Chapter 30 Chapter Thirty Bless My Love

On the way home, Xie Nan fell asleep, with her head tilted against the back of the chair, and she fell into a deep sleep.Yu Mucheng thought for a while, drove the car to the villa opposite the lake in the community, got out of the car and opened the gate, and then hugged Xie Nan out of the car. Xie Nan woke up dimly and found herself in his arms. He only muttered: " Don't disturb me." Immediately fell asleep again.Yu Mucheng went to the bedroom on the second floor, put her on the bed, took off her shoes, and laid her flat, but she turned over almost immediately, lying on her side in the slightly curled up position she was used to.Through the moonlight coming in through the French windows, one could see her pale and tired face, with her brows slightly furrowed.He gently stroked her eyebrows, but they didn't relax.

He guessed that she must be exhausted these days.He bowed his head, kissed her forehead lightly, pulled the thin quilt to cover her, and walked out of the room to take a shower. When Xie Nan opened his eyes, he found himself lying in a strange room, almost thinking that he was having an inexplicable dream again.She was so frightened that she covered her mouth with her hands, but she turned her head to one side and saw Yu Mucheng lying beside her, fast asleep.She let out a breath, propped up her body, looked at that peaceful face, and calmed down all of a sudden. It was just before four o'clock, and she lost her sleepiness. She got up and got out of bed, walked to the slightly fluttering gauze curtain in the wind, and found that it was a row of French windows. sprinkle it down.She opened the screen door and walked onto the patio that adjoined the bedroom.Looking over the railing, there is a quiet and dark lake in front of you, and the lights on the opposite side outline the outline of the lake shore.The night wind blows, bringing the breath of the lake and the slight coolness, which makes people feel refreshed.

How long has it been since I faced such a peaceful moon and clear wind, Xie Nan asked himself, how many beautiful and beautiful moments have I missed, and if I keep entangled all the way, what else will I miss. A pair of hands hugged her from behind, Yu Mucheng's chin rested on her hair, and she leaned into a warm embrace. Xie Nan turned around in his arms, leaned on the railing and looked up at him. Under the moonlight, her face was soft and moving, her fine eyelashes cast a small shadow on her face: "Where is this?" "The villa my sister left behind, I've been living here for the past few days." Yu Mucheng lowered his head and kissed her hair, "The opposite is the community we live in."

Xie Nan turned back and looked at the other side, remembering that she had sat on the shore of the lake over there and looked at this place: "Why did you bring me here?" "You slept too deeply. I have to go up to the fourth floor to carry you home. I'm not afraid of the neighbors watching, but I'm afraid of waking you up. Didn't you sleep well these days?" "Who said that, I sleep like a dead person." Xie Nan said the truth, the sleeping method after taking sleeping pills is indeed without dreams and unconsciousness. It is not comfortable to be intoxicated, and it made her feel nervous for the first time. I am afraid that I will not wake up because of this.

Yu Mucheng's arm clenched angrily: "Still talking hard to me." Then he whispered in her ear in a slightly hoarse voice, "Okay, I admit, I didn't sleep well, I miss you very much, just now If I can't touch you on the bed, I'll wake up right away." Xie Nan trembled uncontrollably. "Cold?" The first morning in May was pleasantly cool.She clasped his shoulders tightly and whispered, "It's not cold, I'm just afraid, Mu Cheng, I'm afraid that one day, you won't be able to bear me anymore." "Why do you think so?"

"Need to say? If I were you, I'd rather face a freer, more cheerful woman." Yu Mucheng smiled softly: "It's really not a good habit to wake up in the middle of the night and reflect. I'd rather you continue to be awkward with me and not worry too much about gains and losses. Besides, you still don't believe it. I love your awkwardness." "No wonder." Xie Nan smiled wryly, raised his hand to touch his face, "I hate myself sometimes." "Well, I am addicted to self-abuse because I am attracted by your personality. This reason is strong enough." Yu Mucheng stared at her, "Before I said I wanted to date you, I saw you sad many times alone But when I see you another day, you are always as if nothing happened. I have never had a hero complex, and I can’t save a person who is willing to drown in the past. But you are you, and I love your persistence and bravery for yourself.”

Xie Nan hugged him tightly, raised her head and kissed him, then looked into his eyes and said softly: "I love you too." She kissed his lips again, "Mu Cheng, I really love you." She continued in her heart : "You won't know how much I love you." She raised her arms around his neck and kissed his lips more deeply. She is so proactively asking for his enthusiasm, how can he need more incitement.He pressed her against the balcony railing and kissed her all the way to her chin and throat, making her gasp. He picked her up and walked back to the bedroom, while kissing her lips, she hugged him tightly and kissed him back wordlessly.He put her on the bed, unbuttoned the half-sleeve shirt she was wearing one by one, and kissed her little by little. Each kiss was burned on her skin, which was so hot that it hurt a little, as if everywhere he went was lit. small flame.She clutched his shoulders tightly, panting and falling, willingly.

He whispered her name in her ear, the lingering voice and the fierce rush of the body made her lose ground, and she could only give herself completely, but this kind of delivery also meant possession, he occupied and filled everything the emptiness.His breathing was as rapid as hers, and finally she moaned his name in his outburst, and the three words fell into the other's ear at the same time. I love you. While Xie Nan followed Mu Cheng on the plane to Hangzhou, Xiang Xinyang received a call. "Hello, Mr. Xiang, my surname is Wang, and I am a real estate agent in Hupan Community. I found out that you left a phone number here and have been following a unit in Tulip Garden. Now the owner has decided to change hands. Are you still interested in making an appointment to come over?" take a look."

Xiang Xinyang is in the hospital at this time. He is standing by the window at the end of the corridor. During the May Day holiday, there are more people in the hospital than usual. There are medical staff, patients and family members coming and going in front of him. He had been waiting for this call for seven years, but when he received it suddenly, he felt a strong sense of unease. "I'm interested, can I have a look today?" "The owner called to inform me that she was out and she will be at home from May 4th. If you come, come to the property to find me, and I will take you there."

Xiang Xinyang dialed Xie Nan's cell phone immediately, only to hear the prompt to turn off the phone.He put down his phone, turned around and looked out the window. This is a central hospital located in the downtown area. The newly built inpatient building is as high as 24 floors. There is a constant flow of traffic. He stared into the distance, and after an unknown amount of time, someone patted his shoulder. Looking back, it was Tang Jiye, his father-in-law. He and his wife came to see their daughter just now, and Xiang Xinyang came out on purpose to let them have a conversation alone.

"Xinyang, you don't need to worry too much. Ling Lin should be fine. The doctor said her ulcer bleeding is not serious, and it should be stopped by medicine. No surgery is needed. Just pay attention to taking medicine and maintaining it in the future." Xiang Xinyang nodded: "I will remind her to pay attention." The family members on both sides had already visited Tang Linglin. The two of them tacitly maintained their usual appearance and did not mention to anyone the fact that they had quarreled and divorced.Xiang Xinhai was actually relieved, and before leaving, he patted him on the shoulder and said, "That's good, it's not in vain for me to worry about it for many days." Tang Jiye smiled and said, "Xinyang, you don't have to stay in the hospital every night, you can let her mother change shifts with you to accompany her." "Mom is getting old and not in good health, so let me do it." "Recently, several industrial parks in the development zone have begun to establish projects. Both of us used to focus on residential construction, and now we can't relax this market. You are more sensitive than me. You have already started to get involved in this area, and you have a good start." Xiang Xinyang quickly thought of the second phase of Chengda Industrial Park, which was under construction, and smiled slightly: "The bidding of industrial parks is different from that of residential buildings. Although the scale is small, the settlement and payment cycle is very fast. I started to participate in the bidding. I didn’t think too much about market issues, but you have a point.” "I talked with your father during the day. Not to mention the big foreign developers, the Wanfeng and Fenghua real estate companies in this city have stopped acquiring large land in the suburbs, but the small developers are making a lot of noise. I guess real estate There is always an adjustment in the market. Blindly investing in the development of residential buildings in big cities has certain risks. Both of us have the same idea. In addition to participating in the development of non-civilian real estate construction, the two companies should coordinate and visit the surrounding cities to sort out the next step. development ideas." Xiang Xinyang couldn't help admiring Tang Jiye's sharp eyes. He was indeed reflecting on the economic development situation recently. Tang Linglin would discuss it with him before.Mentioning the coordination between the two families can only remind him that if things go on like this, it is even more impossible for him to expect a simple and straightforward solution when it comes to divorce. "Your father mentioned that he wants to hand over the position of chairman to you so that he can rest with peace of mind. I am also old, and I joked with your father that we old brothers can consider going to our hometown to take a piece of land. Raising fruit trees and raising fish, setting up a resort for fun, can not only improve the mood, but also increase the income of the folks, which can be regarded as a return to the society. In the future, the company will have to rely on you young people. When the time is right, the two companies can consider merging , so that the qualifications and capital to win big projects in the future will not be a problem." Xiang Xinyang's heart was heavy. He could imagine his father's excitement after hearing this proposal, and he also knew what Tang Jiye meant by saying this at this time: "This is not a small matter, and we need to think about it in the long run." Tang Jiye laughed: "That's natural. Ling Lin has a strong personality since she was a child. I was worried that you would have trouble getting along after marriage. I was not worried that you would go to other places immediately, but now it seems that the branch company in other places is developing very well. You are better than her. She is self-cultivated, taking care of her so carefully, her mother and I are much more at ease." After sending Tang Jiye and his wife away, Xiang Xinyang returned to the ward, where only Tang Linglin lived, and there was another escort bed with a separate bathroom and complete facilities.Tang Linglin was leaning on the bed in a daze, when she saw him coming in, she asked coldly, "What did my father tell you when he went out?" Unless someone comes to visit these days, the two will behave as usual.Alone, she didn't talk to him much at all.He sat down on the chair beside the bed: "It's just about work." Tang Linglin snorted: "I don't know my father's behavior style? He probably seduced you. Maybe you can ignore the carrot he threw, but I believe your father is very interested in his proposal." Xiang Xinyang smiled wryly: "Yes, I knew that with your intelligence, I couldn't hide anything from you." "Don't think it's my idea. To be honest, I'm not interested in cooperation or development now, but I'm very happy to see how you resist the pressure and pursue true love without hesitation." Looking at Tang Linglin's slightly distorted face, Xiang Xinyang felt a chill in his heart and did not speak.Tang Linglin sneered: "Don't tell me you're already scared." "Ling Lin, you know very well that I won't be afraid of having nothing. It's just that I'm really sad to see you like this. You've always been calm in dealing with things, and you don't know how to act emotionally. I actually... pushed you to this point." Tang Linglin was stunned.At this time, the nurse came in with the medicine, Xiang Xinyang got up and poured water, handed it to her, and watched her drink it.The nurse asked if he needed to order lunch, and he shook his head: "No, I'll go out and buy porridge." The nurse smiled and said to Tang Linglin, "Your husband is really careful. He only decided which kind of porridge to buy after asking the doctor." After the nurse left, Xiang Xinyang said, "Take a rest, I'll go back and change my clothes, and I'll come over after buying porridge at noon, if you need anything, call me." "Xinyang..." Xiang Xinyang turned his head, their eyes met, and after a moment of silence, Tang Linglin said softly: "I also know, I probably look hideous now." "Let's not think about it for the time being, shall we? You listen to the doctor and take care of yourself, and we'll talk about it later." "Xinyang, you have always been kind. Except for being cruel to our marriage, you probably can't be cruel to anyone. But I have always been a ruthless woman, don't expect me to change my decision. I will definitely not cooperate with you. Wish you have a new one." Life is such a drama.” "You do what you think you should do, as long as you feel happy." "Do you think I'm a pervert, and I will find happiness in it. Of course I won't be happy. Killing one thousand enemies will only hurt eight hundred. How can I be happy? But as long as you insist on going your own way, I can only do this." Xiang Xinyang was silent for a while, standing quietly beside her bed, looking down at her haggard pale face and the corner of her stubborn mouth, he couldn't help but raise his hand to touch her hair, and was about to speak, when Tang Linglin suddenly closed his eyes tightly , tears slipped from the corner of the eyes: "I hate you for hurting me and pitying me at the same time." "If I hurt you, Ling Lin, I didn't mean it. I was just tired from the beginning and didn't have the energy to put in the effort." "I know we got off to a bad start, but in seven years, haven't you had any happy moments? When it comes to divorce, don't you have any hesitation and reluctance? My dedication is something I am willing to do, but to You don't make any sense, do you know how deep my sense of failure is?" Xiang Xinyang was dumbfounded. The two had been together for seven years, from a cold start to a hesitant physical contact, and then they went to other places to work together.That calm and proud girl cooperated with his work little by little, gave him advice without any trace, let him get started as soon as possible, and established prestige in the company; cooked for him occasionally, reminded him of his daily life; tried to find topics to talk to him; treated him well family... "Ling Lin, you've done a lot for me, it's really difficult for a man who is absent-minded." Tang Linglin smiled, "Yeah, when I think about it occasionally, I'd be surprised. Before I got married, I never imagined that I would do this. For the man and marriage I wanted, I would change so much. In this way When you think about it, it’s kind of bleak.” Xiang Xinyang's throat couldn't help but choke, and he said hoarsely, "I'm sorry..." "No, no, don't apologize." Tang Linglin interrupted him, raising his hand to touch his face, "I'm going to despise myself anyway, so let's just say it all. If you change your mind, I'd like to give you a chance and let's start from the beginning But. If you feel that these are completely meaningless to you, then we will have to lose both." On the morning of May 4th, the weather was fine and the sun was blazing.Xiang Xinyang drove to Tulip Garden in the lakeside community.He parked the car and stood outside the gate of the courtyard. The small courtyard was already in full bloom. Xie Nan was standing in the courtyard, watering the potted plants with a watering can.She was wearing a simple T-shirt, jeans, and flip-flops, with a quiet expression and a slight smile on her lips. She was a little surprised when she saw Xiang Xinyang, but she immediately put down the watering can and opened the courtyard gate. "Xinyang, why are you here? Is your wife better?" "She is much better. She was discharged from the hospital yesterday and is resting at home. I heard that you are going to sell the house. Let me take a look." "How did you know that I was going to sell the house?" Xie Nan couldn't help being stunned. "Seven years ago I gave my real estate agent my phone number and told them to let me know as soon as the owner listed it for sale." Xie Nan lowered her eyes and fell silent. Only then did she know what Xiao Wang meant when she said that someone had paid attention to her house. For a while, she had mixed feelings in her heart. After a while, she looked up at him: "I'm sorry, Xinyang, I should really listen to Bingbing's advice and sell this as soon as possible, so you don't have to worry about it for so many years. I am weak and evasive, and I am not the only one who delays it." "You still have to apologize to me for this. Back then, I kept a little selfishness. I hoped that even if we couldn't be together, you could still live in the house we bought together. As a result, you have been burdened for such a long time. How should it be calculated?" "No, don't blame yourself. Without this house, I wouldn't know my current boyfriend. No one can imagine what is waiting for you at the next intersection. Just don't keep looking back and ignore the scenery ahead. " At this moment, the agent Xiao Wang came over with an elderly couple and a young girl: "Miss Xie, this Miss Wu and her parents want to see your house." Xie Nan said politely: "Please come in." She met the girl face to face, only to find that she was Wu Qianqian who walked with Singing in the Wind the last time she went out to see peach blossoms. Wu Qianqian also recognized Xie Nan and smiled: "Hi, hello." "I really plan to be Tulip's younger sister." Wu Qianqian laughed: "No, I have been with Singing in the Wind for a while, and it doesn't feel very suitable. Now we are just ordinary friends, but I have a good impression of this community. The environment is beautiful and the neighbors are friendly. It just so happens that the place where my parents live is facing demolition , they are all retired and like to grow flowers in their spare time, so they want to buy a house with a garden on the first floor here." Xie Nan sincerely envied her freedom and ease, and said with a smile, "Please go in and take a look." Xiang Xinyang watched Xiao Wang bring a group of people into the house, and asked Xie Nan: "After selling this place, where are you going to live?" Xie Nan hesitated: "My boyfriend and I plan to get married soon." Xiang Xinyang was taken aback, knowing that he shouldn't ask this question, but he couldn't help asking: "How is he treating you?" Xie Nan's face suddenly turned red, but she looked into his eyes without hesitation, and said softly but clearly: "Very good, he is very good," Xiang Xinyang nodded: "That's good." He looked back at the honeysuckle that was sticking to the railing of the yard and had grown countless buds, "I wish you happiness, Nan Nan." "It's the same for you." She said softly, "Xinyang, please don't buy this house. Let's just keep the past in our memories. There is no need to make a house a prison and a symbol." Xiang Xinyang still nodded: "I understand what you mean, Nannan. This house is yours, and it is up to you to dispose of it, as long as you are happy." His eyes strayed across her face with nostalgia, and then looked around the brocade flowers in the small courtyard again, knowing that there was no need to say anything.He didn't say goodbye and went out to get in the car. The car drove out of the community along the driveway. The community where his father's company was involved in the construction, where he had visited countless times with his girlfriend, and where he sat alone by the lake in frustration, slowly disappeared in his rearview mirror.He thought that he would not come here to pay tribute to the past years and love, but he didn't feel any loss. The girl he loved with all his youth finally stood in the bright sunshine with her body. The look in her eyes and her smile told him that she was happy, and that was enough. Yu Mucheng called the workers to bring Xie Nan's piano up and put it in the attic. He stood on the balcony of his house and watched the Volvo drive away. Xie Nan stood holding the courtyard door for a while, the sun was shining on her, and in the dappled light and shadow, one could see her expression was a little melancholy, but she was calm and serene, no longer the same heavy. He smiled slightly. Xie Nan closed the courtyard door, walked back and squatted down, and trimmed the failed roses. At this time, Xiao Wang came out with the housekeeper. She stood up, put down the scissors, and put the dead branches aside. , talking with them, and then sending them out, she raised her hand to cover her eyes, and looked towards him with a smile like sunshine on her face. All the exhaustion and waiting, all the empty days, all the lonely time, all the helpless memories of the past, are not important anymore.The important thing is that at this time, the lingering interweaving of the two eyes and the infinite proximity of the two hearts.