Chapter 9 grandma in the clouds

I don't know where the person who said he was coming to rescue me is now.I couldn't hear anyone, only the roar of the river in the valley and the loud crash of rolling stones reminded me that I was alive.I still yell for help from time to time, hoping someone will hear me.But no one answered me. Time seemed to be frozen in darkness. I don't know how long this night will be, and whether I can wait until dawn.But one thing, I am very clear, the lady boss and the others will never come to rescue me in this dark night. I sighed a long time. Sigh for yourself. Lonely and helpless.

At this moment, I seemed to hear someone calling my name, so soft, so soft... My heart trembled, it was my grandmother's voice, and I really heard it. She was saying to me: "Min'er, you'll be fine, I'm protecting you!" I suddenly had the urge to cry, but there were no tears in my eyes, only blood was circulating. I seem to see my grandmother sitting in the clouds, with her hands clasped together, smiling kindly at me. Grandma has passed away for many years, but I always feel that she is still alive, she just went to live on the other side of the world, I walked through a long dark corridor in my dream, and I could find her at the end of the corridor.I will find that the end of the corridor is very bright, and my grandmother is sitting in the clouds and smiling at me.

Grandma's smile is the most holy smile in my inner world. Thinking of my grandmother's smile brings peace to my heart.Her smile has dispelled the difficulties in my life and the suffering and suffering in my heart countless times. I was not with my grandmother when she died.That year the troops happened to be conducting exercises.On the first day after I returned to the army, I called home, and my father told me that my grandmother had gone a month ago!I cried a lot, I remember a month ago I had a dream that my grandmother died, but I didn't think that my grandmother would actually leave, I always thought that the dream was the opposite.I immediately asked for a leave of absence and returned to my hometown.Grandma is buried next to Grandpa.I looked at the new tombs and the old tombs, and I knelt down and wailed!It was the pain of my life that I didn't see my grandmother before she died!When I think about it, my throat will be blocked by something, which is extremely uncomfortable.

My grandmother is the patron saint of my life.I was brought up by her, and she gave me spiritual support.She died of illness that year.She had been vegetarian for decades and had believed in Buddha for decades. After her death, her old family regarded her as a Bodhisattva.She is also a Bodhisattva in my heart!I heard from my younger brother that at noon that day, she finished cooking her own lunch and brought two buckets of water home. She sat on the wicker chair in the hall and said to my younger brother, "I'm leaving, and many Bodhisattvas are coming to pick me up. "She asked my brother to notify me, but I was participating in a military exercise at the time, so she couldn't notify me at all.

My grandmother had a rough life, but she was kind, selfless and upright. Even my cousin who was a bandit said she was a good person.Everyone in the village despised my cousin, but my grandmother never despised him.Grandma's name is "Wang Sun", and she is indeed like the sun, shining on me all the time. In fact, I can't see anything in the dark, I can only feel the existence of my grandmother, she will always appear when I am in danger, maybe she has never left me. I remembered some things that happened before. For example, when I was still in the army in Shantou, I went to Guangzhou on business trips.The night before, I dreamed of my grandmother. She was sitting in the clouds and said to me with a smile: "Min'er, don't go tomorrow. Remember what grandma said, and you must not go tomorrow!" After saying that, my grandmother disappeared .After I woke up, I kept thinking about what my grandmother said. I believe that there is a powerful force in the dark that dominates people's fate.In the end, I followed what my grandmother told me in my dream, and went to the bus station early the next morning to rebook the ticket, delaying my business trip for a day.In the evening, I read on the news that the coach I was supposed to take had an accident and the car overturned into a ravine, killing and injuring many people.

This has happened many times. Now, I am buried in the ruins, I think of my grandmother Wang Sun, will she still protect me? I said softly: "Grandma, I know, you are not far from me, if you can't protect me, it's my life, I can finally see you, and go through the long journey with you the way you took me to the temple on the mountain when I was a child." My smiling grandmother in the clouds!