Chapter 2 i won't forgive you

I won't spare you (1) "Really." Ba La said firmly and definitely. "Why!" Xu Yi shouted loudly, everyone in the bar heard it, and some boys surrounded him. "Why!" Xu Yi continued to shout, he grabbed Ba La by the collar and shook her vigorously: "I tell you, I won't spare you, I won't spare you!" Ba La must have been shaken dizzily, but there was no expression on her face. Xu Yi was quickly pulled away. Before I understood the situation, they had already knocked him to the ground, pinned him down, and countless fists fell on him. I can't hear anything.

I screamed: "Don't, don't! Don't!!" I rushed over, but Bala couldn't hold me, I frantically threw myself into the middle of the group of people, trying to protect Xu Yi with my body, a beer bottle It hit me right on the head. Blood, red blood. I can no longer hear, any sound. When I woke up, I found myself lying in Bara's house. Ba La actually held a cat in her arms.A fat cat with a long white tail, lying quietly in Ba La's arms.The green pupils are shining brightly, but the expression on his face is full of exhaustion. Ba La hugged the cat, looked at me lovingly and said, "Little Ear, luckily you are fine."

"Where's Xu Yi?" I suddenly remembered. "He's fine." Ba La said, "Your head is wounded, I bandaged it for you, what should you say when you get home?" I don't say anything. "You can stay with me for a while," she said. I crawled over from her bed, looked in the mirror on the other side of the bed, and saw a nasty white gauze stuck to my head.I yanked it off hard.This action made me grit my teeth.Ba La screamed: "What are you going to do?" I said to you, "I need to use the bathroom." Ba La stretched out her hand and pointed in the direction.

Enduring the pain, I cleaned up the blood-stained hair with cold water in the bathroom, and then combed my hair with a comb.I ran outside and asked Bara: Is there a suitable hat for me to wear? There are many, many hats, but I changed about ten hats before I found one that was barely wearable.It was a little red hat, let's say, it was left by her little niece at her house. Ba La kept taking me out, to the front of the ramen restaurant.She told me: "Little ear, you are braver than me, I want to learn from you." "The kid..." I asked her. She patted her stomach mysteriously and said, "Don't worry, I will give birth to him."

I cover my mouth. "It might actually hurt a little bit, but it's worth it." "Does your mother care about you?" I asked her. Ba La twisted her mouth and said, "I can't control it." "Don't be self-willed. Come on." I said, "What's the good of you?" Come on look at me. "Come on, please don't look like this, I know, you don't like this look." After I finished speaking, I turned around and strode away. When I turned around again, I saw that she was still standing there, motionless.Seeing me turn around, she put her hand to her lips, blew a kiss, then turned and walked away.

I returned home with that strange little red hat.My mother looked at me strangely, and I rubbed my hands and walked to my room: "It's really cold today, I bought a hat, and I feel much better." Those days, I had a strange thought. I suddenly wanted to be bad. I was very bored and panicked, and I stubbornly believed that only when I became bad could I be free. I wrote a long paragraph of incomprehensible words on the blog again. After I finished writing, I hoped that someone would read it, so I sent my blog address to Bara's mailbox.Please write me back soon.She said: "Little ears don't seem very happy, otherwise, you come and "forget it" and listen to my singing."

"No," I said, "but I'm going to read by the river this afternoon." That afternoon, I hugged a book and read it pretendingly while sitting on a wooden chair by the river.It's finally here, she is wearing a skirt with long tassels and carrying a small rose-red bag, she approaches with exaggerated steps, stares at me with bright eyes and asks: Muzier, do you really, really want to Become a bad girl? I nodded stupidly. Ba La's hand slapped me on the head. "I'm going to die," said Ba La, "thinking about it all day long!" Ba La laughed again, and she said, "Little Ear, you promise me one thing."

"Ok?" I won't spare you (2) "When my son is born, you will be her godmother. So you must not become bad, and let my son have a good mother, so that he will not lose to others!" "Come on, what nonsense are you talking about!" I pulled her hard and said, "You come with me!" "Where are you going?" "Go to the hospital!" "let me go!" "No!" I said, "You have to go to the hospital, you have to!" Ba La pushed me away, sat down on the wooden chair, and said to me with a smile: "Little ear, listen carefully, even if the whole world wants to murder this child, I still want to give birth to him." Come. This will never change, unless I die!"

I was frightened by Ba La's smile, and after a long time, I said: "Ba La, what are you doing this for?" Ba La put her chin on the wooden chair and said slowly: "You won't understand, just like you can never be a bad boy. Little ears, everyone's fate is doomed from the day they are born, you are a A good girl can only be a good girl for a lifetime, do you understand?" During the winter vacation, I didn't go out again. On the first day of the new semester, I met Xu Ge at the school gate.He blocked my way with his long arms outstretched. There are many girls watching me.

My face went red and red. Xu Yi said, "Thank you." "No." My voice was as thin as a mosquito. "Why did you help me? Was it you who called that day?" Xu Yi said. I raised my head in panic. "Do you like me?" Xu Ge asked again. Panting vigorously, I bypassed him and ran into the classroom quickly. I don't know why, I feel like I'm going to die, my little heart that has undergone surgery is no longer able to bear the heavy load.I went to class for a week in a daze, and on Saturday, Xu Yi came.At first I didn't notice him because I was too sleepy. I drank a cup of instant coffee in the classroom, and when I lifted it up too quickly, a few drops of coffee dripped onto the red woolen scarf.The seat I was sitting by was by the window, and after I leveled my gaze, I saw Xu Yi.He actually stretched out a finger to me and hooked it.Means call me out.My heart suddenly twitched inexplicably, I dropped the cup subconsciously and rushed out of the classroom.

He didn't look at me, and walked in front of me. My steps would be fast and slow for a while, a bit like a fool, and I didn't know where he was going to take me.It's a Saturday afternoon, and the school teachers are in a messy meeting.The original self-study was changed to a holiday, and there were very few people in the school.Damn it's snowing again and dusk is like night.He took me through the playground and the laboratory building, and the snowflakes fell on his short hair and broad shoulders, and my heart ached from ups and downs.I had to turn my head to the side, and I yelled, "Where the hell are you taking me?" He stopped suddenly, then turned around.I subconsciously took a step back.The feet stepped into the thick snow, making a creaking sound.We were on that walkway in the backyard of the school.The huge shutter door of the water room is closed and painted with blue paint.The staircase next to it was empty, and Xu Yi dragged me in there at this moment.I was a little terrified, we were about two meters apart, I stood against the wall, bit my lower lip and stared at him like this.He was wearing a gray overcoat with ice crystals and snowdrops on his shoulders.The hair on the forehead is a little wet.Oh, Xu Yi, who used to be Xu Yi, has an angelic face.He's still so damn handsome. I squatted down sadly.Seeing the coffee drip on the scarf, I reached out my sleeve and wiped it away. "I know you like me." "No." "The person who writes to me every day is you?" "no!" "look at me." I dare not, I crouched there shaking little by little. He grabbed my left arm and pulled me up, and I screamed softly in terror. "Don't expect me to like you." Xu Yi said. "Stop pretending to be innocent. Don't think I don't know. You and that guy are in the same group. You haven't played enough, have you? If you haven't played enough, I will continue to play with you!" No boy has ever been so fierce to me. I couldn't get rid of him, and tears suddenly fell down. Xu Yi looked at me, he looked very angry, I thought he was going to hit me.I closed my eyes, but I felt him being pushed away suddenly.I opened my eyes and saw You Ta, who blocked Xu Yi with blood red eyes, and said to me in a rough voice, "Go back to the classroom." Xu Yi looked at him in surprise. I won't spare you (3) I turned around and walked into the snow.There are a lot of ice slags on the ground, I'm really afraid that they will pour into my old running shoes, it's so cold.I'm a complete fool.My face was icy cold, and I reached under my shirt to get my tissues in the inside pocket.It was difficult to get it out because I was wearing a lot of clothes, but I made up my mind to get it out.I kept this strange posture and strode across the laboratory building and the playground to my classroom.No one came after them.Big tears rolled down my eyes, but I didn't look back. At dusk, Xu Yi's mother, my aunt, and my mother were all called to the principal's office. After my mother came out, she only said one word to me, she said: Li Er, you let me down. She grabbed my clothes and said, "Tell me, how did you become like this? It's really outrageous to hang out with those little girls!" "Don't scold her." You Ta came over to rescue me. The aunt turned the gun: "I still want to scold you, and you too, if you fight with others, you will have to take the college entrance examination. If you are punished, I will see what you will do!" As soon as I looked up, I saw Bara, Bara didn't have any makeup on today, she was wearing a very simple dress.Standing in front, looking at me with an inexplicable look. A group of us passed by her, and I didn't dare to say hello to her. Just when I hated my own cowardice, Ba La called me. She didn't call me Little Ear, but said: "Li Er, You wait a moment." Everyone stood still and looked at her warily. "I know everything." Ba La said, "I'm here to testify for you, to prove that those things have nothing to do with you! Whatever happens, blame it on me." "Go away!" Yuta said viciously. "I'll go." Ba La said coldly, "As long as Li Er is okay." "She'll be fine, stay away from her, she's fine!" "Yuta!" I yelled loudly, "You can't talk to Bara like that!" "Why!" You Ta said, "Isn't she hurting you badly enough?" "Because she's my friend!" I said, "She's my best friend, and I won't allow you to say that about her! Never!" Youta took several steps back in anger, both mother and aunt opened their mouths.The world was still, and I couldn't hear any sound anymore, I only saw it, and I laughed when I saw it.A blinding radiance glowed on her face.She looked at me, the light in her eyes was clear. Then, I heard her say softly: "Little ear, I really didn't see the wrong person." In the spring of this year, the sun seems to be particularly bright.Soft gold flows from the green leaves, and the flowers bloom silently.Monday is my least favorite day. I haven't had a good rest yet, and all the busy work is about to start again, which is very boring.That day, after I finished my inter-class exercises, I walked across the playground alone to go to the canteen to buy instant coffee. A strange boy blocked my way.He asked me in a panic, "Are you Li Er?" "Yes." I said. "Please answer the phone." He took out his hand from his trouser pocket, holding a PHS in his hand. "Whose phone?" I said. "You answer it." The boy stuffed the phone into my hand at once, "I got through, you answer it quickly!" I held the phone to my ear with some hesitation, and then, I heard Bala's panting, just panting, but I'm sure it was her. I yelled out, "Come on!" "Little ear, is that you?" "It's me, okay." I felt a strong and inexplicable uneasiness in my heart, and I couldn't say anything else. "Great. I found you." Ba La said hoarsely, "I must say thank you, thank you, thank you for lending me the umbrella, thank you for saving me last time, thank you for wiping it for me Yao, thank you for publicly admitting that you are my friend, you don't know how much I thank you..." Bala's voice is getting weaker and weaker, I don't know, is there something wrong with my ears again, just when I was panicked, the phone was cut off, and there was a ruthless beeping sound from over there. The boy stretched out his hand, snatched the PHS, turned around and ran away. I finally came to my senses and followed suit.I couldn't outrun that boy, and I could only watch him enter the classroom of the third year of high school (1).But I ran after him without hesitation, the preparatory bell for class had already rang, and all the students in their class began to rush into the classroom, and their math teacher was already standing at the door with the lesson plan. I also stood at the door. A troubled girl asked me through the window: "Who are you looking for?" I didn't speak, and when my eyes were looking for the boy all over the classroom, a note came out from inside, which said: Ba La is in the hospital, something happened to her. 11111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111 is a bad girl, I think, from the day of birth, this is the case. They said that I was disgusting from the moment I was born, and I cried for three days and three nights, from morning to night, from night to morning, endlessly, as if to express the biggest protest against coming to this world.