Chapter 8 "Rumours" II

In the ten years after the breakup, Wu Fei and Yang Xiaoning really met twice. The reunion scenes were good or bad, but they were completely different from Wu Fei's imagination. As a result, after the first reunion, Wu Fei ended hastily. marriage. The second reunion was when Wu Feigang separated from her husband. It was an afternoon when she moved into the apartment allocated by the company.At that time, she was bored and was about to enjoy the scenery outside the window of her new house, but unexpectedly she saw Yang Xiaoning. When she saw him, he was concentrating on teasing a five or six-year-old child on the lawn less than ten meters away from her window. He was much fatter than ten years ago, and he was very serenely fat. Dao laughed and couldn't see any trace that this person had ever been condemned by conscience for anything.Next to him stood a woman holding a children's toy, watching the scene of two men, one big and one small, making fun of each other with the same peaceful expression. The toy in the woman's hand and her level of tranquility showed that she could only be a child. Mom can't be someone else.

Wu Fei had never seen this female cadre in the past ten years. Unexpectedly, after ten years, she finally saw it, and it was just when Wu Fei was planning to get divorced.Wu Fei didn't have time to lament the injustice of fate, she could only look coldly at the man and woman who broke her love ten years ago.That woman was different from what her friends described, and she didn't have the kind of monsters and monsters that Wu Fei hoped for, and she didn't even have the domineering and ferociousness that "female cadres" should have in the folk stereotypes. She is just such an ordinary woman, a little thin, with straight hair, big eyes, and not very elegant but decent clothes.This woman is standing in the breeze on the weekend afternoon, facing the sun, taking care of her husband and child, and she can't see anything wrong.She is about the same age as Yang Xiaoning, and this may be the only place Wu Fei can comfort herself—Wu Fei is younger than them, and if nothing happens, she will always be younger than them.However, this is just a natural law, without any splendor at all.That's it, "young" in this situation, seems to have failed to produce any special strength to fight against other people's "similar age".

The outline of the kid who was being teased was very similar to that of Yang Xiaoning.Wu Fei thought that once during her menstrual holiday, Yang Xiaoning came to accompany her in the dormitory, and she somehow talked about the child from dysmenorrhea. She still remembered that he held her stomach full of pity and said generously: "I will never let My beloved woman suffers so much pain to give birth to a child! Unless I can give birth, I would rather not!" This sentence moved Wu Fei so much that she subconsciously regarded Yang Xiaoning's "don't let the woman she loves have children" as one of the criteria for judging whether a man has a sense of responsibility.Unexpectedly, it turned out to be another misunderstanding!Wu Fei couldn't imagine the reason for Yang Xiaoning's change of mind, but it was obvious that the child didn't come out of Yang Xiaoning's stomach.Because of this, Wu Fei suddenly felt some resentment, thinking: Just as she wasted a long time mistaking Yang Xiaoning's letter into a life creed, this Yang Xiaoning himself secretly became a "Da Da He Ren" and openly exposed it in front of her. Show off family happiness!It's despicable, and vulgar to a certain extent!

Wu Fei just stood in front of the window for a long time, until she watched the vulgar Yang Xiaoning family go away, and stayed there for a while, she suddenly felt tired, turned around and collapsed on the sofa in her new apartment, picked up the stereo I clicked the remote control aimlessly, I don’t know which one it is, it is playing an old song, the melody is very melancholy in the dusk, and some people’s morale is quite drunk, it is the song "the way we were". Wu Fei suddenly felt that the familiar singing voice made her a little unbearable, so she looked for it on the remote control again, turned off the FM, turned on the CD, and the music sounded—it was not much better, it was Eason Chan's.

Wu Fei looked around the strange room in the melody. After separating from her husband, she finally felt a little lonely for the first time, and finally felt a little bit of desire to cry.The CD was very empathetic, and when the song was over, "Want to Cry" sounded. For a while, Wu Fei suddenly felt that every word of this record was aimed at her.No one told her before that a few pieces of unworthy pop music can suddenly make a woman who thinks she is invulnerable to all kinds of poisons suddenly surrounded by long-lost fragility, especially when Chen Yixun's voice appears in "the way" We were" behind, there is almost a special effect of "singing all over the country, then singing all over the city".

I don't know how long it took, the twilight outside the window gradually turned blue, and the record stopped singing and intruding at an unknown time. Wu Fei regained consciousness in the room with no lights on, rubbed her numb shoulders, found the phone and held it in her hand, After being stunned again, she dialed a familiar number and called her good friend Fanfan who was far away in Taipei.When the call was dialed, as usual, without any pleasantries, it was straight to the point. Wu Fei asked: "Hey, I just want to ask, are you familiar with Eason Chan?"