Chapter 24 Chapter Twenty-Four

After going through the most difficult times, Xiao Rui's condition is gradually improving. Although there are some twists and turns in the middle, the overall development is in a good direction.Xiao Rui's body temperature slowly returned to normal.By the 30th day, she was finally pushed out of the isolation ward. Until now, I am sure that we have finally defeated the invincible opponent - destiny! It turns out that you are just a paper tiger!I said disdainfully in my heart. I took a good shower that night and slept soundly for the first time in a month.I bought a bunch of cakes or something to put on the bed before I went to bed because I didn't know how long I was going to sleep.

The disease caused Xiao Rui's heart to stop and skip 9 times, 8 of which were in the sterile isolation ward.From then on, she got another nickname among me—Nine Lives Cat. Xiao Rui survived the difficulties, and my tense heart suddenly relaxed, feeling unprecedented exhaustion and emptiness. I returned home in a daze that night, opened the door of the dormitory, only to find that the light in the inner room was on, and there was still the sound of water in the kitchen.The alertness of the police officers made me dodge and hide behind the wall, shouting loudly: "Who?" It was his wife who walked out of it. "Why are you back?" I was surprised and delighted.

"I have issued visas to visit relatives for you a few times, but you always said you were busy with work, so of course I had to come back." There was a bit of coquettishness in the wife's words.I was a little moved in my heart. In order to hide myself, I dragged my wife into my arms, pinched her face and spat: "Down with Little Japan!" "Your narrow national sentiment." His wife said seriously, "If you are advanced, you have to learn. What's the use of shouting slogans?" I got a little annoyed, and we've had more than one fight over the phone about this.When she went to Japan, I felt a little pissed in my heart. Seeing my wife's dress became more and more Japanese, I felt a little pissed in my heart.In order to change the subject, I chatted with her about Lao Zheng, as well as my recent emotional distress and confusion.

My wife listened to me quietly, poured herself a glass of water, and asked me calmly, "How is Xiao Rui?" I couldn't help but smile.How should I put it, a woman is a woman, and a female doctor is also a woman. If you are weak, she will only take a spoonful to drink, and if I let my tongue bloom, she will only care about the issues she cares about. I said, "The bone marrow transplant was successful two days ago, and it's much better." "Wouldn't that be nice?" the wife surprises.I believe her surprise is very real at this moment, but before I could say anything, she continued: "Then your heart is also relieved?"

I bowed my head and smiled, "Let it go." But the wife refused to let go, and asked again: "Really let go?" I had no choice but to look up, stare into her eyes and say, "I really let go." I have to admit, I didn't really have the confidence to say this. But the wife did not continue to ask, but continued: "How should I say? I know you are suffering. I felt a little sorry for you when I left my family to study this degree. What's more, so many things have happened recently, Xiao Rui also Okay, so is Old Zheng." The wife took a sip of water, and seemed to be thinking about what to say: "You have your suffering in your heart, but what I want to say is that I also have mine in my heart." After she finished speaking, she paused for a moment, her eyes seemed a little rosy .

When I was hesitating and didn’t know how to comfort her, my wife said again: “Originally, as a woman, I left my hometown and went overseas to strive for development. I had unspeakable suffering, but the decision was made by myself, and I would swallow it alone. I can’t tell you and I don’t want to tell you. But this time I have to talk about you and Xiaorui. I know your intention is good, and you sympathize with her experience, but feelings can be Mutual transformation, whether it is sympathy or love between you, I am afraid that only the parties concerned can make it clear. "I don't know the truth, and I can't make a judgment, but what makes me feel dangerous is that I find that your emotions are beyond the edge of reason, and there are signs of slipping further and further."

I couldn't deny this, so I didn't try to refute it. I just quietly waited for my wife to say more. "And I know that you are a very strong person, as long as you think you are right, no one can convince you. If I blame you for what you think is only sympathy, it will only make things worse, so I have to Say nothing, wait for things to develop step by step, and wait for you to make your inner choice. "I'm already your wife, and I have to wait for you to make another choice. This feeling is not good. I also know that you are a very principled person. There are some things you will not do, but what is the difference between physical cheating and spiritual cheating?" Which is worse is an excruciating question. Emotional infidelity is worse, in my opinion."

I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't. The wife let out a long sigh and complained: "For a while, I felt that I was quite pitiful, just like the vegetables and radishes in the supermarket waiting to be picked, but the picker was still a hesitant master who put me in I took it out of the basket again, and my eyes are still looking around to see which vegetable is better." I couldn't help but really laughed, and gently put my arms around her shoulders, and said: "Since you believe that nothing will really happen between me and her, then you should also believe that I can't do the same thing about abandoning my wife."

"But you thought about it, thought about it seriously, do you dare to deny it?" There was obvious coquettishness in the wife's words. I laughed again, and it proved once again that a woman is a woman, and a female doctor is also a woman.In fact, for men, men are natural hunters, so what if you think about it?But it is undoubtedly unwise to argue with women, especially women at this time.After thinking about it, I decided to hide the philosophical question of "whether I want to" or not, and only emphasize what I plan to do.So, I whispered in her ear: "We still have a lifetime, don't worry, I will make it up."

On the third day my wife left, just as suddenly as she returned home.I have a new case, and I didn't send her to the airport the day I left.When I got home, I found that she had cleaned the house before leaving, wiping the floor and wedding photos clean.There was a note from her on the coffee table: "Hao, come to Japan, take a holiday for your heart, and let my heart settle down." I suddenly felt very guilty. Lao Zheng’s experience told me that a good man is a good man who takes care of his family while doing a good job.Maybe I should study abroad for a while, even if it's just for relaxation.I have made up my mind, I want to imitate Lu Zhishen's song "Naked come and go without worries", but my voice and hands tremble, and I accidentally knocked over my own teacup.

I couldn't help but feel sad, and hurriedly put on sunglasses and went out to bask in the sun. Still worried about Xiao Rui, I asked her to draw a self-portrait for me.I scanned this painting and used it as my phone wallpaper. I called my friend who worked in Japan, hesitated for a while, and told him about Lao Zheng and Xiao Rui. After patiently listening to my story, my friend sighed slightly and said, "Oh! This is the fate of a forensic doctor. Do you know what happened to me when I became a forensic doctor?" Before I could answer, my friend continued on his own: "I was also a surgeon at the time, a thoracic surgeon. The Criminal Police Brigade of Jilin City really didn't have a chance to transfer me at that time. When I first switched to forensic medicine I don’t know anything, so the bureau found a teacher for me. Guess what? Besides being a student and doing autopsies with him, I have another task—to be his instructor. He used to be in this bureau, if not He made a mistake and was reformed through labor. There was no forensic doctor in the bureau, so the Public Security Bureau wouldn’t go to such great lengths to transfer me. Even my wife’s job was solved. How difficult do you think it was to solve the job of a public servant?” The friend was immersed in the memory, paused for a while, and then continued: "Later he told me how he made a mistake. There was a son of an army cadre who fought with someone and cut off the opponent's femoral artery Yes. He did the autopsy under the protection of two trucks of soldiers, saying it was to prevent damage to the unity of the army and the people. He thought nothing would happen, and the army cadres were willing to pay 80,000 yuan in compensation. At that time, 80,000 yuan was not equivalent to hundreds of thousands now. So, he changed the femoral artery cut with a knife into a beer bottle scratch, which was a foundation for future convictions. As a result, the family members of the victim refused to do anything, and kept suing, and finally sued the cadre He fell down, and he was sentenced. How do you say this? Surrounded by two carts of soldiers, I dare not say that I must have the courage to seek truth from facts. "Later he also died. He was also released after serving his sentence when I was a teacher. At that time, there was a shortage of forensic doctors, so he has been working like this. He died a terrible death, and it had nothing to do with him. He drove to see When the hit-and-run happened, I went to chase him. The driver who caused the accident jumped over the wall and hacked him to death. Careless, I thought that there would be no such cruel people in traffic accidents. The blood on the ground was also dissected by me. "Forget it, look where I've gone, it's all old things. I saw his grave last time when I went back to China, and the grass is so tall. By the way, this time you come to Japan, are you going to What kind of job do you do? Being a surgeon here makes money faster than stealing it!" My friend laughed. I was about to speak, but my friend interrupted me and said: "Don't answer me in a hurry, let's take this matter slowly. There is plenty of time, you can answer me after three days after you think it over!" My friend hung up the phone, but I forgot to put it down.Electricity buzzing, yes, why should I do forensic medicine? Before I could call back three days later, my friend called me first. "How? Have you considered it?" "It's still a forensic medicine." I said.I don't know why I chose this way, maybe it's instinct. "Haha. I knew you would answer like this. Didn't I not change my career when I went to Japan? After hearing about you, I think you are very kind to me. A forensic doctor is just like this. Don’t change your sex, haha.” I didn’t have time to interrupt, and my friend started talking again: “I summed up a few tempers of people who like to work as a forensic doctor. Listen to me, right. The first is a little bit of chivalry, not a little bit Chivalrous and tender, who would want to do this?" "Yes." I smiled, as if I got my point across. "Also, they are all bull-tempered, and they don't change their nature. It's not easy to learn this profession, it's even harder to study hard, and it's even more difficult not to tell lies for a lifetime. Who can persevere without a bit of bull-temper? "One last thing. Tell me you're right. Don't be fooled. Anyone who likes to do forensics thinks they are smart and can compare to criminals. This is a competitive spirit. There is no comparison. For this competitive spirit, I will suffer all kinds of hardships. Come on. Do you think I'm right?" All I have left is to giggle.