Chapter 61 Section 4 Fear

In the courtyard of the deep house, the door is open, and the night wind runs through, blowing the curtains. Lu Buwei drank another cup, suddenly felt a sharp pain in his stomach.He smiled wryly without words, the poison finally broke out. The pain spread from the abdomen to the whole body.His body gradually became heavy, as if falling to the ground.Death is approaching step by step, listen, the unstoppable footsteps.Boom, boom, boom... In an instant, Lu Buwei's hair stood on end.He had thought that he had understood life and death, and had the ability to walk peacefully into eternal death.However, when he really realized that the scythe of death was about to cut into his throat, he couldn't help but panic.Is this really going to die?Will this death mean that there will never be resurrection?From then on, bid farewell to all things, decay into mud, and dissolve into nothing?

Qu Yuan's "Heavenly Questions" was intended to trace the origin of the world.But what Lu Buwei is afraid of is, where will the end of the world be?How vast is the world?How long is time?How long will humans survive?If one day human beings disappear, will the universe fall into dead silence?In the long river of time, is the existence of human beings so short that it can be ignored?If this is the case, then what is the point of human existence?After the extinction of human beings, after the destruction of all living things, how long will it be before life will be born again in the universe?And among the born life, will there be another intelligent species similar to human beings?Will they be as pitiful as humans?Laugh often, cry often, scold each other, and fight each other?Are they also insatiable, with a penchant for endless possession?Do they also pursue vain fame, scramble for real benefits, like to hurt others, and also like to hurt themselves?Are they as sad as humans?Just as Russell summed it up, there are actually only two behaviors of human beings, one is to change the position and shape of objects, and the other is to let others do the same.And Cao San thinks that Russell's words can't be more appropriate to explain the I Ching's Yi?How long will the gap between that human being and this human being last?And during this time, what will happen in the universe?Is the universe sentient?Does he look forward to life, if anything, in order to make himself known?Does he care about being known?Does he need himself to be known?And, and... If even the universe and time come to an end, what is left in this world?

Lu Buwei didn't dare to think about it anymore.His heart was beating wildly, his whole body was cold, and he didn't even care about feeling the severe pain from the poison.He feels abandoned, he is an orphan, facing the death of Dasein and the infinity of the future alone. Nobody cares nobody, of course, is the common sense of heaven and earth.However, he is Lu Buwei!He once conquered the world, stood at the pinnacle of power, and made thousands of people tremble in front of him.As long as he gives an order, a mountain can be leveled, and a river can be filled.Could it be that the death of the dignified Lu Buwei was nothing more than that?

Bless the child, bless the old, bless the man and woman, bless the dead and the soon to be born.The world is ours and yours, but at the end of the day, it is nobody's.The earth is round, so don't think that standing on the top of Mount Everest is qualified to shout nonsense such as "I am standing on top of the world" at the top of your voice.Why are you blind, in the eyes of the people on the other side of the earth, you are just under their ass, as low as a dust.Don't you understand?The earth is round, and it makes sense.By extension, the rotation of the earth is also exquisite.

The earth laughed at everyone who stepped on it, and it said: Fuck you.It curses you loudly at your feet.The sky, oh yes, the sky, hangs majestically over the head of every asshole and non-asshole, and the sky doesn't speak, not because it can't, but because it disdains.The sky, the incomparable silence. Don't ask what his death means to Qin, but what his death means to heaven and earth.Yes, he, Lu Buwei, is about to die, and a legend is about to end.However, why does not see the world have the slightest expression on this?Hey, you should have a sign of abnormal celestial phenomena, a few lightning bolts, thunderbolts, meteors, disasters, landslides, or tsunamis.Show your regrets, and even your joy.Anyway, whatever happens, at least let me know that you don't care.However, looking up, the sky is just quiet, gloomy and indifferent.Oh, my God, if you give me a little drizzle, at least it's your kindness.I'm Lu Buwei.

The night is getting deeper and deeper, and the lights in the room are like beans, and the light of the fire is weak and delicate.