Chapter 41 nice guy

After Yu Zhouzhou asked his grandmother for instructions, he ran to the door of Yu Lingling's room, wanting his second uncle to send her to the Second Provincial Hospital. As soon as they walked to the door, they vaguely heard a quarrel in a low voice. "You always stop me when I take care of the children, and you don't educate yourself. You drink to your death with your buddies all day long. You drink, but I don't stop you, but people drink to talk about business, and they go to their own homes. Qian, how about you? This child is more and more like your family, stubborn and stubborn, thinking wildly all day long and not doing business, just reading these idle books. If she can't get into college, she has to follow her little aunt's old path?!"

When Yu Zhouzhou heard the word "little aunt", he took a few steps back from the door, stared at the doorknob with shame and anger, and ran back to his room after thinking for a long time. Yu Tingting went out to eat with her parents. Yu Zhouzhou had no other choice. She was in a hurry to go to the hospital to see Teacher Gu, so she didn't disturb her grandma who was watching TV in the living room. She quietly put on her coat and took out a hundred yuan from the drawer. He put it in his trouser pocket, opened the door and slipped out. It was the first time for Yu Zhouzhou to take a taxi by himself, sitting in the back row, and all he could think of was the report of the robbery and murder in the corner of the evening newspaper.She gripped the door handle tightly with her hand, ready to jump out of the car at any time.

Or...or if this bearded driver with a bad face is really a gangster, and she subdued him...would she be able to become a young pioneer model like the brave little citizen in the newspaper, and then escorted to the High School Attached to Normal University? Yu Zhouzhou suddenly became excited. Gangster uncle, do me a favor! She was still fantasizing about the window, when suddenly a sudden brake made her hit the back of the co-pilot's seat. "It's here." The bearded uncle said concisely. Yu Zhouzhou's beautiful imagination was shattered on the back of the chair, she sat up straight and opened the car door.

"Little girl, bring the money!" Yu Zhouzhou stopped halfway when she was going out, and she clutched her trouser pocket nervously, the one hundred yuan was hot in her waist. "I...you...I didn't bring much money..." Yu Zhouzhou and the uncle looked at each other, and after a few seconds, the uncle suddenly burst out laughing. "You didn't bring much, and I don't want much. 10 yuan, the change will be wiped off for you, you can't take the car for nothing, who is robbing us?" Yu Zhouzhou's face was red hot, and her head was almost white. She handed over one hundred yuan, and the uncle checked the authenticity under the small orange light in the car, and gave her ninety yuan in change. .

The random thoughts and false alarm just now freed Yu Zhouzhou from the depressed mood of the Olympiad, but as soon as she stepped into the gate of the Second Provincial Hospital, the smell of disinfectant and the pale lights made her step into another area. chaos. Teacher Gu is going to die.Very simple and brutal truth. People's emotions are like April, and they change as they say.Yu Zhouzhou has never been in close contact with death, but it seems to be the most instinctive reaction of human beings, as long as he thinks of the word death, tears can be opened. Following the path pointed by the nurse, she ran up to the fifth floor and came to the corridor of the intensive care unit.

Even under such circumstances, Yu Zhouzhou was still thinking wildly. She felt that this was disrespectful to Grandpa Gu, but she couldn't control it. In her mind, a group of doctors in white coats walked out of the emergency room, taking off their masks and saying , we have done our best.After a while, it turned into all their students crying around the hospital bed, while Mr. Gu said the last entrustment slowly and laboriously, patting their heads lovingly... Soon Yu Zhouzhou discovered that TV dramas are all big liars. The outside of the intensive care unit is not desolate and quiet at all, nor is there a tense atmosphere, not even groups of students standing together and crying.

Only Chen An stood there in a white shirt, like an angel in the last days. "Zhou Zhou? Did you come here by yourself?" Yu Zhouzhou panted heavily, supported his knees with his hands, was too tired to speak, and just nodded. "It's not safe to be so late. Let me call your home." Chen An said while taking out a black cell phone with a large size and dialing the number.Yu Zhouzhou also saw a similar mobile phone in the hands of her mother, who used it to play the game of Snake. "Well, don't worry, she may have been too anxious, so she ran out by herself, but fortunately she was not in danger, um, don't worry, I will send her back, if you are in a hurry, call my mobile number at any time Well, yes, my name is Chen An, and my number is 139XXXXXXXX..."

After Chen Yu hung up the phone, he patted Yu Zhouzhou's head and said, "Don't do this next time." Yu Zhouzhou pursed his lips and nodded, "I can't help it either." Chen An looked at her strangely, thought for a while, but didn't ask any more questions, just pointed at the glass door, "Teacher Gu is in a coma and is being rescued." Yu Zhouzhou stood on tiptoe and looked in through the glass for a long time, but couldn't see anything. "Why just us? Everyone else?" "Who else should there be?" Chen Yu looked down at her.

Yeah, who else should there be?Teacher Gu has no children, and his lover died of breast cancer for many years. The Children's Palace is his entire spiritual sustenance, and he has no family. "Where are the other members? And the teacher from the Children's Palace?" "A few teachers came from the orchestra. They went shopping nearby to buy clothes just now, but they haven't come back yet." "buying clothes?" "shroud." "veterinary?" Chen An smiled, "It's the clothes that people have to wear after they die, and they are used to attend the funeral, to attend... their own funeral."

Teacher Gu is still in the rescue, but the shroud has already been bought. "It must be put on immediately after death, otherwise the body will become stiff after cooling down, and it will be very difficult to put on the shroud again." Chen An's voice was extremely calm and emotionless. He still smiled a little, but there was no warmth at all.Yu Zhouzhou looked at such an unfamiliar Chen An.A little flustered. "Are you familiar with this...procedure...?" "Oh," Chen An's train of thought seemed to be interrupted, he recovered, and nodded to Yu Zhouzhou, "When my grandfather passed away, I helped him wear the shroud."

Yu Zhouzhou felt very sad. She said she didn't know what to say, so she could only stare blankly at the door and said dryly, "Why don't the other students come?" "Why did they come?" Chen Yu looked at her calmly. "Shouldn't they come? It's so... desolate," Yu Zhouzhou tried a word she only used in composition, "It's so desolate." "Yes, indeed, the more people who come to see him off, the better, the more warm, the more touching." Chen An's tone was a little mocking, even a little angry, but Yu Zhouzhou intuitively felt that he Not targeting myself. Chen An's gaze had already passed through the corridor and reached a certain area that Yu Zhouzhou didn't understand. "But no matter how warm and touching it is, it has nothing to do with the dead. Those are all for the living to see. It doesn't make any difference whether there are two people standing outside the emergency room or two hundred people. He can't see them, and he won't feel sad." Chen Yu paused for a moment, squatted down and stared at Yu Zhouzhou's eyes, "The one who is sad is actually you. And only you." Chen An like this is so scary and pitiful.Yu Zhouzhoujue's brain had stopped functioning, and she couldn't understand what Chen An said—but she seemed to understand it. "Then why did you call me over?" She asked timidly. "Because you really like Teacher Gu, and Teacher Gu likes you too." "Don't others like Teacher Gu?" Chen An smiled inexplicably. He put his arms around Yu Zhouzhou affectionately, and asked ramblingly, "Zhou Zhou, what kind of person do you think Mr. Gu is?" "Teacher Gu is a good person." Yu Zhouzhou paused word by word very seriously. "Then what kind of person is a good person?" Yu Zhouzhou was stunned.Chen An's smile seemed so distant and ethereal. "In this world, people who treat you well are good people, and people who treat you badly are bad people." Chen An nodded her forehead, "It's that simple." "No!" Yu Zhouzhou was a little angry, she didn't like Chen An like this. "Good people are kind, very...fair, they don't look down on others, and they don't show favoritism, and..." She struggled to define the good person in her heart. In the empty corridor at midnight, she met an old man with an indifferent smile The older brother debated in vain. "Teacher Gu is kind to you, fair to you, and will not look down on you, and will not be partial—no, he is partial, but he is partial to you. So he is a good person. But if I tell you, Teacher Gu is as good as you Like the teachers I complained about, he also accepts gifts. For those children with no future, he will not prevent them from coming to the Children's Palace to pursue their dreams, and even boasted about Haikou to deceive their parents. In terms of the arrangement of the orchestra's position, he also It's not fair, and he is partial. Many people don't like him, but for others, Mr. Gu is a bad person." Yu Zhouzhou stood there quietly, without yelling that you lied or running away with tears, she seriously thought about Chen An's words, recalled the attitude of other band members towards Teacher Gu, lowered her head, and quickly made her own judgment. After a long time, he raised his head stubbornly, "He is a good person to me, that's enough." Chen An smiled, "It seems that you understand." Yu Zhouzhou still looked forward to the pure black and white good and evil in cartoons and fantasy worlds, but at that moment, she learned to use another way to comfort herself, another way to look at this "wonderful and cruel" world. In her eyes, no matter how cruel and selfish people are, they will actually give their love and enthusiasm to someone else, but that someone is not her.Just like in the eyes of many students in the class, Mr. Yu is a responsible and gentle teacher—even if it is an illusion, there is no need to break it. "Chen Yu, do you think Teacher Gu is a good person?" Chen An turned around and patted her on the shoulder gently. "He was very kind to me." Chen An said. But Chen An has always been a quiet onlooker standing on the periphery of right and wrong. This time, he pulled Yu Zhouzhou into the stands. Although Yu Zhouzhou never knew why he reached out to him.