Chapter 5 chapter Five

"There are many kinds of visual impairments. You have met him so many times and you haven't realized that he is not completely blind?" Cheng Yin said. "How do I know." I just feel that he is super capable, and he can move freely in many places without using a blind stick. "I'm not absolutely blind. I can distinguish the movement of objects within three feet." In the carriage of the Ferris wheel, although Su Nianqin's expression remained the same when he said these words, Sang Wuyan dared to bet that he would really like to laugh. Of course, Sang Wuyan belongs to "objects that move within three feet", so...

She just wanted to dig a hole in the ground and get in. Well, he might be able to spot the many small actions that were done in front of his eyes before. Cheng Yin continued, "He must have done it on purpose, otherwise why didn't he stop you in advance, but spoke only after you stopped and thought that the purpose had been achieved." "Yeah, so treacherous! So treacherous! So—treacherous—treacherous—" Sang raised his arms in the room and shouted helplessly, and then punched the huge coffee cat on the nose, "He It’s just to watch me make a fool of myself.” What a super stingy man, she just said that he was the father of the child, but he actually waited until the end and left such a trick to bully her.

Su Nianqin on the other side of City A was playing "Croatian Rhapsody" on his piano.Yu Xiaolu sat on the sofa with her back to him, applied a mask, and patted her face lightly.It seems that this person is in a good mood after going out. The rhythm of "Croatian Rhapsody" is clear and brisk. At the climax, the fingers almost move quickly on the keys, which makes people feel carefree. So, whenever Su Nianqin is in a good mood, she loves to play this piece. "What good thing did you meet when you went out?" Yu Xiaolu asked vaguely with her face covered and the corners of her mouth unable to move.

"Nothing." He continued to play his piano. "You don't want me to deliver it, and you don't want to pick it up." Yu Xiaolu paused, and asked desperately: "You are not going on a date, are you?" Su Nianqin didn't get angry after hearing this, and replied calmly: "No." This attitude made Yu Xiaolu even more strange, she couldn't help but look back at Su Nianqin's back, "Is that little girl in your office bothering you recently?" This time he didn't answer her, and played the song a second time. Yu Xiaolu was bored, and went to the kitchen to wash the fruit. In the middle of washing, she suddenly heard the tune turn two corners.She poked her head out and sighed, "No way, Su Nianqin. What are you thinking in your heart? You've deserted like this, and you've played the wrong tune."

Su Nianqin's face darkened, she paused with her fingers, and the sound of the piano suddenly stopped. Seeing something bad, Yu Xiaolu hurriedly said, "I won't say anything. You can continue." Early on Monday morning, Sang Wuyan went out of the office to take out the trash, and met Su Nianqin head-on. Her eyes couldn't help sliding to his lips, and then her face suddenly turned red, and she quickly turned a corner to avoid him and left in a hurry.Sang Wuyan thought, the man's move was ruthless enough, and she never dared to bother him even half a step across the threshold. Wasn't he afraid that if he made a mistake at that time, he would really stamp it?

In the next few days, even if Sang Wuyan went to school, he would always hurry back to avoid embarrassment from seeing him again.I thought it was only in the middle of the year, and Teacher Zheng, who used to teach Braille, came back from her maternity leave.There was no sign at all, and Sang Wuyan didn't even see Su Nianqin packing up, and the opposite desk changed owners. Teacher Zheng greeted Sang Wuyan with a smile, "You are Xiao Sang who is intern with Teacher Li. I heard that the children like you very much." Teacher Xiao Wang interrupted: "Mr. Zheng, everyone is looking forward to your return."

"We met that fat boy in your family when he was full moon. When will he bring it to school for us to tease?" Another teacher said. "Hey, don't mention it, I know how to cry all day long. The voice is as loud as singing." Teacher Deng laughed. Immediately, the atmosphere in the office became lively, which was completely different from Su Nianqin's atmosphere here.No one mentioned Su Nianqin's departure, and it was obvious that everyone knew about it except her. Sang Wuyan also smiled and exchanged some greetings before leaving. When she went out, she couldn't help but look back at the table again, feeling a little empty in her heart.

He just left without saying hello. One day at the end of March, Sang Wuyan had a high fever, at first she thought it was just a slight cold, and didn't take it seriously. Woke up this morning to find some rashes on my arms. When I arrived at the hospital, there was a rash on my face, neck, and limbs. The doctor said it was measles. She has been in good health since she was a child, and has never had a serious illness.The doctor said it was highly contagious, Cheng Yin was not there, the two of them didn't live in the school and they didn't know each other very well, so there was nothing serious about it, so they took the medicine and fell into a drowsy sleep.

The curtains were drawn, and at an unknown time, the phone rang. She wiped her nose and went to pick it up. It was a long-distance call from home. Mom seemed to have a consonance and said that she always felt that there was something to worry about.Sang Wuyan didn't want to make her worry, so he couldn't hold on after talking nonsense, and hurriedly said something happened and hung up the phone. As soon as she put down the phone, she wanted to cry a little. Really uncomfortable. After falling asleep and waking up, it was already late at night, but my body felt even more uncomfortable.She accidentally dialed Su Nianqin's number.

I wanted to just listen to it ring a few times before hanging up, but the receiver only rang once, and it was connected. "Hello—" His low and steady voice came from the other end through the radio waves. For a moment she didn't know how to speak! "Speak." The man was still seriously impatient and his tone was severe. "Sang Wuyan, speak up." Su Nianqin said suddenly. Sang Wuyan's astonishment stopped her tears, "How do you know?" she asked.Even if she had called him on her cell phone, even if he wasn't completely blind, he couldn't see the incoming call on the screen.

This man is always so amazing. "What are you doing?" There were three words in one question, and the voice rose slightly at the end. Judging from his condensed tone, if Sang Wuyan prevaricates at this moment, it is because he accidentally dialed the wrong dial, it will definitely make him furious. "I have measles, I feel so uncomfortable." Sang Wuyan said timidly.As soon as I uttered the words "so uncomfortable", the last line of defense in my heart seemed to be defeated, and tears finally couldn't help falling down. Su Nianqin was silent for a while, and asked slowly, "Where do you live?" "You don't need to come, I just don't have any familiar people here, I just want to talk. I will infect you." "I've had measles, so I won't." His tone was slightly more relaxed than before. It was half an hour later that Su Nianqin showed up at Sang Wuyan's house, and beside him was the beautiful girl who would always guide him by the car. She smiled at Sang Wuyan, "My name is Yu Xiaolu." This was both a greeting and a farewell, obviously she wanted to keep Su Nianqin here and then leave.She didn't ask Su Nianqin, "Don't you need me to stay and help?" Because she knew that if she asked, she would only ask in vain, which would only attract his cold refusal. After closing the door, Sang Wuyan said, "Could it be that she is your driver?" It's not a sister with a different surname. Su Nianqin still didn't answer. It is indeed not easy for a blind man to take care of a measles patient. Especially in an unfamiliar environment that a blind person is not familiar with, bumping and bumping.He had only entered the room for a few minutes before breaking Cheng Yin's vase by mistake. He reached out and touched her hot forehead, "Go to my house." Then he called Yu Xiaolu. "I'll take her back." "You don't need to pick us up." "Go to the supermarket and buy something to eat at home." "You don't come home these days." Sang Wuyan was delighted to hear it.Regardless of whether that Yu Xiaolu was his girlfriend, younger sister or the driver, in order to take care of himself, Su Nianqin didn't want her to go home. But Sang Wuyan still suppressed his joy, and deliberately asked: "That's not good, what about a girl like Miss Yu?" "She has never had measles, so she is easily infected by you." Su Nianqin's non-cold words chilled Sang Wuyan's happy mood just now. After a while, Sang Wuyan suddenly had a major discovery in his dizzy head, "Wait a minute!" She patted her forehead and tried to reset the logic in her mind, "Why does she live in your house?!?" Su Nianqin groped for a blanket from the bedroom and wrapped it tightly around Sang Wuyan. "I'm already hot." "That's not a fever, it's a fever," he corrected. Then he hugged her horizontally. She was surprised, "Why are you hugging me?" "You think you can go downstairs?" he asked back. "But you are... I... We..." Sang Wuyan held back and didn't say anything. "You just have to tell me to turn around and go downstairs." Su Nianqin vaguely understood what she meant. It was a very determined look.Sang Wuyan suddenly felt the peace of mind coming from the man's not-so-thick arms, she smiled slightly, "Okay." Her arms naturally wrapped around Su Nianqin's neck. At this moment, Su Nianqin's usually indifferent face turned red. When going down the first stairs, Su Nianqin's movements were a little cautious.Apparently he wasn't quite used to the height of the steps, so he took a step forward before slowly lowering it down. "It's nine stairs, then turn right." Su Nianqin walked cautiously under the guidance of the person in her arms, when suddenly Sang Wuyan said "ah". He knew, the lights went out. "The light is off." Sang Wuyan snapped his fingers for the voice-activated light, but there was still no response. "Whether there is a light or not doesn't hinder me." He said, and then continued to count the steps of the stairs silently, seven, six, five... "But I'm scared. If I don't dare to go upstairs at night, I have to call Cheng Yin to pick it up." As she spoke, she tightened her arms around Su Nianqin's neck, and shrank into his arms again. . Her cheeks, which were hot from the rash, were stuck to Su Nianqin's collarbone through a thin shirt, and Su Nianqin was distracted for a moment.After being in a trance, I realized that I forgot how many times I had counted, so I just took a step but suddenly touched the ground, and slid towards the wall on my right hand. Sang Wuyan was startled, but saw Su Nianqin's side covering her in his arms, and let his arm graze against the wall. "Are you okay?" "Are you okay?" After the distress, the two asked questions at the same time. The taxi entered the community by the lake in the west of the city, and then stopped in front of a two-story villa. "Your house?" Sang Wuyan's eyes widened. A house like this in this area is a bit too luxurious. "Not really." Sang Wuyan took the medicine and lay on Su Nianqin's bed, leaning on his pillow, covered with a soft quilt. It's not bad to be sick, she thought. However, this thought only lasted in Sang Wuyan's mind for half an hour.Because she is dying of dizziness, high fever and cough. She lay in the dark and started to think wildly. The last time she and Cheng Yin watched that Thai movie together was scary, she opened her eyes wide and gradually felt a little scared.In recent years, she has started to be afraid of the dark, especially in such a strange environment. She turned on the light, went to the living room to drink water, and saw Su Nianqin wearing a set of blue plaid pajamas sitting on the sofa reading a book. He was wearing slippers on bare feet and sitting upright.His hair had been washed or perhaps just blow-dried, and his hair was a little fluffy, looking a little more childish than usual. A very thick book lay flat on his knee, and it was covered in Braille densely packed like a bible.He closed his eyes, and his fingers moved quickly and rhythmically between the lines. Sang Wuyan slipped out of the room with very light hands and feet, confident that he didn't make any noise, but he was still keenly aware of it.Su Nianqin opened her eyes, stopped her fingers, and tilted her head, "Haven't slept yet?" "You sleep on the sofa?" Sang Wuyan saw the quilt and pillows on the other side of the sofa. Isn't the house very big?Although there is only one bedroom downstairs, "Is the second floor not used?" She asked. "The second floor is Xiaolu's space." "Just the two of you living in such a big house? What if Miss Yu isn't here?" Sang Wuyan implied that who would take care of you. "She's not here, so I live alone." "You..." Sang Wuyan really wanted to tell him that what you said was nonsense. "what?" "I want to drink water." He paused for a moment, then pulled out the bookmark and pinned it on the page he just read, closed the book, got up, turned right and walked seven and a half steps, just stopped at the refrigerator, his hand was about to pull the refrigerator door, but he thought about it , and turned right into the kitchen. Sang Wuyan heard the sound of lighting the fire, she was afraid that he would cause trouble, so she staggered to see him wrapped in a quilt. The stainless steel kettle was sitting steadily on the stove. He folded his arms and quietly looked in the direction of the flames, his eyes bright.The firelight reflected on his handsome face, and the outline was particularly obvious. "Fresh warm water is better for the body," he said. Only then did Sang Wuyan understand the true meaning of the words, "I'll live alone when she's not here." She sat on the carpet holding the quilt with limp hands and heavy head, staring at the steaming cup of water pitifully, with smoke coming out of her throat, and she was extremely thirsty.Doesn't this man know how to speed up the temperature of the water for her? She looked at Su Nianqin again, he continued to "touch the book" indifferently. "What book are you reading?" "Celebrity biographies." "who?" "A celebrity's." "..." Sang Wuyan extremely suspected that he suffered from mild aphasia. After a long silence, Sang Wuyan couldn't help talking to him again. "Do you watch movies?" This is Sang Wuyan's hobby, and she is confident that she can find something to chat about no matter how cold the scene is.After this question was uttered, Sang Wuyan felt that it was stupid to bring up this topic. "I never watch movies." Su Nianqin finally stopped the movement of his hands, and said these words slowly, each word was stiff and cold. He was a little annoyed. However, getting angry is better than not responding, Sang Wuyan achieved the desired effect, and continued this topic with satisfaction. "Then I'll invite you to see it next time." "No. Thank you." The man squeezed these words through his teeth. "You can try. There are rich and colorful lifestyles and lives in this world, we can only experience one of them, and movies are like a program that allows you to try different flavors in a short time. It's like getting off the track once adventure." "It's like reading." "Movies come more directly." "It's no different for me." "Do you cry when you read a novel?" "..." "I cry when I watch a movie, and the people in the play are sad, and I'm also moved." "That's because the emotional structure between men and women is different." He paused, "Maybe you like to cry." The tone was full of sarcasm, completely different from the cautiousness he had just carried her downstairs. Sang Wuyan paused for a moment when he heard his unusually impolite tone, and then said. "Yes, for example I feel like crying right now." Su Nianqin was a little surprised by this really crying sentence, and then heard Sang Wuyan burst into tears. Sang Wuyan originally wanted to intimidate him, because this man is really not ordinary stubborn.When I heard his indifferent sneer, I was actually very sad, I just wanted to have a few more words with him, to disintegrate his cold body.She didn't even expect such a pretense, but she really couldn't help crying. After the tears burst, it began to get out of hand. "What did I do wrong? Why do you keep being so mean to me? I was wrong when I met you in the elevator; I was wrong when I wanted to send you home on Valentine's Day; I beg you and me to pretend It’s also wrong to be a couple; it’s still wrong for me to help Xiaowei buy things. I’m so sick that I can’t sleep and wake up to chat with you. " She pulled a tissue, wiped her nose, and continued to complain: "I am top-heavy now, and it feels like a hammer is pounding desperately in my brain. It is terribly uncomfortable. Not only do you not sympathize with me, but you also attack me fiercely." The originally quiet living room was now filled with Sang Wuyan's cries. Sitting next to her, Su Nianqin really felt a helpless sense of frustration. When she heard her cry, she said, "The water is cold." Then she handed her the cup, trying to divert her attention. The tone is indeed much more relaxed than before. Sang Wuyan drank a few sips, moistened his throat and continued to wipe his tears, and said with a sob: "I am a patient, how could you be so cruel to bully me like this." Su Nianqin didn't dare to talk to her again, fearing that something would happen again, so she opened the book just now and continued reading.However, the speed is much slower than before. Sang Wuyan was wrapped in a quilt and curled up at his feet, leaning against the sofa. She was tired from crying and crying. In addition, Su Nianqin was almost like a wooden man, and she didn't answer a word, and she gradually felt bored. , Later, the sad mood was gone, and I almost forgot why I was crying. After a while, Su Nianqin heard her gradually calm down, some words turned into intermittent murmurs, and then it was almost inaudible, and in the end, her breathing became long and long. Probably fell asleep? His fingers stopped, and he waited quietly for a few seconds, making sure she was asleep. After drawing such a conclusion, Su Nianqin dared to breathe a sigh of relief and rubbed his forehead.She has cried twice in front of him so far, and each time it can be called a shocking cry. He put the cup and book away, and left gently, lest he wake her up.He walked a few steps but turned around again, a little hesitant. Because there was a thick carpet on the sofa, she sat on it casually and talked to him.But if she was allowed to sleep curled up on the ground until dawn, she might become even more ill. Thinking of this, Su Nianqin sighed lightly and turned back. "Sang Wuyan." He called her, "You have to sleep on the bed." She responded in a daze and continued to sleep.Su Nianqin has nothing to do, and it's not easy to hug her again.He just said that he had nothing to do with Sang, and it was with her consent when she was awake.Now that she fell asleep early and passed out, thinking about the embarrassment of carrying her down the stairs just now, she decided not to carry her. However, he knew that it was hard for her to fall asleep, and if he woke her up directly, it might be even more uncomfortable.He stood in the middle of the room, turned on the heater after a moment of silence, and then went back to sleep by himself. He was lying alone on the bed that Sang Wuyan had waded through just now, and he always felt uneasy when he fell asleep. With his eyes closed, he remembered the contract he signed yesterday, the lyrics, a pile of messy scores, and the time he went to the orphanage on Saturday. That show made me think of Sang Wuyan. Su Nianqin couldn't help touching the scar on her hand that hadn't had enough time to disappear after being burned by her, and then touched the watch on her wrist that hadn't been removed yet.He turned on the dial and felt it again: it was already one o'clock in the morning. He got up and walked into the living room in darkness.It was coolest when it was dawn, so he deliberately turned up the heating a bit, so as not to feel a little too warm in this early spring and March night. He knelt down and felt that most of Sang Wuyan's quilt had been thrown aside because she thought it was too hot.He found the corner of the quilt while groping, and covered it back for her.Just as he let go, Sang Wuyan opened it again.He put it back on again, and she opened it again. Now, Su Nianqin started to get a little annoyed.He had never taken care of anyone in his life, especially in this situation. Slightly annoyed, he covered the quilt back again, and fixed it there, without letting go.He stayed still for a minute or two, during which time Sang Wuyan tried to resist, but moved a bit, but it didn't work, so he changed his position and continued to sleep. When letting go, he thought, if Sang Wuyan dared to open it again, he would take a rope to wrap her in the quilt and tie her up. The result satisfied him, and she gave in obediently. Su Nianqin checked her victory fruits and went back to her bedroom to continue sleeping.After lying down, I started thinking about other things.For example, it takes 17 steps from here to the sofa; it takes 3 steps to go down, turn right and walk 22 steps to open the fence to the main road; it takes 19 steps to walk from the teacher's office to the classroom opposite?or more?Not too sure, he hasn't been to class for half a month, besides, every time he used to measure his steps there, there were always children running around and interrupting him, not only the children, Sang Wuyan also Love to interrupt him. Thinking of the words Sang Wuyan, Su Nianqin got up and went to the living room again.He leaned over and touched her forehead, which seemed to be hotter than it was in the evening. He didn't know much about medicine and nursing, so he didn't know what to do, so he found a cooling patch in the medicine box and put it on her forehead. Sang Wuyan moved, as if he didn't sleep very soundly, and occasionally uttered a few words in his sleep in a daze.He frowned and considered for a moment, then carried her back to the bedroom together with the quilt. The next day, seeing Sang Wuyan saw Su Nianqin and asked: "I really want to remember that I slept in the living room last night. Why did it turn into a bedroom when we came together?" "En." Su Nianqin responded casually, and put the fried eggs on the table. Seeing Su Nianqin's tired expression, Sang Wuyan asked: "Why did you go last night, didn't you sleep?" "Are you still eating?" He asked impatiently, and threw a pair of chopsticks to her. Sang Wuyan lowered his head to see the fried egg on the plate, which was burnt inside and out, and asked timidly, "Are you sure you won't kill anyone if you eat it?" On the third day, the rash is at its most rampant.Densely filled all parts of the body.The doctor said that if you get through it, you will recover quickly. She didn't like lying alone in the room, it seemed lonely, so she moved to the sofa in the living room. The creamy white fabric sofa is big enough to accommodate her comfortably, including her pillow and quilt of course. Su Nianqin didn't talk to her very much, so it was Sang Wuyan who was talking to herself and it was boring, and because of the medicine, she fell asleep while talking. After a while, Su Nianqin came over and cooled a cup of hot water on the tea table, then stood quietly by the sofa for a while, making sure that she was sleeping soundly, and then took the keys and went out to buy food. On the fourth night, she woke up in the middle of the night and suddenly felt refreshed. When I looked in the mirror, the rash has subsided a lot. She opened the door on tiptoe and walked to the sofa, only to find that Su Nianqin was already lying on the sofa and fast asleep.He slept well and quietly, with the quilt covered well. The lights were off, but still bright. Behind the sofa is the large floor-to-ceiling window in the living room with a height of 5 meters. The curtains have not been drawn, and the moonlight shines in and falls on Su Nianqin's face. Sang Wuyan thought, the last time you were caught at the scene, now you can't see with your eyes closed. So I bent down, trying to get a closer look at him. Holding her breath, only Su Nianqin's soft breath was left around. She couldn't help sniggering. It turned out that this man's eyelashes were really long, and now they were laid down quietly, leaving two curved shadows in the moonlight. Suddenly, the eyelashes moved. Su Nianqin suddenly said in his characteristic low voice, "I will not let go of two opportunities in a row." His waking words really startled Sang Wuyan again. The expression stays in mid-air. Su Nianqin's quilt hand had already reached the back of Sang Wuyan's head at some point, and he pushed down slightly to make Sang Wuyan's face close to him. Originally, he just wanted to tease her, but he didn't expect Sang Wuyan to take advantage of the situation and place a kiss on his lips. Sang Wuyan pecked lightly, "Do you think I will?" After doing this, she proudly made a declaration of who is afraid of whom. Su Nianqin was caught off guard by her sudden initiative, and in shock, her warmth and softness still remained on her lips.She was still having a low fever, so she lay on top of him like a fiery ball of fire. He calmed down a little, and at that moment he seemed to smell the sweet kiss intertwined with aloe vera and privet flower.It was such a simple touch between lips that caused those suppressed emotions to grow wildly at once, disturbing his state of mind. It turned out that he didn't hate her.No, no, no.It's not that I don't hate it, I even like it.Yes, I like it.If you don't like why you heard her helpless phone call that night, you quickly rushed over.If you don't like her, how can you be patient and take care of her for the first time.If you don't like her, why bother to tease her like this over and over again. Seeing Su Nianqin's thoughtful expression, Sang Wuyan began to reflect on whether he had really gone too far, and wanted to get off him in embarrassment.But she didn't want to, but Su Nianqin held her back. "How old are you?" he asked a distant question. "23, what?" "You can now be responsible for the consequences of your actions." Su Nianqin said in a hoarse voice, then picked up Sang Wuyan and walked towards the bedroom. Sang Wuyan was extremely angry, is he really blind?How could he open and close the door so skillfully, and put her on the bed. He held her breath. "Su..." She struggled to break free to take a breath, and just as she uttered a word, Su Nianqin's tongue tip pried open the gap between her teeth, and plundered inside without restraint. She broke away from his kiss again, and turned her head to one side, so Su Nianqin kissed her side face. He was stunned for a second, then slid towards her earlobe, and then slid down, the neck followed by the collarbone... He untied the men's pajamas on Sang Wuyan's body one by one, sucking the snow-white skin on her chest, The movement is much softer than before. "Su Nianqin." She was finally able to call out his name completely from a kind of unthinkable hallucination. "Huh?" He answered without forgetting to work hard. "I like you, from the first time I saw you." Sang Wuyan said these words with a blushing face. These words seemed to be a curse, making Su Nianqin stop. He was dazed for a while, and then rearranged the pajamas on her body, waiting for his deep breathing to calm down a little, during which time he just looked down at her, as if his eyes could really see. He asked, "Why?" "Love at first sight." Su Nianqin smiled upon hearing this. That was the first time in Sang Wuyan's life that he saw him smile.The eyebrows were raised, the eyes were shining like stars, and then the eyelashes fluttered slightly. "Blind people can't understand English." Su Nianqin said. Sang Wuyan pouted, "Then I don't understand what you're happy about." Su Nianqin continued to laugh but did not answer. "Say, what are you laughing at?" Sang Wuyan was unconvinced, and reached out to poke his armpit.Su Nianqin seemed to be really ticklish, she immediately dodged and laughed out loud. Sang Wuyan refused to let go, "You know how to bully me." While talking, he pressed on the bed step by step. Su Nianqin couldn't escape, so she had no choice but to wrap Sang Wuyan in her arms, not allowing her hands to move, and hugged her tightly. His chin rested lightly on the top of Sang Wuyan's head, his eyes were filled with a slight smile.