Chapter 3 the third part

the third part It's a really sad topic, actually we are graduating soon and the days at school can only be counted by the days.And after graduation, A Duo and I will be separated, one to the south and the other to the north.I have been good friends with A Duo for four years, she is my top bunk, she taught me how to make a beautiful quilt and grab two bottles of boiling water in a crowded boiling water room.A Duo has natural curly hair, especially after washing her hair, the curls are thrilling, which is an effect that no hair stylist can do, and she has a generous personality, dare to act, and is very cute.She said that she had never seen a girl like Xiao Jiabi like me, and she couldn't help wanting to love her.

Chapter 25: Ice cream in love (1) Ice cream is in love in June, and the gardenias are blooming, big and white.A Duo and I walked arm in arm in the fragrant night of the campus.A Duo told me a joke that she just saw, and I laughed so hard that I squeezed her arm desperately.She stopped under the street lamp, looked at me, and said seriously: "Ice cream, you can't laugh, you laugh, and even the moonlight will melt away!" It should be melted in your mouth first." A Duo laughed loudly.After laughing, he said something that I have told me thousands of times: "None of us should be in love with ice cream, okay, otherwise the one left behind will be very lonely." "Don't worry." I said, "I won't lose my life at the end of the year. "Of course I won't." A Duo said, "But after graduation, I will compete with you to see who gets married first!" This is really a very sad topic. In fact, we will graduate soon. School days are only counted in days.And after graduation, A Duo and I will be separated, one to the south and the other to the north.I have been good friends with A Duo for four years, she is my top bunk, she taught me how to make a beautiful quilt and grab two bottles of boiling water in a crowded boiling water room.A Duo has natural curly hair, especially after washing her hair, the curls are thrilling, which is an effect that no hair stylist can do, and she has a generous personality, dare to act, and is very cute.She said that she had never seen a girl like Xiao Jiabi like me, and she couldn't help wanting to love her.We hit it off right away.In our class, only she and I have never been in love.When other girls and boyfriends are friends with each other, A Duo and I often play chess viciously in the dormitory. Whoever loses will get red-eyed and twist the other side to play another game, until finally one party is convinced and has no intention of fighting. Just give up.Over the past four years, A Duo and I have been inseparable and talked about everything, and the close friendship has made others sour with envy.But there are also some unspoken past events between me and her, and that is about Ling.I think A Duo and I fell in love with Ling on the same day.Ling is a fellow from my hometown, one class higher than us, and also the lead singer of our school band.His voice is a little hoarse, and he sings with a special taste.I am not very proficient in pop songs, but A Duo knows all kinds of singers very well.I took A Duo to that fellowship gathering, and at the beginning of the opening, Ling held a guitar and came to Luo Dayou's "Four Rhymes of Nostalgia": "Give me a ladle of Yangtze River water, Yangtze River water, that wine-like Yangtze River water, that The taste of drunkenness is the taste of nostalgia, give me a ladle of Yangtze River water..." At that time, we were just sophomores, although we were not freshmen, but this homesick song still properly cared for our homesickness. .That night, A Duo looked extremely excited, looking at Ling's eyes like shining stars in the night sky.But Ling asked me to dance first, he was much taller than me, I was very uncomfortable in his arms, my unfamiliar dance steps were messy and embarrassing.Ling said your name is Ni Bing, right? I nodded.Ling said that she had known for a long time that there was a beautiful elementary school girl named Ni Bing, but she never thought she was so beautiful.No boy has ever praised me like this before. I suspect that Ling is such a sweet talk to all girls, but I like his sweet talk a little bit. When he led me to dance, A Duo was singing a song by Faye Wong , the lyrics are very interesting, "The taste of the first cake, the comfort of the first toy. The sun goes down, the sun goes down, and the ice cream tears. The taste of the second cake, the comfort of the second toy, the wind blows , The popcorn blown by the wind is so beautiful..."

Chapter 26: Ice cream in love (2) Ling asked me in A Duo's singing: "That girl doesn't seem to be from our hometown?" "Yes, she is my friend. She came to play with me." "Her hair is like popcorn." Ling criticized. "Didn't you hear her singing, the popcorn is so beautiful?" I said with a smile. "I like a girl like you." A smile curled up on Ling's lips, "She's a bit vulgar." "If you don't like my friend," I pushed him away and said, "You don't have to like me at all." "Oh?" He pulled me over again and said, "Okay, okay, I admit that popcorn is delicious, okay? I can't make ice cream cry!" A handsome boy who knows how to coax girls.I'm really a little tempted.When it was over, he asked A Duo to dance again. I watched A Duo bury her head in his arms and smiled coquettishly under the flickering lights. I must have said something that made her happy. Hug a little tighter.I heard a slightly lost sigh in my heart.But I don't allow myself to be unhappy.For a long time.I thought A Duo would fall in love with Ling.Because A Duo always mentioned him in front of me, and pulled me and her to watch the rehearsal of the school band every weekend.To be precise, it was to listen to Ling sing.When Ling sang those love songs, he often looked at us and smiled.A Duo also looked at him and smiled, keeping his head in time.But I often turn my head away unknowingly, not daring to look at him.Finally, one time, Ling came down from the stage and invited us to drink tea together after dinner. I made excuses and said that I couldn’t go. Ling said in front of A Duo: "Why? Are you afraid I will eat you?" A Duo laughed loudly. He smiled and said: "Don't underestimate ice cream, she is very brave." "Really?" Ling turned to A Duo and said, "I think you are much more courageous than her." "That's right," A Duo said. Said, "She doesn't dare to go, I dare to go!" I went to my aunt's house that night, and A Duo went to the appointment alone, wearing her beloved blue dress.Perhaps because she had a premonition of what kind of story would happen, her face was always red.When we broke up, she just said to me blushing like that: "You don't want to go to your aunt's house for ice cream, can you go with me?" "No," I said, "If I really go, you will go You'll think I'm redundant." "No, no!" A Duo said, "You will never be redundant." But she didn't insist in the end, and finally went by herself.I sat on the sofa at my aunt’s house and gnawed an apple ferociously, imagining that A Duo and Ling were sitting in the dimly lit tea house called "Blue Moon" at the school gate, talking about those ambiguous words, ordering myself not to be sad.But before the apple was finished eating, she received a call from A Duo, and she was crying out of breath.I asked her why?A Duo scolded Ling as a pig, and invited her to drink tea, but played poker with three other boys in the tea room, completely leaving her alone. "Come quickly," A Duo said, "come and teach your fellow villagers a lesson for me." I couldn't hear A Duo crying, so I hurried back to school, and A Duo was waiting for me at the bus stop.As soon as she saw me, she threw herself into my arms, her eyes were red and swollen, and said in a low voice, "Ice cream hurts my self-esteem. I don't want to see anyone again!"

Chapter 27: Ice cream in love (3) I put A Duo in the dormitory, and then I went out to look for Ling. Sure enough, Ling was still playing cards in "Blue Moon". When he saw me, he stood up in surprise, and walked outside with me.I asked him, "Are you going too far?" "If it was you," Ling said, "the treatment would be different." "It's not rare." I said, "You hurt my sister, so you have to apologize to her." "OK "Ling said: "You can say whatever you want." "Then I won't play cards," I said, "come with me to the dormitory to coax her." "Have you made up your mind?" Ling said, "Are you sure?" I hate him With this tone, I turned around and wanted to leave, but he grabbed me and said, "Okay, I'll go with you." Come on, don't make fun of her next time, OK?" "Then why do you want to repay her?" "If you must, it's a slap in the face." "Ice cream, you don't look like a girl at all, you are so hard-hearted. "He said. "But I have a good heart, which is better than you." "I like girls with a good heart, but they always avoid me." Ling said, "I hope to have the opportunity to say something to her, do you think so? "I was really afraid that he would say something, so I quickly turned around and ran away.Anyway, I hate him for making Ah Duo unhappy.In fact, more importantly, I don't believe that a boy like Ling will stay for anyone. He is full of ambitions. Love can only be a condiment forever, so I won't be fooled.Unexpectedly, Ling really came to apologize the next day, and said a lot of good things in a slick tone. I said that it is useless to say more, it is best to sing a song, and Ling really sang, and several songs were strung together. To make A Duo happy, A Duo was finally comforted when she was angry, but it could be seen that she was hurt badly, and her smile was always far-fetched.I walked away quietly, longing for Ling Neng to comfort A Duo more.I shed a tear at the corner of the stairs.But I quickly wiped it away, and no one saw it.That night, A Duo hid in my little bed, buried her head in my chest, and said to me: "He won't love me, I'm dead." "Why?" My heart trembled. "He said he can't love anyone." A Duo said, "I think maybe it's because he thinks we are unrealistic. So he doesn't want to play with love." "I wish I could be your fellow." A Duo finally sighed Said: "I finally met love, but I can only keep it in my heart." Her curly long hair was scattered on my arms, and she fell asleep tiredly.In the future, Ling would not ask us out anymore, and we would seldom go to rehearsals. There were not many opportunities to see each other, such as occasionally in the cafeteria, and then he would stop us and say, "Ice cream, popcorn, what do you want to eat today?" A Duo usually retorts: "Can you please ask me what you want to eat?" Then he will say: "Please, please do not hesitate to go bankrupt!" Tell the truth." But Ling really invited us once, before he graduated, and he invited a full table.Instead of returning to his hometown, he found a pretty good job in a city not far from here.We congratulated him together. That night he drank some more wine, put his hand on my shoulder, called me "Little Ice Cream." and said to others: "Take good care of my little sister and her good friends I'm leaving, if they are wronged at school, I will not spare you."

Chapter 28: Ice Cream in Love (4) A Duo was a little sad, his eyes were wet, I quickly pushed his hand away, and said coldly: "Thank you for your concern, I will take good care of myself." That night, there was a sudden sound from downstairs in the girls' dormitory. Very beautiful guitar sound.We had just finished grooming and lay in bed when the sound of the guitar wafted in through the window flawlessly.A Duo rushed to the window, and then I heard her scream in a low voice: "Ling, it's Ling!" It was really Ling.His singing voice is already so familiar to me.Ling is singing a song that I have never heard before: the city under the moonlight, the people under the lamp, the people waiting in the crowd, the wind in the wind, the sound of the years in the song, who sighs unconsciously, who is old without knowing it Listen to the beautiful morning of one leaf knowing autumn You have come and left behind the fragrance of cherry blossoms The window was opened and the door was opened and people asked me how to say it You once sang the same moonlight You once accompanied me to mourn for the fallen leaves Once you painted my appearance in front of the snow-covered window Those snow-covered winters, the boy without an umbrella, the vows blocked by the door, the string of goodbyes covered in snow... The moonlight in summer shrouded him weakly like a veil, from the fourth floor to Looking down, only a vague silhouette can be seen.The whole girls' building was boiling, and a girl rushed into our dormitory and shouted to A Duo: You are so lucky, A Duo, when you are eighty years old, you will never forget that someone expressed love to you like this.A Duo cried bitterly in that singing.But she didn't go downstairs.I do not have either.After Ling finished singing, he got up and left.I sat on my little bed and hugged my legs, but my heart followed Ling's footsteps all the way. The moonlight suddenly became overwhelming, but I didn't have the opportunity to express my sadness and excitement.In the whole world except Ling, only I know that the song was actually sung for me.I'm sure.A boy who is so proud of Ling chose such a way to reveal his sincerity.It's not that I'm not grateful, but there's nothing I can do. The relationship between me and him is the same as that between A Duo and him.After Ling left, there was no news. For a whole year, A Duo and I never mentioned him again, as if we never knew him.When other people were in love, we locked ourselves in the dormitory and played chess. A Duo no longer sang the song called, ice cream no longer shed tears, and popcorn was not in a good mood.Love it or hate it, I know we all miss Ling.But neither of us speak.I comforted myself and said, in fact, there are many people like this, they are destined not to belong to your life, they appear gently, and then forcibly withdraw from your life, no longer have the slightest connection.For such a person, there is no need to feel pain, because he cannot feel your pain, and such pain is meaningless.By chance, I heard the song Ling sang that night on the radio, and then I realized that the song was called "Moonlight Allure" and the original singer was Lao Lang.I was in a terrible trance and dazed, the melody of the song hit my heart directly, for me who is not familiar with pop music, the song I only heard once felt so familiar and intimate.Without telling A Duo, I tried my best to get the lyrics of this song, copied it carefully, put it under my pillow, and fell asleep with it every night.

Chapter 29: Ice Cream in Love (5) Such memories are actually quite good.Otherwise, I really don't want to ask for anything.I didn't expect to meet Ling Chong.It was the day before our graduation.It was unbearably hot, and the sun was shining everywhere.A Duo and I bought a large bottle of sunscreen and applied it from our face and neck to our feet.Sorrow of parting tortures us like the scorching sun in summer.A Duo is luckier than me. Her parents in the north have already found a suitable job for her. I can only be unemployed and wait for opportunities, and my mood has been in a low state.A Duo said: "I have a good idea for ice cream. Let's buy two identical skirts to wear. When we go home, we will think of each other when we wear these skirts. By the way, we can enjoy the air-conditioning in the shopping mall." "Okay. "I say.It was dusk when we returned to school wearing the same big floral skirt, the sun was no longer so poisonous, and when we were lucky, we could enjoy a cool breeze.We met Ling at the gate of the school. He was carrying a backpack and looked dusty.Seeing us very happy, he said, "Look at you two, I wish we were twin sisters." I suspected it was a dream, but he stood in front of us so real. "What's wrong?" Ling said with a smile, "You don't know me anymore?" "Are you still alive?" After holding back for a long time, I finally choked out a sentence.Compared with me, A Duo seemed much calmer. She smiled slightly, and then said: "Welcome, we invite you to dinner tonight." "I invite you." Ling said, "I invite you to Shangri-La." "Yes "A Duo said, "You are richer than us now." A Duo and I arrived at the hotel wearing exactly the same clothes as Ling did, and the waitress looked at us strangely.Ling said humorously: "Don't look, the twins have grown out of shape." The lady laughed so hard that she almost knocked over the wine bottle.In fact, we are not very close friends with Ling, and even if we have some feelings, we have never said anything about it.In addition, I haven't seen each other for so long, and I don't know what to say when I eat, which seems a little rusty and awkward.After a long silence, Ling asked me about my job, and I said that I haven't settled down yet, so it's best not to mention this, or we can talk about something else. "So what?" Ling asked me.A Duo buried her head and smiled, then raised her head and said to Ling: "Tell me what we haven't had time to talk about, love, okay?" A Duo's expression was really brave, and Ling's answer was beyond my expectation He said: "Okay." I pretended to be relaxed and said with a blink of an eye: "You think I'm redundant?" "A little bit." A Duo hit my hand with chopsticks.But Ling said: "Not redundant, not redundant, at least, you want to be a witness." I smiled desperately on my face, but my heart ached sourly.A Duo hugged me and said: "Hey, ice cream, let's drink. We won't go home until we're drunk tonight." "Okay, okay." I said.I seemed to have drank a lot of wine that night, and I don’t remember what I said. When I woke up again, I was lying on a small bed in the dormitory.The upper bunk is empty, and A Duo is packing his luggage.I remember that her train should be at eleven o'clock at noon, and I will stay at my aunt's house for more than ten days, waiting for a possible job opportunity.If not, go back home.

Chapter 30: Ice cream in love (6) My head still hurts a bit, I just stayed there with my eyes open watching A Duo busy.After watching it for a long time, I couldn't help asking: "Where's Ling?" I really can't remember anything about last night. "Downstairs." A Duo said, "I'll take you to the station later." "Did he come here to see you off?" I propped myself up and asked as if nothing had happened. "Maybe." A Duo said with a sly smile, "It seems that I am really courageous." "Nonsense." I said, "But you want to go back to your hometown, what do you do?" "What's the matter?" A Duo said: "If the relationship lasts for a long time, how can it be day and night? Ice cream, do you remember the bet I made with you to see who will fall in love first after we graduate. Do you think I have won? "Of course." I said.Ling really waited downstairs, looked at him seriously during the day, and found that he had matured a lot, and he was actually quite different from the one in school.But the face with sharp edges and corners still makes me like it so much that I dare not look at it.I remembered a sentence I read in a book a long time ago. The general idea of ​​that sentence is that it may only take a minute to fall in love with someone, but it takes a long life to forget it. It seems that this is true.I know that it was A Duo who asked him to come back this time. A Duo is always braver than me. Since she can't forget it, she will work hard to fight for it, so she can get anything she wants, and she can also be luckier than me.Thinking of this, I was extremely depressed, at least I shouldn't have gotten drunk last night, so I still had the chance to listen to Ling sing the song called "Moonlight Allure".On the platform, A Duo and I cried like two tearful people. Ling was carrying a big bag and looked at us helplessly.Finally crying enough, the train is about to leave.A Duo jumped into the car, I reluctantly shook hands with her at the window, and what fell into my hand was a blue envelope.The car drove away, and I couldn't wait to open A Duo's letter. In four years, this was the first time A Duo wrote to me, but I couldn't be more familiar with the slender handwriting: Dear Ice Cream: When you see this By the time I wrote this letter, I had already left your side (that's a cliché, but forgive me, I'm not as good a writer as you are).What is even more important to forgive me is that I am such a careless good friend who caused you to suffer so much grievance and torture for no reason.However, I've already made up for it, if you don't believe me, look behind me?I just sent him the lyrics of putting you under the pillow, and I didn't say anything else, hehe.My dear friend, I know how you really love me. This friendship is a beautiful treasure that I will never lose in this life.I'm really willing to lose to you, really willing.Because only in this way can we have a win-win situation and happiness.Do you agree?In love, ice cream!Days without me, you take care.With him by your side, I am at ease.Always love your popcorn I turned my head, amidst the roar of the train, Ling Zheng put his hands in his pockets and smiled at me.

Chapter 31: Love is a one-man show (1) Love is originally a one-man show. Before the arrival of summer, Baoyi never thought that he would fall in love.The one who came with Xia Tian was a man named Xia Zhiping.Baoyi was typing a document in the office that day, when the computer suddenly froze. Baoyi slapped it thumpingly, and heard a thick baritone voice behind him saying, "Please take good care of public property!" Baoyi turned her head Go and see a strange man, not tall and thin, but well-dressed, with a very bad smile. "My computer!" Baoyi hated him for being meddlesome, and said dissatisfiedly, "I know how to make it obedient!" "Your computer?" The man asked with emphasis.Baoyi blushed a little after understanding what he meant, and said forcefully, "I'm using it, and the right to use it is mine!" The man smiled, didn't say much, and walked away.Five minutes later, Baoyi found out that he was the company's new supervisor, 33 years old, and his name was Xia Zhiping.In the days that followed, Baoyi was somewhat worried, but fortunately, he soon discovered that Xia Zhiping was not a difficult boss, he did things first and second, and never procrastinated.He is also kind to people.On the first weekend, I invited the whole company to dinner.Although Baoyi is afraid of being lively, she has just graduated from school and is still a good girl who doesn't know how to socialize.People at several large tables feel awkward sitting and eating.It just so happened that Xia Zhiping was sitting next to her that day, and he was very considerate to take food for her. Everyone said Mr. Xia was careful, and shouted at Baoyi to respect his wine, but Baoyi never drank. Said: "Little girl, don't embarrass her, I'll just have a drink!" After speaking, he generously downed a glass of wine.Baoyi was grateful, knowing that he was a man who knew how to love girls, so she couldn't help but look at him more quietly.After dinner, they sang karaoke. Baoyi sang well, and sang Zhang Qingfang's "Flower Rain Night" under everyone's push.A very artistic song, but not suitable for the noisy atmosphere that day.In the end, it seemed that Xia Zhiping was the only one who was listening seriously, smoking a cigarette carelessly while listening, Baoyi's eyes flicked over in a hurry and flustered, and he was captured by his focused expression while listening to the song.After that, Baoyi often suffered from insomnia.Lying in bed every night, I hope that the sky will light up a little bit, and I can wear my beloved blue dress to go to work.It is best to type a few more documents, and you can take them to his office to sign for him.When you are unrequitedly in love with someone, every little action of his will make people's heart flutter.Xia Zhiping's fingers are very slender, and he looks very elegant when he signs his signature.So much so that Xia Zhiping forgot to pick up the document when he handed it back to her. "What's wrong with you?" Xia Zhiping asked: "You don't look very good recently!" "Really?" Baoyi hurriedly covered up and said: "Maybe you are too tired!" "Then I will give you three days off?" "No It's..." Baoyi didn't appreciate it, and waved his hands desperately.Xia Zhiping smiled happily: "Don't you want a holiday? I've never seen a little girl like you." "President Xia just pays more bonuses!" Although Xia Zhiping was smiling, his eyes were sharp.He called her little girl again, and Baoyi became flustered. She was really afraid that he would see something, so she quickly walked away with a file and a smile.

Chapter 32: Love is a one-man show (2) Although Baoyi is a small person, he has done a very good job.Xia Zhiping saw this clearly, always praised her in public, and never forgot to affirm her achievements in meetings, and Baoyi's status in the company was also quietly rising.In addition to his secret love, Baoyi also has a heart of gratitude to Xia. In this increasingly indifferent world of mortals, the kindness of knowing you is a great kindness!If it is a story, with a beginning, it is destined to have its process and ending.The difference is that a master can make the story develop in the direction he wants, such as a man like Xia Zhiping.But a girl like Baoyi, who is indifferent to the world, can only be at the mercy of the story.It was an accident that day, and a lot of things suddenly happened before the end of get off work, so Baoyi had to work hard with an empty stomach.By the time the work was done, it was getting dark without knowing it, and it was still raining moderately. The early autumn rain was already a little cool, and Baoyi only wore a thin skirt and no rain cape.Let's take a taxi, and I don't know where to put the bicycle.I had no choice but to hesitate at the door of the company.Xia Zhiping came out of the elevator at that time, so he didn't leave either.Looking at Baoyi, he said, "Can't you go back?" "Yes!" Baoyi said, "It's raining too much, I'll wait a little longer!" "No need, if you don't ride your bike home, you will lose it at night!" "I'll pay for it!" Xia Zhiping said, "If you catch a cold, I won't be able to afford it!" He had never heard sweet words from a man before, and Baoyi's face brushed his face. It turned red immediately.Standing there not knowing what to do. "Let's go!" After Xia Zhiping finished speaking, he pulled her over and put his involuntary treasure on his Pingzhi.However, Xia Zhiping did not send Baoyi home directly, but took her to a very elegant Japanese restaurant.His reason is very tenable, you work overtime for me, I treat you to dinner.Baoyi didn't push it either.In the restaurant, Takako Matsu's song - Love in the Rain of Cherry Blossoms - is floating in the restaurant. It is a Japanese singer that Baoyi likes very much.Looking at Xia Zhiping sitting opposite, with a mature and contoured face.Hearing him say to himself: "You need to eat more, you are too thin!" Baoyi unknowingly fell into the plot of the romantic drama he usually watched, and was so happy that he couldn't extricate himself and didn't want to extricate himself.When I came out after eating, the rain was much lighter, falling thinly, and I felt that it had stopped inadvertently.Xia Zhiping said to Baoyi: "Good weather, how about walking with you on a rainy night?" Playing with fire, where is his opponent?But the play has already been staged, even if it is not the opponent, it has to continue, right?Fortunately, nothing happened that day.After walking for a while, Xia Zhiping sent her home.Be courteous along the way.But when Baoyi lay on the bed tossing and turning, she always felt as if everything had happened.This kind of spiritual possession makes Baoyi full of infinite yearning and pursuit for this illusory love.I even happily imagined the warm eyes that other people in the company would have.I just didn't expect to go to work early the next morning and find that the bicycle was really lost!

Chapter 33: Love is a one-man show (3) It's a new car that I bought not long ago, and Baoyi is somewhat frustrated.When I told my colleagues, I scolded the thief severely.When Baoyi got angry, he spoke quickly and anxiously, like fried beans.Seeing Xia Zhiping passing by her office with a briefcase, Baoyi quickly shut up.Before leaving get off work, the phone on the desk rang, and it was Xia Zhiping who called, and only said six words: "Baoyi, leave later!" Before Baoyi had time to hey, he hung up the phone.After everyone left, Baoyi sat at the desk and knocked on the computer without any intention, but there was no movement from Xia Zhiping's side for a long time. Overwhelmed.Those ten minutes of waiting felt like ten years had passed.Finally, when he came, he took Baoyi downstairs, and Baoyi saw a brand new bicycle, Giant's new model, very fashionable and beautiful. "I'll pay you!" He said, "I always mean what I say!" "How can it be?" Baoyi screamed, "No, no!" There is no expression on his face, which makes you suspect that what he said is true.Baoyi was a little scared, didn't know what to say, and thought about it for a long time.Finally, I mustered up the courage to say: "Fry it, I can't have it anyway!" Tears fell while talking.This was unexpected by Xia Zhiping.Of course, Baoyi didn't want to cry in front of him, because he didn't know what to say.Looking around, there was nowhere to hide, so I turned around and ran upstairs, ran back to my office in one breath, sat down on my seat, gasped for breath, and then buried my head and continued to cry.Until Xia Zhiping's chuckle came from behind: "You are such a child, why did our company hire a child?" Baoyi ignored him and continued to cry.Xia Zhiping suddenly embraced him from behind, pulled her over, and said almost arrogantly: "If you cry again, if you cry again, I will kiss you!" The two were separated by a very close distance, and Baoyi clearly saw There was a faint black mole at the corner of his left eye, his whole body went limp from fright, and he closed his eyes with a bang.But Xia Zhiping didn't really kiss her, but gently wiped the tears off her face.When riding home in Xia Ge's car, Baoyi felt aggrieved and disappointed.He knew that Xia Zhiping was a man with a family and a 4-year-old child.But I don't care at all, Baoyi said to himself in his heart, if it is possible, even if it is just a play, it is lucky to have such an opponent!Baoyi knew that she was a lovely girl, and she didn't beg too much, so she thought she was worthy of Xia's love.However, Xia Zhiping is an old Jianghu, and when he met her later, he did not show the slightest trace in his gestures.Baoyi is different, going to work every day, looking forward to in his heart, looking around in his eyes, imagining countless magnificent love plots with him.Unfortunately, a week passed, and Xia didn't make any further comments.After pondering over and over again, Baoyi finally decided to take the initiative.On that day, I still sent the documents to Xia's office.When the document was handed over, Baoyi said: "President Xia, I would like to treat you to dinner, is that okay?" "Oh?" Xia Zhiping raised his head, looked at her gently and said, "Why?" Baoyi didn't expect that He will ask why.After holding back for a long time, he said: "I want to thank you for your concern for me!" "It should be!" Xia Zhiping said: "You don't have to be polite! I understand it!" After being rejected, Baoyi didn't know how he got out of him. of the office.A girl's self-esteem is often more important than her life. During that whole day, Baoyi was in a daze, almost thinking of dying.The next day, I heard the news that Xia Zhiping had been promoted and was about to be transferred to the head office as the vice president. I heard that he was the youngest vice president in the company's history.Everyone scrambled to congratulate him, with some reluctance in their tone.Baoyi looked at the calendar on the table, Xia Zhiping had just been working with him for 100 days.Xia shook hands with everyone when he left, saying that he didn't expect to leave, he left in a hurry, and owed everyone a farewell dinner, and he would definitely make it up.When it was almost time to shake hands with Baoyi, Baoyi quietly slipped into the bathroom.When I returned to the desk, the building was empty, and there was not even a trace of the past left behind.Baoyi suddenly realized Xia's indifference to her.If Xia didn't want to be transferred, Baoyi comforted himself and said, the story should have a different ending.Qiang cheered up to work, but the computer crashed again!Thinking of the first acquaintance with Xia, Baoyi's heart began to rain heavily.Finally, I realized that my love was just a one-man show from beginning to end, performing reunion and parting, and the opponent was always only myself.

Chapter 34: I'm Not Ghost's Sister (1) I'm not Guima's younger sister. In fact, I have known Guima for a long time, and I am familiar with him.He is a genius in our Chinese Department, and he has a nice name called Teng Fei.Well-written poems and a good singing voice.It is the favorite object of many girls.It's just such a person who calls himself a ghost.Ghost horse his screen name.But everyone in our department knows that the ghost horse is Teng Fei.As time goes by, people who are acquainted with him don't call him by his real name anymore, and they bark wildly, which he likes and responds cheerfully.Of course, I still call him Teng Fei, in all seriousness.When I handed him the first draft of the journal, I said: "Editor-in-Chief Teng Fei, please review it. If there is anything wrong, just tell me!" "Why is there something wrong?" Teng Fei said: "I don't know how relieved you are when you do things!" You said in a sly voice.It's all done in chat rooms.But I didn't follow his tricks, and I was not willing to laugh, so I shook my ponytail and walked away.But ghosts and horses always bother me. It's about newspapers and art festivals. It seems that I am capable.The most terrible thing is not these. One day, the ghost horse stopped me at the door of the cafeteria, and said politely: "Jiaying, can I ask you a favor?" Rejected. "So stingy? I'm sincere." Ghost Horse pretended to be sincere. "Then tell me, what's the matter?" I was somewhat curious. "There is a sister in the chat room who is stalking me to death. Help me scare her away? Otherwise, I can't play!" "How?" I said angrily, "She is not even afraid of ghosts! ability!" Chapter 35: I'm Not Ghost Horse's Sister (2) "Hahaha!" Gui Ma said, "Being my online lover for half a day on Saturday afternoon, the price is an original CD of Elva Hsiao. Will it be a deal?" He even knows that I like Elva Hsiao, it seems that he came prepared.Anyway, Saturday is fine, I thought about it, nodded and said: "The CD will be delivered to me first. Otherwise, we won't talk about it!" He walked away happily without saying a word.On Saturday, when I came to the Internet cafe as scheduled, the ghost horse had already occupied two adjacent seats and prepared Coke for me.I asked him, "What name do I use?" He thought for a while and said, "Mrs. Ghost Horse?" I kicked him so hard that he almost jumped up.Finally, I honestly gave in and said: "Then I'll call you Ghost Horse's younger sister!" For Xiao Yaxuan's sake, I obeyed him.There are quite a few people who know him in the chat room.Many people greeted him.The ghost horse was very attentive to me, pouring tea, inviting a seat, and sending flowers. My younger sister soon became a public figure who attracted attention.Sure enough, someone named Yirou came up to me and asked me who I was, chattering endlessly.The ghost horse turned his head and said to me: "If you let that Yirou go, your mission will be completed!" "Fake!" I spat at him: "Aren't you on the Internet just to pick up girls?" "It's to pick up thousands of girls !" He corrected me and said, "I can't ruin my career for a girl!" After saying that, he kissed me online.For some reason, my heart trembled suddenly.Has no one kissed me since I grew up?This ghost, even if it is a charging machine, it still takes advantage of me, doesn't it?I was about to slap him when he yelled over there and said, "You kiss me back, don't forget your part?" I glared at him.He stared back at me and said, "You're not professional? That plate of Elva Hsiao is my meal money for a week!"I had to do as I was told.Unexpectedly, he actually sent me poems again, and the bright red poems jumped up shockingly line by line on the screen: "Thick, faint, I am a flower in the wind, and the soft, drizzle is listening to me Depressed and sad, stained with longing, the buds of longing quietly fell for you one by one... What a good poem, was it written by him? I couldn't help but turn my head to look at the ghost. This time he was She didn't look at me, but stared at the screen seriously. Yirou sent me a private message: "Are you Jiaying? "I was taken aback: "How do you know? "" Everyone on the Internet knows that Guima likes a girl named Jiaying!I now believe he is telling the truth! ""It's really the truth! "A voice rang in my ears. It was Ghost Horse. He had already left his computer and stood behind me. I finally understood Ghost Horse's tricks. I clicked the mouse, turned around and walked out. Ghost Horse followed from afar, I didn't catch up with me, just followed from a distance. I stopped slowly. I stopped by the green flower table on campus. Thinking about everything the ghost horse has done for me, it was the first time I found out that someone took pains to love and pamper me The feeling is so beautiful, I want to laugh a little. Guima came to my side and said gently: "Be my sister, okay?" "I shook my head desperately:" No, the ghost is too ghostly, I don't want to be the sister of the ghost! "Ghost horse's face darkened quickly, and he explained hastily: "I really don't want to play tricks on you, Jiaying, you are too smart, I don't need any tricks, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up! "I'm silent. The ghost said:" I treat you as an apology if I invite you to dinner? "" Don't you have no food money? "" Considering that I must treat you to dinner, I borrowed some! "He said. I couldn't help laughing. The ghost horse laughed too, and he came to hold my hand. I threw him away, and he followed me all the way and asked: "When will you be my sister?" ? "" Never do it! "I replied very loudly, so angry that he was panting as he walked. He didn't know that this idiot, I don't want to be my sister, it's not that I don't want to be her girlfriend. Who told him to play me. I Think about telling him in three days Chapter 36: Kite (1) When Kite Ji left me, I was twenty-three and he was thirty.Before that, he had said to me countless times: "Yaya, grow up quickly, and I will marry you when you are old enough to marry." Ji finally did not marry me, before I grew up, He just left me.And once you go, you go very far, to the other side of the earth.It was winter and the night was really cold. I hid under a thick quilt and cried all night.I know that from now on, I will never see Ji again, and even if I see him, he will no longer be my dear.The two of them have been so far away from each other ever since.When I looked in the mirror the next morning, looking at my eyes swollen like fish bubbles, I told myself that it would be okay to disfigure my face, because Ji would never see my beauty again.I met Ji when I was nineteen, when I was a sophomore in college.My partner asked me to go to a disco. It was the first time I entered a disco, and I sat down, embarrassed to move.There is another person sitting beside me like me, and that is 27-year-old Ji.He came with his girlfriend, who was wearing heavy makeup and smiling like a monster under the flickering lights.Then she jumped up to us and ordered Ji, "Get up, jump!" Ji's face was dark.They confronted each other for a long time, but Ji didn't stand up in the end. The girl gave him a hard look, jumped back to the light, and laughed like a monster again.The lonely and embarrassed Ji was left alone, sitting there sullenly smoking a cigarette.做为观众的我对此有些忿忿不平，出主意说：“你可以不必等她，先走。”纪很奇怪地看我一眼，天，他有一双很好看的眼睛，还有一对很好看的眉毛，然后他说：“你怎么不去跳？”“不好意思。”我实话实说，“第一次来。”“那么，”纪说，“我请你喝茶去？”戏剧般的相识，很久以后纪用四个字形容见到我的那一刻，他说：“惊为天人。”纪的女朋友来找过我，把我堵在女生宿舍的门口，指着我的鼻子破口大骂，我从来没有见过会说那么多粗话和脏话的女人。更难以相信纪曾经和她有过四年的恋爱过程。 第37节：风筝（2） 我一直站在那里很乖地听她骂。脸上微微地笑着。我要做这个世界上最有涵养的女人，我要让纪知道他的选择并没有错。最后是那个女人哭了，她的脸上又抹了好多的粉，被泪水冲得一道一道的。我带她到我的宿舍洗脸。她很绝望地说：“你这么好的皮肤，竟然不用洗面奶。纪第一次吻我的时候，我吓得有些魂不附体，我并不觉得美好。当着纪的面差不多刷了半个小时的牙。想起来了，又冲到卫生间里去漱一下嘴。纪摇着头说：”本来我还想过份一点的，算了，留你一条命吧。“那以后纪真的很少碰我。最多就是牵着我的手，和我一起慢慢地在夜风里走，纪的手真大，他握着我的时候，我就感觉自己好小好小。纪也总是说：”亚亚，你好小，小得我想把你吃进肚子里。“我抬起头来看他，我以为他会吻我，但他只是在我的唇上蜻蜓点水。那年春节我没有在家过年，妈妈把我的电话狠狠地挂了，她说：”你真的要跟着那样老的男人，就永远也不必回家了。“我把纪的手机还给他，无可奈何地耸耸肩。寒风里，纪的鼻子冻得红红的，他说：”对不起。“我笑笑说：”爱永远也不要说对不起哦。“”值得吗？“纪又问我。”值得！“我拼了命的点头。除夕的时候我躲在纪的怀里看春节联欢晚会，可是我无论如何也看不进去，我又拔通了家里的电话，妈妈在电话的那一端轻轻的哭泣。第二天，纪买了飞机票送我到机场，还给妈妈买了朵尔胶囊。妈妈紧紧地拥抱我，却把朵尔一把扔到了门外。恋爱谈久了，才发现自己的恋爱并不像别人的那样。同宿舍的好友也恋爱了，她把男友带到我们宿舍，然后挤着眼睛要我出去。我动作稍微慢些，便引来无数的白眼。她的男友还给她送很肉麻的情诗，给她唱玫瑰情歌。他们约我和纪一起去野营，纪不肯去，他说他怕蚊子。于是我也不去，我对女友我说怕蚊子。纪离开了她以前女朋友老爸的公司，不过他依然找到了很不错的工作。他总是穿着很干净的衣服坐在写字楼里上班。他很注重仪表，衬衫要是有不慎有了一点点的脏，都会抽空回家来换上一件。我喜欢上了熨衣服，把他的每一件衣服都熨得服服帖帖的。我想唱卡拉OK的时候，多半是他不在家的时候。我可以很大声地唱，然后放了张学友的歌，想像是他唱给我的。我从来没有听过纪唱歌，他说他喝了酒后会唱，可是我蓄意地灌醉过他好几次，他都没有开口唱过一句。 第38节：风筝（3） 毕业后，我没有回老家。我是计算机系的高材生，凭自己本事留在了这座城市，在一家公司做广告策划。虽然挣钱不多，但不用坐班，也很清闲。有一次运气好，竟有大客户自己送上门来，我没日没夜地趴在电脑前做策划，他们对我的方案十分的满意，采纳了它。我一下子就拿了差不多三万块钱的回扣。我从来没有拿过这么多的钱，我寄了一万块钱给妈妈，然后把余下的都交给了纪。我在信中对妈妈说：“纪替我找的工作我很满意，也很适合我。他很爱我，每天下班替我带一支冰淇淋。妈妈我很幸福。”妈妈终于接受了我和纪在起的事实。她来看过我们一次，坐在我们家里那张小小的沙发上，妈妈说：“亚亚你要小心，刚刚工作可不能让单位的人看不起你。”我知道她想说什么，我没有告诉她其实我和纪并不睡在一起，也没敢告诉他房子是租的。因为妈妈说：这房子不错，装潢一下可以结婚的。纪的工作却开始不顺利，有一次，他涨红了脸给我借钱。我想说我刚刚不是才给了你两万块存着吗？但我最终也没问。纪有他个人的秘密，如果他有困难，只有我能帮他。房主上门讨房租的时候，纪多半不在，我付掉了，也不说。纪也不问，仿佛这房子真的可以白住。我很努力地工作，为了挣钱，我开始接别的工作。有时替别人做一个网页，没日没夜的做，只能挣几百块钱。脸颊瘦下去一大圈，眼睛也大起来。对面办公的女孩对我说：“亚亚你最好还是化点淡妆，美宝莲的三合一粉条不错。”我想起纪的第一个女朋友，心里是无限的恐惧。那天晚上我挤到纪的床上和他聊天，其实我也常常这样在他的床上睡着，有时醒来的时候，纪会深情地看我。让我相信爱情从来都没有过错。但那天纪很累，他比我先睡着。我来不及问他我是否依然美丽。我睁着眼睛看月光像水一样地漫进屋子，失眠。终于，纪告诉我，他要出国了。那时我正在替纪熨一条裤子。我在的公司准备提我为广告部经理。我还没有来得及把喜迅告诉他。纪就说了，他说亚亚对不起，有件事我一直没有对你说，我在申请去美国。阳光明晃晃，我晃了一晃身子。熨斗烫了我的指尖，但是我没有尖叫。我听到自己平静的声音说：“签证办好了吗？”“就好了。”他说。我知道，纪以前的女朋友，在美国。“我就是放心不下你。”纪低着头说。纪啊你在撒谎。放心不下为什么要走？ 第39节：风筝（4） “你还小，”纪将脸拉到底说，“一切都可以重新开始。”终于明白这么多年纪为什么一直都不肯和我有真正的接触。我一直当他是爱情的全部，而他不过是我的一个经过。从这点来说，纪还算是一个对爱情负责的人。纪走了。我可以很大声地在小屋子里听歌，不用再怕谁嫌吵。电视里，一个叫孙燕姿的歌手在唱她的一首新歌，歌名叫“风筝”。天上的风筝哪儿去了一眨眼，不见了谁把他的线剪断了你知不知道我不要将你多绑住一秒我也知道天空有多美妙看你穿越云端飞得很高站在山顶的我大声叫也许你不会听到……纪曾经是我的风筝。不是我自己不小心扯断了线，而是他一直有想飞的宏图大志。我将头埋在双膝里，这才发现，其实昨晚，竟是我第一次为了纪而哭泣。是谁说，没有眼泪的爱情不是真正的爱情？我曾经嗤之以鼻，如今终于深信不疑。