Chapter 9 Chapter Eight: The Big "Scandal" in the Iron Army

Bai Su immediately asked: "In the small meeting room, what did the teacher say to you?" As soon as Bai Su asked this question, I was shocked, and Ms. Junhua's reaction became even more intense. She stood up abruptly; she pointed at Bai Su, her fingers and lips were trembling, her expression was flustered, and her eyes were even more anxious, but Bai Su was already prepared, picked up a glass of wine, and stuffed it into her trembling cup of wine. In her hand, she immediately clenched the wine glass tightly, without delay, she drank the wine in one gulp. At this moment, I also calmed down, and immediately looked at Bai Su, asking her to give me an answer.

Bai Su came out of the blue, and asked Jun Hua such a sentence, which affirmed that Jun Hua was the chief of staff of the Tie Army at that time, that is, the common love object of the two Tie Sheng.How can she be sure of this?Judging by Jun Hua's reaction, Bai Su's guess is obviously true. Bai Su didn't ask her who she was at that time, but directly asked her what she said to the teacher in that small meeting room, then she naturally recognized that Junhua was the important character, and with a thunderbolt, she forced She must admit it, and don't give her any chance to evade.

Bai Su made a gesture of "be calm and calm" to me, and we looked at Ms. Junhua together. After she drank the wine in one gulp, she was still standing there, amazed, excited and frightened, with an extremely complicated expression.But not long after, she sat down slumped, almost unable to hold the wine glass. Bai Su took the wine glass from her hand, she lifted her finger slightly, pointing to another glass of wine, Bai Su handed the wine to her hand again, this time, instead of drinking it all at once, she drank it in small sips Small sips, hardly like drinking, just sipping, it looks like her lips are kissing the wine.

Bai Su held down my hand with his backhand, that was to prevent me from urging Junhua to speak quickly, I sighed secretly in my heart, thinking that your true identity has been exposed, let's see how long you can delay. At the same time, the doubts in my heart kept rolling. Could it be that she really disguised herself as a man to go to the military academy?It's kind of hard to imagine. I watched her, although she drank slowly, but the wine in the glass was still slowly decreasing, her face seemed to be paler, without any blood at all, her eyes had been stopped at the slowly turning On the wine glass, the eyes are obviously becoming more and more confused.

Therefore, when she finally drank the wine in the glass, counted down the empty glass for a while, and raised her head, her spirit was in a trance, hazy, coupled with her extremely bewildered expression. His expression makes people's heart sour.I can bear it naturally, but the corners of Bai Su's eyes are already a little moist.On the contrary, it was Junhua herself who didn't shed tears. It seemed that she didn't want to cry, but because of that, it made people feel the pain in her heart. She was ready to speak, for her lips began to quiver, and her lips were thin and well-shaped, and must have been, in youth, extremely attractive.

I was thinking, there are so many things about that year, although those things have been tumbling in her heart, I am afraid that she can remember even the smallest details, but suddenly, I asked her to say it, she didn't know what to say rise. Her lips trembled for a while before she began to speak. Her demeanor at that time was very sympathetic, so I couldn't bear to urge her anymore.But she finally opened her mouth to speak, and the few words she said were unexpected to Bai Suqing and I. For a moment, we both looked at each other in astonishment. Her voice was deep and sad, but also with deep emotion, she said: "I just closed the door, and he hugged me so tightly... He hugged me so tightly that I couldn't breathe , I only felt him exhaling heavily, on my neck."

Bai Su and I looked at each other in shock, imagining the scene at that time - Gan Tiesheng's height should not be shorter than hers, so how could the breath be on her neck when we hugged her?It is conceivable that the posture of Gan Tiesheng hugging her must be somewhat weird. Bai Su and I, in the eyes of each other, knew that we both thought of the same answer - when a person is in extreme pain, when he hugs an upright object, his body will naturally sink until he kneels. Until he fell to the ground, Gan Tiesheng's situation at that time must have been like this. Sure enough, what Junhua said next was: "He kept sinking, I couldn't pull him up, until he knelt down on the ground, he still hugged my legs tightly, looked up at me, Tears were streaming down my face, I didn't know whether he was happy or sad, I knew my body was shaking, and I also felt his body shaking violently."

Although Bai Su still used her hand to press mine tightly, not letting me ask questions, but I still couldn't help asking: "It's been a long time since they found out that you are a woman?" As soon as I uttered these words, I knew I had asked a very stupid question. For one thing, because Bai Su immediately let out a low sigh, and raised his hand on my forehead, chiseling it lightly.Second, Ms. Junhua's reaction illustrates this point. She looked at me with a very strange expression.Three, I also thought of other possibilities. Ms. Junhua, now, of course, everyone can be sure that she is a woman, so the simple reasoning is that when she was a senior officer, she appeared in a man's disguise, so I asked this question.

But after I asked about it, I thought that it was not the only possibility that a woman disguised herself as a man. Naturally, it was possible that she was a woman at all, and there was a much more complicated possibility that she was a man at all. A person who is a woman now is not necessarily a woman in the past. There are many examples of men being turned into women through surgery. I should think of this. But when I think of this, I can't help but smile wryly.Whether it's three men or two men and one woman, things are already complicated enough, but now it becomes two men and one man and woman, the situation is naturally even more complicated to the extreme.

I gave Junhua an apologetic smile, but she was very indifferent, and sighed: "I have always thought of myself as a man with feminine tendencies, and I have been like this since I was a child, so I specially entered the military academy to improve myself. A little bit of masculinity, who knows... It wasn't until quite a while later that I realized that I was more suitable to be a woman, and then I had the surgery. Before that, I never denied that I liked men, it was a coded decision in the cells . . . a helpless fate." After listening to Mo Ran, Bai Su and I didn't know how to strike up a conversation.Although Junhua is very generous, if we discuss this issue too directly, it will be a bit embarrassing for us not to know her too well, so we have to answer vaguely.

Junhua took another breath: "My name at that time was Junhua. After I changed my gender, I added a grass head... Even my name became feminine. There are many records about people like me in ancient China. Speaking of being extremely ominous, is it because of me that the tragedy that happened in the future happened?" I snorted and reprimanded very bluntly: "Stop talking nonsense, what is ominous, what should happen, will always happen, it won't happen, no matter what." Junhua sighed repeatedly, and Bai Su stretched out his hand to pat her on the shoulder a few times to express comfort. The attitudes of the two of us, one straightforward and the other tender, made her feel kind. She showed a grateful expression, Bai Su said : "Please go on. In fact, we all want to know about the things you didn't write in the novel. Anyway, it's all about the past, and it doesn't matter anything." I smiled: "You turned yourself into an invisible person in the novel. In fact, even if you write it out, it's nothing. You have feminine tendencies, and the two of them have homosexual tendencies. At the same time... like You, that's not a big deal." Although I said: "It's not a big deal", but when I said it, I was still very scrupulous. I said "I like you at the same time", but Junhua was very serious: "It's not just like, they all love me very much." Bai Su and I nodded, and Junhua was stunned for a moment: "At that time, the three of us were in great pain—even a normal love triangle was enough to torture people, not to mention that we are three big men, and we can't do it at all. Pour out the feelings in your heart, and try your best not to let others see it, Fang Tiesheng laughed, the laughter sounded heroic, but only Gan Tiesheng and I knew that his laughter came from his heart that was more bitter than Huang Lian .” Bai Su sighed: "That's not right, you were with him, didn't you go up the mountain?" I understand what Bai Su meant, since Fang Tiesheng got Junhua, he has no reason to betray. Junhua lowered her head, her posture at this time was as if her head could never be raised again, but after a while, she finally raised her head bravely and shook her head slowly , After a while, he said: "Let's start with what happened in the small conference room..." Neither Bai Su nor I objected, and Jun Hua sighed again: "Gan Tiesheng knelt on the ground, trembling, with his head resting on me... I had no choice but to stroke his hair and hold his head tightly with both hands..." Some of the following passages, involving male homosexuality, may seem a bit weird, but they will never form the consequences of "juvenile inappropriate".The content of male homosexuality is very complex and it is becoming more and more common. Of course, if you don’t have this interest, you don’t need to go into it in depth, but it is necessary to know the superficiality and know that there is such a kind among countless human behaviors. Jun Hua held Gan Tiesheng's head in his hands, comforting him: "Why are you crying instead? I decided to accompany you up the mountain, Xiao Fang should be crying." Gan Tiesheng looked up, tears streaming down his face, he first took a deep breath to calm himself down: "I'm so happy, you finally made a decision, I have discussed with him long ago, our matter , is a difficult knot to untie, but it is not a dead knot.” Junhua was a little dissatisfied: "When you were discussing, you must have pushed me around according to your brother's loyalty?" Gan Tiesheng hugged Junhua even tighter. At this time, his emotions were no longer so excited. He straightened up and stood up, but still held Junhua in his arms: "You are wrong, like every battle, vying to take the responsibility Like dangerous missions, none of us would give in." Junhua sighed softly: "The injustice of the previous life, I...followed you, but it was hard for him." Gan Tiesheng also sighed: "No, now, I want you to follow him, I know you have made a decision, and you are happy enough to have me, but this battle cannot be lost, you must follow him, if you I went up the mountain with me, he... If he can't think about it for a while-" Gan Tiesheng said this; he stopped and looked at Junhua.Although Junhua is involved in an abnormal emotional vortex and is a very unbalanced person psychologically, after all Junhua is a top student in the military academy and has rich combat experience, so when he heard Gan Tiesheng say that, he knew the seriousness of the matter.Don't say that Fang Tiesheng "can't think about it for a while", as long as he is sad and restless, if he makes a slight mistake before deployment or action, it will be a catastrophe for the entire army. He naturally also knew how much grief Gan Tiesheng was enduring when he said these words to him, and he himself felt sad for a while, and burst into tears: "You only want to fight?" Gan Tiesheng raised his chest: "I am a soldier." Junhua's hand caressed Gan Tiesheng's face carefully and gently, then lowered his hand, his voice choked up: "It's just because of you." Gan Tiesheng showed an ugly smile: "Actually, we should have figured it out a long time ago—the one who has to suffer, of course it is me." This time, it was Junhua's turn to lean on Gan Tiesheng's shoulder and gasp for breath. Gan Tiesheng's voice was completely calm: "Don't let anyone see the situation, we should go out." Junhua and Gan Tiesheng didn't linger for long in the small conference room. At that time, Fang Tiesheng was outside the door, already anxious, and wanted to rush in the door several times. Junhua sighed again: "Gan's decision was to sacrifice himself and take into account the overall situation. Fang had an unexpected joy. That day... when we were alone together, he turned eighty-one somersaults and said A somersault represents a lifetime, and he will spend ninety-nine or eighty-one lives with me." I couldn't help it, the corners of my eyes twitched a little, and I didn't even dare to look at Bai Su.They all only say that the love between men and women is extremely lingering. Asking what love is, it directly teaches people to agree with each other in life and death.Unexpectedly, there can be such affection between two men-to make a wish, not to get along again in the next life, but if they want to be together for eighty-one lives, it will be really entangled with injustice and guilt, endlessly. Bai Su just asked very flatly: "At that time, none of you thought of Gan?" Jun Hua was stunned: "Of course I thought of it, but seeing him so happy, I didn't dare to say anything, but of course he thought of it too, because suddenly, he sat on the ground with his arms around his knees With his chin resting on his knees, his eyes straightened, he remained motionless for a while, and then said: "Really, why can't everyone be happy?" I didn't know what he was talking about, I just leaned on him, and didn't dare to speak up. In two days, the battle plan will begin." When she talked here, she paused for a while, and then said: "For so many years, the most puzzling thing for me is that if he has betrayal in his heart, others can't see it, I can definitely see a little sign, but after the fact , no matter how I think about it, I can't think of any sign that he is going to betray." I said: "Maybe he hid it well, or maybe you were in the midst of emotional troubles at that time, and your ability to observe things was not so keen." Junhua shook her head, expressing her disagreement with my words, Bai Su said: "Could it be that there is no strange movement, no abrupt words? It is impossible for anyone to carry out such a huge conspiracy alone without discussing it with others. .” Junhua smiled wryly: "If you want to discuss with someone, you can only discuss it with me, but you must not discuss it with me, because he also knows that I can kill people and set fires for him, hurting nature and justice, but I will never go together with him to kill Gan Tiesheng." Bai Su said again: "If you have thought about a huge conspiracy for a long time, your mental state will also be different, and you should be aware of it. Did you ignore this in your memory, or did you get stimulated after the incident happened? So unbearable that I lost part of my memory?" Junhua hurriedly said: "No, no, I remember everything... I kept thinking about it over and over again, only that night, his actions and demeanor were a bit weird, but that was the day before the agreed attack, and he acted excitedly It's natural to be excited." I hurriedly said, "The day before the agreed attack date?" Junhua nodded, and I said again: "It was that night that he announced that he had received Gan Tiesheng's order, saying that the battle plan had changed, and that he would not attack and stay where he was." Junhua shook her head vigorously, as if trying to sort out the messy memories: "Well... in the middle of the night, he suddenly gathered the officers who knew the battle plan urgently. I said he looked excited... that was the first half of the night thing." Bai Su and I said in unison: "A very unusual thing must have happened that night." Junhua nodded and agreed: "After we arrived at the mountain agreement, although we took strict measures to prevent anyone from leaving without authorization, in order to strictly keep the secret, we still decided not to deliver the order until the last moment, so we know the real attack plan Yes, there are only a few officers. Fang and I... found a very hidden cave two days ago. Our relationship... Even now, it will be regarded as a scandal. The strength of the division will collapse." Bai Su and I naturally let out a low sigh, this kind of situation is quite embarrassing in the army, especially in such a brave and skilled army, they really need to be very careful in their actions. Junhua said again: "In order not to let the enemy's reconnaissance troops find out, we didn't cook, but only ate dry food. Thinking of the more difficult environment in the mountain, we naturally didn't feel that much. That day, the genius fell into darkness..." As soon as it gets dark, the officers who know the battle plan know that the decisive attack is approaching. After this battle, everyone knows that the iron army's prestige will definitely be greatly improved, and everyone knows that no matter how victorious the war is, No matter how many tricks and tricks you have, or how well you play, you must pay a certain price, and someone will definitely fall on the battlefield. When an optimistic person thinks of this, he just shrugs his shoulders. When an ambitious person thinks of this, he thinks of how much his official rank can be raised after a battle. A pessimist——no pessimist, There is no room for pessimists on the battlefield, and the pessimists have already been eliminated. Fang Tiesheng and Junhua were in that small cave together, their movements were very hidden, no one knew where they were, they were in that small cave, they didn't make a sound, they just leaned together, sat, enjoying the moment when they were about to plunge into the stormy sea The tranquility before. Suddenly, Fang Tiesheng straightened up, as if he suddenly heard or saw some vision, Junhua immediately looked at him, and saw Fang Tiesheng's eyes shining in the darkness, his beard expanded, and his appearance was extremely mighty. Junhua, who has a strong feminine tendency, naturally feels a strange feeling in his heart when he sees a mighty image that makes his heart pound. He saw Fang Tiesheng staring at the entrance of the cave. At this time, the twilight was getting thicker. Looking out, there was a haze outside the entrance of the cave. Junhua asked in a low voice, "What do you feel?" Fang Tiesheng made a gesture and was still looking outside, but he showed a very excited expression, his face was twitching involuntarily, his chest heaved and he was panting rapidly.Jun Hua hurriedly pressed his hand to his chest, and found that his heart was beating very violently. Fang Tiesheng took a breath, pressed Junhua's hand, and said to himself a bit: "It's weird, I only have this wonderful feeling three times in my life, something...something will happen." Junhua asked in a low voice, "Which three times?" When he asked this question, he already knew what happened one of the times, but he still liked to hear Fang Tiesheng tell it again. Fang Tiesheng said slowly: "The first time I was in the garbage dump at the small railway station, I turned around suddenly and saw the teacher—the platoon leader at the time—." Junhua said "hmm": "The second time you saw me?" Fang Tiesheng nodded vigorously, as if there was nothing more certain than this in the world: "You just finished putting on your makeup, and when you raised your head, the gas lamp was dazzling, shining on your face with makeup, red is red, White is white, the red-haired girl back then is definitely not as good as you in case, who would not be dazed to see it." Junhua said faintly: "Everyone is in a daze, and none of them are really insane like the two of you." Fang Tiesheng sighed: "This is called the romantic debt of five hundred years ago. Hey, what kind of drama is not easy to act, and this one will be played." Junhua shook his head: "No matter what kind of drama you are acting in, as long as there are dan roles, isn't it all my share?" Fang Tiesheng suddenly laughed: "When you just came to report from the military department, I was taken aback: Why did you send a little Huadan to be the chief of staff? The officers and soldiers didn't come until you led the Death Squad and captured the No. 7 Heights." Really convinced you." Junhua sighed: "I always feel..." He originally wanted to talk about his own thoughts, but then thought: "I only heard you say that there were two times before, why suddenly there is another one?" Fang Tiesheng said in a deep voice: "Just now, I had this feeling again. It's strange, I didn't even see anything." Junhua pushed Fang Tiesheng hard: "Then you don't go to see, maybe there is someone more worthy of your love, and I will wait for you outside." At that time, Junhua never expected that Fang Tiesheng would really jump up under his push, and stride out.When he regained his composure, Fang Tiesheng had already walked out of the cave. Junhua felt very uncomfortable, but then he thought, maybe Fang Tiesheng really had such a strong feeling in his heart, so why not? He didn't stay for long, and he also walked out of the cave, but it was dusk, and Fang Tiesheng didn't know where he went.He waited for a while, met some low-ranking officers, and wanted to ask "Did you see the deputy division commander" several times, but he had a ghost in his heart, and he couldn't say such an ordinary sentence. He waited for about half an hour, and it was completely dark, but he still did not see Fang Tiesheng. Two hours later, he looked for Fang Tiesheng everywhere, but he could not find him. Fang Tiesheng may go deep into every squad and every platoon to deal with soldiers to boost morale. Fang Tiesheng often does this kind of thing before important battles. After midnight, he was already running around in a hurry, and the communication squad leader suddenly appeared in front of him: "The deputy division commander is holding a meeting of officers, please go to the chief of staff immediately." Junhua rushed to the meeting. Fang Tiesheng announced a change in the "battle plan" at this meeting. I was a little angry, very angry: "Don't you have any doubts at all? You are familiar with Gan Tiesheng's style, don't you have any doubts at all?" Junhua sighed: "I was not only skeptical at the time, but extremely skeptical, but I immediately thought that it would be shameful to doubt the friendship between these two iron students. I didn't even ask a single word, I just looked at him with puzzled eyes, and he immediately answered me with his eyes." I hurriedly said, "What did he say?"