Chapter 8 draw

The next day, Su Qin woke up early after a sleepless night.She prepared breakfast lightly, left a note for Yuan Ye and went out. The money had already been emptied by him.Where can I find thirty thousand dollars now?However, if he couldn't get the money, that man would not give up, and he might even go to Yuan Ye to ask for it.This is what Su Qin is most afraid of now.If Yuan Ye knew what happened in the past, and who she was...she would rather die. After much deliberation, the only way is to borrow from colleagues in the hospital. Asking for help is the most embarrassing thing, and among all the embarrassing things, borrowing money is even more embarrassing.Moreover, even if he got 30,000 yuan this time, there is no guarantee that he will not pester her again.Again and again... Su Qin closed her eyes in pain.

Abdomen, chest, and whole body aches.The most embarrassing thing was the redness and swelling at the corners of the mouth, which couldn't go away no matter how much ice was applied.Su Qin simply put on a mask.But those swollen eyes couldn't fool anyone. A little nurse asked her tentatively: "What's wrong with you, Doctor Su, did you sleep well last night?" "Well, insomnia." Su Qin suddenly came back to her senses, took a deep breath, and said in a low voice, "Xiaojuan, I have something to ask you to help me." Yuan Ye returned home earlier than usual today.

"What's wrong with you? Still wearing a mask?" He was half lying on the sofa, and when he saw Su Qin coming in, he was a little surprised and said. "I have a bit of a cold, and I'm afraid I'll infect you." "I have already cooked gruel, you can eat it today." "Don't do it, why don't you take a good rest? Why are you lying here? Are you in pain again?" "Well. I'm getting more and more diligent." Su Qin didn't approach him as usual, but turned around and went into the kitchen. Yuan Ye kept looking at her: "Are you okay?"

"No, no." "I think you're a bit weird." "It's not the same as usual." Su Qin didn't come out from the kitchen for a long time.Yuan Ye got up from the sofa, walked to the kitchen, and stood behind her.He has already cooked fish porridge, eggplant and green vegetables, there is nothing to do.Su Qin just stood there, staring at the cooking table in a daze. "Su Qin?" "Ah, look at my memory!" Su Qin came to her senses, looking for a bowl of porridge in a panic. "Su Qin." "Huh?" When she turned her head, she stretched out a hand defenselessly, which startled Su Qin. She took a step back, but it was too late.The mask was taken off.

Sure enough... Yuan Ye thought to himself. "What's this?" He pointed to the bruise on the corner of her mouth. "I, I met robbers when I was off work. They robbed my wallet and beat me..." "Rooters? How many people? When and where? Are there any witnesses around?" Yuan Ye asked so familiarly that Su Qin was tongue-tied. "What the hell is going on? Is it the guy who hit you last time?" Su Qin's face turned pale: "You promised not to ask." "But he wounded you! Who the hell?" "Stop asking!" "I just want to protect you, don't you still believe me?"

"I don't want your protection! I just want you to stay out of your own business!" "Su Qin!" "Liar! Liar! I told you not to ask again! All men are liars!" Su Qin threw the bowl at Yuan Ye, then grabbed the chopsticks and spoons on the stage and threw it at Yuan Ye. Yuan Ye was terrified , it was the first time he saw Su Qin lose control of his emotions.He took a step forward and grabbed her arms, trying to make her stop, Su Qin's hysterical cursing suddenly turned into a whine: "Ah, ah!" Yuan Ye was so frightened that he quickly let go. Su Qin hugged her wrists and stepped back to the stove. She shrank back, her face wrinkled in pain was covered with tears.She starts to cry.

At this time, a burst of severe pain also spread from Yuan Ye's body, and he quickly supported the wall. "Su Qin, your hand, let me see your hand, what's wrong?" Su Qin shook her head desperately. Yuan Ye gasped and said, "I want to help you." Through tearful eyes, Su Qin looked desperately at the man who was clutching his chest and looking at him with concern.She knew he was sincere.At this moment, if there is anyone in the world who really cares about her, it is the man in front of her.But he couldn't help himself, and no one could help him. "You're dying yourself! Who else can you help?"

As soon as this sentence came out, Su Qin immediately regretted it.She saw Yuan Ye's painful expression change instantly.What people can hurt is often only those who love themselves. Despair and regret wove into a more vivid pain, but the words of apology could not be uttered.She could only cry and bury her head in her chest. Su Qin's words pierced Yuan Ye's vitals like a dagger.He couldn't tell whether it was the pain caused by the cancer cells or the pain from the heart that finally made him unable to stand still and fell heavily to the ground. Su Qin screamed: "Yuan Ye! Yuan Ye!"

"……Sorry." The hot towel carefully wiped Yuan Ye's face.When he fell to the ground just now, his face was scratched by the shattered magnetic bowl, and there was a cut on his cheek.Su Qin had already sterilized him with alcohol and put gauze on him.Now she was wiping the blood off him with a towel. Yuan Ye opened his eyes and saw Su Qin's face flushed from crying. "I'm fine, it doesn't hurt anymore." Yuan Ye obviously lied: "Don't cry." "Yeah." But tears kept falling from his cheeks. Yuan Ye grabbed Su Qin's wrist and wiped up her sleeves, but it was too late for Su Qin to withdraw her hand, there were black and blue finger marks on her snow-white arm.

Su Qin stepped forward and said: "Don't ask, please, don't ask anything, okay?" Yuan Ye opened his mouth and finally let out a long sigh. He took the towel from her hand and wiped her tears: "I promise you, I won't ask any more. Don't cry." At this moment, Yuan Ye's tenderness made Su Qin want to die.She grabbed Yuan Ye's neck violently, and Yuan Ye reached out and patted her on the back lightly, without saying anything. Cheng Lin reached out to turn off the computer on the desk, and the hands of the watch had already pointed to seven o'clock.The mobile phone that was placed aside suddenly rang.Her heart skipped a beat, she picked it up to look at the number, a trace of disappointment flashed across her heart.

"Hello?" There was a gentle middle-aged man's voice: "Are you off work?" "Just finished." "Tonight, you really don't have time to meet? The Marriott Hotel will have a tasting party tonight, and I want to ask you..." "I'm sorry Mr. Zhao, I really don't have time tonight." "Then what about tomorrow?" The man said softly, "I miss you so much." The disappointment with a little bit of bitterness faded away, and a trace of sweetness that was sought after appeared in my heart.She hesitated for a moment: "Then...tomorrow night..." In the corner of the desk are photos taken in Pattaya, Thailand, during their honeymoon with Chen Ziyu.The sun was shining brightly, and they were all smiling happily.While confirming the appointment time for tomorrow night, he reached for the photo frame.After hanging up the phone, she was still staring at Chen Ziyu in the photo. She still remembers the first time she saw Chen Ziyu walk into her office.He was wearing a dark blue police uniform that day, so handsome that he didn't look like a real policeman.When he introduced himself with his usual faint smile, and shook hands with Cheng Lin, what caught Cheng Lin's eyes was those black pupils, as deep as night.Her face became hot for no reason. Cheng Lin had never seen a man like him.She could distinguish the lustful aura hidden in the eyes of men, even the most sanctimonious politicians or prudish entrepreneurs.But when Chen Ziyu asked her for her statement, she would occasionally raise her eyes and stare at her without any personal emotion in those eyes.That deep gaze seemed to be examining her heart calmly through her. Later, he came to the law firm several times. Every time, she watched him secretly, but he was focused on investigating the case and didn't notice it at all. Chen Ziyu has a sensitive and complicated temperament, which is uncontrollable like a cat, which is precisely a fatal attraction for women.His self-confidence and grace are exuded in the subtleties of his gestures, and he is more handsome than others in the same action of lighting a cigarette.Cheng Lin likes the way he laughs at himself with a mischievous smile, likes the half-smile when he looks at people without saying a word, and also likes the sarcasm in his occasional eyes. She has been a good girl since she was a child. She was the first in her class from elementary school to middle school. Later, she successfully entered the law school and obtained a lawyer's license.The boys who have been chasing her haven't stopped since middle school, but she didn't fall in love for the first time until she entered university. After work, her family even introduced a lot of marriage partners with excellent resumes to her. She is a social elite, but she is fascinated by a little policeman. She wants to marry him desperately.Her mother had no choice but to sigh: "It's up to you. When you are bullied by him and cry, don't regret it then." She said stiffly: "No way." But in the end a little guilty.He looks like a man who can make women cry. Not long after, Chen Ziyu was selected by the bureau to participate in the production of a TV program, and his entertainment became more frequent. On Valentine's Day, he took her to an upstairs western restaurant for dinner, and this restaurant only accepted members.The house looks ordinary from the outside, but the interior is decorated in a very luxurious and authentic French style. Cheng Lin can be regarded as a senior white-collar family in society, and she has never heard of it.She asked Chen Ziyu: "How did you become its member?" Chen Ziyu said with a half-smile: "A friend introduced it. Do you like it? We can come here often after we like it." At this moment, he came in again There were three or four people, and Cheng Lin recognized one of the curly-haired men as a well-known singer at the time.A short-haired beauty next to the man looked this way, showing a surprised expression, and she called Chen Ziyu's name.Chen Ziyu got up and went over to chat with her, probably saying that he came with his wife. The short-haired beauty looked this way, and Cheng Lin smiled and waved her hand as a greeting. Chen Ziyu returned to his seat, and Cheng Lin asked him, "Is this the friend who introduced you to the club?" Chen Ziyu said yes. She asked again: "How did you know each other?" "She's the host of an entertainment show." Chen Ziyu said, it turned out that when he first started hosting police reports, she had taught him how to read manuscripts, so she got to know him well. Cheng Lin didn't say anything more.But this incident stuck in my heart like a fishbone.That woman treated Chen Ziyu very affectionately.Her figure is hot, with large breasts and a thin waist, she has the star flavor of a girl in the entertainment industry. It is said that after three years of marriage, a fairy becomes a sow.Cheng Lin looked in the mirror and asked herself, am I already a yellow-faced woman to Ziyu?Will he get tired of having sex with the same woman in the same position on the same bed every day for three years?Have I lost my attraction to him? Even if she married him and lived together, she still had that feeling of inseparability.She didn't think Chen Ziyu was bad, but as the closest person, she couldn't really understand him.Sometimes she can't even figure out whether Chen Ziyu really loves her.The more she loves him, the more anxious she is, where is his sincerity?She couldn't describe this feeling, and no one would understand it. —Because love begets worry, because love begets fear. Her mother didn't like Chen Ziyu in the past, but after she got married, her impression of her son-in-law increased.When she came to see her daughter one day, she said, "You should have a child too. A husband and wife are a boat, and a child is the anchor." Her heart skipped a beat. But unexpectedly, this is the beginning of the real break between their husband and wife. She didn't understand what was wrong with her?Why do you push him farther the more you try to keep him?In the cold war, quarrels became commonplace, except for the time when he was drunk and almost raped her, he hadn't touched her for a long time.Why didn't he think about her?Wouldn't she be lonely? Getting to know Zhao is always a chance.Cheng Lin was originally a business lawyer. She accepted a business commission from a real estate company, and Mr. Zhao was the owner of the real estate company.The first time he saw her, he was visibly overwhelmed.Later, intentionally or unintentionally, he looked for opportunities to get close to her, and asked her out for dinner, concerts, and even Beijing opera.Only then did she know that Mr. Zhao used to be a professor in the history department of a university before he went into business, and he was also a fan of Beijing opera. These days, apart from being rich, there are not many men with this cultural charm.And most importantly, she enjoyed the feeling of being carefully pursued, cared for, and pleased.She has been a flower that has been thirsty for too long and needs gentle rain and dew. Mr. Zhao's attention to her reminded her that I am still an attractive woman, a beautiful woman.Chen Ziyu will regret it if he mistreats my radish as a dish. With this complicated mood, Cheng Lin turned her back and covered the photo frame on the desk. Today is Chen Ziyu's father's birthday, and he always thought that he would call, at least to ask if he would like to go to his father's house for dinner with him, but until now, he has not even sent a text message.Cheng Lin really felt disheartened. Although she lost her temper on the phone that day and refused to go, but when things came to an end, she obediently bought gifts and delivered them to her door.Her heart is soft, if someone treats her well, she will pay back three cents, if someone treats her very well, she will pay back twelve cents.Regardless of the current situation between her and Chen Ziyu, Chen Qiang has always treated herself like a daughter for all these years of marriage, and she knows it in her heart. When we arrived at Chen Qiang's house, it was the aunt who opened the door, wearing a flower apron, with a red face and a smile on her face: "Come in, come in. Old Chen, Linlin is here!" He took her hand The cake and gift bag in the bag: "You child, what are you doing with a light meal and buying gifts?" In fact, she is at most five or six years older than Cheng Lin, and she always calls Cheng Lin and Chen Ziyu children, and she really treats herself as parents. Chen Qiang came out of the back room with the newspaper. It could be seen that the little aunt took good care of him. The person who had been thin all his life was starting to gain weight now, and the wrinkles on his face were actually less than before.The captain of the criminal police, who used to be vigorous and resolute when handling cases, now seems to be an ordinary happy little old man.Seeing Cheng Lin alone, he was stunned for a moment, then greeted with a smile, "Linlin, sit down." Cheng Lin was very grateful that Chen Qiang didn't ask her why Chen Ziyu didn't come with her at this time, she was afraid that she would cry aggrieved if she opened her mouth. While making tea, the aunt said carelessly, "Is Xiaoyu working overtime? Why didn't he come?" Cheng Lin whispered, "I don't know." "Don't know? Call him! We're still waiting for his meal!" Cheng Lin twisted her fingers and bit her lower lip, not knowing how to answer.Chen Qiang hurriedly made a rescue: "Let's not wait for him. You can go to dinner." "I said what happened to Xiaoyu, he should have a commute time when he's busy, today is his father's birthday..." After all, it wasn't her son, the aunt muttered a few words, and turned into the kitchen. Chen Qiang looked at Cheng Lin who was sitting on the sofa with her head bowed: "Their work is really busy. When Ziyu was young, I didn't even have time to go home..." "Dad," Cheng Lin interrupted him. She wanted to say that I know, but her words choked up: "Ziyu...he might have a woman outside..." "What?" Chen Qiang was surprised. "I think he seems to be avoiding me and not going home on purpose. Every time he comes back, he is drunk again. Once, once, he still smells of a woman's perfume..." Chen Qiang rubbed his hands and didn't know what to say for a moment. After a while, he calmed down: "Linlin, we can't make wild guesses about this matter. I know Ziyu, he is playful, but he is not so ridiculous." "Dad!" Cheng Lin called out in a low voice.Chen Qiang understands what she means, which means that Chen Ziyu is your son, so of course you helped him speak.Fortunately, at this time, the aunt came out of the kitchen with a glass of wine: "Linlin, come and sit down, let's eat!" Instructing Chen Qiang to take the bowl and chopsticks is also very cheerful.Her optimistic mood is contagious, and those who are instructed by her are also willing to go around. When Chen Qiang decided to marry the little nanny, he was very out of the question in the Public Security Bureau for a while. Chen Ziyu had always had a close relationship with his father, but unexpectedly this time he was very supportive.He told Cheng Lin privately that it is meaningless to be old, and children are unreliable. Now his father has found one by himself.Although Cheng Lin felt that Chen Ziyu's words were unfeeling, but now seeing the happy appearance of the old couple and young wife, she felt that Chen Ziyu's words made sense.No matter how well-behaved a son is, he is not caring enough for his pillow. It is impossible for him to take such good care of his father. Auntie put a piece of braised octopus into Cheng Lin's bowl, and said in her usual cheerful tone: "Linlin, I don't really believe you when you say that Xiaoyu has a woman outside. This man is outside, who doesn't have one?" Entertainment or something, sometimes it’s a bit of a playful thing, don’t take it too seriously. Men and women have different things in their minds. We women are just small-minded, and a little thing is bigger than the sky. In fact, look at it later , What a fart. Hehe, don’t blame Auntie for speaking rudely!” Cheng Lin thought to herself, nonsense, you don't understand anything at all. Auntie happily picked out a bright red base tail shrimp and stuffed it to Cheng Lin: "Don't think that Auntie doesn't understand anything. Although Auntie is not well educated, she can be accurate. Dare to tell you something , Ziyu is sincere to you. He has met a few of his former girlfriends and aunts, and none of them are as good as he is to you. " Cheng Lin couldn't help retorting: "He treats me well? How is he good to me!" "Not to mention anything else, isn't he taking care of the family? He is responsible for the monthly family expenses, right? Have the living expenses been handed over to you?" "Is that all right?" "He listens to you! You told him to quit smoking, didn't he quit?" "He won't pull it out now!" "A while ago, he really didn't smoke. Look at his dad, how many times have I nagged him? When has he ever heard me? He didn't even pretend to be!" He snatched a piece of braised pork with fat and replaced it with a thin piece: "And about that kid, you have been tossing about for half a year, right? Hasn't he been accommodating and cooperating with you?" Cheng Lin's eyes were red: "He doesn't want to go home now, just to avoid this matter!" "That's the point. Sometimes, when other men don't come home, they blame him for having someone outside." "I just want kids, what's wrong with me?" "You want to pass on the family line of the Chen family, that's right. The fault is that you are too anxious." Cheng Lin's pretty face darkened. This country woman was partial to Chen Ziyu because he was the only son of the Chen family.Seeing that Cheng Lin was upset, Chen Qiang even winked at his wife, but the aunt was still chattering cheerfully: "This is a matter of the mother-in-law's own arrangement, so you can't be in a hurry, right? Men are like children. , you pushed him into a hurry, it’s no wonder he didn’t avoid you. You’re still young, why are you in a hurry? I’m already in my forties, and I’m not in a hurry to add a little brother to you and Xiaoyu. right?" Chen Qiang looked embarrassed.Cheng Lin was angry and funny. After dinner, my aunt put away the bowls and chopsticks and went into the kitchen to peel apples.Cheng Lin checked the time and got up to say goodbye.After going out of the stairs to the street corner, Chen Qiang took her to the station when she had to cross a small secluded road. "Linlin, your aunt is a country woman who has no education and loves to talk nonsense. Don't be as knowledgeable as her." Cheng Lin quickly said no. After a pause, Chen Qiang said again: "You were wronged by Ziyu, Dad will apologize to you on behalf of him." Cheng Lin said, "Dad!" Chen Qiang sighed: "He never told me about Ziyu himself. I used to only know how to be busy with work, but only after I retired did I realize that my son and my son are almost like two acquaintances. Only now It's too late to regret it!" Cheng Lin turned her head to look at Chen Qiang in a daze, not quite understanding what he wanted to say. "Ziyu's personality is a bit lonely, and it's all my fault. It's because I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father and didn't give him a normal family." "Dad, don't say that." "Sometimes people hide their feelings so deeply that they don't even know what they really want." Chen Qiang stopped and looked at his daughter-in-law: "Linlin, your aunt still has her reasons. Ziyu he It's different for you. Your dad and I have worked all our lives, so we still have the eyesight. Give him some time, okay?" Cheng Lin didn't know what to say, so she bit her lower lip and nodded.Judging by her appearance, she still didn't listen, and Chen Qiang didn't force her.The car came, Chen Qiang was a little melancholy watching her get into the car and waved to him through the car window.This kid, Ziyu, looks stronger than anyone else, but he is more lonely than anyone else in his heart, and he is more vulnerable than anyone else.This is something that Chen Qiang only understood these years.He wants to feel sorry for his son now, but his son's heart has been completely closed to him, and Cheng Lin has become the only way for him to understand his son.Was it too late, he asked himself, for father and son?