Chapter 3 Chapter 2 Legacy Love-2

forty "A Dong is your classmate?" "No." She hesitated. "It's a netizen." "What for?" "have no idea." "Last name?" "have no idea." I really had the urge to faint on the spot. "Mr. Chen, they are so dictatorial, I will never go home. A Dong will come here to pick me up tonight, and I will wander the world with him." Ning Zi said bravely. "If he dares to come here, I'll swatt him out with a fly swatter!" I finally got angry. "Are you guys finished yet?" "I'm fifteen years old, I have the right to love!" Ning Zi shouted at me. "You still treat me like a child, so you are the same as them!"

Tears burst from her eyes. Alas, this little broken child who makes people hate, love and feel distressed. "Ningzi, can you please stop making trouble?" I almost begged her, "Ms. Chen will cook you the most delicious lotus seed soup, please sit here obediently, okay?" When I stewed the lotus seed soup, Ning Zi disappeared. she is gone. she is gone!I yelled like a madman. I don't know how long it took me to wake up and rush out the door. The corridor was pitch black, and after I stepped on the ground, I fell straight down like a broken chair. I stayed in the hospital for a long time, and later I heard that they found Ningzi in an abandoned park.She huddled next to a rockery and waited for her Ah Dong to arrive at two o'clock. When she saw the adult came, she ran away, and when she was caught, she struggled with her hands and feet, like a savage little beast.

That Ah Dong never went to see Ning Zi at all.Lucky in the unlucky. Ning Zi locked herself in her room without eating or drinking, and several people took turns watching her, fearing that she would run away again. My ankle was only slightly injured and I was discharged the next day. Unexpectedly, Zhou Guoan's car was waiting at the entrance of the hospital, and wanted to take me to see Ning Zi. "Ningzi has done stupid things before," Zhou Guoan said, "I'm always worried about her." "When?" I asked. He smiled unnaturally. "When my mother and I first discussed separation."

"Ningzi is a silly child." I said, "She is very infatuated with people, and she is also the same with her parents. You must give her enough trust." Zhou Guoan looked at me with a smile. "Miss Chen, you always give people too much trust." Hey, my face started to burn hot. Thankfully he didn't mean to be sarcastic.He just frowned and sighed slightly. This man who is a powerful man in the mall, I believe at this moment. He said that he "broke his heart" because of Ning Zi, and he was not lying. "Your injury?" he said, "the hospital billed me."

I smile. He also laughed: "I hope I don't offend you again, but I mean it sincerely." This time, I really don't mind. "Please go and see Ning Zi," he said. "I'm afraid she won't want to see me anymore." I said worriedly. "No." Zhou Guoan said. "I still understand Ning Zi's intentions. The only person who can make her obey now is you." He took me to Ningzi's room and left with the nurse, leaving us alone. As soon as I moved, Ning Zi called out: "Mr. Chen, what's wrong with your feet?" "I still have the face to say it!" I said fiercely. "Isn't it all your fault? Is it fun to run away from home?"

forty one "Mr. Chen, please forgive me." She said pitifully, with tears in the corners of her eyes again. My heart has softened a long time ago, but I still pretended to be tough on the face: "Does it feel good to be let go by the one I love?" "Actually, I don't love him." Ning Zi said. "He didn't even graduate from high school. My idol is Nicolas Cage, the kind who is cool and has a high IQ." "If you don't love him, why run away with him?" My voice rose again. "He cares about me." Ning Zi lowered his head. "He gave me a thousand roses online for my birthday. I thought he cared about me."

Ning Zi's words made me sad for a while, and I thought of her lonely fifteenth birthday. "Don't parents care about you?" "No." She said stubbornly, "What they care about is money. As long as I can remember, they have been busy making money. They have meetings and business trips all day long, and I eat instant noodles until I want to throw up. After they have money, they get divorced. Because of money." "How can you believe that Mom and Dad love you very much?" I sighed. She thought about it. "I don't want to transfer. That boarding school is terrible. Some of my classmates couldn't bear to escape after staying there for two months. They did their homework until twelve o'clock every day. The class leaders were the teachers' lackeys. They couldn't even listen to music during naps. To be reported, where I will die."

"Stay in the original school, everyone will discuss your affairs, and the school may punish you, can you bear all these?" "Don't worry, Teacher Chen." Ning Zi said, "Of course I have to take responsibility for what I do. It is shameful to abscond in fear of crime." I was amused by her, and I agreed to ask Zhou Guoan to intercede for her. "But as I said before, I may not succeed. Your father has the same temper as you." Ning Zi smiled happily, which made her look like a fifteen-year-old child. "Just go boldly, Mr. Chen, you will surely succeed, and I have confidence in you."

Zhou Guoan and I made an appointment in the "old". He still has some business to come late, I arrived before him, Xiao Ye changed into a new suit, winked at me and said: "It's progressing very fast." "It's a pity that it's not as exciting as you thought." I told her about Ningzi.Xiaoye said: "I don't care, the couple's box over there is reserved for you, and I'll give him a 20% discount." "No, I'll leave you and Ben to sit." I said in a low voice. Xiaoye's voice was lower than mine, and he said with a coquettish smile, "He asked me out for supper tonight."

Hehe, this is called rapid progress.I even thought sourly, for a beauty like Xiaoye, can she do whatever she wants? "What are you thinking about?" Xiaoye patted me, "I'm a little busy in advance, you can eat and drink whatever you want." "Okay." I said. After Xiaoye left, I stared at a glass of ice water in a daze.The "old" at night is quieter, the lights are weak and detailed, the music is like water, flowing gently like the moonlight outside the window.I was so distracted that I didn't notice when Zhou Anping sat across from me, until he said, "Sorry for keeping you waiting."

"Oh." I came back to my senses, "It's okay." "You get distracted easily," he said. "yes?" "The first time, downstairs in my company, it was the same. You stared out the window for a long time in a daze. I felt guilty that day and knew that I said something wrong." "I'm just a small person, don't praise me." I said. "Like it here?" he asked. "Poor people, I can't afford it." I said, "I only come because I have friends working here." "The beautiful manager Xiaoye?" he said. It seems that men's aesthetics are the same. "You come to me..." "It's about Ning Zi." "Ningzi doesn't want to transfer schools." "Does she know the consequences of not transferring to another school?" Forty-two "She knows." I said, "I explained everything to her clearly. Mr. Zhou, I think you should give Ning Zi a chance and let her try to take responsibility for her mistakes, so that she can grow up healthy , overprotection will only backfire." "Really?" Zhou Guoan was noncommittal.He lights a cigarette and I watch him nervously.Probably when he made a decision in the company, he also had such a dignified expression. "I promise you," he said at last. "Yeah!" I cried, "I want to tell Ningzi the good news." "Wait!" he said, "you've finished your story, and I haven't said anything about mine." His tone made it impossible for me to refuse, so I sat down and said, "President Zhou please order." "Call me Mr. Zhou, that means you agreed?" He was very cunning. "Promise what?" I smiled. "Come to work tomorrow. The desk has been prepared for you. You are mainly responsible for some current paper work in the PR department, which is very simple for you." "Yes, Mr. Zhou." It's a rare good opportunity, I have no reason to hold back, right? "Then let's have a drink?" Zhou Anping said, "Then I'll take you home. You come to report at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning. I'll introduce you to the department manager and colleagues." Look, I haven't gone to work yet, but his boss posture is already in place.I had to dry up the ice water in my hand and stand up. "Xiaoduo." Xiaoye came over and grabbed me and said, "Why did you just come and leave?" "Miss Chen is here to assign me a task, so I will leave after the task is over," Zhou Anping said. "Are you making fun of Mr. Zhou?" Xiaoye smacked his lips and said, "It's amazing." I pulled Xiaoye aside and said, "I promise him to go to work tomorrow." "Really?" Xiaoye said excitedly: "I heard that the cleaners in Huanya can also get 30,000 a year. Oh, don't forget me when you get rich." "I haven't written my horoscope yet." I said, "How can your long-term meal ticket named Ben work!" "Did you say how much your monthly salary is?" "Don't be a motherfucker!" I pushed her. Zhou Anping stood far away, listening patiently to the two of us whispering. On the way back in the car, he didn't talk much, which made me feel at ease. I have never liked men who talk too much.When the car arrived at my door, he got out of the car very politely, opened the door for me, and told me to arrive early tomorrow before saying goodbye to me and leaving. The feeling of being valued is always a joy.I hope that this guy surnamed Zhou really didn't miss him, then, maybe I'm really a talent, haha. (5) That's how I started my nine-to-five white-collar life. I decided to take the opportunity to work hard, not to mention that this job was actually a good fit for me.When I went there, the company was soliciting the lyrics of our corporate song from employees, saying that it would invite a famous composer to compose the song and make it into an MTV broadcast on the TV station.Our manager asked me to be the primary candidate. I laughed every day when I read those lyrics. I thought it was very funny, so I wrote one on a whim and sent it up.Who knew that half a month later, when the results came out, the one that was finally selected was actually written by me!The manager's face brightened now, and he was very satisfied with me. He praised me in front of Zhou Guoan and said, "We finally found a capable helper this time." Zhou Guoan smiled and said: "That's good", and then gave me an encouraging smile. He found that he likes to smile like this to everyone.Although he doesn't come to the company every day, when he was in the company, he ate with us in the cafeteria. No matter what he ate, he ate up everything on the plate. The employees had a good impression of him, saying that he was a very talented person. Affinity for the boss. I can’t stop the good luck. Just a few lines of lyrics that I wrote down gave me a firm foothold in the company. Our manager made a special treat for this, saying that it was to celebrate the success and to join me as a newcomer. Welcome.All the people in the public relations department participated that day.Zhou Guoan was also specially invited.During the banquet, someone started a drinking scene and poured me a full glass of Wuliangye, insisting that I drink it.Zhou Guoan blocked me on the spot and said, "Xiao Chen can't drink, so let me drink for her." After finishing speaking, he downed a glass of wine generously, and no one dared to say anything else. I just entered the society, and I am far worse than Xiao Ye in dealing with this set.So to Zhou Guoan, I am not without gratitude. After dinner, I sang karaoke. I like to sing and I sang well. Under everyone's push, I sang Stefanie Sun's "Certificate of Love".The song was very lyrical and didn't suit the noisy atmosphere that day, but I liked it very much, so I sang it.Every guy in our department can make a fuss and drink, didn't drink enough at dinner, and was still clamoring to ask the lady for champagne.In the middle of the song, I found that Zhou Guoan seemed to be the only one listening carefully, smoking a cigarette casually while listening, his eyes were very gentle, and there was also some unique loneliness. forty three I looked away in a panic and sang a song anticlimactic. It's a shame that some colleagues are making noises beside him: "I heard that Chen Duo's boyfriend is in the United States! It's hard to be in love in both places. Does this song reflect your mood?" I noticed that Zhou Guoan was looking at me meaningfully, and I was so embarrassed that I wanted to find a crack in the ground. I don't know if it's because Zhou Guoan used to hold the wine for me, but my colleagues have become more and more friendly to me. There are even rumors that I am a distant relative of Zhou Guoan.I laughed it off, and basically had no contact with Zhou Guoan.It was an accident that day, and a lot of things suddenly happened before I got off work, so I had to work hard with an empty stomach.By the time the work was done, it was getting dark before I knew it, and it was still raining moderately. The autumn rain was already a little cool. I was only wearing a thin skirt and no poncho.Let's take a taxi, the road is so far and it hurts a bit.I had no choice but to hesitate at the door of the company. Zhou Guoan came out of the elevator at that time and asked me, "Can't I go back?" "Yes!" I said, "It's raining too much, I'll wait a while!" "Come on, let me drive you." I subconsciously refused, saying, "No need." Zhou Guoan said: "Afraid people will say that you are my distant relative?" I laughed, this boss who knows everything. While he was talking, he came out to help me open the door. The drizzle hit his very high-end suit, and he didn't even take a picture. But Zhou Guoan didn't send me home directly, but took me to a very elegant Japanese restaurant.His reason is very tenable, you work overtime for me, I treat you to dinner.In the restaurant, Takako Matsu's song - Love in the Rain of Cherry Blossoms - is a Japanese singer I like very much.We don't talk very much. If Zhou Guoan has any great advantage, it is that he knows how to be silent. This is what I like and appreciate. When you are with such a person, even if he is your boss, you will not have any pressure. Who knew that when it was about to end, he suddenly said to me: "It's strange, you don't talk too much today, and you didn't mean me." I was embarrassed by his meanness, so I had to honestly say: "I dare not." "Why?" he asked knowingly. "Because you are my immediate boss now, I have to get a meal ticket from you every month." "Hehe." He laughed, "Are you satisfied with your work?" "Should I ask this question?" I said, "Mr. Zhou, are you still satisfied with me?" "Satisfied." He said slightly smugly, "I said earlier that I have insight." My self-esteem was greatly gratified. This is the way of work. Once you get on track, you will be busy day by day.It was only then that I realized that I was such a dedicated person who refused to eat or sleep if I couldn't finish my work. Of course, I also lost a lot of time to chat with Song Tianming online.The strange thing is, I ignored Song Tianming, and he ignored me. We calculated the time spent talking on the phone each month, and then evenly distributed it to a fixed hour on a fixed date, and the content of the conversation became more and more uh huh Ah, lackluster. I never admit that distance can kill true love.I always think that those who give up are not firm enough from the very beginning, but the love between Song Tianming and I is extremely pure and sincere, and one day we will be able to keep the clouds open and see the moon, just like the song: "We use it a little longer A little bit of hard work, in exchange for a little more happiness, even if happiness still has a long way to go..." I just didn't expect the road to be so long.And at the end of the road there are layers of fog, my future is not clear. October 20th is my birthday. When I woke up in the morning, someone knocked on the door and brought beautiful roses, bright pink and fragrant. I thought Song Tianming would deliver flowers to me around the world if he made a fortune, but when I picked them up, it turned out to be another signature I was quite familiar with: Zhou Guoan. The phone call came right away: "Today is your birthday, you can take a day off." "Are all employees treated this way?" He thought for a while and said, "No, you are an exception." "Thank you Mr. Zhou." I said, "I can write love letters to my boyfriend at home." The other side was stunned for a moment, and then said: "As you arrange. Happy birthday." The phone hung up. I was a little dazed, and opened the mailbox, thinking that Song Tianming would always have an e-card even if he didn't have time to write love letters to me, but who knew that the unread mailbox was empty. I was a little frustrated at first, but I waited patiently for him to go online, and he didn't arrive until after 7 o'clock in the evening. I greeted him, but he actually said to me: "Xiaoduo, I just I can talk to you for a while. My roommate is going to a party and I want to drive her off." "Did you buy a car?" I asked in surprise. He was flustered. "I bought a second-hand car less than a week ago." After speaking, he hurried off the assembly line.From the beginning to the end, he didn't mention my birthday. He has made friends in another strange country. Chen Duo is just an old song that he doesn't want to sing anymore. luggage. Forty-four I know that my own thoughts are petty and unreasonable, but I still can't help but leave him a message saying: "Song Tianming, since you don't care about me so much, there is no need for us to continue on our own. Let's break up." After writing these few words, my heart is empty.I knew that this would not be a real breakup, and the matter would end with Song Tianming's hasty apology and my tears.But now I can only feel his concern in this way, our love is so numb, we have to rely on stinging each other to get the proof that we still love each other. Deep tiredness suddenly swept through my body and mind like a rising tide in the dark. I washed my face with cold water and went to work.Zhou Guoan saw me in the corridor and said in surprise, "Didn't I let you go on vacation?" "I'm old, but it's my birthday." I shrugged and didn't want to say more. "You say you're old in front of me?" Zhou Guoan said, "Stimulate me?" "I'm sorry, Mr. Zhou. I didn't mean to." I lowered my head, not wanting him to see that I was in a bad mood. "I'll treat you to dinner that night. You wait for me after get off work." After finishing speaking, he turned and entered his general manager's office. I couldn't find and didn't want to find a reason for the refusal. After get off work, Zhou Guoan and I went to a western restaurant on the top of the mountain.The environment here is very good, and there are not many people. Girls in white gauze skirts play one of my favorite pieces "The Last Rose of Summer" beside the piano.The waiter brought a small cake in the shape of a rose.The pianist begins to play.It seems that everything is "premeditated".Zhou Guoan raised his wine glass and said to me, "Happy birthday!" I didn't raise my glass. "What's wrong?" he asked me. I foolishly said, "I'm not used to the place where I grow." "Hehe. You'll get used to it after a few times." He laughed, and then said, "Do it!" This should be the third time we ate together alone. He soon became slightly drunk and said, "The first time I saw you, you opened the door for me wearing a wrinkled skirt, with disheveled hair, and spoke rudely to me. At that time I thought, this is an unusual girl." "Mr. Zhou," I was startled, "don't talk drunk." "Dare to say it when you're drunk." He said, "Xiaoduo, I am deeply attracted to you. You are the kindest and purest girl I have ever seen. You are like an angel." Angel? It should be my god! At this moment, the phone rang in a timely manner, and it was his.He answered it, but quickly handed the phone to me and said, "I'm looking for you." I took it suspiciously, but it was Xiaoye.Over there, he lowered his voice and said, "I knew you were together. Song Tianming couldn't find you, and the call came to my mobile phone. It seemed that he was very anxious." I opened my bag, and it turned out that the phone was out of battery and turned off automatically. "Did you say something cruel to him and he was so anxious that he cried?" Xiao Ye said, "For the sake of the alumni, I will tell him that you are celebrating your birthday with the handsome guy outside, and you will not be able to go back until later." After she finished speaking, she began to laugh smugly, and before I had time to scold her, she hung up the phone. Damn Xiao Ye, what a mess she made for me! I told Zhou Guoan, "Xiaoye said that he wants to celebrate my birthday." "Okay, I'll take you there after eating," he said. forty five I was inexplicably preoccupied. The steak was brought up and I took three bites before I couldn’t put it in. When I came out of the restaurant and went down the steps, I almost fell down. Fortunately, Zhou Guoan helped me in time. His hand squeezed my palm, and my long hair properly concealed my panic. I insisted not to let him see me off, so he just watched me get into the taxi, and when the car was about to start, he took out a small box from his pocket and handed it to me: "Xiaozi, happy birthday!" A very fine crystal brooch in the shape of a rose. Distraught, I stuffed it into my pocket. When I got home, I charged up my mobile phone, and Song Tianming's call came in quickly. His voice was burning hot: "Jet lag, Xiaoduo, I forgot the jet lag! On my side, tomorrow is your birthday!" I froze.It turned out that I wrongly blamed him.Sorry. "Xiaoduo," Song Tianming interrupted my apology, "Promise me that you will never make such jokes again, okay? Do you know how hard it is to live alone outside? I only feel it when I think of you." Happy. Xiaoduo, aren't we the closest people in this world? How could you leave me behind?" I didn't expect Song Tianming to say such nasty words to me. In fact, he has always been a clumsy and inarticulate lover. He has always believed that actions are better than words.During the three years I was in love with him in college, I was almost spoiled. Not to mention the dirty work, he helped me get the thicker textbooks to the classroom, and then left with a blushing face under the ridicule of the girls in our class. But now, when the distance makes us powerless, Song Tianming finally learns to speak sweet words reluctantly.Although he uses it so straightforwardly and clumsily, to me, it is better than ten thousand beautiful love words. Because I know he is sincere. "Xiaoduo, I love you." Song Tianming's voice was a little choked up. "I love you too." I heard myself murmur. After saying this, my heart trembled.It turned out that what I had been trying my best to protect was still there.So safe and so sure being warmed in my chest, my love has never left me. When the alarm clock rang in the morning, I found myself slumped in bed and slept all night without taking off my clothes or taking a shower. There was something hard under my waist that made me panic. I felt it out and found that it was a rose brooch that Zhou Guoan gave me. I slept on it all night. Will it cause a herniated disc? ? Only then did I have the time and mood to settle down and study this brooch over and over again. The rose is very delicately made, and there are even two small letters beside it: CD. I didn’t know that CD also produced brooches. If not, it should be the initials of my name, so this brooch should be made to order, when was it made?Why do you do it? I was delayed for half an hour when I thought about it like this. I took a taxi and rushed to the unit in a panic. I heard the manager telling others that Mr. Zhou was on a business trip and something must be done before he comes back... For some reason, I felt relieved. (6) The first day of November. The early morning wind blew on my face, already a little cold and painful. I haven't seen Zhou Guoan for almost a week.When I saw that the door of his office was open, there was a kind of surprise that frightened me.As soon as I sat down at the desk, the manager came over to me and said, "Go to Mr. Zhou, there is a new task for you." When I went, he was busy signing documents. I knocked on the door three times, and he beckoned me in.Said to me: "It's cooling down, you need to wear more." "Well." I said. "Sit down," he said. "No need." I said, "Get used to standing and listening to orders." "Poor! If you are told to sit, you can sit." I had to sit down on the chair opposite him. "It's like this. The new year is coming soon. The TV station wants us to sponsor them for an animation performance to welcome the new year. I agreed. Mainly, I also want to take this opportunity to put up the company's brand again. But I don't want these Money is thrown into the water, so in terms of planning, I hope you will use your brains more." "Alone?" I said. forty six "There are a lot of things in the public relations department at this time of year. I discussed with your manager just now, and you are mainly responsible for this matter." "I'm afraid I can't." I said. He straightened his face: "I don't like to hear that." "Okay." All I could say was, "I'll do my best." "Tomorrow the editor and director of the TV station will come to discuss with you, and I will see the detailed plan within three days." He said. I knew very well that opportunities were not always available, so I worked extra days for three days, trying my best to think of ideas and trying my best to argue with the people from the TV station.Every program of the performance, every corner of the stage, every piece of clothing of the coaplayer, and even every seat on the scene, I hope that the imprint of "Huanya" can be skillfully marked, and the advertising will not cost more than a penny. Try to achieve the most perfect advertising effect under the condition of low cost.The director of the TV station said to me helplessly: "I have cooperated with Uniasia for almost five years, Xiao Chen, you are the best one." I stared: "I have made a lot of ideas about your activities, and logically speaking, that's out of my business." "Accept." He bowed his hands to me. Three days later, I presented our plan to Zhou Guoan, and he was quite satisfied.Instructing our manager to give me enough autonomy to do this, the manager nodded with a smile and said, "It seems that there is hope for my going abroad?" Our manager wanted to go abroad a long time ago, because he has a very good personal relationship with Zhou Guoan, and Zhou refused to let him go, so he put it off again and again. "It's just around the corner." Zhou Guoan said, "She has enough aura, the only difference is experience." The manager turned to me and said, "Xiaoduo, the happiness of my life is in your hands." They praised me face-to-face, and I blushed to the neck, so I quickly hid in the boiling water room to drink water. Who knew that he also followed me in with a cup, and asked me, "Have you been tired enough these two days?" "You gave me an order, should I think it's right to run my brains and legs." I said. "Work hard." He said, "What your manager said just now is not impossible. Uniasia has always used talents." I laughed dryly.A young woman who just came out of society, what can she do? It is a shame to be so valued. At noon, when there was no one in the office, I chatted with Xiaoye on the phone nervously. Xiaoye said, "What are you afraid of? This society relies on ability to make a living." "Why should I panic?" I said. "Panic is also a wonderful feeling in love." Xiaoye babbled, "Such a man really knows how to spoil women, Xiaoduo, you are really lucky." "What nonsense are you talking about?" "If a man doesn't love a woman, he won't spend these efforts." Xiaoye said conclusively, "There is no doubt that this guy is in love with you." "Nervous," I said, "You're allergic." "Soldiers come to cover up the water. Besides, Zhou is also a good person. Although he broke up with Ning Zi's mother because of a beauty, I heard that they have rarely seen each other recently. It seems that they broke up peacefully." "Where did you hear so much?" "Ben's there." "Yeah, how far have you been with him?" "Rocket speed, we spent the night together last night!" Xiao Ye laughed loudly after finishing speaking. "Shameless," I said. "Enjoy love while you're young," Xiaoye said, "You and Song Tianming's love will end sooner or later, and then Zhou Guoan is a good choice." "If you're looking for me, look for Ben." I said like her, "His eyes are so charming, I faint when I see-" "It's true." Xiaoye whined over there, "Xiaoduo, Xiaoduo, I really love him to death." I hung up her phone, and I didn't have time to spend time with her nympho. Not reconciled, she called again and said, "He took me to the Sahara at the end of the year. My dream of wandering has finally come true!" forty seven "Wedding trip?" "of course!" Turns out it really is rocket speed. While Xiaoye Rocket was in love, I worked with the intensity of a rocket. The recording of the "Huanya Night—Anime Passion Show" party began to count down. The script I wrote was approved at one time, and many ideas were adopted. The director of the TV station In front of Zhou Guoan, he poached people and asked me to work there. Zhou Guoan stared and said: "If you say this again, the advertising fee will be cancelled." I took advantage of the situation and said, "President Zhou wants to keep me and I need to raise my salary." I was really joking at the time, but I didn't expect that he really gave me a raise.In addition, our public relations department also received an extra bonus, and the amount distributed to me was quite considerable.Everyone is clamoring for my treats, asking me to treat me to dinner on weekends, and then invite me to play bowling. I agreed and specially invited Zhou Guoan.I know very well that without his support, no matter how capable I am, I would not be able to make achievements so quickly. But he refused me, and said lightly: "You guys have fun, my old bone is going to rest on weekends." I didn't dare to force it, but when I left his office, I felt a humiliating loss. So I called Song Tianming.Since I started working, I don't let Song Tianming call me, but take the initiative to call him. The consumption of IP card is astonishing, so although the salary is rising, life is still stretched.Sometimes the phone would be cut off with a "click" while talking, and I hoped that Song Tianming would call me back, but he never did. I think I'm still a little woman with some vanity after all, especially in front of my lover.No matter how capable a woman is, she will occasionally dream of spending her husband's money, such as the famous Zhang Xiaohui, who turned all her husband's love for her into beautiful clothes and exhausted them, like infinitely overdrawing her credit line, spending too much money, and can only go bankrupt end. It's just that Song Tianming gradually no longer has a credit line for me. It was nine o'clock in the morning when I called Song Tianming, and I felt something was wrong with him when I called.After questioning for a long time, he hesitated and told me that he might not plan to return to China during the winter vacation. "Why?" I almost jumped up. "I want to go back for more than a thousand dollars, Xiaoduo, why not save it for other uses. Among other things, how many calls can we make if we keep it? And I'm discussing it with you..." He stammered and hadn't discussed anything yet. I heard a female voice next to him, speaking in English. Through the infinitely long optical fiber, I could hear the sunshine in her voice. The quality of the current overseas telephone communication is really good. amazing. I asked Song Tianming, "What did she tell you?" "She said...she asked me what class I have this afternoon." "Song Tianming, you'd better die!" I finally couldn't help breaking out new and old hatreds together, "You can insult my morality but you can't insult my IQ, you think my English is so poor that I can't even use the word swimming Don't you understand?" "Xiaoduo, listen to my explanation!" He was anxious. "Selina and I are just ordinary friends..." It's okay if he doesn't explain, this explanation makes me more convinced that there is something wrong with him. "You don't have to come back during the winter vacation!" So I dropped the phone, "Song Tianming, you never have to come back, because I don't want to see you again!" Turn off the phone and unplug the phone line. My always bizarre and extraordinary imagination reminds me that Song Tianming is playing with a Hong Kong girl with a strong figure in the blue sky and clear water. The girl has healthy malt-colored skin and a warm smile like the California sun. I think they are very happy. This was the first time Song Tianming brought me the feeling of being hurt. I didn't expect it to be so painful. I changed into the long skirt of my beloved lady's house and tied my braids.I'm going to go to Xiaoye's place to relax. My skirt is a gift I earned from working for three months on my twentieth birthday. Song Tianming once completely surrendered under the blue skirt, and his eyes were countless times. He looked at me warmly, warmly moved his hands around, and murmured: "Xiaoduo, Xiaoduo, you've made me dizzy." His infatuation turned out to be like a gust of wind, which blows away when the season changes. I put on dark red lipstick on myself, and my lips became thick and plump.The eyebrows are drawn thinner, a little blush is also good, and a little bright powder is added, bringing a fresh self, I walked into the "old". I went in a little pretentiously, and the door was pushed open with a bang.The lights inside were dim, and the figures were shaking.Xiao Ye quickly found me, and greeted me, saying, "Wow, I should put up a sign for you at the door today!" Forty eight "What brand?" I wondered. "There are celestial beings inside, and ordinary people are not allowed to enter." She smiled like something, and asked me: "Who will show such a beautiful dress?" "See for yourself." I sat down at the bar and said, "I want a drink." "Because of Song Tianming?" Xiaoye said, "You have something to offer, okay?" "Stop talking nonsense! Bring the wine." Xiaoye sighed.I ordered beer, the kind with ice.Look at the ice cubes floating in the golden liquid, they are shining, much like the eyes of my girlhood.I gave Song Tianming the initial waiting, and my youth is becoming a faded Christmas card.I thought dishearteningly that even if I could still fall in love with someone else in the future, the waiting mood would never come back again. The unconditional and reckless trust and devotion to love can only happen once in a person's life. I looked up and drank a big gulp of the wine in one gulp, it was a bit salty, like tears.So I took another sip, Xiaoye wanted to pull me, I pushed her and said: "If you are a friend, don't bother me!" "That's all, I'll make you crazy for a while today." Xiao Ye said, "The lead singer of the band is amazing, I'll ask her to sing a song for you to heal your wounds." Xiao Ye is really good, I don’t know where to invite such a band, the girl has short hair, a cold expression on her face, but her voice is like the sky, she started to sing an English song called "Hey Jude", it was Xiao Ye and I One of my favorite English songs in college, I remember that Stefanie Sun also sang it in her self-selected collection.When we were ostentatious students, Xiao Ye and I used to put a dishman earplug in each ear, and we sang this song arm in arm, walking across the flower-filled campus of Normal University and the silver moonlight Especially in the part of the last chorus NANANA, we act like no one else, our steps are as light and exaggerated as dancing. Looking back at that time, love was really a beautiful flower dress.According to our mood, we can wear whatever we want, or hang it up to bask in the sun if we don’t want to. People, they are living more and more. Hey Jude, don't make it bad Take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let her under your skin Then you'll begin to make it Better better better better better better better, oh ... What a beautiful song, I couldn't help but hum along gently. Xiao Ye came over and asked me, "What do you remember?" "The old fool," I said. "When love comes, it can come and go, Xiaoduo, you have to be more careful." "Yes." I said. "One Song Tianming left, and there are countless Song Tianming rushing over to flatter you." “少他妈给我提宋天明！” “好好好，不提不提，你以前在校乐队不是还做过主唱么，怎么样，要不要上去唱一首？”小烨提议。 “不怕吓走你的客人？” “挑首歌唱唱，我对你有信心。”她怂恿我。 于是我就去了。不知道是不是喝了点酒的缘故，我的嗓子让我自己听起来也有些陌生，还有一些久违的伤感，我坐在那里默默地唱完了一首老歌，那首歌的名字叫做《告别》： 我醉了我的爱人 在这灯火辉煌的夜里 多想啊就这样沉沉的睡去 泪流到梦里醒了不再想起 在曾经同向的航行后 你的归你我的归我 请听我说请靠着我 请不要畏惧此刻的沉默再看一眼 一眼就要老了 再笑一笑一笑就要走了 在曾经同向的航行后嗯（啦） （各自曲折）各自寂寞 原来归的原来往后的归往后 唱到一半，小烨让人到台上来送花给我，一大束新鲜美丽的玫瑰。我把脸埋到玫瑰里。硬生生地把眼泪逼了回去。 走过苍翠和黯淡并存的青春，在曾经同向的航行后，我们终于挥手告别。 一曲歌罢，有很多的人为我鼓掌。 我捧着花下台来，Ben对小烨说：“你应该请小朵到我们这里驻唱。” “那要问送花的人同意不同意。”小烨一面说一面朝我眨眨眼，指指角落里的一个座位对我说：“绕过去看看，那里有人在等你。” 四十九 I went. 是周国安，阴魂不散的周国安。 “坐啊。”他对我说。 我在他身边坐下。第一次离他那么的近，也是第一次发现他不老，长得还挺好看，像电影里的那种男主角。我有些恍恍忽忽，他拿着酒杯，有修长的手指，暖味的笑容。比宋天明好看多了，我把花放到桌上，不由自主地冲着他笑了。 “歌唱得真好。”他夸我。 “谢谢！来，让我们一醉方休？”我端起他的酒杯。 “不会喝就不要硬撑。”他说，“我建议你来杯西瓜汁。” “那我自己喝去！”我站起身来。 “等等！”他迅速地握住我的手说：“要是你真想喝，我陪你。” 除了宋天明，我第一次和别的男子有这么近的距离，他的手捏着我的手腕，力道正好，呼吸就在我的耳边，心里恨恨地想着宋天明的薄情，我坐下来，轻轻地歪到他怀里，不顾危险地说：“好。” “周末怎么不跟男朋友出去玩？”他问我。 “他在陪别的女人游泳呢。” “呵呵，你不也在陪别的男人喝酒。你们扯平。”他要了XO，给我倒了一小杯。 “可是他们也许在拥抱。” “你要是愿意，我也可以抱抱你，这样你们依旧扯平。”他说。 我端起酒来一边喝一边在心里鄙夷地想男人真是无耻啊，真是无耻到了极点。他看着我我也不顾危险地看着他，期待品尝放纵的滋味，管它甜蜜心酸还是自责！可是我等了很久很久他也没有下一步的动作，于是我强做无所谓地说："周总你是不是喜欢上我了？" "Yes." he said.说完，他轻轻地将我揽了过去，他的拥抱和宋天明的是完全不同的，宋天明喜欢紧紧而疯狂的拥抱我，而他却是那么的温柔和细腻，让我不屑却又无法抗拒。I am struggling in the joy and pain of this game, like a fish without water.My heart hurts without foundation. "Are you afraid?" he asked me. "What are you afraid of?" "It was crushed by me." "Touch it," I said, "It's broken countless times, it doesn't matter." “吹牛，”他说：“我赌你是第一次，第一次被男朋友伤了心，对不对？” I was hit by what he said, and I lay on his shoulder and cried.他拍着我的背说：“哭吧哭吧。想哭就哭个够！”