Chapter 5 The second volume of secret love stretches the longing

I decided to tidy up the room and erase the traces left by Chen Yang. Everything is boxed one by one, and these things with good memories always inadvertently poke my tears.Especially when I dug out Laolang's "You at the Same Table" tape, I burst into tears instantly. When I was in school, the song "You at the Same Table" was very popular.When we were young, we were obsessed with the vicissitudes of the old wolf's magnetic voice, singing heartlessly over and over again: "Who married you who is sentimental/Who comforts you who loves to cry/Who puts your long hair up/Who gave you The wedding dress I made..."

Chen Yang likes this song very much, and often sings it while listening to it.She has a light green notebook with a lock, and occasionally copies lyrics and writes a diary.She doesn't mind showing me, and to me she has no secrets. That was the first day of junior high school.The school assigned the students who entered the elementary school directly to the best four classes, so we were still in the same class, and luckily, we became the same table again. One day during the lunch break, Chen Yang was lying on the table with his arms pillowed, sharing a pair of headphones with me to listen to music, and at the same time doodling on his notebook.She drew Winnie the Pooh, Hello Kitty, bunnies, clouds and flowers, and then wrote my name boredly, the small characters slanted upwards, delicate and neat.

The bright sunlight fell on Chen Yang's face through the fluttering leaves.Her brows and eyes are full of youthful and bright breath, her round face, her hair is a little messy, but she looks even more charming.I looked at her, feeling comfortable and slightly turbulent. "Why do you keep writing my name?" I grabbed her notebook, pointed to the words on it, and asked her curiously.I don't know when, writing my name became Chen Yang's hobby.The ambiguous behavior was a bit inexplicable to me when I was young, and I even thought it would be more fun to draw some cats and dogs.

Chen Yang pursed his lips and smiled, with sly eyes: "I heard that if you often write a person's name, he will grow taller." For a long time, I was a little shorter than Chen Yang, which became her capital to show off. In fact, thinking about it, she was just talking nonsense to cover up her original intention. What is her intention?Thinking about it, I feel a little sad.But at that time, I was dissatisfied with the appearance and said unconvinced: "You need to grow taller!" She asked me back, "Don't you need it?" I was questioned and speechless.I was thinking about how to refute, but I saw her suddenly stop writing, with an expression of hesitation.

"Yang Jie." "Ok?" "I'm going to tell you a secret." "What secret?" I raised my ears curiously, and moved closer to her. Chen Yang blushed shyly: "I fell in love with someone." Girls mature earlier than boys. The warnings from my parents and teachers made me look down on those who fall in love early, but I have some expectations deep in my heart.In order to hide this expectation, I deliberately said in a sarcastic tone: "Who do you like? I am the most handsome in our class. Is it possible that you, a rabbit, are going to eat grass by the side of the nest?"

She buried her face deeply between her arms and raised her head after a long time, with a happy expression on her face: "I like Senior Liang Bo who is in the second and third classes of junior high school." I choked for breath, suddenly a little out of breath. Deep in my heart, I felt a deep sense of rejection towards this boy named Liang Bo.It is said that once girls have someone they like, they will have their own little secrets. I think Liang Bo is the 38th line that destroys my relationship with Chen Yang. His existence will definitely make her secretly stay away from me. Later I realized that this feeling is called jealousy.

Chen Yang talked endlessly about her senior Liang Bo, and praised him so much that there is no heaven and earth. She said that they met at the school TV station. Liang Bo was the host, and he was even more handsome than Bai Yuanchong. It's also very touching. She fell in love with him at first sight. Liang Bo is very gentle, he brings her water and tissues; Liang Bo is very humorous, making her very happy; Liang Bo, Liang Bo... I really admire myself, obviously I hate it, but I still managed to smile, but I can be sure that this smile is uglier than crying: "Then you go after it!"

She buried her face between her arms again, and sighed: "I dare not!" I don't know where I got so angry, I couldn't help but grabbed her braids and scolded: "You little trash." Because of the pain, Chen Yang yelled "ah", and hit me hard: "What are you doing?" When I was in school, every teacher was a master of martial arts, making them supernatural with the flick of their fingers.A piece of chalk hit my forehead so suddenly that I was so frightened that I sat down quickly.From the corner of the eye, I caught a glimpse of Chen Yang, that girl was gloating and suppressing a smile!

The math teacher wiped the blackboard with a blackboard eraser, and a chilling luster was reflected on the glasses: "It's all over, you two are still lying on the table and forget it, but you are still making a fuss—I'm going to punish you!" Chen Yang and I looked at each other for a while, and finally had no choice but to stick out our tongues, and walked out of the classroom together in disgrace. The two of us stood side by side against the wall at the door.After standing for less than two minutes, Chen Yang came up with an idea again, suddenly poked my arm, and said with a pair of big eyes shining: "Come on, I'll take you to meet Liang Bo, let you see how long he looks like." What's it like?"

Curiosity overcame repulsion, and I followed Chen Yang to the gate of Liang Bo's class. There is a large glass window on the back door of each class in our school. Through the glass window, I saw Liang Bo sitting in the last row. Liang Bo was very tall. Although he was only in junior high school at the time, he was at least 1.75 meters tall by visual inspection.He is similar to the hero described in the romance novels that Chen Yang usually reads, with a white shirt and jeans, and clear eyebrows. "Clothing and clothes are like beasts." The word popped up subconsciously in my mind.

Liang Bo suddenly turned his head and saw us, to be precise, he saw Chen Yang. He smiled at Chen Yang, showing his white and even teeth.I thought Chen Yang would smile back, but she didn't. She covered her mouth with one hand and pulled me with the other, and ran back to the door of our classroom as fast as a gust of wind. My heart was pounding, and she was blushing.I asked her, "What's the matter? Are you afraid that the class teacher will find out that we're not here?" She put down her hands, showing a nymphomaniac smile, her eyes shining: "No, no, I saw his smile... the whole person is about to melt." After a pause, she said: "I guess he must It is the incarnation of Apollo in the human world, otherwise how could it be possible to show such a hearty, bright and charming smile?!" Is this really what a fourteen-year-old girl said? I rubbed my arms, goosebumps all over.In order to kill her love affair in the cradle, I said something very cowardly: "If you dare to fall in love early, I will tell your mother!" Chen Yang did not stay with Liang Bo in the end. She is a good boy, or her feelings for Liang Bo are only superficial and superficial. Liang Bo is not a dedicated person either. His appearance and excellent grades make him attract people like Jia Baoyu in real life. He has been in love many times since junior high school and changed several girlfriends.In addition, he was a year older than us, so he hadn't contacted Chen Yang since he entered high school. However, I'm always a little brooding.After a long time, I asked Chen Yang if he still remembered Liang Bo?She said she had forgotten it long ago——but why did I see that every boyfriend she made later had Liang Bo's shadow. It was not until many years later that I realized that the person they resembled was not Liang Bo, but me. Every boyfriend of hers had my shadow, and even Liang Bo only looked like me. However, when I discovered this, we could never go back to the past.