Chapter 2 round dance--2

I didn't cry. It's useless, they don't care about my life anymore, crying is useless. I hid in the room. I really hope that the next time I open the door, I am already nineteen years old, and I don’t need to rely on anyone anymore, and I can be self-reliant. The next morning, Mother Chen came up and called me: "Mr. Fu has something to say to you." I also have something to say, open the door, still only nine years old. His anger has subsided. I stood in front of him, not knowing how to speak. "Is it disappointment, but don't be afraid, life is full of disappointment."

He didn't intend to hide anything from me. "Cheng Yu, your mother doesn't want you anymore." I also know that this is the truth. When he said it, it was like being punched in the chest, which hurt more than falling to the ground. I asked in a trembling voice, "Where is my father, can you call him back?" "We don't know where he is." I bow my head. "Cheng Yu, I am willing to accept you as a foster daughter." "If you don't mind, I'd rather go to the orphanage." "But you are not an orphan, you can live in this house until you are an adult."

"No." "Cheng Yu, don't be stubborn, your mother has already agreed." "In the orphanage, everyone has no parents, and no one will laugh at me." Fu Yuchen has always been able to convince me. The next day, he took leave of absence and took me to visit a children's home. The person in charge picked out three or five children and let them introduce the life in the hospital. There was a girl, about my age, who always flattered adults, her eyes were twinkling, she couldn't help but be careful, she said many "thank you" and "sorry" to show that she was educated, and she asked me about my life and asked me about my clothes. Express envy.

I got close to Fu Yuchen, not daring to talk to her. The person in charge took us to visit the girl's residence. There are a total of eight beds in a large room, simple mattresses and bedding, and a small tea table beside the bed, this is all they can have. I feel chills from the bottom of my heart. Better than being a match girl, I thought. The bathroom is at the end of the corridor. Everyone washes their bodies and clothes while squatting. There are towels hanging from the mouthwash cups. It doesn’t matter if you, me or her can share it. This is the orphanage I'm coming to. Ten years later, when I graduated from middle school, I tried to leave Fu's family again to make a living on my own, and I still had lingering fears about this girls' home.

I remember being admitted to the Teachers College, excitedly thinking it was a new milestone, and ran to their dormitory to see it was the same. It was a large empty room with four beds, each with a bedside table, and the bathroom was in the corridor. the end. Immediately I was so frightened that my face turned green and my lips turned pale, and I went back home. For those who have a warm family since they were young, living in a big room and eating a big pot of rice may be a different taste and experience. But I can't accept it. That night, Fu Yuchen asked me sincerely: "Cheng Yu, you have seen that place, do you really think that staying with me would be worse than going there?"

My little mind was completely devastated. If you are destined to depend on others, choose a more ideal environment. I said softly, "I would like to stay." After a few days, Fu Yuchen went through the formalities to become my official guardian. My mother was also there, and with a swipe of a pen, she completely disassociated herself from me. She tried her best to dress up that day, with a coat with a small waist and a narrow skirt. That set of clothes was too small, and stretched on her body, showing her little belly. She also felt that she always covered her belly with a big handbag.The economic situation must be bad, and there is no ability to buy new clothes.

Fu Yuchen didn't look at her directly. She felt very boring, and left after doing a good job. Fu Yuchen took me to drink coffee. At the cafe in the busy area of ​​the business district, he met many acquaintances. When they came to say hello, they all showed curiosity to me. I ate my cake and ignored them. To be honest, when I was really reduced to a girls' home, there was no privacy at all. Mu Su had to do it to the public when he slept, and I had lost my instinct of shyness. Since then, I have cultivated the disposition that nothing serious will happen to me, I am so afraid of death that I don’t show it, bow down, say I’m sorry, and start all over again.

Perhaps this is what Fu Yuchen and I have in common. He is also like me, cold as ice for thousands of years. He didn't introduce me to anyone. Until a beautiful lady came over and called, "Yu Chen, are you in this city?" "Elizabeth," he stood up, "sit down, please." I have heard this name before, her surname is Huang, she is his girlfriend, they have a very good friendship. Elizabeth was a beautiful woman with an indescribably delicate face and a little pride between her brows, but when she smiled, it was replaced by sweetness. She was tall and tall, about the same height as her boyfriend, and she was well dressed.

I don't know much about women of their age, but in comparison, I know that her posture is much higher than that of my mother. Elizabeth sat down and asked kindly and kindly, "Who is this?" Fu Yuchen said, "It's Miss Zhou Chengyu." "Hello," she said. I also said, "Hello." She added: "As for our general hairstyle, the Cleopatra style is the most popular at the moment." I didn't know what she was referring to, so I remained silent. But she is a well-bred lady, she didn't have a private conversation with Fu Yuchen, she ignored me, and she left after a few polite words.

Fu Yuchen stood up and sent her back to another table. Coming and going, like a whole set of rituals, really beautiful. When he returned, I was more silent than usual. It was he who asked me first: "Is she beautiful?" "Very beautiful, like a movie star." "The ladies in the city, it's best to count her." Can't help but ask: "Is she your girlfriend?" "It used to be." "what happened?" "It's indescribable," he smiled. "You like her?" I nod. "Remember, a lady with real temperament never shows off everything she owns. She doesn't tell people what books she has read, where she has been, how many clothes she has, and what jewelry she has bought, because she has no sense of inferiority. .”

I will understand later. To put it simply, the posture should be generous. Don't steal oil like a little mouse, or find an account like a small fisherman. Fu Yuchen began to educate me since then. I have been living in his house, and Chen Ma took care of me. He took me out from time to time and always introduced me as Miss Zhou Chengyu. People didn't know what kind of relationship I had with him, but as the days went by, they got used to having such a girl by his side. When I was twelve years old, I had already grown to my current height. Within a year, I sewed school uniforms three times and bought leather shoes three times. After a while, I felt too small, and the clothes did not fit after three or two months. It was obvious that I had begun to grow. My temper is also very withdrawn, I don't get angry at all times, I don't eat all day long, and I am only willing to speak when Fu Yuchen is in this city. He often goes out, once to the full moon. Sometimes I ask, "Where are you going?" "I'm going to Strasbourg, Austria." "Business?" "No, go to the fancy flying competition." "Will there be any danger?" "Walking is also dangerous." "Can I go?" "You have to go to school. Also, you are already so old. If you take you out, people will think you are my girlfriend." I grinned. No one knows who his girlfriend is. He is still not married. He still takes me out and he likes me to put on some lipstick when I go out. Chen Ma was very surprised at first, "Miss, why did you start to put on makeup?" Afterwards, she got used to it, so she stopped asking, there are many strange people and strange things in this world, what is so strange about it. The lipstick was bought by him. There are two colors, one is bright red and the other is pink.I don't use it very well, I always apply it thickly, and my mouth seems to be swollen after crying. He also likes me wearing a round skirt with a narrow waist and combing my ponytail. When I dress up like this, looking in the mirror, I feel like a girl of sixteen or seventeen. He bought me a necklace and said, "It will look better when I wear it." Fu Yuchen dressed me up like a princess. I did not disappoint him. At the beginning, I knew that some people suspected that I was his illegitimate daughter. Later, they said that I was his little sister. During the summer vacation, he had a great time redecorating the house, and it didn't look like it used to. Privately, I haven't forgotten the past. Entered middle school. He picked the best co-ed schools for me. Even if I don't dress up in a school uniform, even if I have a cold attitude, there are still many boys who are willing to be friends with me. They invited me to watch a movie, eat shaved ice and go to the library. Still dare not extend the hand of friendship. They started putting letter cards in my books. Some of them are still written in English, and the grammar is not very neat, but it has made me happy. I put it in a box and treasure it. We know a place, on the school alley, called Huanan Ice Room, where pineapple shaved ice is only 60 cents a glass. Occasionally after school, I would make an appointment with a female classmate to have a cup. There are boys sitting at the next table, pretending not to know each other, but everyone pays special attention to whether their hair is messed up, whether they can hear what they are talking at the opposite table... We have come to know that men and women are different. Pascals and postage stamps are no longer valid at this stage, but I wear lipstick, they don't, and the limelight still belongs to me despite the envy. A female classmate once said: "Your father is so young and beautiful." I have no explanation. Mother appeared again. It's really old. Laughing all the time, the dentures are not installed properly, there is a black seam between the purple gum and the porcelain teeth, which is strange and unnatural. She didn't recognize me for a moment. She said to Chen Ma: "How is it possible, just like an adult!" She kept complaining that I was like an adult. You can see why she came here. She's here to borrow money, I'm sure of that. Fu Yuchen came back specially to meet her and stood in front of me, afraid that she would behave inappropriately. He is always thinking of me. I circled my hands and looked at my mother, who looked up, startled. "Cheng Yu?" She approached. I should not her. Fu Yuchen stood behind me and asked her, "What's the matter?" She said sourly: "My daughter looks like a princess, but my mother has no overnight food." Fu Yuchen sighed, "How much do you want?" "I'll talk to you privately." My mother rolled her eyes at me. "No, Cheng Yu understands what you are like." "What do you mean by dressing her up like a goblin?" "This is just an ordinary girl's dress, I think you have misunderstood." "Twelve years old is a girl?" Mother let out that terrible laugh again. I sighed, my mother was so confused, she always thought that if she insulted someone, she could squeeze more, but in fact Fu Yuchen was willing to send her away quickly. "How much do you want?" Fu Yuchen asked her again. "I'm homeless." "If you plan to stay, I can find a house for you." "Yu Chen, you've climbed so fast these past few years, no one doesn't know your name." "You still have not answered my question." "No, it's not convenient for me to stay." Let's breathe a sigh of relief. If the old lady really doesn't leave, it will be a headache enough to come to the door every three days. "Yu Chen, lend me 20,000 pounds so I can start from scratch." At that time, one pound was worth sixteen Hong Kong dollars. "Qianzhi, you are also an educated person. You can't make up your life. Even if you are not happy in your relationship, you don't need to demean yourself. Look at how poor you are." "You don't need to teach me." "Qianzhi, we are classmates..." "Yu Chen, don't say too much, twenty thousand pounds." "Follow me into the study, please." She took the check and said thank you. Of course she won't repay the money. I will repay all these debts in the future. How to repay it, I am in the fog, I have no idea at all. "Cheng Yu has grown up." She said. "You can say that." "I can see you like her very much." "Obvious facts." "I'm afraid that soon, you will make a red velvet swing frame for her to sit on?" He didn't answer. "you can go now." "I want to say a few words to Cheng Yu." "She won't talk to you." Mother came out of the study, "Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu." I look up. "Cheng Yu, I really have to..." "Forget it." My voice was calm. "Cheng Yu, mom doesn't have the ability to—" "There's one thing you can absolutely do." "Say, daughter, tell me, tell me." "Never come here again." she left. Fu Yuchen lit his pipe and inhaled deeply. The smell of wine in the tobacco filled the room, and I stood beside him. After a long time, I asked, "Why do you call me Oil Bottle?" He froze. "Oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar, rice, why is it only called the oil bottle?" He laughed. "Frankly, I don't know." "Did you pay attention to her eyes?" I asked, "Do you think it's strange?" "That's because the pupil doesn't respond very well to light." "What's going on?" I knew there was more to come. "drug." I was startled, "Why?" "She's not happy." "Because a man treats her badly?" "Cheng Yu, I really don't know how to answer your question." "What's a red velvet swing set?" He was taken aback, and his face darkened, "Why don't you study for the exam the day after tomorrow?" Chen Ma came in at this time, "Miss's call." "Who?" Fu Yuchen asked. "Her classmate." "It can't be a male classmate." It is indeed a male classmate who wants to ask me to borrow homework.This is just an excuse for them. In fact, they just want to come to sit for a while, have snacks, chat, and relieve boredom. I ask him to come up. When he came, Fu Yuchen had already gone out. We listened to records and did arithmetic. The homework in junior high school was relatively profound. He taught me three or five times, but I still didn't understand it. "Cheng Yu, you've been listless all day." "Peter, do you know what a red velvet swing is?" "No, I haven't heard of it, what is that?" "I don't know, you have brothers, Peter, can you ask them?" He shrugged, "Of course." His brother didn't know either. After a long, long time, I have been in the second year of college. In the "hand of a friend", I suddenly saw a book called "The Girl on the Red Velvet Swing". I immediately grabbed the book and ran away. . From the book, I know the allusion of the story. I was so shocked and stimulated that I threw out all the red things in the closet and hated my mother even more. Peter treated me well, we were close, he was more mature than boys his age, we dated for a year. Every time he comes, he brings a bag of chocolates, each in a glass bottle.I don't like sugar. Peter asked me, "What do you really like?" "Mother loves me." "But your father loves you very much. He even asked you to wear lipstick. My sister is so envious. You are the first one in the class to learn how to play tennis, and you are also the one who knows how to water ski. I don't even know where you got the time." "So the homework is not good." "I heard you're going to go to high school?" "There is still a period of time, why make plans so quickly." "Some people also say that he is not your father." I looked at Peter, and at that moment, I decided to cut him off. "I'm tired, Peter. I'll talk about it another day." "Isn't it? Your surname is Zhou, but the sign hanging at the door is Fu's house, and the signature on the manual is also Fu Yuchen." All of a sudden, I was really tired and tired, I didn't want to talk at all, and as soon as I stood up, I left, leaving him in a corner. After a while, Fu Yuchen asked, "Where's your male classmate, why doesn't he come?" "Oh, that stupid boy," I replied flatly, "I don't talk to him anymore." "He offended you?" I refuse to answer. Fu Yuchen smiled, "It's already hard to serve, huh?" I turn my face away. "Most of them are stupid. If they pick too much, they won't have boyfriends." "I don't need a boyfriend." End this discussion. My developing body was so embarrassing that I didn't have the mind to think about anything else. There is a hard lump in the chest, and I accidentally touched it, and the pain is too painful. At this time, all sports activities are stopped to prevent accidents. On the one hand, Peter still didn't give up, and kept asking "Cheng Yu, why are you ignoring me?", which was annoying. He didn't know where he offended me. Being friends is as simple as being friends. I hate others to inquire about my privacy. If you think friendship is worth it, let's shake hands. If not, then find someone else, but don't try to inquire about my secrets.My secret belongs to the dark. It doesn't matter who my father is, Peter just doesn't understand. Fu Yuchen understood my needs and went to see a female doctor with me. From then on, I would go to her for any intractable diseases until the doctor left and immigrated to a foreign country. She told me everything in a civilized and calm manner, such as menstruation is not internal bleeding, to ensure that women will not die from it. She didn't happen with me more than a doctor. "As for the relationship between patients, people who study science are calm-headed and never have too much emotion. The first corset, which she bought for me. Then one day, Fu Yuchen said he would introduce me to his girlfriend. "Is it Huang Elizabeth?" I asked him. "No, Elizabeth was married earlier, then divorced, and now she is getting married again." "Then who is it?" "I hope you will like her." "But even if you don't like it, you'll still move out with her." Fu Yuchen was surprised, "How do you know?" "Your new house is being renovated." "Where did you get the news?" He didn't try his best to hide it from me. The decoration people came in and out and talked about it. It was obviously a trouble to tell me more. "I'm going to get married, and I have a fund that can only be used after the birth of the first child." "I'm so happy for you." "You have grown up, and you know that it is no longer convenient for me to live in the same room with you." "I see." On the day when Ms. Zhao came to eat, we were ready. Chen's mother laughed and said, "You don't want to go down and take a look? Miss Zhao looks a little like you, with a pointed chin and big eyes. She is very young, only twenty-five or six years old." "Is it a movie star?" "You can tell at a glance that she is a lady of everyone." I dressed like an adult and went down to meet the guests. Fu Yuchen was serious. He introduced to her, "My adopted daughter Zhou Chengyu." Ms. Zhao treated me very coldly, she was very cowardly, every dish had to be put into a bowl by Fu Yuchen before eating. Ms. Zhao often looks at me with a suspicious look. She may be thinking whether this is an adopted daughter or a biological daughter. I don't think she is a lady at all, she is not as good as Elizabeth. After dinner, I said, "I will accompany Ms. Zhao to visit this house." Fu Yuchen said, "Alright, I'll make a few calls." I led Ms. Zhao to walk around the garden. "How old are you?" she asked. "fourteen." She was taken aback. "I thought you were eighteen." "Ah, no, I'm not yet an adult." I said lightly, "The long window here is a study room, but Fu Yuchen is inside, so let's not disturb him." "What do you call him?" "Fu Yuchen." I added, "I've always called him that." "He, isn't your father?" She was very tentative. "Father?" I laughed, "Of course not, we have no blood relationship at all." "Who are your parents?" "My father's surname is Zhou, and my mother's surname is Yang. They are his old classmates." "Why do you live in his house?" "Come here, please. This is the library. We're watching TV here." Ms. Zhao asked too many questions. I turned my head and asked, "Did he tell you?" She blushed. It can be seen that the heart is very disturbed, and the hands are tightly clenched. "He likes me, so I've been here with him since I was seven." Ms. Zhao's eyes were cloudy, like a wounded animal. "He said I was never like a child." Her throat went dry and she coughed. "The second floor is the bedroom. When he doesn't go out, he sleeps here. This suite includes a bathroom and a sitting room. The next door is my bedroom. This door is open, can be locked, and can be opened." I pushed the door open. "My bedroom leads to the terrace. He made this line of wardrobes for me. Unfortunately, I have to wear school uniforms. This is the dressing table. This line of cosmetics was bought for me by him." no response. "Miss Zhao?" I turned my head away. Hey, her complexion was blue, standing in the corner of the room. I asked, "Are you unwell?" "No, no...you go on." "When I was young, I told him that I wanted to marry him..." I laughed, and suddenly realized that I was laughing a bit like my mother, so I quickly stopped. "Is this the relationship between you and him?" I grinned my lips, "Otherwise I would have to live in an orphanage, and my parents wouldn't take me in. Fortunately, he was kind to me." Ms. Zhao had a strange look in her eyes, "You are still a child." "I'm as tall as you." I smiled again. "We're getting married." "I know. It doesn't matter, he is still... foster father." Miss Zhao suddenly screamed, and I stared at her. She ran downstairs. I stood at the top of the stairs and watched her go all the way into the living room to get her coat bag. Fu Yuchen ran out upon hearing the sound, "What's going on, Lingyi, Lingyi!" She ignored him and kept running out. I don't understand. What I said just now is the truth. What made her so unhappy?What a lady. Fu Yuchen came up and watched me from a distance. "Cheng Yu, you are really strange." I said, "Don't blame me for another woman." "What did you say to her?" "Why don't you ask her?" "Don't worry, I will." Fu Yuchen was angry. What a strange person, angry for such a trivial matter, I have known him for so many years, and he has never asked me to see his face... It is really embarrassing, but there is a first time for everything, there is really nothing I can do. He quickly got the answer from Zhao Lingyi. She is the kind of woman who is eager to confide all her grievances to a man. Fu Yuchen's reaction was more intense than I imagined. He sent a driver to take me back from school. There was only one sentence at the beginning, "You will go to England for boarding next semester." I said, "I'm not going." "You can't help but go, I'm your guardian." "Not going to England." "Don't worry, you won't run into Lingtang. Britain is very big. Even if you meet her again, you don't have to worry. You are much better than her." I didn't say anything, turned and went back to the room. "stop." I obeyed and stopped to look at him. "Why did you say those things?" he asked me. His expression was miserable, as if he had been bitten by a poisonous snake. "What words?" "You deliberately caused her misunderstanding, why? Why did you destroy my reputation?" "You never cared about what other people said, so why bother with her." "We are going to be married, I told you." "It won't work now, will it?" "You are too scary, Cheng Yu." I went back to the room, leaned over the desk, turned on the radio, the music was melodious, but there was no joyful feeling of victory, I reached out and snapped it off. Suddenly I regretted it. All I want is a peaceful and comfortable living environment until I become financially independent and self-sufficient. But years of peaceful life gave birth to unreasonable thoughts. I opened the door and went out, wanting to apologize to Fu Yuchen, he has already gone out. My apologies lingered all night and disappeared at dawn the next day. He wants to send me away immediately. I never went against his will, and he couldn't bear it for such a trivial matter. He reminded me of some people who take in stray cats and dogs, throw them back into the street as soon as they find it troublesome. We are thus rusted. At that time, I already thought that I knew everything, had amazing experience, and knew everything. It took ten years to realize that he was still for my own good. Because, he said: "I'm really confused, even I don't know what plans and desires I have in my heart. You have grown up gradually, and we are bound to be unable to be together again." As a result, he married Zhao Lingyi. As a result their marriage did not last. Only nine months later, the two broke up.He was used to being free, and she hoped that he would stay by her side, ask for his opinion on everything, and ask him to deal with it wisely. After the divorce, half of Fu Yuchen's property disappeared.They said that his girlfriends began to be numerous and miscellaneous. At that time, the problem for boarding students was no longer as simple as smoking cigarettes secretly in the room, they had to stay out of trouble, or stay awake. The reason for not mixing with them is very simple. It is just superficial hatred of their appearance. Both men and women are covered with blisters, densely covered with pus heads, and they squeeze them with their fingers in their spare time. They are so dirty.Some of them took medicine, and the whole chin peeled off, and it was bloody, which made people dare not look at it directly. Who would dare to go out with them. Reluctantly going to an appointment, the boy scratched his long hair, dandruff fell like snowflakes on his shoulders, only then did he realize that the sesame velvet coat turned out to be pure gray, felt sick, and hurried back. At the end of one semester, Fu Yuchen personally came to pick me up. The sentence is over. It's been eleven months. Before leaving, I was reluctant to say goodbye to my classmates one by one. Fu Yuchen said later, I was not surprised to see him at all, it seemed to be expected, I knew he would come to take me back sooner or later. But this is incorrect. I don’t know that he will come. We haven’t written or talked on the phone for nearly a year. The audio is interrupted. I wake up in the middle of the night and often don’t know where I am. This kind of punishment is already a punishment for me Great test. I don't know how to get through every day, and when I get up at the morning, looking at the fish belly and the sky, I feel like I am on the edge of the spirit world. But time always passes, and he finally appears. But I keep my cool, I have learned to be much more well-behaved than before. He appeared in the teaching room. The headmaster said politely and proudly: "England is good for her, isn't it?" Fu Yuchen said: "She has grown taller." Actually no, I have stopped growing taller and I look taller than before, that's because I lost a few kilos. I didn't show the feeling in my heart at all, just smiled irrelevantly and superficially, and only regarded him as a guardian, doing so well, I believe there is no flaw at all, and even my eyes didn't betray me. "Mr. Fu," said the principal, "I hope she will come back and continue her studies." "Yes, let's go around Europe first before making a decision, please save the degree for her." "sure." He took me away almost immediately. When I came, there was another reason, but when I left, there was no reason at all. Only I am used to such a wandering life. Go to the cafeteria to say goodbye to your classmates and have a cup of tea. Fu Yuchen asked: "Who is that boy with big nose and pimples?" I didn't answer. I don't intend to pay attention to them, they all have big noses, they often say that orientals have too small noses, they don't know how to breathe, and everyone suffers from acne, I didn't find a soulmate among these people.We left by plane that day and headed for continental Europe. I seldom spoke along the way and kept silent. In the past, silence meant bad temper, but now, no matter what, there is always a smile on the corner of the mouth, which is learned from the British. At a café on the rue de la Belle in Paris, he asked me: "Are you still angry?" I was taken aback and my heart was shaken. He not only regarded me as a human being, but also as a woman. I look at him. Over the years, he has not aged, he is almost like a fossil, from any angle, he is perfect, regardless of the opposite sex, both Chinese and foreign, I believe he is a handsome man. He didn't mention anyone's name. I think he will never say the word Zhao Lingyi again, the past is the past. There was a real smile on the corner of my mouth, but my relationship with him was eternal. "No," I replied, "how can I be angry." "It's not the best, Mother Chen is waiting for you to go back." "How is she?" "The body is still passable." "You still live there?" "yes." The new house has of course changed the name. "Your homework is still poor." "Yes, I can't get up all the time." He looked at me in the sunlight, and suddenly said: "Looking at you, Cheng Yu, it really makes me old, your whole body is transparent." Naturally I didn't understand at the time, I just cast a puzzled look. How can people be transparent?Not invisible.I found out later. Boys and girls are really beautiful, completely transparent, absorbing the brilliance, and then reflecting it, bright eyes, tight skin, the whole person is covered in fog, hazy, half-understanding, the body is the body of an adult, but other Everything is immature and there is room for discussion. Later it was understood, such as light passing through glass. Fu Yuchen was slightly agitated and would not calm down until later. I thought he exiled me for a year with guilt, noncommittal. "Is boarding life good?" I shook my head, "The bathroom is at the end of the corridor. It takes three minutes to get there in the middle of the night. The cold wind is biting. If you get rheumatism when you are old, it will be the one that will hurt you." "But you also learned a lot." "Yes, I learned a lot." Who wants this kind of ghost experience. Let me be the most naive, ignorant and innocent person. Said in his mouth: "Finally learn to get along with others, just think about it, three people share a room, you can't have yourself." "It will be useful to go out and do things in the future, sitting in the lobby and getting along with colleagues in harmony." "Sit in the lobby?" "In the beginning, where was the room to sit? Of course it was the lobby." Originally, I thought that being a human being until the age of eighteen and finding a job to be self-reliant was already accomplished, but now it seems that it is far away, and I am secretly surprised. But I don't talk about this, "At first the roommates had a lot of quarrels, but later they were tired of arguing and went their own way." I deliberately said something gossip. "What's the noise?" "Competing for land, there is only one bed by the window, and all three of them wanted to occupy it. It wasn't until six months later, when the other two roommates were transferred, that it was my turn. I had just owned it, and I wanted to leave. I don't know who would take advantage of it." , "I said regretfully, "It's really not tasteful to work hard to fight the world, and it's others who benefit." Fu Yuchen sighed, "Listen to you, it's similar to our world." "Is it? Just as bad? Thought the adults were so much better." "You didn't fight with anyone, did you?" "No, some Chinese female students come here after learning Wing Chun, so as not to suffer." "Parents are getting more thoughtful," he laments. "Have you had any children?" "No. Today's women are gradually unwilling to have children. Perhaps this situation will become more obvious when you become an adult." The sun was getting stronger and shone into my eyes, so I reached out and rubbed them. He stood up to check out. He always saw my needs and was considerate of me. Not every man does this. I remember that my mother went from dark to dawn, from dawn to dark again, her fingers were callused, and when she got home at eight o'clock, she had to wash dishes and chopsticks with her hands in cold water for dozens of minutes... It was all because of I didn't get a little bit of consideration, so I married Uncle Hui.