Chapter 27 Section 5 I, Mao Huangjie

The night wind gradually died down, and the top floor of the research building became quiet again.Occasionally, Huangsuke looked up at the sky, and the night sky in early summer was covered with astonishingly many stars, which looked somewhat similar to the cover of the novel Sakieda cherished. There are still three doubts that Huang Jie can't figure out, but for some reason, he can't ask Ya Ji.Until just now, when he talked with Yaji, he always tried to avoid it. "Aki..." In any case, things will always come to light.Although Huang Jie can't predict how the situation will develop this time, he is not confident that he can live without minding when the key point is still like a cloud of fog.

"Can you tell me three things?" In an instant, Yaji's lips were tightly closed, as if he had awakened in his heart. "OK……" Yaji must have guessed what Huangjie was going to ask. "First point, when you and Aunt Hui came here, why did you bring a box knife? Second point, why is there blood in the center of the top floor? And..., what happened that night that made you wonder suicide?" Ya Ji shrank his chin slightly, as if answering the three questions from Huang Jie. "Actually, there is only one answer." "One?" Does she mean that the answers to these three questions boil down to the same thing?Huang Jie silently waited for her lips to open again.

"Didn't I say it? On the day of the sports meeting, I remembered what I was bullied before. Do you think...why do I remember it?" Suddenly being asked such a question, Huang Jie seemed at a loss. "Because on that day, Yaji was..., and almost did the same thing again?" Aki did say that sometimes the things seen in a forgotten memory, if they reappear in reality, that forgotten memory will emerge.On the day of the sports meeting, the same situation may have happened to Ya Ji. Although she didn't say it clearly, it was what Huang Jie heard. "No, Huang Jie."

Aki narrowed his eyes slightly and said: "Not being done the same thing, but seeing the same thing." "Well, so..." "Do you know about menstruation?" The sudden words made Huang Jie stunned for a moment. "Uh, I know..." "On that day, I had my first period. In the morning, I felt very heavy in my body. When the first half of the sports meeting ended, I began to have a strange feeling..." Huang Jie couldn't help lowering his head shyly.However, Aki didn't look away.Huang Jie could feel that Ya Ji was staring at him above his field of vision.

"After I talked to the teacher in the health room, the teacher told me it was menstruation, gave me another tampon, and I walked into the toilet with that thing. Then, suddenly..." Aki didn't know what to say for a moment.Huang Jie could feel it, and she tried very hard to explain. "Suddenly... I remembered. I saw blood flowing from between my legs, and I remembered the things I had encountered before, those things that I had forgotten. It was so clear, it felt like what was happening, the original scene reappeared It appeared in front of my eyes, and I was so scared and so sad.”

Aki took a deep breath.When she exhaled slowly, her body was still shaking violently.Huang Jie looked down at the dark concrete floor, feeling as if a fire was burning in his chest.I really want to kill the guy who bullied Aki, the man who made Aji refuse to name him no matter what. "I have a feeling that I don't want to live anymore. In fact, since my dad stopped talking to me two years ago, I have always had the idea of ​​​​running away in my heart. It is really painful to stay in a silent home... ..., watching my parents walking back and forth in the room silently, I am so sad... But, I always thought that the situation would get better sooner or later, although I don't know why it became like this, but I believe that one day, it will definitely be possible Return to my original life. Because of this idea, I survived. In school, I can also maintain normal performance. But when I think of the things I encountered before..., I can no longer bear it."

Aki shut his mouth.Huang Jie raised his head and asked: "So... you bought a utility knife?" Aki didn't deny it. "Aki, you bought a utility knife and plan to commit suicide at home?" "Yes, I wanted to kill myself, I wanted to slit my wrists. But I was too scared to actually do it." Aki raised his left hand to his chest and stared at the wrist. "Several times, I put a box knife against this place...but I just couldn't cut it. I really wanted to hear my mother's voice and begged her to save me. I called her, but I couldn't get through. "

"Didn't my dad send popsicles when Yaji was at home alone? At that time, why didn't you discuss it with my dad? My dad will definitely help you." Aki shook his head. "Uncle did come to me with a popsicle, but when he saw the tampon I threw on the floor, his expression became very embarrassed, and he left after a while." "I see……" After saying this, Huang Jie suddenly thought of something. "Yaji, maybe the reason why you don't want to see my dad is..." "Because I feel so ashamed to be found out by my uncle who loves me so much..."

No wonder Yaji didn't think of Huangjie's house, now Huangjie finally understood.Of course, Huang Jie is a boy, so he can't fully understand Ya Ji's mood, but he can understand it more or less. "At around eight o'clock in the evening, my mother came back. She seemed to go to Mr. Tian to discuss matters at home, so she came back late. When she opened the entrance door, I hurriedly hid the utility knife in my pocket. So we came here The box knife was still in my pocket when I was there." "So... Aunt Hui died later, you left the box knife here and went back. The police saw the box knife and blood at the scene, and thought that Aunt Hui had cut her wrist before she jumped off the building..."

Wait, no. "But why is there Aunt Hui's blood here?" "That's not my mother's blood." Ya Ji answered briefly, and Huang Jie suddenly realized.Presumably after Hui fell from the building, Yaji sat on the top floor for a long time, so menstrual blood accidentally stained the concrete floor. "Actually, I didn't bleed that much... Maybe it was because when I hooked my feet to the railing, the thing in my trousers was a little crooked, and I used my stomach to exert force, so the blood flowed out and stuck to the ground. It turned out that the police made a mistake. Besides, didn't it rain a little that night? The blood stains were a little blurred because of the rain, and maybe it had something to do with it."

The next morning, the air did carry the humidity of rain. "At eight o'clock in the evening, my mother came home... and I told her everything I remembered. My mother cried very sadly, like a child. I cried too, and I told her Just kept crying." "So...you decided to commit suicide together?" "Yes, it was suggested by my mother at first. Ever since Huangjie's mother passed away, she has been emotionally unstable, and then she listened to what I said..., my mother told me that this family, this world, everyone Something is wrong, everyone is crazy, there is no point in living in such a world. I also agree with her ideas, so I did not object to her proposal. At that time, I left everything to her. My mother wrote on a note I wrote the suicide note, and I watched it blankly. After finishing the suicide note, my mother put it on the table and went out with me with that headband. My mother chose to commit suicide here, it must be to pay respect to those Revenge on those who drove us to death. One of them was my dad, the other was..." Ya Ji stared into Huang Jie's eyes and didn't continue talking. another person.Aki didn't intend to say that person's name, it must be a man's name, the man who did that to Aki. "It's better not to know, Huang Jie." Huang Jie doesn't understand why Ya Ji doesn't want to say his name? "When I was talking about these things with Huang Jie just now, I figured out one thing." Ya Ji suddenly looked away from Huang Jie and said so. "I understand why I didn't want to die then, I just wanted to live. I also understand why I was so lost when my mom asked me 'Nighthawk is finally happy, right?'" gone." Huang Jie didn't understand what Ya Ji wanted to express. "Huang Jie, your mother thinks that Ye Ying became a phoenix and finally got happiness, but I don't think so. I think Ye Ying is not happy at all. He is ridiculed by everyone and constantly bullied. So what if he flies into the sky... ..." "What's the meaning?" "I hate it so much, I don't want to die amidst the laughter." "Aki..." "Only I die, the people who bully me are still alive, I don't want to do this, absolutely not. Even if I must die, I have to..." Yaji turned to look at Huangjie and said: "Kill Teacher Tian Di." Huang Jie looked at Ya Ji blankly.Why did the name Tian Di come out of her mouth?For a while, Huang Jie couldn't understand the reason.Five seconds, ten seconds passed, and Huang Jie was finally able to interpret the meaning of Ya Ji's words, but he still couldn't accept this fact. "Aki, could it be..." "Huangjie, you trust Teacher Tiandi so much that you even entrust Teacher Tiandi to treat your father's illness. That's why I never dared to tell you, because I know how hard it is to be betrayed." "But, how could Teacher Tiandi..." "At the end of the second grade, Teacher Tiandi came to my house. At that time, my parents were both going to work. At first, he just chatted with me, but later, he started touching my body... I wanted to resist, but was rejected. He pressed hard..." Aki closed her eyes tightly. "After the end, Mr. Tian Di told me that even if I told others about it, no one would believe me. He also said that this matter was my fault, and if others knew about it, I would be punished..., I was so scared that I didn’t dare to tell anyone. Not long after I entered the third grade, Teacher Tian Di came to my house again and did the same thing to me again.” Aki trembled all over.In the dark night, her figure looked extraordinarily petite, as if she might disappear trembling at any time.Her lips kept repeating the same sentence, which passed into Huang Jie's ears. "I really want to kill him." "But... Yaji, you can't do this, you can't kill people. Forget about Mr. Tian Di and live on. Since Yaji survived that night, he should cherish his life." "Actually, I think so too. I want to forget about being bullied. That's why I invited you to the elephant park last time. I haven't been there since I was almost bullied by a strange man in that park. I thought that if I went there again, I might be able to return to my previous self, maybe I could go back to the state where I was almost tricked into the toilet by a man, but I still don’t understand what that means.” Huang Jie finally understood the reason why Aki went to the park at that time. "Yeah, Aki, just like this, forget everything. I'll stay with you, let's go to that park next time." But Aki shook his head slowly. "Huangjie, I finally know today that it's impossible." "Nowadays……?" What happened today? "Huangjie, didn't you tell me last night that Mr. Tian asked you to go to the hospital with me? Don't you think it's strange? I just explained to you about my uncle's condition, why did you ask me to go with him?" That's right... at first, it did feel a little strange. "Later you told me that when you walked into the consultation room, uncle happened to be undergoing a health checkup on another floor. We had an appointment to meet at ten o'clock, why did you ask uncle to have a health checkup at that time? I think Mr. Tian must be hoping You went to see Uncle alone and left me in the consulting room. He's going to mess with me again." Huang Jie racked his brains to retort: "Aki, that might just be a coincidence. Maybe it's just that my dad's health check-up coincides with our appointment..." No, wait. "Huh? Teacher Tiandi is here too?" At that time, the young female nurse who was wrapping the cuff of the sphygmomanometer around Yoichiro's arm certainly said such words. "Didn't you say you want the children to come here by themselves?" Aki let out a big sigh. "So, it's impossible, absolutely impossible to forget. Who knows when Teacher Tiandi will come to me again?" "Since that's the case, Yaji, why don't we do this. Let's find someone to discuss and tell all these things..." at this moment. They heard footsteps, slow footsteps.The two glanced at each other, and in the next moment, Huang Jie took Ya Ji's hand and left the railing. "Hide!" Huang Jie looked around and found a square machine hiding behind the left and right sides of the attic.The footsteps were getting closer and closer, as if they were going upstairs, probably the guards.Huang Jie poked his head out from the side of the machine secretly, waiting for the other party to show up.Yaji also clung to Huangjie's back, stretched his neck and looked in the direction of the attic.Huang Jie's flustered breathing could be heard. Finally, the door to the attic was opened from the inside. The one who appeared turned out to be Tian Di in a white robe. Huang Jie held his breath.He could feel that Yaji, who was clinging to his back, was also stiff with tension. Why did the fields come here?Huang Jie's thoughts became a mess.Why did Tian Di come to the place where Hui committed suicide at this time?I saw Tian Di standing at the door looking around, as if looking for something.After a while, he walked out of the attic, and his eyes stayed on the bouquet of flowers. He walked straight towards the place where Hui jumped off the building, walked to the railing, and leaned out his upper body to look downstairs. Huang Jie felt that Ya Ji's touch behind him suddenly disappeared.For a moment, Huang Jie couldn't understand what that meant. Then, Aki appeared in the corner of Huangjie's field of vision.Without shoes, she tiptoed towards the field step by step.Tian Di still stood by the railing and looked downstairs.Huang Jie's heartbeat was so loud that someone was stepping on the ground violently, and the air sucked into his lungs could not be expelled at all.Huang Jie's heart was crying.no!Don't do it, no! Just as Huang Jie rushed out from behind the machine, Ya Ji also started running.Aki stepped on the ground with his socks-only feet, clamped his hanging right arm tightly to his chest, and ran straight towards the field. "Aki!" By the time Huang Jie yelled, it was already too late.Yaji's petite shoulders had already hit Tian Di's back, Tian Di let out a very short scream, his body rolled over and fell towards the other side of the railing.At this time, Yaji also exclaimed "ah", and his body flew towards the railing like a piece of iron attracted by a magnet. "Aki!" Huang Jie rushed forward and saw Yaji lying on the concrete floor, his left arm was grabbed by the field, and his feet were tightly hooked to the railing.Tian Di hung down from the edge of the top floor, his body swayed left and right in mid-air, and he was looking at Ya Ji with terrified eyes.Suddenly, Tian Di's body dropped a few centimeters, and Ya Ji's body also slid the same distance towards the edge of the top floor at the same time.Huang Jie grabbed her body in a panic. "Huangjie, no!" Aki yelled. "Do this, and you will fall too! It doesn't matter if I die, you must not die!" "us……" For some reason, Yoichiro's voice seemed to ring in Huangsuke's ear. "We just wait until they need help and reach out." Huang Jie no longer wants to be a "person who needs to be protected".You must act with your own will. Although you don't know whether it is right or wrong to do so, Huang Jie knows in your heart that you must protect someone with your own will. "all because of you……" Huang Jie lay on the ground, while supporting Ya Ji's body with the weight of his whole body, while slowly letting himself slip through the gap of the railing.He wants to protect Aki, he can't forgive Tian Di. "all because of you……" Huang Jie raised his right fist vigorously.Tian Di opened his eyes wide, staring at Huang Jie.His pupils trembled slightly, his lips parted slightly, as if he wanted to say something.Huang Jie spotted Tian Di's hands holding Ya Ji's left arm, and punched hard.However, Huang Jie's fist did not touch Tian Di's hand at all, because another hand stretched out beside him, grabbed Huang Jie's shoulder, and pulled him back forcefully.That hand pushed Huang Jie down to the concrete floor behind him.In the next instant, it turned into a powerful fist again, striking at a violent speed.The target of the fist was Tian Di's hands, Tian Di made a very short cry like a small animal before being trampled to death, and then disappeared like that, and then made a loud "bang", shaking Huang Jie's tympanic membrane. Huang Jie sat down on the concrete floor, his two rows of teeth chattered continuously, and he completely lost feeling in his limbs.Aki let go of the railing and stood up slowly.The person supporting her by the side turned out to be Yoichiro. "dad……" Huang Jie stood up unsteadily, and walked towards Yoichiro.Yoichiro put his hands around Huangsuke's back and hugged him tightly.Then, Yoichiro turned his head to look at Aki again, and said softly, "Live well..."