Chapter 20 "Rumours" XIV

After several years, when Wu Fei herself became Mrs. Mo, looking back on the past, she concluded a truth: In fact, the best way to understand a man's attitude towards marriage and relationship is to see how he handles the relationship with the previous paragraph (or Another relationship that exists at the same time). There are indeed many unscrupulous parts in Lao Mo's handling of the relationship with Wen Qingzhu.He and Wu Fei did not break up because of moral condemnation.On the contrary, Wen Qingzhu and a few younger sisters made a fuss, which gave Lao Mo an excuse: they were annoying, they put pressure on him, and their nervousness just made it a matter of course for him not to go home.

"This is the disadvantage of marriage. It was originally a matter of two people, but later, it became a matter of the whole world! Why should I let them stare at me like catching a thief all day, three times a day? Ask for two reports, everyone must know my whereabouts, what qualifications do they have?! What a disaster!!" Under heavy pressure, Lao Mo, who was originally a perpetrator, changed his body and became a victim in this way.At that time, Wu Fei was limited by experience and experience, and didn't know what else to do, so she listened to Lao Mo's complaints every day. If she was not careful, she became the quietest party in this incident.Although Lao Mo was worried, he did not reduce his meeting with Wu Fei. Perhaps he wanted to find a support point for his emotions to calm down again. One day, Lao Mo even told Wu Fei a new trick with dirty tears:

"Actually, I'm not alone in the world. When Wen Qingzhu first came to Beijing, she had an affair with a Singaporean for a while! That time, she told me to go to Shanghai for a meeting, and when I came back, I found her and that Singaporean. There is a separate group photo with the West Lake in the background! No matter how confused I am, I wouldn’t be so confused! Don’t think I don’t know, I’m just pretending to be deaf and dumb, and let them fend for themselves. Later, she must have also compared It’s my fault! What do husbands and wives do? Don’t they just live together! Why do you have to be so serious!”

Lao Mo, Huang Qi Zi Gai, said that it seemed that there was such a thing, but after talking about it, he himself was completely convinced.These words became the psychological balance that must be maintained between them to continue to meet each other during the turbulent period. Every time, Lao Mo started by fabricating Wen Qingzhu "There are people outside", so that the continued relationship between him and Wu Fei The joy of fish and water has become a last resort to defend feelings.Lao Mo forgave his infidelity while fabricating history for his wife. He wandered in his own failures and greatness, turning grief into strength, and the male hormone continued to be activated.

Wu Fei later recalled that from Mo Xilun's attitude towards Wen Qingzhu, she should have seen many embarrassing things about Lao Mo: his selfishness, self-willedness and complete irresponsibility—— However, she still married him in desperation, "I will block tomorrow with my youth", life is a series of gambles, when you are young, you often don't take time seriously, but when you think about it, it is difficult to have anything else besides "time" chips. After several months of stalemate, one day Wu Fei lay at home and watched Richard Gere's "Intersection of Passions".This movie is also about an extramarital affair, and the first half is very similar to what Wu Fei experienced—maybe all the extramarital affairs in the world are nothing more than these few old-fashioned conflicts, first the old does not love, and the new does not love.It's just that the final ending of the movie is far-fetched. Speaking of which, the man played by Li Cha, because he couldn't bear the torment of being in a triangle relationship, first wrote a letter of resignation to his lover, and then, on the way home, he regretted it again. He called his lover again and told her to wait for him to marry her immediately.As a result, there was a car accident on the road, and the struggling man caught between the two women died suddenly.After his death, his wife collected the body, and found a letter of resignation written by her husband to a third party among the relics, which was quite moving.Therefore, by mistake, this dear man created beautiful misunderstandings for his wife and lover before he died, making the two women think that the man chose him before he died.

Therefore, the two women showed unprecedented broad-mindedness. After losing their common lover, they finally forgive each other and bless each other, and miss the same man together. It's really ridiculous! Wu Fei thought to herself, this director is no smarter than Lao Mo. In the end, if one of them doesn't have to die, how can it really end?While I was thinking about falling asleep, I suddenly didn’t know where the inspiration came from. I thought to myself, instead of wasting like this, I might as well go abroad. The meaning of “death” is similar to that of “death”, except that the way and length of leaving are different.

It was God's will, Wu Fei's visa went very smoothly, and two months later, she went to the United States.During these two months, she calmly handed in the market survey report to Lao Mo's classmates, retired the apartment, and collected the money that should be collected.When I left, I didn’t say goodbye to any outsiders, I just left the passbook and password to her mother, and then said to my younger brother Wu Xian, “I just want you to know what kind of life I’ve lived in the past two years! I want to come back and see our mother You see how I deal with you if you have half short hair!"

In the end, she handed the mobile phone bought to her by Lao Mo to Wu Xian and said, "Use it, if that bastard named Mo or anyone from his family calls me, just say I'm dead and let them die too! " When they arrived in California, the U.S. immigration officer asked Wu Fei how long you planned to stay in the U.S., and Wu Fei asked back: "If you really want to get rid of a love triangle, how long will you stay in a strange place?" ?” The official rolled his eyes and said to Wu Fei, "forever!" Then he put a stamp on Wu Fei's passport with a definite time limit.

Wu Fei has a relative who is out of reach in LA. She is new here and has no other choice.Living under the hedge of others is not easy in any dynasty, not to mention that LA is the most impersonal place for strangers.The place is big and deserted, and there are many Chinese people but they are all indifferent.Relatives took Wu Fei to a supermarket, laundry room and pharmacy. The English Wu Fei can recite proficiently is not as practical as Cantonese there. The entrance of the relative's house is a highway, and it is difficult to move without a car. During the day, all the relatives went out to work, leaving Wu Fei at home as a mother-in-law.Occasionally, relatives would perfunctory Wu Fei if they showed kindness, saying, you can go for a swim if you have nothing to do.It’s true that there is a swimming pool in the yard, but who can swim outdoors in the cold weather, besides, there are two big dogs raised by relatives beside the swimming pool, one yellow and one black. The arrival of Wu Fei added entertainment to those two giant dogs For the project, I have nothing to do and stare at Wu Fei every day to practice my eyesight, let alone swimming, I am afraid that Wu Fei will risk being bitten even if he looks outside the door.

Later, one of Wu Fei's relatives celebrated a birthday, and the whole family went to the famous "Chinese Theater" to watch a movie.When she came back that day, Wu Fei saw the "Hollywood" sign standing proudly on the famous mountainside in her line of sight from a distance on the highway, just like the one on TV. She suddenly understood that no matter how prosperous a foreign country is, No matter how arrogant you are, it actually has nothing to do with others. Wu Fei carried it to the day when she couldn't take it anymore, after thinking about it, she finally had to call Fanfan.Fan Fan didn't take it seriously at first when he received the call, and excitedly sang "My night is your day" to Wu Fei on the other end of the phone. I was so frightened that I swallowed the singing, and hurriedly persuaded and persuaded on the phone, suffering from lack of words, so I had to keep saying "Let me think about it." I said it many times.

In line with his consistent personality of doing what he says, Fanfan did not talk for nothing. Two days later, he called back to Wu Fei's relative's house, saying that he knew a friend from a church in the middle of the country and was willing to provide Wu Fei with some help. Wu Fei moved to Michigan in the middle of the country a week later.On the contrary, Model's friend was more enthusiastic and decent than Wu Fei's relatives. Not only did she help her with some board and lodging arrangements, but she also helped her get in touch with the local church and volunteer there, so that she would not be idle.Although Wu Fei did not have a special attitude towards religion, based on her circumstances at the time, being able to settle down in a strange place was already the best blessing God could give.Coupled with the weather in the central part and the people's personality in the central part being milder than those in the west, and living in the campus, Wu Fei gradually began to adapt to the life under the protection of the American church. After a while, Wu Fei went to church with a group of newly-acquainted church members as usual on a certain Sunday. Wu Fei didn't listen to what the pastor preached that day. Anyway, as usual, she just Singing hymns and scriptures with everyone, standing up and sitting down for a while, tossing around.After the end, a choir downstairs was rehearsing. When Wu Fei passed by, she heard a familiar tune. At first she didn't pay attention to it. When she walked to the door, she suddenly felt dizzy. The sacred melody of "Amazing Grace" Let her persistence in the United States for several months fall short. Wu Fei staggered out of the church, took a stroll, bought a card at a nearby convenience store, found a public phone and called Lao Mo, and when she got through, it rang twice or three times, and she quickly hung up again.Recalling the original intention of leaving home this time, and thinking hard about the ups and downs of the past days, she lowered her head and gritted her teeth again, not knowing what she wanted to bite back. But for a while, I couldn't calm down. I suddenly thought that the pager was still in business when I left, so I called the pager to check. I don't know why, but I just think that the pager is the only real link, connecting her with the past. Caring for each other.As a result, apart from a few business calls, the lady who called the platform that day read a total of twenty or so messages to Wu Fei, all of which were written by Mo Xilun. Mo Xilun was not originally a romantic person, so the comments did not have any remarkable literary talent. They were nothing more than expressing his apology for missing him and his worries in the most colloquial terms.The last few articles are all similar in content, which is to tell Wu Fei that if the money is not enough, she can find him at any time. Wu Fei looked up at the sky at the edge of the phone booth. The sky in May in the Great Lakes region was exceptionally blue. In such a country where "nuns are also crazy", Wu Fei couldn't figure out what to do to make a person feel deep in his soul. Get real redemption everywhere.She just felt that the distance between time and space in the past few months and the longing for the twenty-odd messages had ignited the feeling that she had been indifferent to Mo Xilun in her heart. Clear flirtatious flame.Wu Fei broadcast Lao Mo's phone number in China again. This time, after the seventh ring, Wu Fei finally heard Mo Xilun's voice, which really rang in the distant hometown. This was a resurgence without design. After that, Wu Fei never asked about Lao Mo's family affairs again, and Mo Xilun himself didn't mention it. Everyone tacitly expressed it. The "professional spirit" that does not interfere with each other. When I came here, the city was full of disturbances because of Lao Mo's incident, and Wu Fei was also wary of most of the friends around her.Therefore, apart from the model, Wu Fei does not have any domestic friends that she particularly wants to contact. In this way, the role of Lao Mo is endowed with multiple meanings and values.They also communicated like friends for the first time, and even wrote many letters, describing their recent experiences to each other.Their relationship was originally a bit of an upside-down relationship, and the different world and people gave these two people the opportunity to make up for the understanding and communication that they owed in their previous exchanges.