Chapter 21 "Rumours" Fifteen

During a vacation that year, Fanfan came to the United States to film a movie, and when the movie was finished, he stayed for a week to come and take a vacation with Wu Fei. One day when I arrived in New York, Fanfan took Wu Fei to a musical during the day, and at night went to a local themed pub opened by an Italian friend of Fanfan to watch a performance and drink. Back to the hotel to rest. The next day, near noon, Wu Fei woke up naturally, and found herself sleeping in the same room as Fan Fan.Looking back, she found that Fanfan was lying on her back, but she was already awake, so she continued to turn her back to him and asked:

"Hey, tell me, how many times have we slept in the same bed like this?" "It's been quite a few times." Fanfan turned over and replied with his back to Wu Fei. Wu Fei yawned and said, "Actually, this is also a very miraculous experience for me." "It's the same for me, I didn't sleep with a strange woman either," Fan Fan muttered. "You are so smart! How do you know what I'm talking about!" Wu Fei said, turning around and pushing the model, and continued: "Really, I think, except ourselves, no one in the world would believe that there is such a lonely person. Widow and man slept together many times and nothing happened. Also, I have never slept with any man other than you, not even my two boyfriends."

"Can I understand that you are implying something to me?" Fan Fan turned to look at Wu Fei, rubbed his eyes and smiled and said, "Then wait a minute, I'm going to wash my face, if you see that I have eye dropsy Sexually destructive." "Haha, I really hate you!" Wu Fei smiled and took out a pillow and threw it away, and said again: "However, I really never imagined that you also have sex." "Why?" Fan Fan asked with a smile and frowned as he leaned his head on one of his arms and looked sideways at Wu Fei. "I don't know, I'm just curious. What would it be like in your situation? Hehe..." Wu Fei looked at the ceiling, biting a finger, and giggled.

"Oh, that's it!" Fan Fan said while lying on the bed and hugging a pillow, imitating the pornographic scenes in movies and TV dramas and making exaggerated expressions. Wu Fei giggled and said, "It's so lewd! We don't have a video camera next to us, why are you humming like this! It's so contrived! I'm so numb by you that I almost bulge!" He took off his pajamas and looked down at his chest. "Please just watch it yourself, don't let me see it!" Fanfan smiled and rolled out of bed to the bedroom, took a bath towel to wrap around his body, and said, "What should I do, I can't live a life without people watching, Even sex."

While talking, Fan Fan took out a cigarette rolling device and a pile of materials that Wu Fei couldn't understand, and then sat back on the bed, fiddled with it carefully for a while, rolled a very thin cigarette, lit it, and lay down halfway He took a sip, then passed it to Wu Fei, and asked, "Do you want to try it?" "I don't smoke, my husband can't smell smoke!" Wu Fei said "It's not cigarettes, it's marijuana." Fan Fan took a puff slowly and replied. "Ah? Drugs! Then I don't want it!" "Hey, please don't be so old-fashioned and ignorant, woman. Marijuana is actually more natural and healthier."

"Then why is it still banned?" Wu Fei asked curiously. "It's just that it really can make people hallucinate." After finishing speaking, Fan Fan took another puff, deliberately puffed smoke at Wu Fei and laughed jokingly: "If it wasn't for the help of hallucinations, how dare I risk being raped at any time?" The danger is lying with you!" "Does it really make people hallucinate?" Wu Fei turned sideways, took the cigarette, took a puff, frowned and waited, then looked back at the model with a smile and said, "No, I still don't want to Rape you, what should I do?"

The two laughed again for a while. For the next few days, they were like this, eating junk food and smoking marijuana in the room during the day, and going to nightclubs at night. Model is very familiar with the United States, and took Wu Fei to places with local characteristics. The last stop is Miami. When we went to eat at the beach that day, Dianfan led Wu Fei to a small restaurant on the beach opened by a Cuban, and the two of them sat outdoors. "How come you are so familiar?" Wu Fei asked "That's right, I only came here to surf with Xiao Qi last month." Fan Fan said.

"Is the Xiao Qi you're talking about Ren Xianqi?" Wu Fei asked with a sigh. The model was holding the menu and talking to the waiter in Spanish, but had no time to answer. Wu Fei admired: "Seriously, you are the most versatile man I know.". "Because I'm an 'artist', there's no other way, otherwise what should I do." After Fan Fan ordered, he handed the menu back to the waiter. "For those of us, the profession of 'entertainer' is the only industry in the world that uses 'play' to make money." Wu Fei laughed. "Hehe, that's really good for 'playing'." Fan Fan showed a helpless expression to Wu Fei.

"Then what does it feel like to be an artist? I don't think I've ever asked you." "Being an entertainer..." Fanfan frowned and thought about it seriously, seeing a few young people passing by with surfboards in the distance, he continued, "Actually, being an entertainer is a bit like surfing. You have to do it before. A lot of hard preparations, and then, paint your face as a clown, lie on the surs board and wait in full view, and there are many clowns waiting with you. I don’t know how long it will take, just to wait until The climax at the last moment is repeated. At that time, you suddenly become a hero that everyone is watching. However, this luck is not for everyone. Many people are old before the climax. Therefore, You see a lot of artists, they were like clowns when they debuted, they waited all their lives for nothing, they were just clowns.”

Model was the same day as usual, he was covered in famous brands, and he was dressed in line with his profession: Gucci sunglasses, Tiffany bracelets, Armani's monochromatic linen top, which looked very cool, with sleeves Covering the wrist all the time, Jean Paul Gaultier's colorful beach shorts were casually rolled up, revealing D&G's wide-brimmed sandals. "You know what? You're the most dressed-up guy I've ever met, and you always dress so expensively!" "That's right, my family was poor when I was young, and when I finally stopped being poor, I wanted to say, wear back what I lacked before!" Fanfan said while biting his nails.

"This, in Beijing, is called 'upstart'!" Wu Fei teased. "Bang, Fa, Hu. Well, sounds cool! It seems that we also have this saying." Fan Fan repeated it seriously, with his thumb still on his lips. Wu Fei was amused by him, and said, "But you won't be hated too much if you dress so arrogantly, I'm afraid it won't work if it's someone else." "How do you say that?" Fanfan asked with a smile. "Because you are so beautiful! Sometimes I feel that you are such a beauty!" Wu Fei replied very earnestly. "Nonsense! How can anyone say that a man is a 'beauty', so perverted!" Fan Fan gave him a blank look with a smile, and arranged the napkin for herself. "I can't find any other words, but I mean it sincerely, because you have many advantages. The better you are, the more delicious you are." Wu Fei took off her thin denim jacket, and only wore a colorful Versace camisole underneath. The model was given to her. "Hehe, talking about the taste. This homemade olive oil is really delicious, the best in the world, praise!" Fan Fan didn't accept Wu Fei's praise, poured a little olive oil into her plate, and broke it off. He gave her half a piece of bread, then changed the subject and said, "What about your husband? I don't think I've ever asked your husband." "Hehe, God knows whose husband he is, I just borrowed something from someone else to play with." "Is that fun?" "I haven't played anything else, I haven't compared it, so I can't tell." Wu Fei smiled, pondered for a while, and continued: "Sometimes, I feel that he is really suitable for the word 'husband'. Really , strange, he looks like a 'husband', but he is someone else's husband" "Then what are you going to do?" "I don't know." Wu Fei sighed with a smile, "If I had to choose, to be honest, I would most like to be his daughter, and she would definitely be loved very much." "Miss, love shouldn't be like this! It's not just about being loved, it's about passion!" "Yeah, I'm a passionate girl! But I met a family man by chance!" Wu Fei said with a smile: "So, in fact, I was very confused for a lot of time. For example, my life, for the past two years, was completely for him Change. I was overwhelmed and left my hometown, but I didn’t feel much passion. He is the kind of man with a sense of family. He is middle-aged and has a successful career, but these have also been changed because of me. I I will also feel very guilty for this, but I can’t stop, hehe, I am really a sinner who deserves to be accused by Wan Fu!" "Talking nonsense!" Fanfan frowned and said, "Then, have you tried to separate?" "Of course, I came to the United States to gradually alienate him." "The results of it?" "In the beginning, we really separated for a while. Later, anyway... I felt that it was really a little difficult. Sometimes I thought, and it took so much youth, so it's better to make mistakes." "Then what was it about him that attracted you back then?" "Which point? Let me think about it..." Wu Fei squinted her eyes and looked at the distant coastline, pondered for a while, and said, "If you want to insist on a reason, hehe, I probably have an 'Electra plot' !" "Give me five!" Fanfan smiled and stretched out his hand. "Why?" Wu Fei patted Fanfan's hand with a confused expression. "Aren't many fathers teasing children like this? Be my child, hehe, give me five!" Fanfan continued to laugh, and stretched out his hand again. "Damn, you took advantage of me." Wu Fei smiled, reaching out to pat Fanfan's hand more vigorously this time, after the pat, she put away her smile, took a bite, stared at the plate and thought for a while before continuing: "Or , maybe I don't want to admit it, he let me know that sex is such a magical thing, I didn't feel it before. This is probably why it is so difficult for us to separate, because, even if we are not in the same place like now, I still think about it He thought about the colic." "Oh, I can't help you with sex." Fanfan smiled while squeezing a lemon on the oyster, "If you really need it, I can also buy you a vibrator or a plastic doll for you, haha .” "I hate it!" Wu Fei said with a smile: "Okay, please buy a larger size, at least bigger than yours!" "What! You really don't understand. This one doesn't have to be big, but it has to be stylish. Besides, mine is also big. I mean, if it is really big, it will be big!" The model defended earnestly, his handsome face was extraordinarily beautiful under the sun. "Oh is it? Then, sir, how long has it been so bad?" "Hehe, yes, it seems to be quite a long time." Fan Fan smiled at the oyster, and said with a devoted expression: "The last time I was serving in the military, one night in the middle of the night, I suddenly heard a dog outside the window. The dog was whining. The rest of us were bored, so we ran to the window to see it. As a result, under the moonlight, two dogs were mating, and we saw it. Probably the female dog was still a virgin, and seemed to be in pain. Oh, so I kept barking and barking, the barking was so obscene, I felt a little ready to move, and I blamed myself, thinking, huh? How could I react to a dog. " "Ah? Hahaha, you are really disgusting!" Wu Fei laughed. "Yeah, but later I found out that everyone's expressions seemed to be a little weird, so I thought, how dangerous! Luckily it's not just me." "Then how will we solve it later?" Wu Fei looked at Fan Fan with a weird smile, and there was something in her words. "Not at all. Later, I had a roommate who was usually very 'white-eyed'. I was bored, so I asked everyone who they would think of when they were masturbating. Some said Xiao Qiang, others said Tianxin, etc. I don't know what happened. , I suddenly lost my sexuality - I don’t have desires for women with too big breasts, and I worry that one day I’ll accidentally be crushed to death by her breasts in the middle of it, and it’s scary just thinking about it.” "Crushed to death? Why? Why do you have to imagine that you are below?" "Huh? Yes, I never thought about it unless you asked me. It seems that every time I imagine a sex scene, I'm under there. It's strange." Fan Fan thought for a while holding a knife and fork, then shook his head and said : "It doesn't matter, anyway, I seem to be very afraid of women with big breasts." "Hahaha, you are mocking me!" Wu Fei laughed "No way! Hey, in fact, you are just right. To be honest, you won't put any pressure on men." "How do you know, you haven't touched it." "I didn't touch it but I almost saw it! I accidentally touched it, QQ's, it's not bad!" "I hate it!" Wu Fei laughed and scolded, "Forget it, what you said is not worth referring to. By the way, do you know what I call Tianxin?" "what?" "Call 'DKN no Y'!" "Why is it called this?" "Because once, I saw her host a show on TV. She was wearing a 'DKNY' T-shirt with a big LOGO on her chest. As a result, because her breasts were a little too big, so, from beginning to end , I only saw 'DKN' but not 'Y'! So I called her 'DKN no Y'." "Hahahaha, next time I see her, I must tell her that this name is so visual!" Fanfan laughed, and after a while, he asked again: "What about sex? Are you and your husband the same? Nothing else?" "Others...well, how should I put it..." Wu Fei took a sip of water from the glass, swallowed it slowly and said, "He is the only man in the world who has given me pocket money. In fact, I can feel that he He is a person who cares very much about money, but even if he cares so much, he will still send me money, although it is not much, but it is enough to make me appreciate it." When Fanfan heard this, he put away his smile, picked up a napkin and wiped his lips lightly, reached out and shook Wu Fei's hand, then looked into her eyes and said seriously: "If, I mean , if you just need money, you can tell me, anytime, really!" Wu Fei laughed out loud when she heard this, and she withdrew her hand and said with a smile: "You are missing! Look at your expression! It's too contrived! You have started acting again, do you feel like a hero? Imagine this Is it cool to be yourself? Hahahaha..." "You are really a woman! You don't know what to do!" Fanfan also laughed, picking up an olive from the plate and throwing it at Wu Fei. Wu Fei caught the olive and put it in her mouth, tossed her hair, sighed and said, "Look, me, it's a vulgar story, the man pays the money, the woman pays the sex, it seems that the relationship between a client and a prostitute is not much better go." "You are not such a woman." Fan Fan looked up at Wu Fei seriously and said "How do you know what kind of woman I am?" "We've known each other for a long time." "But there's neither money nor sex between us." "It was almost there." Fan Fan laughed. "I hate it!" Wu Fei said angrily, then sighed and said, "Of course I know, I'm not with him for money, just like, he's with me, probably, it's not just for sex—in fact, I I don’t really know, just, I just hope so. However, sometimes, the person who gives you pocket money will bring the feelings of your family, like Zhang Ailing said, “Love someone to the point of taking pocket money, It’s a severe test’. I think, maybe I really yearn for the feeling of being a family member, it’s just that the process of acceptance is very painful.” "I see." Fan Fan added a little wine for Wu Fei: "No pain no gain" Wu Fei said with a smile. "Really? Will you have pain too?" "Why not, people will have pain when they are alive." "I didn't expect you to be a philosopher!" "I can't think of it, hehe, I can't think of it myself." Fanfan picked up the glass, sniffed it deeply, took another sip, and then continued: "In the past, we in Taiwan had a snack called 'Tianbula'. , My biggest dream is to have my own stall, sell "Tianbula" at the night market every day, and flirt with betel nut girls by the way. I never thought that I would become an artist later. I never thought that one day, I would sit in Miami and talk to a girl from mainland China .” "Speaking of the truth," Wu Fei blinked her eyes and asked with great interest, "Then can you tell me one thing?" "you say" "Actually..." Wu Fei blinked strangely: "Do you like boys or girls?" "I used to like girls, but when I met you, I wanted to say something, why don't I change it!" Fan Fan took a look at Wu Fei and smiled brightly. "I hate it, I'm not joking!" Wu Fei tilted her head and said with a smile. "I know, but why would you think of asking this?" Fan Fan asked. "It's nothing, I never thought about this issue before. Once my brother told me that there are many gays in that record company, from artists to staff. He told me that in their company , there is a saying about gay people, that is, 'In Beijing, you have to ask who is gay? In Hong Kong, you have to ask who is gay and who is not? In Taipei, you can only ask, who, no, is gay?' Is it really that serious?" After listening to Wu Fei's words, Fan Fan thought about it seriously, and then said: "Well... First, I never talk about other people's private affairs, so it is difficult to answer what you just said. As for myself? Ha ha , It’s just a little bad, I don’t seem to have decided yet, what should I do?” "Then, have you had 'that' with anyone?" "'Which'? Huh, you mean sex?" "Yes." "Of course there is!" "Male or female?" "Girl." Fan Fan shook his wine glass and continued laughing, "The first time was when I was in junior high school, and that girl was a senior in my drama club. The most recent time was...hehe, you remember in New York In the past few days, did I tell you that I went to the dentist? The dentist was introduced by my friend, and it was very expensive! It is said that she is very famous. Later, I would ask curiously, why is she famous? Anyway, you don’t think I Did she go there for a long time that day? Because it happened in her consulting room. I was really seeing the dentist, but later, it seemed that she gave me an anesthetic injection, and then said, let me relax, and changed to giving me a massage while talking." "Where to press?" Wu Fei asked with a smile. "It was a head at the beginning, and then it was all the way down, hehe. The point is that I think there is something exciting in that injection. I just... didn't really do it, but, she helped me with 'that'... Hehe, I don't want to say that word, it's kind of evil, anyway, just, anyway, you know what I mean." "Huh? Dental clinics offer this kind of service! I've never heard of it! It seems that since the Clinton scandal, the American people want to develop the technology of 'blowing something' into a national quintessence!" "Haha, you! Really, the smartest thing about you is that you are good at using humor to resolve embarrassment! 'Quintessence of China'? Thank you for thinking of it!" After laughing, Fan Fan shrugged his shoulders and sighed: "Anyway, Sorry about that !" "That's strange, why apologize? She bragging about you has nothing to do with me!" "No, I'm just not sure that I shouldn't say this in front of a little girl like you." Fan Fan blushed. "It's okay, anyway, you will say 'that' about a lot of things you don't want to say, so I'll just pretend I don't know, besides, I've always regarded you as my 'buddy'!" "However, she is not a whore. It is said that she does not help everyone. She said that I am the first Asian she serves!" "Hahaha, don't you think this is an honor too?!" Wu Fei smiled, and said, "No wonder you looked so good in New York those few days, so you had a secret time, haha." "No, I don't think it's any fun. Now that I think about it, it feels like I was actually seduced, ha ha." "Aren't all of you artists like this? No matter what you say, you feel that you are at a disadvantage!" Wu Fei sighed with a smile. Fanfan didn't mind Wu Fei's teasing. He lowered his head and thought for a while, as if he was talking to himself: "How should I put it, if one day I meet someone who makes me feel really fall in love with him/her, in fact, no matter what What does it matter if he/she is a man or a woman?" "Then what is fall in love to you?" "I just don't know! The point is, before you fall in, you have to figure out what is love. What about you? What is love to you? i mean'love'——speaking Mandarin is more accurate .” Wu Fei thought for a while, and replied seriously: "Love is that kind, you can give up yourself for this person." "How do you give up, sex?" "Not only about sex, but also about yourself that only you know." "Yeah, so, it's hard, because it's hard for me to give up myself for someone." "Hehe, because you are a narcissist!" "Yes, I admit that I have some narcissism, but if you are not narcissistic, why do you want to be an artist? A professional artist should be narcissistic. Think about it, if you don't like yourself , how do you ask others to like you?" "So, God's distribution to this world is very fair." "Well...Actually, after working in this business for a long time, many things that you thought were familiar and intimate will gradually deteriorate, and the ideals that were silently hovering in your heart before will be wiped out later. The reality of the world, the loss of reality in the world, Powerless compromise after loss... and so on, there is not much real beauty. So, don't talk about sex, sex is not important at all! Even ideals and love, you will doubt, what is ideal? What is love? So what is How to follow the ideal of love or what is the ideal of love? It is very difficult." Fan Fan murmured in deep thought. "Are you memorizing your lines?" Wu Fei teased, not wanting any moment of depression. "Hehe, I was discovered by you again." Fanfan was also very cooperative, and resumed his teasing. "That's to say, if you ask me, you don't have such a temperament." The two laughed and laughed for a while, and after dinner, they took a walk on the nearby beach. In the setting sun, they both held their shoes with one hand and held each other's hand with the other, just like a young couple. "You know? I only feel in love with you, and when I was with my first love." Wu Fei said. "I'm sorry miss, I'm an actor, I'm acting, okay?" Fan Fan smiled. "Why do you always think of him? It's really bad." Wu Fei looked back at the footprints of the two of them, and sighed. "Who are you talking about? Your first love?" Fan Fan asked. "Yes." Wu Fei replied carefully stepping on the fine sand under her feet, "Although we have been separated for a long time, he still affects my feeling of love. Why?" "Because... I told you not to be angry, hehe, because he dumped you at that time. If it were you who didn't want him first, he might be the one sighing at the beach now." Fan Fan said. "It's also possible. Or, I'm just obsessed with the feeling of walking in the setting sun." Wu Fei took a long breath and said. "Doesn't your husband accompany you to watch the sunset and take a walk?" Fan Fan asked. "Hehe, you think highly of him. Every time we meet, we only have the same content, which is 'fucking'. We are basically two fuckers. Later, we even skip kissing and foreplay. We just intercourse and take a walk? Walking is right It's too extravagant for us! Besides, it seems that every time we meet, we only meet at night, and during the day, we are afraid that people will come to catch us if we see it, haha." "Hey, you're not allowed to talk about yourself like that! You're so cute, but I'm falling in love with you!" Fan Fan frowned and laughed. "Ah? Don't you love me?" Wu Fei asked back with a smile, then took a deep breath looking at the coquettish coastline in the distance and said, "To be honest, I think this is called 'making love'." "What?" Fan Fan looked back at her. "I think watching the sunset, taking a walk, talking silly things, missing each other, drinking a little wine together or even occasionally smoking marijuana and relaxing with the person you like is called 'making love'! Because the feeling of 'love' is in such a In one small thing, it was 'made'." "Then, what do you mean, the two of us have been 'making love' all the time!" Fanfan asked with a smile. "Rogue!" Wu Fei smiled and hit him with a sandal. The two chased and played on the beach until the sky was full of sunset. In the next few days, Wu Fei watched Paragon surfing during the day, went to a tavern opened by a South African at night to drink, and danced when she was slightly drunk.Models can perform wonderfully wherever they go, Wu Fei feels very happy, transparently happy, men and women without "sexuality", in a strange situation, it is easy to get closer to their respective "temperament" .