Chapter 14 The third part

Without culture, where is the spiritual power today?Burning paper in the middle of the night, the soul of the national player often weeps for pity.Ma's religious totem authorizes new women, and the Doe Daxian inspires the whole army to move forward bravely.Books and music became enemies, and asceticism reached its extreme.Lu Oucheng has a bald head and is a sports god.Ma Junren tore up the new bra, and worshiped the wrong gods and immortals in the villa.All the sisters are in panic all day long, and Wang Junxia tells her fortune to avoid disasters. Speaking of it, China is indeed a civilized country with a long history. The splendid culture of thousands of years has made the descendants of the Yellow Emperor proud and admired by people all over the world.But it is very strange, the vast majority of Chinese people in ancient times were illiterate, of course there were very few people who wrote books, and there were really not many people who read books.Since ancient times, ordinary people have to ask someone to write a letter.Today, a thousand years later, this situation has changed. Primary schools are relatively popular, but there are still hundreds of millions of illiterates, and new illiterates continue to emerge in batches.But we still tenaciously retain the dream of a great big country in the center of the East.The reason why the victory in the sports world makes the Chinese people intoxicated and crazy is precisely because the gold medal can instantly verify this dream.Therefore, everyone from leaders to ordinary people cannot live without gold medals, so competitive sports have developed ahead of time through the efforts of the whole country, rather than neglecting the national fitness for a long time.Chinese athletes have also given up their own cultural construction because of their advanced dedication.In China, the vast majority of low-educated world champions.They entered professional training prematurely.Throwing away textbooks and pens prematurely—the problem came out, it is not easy to be a world champion, and it also requires comprehensive strength, and our athletes have almost no culture, and the knowledge reserve is extremely weak, why sometimes they can win the victory Woolen cloth?

When it comes to track and field sports that focus on physical fitness, especially long-distance events in track competitions, the will and quality of athletes become the first important thing.Ordinarily, it is impossible for a group of people without cultural and ideological emptiness to have the most tenacious will quality.How did Ma's army win?We can't help but ask, where does the will quality of the members of the Ma family army come from?The girls won the middle and long-distance running world championships on a large scale under the premise that their physical fitness is not as good as that of Europeans and Americans, and they broke the world record many times.In particular, Wang Junxia's 3,000-meter and 10,000-meter marathon surpassed the world record by a large margin. The world's first-class marathon shocked the world and made countless scientists re-examine the sports conclusions that were already undoubted. What went wrong?

How did the heroes of the Majiajun think?Where does that powerful spiritual motivation come from?Our scholars said: It is the ambition to win glory for the country that drives them forward. They think of the party in times of difficulty, and the people in times of honor; Assault hand; revitalize China than dedication, go to the world and the world; fight against private criticism and cultivate will, revolutionary ideals are higher than the sky! --Do you believe it? Achievements have been made in ordinary jobs. The above seems to be generalized in this way. It seems too stereotyped and far-fetched to explain the "Oriental Witch" in the Majiajun.The girls do not have such a high level of consciousness, and there is not a single member of the Communist Party of China in the Ma family army, and Ma Junren is still a non-party affiliation.None of the girls applied to join the party.In other words, even a group of the best members of the Communist Party of China cannot easily break the world record.

Let's start by looking back at a historic moment.Many Chinese journalists and writers have described this moment with excitement, and many Chinese newspapers are very proud of it: This is more than 20 days after Wang Junxia, ​​Qu Yunxia and Liu Dong won the world championship in Stuttgart. On the afternoon of September 8, 1993, Beijing.On the track and field field of the Seventh National Games of China, a battle of the century was staged.In the women's 10,000-meter final, Wang Junxia rewrote the 10,000-meter world record held by Norway's "world long-distance running queen" Christiansen with an excellent score of 29:31.78. The so-called "record of the next century" was shortened by 41.96 seconds, and Wang Junxia became the first person in China to reach the highest peak of the world track competition.This is really a miracle in the world sports world!

The stone was shocked.History will forever record this moment, and the annals of world athletics will solemnly write this moment. The high-level track and field competition in the contemporary world is a challenge to the limits of human beings, and it is very difficult to break the record.Especially in track races, even if it exceeds the world record by only one second or half a second, it is very, very remarkable.But Wang Junxia surpassed nearly 42″ in one fell swoop. Such a large breakthrough is a miracle rather than a myth. In the track and field that is almost hereditary territory in Europe and the United States, Chinese athletes finally surprised the world with their own spirit and strength.

This afternoon is the rare good weather in the capital Beijing since September. The autumn is crisp and neither cold nor hot.For the track and field finals of the Seventh National Games, this is really a godsend.Wang Junxia felt energetic all over her body, and she was in surprisingly good condition. 16:55.With the sound of the starting gun, 26 long-distance runners ran onto the 400-meter track and started the 25-lap competition.In the blink of an eye, Yunnan long-distance runner Zhong Huandi and 20-year-old Wang Junxia dropped the other runners by more than ten meters.Zhong Huandi, who broke the Asian women's 10,000-meter record at the Barcelona Olympics, led the race, followed by Wang Junxia. 1st lap, 2nd lap... When it was 12 laps, the audience shouted, and the two of them were about to surpass the second group for a full lap-this is called lapping.Sure enough, on the 12th lap, Zhong Huandi and Wang Junxia caught up with two opponents, and by the 15th lap, they had dunked seven or eight players for a large circle.The audience burst into jubilation.

At 18 laps and 300 meters, Wang Junxia suddenly accelerated, like an arrow off the string, like a wild horse running wild, leaving Zhong Huandi behind in a blink of an eye, and overtook the team.She ran faster and faster, her movements were extremely chic, coordinated, and smooth, her steps were like flowing clouds and flowing water, and her legs were galloping like sika deer.The audience finally woke up after being stunned for a moment: Wang Junxia is about to break the world record!Sensitive journalists were the first to spot the trend and exclaim.It was found that Wang Junxia's score at that time was a little over 23 points. If she could run the last six and a half laps within 7 minutes, a world record that had been dormant for seven years would be awakened. Of course, this is very difficult, usually The second half of the next 10,000 meters will always be slower than the first half. "Wang Junxia, ​​break the record! Wang Junxia, ​​break the record!" This scream awakened the audience who were in the midst of the accident, and the crowd in the stands was immediately excited.From the South Stand to the North Stand, from the East Stand to the West Stand, tens of thousands of spectators could no longer sit still, and they stood up in unison, cheering for Wang Junxia and beating drums to cheer.At this time, there were no distinctions between provinces, cities, or industries in the stands, and the cheerleaders merged into a huge group. Everyone shouted a slogan: "Wang Junxia, ​​break the record! Wang Junxia, ​​break the record!" It was deafening.Ma Junren waved the order book in his hand to cheer for his disciples.

Wang Junxia ran faster and faster, like thunder, lightning, and wind. The leaders of the party and state on the rostrum and the leaders of the State Sports Commission could no longer sit still, and they stood up one after another to cheer.Member of the Political Bureau of the CPC Central Committee and State Councilor Li Tieying excitedly ran down to the field to watch the battle. This is called the right time, the right place, and the harmony of people, all in one. Wang Junxia galloped on the runway, and the crowd in the stands cheered and couldn't calm down.We Chinese are about to obtain a track world record, which we never dared to hope for in the past!People wish they could reach out hundreds of millions of hands to push Wang Junxia to run faster and faster.Many experts were counting with stopwatches in their hands. These few laps Wang Junxia ran extremely well, with an average lap time of about 1 minute, which is equivalent to the speed of a 1,500-meter race!The world's long-distance runners have never run so fast in the second half!This speed once again inspired the audience to continue shouting like mountains and seas: "Wang Junxia, ​​break the record! Wang Junxia, ​​break the record!" It was soul-stirring.

Two more laps to go!Wang Junxia rushed forward, as if she was in the 800-meter final, she ran faster and faster.The bell rang for the last lap, and the crowd shouted stronger, more urgently, louder and louder, sprinting, and finally sprinting! At 17:24, the clock stopped at 29:31.78, and Wang Junxia crossed the 10,000-meter finish line amidst the cheers of the crowd!The world record has been broken! Countless audiences burst into tears.The experts holding stopwatches in the stands couldn’t believe their eyes. The record was broken too much. Many people even wondered if my watch was broken?Everyone checked with a stopwatch one after another. Really, all this is actually true!There is also an electronic record of international standards as evidence, there is no doubt about it.We Chinese have surpassed the world track record!Crying a hundred times, tens of thousands of Chinese shed tears, and the tears flew down like rain.Wang Junxia was also very excited. She took over a bright red five-star red flag, held it high above her head, and jogged around the field. .An old sports worker knelt down on the stands with a plop, crying all the time. Now, we Chinese really have our own track world record!

Li Tieying couldn't hold back his impulse, and strode forward to Wang Junxia and said, "Thank you, the motherland!" In the women's 10,000-meter race of the Seventh National Games, Wang Junxia won the championship and broke the world record. At this moment, CCTV broadcast the live broadcast of the game to the whole country, and hundreds of millions of viewers saw the exciting scene on the screen, and rushed to tell each other, celebrate with wine, and get drunk!Soon, Chinese compatriots all over the world also saw this scene through TV. They took to the streets to parade, spontaneously celebrated, and couldn't sleep at night.The foreign journalists immediately sent an alert to the whole world without leaving the stadium: a brand new world record in 10,000 meters was born in Beijing, China!The entire black-eyed and yellow-skinned people cheered happily, while European and American countries were extremely shocked.

Seeing the numerous reports and exclamations from the Associated Press, Agence France-Presse, Efe, Reuters, and United Press, the former world champion Jennings cried bitterly and burst into tears. These were not tears of excitement. The reporter said: Impossible, this is impossible!It is impossible for Wang Junxia to run so fast!Something must have gone wrong!Xiao Jiazhao, the head of the Japan Athletics Strengthening Headquarters, also reported back to the country his impressions of the scene, and public opinion in Japan was in an uproar.Many foreigners find it difficult to accept this reality. Within a few days, Wang Junxia, ​​Qu Yunxia and other sisters broke the 1500m and 3000m world records again, causing a sensation in the world. On October 28 of that year, the IAAF officially recognized the above three world records. On October 31, Ma Junren led his disciples to Spain for the Marathon World Cup.The four sisters Wang Junxia, ​​Zhang Linli, Zhang Lirong and Lu Ou swept the top four again, and three five-star red flags were hoisted over Spain at the same time.There are not only one or two stars in the Ma family army, but a group of world-class masters have emerged at the same time.From 800 meters to marathon, everyone is good at fighting, and everyone races against time.Ma Jiajun's many successes are astonishing - the Associated Press issued a year-end special article at the end of 1993 to make statistics: According to the ranking of the year, among the top 10 athletes in the world's women's 1500 meters, Chinese athletes accounted for 8, and occupied the top 5 ;Among the top 10 in the 3,000-meter world, Chinese players accounted for 6, also occupying the top 5; among the top 10 in the 10,000-meter world, Chinese players accounted for 7, and still occupied the top 5; in the top 10 of 400 meters Among them, Chinese players ranked first.Among the top 10 in the 800 meters, Chinese players ranked second and third; among the top 10 in the 5,000 meters, Chinese players ranked fifth and sixth; among the top 7 in the marathon, Chinese players ranked 6 and occupied the top 10 at the same time. 4! ——All these results come from a country that has been missing from the world track rankings for a long time-China.In the history of world track and field, there has never been a country that can rise and win so rapidly within a year, and have such a major and strong impact.Agence France-Presse said in a year-end article: 1993 was the year of track and field in Chinese sports.Since the establishment of the IAAF in 1912, thousands of world track and field records have been approved, of which there are only 8 times where the record improvement rate is above 2%.However, Wang Junxia broke three world records, and there were two times when the improvement rate exceeded 2%. Among them, the 10,000-meter record was shortened by nearly 42 seconds, and the improvement rate was 2.31%, which is rare in the world. The previous record of 3000 meters was 8 minutes 22.62 seconds, and Wang Junxia’s new record was 8 minutes 6.11 seconds. The short 3000-meter course was shortened by nearly 17 seconds, and the improvement rate reached 2.28%, which was unprecedented. The world record-breaking history ranked first.Canadian biologists once predicted the prospects of these two projects, thinking that the original record was already very high and could only be broken in the 21st century. Unexpectedly, Wang Junxia of China broke it in 1993, and the 3,000-meter distance was higher than the 21st century record. Century's prediction is 6 seconds faster, and 10,000 meters is more than 7 seconds faster than 21st century's prediction!Moreover, the IAAF has decided to improve the 3,000-meter event into a 5,000-meter event in major international competitions. In the future, the 3,000-meter competition will be rarely held. This almost means that the Chinese female Wang Junxia will always maintain this record in the history of human sports. And extremely difficult to break.This is a permanent symbol of the 3000-meter running limit of human beings, and it is the great pride of the Chinese people!China's Ma Jiajun has unveiled a real queen of long-distance running in the world - but she was born very thin, even unremarkable.People can't figure it out anyway, where did this little girl get so much strength?She looks like she never gets tired! This brings me back to the previous question of doubt: how do the girls of the Chinese Majiajun think?So where does the powerful spiritual power come from? Coach Ma Junren is correcting Wang Junxia's arm swing We know that Ma Junren himself has not read many books.He moved to Anshan with his family without graduating from primary school, interrupting his studies for a while.After arriving in Anshan, he was obsessed with driving horse-drawn carriages. He wanted to reduce the burden on his family at a young age, and he didn't even finish junior high school.After returning from serving as a soldier, I started a family, and then only attended a short-term teacher training class for half a year.Engaged in track and field sports, challenging the limits of human beings, the quality of will is the most important thing, what does he use to arm the minds of athletes?A body without a soul is a corpse, and you cannot conceive of any human results from a corpse.As an athlete, he keeps running all the year round. You also can't imagine how you can go on without a strong spiritual support?With a high level of education, one can use rationality to overcome hardships. For example, many "old rightists" have not seen the sun for 21 years, and they are still enjoying themselves while suffering, and their beliefs are not lost.What about vice versa?Lao Ma himself doesn't read much, so what can he use to arm the athletes' minds, mobilize their positive factors, eliminate all selfish distractions, and eat the great pain? The process of pushing one's physical fitness to its peak is extremely painful. In terms of the combination of physical training and cutting-edge science, Lao Ma neither understands American biomechanical engineering nor uses a computer to select the best training mode. He succeeded by relying on the local method with Chinese characteristics.Therefore, in terms of scientific training, he adhered to the line of seeking truth from facts, and dared to break through superstition and blaze a new path. Ma Junren is a very scientific materialist; Compared with the way of training methods, this point must also be realistic, and it must also be based on the reality of China’s national conditions. He also found the pertinence—he wanted to create a psychedelic atmosphere that was almost religious, It is necessary to adopt a kind of mind control technique that is most suitable for the young daughter of a Chinese farmer, and to introduce oriental mysticism into the spiritual construction of sports teams. If there is a need for superstition, there must be some superstition, and for those that need idealism, there must also be some idealism. This trick is very powerful.Since in the short term, it is impossible for ordinary cadres and masses, including members of the Majiajun, to transform into spiritual motivation in the general cadres and masses, this group of farm daughters with shallow culture and low ideals, since lofty ideals are not yet available. If it does not have practicality and materiality, it will not help to complete the most difficult training subjects for human beings, so it is necessary to provide the sports team with spiritual food that is scumbag, "It's useless to say anything else. Ideological work is too difficult!" Lao Ma said. We cannot simply throw out a "feudal superstition" to look at all this.Don't you see, don't the world's football superstars draw the cross on their chests and pray for God's blessing before they go on the field? At the beginning of 1988, Lao Ma was hired to teach in the Liaoning provincial team. From the very beginning, he mysteriously introduced various theories about the sika deer to the new players.There are few animals in the world that run faster and better than the sika deer.Of course, the sika deer can run very fast when it becomes a great fairy. With the blessing of the great fairy, the earth girl will run forward!Farm daughters have been used to hearing and seeing superstitious things since childhood.In the vast rural areas of China, it is difficult for poor people to control their own destiny, and they always pin their infinite hopes on the protection and revelation of thousands of gods. The birth of children, disasters and longevity, birth, old age, sickness and death are all branded as illusory by gods and witches. In addition, traditional folk customs are also closely related to feudal superstition and cannot be separated.It is not difficult for the girls to accept the "Sika Deer Immortal". In the early Majiajun team, there was a member named Gu Dongmei.Deng Xuezheng recorded a short story about her: Gu Dongmei’s parents were very trustworthy. One day, a fortune teller said to the adults of the Gu family: Your daughter now has a good coach. The old mother of this coach is not an ordinary person but The famous sika deer fairy, this fairy blesses her son with great blessings, and your daughter will have good results in the future if she follows this coach.The fortune teller also treated Gu Dongmei's injuries, and the injuries did not recur after he recovered.Gu Dongmei told Ma Junren about this matter, and the more Ma Junren thought about it, the more it happened. Every time in a game, Lao Ma could predict the results of the players.Besides, at that time, Gu Dongmei and everyone around her didn't know that Ma Junren's biological mother had died in her early years.These phenomena are still a mystery. It's a mystery, but it's not a mystery.In short, Lao Ma never denied these claims and made good use of them.Maybe Gu Dongmei's statement was originally interpreted by Lao Ma.The reporters heard it from the old horse. After Lao Ma himself’s affirmation and literati’s exaggeration, the mysterious story has further created a decent beginning: it was when the young Ma Junren was a policeman in the Second Independent Division of the Liaoning Military Region—late at night, outside the window The sky seemed to be covered with a gray-black cloth, which made it suffocating.Ma Junren suddenly woke up from his dream. His face was dripping with cold sweat, his eyes were wide open, and his thoughts were filled with confusion.How could you have such a dream?A beautiful sika deer was running fast in front, and Ma Junren was chasing after it desperately, trying to catch it, but there was always a distance in between.The deer ran farther and farther, Ma Junren chased after it, and was finally forced to the cliff. Ma Junren's heart was in his throat, and he wanted to stop it with his hands, but it jumped and fell! ——Look at the watch, the time is full and zero, 1:22 am on April 29, 1966——I never expected that, early the next morning, Lao Ma received a call from the barracks that "there is an urgent matter at home and I hope to return quickly." telegraph.Lao Ma asked for leave and rushed to Anshan to return home.At the entrance of the village, he met an old man who told him that his mother had fallen into a well and died.The time of death was exactly the moment when Ma Junren dreamed of a sika deer falling off a cliff in the army.And the mother's death was precisely because she missed the third son who was far away in the army day and night, and thought about it all her life.She sat on the stone at the entrance of the village every day and waited and waited. Day and night, she did not see her son return. The old man's nerves could no longer bear the torment of waiting, and finally went crazy. That night, the mother who was in hallucinations fell into the well. ... This is the earliest version about the Sika Deer Immortal.Since then, the mother who is a great fairy has been blessing her little San'er. After the success of Ma Jiajun, there were many reports like this, with similarities and minor differences, echoing what others said, spreading rumors without distinguishing the truth from the false.Ancient myths and beautiful legends are always passed down by word of mouth.Gods are created by man to serve reality.The materialist philosopher said: The essence belonging to God is nothing but the essence belonging to man. "Religion is only the sun of fantasy, which always revolves around man before man begins to revolve around himself."He also said that "translating theological issues into secular issues" has become a primary link in exploring the birth and death of religions. It's the same here at Majiajun. The mother misses her son, and the heart is broken.Two years later, Ma Junren was demobilized and returned to his hometown. He often went to his mother's grave to remember his deceased mother. Sometimes he would lie in front of the grave and accompany his mother for a long time.Since becoming a physical education teacher and middle-distance running coach, Ma Junren still often goes to the grave alone and cannot sleep.Later, the family moved the grave back to his hometown in Liaoyang. Whenever the old horse came to a critical juncture, he would spare time to trek across mountains and rivers to burn paper, burn incense and sleep in front of his mother's grave in the mountains.He himself believed more and more that his mother was indeed the Sika Deer Immortal and firmly believed it.He has never wavered from this to this day. On the Ching Ming Festival in 1995, I accompanied him back to his hometown to visit his grave, but he remained the same.At this time, the old horse was experiencing bad luck. He sighed to me and said: I really want to sleep here again!We should analyze it calmly, regardless of superstition, the inspiration of a mother is indeed the highest inspiration of love in the world, and it is very credible for a mother to pass on faith, strength and strength to her son.Thousands of years of historical records are full of essence.In the modern history of China, many of the most outstanding figures were brought up by widowed mothers, and their longing for their mothers lasted throughout their lives.Among them are Lu Xun, Hu Shi, Mao Dun, Lao She, Kang Youwei, Yan Fu, Chen Duxiu, Cai Yuanpei, Xiong Shili, Fu Lei, Tian Han... a string of earth-shattering names.It is the mother's great love that has become the potential driving force for a generation of great people to make great achievements and then patriotic and save the country.Countless great figures have their own differences in thousands of ways, but they are completely consistent in their love for mothers and respect for the earth.It is the mother's extremely healthy and beautiful milk that cultivates the sound and perfect mind and belief of great people. Ma Junren's wisdom lies in that when his athletes urgently need spiritual armament, he does not hesitate to give his mother's strength as a weapon to his athletes.It's like the torch of the sports meeting has been passed and finally ignited the raging fire on the field.Besides, the old horse really doesn't have other more effective weapons and equipment. It's just that this weapon is carefully packaged. After countless training sessions, the exhausted Ma Junren always summoned the more exhausted team members to his dark and damp hut. He leaned on the head of the bed with his back. them.A small lamp shone a little light on the old horse's forehead, as if the halo was the hope of a life of suffering.In the darkness, they kept silent, listening to the old horse telling the magical story of the sika deer fairy over and over again, filling their minds with the glorious image of the sika deer fairy over and over again.Soon, they became drowsy, and the drowsiness constantly disturbed the girls who had practiced hard for a day. Gradually, they entered another psychedelic world, so they murmured something that no one could hear clearly. Words, I prayed a thousand times and ten thousand times to the Great Immortal to bless me to recover from my injury and run on the runway...until the old horse said go back to sleep, children!They staggered back to the dormitory with unsteady steps, and quickly fell asleep. And indeed it is.The members of the Majiajun were only fifteen or sixteen years old when they first joined the team. Most of them had never traveled far, hadn’t taken advanced cultural courses, hadn’t contacted more people, and hadn’t accepted the teachings of materialism. They were accepted at home in the countryside. Many mythical common senses are very close to what Lao Ma said. How much they hope that there is a pair of magical hands helping them overcome difficulties and achieve success, running first and winning gold medals-how wonderful that would be! When I asked Wang Junxia, ​​Zhang Linli, Zhang Lirong, Liu Dong, Liu Li, Lu Yi, Lu Ou, Li Ying, Ma Ningning and a large number of veteran players about this, they were all deeply moved by it, and some even mentioned it to this day. Things still have lingering fears about Lu Xian.Li Ying and Liu Li are the oldest in the Ma family army. They said: I really don't know how I spent those years. I didn't think about anything in my mind, and I didn't dare to think about anything else. The deer fairy will know and will be angry!Our hearts are quite purified, the thief is purified.Maybe it was the sika deer fairy who helped us tide over the difficulties.Now that I think about those days, it was really terrible. Maybe without the support of the deer fairy in my heart, I would have collapsed at that time, and I couldn't run anymore!I really realized what it means to live like a year and what pain is!In this way, we survived year after year. Of course, I didn't believe it much later, now?Only ghosts believe that! Zhang Linli said to me: I was originally born in a worker's family, and I was also a Muslim. I had little acceptance of many superstitions of the Han nationality. Just believe it, people always hope that there is a god to help them when they are in trouble. Director Ma’s most common saying is, I had a dream again last night. It was a dream entrusted to you by your grandma Luxian. She told me that which girl has not practiced very well recently, she is lazy, and she is playing tricks on the teacher. , she won't bless this girl to get good grades in the next competition, you, you, and you, your Grandma Luxian is right!Why don't you hurry up and burn some paper for Grandma Luxian, admit your mistake, and say that you don't dare to think about anything else in the future, and you must practice hard with one heart and one mind!Anyway, Director Ma is old enough to say this. After a long time, we all believe it.What?Burning paper?Been there!I myself went to the intersection outside the compound in the middle of the night, and burned paper for the deer fairy, I don’t know how many times I burned it!Who hasn't burned it?I'll get you a sweater that I knitted myself. We only choose the pattern of sika deer on it, and don't want any other patterns. I think wearing it can bless us.I said no need to take it.As a result, Zhang Linli put on the sweater she mentioned the next day, and a galloping sika deer was woven on the chest. This kind of sweater can also be seen in the new team reorganized after the Majiajun mutiny. Jiang Bo and Bai Yu don't know how to weave themselves, so they let their mother weave for them, and don't want other patterns. The old team members also told me that Ma's army was victorious and was praised everywhere. Once this kind of news spread, people outside would cater to it.For example, Shengda "Chinese Turtle Essence" wanted to give gifts to the girls after filming Ma Jiajun's advertisement, specially inlaid with gold and gemstones, and went to Hong Kong to ask someone to make six sika deer medals for Ma Jiajun, which were given to Ma Junren, Wang Junxia, ​​Qu Yunxia, ​​Zhang Linli, Zhang Lirong, Lu Ou. During my interview, I often saw Zhang Linli and Wang Junxia wearing this small golden deer on their chests. It is very golden and high-end, and the small diamonds on it are very beautiful twinkling in the sun.They said: Director Ma also thought it was very precious and liked it very much, so he asked us for it, and said that if you don’t wear it often, you can give it to me first, and let me keep it for you.We were really reluctant, so we didn't give it to him. He saw that we didn't want it, so he didn't mention it again. Wang Junxia said: Director Ma himself believes in this, he is determined!We didn't have our own ability to distinguish at that time, and you can't help yourself if you don't believe it after long-term influence.Once he asked me to burn paper at the crossroads outside in the middle of the night. In the dead of night, I was always afraid. Director Ma said, when you burn paper, you should speak out loudly what is in your heart, and you will not be afraid.At that time, I didn't know what it meant, so I confessed my mistake loudly, expressed all my opinions, and ran back after burning the paper.I later found out that when you were asked to speak loudly while burning the paper, he actually sent another person to follow you quietly to listen to what you said, monitor your mental activities, and then go back to report to him!To better condition you - it sounds creepy to me. Lu Yi proved this point.Lu Yi said: Director Ma ordered me to follow Wang Junxia to monitor what she said, and then learn from him when I come back.I saw Wang Junxia lighting the paper when she arrived at the crossroads. She knelt on the ground and prostrated herself. Don't dare to wait any longer.Come back and talk to Director Ma.Director Ma said, I already knew what she was thinking!Director Ma has sent me and others.It made us dare not talk and move around, and no one dared to speak our minds to anyone. Wang Junxia pondered and said: Worshiping the deer fairy later developed into a conscious action of our whole team.There is no need for Director Ma to force us to go. Every month on the first and fifteenth day of the lunar calendar, some members of the team will take the initiative to burn night paper for Luxian in the middle of the night, praying to Luxian's grandmother to heal the injury as soon as possible and achieve good results in the competition.I always think about this set in my heart, and then I develop into liking fortune-telling and fortune-telling.When I first arrived at the Dalian base, I asked someone to tell my fortune. We didn't want to move to Dalian, and we didn't dare to disobey. I wanted to know the fate after changing places through fortune-telling.It is said that there is a fortune teller in Jinzhou who is very good. The fortune teller told me that the Fengshui of Dalian's new base is particularly bad, and it will definitely not grow.This set has already made all of us crazy.Alas, we all believed in the deer fairy, and for a while, we were always afraid that we would not be sincere and that we would fall behind!Burning paper, what activities are there, they are all scrambling to be the first!Since the fortune teller said it, I feel a little bit wrong. I thought in my heart that Lao Ma was later "fired" by the team members, which somewhat meant that he was reaping the fruit of his own accord.I'm still a bit skeptical: Where did they get so many yellow papers? Li Ying, who seldom talks and talks about Ma Junren, told me: Most of the paper buying is mine.Ordinarily, among the team members, I have the deepest relationship with Director Ma. When he came to Shenyang from Anshan, he first brought me here.So I was captain.I do all the paper buying.Ma Daote believes in these things. Before the start of the Tianjin Marathon of the Seventh National Games, he went to his hometown by himself to ask for the blessing of the deer fairy. After that, he went there again and said that Tianjin won. If he wins the final of the Seventh National Games again, he will bring We "little boys" go to the grave to visit and pay homage to the old lady, so let's pay our wish.As a result, on the Mid-Autumn Festival on August 15th, we won both Stuttgart and the Seventh National Games. We also won the world championship and broke the world record. Director Ma was going to fulfill his wish.On the eve of preparing to leave, I bought paper money in the team. Everyone was very active in paying money, and they all wanted to pay more money to show their hearts. I remember collecting more than 500 yuan once!There are paper sellers in remote alleys in Shenyang, and they earn a small profit.When I got in the car and brought so much money to buy paper, I shocked the paper peddler and said that no one had ever bought so much paper at once!Pulling the paper back to the team, the whole team folded paper and prepared paper money all night. Everyone was very happy. They all thought that tomorrow they would be able to go directly to the Granny Luxian’s grave to fulfill their wishes, and they had been looking forward to it for a long time On this day, the wish will come true, how wonderful it is!Some team members were so happy that they couldn't sleep at all.Before dawn in the morning, everyone got up. It was only 4 o'clock in the morning. Director Ma drove over, everyone carried the paper to the car, and Heigulongdong set off... Liu Li said: I went there once later. Not only did we believe in this, but even our Captain Sun Yusen and many leaders in the academy did not object. Believe it or not, no one said anything against it.No one has ever suggested that the deer fairy is fake.The second time we went there, not only our athletes, but also some leaders, who couldn’t fit in one car, drove another car. This time, we drove two vans together.It seems to be before the Asian Games, right?What Ma Dao said was divine and divine, no one dared to doubt it. Deng Xuezheng once recorded such a passage: "In September 1992, Wang Junxia won the 10,000-meter championship at the World Youth Championship in Seoul. A South Korean reporter accidentally gave her a golden sika deer medal. Wang Junxia's heart had a strong influence. This sika deer badge has been pinned to Wang Junxia's left collar. Whether it is training or competition, she always pins this commemorative badge on her collar (Zhao Yin: I suspect it is the name of Shengda. The one I gave you). This sika deer became Wang Junxia’s patron saint. It’s strange to say that after that, Wang Junxia has never failed, and has always won the championship with a relatively large advantage. Unexpectedly, this sika deer also left Wang Junxia. When watching their training, one day Wang Junxia was severely criticized by Ma Junren because she did not run according to the coach’s plan. On that day, Wang Junxia happened to not pin the sika deer medal on her collar. Wang Junxia liked this medal and won it in Spain. After the World Cup marathon champion, foreigners offered hundreds of dollars to buy it, but Wang Junxia didn't do it either." The image of the sika deer fairy, the old Chinese mother, has gradually become the supreme totem in the hearts of all members of the Ma family army. 七运会以后，马家军取得了全面胜利。马俊仁高兴地对邓学政讲：我考虑很长时间了，我想给这些队员们都封个名，我看咱就来个“封神榜”吧，你说叫她们什么好呢？王军霞短时间就拿了世界冠军，破了世界纪录，拿的金牌最多，就叫她“神鹿”吧。曲云霞呢，她从800米到马拉松都能跑，还没有人能像她这样一个人顶好几个用，奇的不得了，我看干脆就叫她“奇鹿”吧，中华神鹿、中华奇鹿，叫着还蛮上口的。张林丽、吕欧她们，就叫“东方群鹿”吧，我看一点也不比纪政的“亚洲羚羊”差嘛！我的那些第三梯队刚入选的小队员，就先叫她们“小鹿儿”吧，对她们来说，往后的日子还长着呢不是？ 有人说马俊仁的脑海里，根深蒂固的是中国的传统文化和个人英雄主义意识，这话应该有一定道理。中国传统文化当中的迷信色彩同时也贯穿着老马的思维方式和行为方式。马家军当中除了辉映全球的“二霞”之外，后来又加入一个王小霞，这位王小霞入队时候真名叫王姝，因训练时间不长，打比赛成绩不尽如意，马俊仁别有思路地说：王姝啊王姝，你这名字就只剩一个输字了！干脆我给你改个名字，就叫王小霞吧，你看你两个师姐，带个霞字多厉害！你叫成王小霞，往后就好了——打这儿以后，王姝就再也不用原先的名字了，马家军中又多了一“霞”，凡正式报名正式见报都用王小霞的新名，生活中人们也渐渐忘掉了她原先的名字。 我在前几章里写过，1995年清明节，老马旧调重弹，率领新拉起来的队伍返乡上坟，队员当中只有一名曲云霞是老队员，其余董艳梅、尹莉、姜波、白雨、崔颖等都算新人。队员们两人抬一捆黄纸，逶迤上山。在坟前，老马自己烧拜结束后，他深情地将一把一把的香烟抛入火中，嘴里说： 妈啊，咱们现在有钱用了，儿子给您带来了人民币还有美元，您在阴曹地府尽管花吧！他从容地将一把一把的纸钱续入火中。然后招呼曲云霞等人： 曲云霞，你们也跟老奶奶说说吧！他又转向坟头：鹿仙老母亲哪，现在儿子又有了不少新徒弟，这些小鹿她们都来看您来啦！您要保佑她们好好训练，早出成绩啊！ 曲云霞已熟知这些礼节，她带领小师妹们哗啦啦全体对着坟头跪下，一番情真意切地磕拜施礼之后，曲云霞站起来用长木棍子拨火，小队员们则长跪不起，反复用短树枝把火中的黄纸翻动，并不断轻取新纸续入火中，以期那坟火更充分地燃烧，嘴里不断地呢喃低语，讲许多心中企盼保佑成功的话。有曰：南北山头多墓田，清明祭扫各纷然。纸灰飞做白蝴蝶，泪血染成红杜鹃！她们是新一轮的鹿仙崇拜者呢。 此时，马俊仁和他的亲戚们用带来的手锯修剪坟地周围的树木，有的剪去旁枝，有的索性锯掉，使这山坡的坟场整洁开阔美观。王伟等人上前动手除草，老马即说，别别，那草不能拔啊，就让它们长着。我问为什么不可拔草，老马低沉地说：鹿仙是吃草的！把坟头的草拔光了，鹿仙就挨饿呀，这草不能拔哟！ 坟直到前面不远处，有一眼小小的山泉，当年老马全家就靠这小泉饮水，那泉水至今叮咚作响缓缓流淌着。待黄纸烧尽后，老马低声命曲云霞带小师妹们到泉眼处，每人喝一点水，说那是吉利的神水，小队员就欢快地就着山泉喝水，说早就听说这儿有圣水呢，从前王军霞她们来，每次都要喝这水的，还要用瓶子带一些回去。老马就说，少喝一点，不敢多喝，洗洗手脸也可以，喝太多了要闹肚子——这时候他又唯物起来了。 从山上下来，这批小队员各个呈现出心满意足的神情，正是“日落狐狸眠冢上，暮归儿女笑灯前”的情境，她们认为，原先的师姐们那么辉煌，肯定与亲往鹿仙坟前朝拜以及喝圣水分不开，这一回，我们也来过了，最终我们也会如愿以偿的。 我还想说：不要简单地用封建迷信四个字去否定这一切。对于七八年一个轮回的运动队来说，这种尽管是短期效益的凝聚力确曾发挥过巨大的作用。 对神灵的崇拜、对梅花鹿大仙近乎宗教般的虔诚，很大程度上支撑着和统一了对姑娘们的管理，使复杂的管理变得相对简单起来，大大地减轻了她们生理上和精神上的痛苦，集中了全部的注意力拼过一个又一个难关，使马家军的训练和比赛始终笼罩在一种神圣的气氛中，进而将一种无比强大的精神动力转化为现实的奋斗、现实的成果、人生的辉煌。这使我想起了中国西藏地区崇拜佛教的人民，他们生活在最艰苦的高原上，宗教的精神和人类的生命意识融为一体。正是因为教神无处不在，才使他们坚忍不拔，藐视困难。世界上还没有一个民族能在那样恶劣的自然条件下生生不息。在那片高原上，自然与超自然的力量越是险峻，生命的力量就越是强大，越是神奇无比。每当去朝圣的时候，他们在漫漫的高原之路上匍匐前进，千百次地经历了灵魂与肉体的双重磨难，使自身的生命变得更加辉煌起来。宗教在这里成为一个民族生死存亡的重要组成部分。与其说他们被教义钳制，不如说他们被超度释放；与其说是人人有幻想，不如说是代代有神奇。年复一年日复一日的痛苦追求，又会在他们盛大的宗教节日中得到有力的升华，得到精神上最大的满足。物质寓精神，精神变物质，循环往复以至无穷。他们是生活中真正的勇士，是艰辛严酷的生存环境的战胜者——马家军的队员们不是这样吗？在她们最痛苦不堪难以忍受的时候，她们始终有渴盼成功的精神支柱。最后她们向人类极限的巅峰进行了集团冲刺，使一切都变得那样不同凡响。 老马隆重推出梅花鹿大仙，堪称尊重中国数千年国情的又一求实之举。 他有点像乔丹，每一个动作都那么扎实有用，一切为了进球，没有半点废招儿。乔丹打球是完美无缺的，又是最实用的。然而这一切恐怕也是相当短暂的。 老马为了完整有效地实施自己的统治，他容不得来自外界的任何一种“杂质”对这个思想领地的侵犯。他深深地明白，如今的现实社会各种诱惑难以抵挡，小姑娘们在接受新潮这一点上同样迅猛同样“倍儿灵”，迟早有一天她们会睁大了双眼看世界——于是，老马只有把她们完完全全地封闭起来，把队伍变成一个真空领地，最好你们对训练以外的事情一概不知，或者知道得越少越好！唯有精神是最难统治的，哪怕只有一点缝隙，精神就会泄出去，也会有诱惑挤进来，真空就会被破坏殆尽。 老马的方法是加强防范，不择手段，谁想搞乱队伍的思想都不成！当然他首先制裁的是队伍内部的运动员，一旦发现问题，严惩不贷。队员们有什么思想活动只能跟老马谈，或者同冥冥之中的鹿仙对话，有鹿仙保佑就足可以了，还需要向谁言说和谁交流？ 因此——不准读书。书可以污染人的灵魂，这多可怕！队员们想读书读杂志只能偷偷摸摸地来。有一次老马发现不少姑娘们手中居然有书，便大发脾气，命令全体队员把所有书刊统统交出来。刘丽惋惜地说，那一次我正在读，刚读了一半，没藏好也给抄走了，到现在也没机会读完。李颖苦笑着告诉我，还有赵老师你自己写的一本《强国梦》，是我在街上买的，那次也被查抄走了。此外更多的是《辽宁青年》、《女友》、《体育博览》等正牌杂志。当时收集了那么一大堆。马导一看，这么多书啊！他更生气了，自己愤怒地动手撕书，一边撕一边骂：好啊，乱七八糟搞了这么多哇！我让你们看，我再让你们看！老马撕得满头大汗。全体队员们在一旁不敢吱声，都站着不动，没有一个人上前帮着撕，她们不忍心自己动手把书撕掉。撕了一阵子，老马累了，擦一把汗，命令由队员把撕烂的书抱到外面去烧，全部烧光，一本不剩……不准听音乐。老马在会上讲：你们这帮贱×还想听音乐，没有一个好东西，听什么？不就是男的要听女的唱，女的要听男的唱吗？统统把小录音机、把所有的磁带给我交出来！队员们强忍痛苦一个个交出了自己的小录音机。她们管它叫“宝贝”，队员们交出“宝贝”来，以为马导是暂时地没收，万没想到，老马举起一把修理摩托车用的小锤子，把十几个“宝贝”集中起来，一锤子一个，猛砸一气，最贵的是曲云霞那一台，值一千多块钱。一个不剩全部砸烂。上百盘磁带也砸得一盘不剩！李颖当场哭出声来，因为她正在用录音机自学日语，这“宝贝”是她好不容易攒齐了钱刚刚买的。 严密控制队员与外界通信往来。凡是寄给马家军队员的信件，老马一律任意拆看，“认为可以交给队员的还好，认为无须交给队员的，你就永远也见不着了”。 严密控制队员与领导或记者的接触。不论任何情况下，未经马导允许，任何队员不准擅自接受记者采访，不准同领导随便说话。这一点是全国记者众所周知的。“要接受采访，教给你说啥你说啥，别的一句不能乱说”，“有一个队员在集体活动中跟别的领导多说了一两句话，回来之后马导发那脾气可大啦，狠狠地把她给揍了一顿”。 严密控制队员与任何男性的接触，更不允许有谈恋爱的苗头。刘东与老马的矛盾已被报端反复披露，这里不再重复。就平日而言，“马导坚决不允许我们穿好看些时髦些的衣服，我们只好穿得破破烂烂。按马导的说法就是，你们穿成那样儿想干啥？想招男人哪！所以我们有好的也不敢穿。”“整个运动大院里，就数我们这个队穿得陈旧破烂，男队总是笑话我们，说我们一个个像小叫花子，给我们起的外号叫丐帮”。王军霞说：有一次外出比赛，去了北京，我们仍然不敢换好衣服，当时队里需要买鲜花，我们几个人相跟上去了花店，没想到让老板给轰了出来，人家看见我们穿得太破烂实在不像买鲜花的，老板损我们说：去去去，什么样儿来这儿干吗？这儿是你们来的地儿吗？当时真把我们羞死了，心里好几天都难过！ Heart of beauty in everyone.然而在这里，爱美同苦练是对立的。 赵瑜采访原马家军队员（左起：赵瑜、吕欧、王媛、马宁宁） 比较突出的一例是关于吕欧的。吕欧的父母是鞍钢的职工，因此平时穿戴稍稍精干一点儿，待人接物也开放一点，吕欧长得也挺出众，在队里相对引人注目些。老马最嫉恨她跟男孩子犯事儿。那是1992年7月份吧，马家军在青海多巴基地训练，老马怀疑吕欧与外队的男队员有接触，为了“整”一儆百，某天在出早操的时候，老马对吕欧大打出手，耳刮子猛扇，然后强制性地给吕欧剃了一个大光头！“我让你再跟男人发贱！我让你贱到尼姑庵去！”吕欧痛不欲生，没脸见人，为此给鞍山家里写了诀别信。吕欧说：那时我想死死不成，想逃跑不知怎样乘车逃不掉。可是连自由市场卖菜的老太太都知道山上有个女队员让教练剃了光头！我没法出门。要是在沈阳肯定当时就跑了。那段时间我神情恍惚。正是7月大热天，马导逼着我戴一顶小帽子跟着训练，再热我也不敢摘帽子！别人都对我指指画画的。我实在不知道那日子是怎么过来的！ 当时吕欧一连给她的父母写了四封信。She wrote: 直到现在，吕欧她妈一提此事就痛哭不已。在如此严酷的管理面前，有谁还敢同外人接触？老马一旦发现，断然不轻饶。你们什么都不要想，一个心眼儿就是跑，你们的头脑中只能有鹿仙的存在！ 老队员们还向我愤怒地讲起了这么一件事，那是1993年准备去北京决战七运会前夕。这时候的队员们已经苦练多年，一个个都发育成大姑娘了。但是她们平生还从来没有戴过乳罩，在奔跑时候感觉胸前一颠一颠的怕不好看。某个休息日，她们买了乳罩回来。人大了，到什么时候就要干什么事，人人如此，家家如此。买乳罩本是青春女性再自然不过的一件文明之举，作为女队教练一般都会予以理解，并且还应该针对青春期女性特点，辅助讲一点生理卫生知识才是。本来她们一个个战战兢兢，就怕马导对此有什么看不惯的想法，为了不至于单兵挨整，便来了个集体行动，十几个姑娘一起上，第二天早操便用起来了。 这是个阴云密布的早晨，越是担心的事情就越要发生。老马果然发现了她们胸部的异常。现在的乳罩大部分都垫点儿海绵，队员们用上之后显得胸部有些高耸。OK!戴上这些累赘玩意儿还能训练好吗！在老马一顿急风暴雨式的嘶吼声中，姑娘们遵命在大操场上列队站成一排，老马认为她们严重背离了队伍的一贯作风，并且这种步调一致的团伙作案又分明是向教练权威的抗议和挑战，这是绝不允许的！老马站在队前破口大骂：你们这帮小贱×！又想什么啦！你们想野汉子啦？学会臭美啦？非得找几个大老爷们操你们不可啊？我越来越管不住你们啦是不是！他越骂越气，终于怒不可遏。这时操场上的人也越聚越多，但见愤怒的老马径直冲上前去，不管三七二十一，冲到第一名队员背后，骂一句：叫你们臭美！Pooh!伸手从运动衫的后领口猛然掏入，揪住乳罩硬撕下来，狠狠地抛在足球场上，队员们不敢反抗，眼泪在眼眶里打转，随之而来是压抑的抽泣却又不敢哭出声来，任凭老马连骂带揪，揪出一个抛掉一个，又扑向下一个。轮到刘东的时候，刘东强压怒火毫不客气地对老马说：不许动！我自己摘！老马大吼：那你就自己摘！转身疾扑王军霞而来，王军霞既不同于忍辱吞屈任凭揪抓的其他队员，又不同于个性冷峻敢于捍卫女性尊严的刘东，她的特色是撒丫子掉头就跑。老马更加愤怒，紧扑两步没扑着，弯腰抓起地上的一块大砖头就砸了过去，王军霞跑得快，算是没砸着。老马又砸又骂，气喘吁吁，他不可能追上这位全世界最善奔跑的女性……此时的操场上东一个西一个，到处扔着姑娘们的乳罩，那情景惨不忍睹让人过目不忘。末了，还得孙玉森上前调和相劝收拾残局。但是老孙事后一直觉得这次老马有些过分。 这个故事如果不是经过多人叙述印证，我简直不敢相信这一切真的发生在新时代的跑道周围，发生在最具现代体育精神的绿茵场中。然而这一切却是真的发生过。乳罩是现代生活方式的产物，是文明女性的重要标志，而女神灵包括鹿仙则是千百年传统观念的产物，古今中外的女神灵一律不需要乳罩以及所有的女士用品。 现代文明生活的产物在与国粹大仙的首轮搏斗中败给了大仙。但是鹿仙这至高无上的图腾柱也正在姑娘们的心中倾斜……在商品经济日益发达、生活方式不断进化的今天，大仙的权威和胜利能长久吗？这些冠军会一直在蒙昧中忍受下去吗？——双方还会不断地交战，一方是开放书籍现代音响女士用品爱的温柔加上财富，一方是封闭耻辱专制鹿仙禁欲主义恨的严酷加上贫穷。这大战惊心动魄不断升级，一直延续到次年马家军兵变乃至兵变以后许久许久。广而言之，这大战决非哪一个人的事情，这种交锋较量必将贯穿着我们时代的全局而不可回避。甚至这些截然不同的东西也可以胶合在同一个单元里。比如老马自己家就是这样。 1995年的春天里，我来到老马海岸上的新家——地道的西班牙式别墅区。周围环境非常清静优美，老马家与一位法国人相邻。别墅面对大海，宽阔的前厅大廊是一溜铝合金落地窗，阳光灿烂。从大廊中间走入，可通入房内，右侧放置一个崭新的国际标准乒乓球台案，谁没事儿便可以扣几板。左侧是狗栏，五条名贵的纯种北京哈巴狗洁白如雪，隔着栏杆对我群起而攻之，吠声此起彼伏。一看见它们，便使我忆起了马俊仁早期奋斗的艰难岁月。老马走过去亲切地抚慰它们，吠声渐渐平息。 走过了阳光充足的前庭，进入内厅，老马顺手啪啪打开照明开关，但见金碧辉煌，豪华气派，总的基调是乳白色。一楼大客厅宽阔约60平方米，上面空间高耸，直至三层，大幅油画镶在二楼的半腰上，显得很高远，油画的内容倒是在印刷品上常见，表现欧洲冷兵器时代一场圣战，场面宏大，马嘶人喊。这画挂在这里应是原来的设计，老马当不会有这份儿雅兴。 只可惜那油画笔法粗浅夸张，显见出自国内三流画匠手笔。总的看，这宅子透露着一种苦尽甘来的翻身感。西洋风格异国情调，繁杂之极的玻璃大吊灯，三十多英寸的新潮彩电、山水牌或健伍牌的大音响、一排透明橱柜中摆着不少体育奖品、阔大的真皮沙发配以厚厚的纯毛地毯，舒适而又昂贵。而同时，却有一样中国神物醒目地供置于西洋壁炉之上，在长明的电烛光里充分显示着东方传统特色，由于同西洋壁炉相连一处，让人觉得虽然不那么协调倒也凡俗亲切——读者会猜说一定是供着梅花鹿大仙，错了，壁炉上供奉的是来自黄土高坡的关云长关老爷，与一般商家所供相同。区别在于这尊关公塑像高大威严又是纯铜铸制，觉得比平日常见的关公豪华精美许多，应属高档关公之列。 老马特邀基地王伟过来主勺烧菜，好菜好酒伺候还送了我几样小礼物。 饭前饭后谈话始终豪放热烈，看得出我来他家他是诚心诚意接待的。我茫然不知所以，心中很感激老马的真意，以至于想问点什么竟有些不好意思起来。我对老马又爱又怨。这种不好意思又爱又怨就一直延续到后来直到现在。老马是个复杂的矛盾体，我在评述他的时候理性上觉得应该揭示这种矛盾。问题在于我自己也变得很矛盾起来，我没有哪一次写作曾感到如此心头作难如此笔端沉重，我心中明白当作家难免有世俗情感，写作品则需要秉笔直书。但是我仍然担心，也许有读者包括王军霞等朋友会由于我往下的描写而对老马产生更多的偏见，给事业带来损失，我更不愿意让有些人用我叙述的故事当成枪弹对老马射击，给老马带来伤害——还说这件供品，里头含有一段故事，我欲说还休，心中反复了好几个来回。 其实，原先在这壁炉上供奉的正是梅花鹿大仙。读者猜得并不错。我凝视着关公问老马，你为何在堂上供奉关老爷呢？老马顿时严肃认真起来： 老赵，你说说，是不是不合适啊？老马他本来就很重视很在意这种事，他担心别出现什么差错。他说：我可把握不大准，这事儿挺玄。你看我手上这俩戒指，黄金白金一样一个，我死活不敢摘，一摘他妈的准出事！弄不清咋整的怪了邪了。这家里供关公我不知道行不？有啥你只管讲。 我不忍让他担忧不安，便说：关公从黄河岸畔山西河东出世以来，身经百战浩然正气，威武吉祥，人而臣，臣而帝，帝而神，神而圣，古往今来海内外华人奉为圣尊，他不同于佛教不同于天主教不同于一般的道教，供奉关老爷是从中国现实出发，文有孔夫子武有关云长，都是人间大圣，应该说没有他压不住的邪，没有他挡不住的阵，此宅供奉关公保护，理所当然嘛！ 老马仔细听完我的话，终于坚定地嗯了一声，算是松下这口气来。 “只是在过去从没听说过你信奉关爷，人们总说马家军有鹿仙保佑，这里不见鹿仙却见关公，觉得有些新鲜吧！”我还是有点儿困惑不解。 老马点燃一支烟猛抽几口，很郑重很严肃地说：唉，说起来也真是气人。按理说我这里最该供奉的，那肯定是梅花鹿大仙才对。当时搬来这新屋，最先想到的就是要供鹿仙，没想别的。咱鞍山产上好的玉石，鞍山体校马士慧你认识吧，他们也挺关心咱，我麻烦他们给搞一块上好的玉石打个大点儿的，漂漂亮亮雕一个鹿仙供这儿。咱一辈子托老母亲的福，我不敬她敬谁去？马士慧他们真挺帮忙，也是选得上好绿玉石，现在南边就兴玩玉石，黄金都不玩了。我给他们钱他们不要，送我了。谁都没细想，把那玉石鹿就供这儿了，那是去年冬天的事吧。不承想，刚把士慧他们送走，我供上鹿仙，香火点上，嗨，基地那边队员就跟我闹事儿，跟我要她们那点儿东西，一点也不客气，王军霞挑头儿跟我对话，那个气粗哇，要成老大啦，我心说过去谁敢跟我这样啊？她们这是怎么啦？谁借给她们这么大胆子？这是去年12月8日的事。半夜里回来我睡不着，就坐你这儿，我一个人寻思琢磨，不对头哇，这肯定是有原因的！不是偶然的！原因在哪儿呢？不由我抬头看玉石鹿仙，我坐这儿仔细一看，吓出我一身冷汗哪！我越看越不对头，这玩意儿蹄子老大个儿，身上看不出梅花来，特别是那一对大耳朵，直愣愣地竖老高，我想这是一只啥？我咋越看越像头驴呢？啊呀，这就是一头犟母驴哇！驴是最不知道体统的家伙，我怎么把它给供在这疙瘩儿啦？我真犯浑哪我。我定住心再往下看，更坏啦！底座上刻着俩大字儿，偏不是鹿仙这俩字儿，明明白白地刻着俩字是神鹿！这下可把我吓坏了，我不是早就封曲云霞是奇鹿，封王军霞是神鹿嘛！我怎么一点没注意呢？我都把王军霞供这儿了，你想她多厉害吧，我说她怎么那么横呢！过去她敢吗？我这是犯了一个大错误啊！ 我听着听着，不由我呼吸急促，心抖肉跳。老马也紧张得直喘。他接着说：这下可找着病根儿了，我赶紧把那东西搬了下来。转天我去基地，平静了几天，她们不怎么闹了，但是我不知道怎么处置那玩意儿，东放西放没地儿搁，我想赶紧请关老爷来压阵，可是一时太急又上哪请去？过了没三四天她们这就又大闹起来，最后闹得造反不干了，全他妈跟我翻了。这关老爷还是事后抓紧时间请来供这儿的，这不，现在算是稳住了。唉嗨，真是不走运哪，要不你刚才一问关公这事儿我挺紧张，我想这都是问过真人的，不该供错嘛！