Chapter 7 to grow

I don't know if it started to have a fever again, Yuan Ye's mouth was very hot, but his hot tongue was very domineering and powerful, constantly entwining her soft tongue, as if he couldn't get enough of it.Unknowingly, she hugged Yuan Ye's back. Where the latissimus dorsi should have been strong before, now she touched the thick and protruding bones.But his arms were still strong, holding her tightly, turning his head and kissing her non-stop until she was almost suffocated. When the long, deep kiss finally ended, they parted a little.He hugged her and fell on the bed, his eyes fixed on her, full of fiery impulse.Su Qin's whole body trembled uncontrollably, not just because of nervousness or lust.With his fingers, he unbuttoned her shirt one by one, and the skin that was suddenly exposed to the cold air immediately became a layer of goosebumps.Yuan Ye lowered his head and kissed Su Qin's neck and chest. Su Qin trembled even more. When his fingers slipped to Su Qin's jeans, Su Qin grabbed his hand suddenly.

"No, don't!" Su Qin shrank back desperately, with an expression that was about to cry. As if someone had poured a basin of ice water over his head, Yuan Ye raised his head and was stunned. "I'm sorry, but..." She hugged herself into a ball and buried her head deeply in her knees: "But... I really can't..." "I, I thought..." Yuan Ye just felt embarrassed: "I'm sorry, I thought you also..." Su Qin just buried her face in her knees, apologized over and over while crying, and said to Yuan Ye, "I'm sorry." Isn't it a foolish thing for a person who is about to die to have such feelings at this time?

The whole morning, Yuan Ye was thinking about this question. Su Qin's reaction last night also troubled Yuan Ye.Obviously everything was going well, but he couldn't figure out why Su Qin would suddenly change his mind.He clearly felt that she liked him too, so why did he act so panicked when he wanted her? Yuan Ye couldn't figure out whether meeting Su Qin was the last blessing or the last karma bestowed on him by heaven.His head hurts thinking about it. When it was almost noon, Chen Ziyu came in from the outside calmly.As soon as Yuan Ye saw him, his headache became even worse.

Does he know about his wife? Yuan Ye has no experience in this field, so he really doesn't know whether he should tell the other party about this situation. Chen Ziyu sat down opposite him, took out the phone book, and started calling. Judging by his appearance, he is also full of vigor and laughter, so he probably doesn't know. Yuan Ye made up his mind, it's better not to tell him. "Why do you keep staring at me?" Chen Ziyu put down the phone: "I have flowers on my face?" "No, it's okay, I think you're good-looking, so I'll take a second look." Yuan Ye laughed.

Chen Ziyu played with the pen in his hand, but this time he stared at Yuan Ye without blinking. Yuan Ye felt guilty and didn't dare to make eye contact with him. "Big head." "Ok?" "Are you free tonight? Let's have a drink together." "what?" "That's it, I'll treat you." Chen Ziyu stood up and patted Yuan Ye's shoulder. "Hey, I'm not in good health, I can't drink..." Chen Ziyu walked out and said, "It's okay, you can drink chrysanthemum tea." I don't know if it is because the end of the year is approaching, there are so many patients.

Except for a two-hour break for lunch, Su Qin basically didn't even have time to stop for a sip of water.After dismissing the last patient, she found that her throat was so dry that it was about to smoke. It's better to be busy.As long as you stop, what happened last night will come back to your mind. This is not Yuan Ye's fault.It is very clear in my heart.At a certain moment at that time, that intoxicating kiss almost made me believe that I could also love and bear love like an ordinary woman, but in the end it still couldn't.No matter how much she tried to accept, she couldn't open her body.She couldn't tell Yuan Ye all these words, and she couldn't say so many hurtful memories.

After a long time, the events of that night would often come back to Su Qin's mind.Yuan Ye's every kiss, every subtle movement, and that deeply hurt expression, as time went by, repeated in his mind over and over again, magnified, but became clearer.Su Qin would cry at that time.No matter how much she prayed, time would not turn back, because by then, it would be impossible for her fingers to touch that man again. Seeing that it was almost time to get off work, the phone rang suddenly. "Hey, that's great, you haven't left yet." Surprisingly, it was Yuan Ye's voice.

"What's wrong?" "I'm not coming back for dinner tonight. I have an appointment with a friend." After a pause, Su Qin asked, "Female?" "Stop talking nonsense, Chen Ziyu." His hasty explanation made Su Qin couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth. After putting down the phone, a nurse in the office looked at her jokingly: "Doctor Su, is that your boyfriend?" "Ok?" "I feel that Dr. Su has something to do during this time." Another said: "He seems to have become more relaxed, and there are often smiles on his face. He must have a boyfriend."

"Yes, the skin looks very good, it looks like it has been nourished by love." "Dr. Su is so beautiful, so his boyfriend must be handsome too? What does he do?" "I guessed wrong." Su Qin deliberately said with a straight face: "There is nothing wrong." Suddenly the phone rang again. "I must be looking for Dr. Su again. I haven't finished what I just said." The little nurse said with a smile. Su Qin smiled and picked up the phone: "Hello?" A man's voice came from the phone. "How are you doing, Xiaoqin?" The smile disappeared from Su Qin's face in an instant.

Pushing open the door of the bar, Yuan Ye saw him. Before the peak hours, there were not many people in the bar, and the beer ladies in short skirts and heavy makeup stood chatting in twos and threes.Chen Ziyu was sitting alone at the bar drinking beer. Although he was not wearing a police uniform, he was still conspicuous. He seemed to be familiar with the bartender at the bar. The female bartender in a black tights came over to chat with him from time to time while preparing for work tonight.Probably because of the psychological effect of breaking his wife's adultery last night, Yuan Ye felt that from this angle, the thin shoulders in the gray turtleneck sweater looked a bit lonely.

The bartender saw Yuan Ye first, and probably noticed that Yuan Ye was staring at him, so he leaned over and whispered something in his ear.Then he turned his head, smiled, and raised his hand to Yuan Ye. It was the usual Chen Ziyu again.Beautiful, confident, and easy going. "Why did the section chief talk to you for so long?" Chen Ziyu asked. "It's nothing." Yuan Ye sat down, took off his coat and handed it to the waiter: "He advised me to retire due to illness." Chen Ziyu glanced at him silently.Yuan Ye was a little grateful that he didn't say anything at this moment.He didn't want to hear any words of comfort. There was half a dozen beers in front of Chen Ziyu, three of which were already empty. "What do you want to eat?" Chen Ziyu said, "I can order takeaway here. By the way, the rice with black pepper and pork ribs is good, do you want to try it?" Yuan Ye hesitated for a moment, he hadn't eaten dry food for a long time. "Also." Chen Ziyu turned his head to make a gesture, and a little girl with golden curly hair who looked at most seventeen or eighteen years old ran over immediately: "What's the matter, Brother Yu?" "Two pork ribs in black bean sauce with rice, one with stir-fried vegetables, and some pickled vegetables." Chen Ziyu turned to Yuan Ye and said, "The pickles are delicious, you must try them." "Are you familiar with them?" Seeing the pretty girl running out to buy a box lunch without touching the ground, Yuan Ye asked. Chen Ziyu smiled slightly: "If you stay here at least three days a week, it's hard not to know." Yuan Ye's heart skipped a beat.If a man spends at least half of his time in a bar for a week, and even eats here, it is enough to show that there is a problem with his family. "What's the matter today, you called me out for dinner, do you have something to say?" Yuan Ye didn't want to discuss the issue just now. "It's not you... Do you want to ask me something?" Chen Ziyu said, shaking the beer bottle in his hand. "what?" Chen Ziyu turned his head and looked at Yuan Ye. Yuan Ye had the illusion that he was waiting for him to confess something. Fortunately, the blond girl came back in time, put the bought lunch box in front of them, and interrupted their conversation. They broke apart the convenient chopsticks and began to eat. The dried rice is very fragrant.But Yuan Ye struggled to eat.The lady bartender at the bar looked at Yuan Ye with a look of surprise, chewing seriously and swallowing hard at a super slow speed.She didn't know that sometimes eating is also a fight for survival. Chen Ziyu cleared the lunch box with two clicks, lit a cigarette and sat looking at Yuan Ye. This strange way of eating brought a trace of pity to his eyes. "What are you looking at me for?" Yuan Ye moved uncomfortably. "It depends on when you plan to tell me." Chen Ziyu replied quietly. Yuan Ye stopped chewing rice. Chen Ziyu continued: "Did you see it last night?" "What?" Yuan Ye turned his face in disbelief. "I saw you, and that female doctor, coming out of that restaurant." "You... stalking your own wife?" Chen Ziyu smiled: "You really saw them." "...you knew about this all along?" "Ok." It didn't take long for those two people to start, and he knew it.I started to care about my own attire, excused that there was a class reunion, that I was going to have dinner with a client, those twinkling eyes, I hid in the bathroom and talked on the phone, I bought more beautiful jewelry for no reason but said I bought it by myself... How can these small skills... I can't hide it from him.Just a few tentative sentences on the sidelines, and everything will be understood. "Then why do you still..." Yuan Ye felt that Chen Ziyu's behavior could not be deduced by common sense.How could he sit in the car outside calmly and watch his wife date other men?Didn't an ordinary husband rush in long ago and beat up that man? "I've been hesitating." Chen Ziyu took a deep puff of the cigarette: "I've been with them for so long, and they're actually eating and dancing together. I know, she's been hesitating too." "So you're waiting? Waiting for her to change her mind?" Chen Ziyu didn't speak. "What if she doesn't understand?" Chen Ziyu put out the cigarette in his hand: "That can't be helped." He said it so lightly and indifferently, as if it was none of his business.No, it was incredible that he had watched the whole thing from the sidelines.Yuan Ye began to suspect that the smiling comrade beside him might be colder and tougher than himself. The two sat for a while in silence. "You are such a weirdo." Yuan Ye muttered. "You are the one." Chen Ziyu shrugged: "Take in a woman of unknown origin, don't go to the doctor when she is sick, and insist on going to work even though she is dying of illness..." "Stop, stop, stop scolding me." "That Dr. Su still lives in your house?" "Why are you asking this?" Chen Ziyu said: "Do you know her? How much do you know about her?" Yuan Ye said sullenly, "I don't have time to understand her." Chen Ziyu said: "She came to our city only three years ago. Do you know that she has stayed in Shenzhen for a few years? You said, she is not a local, nor is she a fresh graduate, let alone a big one now. How did she get into such a big hospital with a title of doctor of medicine and master's degree?" Yuan Ye said in surprise, "Have you checked her?" The two looked at each other for a while, and Chen Ziyu turned his eyes away: "Don't blame me for being troublesome, big head. Now that you are in this situation, there is another woman of unknown origin beside you..." "She is not a woman of unknown origin, she is a doctor." Yuan Ye's obvious resistance made Chen Ziyu stunned for a moment: "Big head, do you really like her?" After a moment of silence, Yuan Ye said, "So what?" This is the first time he has confessed his feelings to someone.At that moment, Yuan Ye's heart suddenly trembled violently.The disappointment of last night's rejection dissipated in an instant and became insignificant.Whether Su Qin loves herself or not, whether he can have her or not, suddenly doesn't matter anymore.The important thing is to identify your own mood.That kind of feeling is hard to explain to others. This unhappy, fanciful woman, her comfort and hugs carry a deep understanding and patience. Her unique loneliness full of bitterness can make him feel his own pain. Not so alone, that infatuation oozing with pathos stronger than love. Chen Ziyu was speechless.After a while, he suddenly smiled: "Sometimes, I really envy you." "Envy, me?" "Just do what you want, and don't care about other things." Yuan Ye smiled wryly: "It's not that I don't care. It's that I have nothing to fear losing anymore." At this time, the number of people in the bar gradually increased.The beautiful bartender at the bar also came to tease Chen Ziyu flawlessly, but she was very friendly and made a special cup of iced black tea for Yuan Ye, with a wink as a bonus. Yuan Ye changed the subject: "Is the case in the game room solved?" "Well. Two hooligans played slot machines in the basement game room and lost more than 50 yuan. They suspected that the boss of the game room was cheating, tampered with the machine, and defrauded them of their money. They felt it was unfair, so they told the boss Theoretically, it’s fine to ask them to return the 30 yuan, but who knows that the boss has the support of the underworld, so he called seven thugs, and they all took knives, and the two stupid boys also showed their knives.” Chen Ziyu did not hesitate. He said vigorously, "As a result, five people died, three were seriously injured, and two were slightly injured." "What about the boss? Run away?" "Dead. It is said that those two stupid boys tried their best to kill the boss first." "To die together?" Yuan Ye asked. "Wrong guess. Of those two idiots, one is dead and the other is still alive. He was seriously injured and was stabbed five times. It is said that he killed three of them alone." "It's really cruel." "Yeah, the two slightly injured were frightened when they saw that they were beheading people like they were going crazy, and wanted to escape, so they saved their lives." Yuan Ye laughed: "Hey, that's what it means to be stubborn and afraid of violence, and to be afraid of death if you are violent." "Thirty yuan, five lives, what kind of world!" Chen Ziyu took a sip of beer: "The dead fool was only eighteen years old. He died for thirty yuan. The parents of this kind of person, really It’s just fucking born for nothing.” Yuan Ye imagined the body of a young man who had been beheaded to a bloody mess, a healthy body that was young and strong, free of cancer cells, and free of paroxysmal chest pains. Yuan Ye laughed lowly: "Can you believe it, I actually kind of envy them." "envious?" "A person with such a healthy body can live for a long time, but he died. It would be great if I could exchange my body with him." There was an indescribable sadness in Yuan Ye's words, which made Chen Ziyu speechless for a while. Yuan Ye probably realized his slip of the tongue, and quickly said in a joking tone: "Looking at it from another angle, I shouldn't complain about my bad luck. There are many people who died earlier than me. Thinking about it this way, it's balanced .” Chen Ziyu said: "That's right, an eighteen-year-old boy, people don't even understand it, what's the point of going around the world in a daze." Yuan Ye frowned: "Who didn't walk around in a daze. I lived to be thirty years old, didn't I not understand it?" The ice cubes in the iced tea gleamed faintly.Yuan Ye took a sip very slowly, the cold liquid slowly flowed down his throat, the tingling feeling inside would not go away for a long time. "In the past, I was desperately investigating and chasing cases, and I didn't even care about love, thinking that such a life was very meaningful." Yuan Ye stirred the ice cubes with a drinking straw, letting them float up and down in the dark red liquid : "You say, if you live like me for the rest of your life, what can you leave behind?" Desperately rush forward with all your strength, who would have thought that there is no future waiting for you at all, only a cliff ahead. "I've always wanted to ask you, why do you like being a policeman so much?" Yuan Ye rubbed his fingers against the cold marble countertop of the bar, thinking about how to answer Chen Ziyu's question. "...I like that feeling." "Feeling? Capturing? Hunting? Superiority?" "No, the feeling of enforcing justice." justice?Chen Ziyu just wanted to laugh, but seeing Yuan Ye's expression, all the words of ridicule disappeared. In the dim light of the bar, Yuan Ye's eyes showed a particularly deep look because of the sunken eye sockets.Much like the eyes of some patients when they return to the light. Yuan Ye said: "Maintaining the law, eradicating violence and bringing peace to the people—this feeling really... makes me very excited." Chen Ziyu looked into his eyes, speechless. Yuan Ye laughed twice: "Looking back now, it looks like a joke." "How come?" Chen Ziyu said, "This is a very respectable idea." "Stop making fun of me." "I'm serious." Chen Ziyu finally understood where Yuan Ye was different from them.Yuan Ye's heart has always been filled with his own ideal, and everything he does is for this ideal, so his life will never feel at a loss or dull.Because of this, he also understood Yuan Ye's pain and loss at this time. Cancer is like a pair of giant scissors, cutting this man's life and beliefs in half. "You probably don't know, but I've always envied you." Chen Ziyu exhaled a smoke ring, staring at the light blue smoke dissipating in the air. "What can I envy?" "You have been better than me since I was a child. Sometimes I feel that if my father's son were you, he probably wouldn't treat me like this." "Nonsense. When I was young, I was naughty and troubled all the time. My mother talked about me all day at home, saying that I am not as clever as you and that people like me." When he was a child, Yuan Ye was tall and strong, as strong as a calf, and the thin and small Chen Ziyu always followed him, like his little tail.For a while, Chen Ziyu stayed at Yuan Ye's house every day to do his homework, eat, and sometimes stay there overnight.Yuan's mother likes Ziyu very much, and jokes that she wants to adopt him as a godson.But Yuan Ye never thought about what it would be like for a child without family warmth to watch other people's family happiness.No matter how warm they are to him, there is always an unspeakable layer between them.For the child, it was never his home. "At that time, I really didn't want to go home every day. You know, my dad used to beat me every now and then." Yuan Ye didn't know what to say, so he could only say, "He also wants you to be successful." "I have this kind of dad, so it's better not to have one. When it's time for vacation, he sends me to this relative's house, and then to that friend's house. Because he's busy, his career is the most important thing." Yuan Ye said, "You... still hate your father?" "Hate him? I have to thank him." Chen Ziyu laughed: "Probably because of this, I have learned to watch my face since I was a child. After all, I spend a lot of time in other people's homes, so I have to be careful not to be annoying. So I am good at dealing with others, know what kind of people are more likable, and what kind of words are more beneficial to myself.” So when he was studying, teachers and classmates liked him very much, and in society, he also has more friends than Yuan Ye.Only now did Yuan Ye realize that no one, including himself, had really realized Chen Ziyu's gloomy side. Although he was better integrated into this society than Yuan Ye, he actually dissociated from this society more coldly than Yuan Ye. .He has long been used to sticking to his heart and will not pay for anyone easily. It is a child's nature to love his parents.But the mother passed away too early, and the father who should have loved him more deeply forced himself to hate him. What kind of pain is that kind of hatred that goes against nature?For Chen Ziyu, the pain that accompanied his entire childhood memories has passed, but it has never healed. Yuan Ye said: "Actually, my parents often quarreled at that time. Every time they quarreled, I was very scared. You don't know this." "What do children know?" "If you just find someone to marry just to have a family, isn't it too unfair to women?" "I didn't look for it casually." Chen Ziyu's eyes slightly curved, showing his usual joking expression: "My standards are quite high." Yuan Ye couldn't reason with him, so he had to smile wryly: "You think marriage is too simple." Chen Ziyu sighed: "Maybe." Yuan Ye said: "But it doesn't matter. You still have time to slowly ponder the meaning of life. For me, this is no longer necessary." After being silent for a while, Chen Ziyu said, "Boss, you really don't consider the section chief's suggestion?" Yuan Ye said: "Even if the illness is gone, there is no guarantee that you will live for another week, right?" "But at least you can use the remaining time to do something you really want to do." Yuan Ye smiled: "If it were you, if you knew that you had three months to live, what would you do? Eat and drink? Travel around the world with your wife? Or spend all the beauties in the world?" Chen Ziyu thought for a while, then shook his head: "I don't know. I really can't tell what I want to do at the moment. I don't think I have anything in particular I want to do." "It's nothing, you think it's particularly interesting?" "No." Yuan Ye saw Chen Ziyu with his mask removed for the first time.The face as beautiful as an idol star lost its usual smile, with an indescribable emptiness and bewilderment, and the shadows under the eye sockets looked haggard.He has no ambition, no ideals, a person like him who has no expectations of life, can be strong without desires, and is truly ruthless. Yuan Ye felt a little sympathetic to Chen Ziyu's wife now. Yuan Ye finally understood the reason why Chen Ziyu was eager to get married. He longed to have a family of his own, but his dislike of his father and his life experience living under the fence made him unable to understand and trust family at all.A person like him may be less suitable for marriage than himself. People who are not suitable for marriage just get married, and I, who have a strong desire to live, are about to face death.What is the meaning of life?Or is it just a huge, chaotic mass of disorder and chance?What are the living people working so hard for?So why do you want to survive so much?Isn't being alive a sadder thing than not being there? At this moment, Yuan Ye suddenly remembered Su Qin, and remembered the gentle embrace in the dark, like a shot of anesthetic in the midst of great pain, the moment of tranquility was irreplaceable, making people nostalgic forever.Maybe only at that time can I feel the meaning of living.Then, life is actually at the cost of enduring great pain in exchange for weak comfort, struggling to survive for that little bit of illusory warmth. Yuan Ye's eyes met Chen Ziyu's unexpectedly, he picked up the glass in front of him, and lightly bumped Chen Ziyu's wine bottle.At this moment, both of them clearly realized that in their lives, there are not many moments when they toast and talk like this. From a distance, I saw the man in the blue winter suit standing by the wall of the abandoned unfinished building. Su Qin's footsteps became slower and slower, and finally stood up. She really had the urge to turn around and run away.I just want to run as far away as possible, to the ends of the earth, as long as I can escape. But it didn't work.After so many years and so many attempts, she couldn't escape. At this time, the man turned around, and suddenly saw Su Qin, with a smile on his face, and he greeted her. Su Qin thought desperately, she couldn't escape. He is her maggot, he is the obstacle she owed in her previous life, and she cannot escape unless she dies in this life. "Xiaoqin, are you here?" He greeted casually. Su Qin stared at him closely: "You said you would never call my unit again." "I want to find you, what can I do?" He said, "You don't go home, and you don't use your mobile phone." Su Qin stared at him fiercely. "I want money, do you have 30,000 yuan?" He said while scratching his back. "No!" "Xiaoqin, I'm really in a hurry, thirty thousand yuan." "No no no no!" Su Qin raised her voice suddenly: "I gave you all the money last time! I gave you everything!" "I can't help it either. You don't know, I was unlucky, I lost again, and I borrowed money from others. Really, bring the money quickly." He has a skin disease and scratches here and there while talking. "I said I didn't!" "If you don't give it to me, I'll let them come to you. Those guys are not like me. If they come to your unit, they will be cruel and cruel." "You bastard!" Su Qin was so angry that she picked up the purse in her hand and hit him.He grabbed the purse and pulled it hard, the strap of the purse broke, and Su Qin lost her balance and fell to the ground.He didn't pay any attention, and went through the contents by himself, found the wallet, opened it, and took out all the banknotes inside.There were two one-hundred-dollar bills, one fifty-dollar bill, and some ten-and-five-dollar change, all stuffed into his trouser pockets. "Only so little!" He smacked his lips dissatisfied. "I said I'm out of money!" Su Qin broke her knee and raised her eyes to look at him angrily.She grabbed things scattered on the ground, her empty wallet, her tissue bag, small mirror, and keys and threw them at him: "Take it! Take it all! Take it!" The man lifted his foot calmly, and kicked her with his chest covered with skill, causing Su Qin to fall backwards. The man said viciously: "No money? Anyway, I just want 30,000 yuan, and you have to earn enough for me to make a fucking chicken!" Suddenly the man changed his tone, squatted down beside her, and said with a smile: "Yes, I almost forgot. Didn't you hang up a policeman? You were so affectionate, and you went out to eat hand in hand, right? ? Don't think that if you don't go home, I won't be able to grasp your movements. Thirty thousand yuan, shouldn't be a problem for that man, right? Have you slept with each other? You bastard, if you don't lose money, I will lose it for you Panic. How can playing with women be for nothing?" Su Qin listened in a daze, and suddenly her whole body shook, and she screamed and turned around and rushed towards him.The man was talking happily, he hastily backed away, but he still didn't dodge, suddenly felt his face was hot, he knew he was scratched, and couldn't help feeling angry.Su Qin screamed again and rushed towards him.He grabbed Su Qin's wrist, forcefully closed both hands, and firmly controlled it in one of his hands, and then the free hand began to beat the desperately struggling woman. "Stinky bitch... dare to catch me... I will kill you, I will kill you..." Beating the woman made him suddenly feel happy, the scar on his forehead was red, and his face was full of energy. As soon as his hand touched her, she was already crying and screaming, and then fell to the ground in a panic, but the more embarrassed she was, the more excited he was, so he simply turned her over, and Su Qin's head hit the stone hard After a moment, her hand was twisted behind her back, as if it was about to break.Does it hurt?But she couldn't feel it anymore, her top was pulled up, her bra was pulled off miserably, her body seemed to be torn apart, another kind of severe pain came from inside her body. The dilapidated construction site, the workers have long disappeared.Outside this crumbling wall is the bustling city, the road where cars come and go, a large group of people rushing to work stand in front of the traffic lights and wait, no one is interested in looking behind the peeling red paint lettering on the wall. At that moment, it was Yuan Ye who appeared in Su Qin's mind.If he saw her appearance at this moment, how would he react?What he didn't get, the body he cherished so much and longed for, was defiled by this dog-like man.Does he feel sick?Will you hate yourself?Everything that ever existed between them will be destroyed! After the animal desire was satisfied, the man finally let her go.Su Qin turned her face to look in another direction from beginning to end, just like before.It was as if he wanted to forget that this body belonged to him. "Bitch," he held up his trousers and looked down at her, "30,000 yuan, I'll give you two days, you hurry up." Su Qin curled up in the rubble on the ground, crying silently. The man walks away. Su Qin sat up slowly, her body was in pain everywhere, her fingers were still hot and trembling.While crying, she looked around in a daze. There was a gloomy unfinished building, broken cement boards, and hideous steel bars. She was the only one in the mist.no one else.No one can help her.This is her life.Just like before, she was knocked down again, with nowhere to run, and she couldn't even ask why. When Yuan Ye returned home, Su Qin had already turned off the light and lay down on the bed. Yuan Ye stood in front of her door for a while, one under the light and one in the dark, both of them held their breath. She heard Yuan Ye ask softly: "Su Qin, are you asleep?" She doesn't answer. Yuan Ye sighed very low.She heard the sound of Yuan Ye's door closing. Su Qin opened her eyes wide, staring into the darkness.