Chapter 10 branch

She had that dream again. There are fierce fires everywhere, black smoke rising into the sky, and there is no end in sight.Abandoned in the burning space, she had nowhere to go, crying helplessly and desperately. Suddenly someone pulled her hand: "Go, this way, follow me." She was ecstatic: "Yuan Ye!" The man turned around, with a pointed face and a wolf-like smile: "I found you, Xiaoqin, don't try to escape." She screamed in fright, it was Ding Yi! She couldn't break away from his grip on her hand no matter what. Yuan Ye!Yuan Ye!She screamed.Where is Yuan Ye?Why didn't he come to save himself?If this was all a nightmare, why didn't she wake up?

The house around her was collapsing, and the smell of burnt flesh made her feel suffocated.I can't help it.no solution anymore. When she was exhausted and unable to struggle, this idea suddenly popped into her mind, and her eyes were dark, and she could not see any hope. ——I can't take it anymore. Why would her life turn into a huge, never-ending nightmare? Su Qin struggled desperately and finally woke up. The moment she woke up, she found that she was still crying loudly, with tears in the corners of her eyes. She turned on the bedside lamp, and after a long time, she gasped for breath, trembling, unable to calm down.

She recalled that moment and always trembled and prayed that it was gone from her, that she would never have to suffer again.But at this moment, she knew she was wrong. After nearly a thousand days and nights, the thoughts from three years ago revived in her mind again, stronger and more vivid than before. ——It would be nice if that person died.Only when he dies can he be freed. —Anyway, I killed him once, and I don't care about killing him a second time. In the dream, she called Yuan Ye's name loudly. But Yuan Ye didn't come to rescue her. No one can save themselves.Su Qin folded her knees and sat on the bed with her arms folded, thinking about her weird thoughts.Her gaze unconsciously turned to the alarm clock beside the bed, and the hour hand pointed to two o'clock in the morning.

She noticed one thing.Why didn't Yuan Ye come over to ask when he made such a big noise just now? Not sure where to go. Chen Ziyu was sitting alone in a bar called "Cote d'Azur", absently turning the ice cubes in the light yellow whiskey. Cheng Lin's crying was still echoing in his ears, but he slammed the door, leaving her and her former family behind. When she first found out that she was having an affair, Chen Ziyu was in a dull shock. She was numb at first, but she was a little surprised that she actually liked such a man?If I hadn't seen them go to the hotel to open a room with my own eyes, I still have a feeling of unreality.

what is this?Chen Ziyu asked herself, what else is she not satisfied with? The first time I saw Cheng Lin, he was just a little policeman who was dedicated to investigating cases.She called him, invited him out for dinner, danced, and looked at him deeply with those clear water-like eyes that were slightly phoenix-eyed.Naturally, he could understand the words behind his eyes. ——I like you and want to be with you, you know? —I know, but... It's easy to sleep with him, hard to make him serious. At that time, Chen Ziyu was still living in the police compound.Once when his father came to visit him, he bumped into Cheng Lin at home.So the three of them took a taxi to a Sichuan restaurant for a light meal.At that time, my father had already married a young nanny from the countryside, and he had his own home.His father is very satisfied with Cheng Lin, such a good girl, was fascinated by his bad boy, he felt wronged for her, drank two more glasses, kept looking back on the past, and sighed that he was too busy to educate his son Well, Chen Ziyu couldn't hold back his face anymore.Cheng Lin was smiling all the time, looking straight at Chen Ziyu with those black eyes like clear water.

Privately, his father told him that good women are hard to find, and when you meet them, you must know how to cherish them. After playing for so many years, it should be almost the same. Chen Ziyu thought it was ridiculous.After so many years of letting himself go, it seemed a little late to play the role of loving father. He really wants to have a home.For an ideal family like the one in the picture story, of course there needs to be a woman in the family, a gentle and virtuous wife.Cheng Lin is excellent in all aspects, and fits Chen Ziyu's requirements very well, and she can't find anything to criticize.They got married very quickly, according to Cheng Lin's wish, held a decent wedding, bought a good community house, everything in the house was decorated according to Cheng Lin's taste.What else is she dissatisfied with?

The cold wine, like cold oil, slowly slides down the throat and burns slowly in the warmth of the stomach.Chen Ziyu couldn't remember how many cups he had had.He would never admit that he was drinking to drown his sorrows.It's just that there are some things he can't figure out anyway. Now that he is married, he is also determined to play the role of husband well.But for some reason, the beautiful wife who had been selected after a long period of consideration did not cooperate.If a husband and wife are like a war between two people, Chen Ziyu can be said to be retreating steadily, while Cheng Lin is constantly attacking.

She was always trying to change him.I don't like him doing this way, I don't like him doing that way, I like him wearing this way, I like him eating this way, Chen Ziyu really finds it annoying.He didn't expect that getting married was tantamount to signing and agreeing, handing over his body and mind at the same time, which is nothing more than losing power and humiliating the country. But for the long-term stability of the family, he adopted a tortoise policy.Cheng Lin doesn't like him smoking, he tries to quit, Cheng Lin doesn't like him drinking, he doesn't drink in front of her, Cheng Lin likes him listening to the symphony, he accompany her to listen, just sit in it and doze off secretly... But no matter what he did, the woman just wasn't satisfied.As if possessing his whole person is not enough, it is necessary to enter into his heart and wrap him around him like a vine from the outside to the inside.

Gradually, he and Cheng Lin had nothing to say.When the woman thought she was advancing victoriously, the man quietly retreated to the fortress that she could not pursue.The distance between them is quite far away.He just wants a little peaceful life. He is usually very tired at work, and he only wants to be safe when he returns home.As a result, Cheng Lin began to want children crazily, and she was so tossed that she was thrown off her feet.Chen Ziyu didn't know what else to do to make Cheng Lin satisfied.He is bored. Cheng Lin was obviously not happy either.That's when he spotted signs of her affair.

He looked coldly at Cheng Lin and that person sneaking into Chen Cang, and he said to himself, if Cheng Lin thinks that this can hurt me, then she is wrong, and I will never be hurt by it.I love her because she loves me too.If she doesn't love me anymore, I will leave her.He's always said that to himself.But why are you so troubled now?Why are you in such a bad mood?Why still suffer? Chen Ziyu sighed heavily, touched the cigarette case on the side and put it down again. He had smoked too much and his mouth was dry and bitter.For the first time, smoking will make you want to vomit. When he sat in the dark car and watched the man walk into the hotel gate with Cheng Lin's waist around him, he would never forget the feeling of stiffness all over his body.It was as if the blood in his whole body seemed to have congealed. After a while, he regained his mind and body before he felt the pain in the palm of his hand.It turned out that he had been holding the steering wheel so tightly that his palms ached.

He sat blankly in the dark, wishing for a miracle, Cheng Lin could turn around and walk out from the hotel gate immediately, but half an hour later, he began to laugh at his own naivety, and now he still held such hope !Chen Ziyu, Chen Ziyu, you are more stupid than you think. He started the car and drove away. He drove thrillingly along the way, and finally, amidst the angry horns of the car behind him, he pulled over and stopped indiscriminately.He murmured to himself, it's useless, this woman has changed.She crossed the line. When Cheng Lin returned home, he looked up at the clock hanging on the wall, so fast?He thought with disgust and contempt. That period of lying in the dark was his purgatory.He couldn't help wondering what they were doing now, his mind was filled with all kinds of imaginings about them, each of which was enough to drive him crazy.I am by no means jealous.He said to himself, I have absolutely no jealousy.But even if he repeated it a thousand times, the pain in his heart was still expanding, which he had never felt before.That feeling of anger is also mixed with a kind of sadness and grievance of being betrayed. will they kiss --I am very sure of that. Will she suck him with her mouth? - It's disgusting. Will she cum underneath him? —Hmph, can that man satisfy a woman? Do they laugh at themselves when they are together? —What a bastard!Chen Ziyu yelled unconsciously. He didn't understand how he could be reduced to such a pitiful and ridiculous situation!Hasn't he already learned to protect himself?Why this time, no matter how I tell myself that I don't care, my heart still hurts so much? It was probably at that time that he realized that he was in love with Cheng Lin.From getting married to the present, he changed everything about himself for her, and he couldn't do it without love.If he really didn't care as much as he said to Yuan Ye, how could he be deeply hurt at this time?It turns out that to love someone is to give the other party the right and opportunity to hurt oneself.He hated his chaos, he said to himself, this is Cheng Lin's problem, not his fault.But thinking that way didn't make him feel any better.He had just discovered his love, and this feeling made him even more unable to forgive Cheng Lin's betrayal.When Cheng Lin appeared in his sight again, his heart was filled with deep loathing for her and himself. So he decided to leave Cheng Lin, maybe what he wanted to escape was his weak and chaotic self. After he left, Cheng Lin would keep crying, right?But this is impossible.Those who have done wrong things should be punished. But now, he was sitting alone in the noisy bar, watching his helpless figure like a bereaved dog reflected in the glass wine cabinet, he sighed again, not sure who was being punished. "Brother Fish?" A girl's voice suddenly sounded. Chen Ziyu turned her head, and behind her stood a girl with heavy makeup, at most twenty years old, with long golden curly hair, slightly thick round lips, wearing a thick fur coat, denim shorts and thick snow boots , no matter how you look at it, how youthful it is. Chen Ziyu, who was a little dizzy from drinking, supported her head with his hands, and looked at her for a while before saying, "Is it you? Don't you have to go to work today?" "Well, I'm on vacation today, so I'm going out with my friends, and I want to relax occasionally." She sat down beside Chen Ziyu: "I really didn't expect to bump into Brother Yu here, hey, it's really a fate." She was the lead dancer at the bar where Chen Ziyu often went to drink.When Chen Ziyu usually sees her, she always sees her wearing flashing hot pants and a cute little girl standing a little higher on the dance floor, twisting her waist.It was also the first time I saw her wearing formal clothes, like an ordinary girl.The bad DNA of the man reminded Chen Ziyu of the scene of her firm and plump breasts like peaches constantly beating along with the music like a pair of little white rabbits. "Brother Yu, why haven't you been to our place these days? Sister Xuanxuan is so happy. Every night she shakes her wine glass in a temper, and she almost got into an argument with a customer yesterday." Xuanxuan, that beautiful lady bartender, had been calling him for a long time, and once sat in his arms as a joke. Chen Ziyu knew exactly what she meant.He is not Liu Xiahui, but he just doesn't want to do the same thing as Cheng Lin at this time, as if this is also a way to draw a line.But during this period of time, Chen Ziyu has been dissatisfied with his desires, and he can't guarantee how long he will be able to guard his body like a jade. In order to avoid trouble and embarrassment, he changed the drinking place. Chen Ziyu took a sip of wine and changed the subject: "Did you come with your boyfriend?" "No, Sister Tao." She pointed to Chen Ziyu, and several girls who were about her age in the box not far away waved their hands excitedly. "Here's my card." The pink piece of paper handed to Chen Ziyu had a hello kitty profile picture and a name printed on it: "Shi Si." I don't know if it's a real name or a fake name.The card was fragrant, just like the sweet fragrance emanating from her hair. "Brother Yu, shall we play together in the past? They all know you. I told them that there is a handsome police brother who often comes to drink at my work place, and they even went to watch the show you hosted! Unexpectedly It will be a pleasure to meet you.” These young girls, can divide everything into two categories: "happy" and "unhappy".The world is as simple as that. Those big round eyes were waiting for Chen Ziyu's reply, and the long false eyelashes fluttered like butterflies.Chen Ziyu held the card in a daze, looked at her, at the girls talking and laughing loudly over there. For the first time, she felt that she was really old. "Where is Brother Yu's phone number? Can you give me one?" "This..." Chen Ziyu hesitated: "I don't have a card." "It's okay, just give me a call and I'll have your number!" Chen Ziyu opened the turned off cell phone, and sure enough, there were a bunch of calls from Cheng Lin inside.He quickly scrolled down, and was suddenly stunned. There was a number calling from Yuan Ye's home. "Officer Chen, I'm sorry, I... I really don't know who else I can find... Yuan Ye's phone book, I only know you..." When Chen Ziyu called, Su Qin's hoarse voice came from the other end of the phone. "Did something happen to the big head?" "Yuan Ye, he never came back." "what?" "You said, where did he go so late? I, I'm really worried..." "Don't worry, nothing will happen, nothing will happen." Although Chen Ziyu had the same thing in his mind as Su Qin, he still answered Su Qin with a very positive voice.After closing the line, he left a group of little girls behind in a hurry and left. As soon as he reached the door, the night wind blew and the smell of alcohol rose up. He vomited while holding the tree trunk.Because I didn't eat anything for dinner, my mouth was full of acid water in my stomach.After spitting out the wine, the person became much more sober.Chen Ziyu got into the car and started calling the people at the police station below.There are many cases where terminal cancer patients can't stand the torment of the disease and run to do stupid things.However, friends from various police stations reported that their jurisdictions were safe and that no one had committed suicide.Chen Ziyu still didn't feel at ease, and drove around on the road late at night, when his cell phone rang, and it was Su Qin's voice: "Officer Chen, where are you now?" "Looking for the big head." "I'll go with you!" Su Qin said, "I can't wait at home alone!" "Listen to me, you must stay at home. In case the big head suddenly goes back, you can still take care of him. I have already notified the brothers below. I am not the only one who is looking for him. Let me do this. Don't you It's useless to be anxious. Do you know?" At the moment of hanging up, Chen Ziyu was a little moved, and Su Qin's voice on the phone sounded anxious.It seemed that she was really worried about Datou. He guessed where Yuan Ye might go, and even drove to the riverside bridge to find someone.He parked his car on Binjiang Road, walked to the side of the bridge and looked down. Under the orange light, occasionally a car sped past behind him. The bridge and the city were immersed in the darkness before dawn, deep and peaceful, The black river water flows slowly under the bridge piers. Looking down at the river, Chen Ziyu felt that his chaotic mood had calmed down a little, and a suspicion suddenly appeared in his mind.The big head is obviously terminally ill, why does this Dr. Su be nice to him instead?I didn't notice it before, but if you think about it carefully, you will find that it is very abnormal.Moreover, among those women who murdered their husbands but falsely claimed that their husbands disappeared, before the truth was revealed, which one was not panicked and distraught?The big head fell ill, this woman appeared next to him for no reason, and now the big head disappeared for no reason, could it be... Chen Ziyu hurried to his car, got in, and started the engine.Logically speaking, it shouldn't be, the big head can't live for more than two months.But no matter what, how could I listen to what she said on the phone without going up to confirm it in person!How negligent! Su Qin was lying on the bed with her clothes together, tossing and turning, when she heard the doorbell ringing suddenly, she thought it was Yuan Ye who had come back, and hurried to open the door. Standing outside the door was Chen Ziyu. "Why are you here?" Her eyes widened in surprise: "Where's the big head? Did you find it?!" "Still looking." Chen Ziyu answered Su Qin's words while quickly looking around the room. Fortunately, it looked the same as usual, without any special signs.He said to Su Qin, "Can you pour me a glass of water?" "Oh, good." Su Qin turned to the kitchen to find a cup to pour water.Chen Ziyu took this opportunity to walk quickly to their bedroom and study room, turned on the lights and looked around, but still found nothing suspicious. When Su Qin came out of the kitchen with water, he happened to see Chen Ziyu closing the study door and turning back to the living room.She froze for a moment, feeling uncomfortable. "Thank you." Chen Ziyu took the water glass from her with a calm expression, walked to the sofa and sat down. Su Qin also sat on the sofa opposite him, and the two of them didn't speak for a while. "...Has this happened before?" Chen Ziyu broke the silence and asked. Su Qin looked tired: "No. He never doesn't come back at night." "When was the last time you saw him?" "This morning." "Does he look different than usual?" Su Qin recalled that Yuan Ye was sitting at the dining table drinking fish porridge slowly while reading the newspaper, shaking his head: "No. In the afternoon, he called me and said that he would not come back for dinner at night. Work overtime, let me not wait for him to go to bed early." "Working overtime in the bureau?" Chen Ziyu said in surprise: "Yuan Ye was not allowed to participate in the operation during this period. He didn't have to work overtime a long time ago, don't you know?" Su Qin was taken aback: "I don't know." "What about these two days? Nothing special happened?" Su Qin suddenly thought of the dispute between Yuan Ye and herself two days ago, her heart skipped a beat, but she still said, "No." "You didn't think he was particularly depressed, or said anything particularly strange?" "Usually at night, the patient's energy and mood will decrease, but he's been fine for the past two days..." "That's weird." Chen Ziyu held the cup and leaned against the edge of the sofa.Seemingly careless, Su Qin felt that he was observing herself very carefully.She endured the eyes of the criminal policeman who made her whole body shudder. "Doctor Su..." He raised his finger and pointed at the corner of his mouth: "What's wrong with you here?" Su Qin touched it subconsciously. The bruises have faded after applying ice compresses and rubbing medicine these days, but they can still be seen under this kind of incandescent light. "Nothing, hit." She couldn't find a better excuse. Chen Ziyu nodded and didn't ask any more questions.She was just a little glad that he accepted her statement, and he suddenly changed the question: "I heard from the big head that you seem to be in trouble, so you are staying here temporarily, can you tell me what kind of trouble it is?" Su Qin was caught off guard, looked up at Chen Ziyu, and suddenly became alert.Why did Chen Ziyu come up suddenly at this time?What was he looking at when he walked over to the bedroom just now?Why is he asking himself these words at this moment?What the hell does he mean? "That...it's actually not a big deal..." Su Qin licked her lips, and sweat burst out from her back.Suddenly there was the sound of a key turning the keyhole, and the two looked towards the door together. "Big head?" "Yuan Ye!" Su Qin jumped up and rushed over.Yuan Ye, who was leaning against the gate, had a gray face, as if he didn't even have the strength to stand up. "Where have you been? I'm dying of anxiety!" Su Qin struggled to support him, Chen Ziyu hurried over to help, the two of them put Yuan Ye on the edge of the sofa and sat down, Su Qin ran to pour him hot water.Chen Ziyu stuffed the sofa pillows behind his back. Yuan Ye looked extremely tired, he didn't know if he was still conscious or not, he never looked at Su Qin, and occasionally glanced at her with very distant eyes.After taking two sips of hot water and resting for a while, he asked Chen Ziyu in a very hoarse voice, "Why are you here?" Hearing his words, Chen Ziyu was relieved: "You don't go home all night, Dr. Su is worried about you, she called me, and we will look for you everywhere. But, it's good that you come back, it's good that you come back." Yuan Ye gave a wry smile weakly: "Are you still afraid that I will run away and do stupid things?" When Yuan Ye came back, Su Qin's worries were relieved, and her grievances began to mount up.While taking out the thermometer and blood pressure gauge, she began to scold Yuan Ye: "Where have you been?! It's not that you don't know your physical condition, and you're still so self-willed! You don't even call home, and others worry about you. Can it be completely ignored?!" Yuan Ye closed his eyes and did not speak. Chen Ziyu hurriedly smoothed things over: "Okay, okay, the big head is safe and sound, that's the most important thing. Now everyone can rest assured." Su Qin also felt that it was not good for her to lose her temper with a patient, so she tried to suppress it, and held the thermometer in front of her eyes: "Thirty-nine degrees! I have a fever again!" Chen Ziyu frowned: "Should I be sent to the hospital immediately?" "I don't need it for now, maybe I'm too tired. Take some antipyretics, rest at home, and observe first." Su Qin shook Yuan Ye: "Can I still take two steps? Go to bed and sleep, okay?" Yuan Ye didn't talk to Su Qin all this time, everyone thought he was too tired. "Let me come, Doctor Su." Chen Ziyu bent down, put Yuan Ye on his shoulders, and helped him into the back room to lie down.Recalling that just now I was suspicious of what Su Qin had done to Yuan Ye, I also felt a little funny.It was indeed an occupational disease.Thinking about it this way, Chen Ziyu's attitude towards Su Qin became much friendlier immediately.Watching Su Qin feed Yuan Ye medicine and cover him with a quilt, the two talked about Yuan Ye's condition, and Chen Ziyu left. After sending Chen Ziyu away, Su Qin leaned against the door and took a deep breath. Fortunately, Yuan Ye came back in time and interrupted her conversation with Chen Ziyu, otherwise Chen Ziyu would not let her go easily.Su Qin intuitively felt that Officer Chen was a very dangerous person.Although he doesn't look as sharp as Yuan Ye, he is far more sensitive and suspicious than Yuan Ye.Su Qin told herself to try to hide from him as far away as possible, and no matter what happens in the future, she must never call him again.