Chapter 40 "Rumours" Thirty-Four

Not long after, "Guandi 99" was handed over, and after everything was ready, Wu Fei chose a weekend to move. When she was about to leave the community, Wu Fei saw Yang Xiaoning teasing the children on the lawn again, which was the same as what she saw when she moved in, except that this time Yang Xiaoning didn't have a mother around him, and he was strangely wearing a square sunglasses. Wu Fei couldn't help smiling when she saw the scene. After thinking about it, she asked Wu Xian to go first with the moving company's car. She parked her car by the lawn and walked towards her first love.

She stopped at a distance of about seven meters from him and tilted her head to look at him.Her mind replayed the first time she'd seen him, and he was walking towards her, wearing his "signature smile" like he was smiling at his little child now. After Wu Fei stood there for nearly ten minutes, Yang Xiaoning finally discovered her existence.He just stood up where he was, rubbed his hands together, and smiled at her. Wu Fei was sure that both of them saw each other clearly this time.Before Yang Xiaoning had any other reaction, Wu Fei smiled at him and said loudly: "I was moving, and I happened to pass by here and saw you, so I thought, I should say hello to you! By the way, you look good wearing these sunglasses Suddenly, I thought Wang Jiawei was teasing the children in our yard!"

After speaking, he turned around briskly and left, leaving Yang Xiaoning standing under the bright sun with facial features twitching, silently holding his child by the hand... Also like Wong Kar-wai's movies, there is no sound at this time, so the joys and sorrows of each have their own joys and sorrows, and they have their own endings. Wu Fei knew that this time, it was finally her farewell to him. She had been waiting for this moment for ten years. The only thing she wondered was why Yang Xiaoning could disappear into the end of her heart after Mo Xilun's matter was completely settled.From now on, she will no longer be overwhelmed by the memory he left, nor will she continue to be controlled by what he left her. None of them can name the frustration and sadness.

After that day, Wu Fei really got in touch with the salesman named Long Yucheng, and she couldn't tell who he was. Perhaps, as the rock musician Bon Jovi said: "Everyone is not an island." When Long Yucheng was not in sales, he was an amateur poet—the kind of poet who insisted on creating without publishing any works. "You know, I think that in human nature, there are four things that people are born with: swimming, reciting poems, drinking and dancing. These are the things that are most in line with human nature. Later, most people can't, just because they have been educated bondage."

Yu Cheng is not just talking, these four things are his strongest points, and it is obvious that he is more comfortable doing them than being a salesman.Therefore, Wu Fei always followed his arrangements when meeting him, and Yu Cheng seemed to be happy to be Wu Fei's leader, he taught her to swim, she listened to him recite poems, they drank and danced. With Long Yucheng, Wu Fei felt that she was never too young.He would give her a fresh feeling every time, he took her to have carnivals with different strangers, regardless of their surnames, regardless of where they came from, and they were not driven by any interests, and they played freely.

For a period of time, they drank almost every time they met, and every time they drank, they would get drunk, and then solve other famines while drunk. Without the shackles of self-control, it was a very authentic and supernatural experience. "The happiest thing in life is drinking and making love." The poet Long Yucheng said so. "Yeah, it's a pity that most of the time you guys can only choose one of them at the same time!" "How to say?" "Didn't it mean that many men can't have sex after drinking?" Wu Fei laughed. "There are geniuses like me!" Long Yucheng said.

He is indeed a genius sometimes, he makes Wu Fei feel that there is such a corner of the world, where there is pure happiness.She felt a new kind of power from him: young and innocent.These powers appeared at this moment in Wu Fei's life, which made her extremely grateful, but without any unnecessary burden. When they get to know each other better, Long Yucheng will also tell Wu Fei about his own life experience, about the ups and downs in the first two years when he first arrived in Beijing, and about family disharmony. "My mother is very indifferent to everything except for the serial dramas. My father is just the opposite. He is very enthusiastic about everything, except for me and my mother!"

These words made Wu Fei think of her and Wu Xian, so she felt affection for Cheng Dun, and she couldn't help sighing: "Oh, sometimes think about it, I'm almost eight years older than you, and you are younger than my brother .” "Why did you suddenly think of saying this?" Long Yucheng asked with a smile. "It's nothing, I just think it's not easy for you." "Hey, who is easy these days!" "Hey, let's do it!" Wu Fei leaned closer to Yu Cheng and said, "In the future, no matter what help you need, remember, you have me!"

"I don't need anything. Really." Long Yucheng said, putting away his smile and looking at Wu Fei. "But I need it!" Wu Fei smiled, squinted her eyes, and tilted her head on Yu Cheng's shoulder, and said softly: "Do you know, now, as long as I am with you, I am happy, you are my destiny." My Omen Star, if you want me to treat you better, I really feel that I owe you a little!" Long Yucheng gently rubbed the ring on Wu Fei's back, and joked, "Why are you being so polite? I didn't do anything to you either!" Wu Fei broke free and said with a smile: "Is this still called 'didn't do anything'? Then what is 'did something'!"

"However, to be honest, I'm afraid that others will treat me well." Yu Cheng coughed, lit a cigarette and handed it to Wu Fei. "Why?" Wu Fei took a puff from the cigarette and asked. "Probably, hehe, I don't want to fall in love with anyone." Long Yucheng said thoughtfully. "Why?" Wu Fei asked again. "I just don't want to, there's no reason." Long Yucheng thought for a while and then said: "I think, sometimes, women will threaten you in the name of love, this and that. I met a girl a while ago, and it didn't matter much. One day she suddenly told me sadly that I will never meet someone who treats me better than her in my life. As soon as I heard that, my scalp immediately went numb!"

"Hehe," Wu Fei smiled and asked, "Then how did she treat you well?" "What a good way, um..." Yu Cheng also lit a cigarette for himself, took a puff, waved the cigarette away in front of his face, and said, "It doesn't seem to be a problem, it's just...she texts me every day." Text messages, asking about my health, giving me gifts during the New Year and holidays, and sending them to my place of work by courier, making the people in the project laugh at me, haha. Moreover, every time we meet, she is very sad, and she hesitates to talk back, The old man looked at me with tears in his eyes like I was dying." "Then she must be in love with you, how pitiful! You still say that!" Wu Fei laughed. "But if she insists on falling in love with me, it can't be blamed on me!" "What about you? Do you love her?" "Well... I don't hate her yet." Yu Cheng said. "That means you don't love her! Then why do you still want to see her?" Wu Fei asked. "I don't know. Sometimes I think she is quite pitiful. She said that as long as she sees me, she is happy. I thought, I have nothing to lose by letting her see me. If I can't do this, then I am too happy." Not human anymore." "But this is not a long-term solution." "The most useful 'long-term solution' is to respond to all changes with the same. I guess she will be fine after a while. Now in this year, there is no long-term!" Long Yucheng continued: "I just think, Sometimes women are very self-righteous, self-righteous in various ways. For example, this girl, she is always talking about how she likes me, but she doesn't know me at all. Don't say I know, in fact, the two of us even know each other not on." "That's your problem. You haven't given people a chance to understand you at all." "Understanding doesn't need 'opportunity', only 'wisdom'." Yu Cheng said: "Hey, anyway, I don't know why, anyway, I just don't like girls complaining, and I'm afraid that people say they like me, so they want to treat me Well, things like that. I...maybe I grew up in that kind of family, and I'm used to being treated well by others, so I'm a little bit resistant to being treated well by others, especially strange women. In my life In my experience, "good" has two results, one is to make myself feel betrayed, after a long time, I feel that I am quite an asshole; the other, I actually think, many women always love to use the guise of being good to you , To put it bluntly, I just want to occupy you, and I want to occupy you, and it’s as if I’ve sacrificed myself! Tell me, what’s good? Let’s say with conscience, a man sleeps with a woman, whoever suffers and who takes advantage ? Sigh, being a man is so fucking unlucky!" After hearing this, Wu Fei put out the cigarette, lowered her head and carefully brushed off a soot that was so small that it was almost invisible that fell on the corner of her clothes, and then said with a smile: "Yo, then you have to take care of yourself." , you are so talented and beautiful, beware of being taken advantage of by me!" "Hi! Which one of us is with whom! Besides, you are different from others!" Long Yucheng looked at Wu Fei and smiled. "What's the difference? Isn't it all about eating together and sleeping together!" "This is where you are different!" Long Yucheng looked into Wu Fei's eyes and said, "You will admit that you never pretend, and say what you have." Wu Fei also looked back at him, and the two laughed together in a strange way.After laughing, Wu Fei suddenly moved closer and hugged Yu Cheng's neck and whispered in his ear: "Take me away, let's go drink, and then, you can go wherever you want, and we can do whatever you want." "Do you want to or do I want to?" Long Yucheng also asked in a low voice. "It's been a long time, what's the difference between you and me? Isn't it all the same?" Wu Fei smiled, and then she let him go, and they looked at each other deeply for another thirteen seconds. During those thirteen seconds, they seemed to be Seeing through each other, just this one glance, only at that moment, let them unexpectedly have enough understanding, enough to understand that they can continue to hang out together for a year and a half without any extra detours or explanations. After "Guandi 99" was sold out, Wu Fei took her annual leave and went to an island in Southeast Asia with Long Yucheng for vacation. That afternoon, afterward, Long Yucheng got up, put on only his jeans at first, walked over and opened the balcony door facing the sea view, and the sound of the beach and waves outside the hotel rushed in. Wu Fei curled up in the bed sheet, stretched out her hand and pressed the remote control, and Yu Cheng brought a record that floated out of the air, "Blame You Are Too Beautiful" sung by Leslie Cheung's immortal hoarse voice.Wu Fei stretched her waist contentedly, sighed and said, "This song is so sexy!" "Sexier? Compared to me?" Yu Cheng came over and pinched Wu Fei's face lightly, and walked to the mirror of the dressing table, sighing: "You are much better like this!" "what?" "The way you look now...is very feminine." "how to say?" "nothing……" "I hate it, I'm just annoying to talk halfway!" Wu Fei said with a smile, then stretched out her hand to light a cigarette, leaned against the bed and watched Cheng comb her hair. "I just like to see boys wear ponytails!" Wu Fei sighed sincerely, "My brother's hair is too short. If I have a son in the future, I will make him like this." "Do you think your son will look like me?" Long Yucheng turned around and asked Wu Fei after braiding his hair, while raising his arms vigorously to look at his biceps. "If my son was like you, I would have beaten him to death! Hahaha." Wu Fei smiled and flicked the cigarette butt. "Then will you hit me?" Yu Cheng walked over, sat on the edge of the bed, and reached out to touch Wu Fei's hairline. "Get out!" Wu Fei shoved Yu Cheng's hand away coquettishly, "I can't stand people touching my hair. My ex-husband used this trick to deceive me at the time. I think this is more fucking sexy than touching anything else!" "Then, will it be easy for you to fall in love with the hair stylist?" "That's not true. I think hair stylists are like doctors, with their own insulators. And I usually find 'comrade' to do my hair." Wu Fei said while turning sideways and reaching out from under a pile of clothes on the sofa. A paper bag, and said to Yucheng: "Hey, try this one." Yu Cheng took the paper bag and took out a black shirt from inside. He held up the shirt to look at it and asked, "Ah? When did you buy it?" "Before lunch, you insist on exercising. I'm bored, so I'll go shopping!" "I'm convinced! You can go shopping with such a little effort? Didn't you say go to the SPA?" "I don't want to go to the spa by myself, if I want to go, go together!" "Okay, I'll go then." Yu Cheng sat down next to Wu Fei, thought for a while and then said, "But don't buy me clothes in the future, it makes me feel quite uncomfortable." "Then don't tell me!" Wu Fei laughed. "I didn't know you well before." Yu Cheng also smiled. "I've been in bed a hundred times, and you still don't know me well?" "It doesn't matter how many times you go to bed if you're familiar, right? One hundred? It's too exaggerated." "Aren't you guys all (four voices) an exaggeration?" "I don't care, hehe, I still have some confidence in myself!" Yu Chengdao "Anyway, don't buy it in the future." "You just think I have a psychological problem, hehe - I may really have a psychological problem, as soon as I go out on the street, I want to buy something for 'my' man. I used to buy it for my brother, and I bought it for my husband. Now, my husband Let me get dumped, my brother wears clothes bought by other women, so I can only buy them for you!" "Then, if you are like me, if you live in old Shanghai, wouldn't it be called 'Demolition of the White Party'?" "Haha, you, you are the kind that should be disassembled or not!" Wu Fei was amused by Long Yucheng's words, "Stop talking nonsense, show me the clothes." "I won't wear it anymore, so I won't have to take it off for a while. The clothes you bought for me are quite suitable. You'll know if you don't try them on. You keep buying me such expensive things. What if I get used to it and can't live without you?" After finishing speaking, Long Yucheng stood up and hung the shirt in the closet. "Then let's do the trick." Wu Fei still smiled with her head resting on her arm. "What's the trick? Like this?" Yu Cheng came over and hugged Wu Fei, and the two moved forward step by step, and had a long wet kiss. "I can't do it anymore." Wu Fei buried her head in Yu Cheng's chest and said with a smile, "I am an elderly person, and I have to take two hours between sessions to recharge my energy." "You're lecherous, you! What are you thinking? I just plan to hug you, I don't plan to do anything else!" Yu Cheng said, pinning Wu Fei's hair behind her ears, then wrapped her in a sheet, and got off the bed Pick it up and put it in the deck chair on the balcony.He walked back to the room by himself and brought back two young coconuts from the refrigerator. One of them helped Wu Fei insert the straw and handed it to her, and he sat on the other recliner beside him. Both of them stared at the distant coastline in a daze. Long Yucheng took two sips and suddenly asked, "Do you believe in God?" "Why did you think of God?" Wu Fei asked back. "Tell me, I'm so handsome, you're so beautiful, the sea here is so blue, and the green coconut is so sweet, it's just like a fake!" "Hey, you are writing poetry again?" "No, I'm serious, tell me, if there is no God, how did this come about?" "Hehe, yes!" Wu Fei enjoyed it, and said leisurely while sucking coconut greens: "However, if there is a God, God must be very depressed." "How to say?" "Think about it, God has created such beautiful conditions for people, but in the end, people and this place can't do good things!" "Why didn't you do something good?" "For example, you and I, the fact that we are together, if it is in the Bible, then it is a 'sin'." "God doesn't care about that. If this is called 'sin', why isn't it called 'sin'?" "Probably, if there is 'love', it shouldn't be 'sin'." Long and Cheng were silent, seeing Wu Fei squinting, he got up and picked up a pair of sunglasses from the coffee table and handed them to her. Wu Fei put on her sunglasses and continued with a smile: "But to be honest, if possible, I would still like to 'love'. Only love has the kind of torture that makes people want to recognize themselves. I haven't been tortured so much for a long time. I feel Quite 'hungry'!" "'Hunger and Thirst'? Except for sex and alcohol, why have I never felt this way before!" Long Yucheng laughed. Wu Fei ignored Yu Cheng's joke, and continued her topic: "The ancients said, 'There is nothing more sad than death in the heart'. I am already old, and I am still willing to believe in love. Probably, at least it means that my heart is not completely dead yet. Bar." "It's a woman after all! Hehe." Long Yucheng looked back at Wu Fei and smiled. "Hate, is it ridiculous to expect love? Why are you laughing?" "I don't know, I just want to laugh." "Then tell me about you, what about you? You don't want to love at all?" "I don't know, and I don't bother to think about it. I don't think there is anything wrong with being like this now. Besides, this year is my natal year. Let's talk about it after that. People have said that it is not appropriate to change yourself during the natal year." "Damn, how dare you talk about your birth year in front of me! I'll be on my fourth year in another birth year! It's too scary! But from today onwards, I will forget my age, lest your kid dislike me in advance, ha ha." "Hey," Yu Cheng turned to look at Wu Fei again, and said earnestly, "However, there is one thing I am sure of, no matter when, you will still keep yourself beautiful." "Thank you, for your kind words!" Wu Fei smiled, and said, "Apart from love? What else do you plan to consider after your zodiac year?" "what do you mean?" "For example, um...ideal or something, right! You say, young people like you don't have an ideal?" "Yes, why not." "Then tell me, what is your ideal." "My ideal..." Long Yucheng stood up and threw the two young coconuts he had finished drinking into a garbage bag, turned around and said loudly to the sea and sky, "I declare that my ideal of Long Yucheng is to wait for Wu Fei When she is old, I go to the nursing home to see her once a week, I will bring her food when she eats, and I will carry the bottle for her when she drinks!" After speaking, he turned around and sat down, then turned to Wu Fei and asked, "Do you think this ideal is reliable?". "Fart!" Wu Fei laughed out loud. Not far away, the sound of the waves came one after another, and the CD in the room was still playing, faintly singing "If I still have sadness, let the wind blow it away, if I still have happiness, maybe...". Wu Fei turned over comfortably, her back was facing Yu Chengjuan, and fell asleep unknowingly amidst the sound of the waves, like a dream but not a dream, Wu Fei heard Yu Cheng's voice calling her name behind her, The voice seemed a bit strange, but before Wu Fei could listen to it clearly, the voice was suddenly far away. Wu Fei dreamed that before she flew up with the sea, there seemed to be a tear falling from the eye socket behind her sunglasses, but before it rolled down, it was quickly washed away by the sea, followed by countless other tears of unknown origin. Tears pooled and were carried away. After an unknown amount of time, Wu Fei looked at herself in the water and smiled. Although she was a little puzzled, she was very at ease. She heard a voice rumbling in the clouds: "The angel also showed me a river of water of life in the middle of the streets of the city, bright as crystal... On the one side of the river and on the other side was the tree of life, bearing twelve kinds of fruit. The leaves on the tree were for the healing of the peoples. After that, there will be no curse."