crazy." Sure enough, it was Mama Sang. "Mom, I really want to stay. Will I go back? I've been here for four years and I like it here." "Will Mom and Dad hurt you? It's not for your own good. You see how angry you are with your dad. No matter how many people in the college want to squeeze in to study, you don't want the special quota for you. You just go outside If you stay for four years, you will lose your mind, and you shouldn't have been allowed to go out of town at that time." Sang's mother spoke in dialect, scolding Sang Wuyan extremely fast, earnestly. "I'm not going back." "Nothing," Sang's mother paused, "Do you have something to hide from mother." She felt that something was wrong with her daughter recently, and she was late at night when she called the landline to go to the residence. "Mom...I..." She thought for a while, and finally said, "I have a boyfriend." "Boyfriend? When did you meet? How old are you? Where is your home? From a school? Why didn't you tell mom earlier and let mom see?" Sang Wuyan could only muster up the courage to report in full. When it came to Su Nianqin's visual impairment, Sang's mother suddenly fell silent on the other end.After a long time, I left a sentence "I will fly there tomorrow" and hung up the phone. What came was not the rainstorm but the breeze and drizzle. According to her mother's personality, she thought she would scold her bloody head as soon as she came, but mother Sang didn't.From the airport to home, Sang's mother kept silent about Su Nianqin in the taxi. On the way, I just received a call from Su Nianqin. "have you eaten?" "Not yet." Sang Wuyan trembled every time he uttered a word, afraid that his mother would find out. "Wuyan, you seem to be very nervous." Su Nianqin was extremely sensitive. "No, I'll call you later." She hung up the phone quickly, and then sent a text message to Yu Xiaolu, asking her to get Su Nianqin ready, and maybe bring someone to meet him. As soon as she got home, the first thing Sang's mother did was to pack the luggage for Sang Wuyan. "Come back with me tomorrow." "mom--" "If you want to stay here because of that person, then I don't want you to stay here for a minute. Your father at the school will naturally ask for leave for you, and you must come with me." "You should at least see him before making any conclusions, okay?" "Our family doesn't recognize his relationship with you. What's the point?" "mom--" "You young people have not done anything to make people regret, end it early." Sang's mother really pointed out. "We are sincere, why should we object, just because of his eyes?" "Just? Do you think it's just? You are a little girl, and you don't know the ups and downs without going through oil, salt, sauce and vinegar. Mom didn't deny the love you believe in, but the reality is not what you imagined. You have been in love since childhood It was soaked in honey at home, and your father spoiled you so much that you might fall in the palm of your hand and melt in your mouth. What have you experienced? What can you experience? " "I will learn. I will learn to cook, learn to earn money, and learn to take care of me and him. And Su Nianqin doesn't need my care at all." "I raised you up because I didn't want you to spend most of your life taking care of such a person. Besides, he's an orphan." "No, no, he has relatives by his side, he is not an orphan." Sang Wuyan said, "Mom...you should meet Nian Qin, he is a very outstanding man, and he loves me very much." "Mom told you before that love is not only an impulse, but also a sense of security and responsibility. For such a disabled person of unknown origin, he didn't even tell you who is in the family. Can that be called love?!" "I can call him right away and ask him. If you're just worried about this, I can ask him right away." Sang said without tears. "Nothing, no need. I don't need him to have any kind of family. If his family is rich and powerful, our Sang family will never climb such a threshold. If he is poor, I will only despise him even more." "But Mom, it's me who wants to be with him, not you!" "Wuyan—" Mother Sang was annoyed, "How can you talk to elders like this!" After the intense heat, both of them seemed to be tired suddenly, and they fell silent for a while. At this moment, Sang Wuyan's phone rang again, even though it was set to vibrate, it still made a fierce whining sound in her backpack. She was powerless to face Su Nianqin, powerless to face their love. That night, Mama Sang didn't say another word. Cheng Yin seemed to have a premonition and didn't come back. So Sang Wuyan left the bed to his mother and slept in Cheng Yin's room by himself. Late at night, when she went to the bathroom, she heard her mother turning over on the small bed in the room. "Mom, are you still awake?" She opened the door and asked in a low voice. Mother lay on her side facing the wall and ignored her. Sang Wuyan went to bed and said to her mother's back: "Mom, when I grow up, can I find happiness alone? If there are setbacks, I will be strong. Even if I am knocked down, I still love you so much." You love my mother very much." While talking, she gently embraced her mother from behind. Mama Sang closed her eyes. The next day, before leaving early in the morning, Mama Sang said: "Wuyan, Mama doesn't care about you anymore, you can do whatever you want, anyway, no matter what I say, you won't listen to it. But you have to remember, Lu You chose it yourself, you can’t find regret medicine in this life, if you have something in the future, you can’t blame others.” It must have hurt my mother so much that I left such a remark.Recalling every word and every word in Sang Wuyan's ears, it actually disturbed her mood even more than yesterday's tit-for-tat confrontation. She suddenly felt a little scared. "Did I hurt their hearts?" Sang Wuyan asked Cheng Yin. "If you and Su Nianqin are unhappy because of this, they will be even more sad." Cheng Yin replied. That day, she asked the radio station for leave for the first time due to personal reasons, and eagerly took a car to Su Nianqin's house. Yu Xiaolu and him are not there. Sang Wuyan kicked off his shoes and walked on the floor barefoot. Under the floor-to-ceiling windows, Su Nianqin’s commonly used grand piano was not covered. She went to poke out a few boring single notes with her fingers. She, who was known as tone-deaf since she was a child, felt bored in less than three minutes, and then slipped into Su Nianqin’s room. room, and clothes got under the quilt. It smelled of Su Nianqin inside.The smell reassured her. Su Nianqin, why haven't you come back, I'm so hungry... This was the last thought in Sang Wuyan's mind before he closed his eyes in a daze. What woke her up from her sleep was the sound of the door being unlocked. Yu Xiaolu and Su Nianqin came back together. Then there was the sound of Yu Xiaolu changing her slippers and going up the stairs, and stopped halfway there. "Nian Que, you shouldn't be so stubborn towards your father." Yu Xiaolu said. "Father?" Su Nianqin snorted coldly, "I never thought he fulfilled his father's responsibilities." Su Nianqin went back to the room after finishing speaking. The light in the bedroom was off, and Sang Wuyan hid behind the door and was about to jump out to beat him. Just as she was about to rush out, she heard Su Nianqin ask, "Wuyan? Are you there?" She was immediately disappointed, "Oh." After a moment, she obediently gave in. "How did you know I was coming?" "Who told you to kick your shoes at the door indiscriminately every time you come, causing me to almost fall." As soon as Su Nianqin spoke to her, her face softened. Sang Wuyan smiled apologetically. "Who did you say you wanted me to meet yesterday?" Sang Wuyan's expression froze for a moment, his eyes flickered, and after a while he said relaxedly: "It's Cheng Yin, I want you to meet her." Seeing Su Nianqin's face, she suddenly decided not to tell him at all. Things will be resolved by themselves, don't let him worry. "Why are you so mysterious?" Su Nianqin was a little suspicious. "Because I want to move in with you." "Why did you figure it out again?" Su Nianqin couldn't hide her joy, and rubbed Sang Wuyan's messy short hair after sleeping. "Since I found a long-term meal ticket, why don't I come here earlier to save money." Sang Wuyan gave Su Nianqin a big hug. She will definitely try her best to find happiness and not let anyone down, Sang Wuyan thought with her eyes closed. What interrupted their laughter was Sang Wuyan's stomach singing empty city opera. "It's inconvenient to trouble Xiaolu at this late hour." "You? Can't cook?" "Do you think I look like a man who cooks?" Su Nianqin raised her eyebrows, "Besides, as a woman, I should ask this question: you can't cook?" Sang Wuyan lowered her head, pouted her lips, and said in a low voice, very dissatisfied: "I'm not a rice cook." "However, I've heard of an idiom." Sang Wuyan bit her lip and snickered. "What?" Su Nianqin asked. "It's so beautiful." As she spoke, she raised her toes and kissed the corner of Su Nianqin's lips. She was easily distracted. He thought that Su Nianqin would respond, but he changed his normal routine and resisted with a serious face, "It will hurt your stomach if you are hungry." After saying that, Lasang didn't go out. He also began to get used to taking care of people, surrounded by residential areas and the Lake District.Turning this street, there are all small bars, and small shops that are still immature and don't sell anything.The two walked together for a long time.At this time, Sang Wuyan realized that she and Su Nianqin still need time to adjust. For example, she likes to talk while walking, while Su Nianqin is always silent.Because it is very difficult for him to keep up with the speed of normal people, even if he has a blind cane and Sang Wuyan guides the way, he still needs to spend all his energy, let alone being able to distract himself. She likes the two of them walking hand in hand, while Su Nianqin is more used to staggering half a step back and forth. There are young women around who will look back at Su Nianqin in amazement, and after discovering his disability, they will show a pitiful expression and then whisper and point with their peers. She didn't like their gazes, whether they were stunning or pitying, she didn't like them. "Wuyan?" Su Nianqin noticed something strange, stopped and asked.The body just covered the street lamp shining on, blocking Sang Wuyan in the shadow of the lamp. Sang Wuyan took advantage of the dark night to press a kiss on the corner of his face, "I will put a label on it in the future: Su Nianqin is Sang Wuyan's personal property." When I found a roadside stall selling Chaos, the boss turned on the radio, and the song written by Su Nianqin was playing on the radio. "Teach me how to play the piano?" Sang Wuyan said. "Humming out of tune, people who don't know music scores also want to learn piano?" "As long as you have perseverance, I can learn." "You learn piano, why should I have perseverance." "I'm sure I won't have perseverance, so I have to rely on you, a tyrant." She was more self-aware. "You asked me for something, and still called me a tyrant?" Su Nianqin raised her eyebrows. Chaos was served, and Sang Wuyan took a sip of the hot noodle soup. "I seem to be very happy," she said. When she ate the second bowl, she suddenly remembered something. "How did you find me on the sofa that time?" "Which time?" Su Nianqin asked knowingly. "That's...that's... I secretly..." Sang Wuyan was a little embarrassed. "You smell of me. Use my bed, wear my pajamas, wash my shower gel, you can only get my smell. The blind man has a good nose." Ever since the Qingfeng incident, Sang Wuyan tried to avoid Nie Xi as much as possible.One day when he was eating in the cafeteria at noon, Nie Xi suddenly sat down in front of Sang Wuyan. "There are a lot of people eating with you at noon." Nie Xi said. Sang Wuyan watched her sit down, watched her pick up vegetables and put them in her mouth, watched her suddenly strike up a conversation, and said hello in a daze, "Sister Xi." "Eat two more servings of meat?" Nie Xi looked at the dishes on Sang Wuyan's plate, "I really envy you little girls, no matter how much you eat, you don't get fat." The expression of speaking returned to the kindness in Sang Wuyan's impression in the past Nie Xi. Sang Wuyan was a little surprised by the two huge changes in Nie Xi. She never talked about Nie Xi, but this time she really couldn't help telling Su Nianqin. Su Nianqin said, "Nie Xi? I know him." "Of course you know each other. They interviewed you last time." "No, she is... Xiaolu's senior sister, and she has a good relationship with Xiaolu." Su Nianqin replied. After getting along day and night, Sang Wuyan discovered that Su Nianqin had almost nothing to do with any bad habits.This made Sang Wuyan extremely oppressed. "You should take it to the traveling exhibition." "Yep?" "A model of human quality education success." As soon as he finished speaking, Sang Wuyan, who was sitting in front of the piano, was knocked hard by Su Nianqin, "Don't desert, this place is very important!" "How long does it usually take to learn to play "Chopstick Dance"?" "Individuals have different talents, some have three years and some have a few days." "And me?" "have no idea." Sang Wuyan was frustrated, "Then I won't study." Su Nianqin raised her eyebrows, meaning to say: I have been tossed by you for two days, just waiting for your words. "You seem to be teaching very painfully." Sang Wuyan was even more frustrated. "Where, where. It's not as painful as you, Ms. Sang." Su Nianqin said modestly. Sang Wuyan is angry. "Why did you learn the piano before?" Sang Wuyan thought how difficult it would be if he had poor eyesight and couldn't see the music score. "My mother believes that if a blind man has some unique skills, he will still have some dignity even if he is reduced to begging on the street." Hearing what he said, Sang Wuyan's heart began to throb.Su Nianqin didn't mention a word, and she didn't ask about Su Nianqin's childhood, she was afraid that it would make her heart hurt even more. "Could it really mean 'reading the quilt'?" Cheng Yin guessed it right? "No. You used to be very accurate, Nianqing. My mother is also from the south, and she took the homonym." "where is your mom?" "She's dead." This conversation came to an abrupt end after Su Nianqin uttered these three words expressionlessly. That night, Su Nianqin suddenly asked, "Wuyan, what do you look like?" "Overwhelming country and overwhelming city." Sang Wuyan blinked and said mischievously. Su Nianqin smiled helplessly. Sang Wuyan giggled amused by his own words, "Anyway, if you think so in your heart, I must be the most beautiful in the world." "It's not the most beautiful, but it's also the cutest. Even if it's not cute, it's still my treasure." Sang Wuyan grabbed his hands and placed them on his face. "These are eyebrows, a bit messy, I don't like to take care of them very much." She guided him. "These are the eyes. The eyelashes are sparse. The eyes are very watery, but the eyesight is very good." "The nose is a bit small." Su Nianqin no longer needed her explanation and continued to explore. Slowly, not letting go of every inch of her face. As long as it is touched by him, it will become hot. continue down. "Hey—" Sang Wuyan protested. "I'm going to do a full inspection to see if there are any blemishes that need to be returned." "There is no way to return the goods." Sang Wuyan yelled. "Hush—" Su Nianqin signaled her to keep silent. Then he unbuttoned her pajamas one by one. "Why do you always wear clothes with so many buttons?" Su Nianqin's voice was hoarse, and her fingers trembled a little because she tried her best to restrain her emotions. "Here's your pajamas." The clothes were opened, and Su Nianqin's kisses fell densely. "I want to do something that is good for my physical and mental health," Su Nianqin said. "Aren't you already doing it?" He is indeed a difficult man to get along with, and sometimes he is stubborn and childish.That kind of personality is definitely not something ordinary people can bear.But when he is in a good mood, he can pamper Sang Wuyan to heaven.Nor is he someone who needs Sang Wuyan to sacrifice everything to take care of him.Although Su Nianqin doesn't cook, she likes to do other things by herself. Just like Sang Wuyan sitting there, watching Su Nianqin tidying up the sundries in the living room by herself.His progress was very slow, because he needed to restore the things that Sang Wuyan touched one by one to their original positions, because each object had a fixed position, otherwise he would be very uncomfortable. "You don't like me touching your things?" "It's okay." Su Nianqin said, "But it would be better if you remember to put it back every time." "I think it looks better if the photo frame faces to the left, so I moved it." Sang Wuyan explained. Su Nianqin remained silent. "Who are the people in the photo in the frame?" Sang Wuyan continued. "What and who?" This question finally caught Su Nianqin's attention. "The one in your hand." Su Nianqin paused her hands and said, "Sang Wuyan, come here." Seeing his unkind expression, she walked over reluctantly, "Why?" "Who is in the picture?" "If I knew, why would I ask you?" At first she wanted to say this, but when she saw Su Nianqin's face, she could only say, "It's an old photo, and there are a lot of people, some old, some young, Some are like a family portrait. Uh-this person is a bit like Miss Yu, but with short hair, which is different from her now. There is a woman next to her, holding hands with her. " "Is the background a big pool?" "Oh, yes. There's a fountain here." After receiving Sang Wuyan's affirmative reply, Su Nianqin quickly took the photo frame back, turned around and threw it in the trash can. Sang Wuyan saw his slightly angry eyebrows, and opened his mouth wide in surprise. "Did I say something wrong?" "No, fine. Thank you." His tone was poor.After a while, he picked up the photo frame from the trash can again. Su Nianqin's stinky face remained until Yu Xiaolu came back from shopping. Yu Xiaolu smelled the dignified atmosphere as soon as she entered the door, and Sang Wuyan played tricks on her. Yu Xiaolu mouthed: "Did you two quarrel?" Sang Wuyan shook his head, winked, and said a picture frame mouth. miss me?Yu Xiaolu was puzzled. Sang Wuyan pointed to the things in Su Nianqin's hand again. "Don't make secret signs, both of you." Su Nianqin raised the photo that had been held in her hand, "Yu Xiaolu, what is this?" "Uh—" Yu Xiaolu didn't know how to explain it for a moment. "Landscape painting?" Su Nianqin sneered. "You actually said it was a landscape painting." He repeated, his tone colder than the previous sentence. "Nianqin, listen to me..." "How long has this photo been here, tell me. You actually told me that it's just a landscape painting." He asked lightly. "What do you want to explain? That our family loves each other? You know that I hate this thing the most, and some people, you actually put them in my eyes. Is it because I am blind, I can't see anything!" He was supposed to be extremely angry, but he said it in a sarcastic and self-deprecating tone, which made it even more uncomfortable for others to hear. He stood up and slowly tore the photo into pieces. Sang Wuyan watched this scene dumbfounded.This - what happened? Since I have decided not to go to school after graduation, I have to work harder to work in the radio station. The topic about Yijin was replaced by other news.The entertainment industry is like this, no wonder Su Nianqin tried her best to avoid it.However, once he has a new work on the market, someone will call Taili again, asking about Yijin's affairs.Whether it was the hotline or the office call, Sang Wuyan had personally received it. After all, their station is the only place where Yijin has ever shown his face. "To be honest, I was really shocked when I saw him for the first time. It was only then that I realized that the words ignorance of human fireworks can also be used on men." Said Wang Lan from Nie Xi's studio, having a working meal in the cafeteria at noon. . "It would have been nice if I had brought a camera to take pictures and sell them to magazines." Ye Li sighed. Both of them are one of the staff who have met Su Nianqin himself, but they have good professional ethics. "You're crazy, if the director or Sister Xi finds out we're all going to die." Ye Li turned her head and said to Sang Wuyan: "It's a pity that you haven't seen him in person." Sang Wuyan nodded, secretly laughing. "Wuyan, what are you doing so silly if you don't talk by yourself?" Wang Lan asked. "Because Master Fang scooped up half as much dry flat beef for me today than usual, and it's really enjoyable to eat." Sang Wuyan said. Ye Li and Wang Lan could only look at each other speechlessly. “听说你搬家到西城的湖边住去了？找个那样的男朋友可真有福气啊。里面都是名车别墅的。” “好像那房子不是他的。”当时苏念衾是这么说的。 “哎呀——那你就要注意了。我看台里新闻组经常遇到一些男人借房子装阔来骗婚的案子。”叶丽提醒。 桑无焉笑。 吃到一半，苏念衾来电话了。 "have you eaten?" “正在边吃边聊天。” “聊天？”苏念衾一直无法理解，为什么有人喜欢在饭桌前说话。 “聊一今啊，据说拿到他的照片可以卖高价也。”桑无焉笑嘻嘻的看了看旁边的两个同事。 “你吃牛肉了？”苏念衾问。 “你怎么知道？”桑无焉惊讶，难道电话那头都能闻到肉味？ 她这一问就等于不打自招。 “医生怎么说的，你一出门就忘！”苏念衾愠怒。 前几天，桑无焉皮肤又过敏出疹，检查出来医生居然要她对蛋白质和牛肉忌口。 对于无肉不欢的桑无焉，等于是一种痛苦。她说：“我的生命失去了一半乐趣。”苏念衾说：“只是起疹的这几天忍忍，哪有那么夸张。” 现在苏念衾来电话的目的也是这个。 “你怎么知道我吃了的？”桑无焉又问。 “看你说话一副小人得志的样子就准没错。” 她拿着电话用一种看你拿我怎么样的神色，伸了伸舌头。 “以后中午必须回家吃饭。”苏念衾宣布处罚决定。 “两个地方相隔很远也，我懒得跑。” “那以后中午我就亲自去你们食堂看着你！”某人又恢复暴君本色。 “不要！”桑无焉立刻投降。若是这些女人知道他就是她的男友，那恐怕不死也要脱成皮的逼供。 桑无焉回到家已近黄昏。 她脱鞋时无意间叹了口气。 苏念衾听见，动作一滞，他知道她在四个地方之间奔波，真的很累。 要回学校要去电台，程茵一个人住她又不放心常回去看看，然后最后回到他这里。 他时常问自己，是不是做的很自私。心中另一个声音说，不，为了爱还可以更自私一点。 但是要一个人牺牲理想来将就另一个人总是件很残忍的事情。 苏念衾问：“疹子下去一些没有，痒的厉害不。” “真的要我回来吃午饭呀？” "No need to." “难道你要去？”桑无焉更加紧张。 “我又不是见不得人，为什么不能去？”苏念衾挑眉。 “你知道我不是这个意思。”桑无焉有些急。 “我也不去。只要你听话。” 桑无焉心间顿然温暖，“恩。” “对了，”苏念衾突然想到什么，“你人生的另一半乐趣是什么？” 桑无焉神秘地笑笑。 “吃猪肉。” “呀——小璐，我把醋当酱油放了。” “没事，我一会把调味料重新和下。”余小璐立刻走来收拾桑无焉留下来的烂摊子。她熟练的打了个鸡蛋，然后加了点盐，用筷子当当地搅和。然后偿了偿桑无焉方才煮的萝卜汤，大概太咸，又加水放回去煮。 本来厨房挺大的，可惜桑无焉往那儿一站，真觉得自己没有容身之处，全是多余。只好缩到角落里陪余小璐聊天。 “苏念衾去哪儿了？”她一回来就没见这男人的踪影。 “家里有事，来人接他回去了。”余小璐淡淡的说，一如往常。 “家里？他有家？”桑无焉瞠目。 “怎么没家，狮山苏家还凭空能消失了不成。他没告诉过你？”余小璐一边下菜一边有些疑惑。 “狮山？苏家？”桑无焉不解。 这时，余小璐停下手中的活儿，看了看桑无焉，犹豫着说：“如果他以前没有给你提过，那么我多嘴了。念衾大概有自己的想法，我不会再说他的事。” “那你自己的事情可以说吗？”桑无焉突然觉得她不应该再那么被动。 “看是些什么？”余小璐说。 不知道她和苏念衾是谁影响谁，某些地方竟然很相似，或者他们一家就是这个禀性。 “你们和苏念衾是亲戚？” "right." “他说他是在孤儿院长大的，既然有家怎么还被送去孤儿院？” “呃——这个问题比较复杂，说来话长，你换个简单的问。” “他说他妈妈去世了。那爸爸还健在么？” “当然在。”余小璐点头，“但是，无焉，我只回答和我有关的，这个也犯规了。算了，算我送你的。” “你和他是什么关系？”这么一问出来，桑无焉又觉得不好意思，感觉就象在和情敌摊牌。 “小姨。”余小璐不以为意，回答的很干脆。 “小姨？！” “不带血缘关系的小姨。” 桑无焉的脑袋停在小姨二字上，半天没有运转过来。 “我姐姐是他的继母。” 桑无焉呆在原地。 此刻，一辆香槟色的宾利行在离这房子一百米开外的拐角处，司机就听苏念衾在后排说，“就在这儿，不要开过去了。” 司机有些为难的从反光镜看了看也坐后排的余微澜。 余微澜点点头。 车缓缓停下间，余微澜说：“你父亲身体不好，时常挂念你。多回去看看。” 苏念衾沉默。 “听小璐说你喜欢上的那个女孩很可爱，好好待她。”她年纪只比苏念衾长几岁，说话的神色却已全然一副长辈的模样，还拍了拍苏念衾膝盖上平放的手。 “不必你说，我会珍惜。”苏念衾将手缩开，然后下车离去。 “少爷。”司机本要去送他，却被余微澜止住。 “算了，他自己行。” 桑无焉透过厨房的玻璃正好看到苏念衾推开栅栏进了小花园。 她顿时慌乱起来，很多的未知让她不知如何适从，于是突然就进房间拿上手袋，准备出门。 刚到门口碰到苏念衾。 “无焉，去哪儿？”苏念衾问。 “程茵找我。”她不敢看他，象在逃难。 “他们家有很复杂的人际关系。”咖啡厅里，程茵说。 服务生走过来。 “我要草莓奶昔。程茵你喝什么？” “冰镇酸梅汁。” 服务生记下来，“一杯草莓奶昔就没有了吗？”明显对程茵的要求恍若未闻。 “还有酸梅汁。”桑无焉补充。 “还应该很有背景。”程茵继续分析。能让奔驰车接送的人家境总不会太坏。“联系在一起就更没疑问了，有钱人里面老夫少妻很平常，余小璐肯定也没有必要骗你。现在的问题就是：苏念衾为什么要瞒着你，对于我们这种现代女性来说，家里有钱也是好事情啊，为什么不说实话？” “我有点生气，难道我不够资格让他说实情，难道他还要检验下我是不是拜金女？程茵，我突然对爱情没有信心了。”桑无焉抓了抓头发，“我好苦恼。” “是啊，以后钱多的没有地方花的话可真是件苦恼的事情。我们要好好合计合计。” "Screw you." 桑无焉苦着脸，心中的焦虑觉得没有人能帮她。本来她仅仅以为一今就是苏念衾，苏念衾就是一今，这已经是她能享受的最大的秘密。 她打了个电话，让李露露帮忙在网络上查“狮山苏家”是个什么东西。听余小璐的口气应当是有点名头的，那还该查的到。 结果出乎意料地骇然。 一个富贵的家族，旗下包括闻名于世的RD化妆品。 “主要是化妆品？” “不是，只是这个我们最了解。其他的……”李露露移动了下鼠标，“还有石油钻机。” “石油什么？” “估计就是开采石油的玩意儿。专门卖给老外用。” 真是一个桑无焉无法想象的世界。 李露露问：“桑无焉难道你不准备工作，打算转移目标调金龟婿了？” 苏念衾母亲早亡，从小长在孤儿院——这一直是桑无焉接受了的事情。而且自己和他在一起又顶着家里这么大的压力，但是桑无焉一直觉得苏念衾是她的私人独享物。她了解他。 但是在一天之内，猛然发现，苏念衾完全不是她以为的那样。他不是孤儿，也不是孤苦伶仃，他有父亲，有继母，甚至还有一个显赫非凡的家庭。几乎是一瞬间，她所建立起来的认知通通坍塌。 而且第一个让自己知道一切的，不是苏念衾本人！ 桑无焉坐在公园里，忐忑的拨了家里的电话，但愿母亲还要搭理她。 "Hey--" “妈，我是焉焉。” 电话的那一头，停滞的一下，只听的见对方的呼吸声。 见没有回答，桑无焉忽然不知道要说什么，“我……我看你们去散步没有。” “没，我一个人在家，正要出去。” 听到母亲跟以前的话，桑无焉大大地松了口气。“爸爸还在学校？” “是，学校正搞教学评估，忙得很。” “妈……”桑无焉说：“以后不用往银行里汇钱，我打工赚的已经够了。” “毕业考试一定要认真考，授学位的时候照的照片要寄回来看。”母亲又恢复了妈妈本色，“生活费也会汇到你毕业，你打工那点钱才多少。女孩子一定要独立，用自己的钱才抬的起头脸来。” “恩。”她懂母亲的意思。那些教导从小紧记在心。 挂了电话才明白自己的不安是什么。母亲曾说即使他有钱有势，我们也不妄想高攀他家的门槛。 母亲从小只愿她平凡幸福，却独独在念书方面特别严厉。她说念书，上大学，找一个地位收入和自己相差不大的丈夫，才是幸福的基准。 而苏念衾这样的家庭，她想都没想过。而他，又为什么要瞒着她？