Chapter 4 Chapter 3 The Trial of Parting

The phone rang again, and I retracted my wandering thoughts and returned to reality. I picked up the phone again and saw that it was Zhao Qianqian's number again. While I was hesitating whether to save her number or not, I opened her text message.She said, "Yang Jie, shall we add a WeChat account?" After being separated for so long, I don't know if Zhao Qianqian still has some hatred for me in her heart. Anyway, as soon as she succeeded in adding friends, she sent me a picture, which is Chen Yang's wedding invitation. Get past me! I sighed silently, but she chased after her again: "Yang Jie, do you want to go? If you want to go, just go with me."

go?Still not going?I got confused. I think the reason why Chen Yang didn't tell me or send me an invitation was because he was afraid that I would disturb her.She couldn't let go of the grudge in her heart, and in the face of happiness, she chose to forget me—or, she had already let go, just out of "good intentions" and didn't want me to be sad?However, getting news about her from other people only made me sadder. I want to see Chen Yang, and I want to persuade her to give up the idea of ​​marrying someone else, or pull her away from the wedding in a handsome way, but now I am even more afraid that I am singing a one-man show, and I am afraid of being rejected by her.I'm not "me" anymore.In the past, although I didn't have the courage to confess, I would try my best to be with her.She is not her anymore, she used to be self-willed and possessive——

... ... I still remember the third grade of elementary school. Because the new head teacher in the new semester has to adjust the seat, we can no longer sit at the same table after two years.After the seats were arranged, she cried "wow" in front of the whole class.She said: "I don't want to change seats, I want to share a table with Yang Jie." During the two years of getting along, we are not only at the same table, but also best friends.We do homework together, play together, and share snacks, comics and game cards together.We were so inseparable and so in sync that many people thought we were twins.

We all feel that getting along with each other is harmonious and happy, especially her, who is almost dependent on me. Usually, when she sees me talking to other girls, she will puff up her cheeks and chase me for no reason.So when the teacher assigned another girl to me as the deskmate, she didn't know what to do for a while, and she made such a resistance. Everyone roared with laughter.The new class teacher also laughed: "Student Chen Yang is very brave, please don't laugh at her." As a result, the students in the class laughed even harder. Almost everyone, front, back, left, and right, was staring at us.Because of embarrassment, I burned from the cheek to the root of the ear.I tried to tug at her clothes, signaling her that it was embarrassing.But seeing her still stubborn eyes with tears streaming down my face, I immediately lost the courage to stop her.

I simply put my heart to one side, raised my hand weakly, and echoed her words in a low voice: "Teacher, I also want to be at the same table with Chen Yang." The teacher smiled and let her continue to be at the same table as I wished, even until the sixth grade. The children at that time had already ignorantly known the subtle relationship between men and women through channels such as TV dramas.Children who are in the early stage of love love love to speculate, and will exaggerate many small things.Therefore, Chen Yang has a nickname - "Yang Jie's little daughter-in-law".

When we are not together, the boys always like to make fun of us mischievously: "Where is your wife/husband?" If we are together, they will even boo and ask: "When will you get married?" Candy?" Chen Yang hated this very much.Every time I heard other people's teasing, I would chase and beat them, and everyone immediately dispersed, and the classroom was turned on its back and laughter was loud. I once told her that as long as she is not at the same table as me, no one will call her that.Unexpectedly, she just tilted her head and made a face at me, and said, "Although it's annoying to be called like that, it feels good to be at the same table with you, so go your own way and let them talk!"

She is such a confident and assertive woman.Because of this, I appreciate her and like her so much. Time flies, and soon we will graduate from primary school.Our school is affiliated with a certain university, and besides elementary school, there are middle school and high school. One day after school, on the way home, Chen Yang suddenly pulled my hand away and asked, "Which junior high school do you plan to go to, Yang Jie?" The setting sun was rotten, and it shone warmly on our faces, and our shadows were drawn very long by the setting sun.She and I each have a small pudding, happy and comfortable.

As I ate, I replied nonchalantly, "Does it matter where you go?" When I was young, I really had no idea about going to junior high school.If I have to talk about it, it is how far away from home, whether the food is good, and how much the pocket money will increase.A new world and a new future are waiting for me to explore. I am more interested in these than the sentimentality caused by the separation of a relationship that has been together for six years. Hearing my words, Chen Yang opened his eyes wide, staring at me in surprise and seriousness: "Why is it not important?"

At first, I thought that Chen Yang was feeling sad about the separation, and was thinking about how to comfort her, but her face had changed, and she smiled inexplicably, the smile was so big that it almost occupied the whole face.She curled her lips and said, "If I go to the same junior high school as you, I can save a classmate record." At that time, 2G mobile phones were still the world, the BB mobile phone market declined, and QQ became popular. Although it looks very simple now, not everyone has it, so the most common thing is to write classmates.Use a beautiful notebook to paste photos, write down the personal information, address and contact number of the classmates, and write down the words of blessing, naive and innocent.

All of a sudden, I feel that if there is no her in my world, it is like this world without the sun.I resisted the separation from her in my heart, but pretended to be relaxed and said with a smile: "Isn't that simple? Wherever you go, I will go there." Chen Yang smiled even more happily: "Well, we are still together in junior high school." Chen Yang said that because of her good grades, she would go straight to the affiliated junior high school.While talking, she suddenly jumped in front of me, raised her arms and cheered backwards: "Come on, Yang Jie! You are so smart, you will pass the exam if you work hard!"

Her voice was so loud that it attracted the attention of passers-by.Embarrassed, she stuck out her tongue playfully again. Maybe because of her infection, I also became courageous.When we broke up at the intersection, I made a handsome gesture towards her, and also yelled loudly: "See you in junior high school!" In fact, she didn't know that my parents had already arranged another junior high school for me, a junior high school that was better than the attached middle school.When I got home, I asked my parents to enroll in the attached middle school.The parents firmly disagreed, because they had already entrusted someone to give the gift. I played tricks at home, lying on the ground and rolling around, repeating the phrase "I want to go to the attached high school" over and over again.I threatened my parents, "If they don't let me go, I won't go to school", "run away from home", "become a gangster on the street".After finding out that no matter how much he tried to persuade him, my dad finally got annoyed. He grabbed me and spanked my ass for half an hour. I cried loudly and insisted on my own opinion, and even the neighbors came to persuade my dad to forget it.In the end, my parents had no choice but to satisfy my wishes. In this way, I went to the same junior high school as her.