Chapter 11 fourth quarter

Mariko went to T Hotel again to look for Iseki, who had a surprised expression on his face. "What happened?" Iseki asked after bringing Mariko into the room.Mariko did not answer his question, but asked: "Is there any wine?" "Not here. What's the matter?" "I want to drink, please take me to the bar I went to last time." "If you like, I can take you there, but why..." "I don't want to talk about it." "I understand." Jingguan Ruo said with some understanding. "Then let's go!" They walked out of the hotel.The wind was very cold that day, the street was dark, and the blue-white moon had climbed into the still twilight sky.Jingguan, who was walking towards the bustling world of neon lights, suddenly stopped and looked back.

"What's the matter?" Mariko also stopped and asked. "I saw Tajima-kun just now, and I'm afraid he saw me too." "Did you see my husband?" Mariko hurried to the dark place and looked around, but she didn't see her husband. "I must have misread the person, because if that person is Tajima-kun, he will definitely call me." "yes?" "It must be..." Jingguan felt a little embarrassed. "What the hell are you thinking?" "Maybe my husband is following me behind me." "Really? Why would he do that?"

"It must be that he has a ghost in his heart, and he is afraid that I will also cheat like him, right?" "Tajima-kun is not that kind of person." "No..." Mariko said excitedly. "My husband is a very willful and jealous person. He can do despicable things like stalking." Mariko seemed to speak quickly. Suspiciousness can be said to be a bottomless abyss. Once suspicious, she can't help but dislike everything about her husband and become the object of suspicion. She used to think that her husband's self-willedness is an artist's temperament, and jealousy is a manifestation of love. Now they are suspicious together. All become shortcomings.

Mariko thought of Andre Kidd's "Girls' School Robert", which is a satirical novel divided into two parts. The first part describes how a woman sees that everything about her husband is beautiful, and the second part turns faithfulness into suspicion. Gentleness becomes unreasonable. When there is love, everything is beautiful. When love fades, everything that was considered to be an advantage before becomes an incurable disadvantage. Now Mariko is in the same mood as the heroine of this novel, her idol has been completely destroyed. "It's really nerve-wracking." Iguan said with a puzzled expression on his face. "It's better not to think in a bad way. You are the one Tajima-kun loves. Please believe in his love for you. Otherwise, Tajima-kun will be too pitiful."

"I'd love to trust him, but he does all the annoying things that teach me how to trust him." "What did Tajima-kun do to make you so angry?" "When I got home, I found Kuwahara Yumiko in my house." "Yumiko Kuwahara is the woman you mentioned last time, right? That woman must have come here uninvited. When Tajima-kun was about to drive her back, you just came home. Don't you think so?" "yes." Mariko said firmly.The sweet laughter she heard was by no means the laughter of being evicted, but the laughter of her sitting on a studio chair, or lying on a bench showing her full breasts.

"Anyway, I can't believe my husband." Mariko looked at Jingguan with sad eyes.