Chapter 25 Chapter Twenty-Five

Go abroad to relax and see my wife.Before leaving, I went to many places.That day I went to the Shanghai Science and Technology Museum, where I saw a fossil of a dinosaur. I can't describe how I felt when I saw the dinosaurs.It is too big to be compared with any creature in the world today.Its legs are thicker than my body, although I can be considered tall in the crowd.But in front of it, I am as small as a pebble, no, maybe just a grain of sand, a grain of dust.When I stood under it, I couldn't see its whole picture even though my neck was sore.In front of such a life that has already passed away, I suddenly felt a sense of awe.

But what this kind of awe brought me was a deeper sadness.Isn't such an invincible species no longer existing now?When they dominated the earth, there was no shadow of us humans.Each of us, like this dinosaur, will die.We may not even have the luck of this dinosaur, which can be turned into a fossil for future generations to pay tribute to. What is the meaning of our existence?I have no idea. I pulled out my phone, but I didn't know who to call.On the phone, Xiao Rui was smiling and looking at me.I suddenly thought of her long hair, and those days when I was with her salvaging corpses by the water.I recalled Xiao Rui's talk that day.Yeah, our physical bodies don't perish, it just means we enter the next cycle.

The ancients said it well, what is the way to die, the body is on the same mountain. But what about the spirit?I still have a lot of Old Zheng stuff in my body.For example, the knowledge he taught me personally.His spirit has been passed on to many people, family, friends, and everyone around him. Like a ray of light in the dark night, I seem to see something.Yes, people are different from dinosaurs, death is not terrible.Our spirit has been passed down.Life is just a cycle, just like the seasons change, flowers bloom and fall.Everything is a process, everything is on the way, including our life, and those joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, love and hatred, success and failure.

We cannot choose the starting point and the ending point of life. This is a journey with a clear starting point and a clear destination.But we can at least choose the mood of travel, cherish the beauty we once had, cherish the touch and care that we have turned a blind eye, and give warmth to ourselves and others.This is our trip. I figured out a lot of questions. I no longer worry about not being able to do forensic medicine.The true nature of good and evil restrains each other, but just like the Taiji diagram, there is only a difference of one thought, a separation of a piece of paper.If we are destined to be immersed in the sad pole of the two poles of sorrow and joy, let us be immersed.Maybe the kindness in our hearts is the little white in the black, which is mutually restraining the black, so that it will not expand too much and swallow up all the beauty and happiness in this world.

Our life is full of too many unknowns.But isn't that why we have hope?If the destination is fixed and there are no surprises, then wouldn't the journey of our life be boring? While meditating, I received a text message from Xiao Rui. "The cat hid in my bed, the puppy lay on the ground, and let the hamster crawl on me. The two nurses who took care of me fell asleep lying on the bedside like idiots. I lay on the bed, weaving Chinese knots .Looking at everything in front of me, I feel a little bit of happiness in my heart." I laughed.Where there is life, there is hope. A dandelion from nowhere fell on my left shoulder.I smiled slightly, gently picked up this life with two fingers, and blew it into the distance.